#my brain broke but in a good way
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well.....
W-what's this everyone!?!?! (thankful grateful meltdown in 3....2....1 -> )
Yeah, it's just me awkwardly trying not to say I love you to random folks, But...I might 👉🏾👈🏾
I thought that was my post count at first 😳😯
I don't know how this goes....um. Do I do something special or?
Like...do I do an ask game or open up like..."get to know this blogger" asks? Do I take like requests? I don't know what to do lol.
😭I need to say thank you ~ because tired mentally pushed me may or may not have rolled out of my office chair after seeing this.
I don't check these things, this nearly gave internet old nonsocial me a heart attack 🤣😂
Thank you 💕🥰😳
....but seriously I'm literally a husky of a nobody 🥺 I am so glad I can connect with people somehow through my edits/writing. And after taking a moment to breathe I might actually cry.
#gonna need a minute#or you know 500 minutes#or you know five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes#thank you#reaction gifs are in actual order of my freak out#refreshed my page like three times#relatively sure i stepped into some strange au#I need to kickout a bunch of edits and shorts or something asap#update the old things collecting dust or...#how do i say thank you? what do I do#can you tell i've freaked the fvck out?#my brain broke but in a good way#i'm not misty eyed at 5 in the morning or i mean i might be#god the strange noise i friggin made.....#my dog came rushing in like wtf is wrong with you#thank you😳🥺🥺🥺#i probably should have made a pretty less jumbled post but i am not that put together 😖#and thank you....again#I'm gonna just be putting thank you in all my tags for a while#....just so you all know....#lowkey scared#thats a lot of you looking at my madness i post
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Kings of holding hands. They’re so good at it. Look
#as far as my brain can process this is the first time they’ve ever held hands the entire time they’ve known each other#so I’m proud of them#they really are good at it look at their arms. strong. sturdy hold#I think this video broke me in some way#dan and phil#phan#lyd.og
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why were they doing duels in court in chapter 4. is it a actual normalized thing for their world or saint pavlov just makes the defendant and the prosecution throw hands to see who comes out the victor. do they do it for every corruption case. can we watch madam z wrestle then dump a mug full of hot coffee on constantine's face godot ace attorney style for the whole breakout incident and for multiple instances of child murders
#reverse 1999#certified storm moments#look. i will always find a way to loop it back to chapter 3. they were just kids. they deserved some justice no?#i think nouvelles et testes pour rien changed my brain chemistry for better or worse. that damn ending broke me and i was#not the same person i was upon finishing it#empty wardrobe was tragic and a look into the inevitability of the storm and how it affected the ones left behind but when it comes#to chapter three its horrific because they were purposefully lead to their fates. yeah they were a bunch of children too curious for their#own good but surely even in an authoritatian school you'd try to lead them away instead of. aye let's fucking let them see the storm
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caved and finally decided to do a mix of digisona and tamersona art lol
pardon the strange artifacting, glaze was very much not meant to deal with a lot of solid colors, but i hope you can still appreciate the work i put into all this!
cringe is dead and i'm not into necromancy so when my brain said "digisona time" i said "this weekend, for sure"
first pic is art from like two years ago though, we just were not using tumblr at the time so we never ended up posting it here
second is also from like last year when i fronted for the first time in a while. played around with some fun brushes and tbh? might have to play with 'em some more because trying to get digital effects beyond glitchy stuff is a Goal of mine.
#digimon#impmon#flawizarmon#beelzemon#digimon art#digimon fanart#dg arts#i'm actually hella proud of those last two pics which is my whole excuse for making this post#we've been a digimon fan for basically our whole life#but only just recently did we kind of figure out how we want to draw impmon anatomy#which you can tell between the first and third pics!!#not that i did shade (the impmon in the first pic) dirty by any means#but figuring out that i really want to lean into the “vaguely cat creature” side of things was a neat discovery#and i think we can largely thank the way we've seen people draw impmon over the years in influencing that#there's this one artist whose art i can't for the life of me find#but the way they drew impmon ears completely broke my brain#in a super good and cool way#and i've seen a lot more “impmon ears are very weirdly furred cat ears” art takes since#(that first time i saw them was the first time i really REGISTERED it yk?)#anyways#hee hoo i'm in digihell with some major brainrot rn#love this series a normal amount that makes me very happy#-sky
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#hi key the brain is crazy#so like in my midish 20s I was in a terrible basically situationship with a guy off/on for 5 years#he was really uhhhh not good to me but back then I thought we could make it work yada yada yada#when I finally broke it off with him for good I never looked back#I was done with it completely and I’ve never felt any regret for that#anyways fast forward to current day and when I smell a fragrance that is like the one he used I feel like my body immediately reacts#(in a bad way)#like crazy that the brain retains that shit#that is all lol#also imagine fumbling me💀 my guy really did that huh
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Would you ever write a Remus POV of You Wouldn’t Like Me??? I’m DYING to know what was going through his head ....
okay i have consulted the group chat and the verdict is hell yeah, oh my gd, i would honestly love to. will i re-write the entire fic from his pov? probably not.
but there are some scenes i will for sure work on and add to the b-sides xx
ps - if y’all have any suggestions about scenes you want to see from remus’s lil brain, please let me know and I’ll add them to the list!
