#my body is no temple idgaf if we are on discord levels of convo you can bring this up and maybe ill discuss a scene w you | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

steaksex · 1 month ago

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I do think i need someone to direct me to cut a cute little mark into myself and tell me to cut deeper or shallower and laugh a little when i flinch and then guide me through caring for it and laughing when the hydrogen peroxide stings. And then (crucially) telling me off if they catch me picking at it or messing with it because ghey want it to heal in the right shape

#raunchy rabble #nsft #trans nsft #knifeplay #i tjink this is fun but i always wanna be over cautious because heh.... they call me the guy who used to cut himself...#self harm cw #<- just in case #and funnily enough i started zerkin it to stop self harming! bc all i wanted was the endorphin rush #ao i think sometimes getting hurt is awesome but i like to be careful #thats why theres a lovely request i cant get to bc i dont think i can make red marks without breaking skin #and id need it to be like. someone elses direction. to make it not self harm?#im insane in the head. you understand #what im saying is i need someone to fully go 'you will carve a cute little hesrt in your skin'#and then make me take care of it #bc the real self harm came with picking at scabs #IM RAMBLING WHATEVERRRRRR #my body is no temple idgaf if we are on discord levels of convo you can bring this up and maybe ill discuss a scene w you

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