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aaron sorkin is apparently working on a january 6th movie i thought you might need to know
truly this is 9/11 for people who both like and hate aaron sorkin
#the way he broke an entire generation of democrats brains cannot be overstated or forgiven#but you can pry a few good men and the social network from my cold dead hands
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finally finding actual fandom content about OBX (that isnt smut fics about 16 and 17 year olds) and then finding out apparently everyone hates JJ and Kie and loved Pope and Cleo (JJ/Kie is adorable to me, and Pope/Cleo felt romantically forced to me, they gave much more platonic/found family vibes, and it kinda felt like the romance came out of nowhere?)
I mean ship who you ship, as long as youre not shipping minors with adults or actual canonical family members together, I dont care- but it's insane to me that I seem to be the only one who doesn't vibe with romantic Pope/Cleo lol
#like really???#im the only one????#like dont get me wrong i fucking LOVE their chemistry- but it never felt romantic?#more sisterly protective?#like weirdly (pos) mothering him? like in the best way possible#I love that change in her character- as someone badass but caring and street smart#her as a mentor kinda figure for pope (and I hope JJ eventually- i need more scenes of them together) is awesome#but none of it felt even vaguely romantic to me#and JJ and kiara just have great chemistry and cute moments#JJs reaction to Kie's first 'I love you' is fucking adorable- man's brain broke#I do think JJ and pope would be a good endgame though lol#I mean I want them all (the pogues) to just hold hands and kiss cause cmon... JJ has a crush on all of them and they all have crushes on +#+ each other lol- but I know netflix wont give me that lol#but yeah- its whatever but yeah lol#welcome to my rant i guess lol#🪲#obx#outerbanks#obx fandom#outer banks#obx content
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dude why did ppl hate The End of Hope’s Peak High School sm
#toasty talks#dr on the brain obviously#most of the complaints I see are that it contradicts the plot of the first games#but I honestly couldn’t fully grasp DR1 or 2 prior to having seen the anime.#personally I thought it tied things together well. I’m sure the contradictions are there and I just didn’t notice but#it clearly never broke my immersion or anything#plus!! you get to see the DR1 and 2 character being (mostly) alive and well in the end!! A++#I’m planning on rewatching so I’m just thinkin abt it cuz like. I enjoyed it quite a bit. I don’t get the hate#if it’s just that it’s ‘bad’ then. I mean you are definitely allowed to feel that way but let’s not pretend that the games are Good.#dont get me wrong I LOVE them but they are Badgood. very entertaining. full of flaws. 10/10 would not recommend you have(n’t) to see it. yk#also I suspect some of the dislike comes from watching it in the wrong order (which is the fault of some streaming sites).#unless you look it up you might not know to watch the Future and Despair arcs in alternation which is def the best way to watch it#anyway. basically I am excited to rewatch it LOLZ. I liked the plot lines :] AND I thought the new characters they add were pretty cool#danganronpa 3#the end of hope’s peak high school
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#sunny and hot outside today#rather quiet except for the birdsong#i know it’s august but it feels like summer#just woke up from a sleep paralysis nap lmao#dreamt i was too high to move#but people/ my phone kept informing me i was failing all my classes again 😂😂#and i was so guilty cuz i’d spent all my time drinking and smoking instead of studying#not what happened irl btw#i actually still tried when i was at uoft i was simply too unwell for the workload 😂 brain getting confused#imma shower wash the dishes get lunch then practice bass#the audio interface i ordered is awesomesauce but i’m completely broke the rest of this month 🥲#also bass is really difficult#i guess starting anything is#picking it up is supposed to be easy compared to other instruments but i only have piano to compare to#and i’ve been playing piano since i was four#mostly i’m just frustrated i’m not good at it right away#like usual#told my mates id actually learn to play over the break so i gotta lock in#still absolutely shite#band never gonna happen at this point#new school term starting soon i can’t wait to have a proper schedule to follow again#and i wanna hang out with my friends#idk what to do about The Issue but i suppose there’s no issue#life shall proceed and we’re still friends#who give a shit#feelings are internal and incorporeal and can stay that way how tf they gonna screw anything up unless u let them#think things r gonna be ok#smiley face emoji
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have you heard this song,,,,
I HAVE NOT i’ll listen to it right now hang on
#dog days are over comes from this album;;;;; i love dog days are over so im hyped#AND ITS LITERALLY CALLED THE BIRD SONG holy shit dude#answering asks#chair asks#chair!!#ohhh this is so interesting#OHHHH HOLY SHIT#held him down broke his next taught him a lesson he won’t forget;;;;;;; but in my dreams began to creep;;;;;;;#THE SONG WAS COMING FROM MY MOUTH#dude this fucking slaps what the hell#this is cross about killer in some way. bits of it are anyway. especially the part i mentioned#hating him fighting him being pissed off by him but yet he still can’t stop thinking about him#OHHHHH WAIT THE END BIT IS WILDD OUGHH#dude this music is fucking crazy what the hell oughthghg#banger?????????? my god#anyway yeag as i was saying. kind of cross about killer to me#with their weird spitefully drawing each others blood but still thinking about each other at strange hours of the night#ALSO i dunno if it’s actually anything but my brain immediately started conjuring up this mirror hozier’s shrike somehow some way#killer being a bird; a shrike;;; appearing in cross’s doorway and talking loud like he does#them fighting. cross trying to get him to be quiet. snarling at him. but still dreaming about him despite himself#and then eventually something give and the song starts coming from his mouth#i dunno i can’t explain it. but that’s something maybe#that’s my interpretation and a thoughts anyway. banger ass song my god#just really really good like in general regardless of kross#florence and the machine save me;;;
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i should just kill myself at this point like. why has the universe made this happen. WHATS THE POINT!!!!!!!!
#finding funnies in this over the fact 🍃 would probably call me slurs yk#if he says the n word no way he wouldn’t slur me lmaooo#and last he knew was that i was bi and me being trans and using a different name now is a complete different story#the fear of that is very funny and it feels true#but i believe i have talked to 🍃 after i saw him last irl#i think we even made plans somehow of him being the first person i smoked weed with#and this was WELL after we broke up#oh and i didn’t even mention he cheated on me but this was middle school so.#but godddd. i was even recently thinking about an album he told me about#this is not good for me#🍃 can you fuck off out of my brain this is seriously damaging#ender.txt
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Me, watching a Nancy stan have a breakdown over her, apparently being overhated-
#byler#like I'm sorry ig?#not really tho bc my brain is all like weird and so i have moral codes for the characters that I like#and nancy broke one of the ten commandments in a top ten anime betrayals type of way#jokes aside#why#why is it an attack to get critical over a female lead#it's the same thing that happens with el#people are always falling over themselves to apologize and explain that they don't blame the character for the actions#which is like insane to me#bc the stranger things crew is only so good bc of their flaws
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Frightened and unsettled by the death grip Dungeons and Daddies had on me for seventeen days mid-April
#dungeons and daddies#i devoured that shit#it was really good but it broke my brain in every possible way#i am almost afraid to learn things about season 3
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#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing#and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song#mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code#for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming#and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches#and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt#last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad#ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool#coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple#the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting#ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck#theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im#looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that#slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head.#ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist#listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me#unrelated
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#literally dumb as rocks beans for brains of me to even ever think going back to do my diploma in early#childhood education as a means to get back into the industry after like four years out was even a little bit a good idea#the job broke me the first time + i’m in a much much much worse place now#have been looking through the first chunk of assessments + so much of it is management type stuff#which is fine on paper#but doing these sorts of assessments in practice is. not something i can do#i have a settling in period of like three years minimum it takes me so long to build any confidence#+ almost every assessment involves walking into service as a student + then having to demonstrate a level of authority#which is no bueno for me#like the first assessment involves leading a team meeting#how am i supposed to walk into a centre brand new + ask to lead a meeting#and then every piece of placement assessment is the same sort of thing#lots of having to approach parents to sign permission forms + lots of taking control of rooms or learning experiences#it’s funny because technically it’s all stuff i can do because i did do it#like i ran the nursery as a lead educator + did all the management stuff but that was after having been there for a year as a student#then as an assistant so i was like. comfortable + established in the centre if that makes sense?#i couldn’t just walk into any centre off the street into a management position i need to work my way into it#if that’s what i even wanted to do#so to do it as a student is a no go#on top of that just the idea of going back to any work let alone back to childcare has given me nightsweats#since the diploma started. like my anxiety about it is out of control + realistically logically i know that this is not something that’s#going to work out but i’m ready to throw up about it because what do i do?#i’m struggling big time with feelings of inadequacy for not being educated + can’t shake the feeling that my life is kind of over#because i haven’t got a degree + it doesn’t seem like i’m going to be in a position to be well enough to get through one#+ i don’t know what work i’m cut out for i don’t feel like i’m good for anything#which sounds dramatic but i mean it in a very genuine way i’m just too nervous + scared + uncomfortable#i’m just not functioning in any sensible way + i don’t know what to do with myself#like dropping this course just makes sense but what then? what job is there for me?#it all just starts spiralling out into thinking about that i’ll probably never be able to afford to live independently out of home#+ that spirals into thinking about how i’ll never find anyone + how my life is so messy + meaningless
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