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tom-whore-dleston · 17 hours
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Bed Chem
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x f. reader
Word Count: 541
This fic contains: smut, pwp, fwb dynamic, spanking, lingerie, Bucky has different sides in bed, light choking, hair pulling
Summary: Being fwb with Bucky has amazing benefits.
Notes: look, after the release of the teaser trailer of Thunderbolts*, I’ve been feral for Bucky okay 🫣 I couldn’t think of a good title for this fic so I settled for my fave Sabrina Carpenter song lol This is my submission for @flashfictionfridayofficial prompt: Change in Tone.
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You and Bucky had a different kind of relationship. You weren’t boyfriend and girlfriend, but you were both more than friends. For lack of a better term, you and Bucky were friends with benefits. And those benefits were the best terms you both agreed on.
Every time you had sex with Bucky, it was a different experience. Sometimes, his touches would be gentle and feather-like. Other times, his hands would be rougher and he’d grip you tighter in a possessive manner. Then, there was his voice. During his more tender moments, his voice was smooth like whiskey. On the flip side, when he was a little more aggressive with you, his voice was lower and animalistic. Bucky’s range in the bedroom taught you that sex wasn’t a performance but rather an experience. And each time you both ended speechless and satisfied.
In this current situation, you found yourself on all fours on top of Bucky’s bed wearing in a sheer lingerie one-piece. Bucky stood by the bed, admiring your backside with a smirk that you couldn’t see from your position, but could still sense. Bucky wore a crisp white shirt with the buttons done enough to get a peek of his chest hair and sculpted pecs. If you had seen how his sleeves were rolled enough to reveal his forearms, you would have melted into the bed sheets without him having to touch you.
You feel the bed creak under your hands and knees and suddenly Bucky’s bulge is right against your thigh. His fingers ghost above your spine, sending chills down to your cunt. Your breath hitched as you craved to feel his fingers down where your sensations were traveling to. All of a sudden, a hand crashes down on your ass, causing you to yelp in shock. Bucky chuckled, soothing the sting with his palm.
“Tell me what you want, darling, and I’ll give you that.” Bucky muttered, his lips dangerously close to your earlobe, his favorite part to tease.
“I want…you,” you gasped. Unfortunately, that wasn’t enough for Bucky.
“How do you want it?” His vibranium hand sensually traces the curves of your body. “Do you want it soft and sweet?” He places a kiss on the back of your shoulder, causing you to smile and bite your lip. A moment later, that same hand yanks you by the hair, pressing your back flat against his chest. “Or would you like it hard and rough?”
You were unable to conjure words. Only a broken moan left your vocal cords. Bucky’s flesh hand cupped your chin, forcing you to meet his gaze. You gulped before Bucky smashed his lips against yours with fervor. His grip on your hair tightened as his teeth grazed your bottom lip. He let go of you once you attempted to grind against his hardness.
Bucky pushed you back down on the bed, your face in the pillow and your ass waving in the air. He unleashed a feral growl as he hurriedly unbuckled his belt and pulled his pants down. The tip of his cock teased your entrance, making your voice drip with need like your pussy.
“I’ll give you what you want, darling, but I’ll give it to you how I want it.”
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teaxeee · 23 hours
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Study Session | Kim Gyuvin
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Summary: When exam season rolls in and you have to study with your boyfriend, it takes an unexpected turn. From a simple study session to having to stay quiet, it's guaranteed to fail your upcoming exams.
Pairing: Female reader x Kim Gyuvin
Genre: Smut (as usual, Minors DNI)
Word count: 1894 (DAMN I ATE-)
Warnings: SoftDom!Gyuvin being gentle at first but him being a meanie later on, pussy eating, spitting on clit, lots of praise, pet names (bun, bunny, baby, pretty), orgasm denial
Notes: I got an ask for this and my brain already knew what I'm gonna write so...enjoy! (Tea finally writing with no break wow give a ROUND OF APPLAUSE) ALSO WE HIT 1K WHO CHEERED!!
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Exam season was coming up. Materials kept piling up for every subject every time you had a class, and it wasn't helping that every exam was back to back. Of course, it was stressful with how much you had to work on, but Gyuvin was always there to help you out.
Luckily, you were both in the same class, so having study dates was guaranteed since you both were together, with everyone calling you the cutest couple. You spent almost the whole week at the library, with you helping out Gyuvin and him doing the same.
The material was surprisingly easy, despite the both of you thinking it would be hard. Well…some of the material was hard for a few subjects, but other than that, every study session went well with ease.
It was one of those days again, being stuck in the library yet again with him. You had a massive headache and as much as you wanted to focus on the subject, you couldn't. Gyuvin was already halfway done with his materials.
You stopped reading through the materials and let out a sigh, your body slumping against the chair, clearly feeling emotionally drained and exhausted from how much you had left. He turned his head slightly, just to take a glance at you, noticing how tired you were.
That quickly made him stop, dropping his pen as he turned to you and cupped your face with his hands, feeling the heated skin of your flushed cheeks and seeing your eyes were half-lidded, your lower lip pushed out as you pouted, your brows furrowed slightly as you looked at him, seeing the fond expression on his face as he took in every detail of your face.
“Are you feeling tired, bunny?” He asked, his thumbs pressing slightly into your skin and starting to rub small circles against your cheeks as you hummed in response, letting him soothe you.
“I know how much you hate studying, and I do too. But we both need to do well next week, okay?” He encourages you, as he leans in and starts leaving small kisses all over your face, trying to get you more motivated to finish studying.
“You're my pretty and smart girl, yeah? My good girl, always studying on time.” He coos as he keeps kissing your face, making sure his lips cover your forehead, cheeks, nose and lips, repeatedly pecking them as you enjoyed the feeling of his lips against yours.
He pecked your lips a few more times before pulling away, but he was caught off guard with the way your hand moved up his chest, watching how you gripped the collar of his shirt before pulling him back in, letting your lips crash against his as you shared a kiss.
He quickly melted, his hands still cupping your cheeks as he kept the kiss going. After a minute or two he pulled away, a smile forming on his lips as he stared at you, seeing how much a simple kiss made you look so relaxed and content while you looked at him, clearly wanting one more kiss.
He chuckled as he noticed how your eyes moved down to his lips for a few seconds before shooting back up, making eye contact with him again as you silently begged for just one more kiss.
“Nono, you need to study now, pretty.” He says and leans in, kissing your forehead as he lets his lips linger against your skin for a few seconds. He pulls away and gently pats your cheek, before letting go of your face and turning back to his open notebook.
He picked up his pen and started writing down more notes once again, leaving you wanting more kisses as he resumed from where he last left off. You let out a sigh, feeling slightly disappointed but more productive thanks to him as you looked at your notes and started reading through them again.
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30 minutes have passed. Gyuvin was already finished with revising and was just waiting for you, his eyes fixed onto you as he watched how focused you were. He found it cute how focused you'd get whenever you studied, and it made him want to just kiss you and catch you off guard.
He kept waiting, slowly starting to get bored while you wrote in your notebook, trying your best to revise everything from the provided material since you weren't planning to fail any of the subjects. It made him feel a bit needy, seeing the way you bit the end of the pen while you were thinking, your pretty lips covered with his favorite lip gloss and the way you sighed every few minutes.
He couldn't wait anymore, he got more and more impatient with the way you were barely paying him any attention. He leaned in and nuzzled his face against the crook of your neck, making you hum softly at the sudden closeness.
“Pretty…” He whispered softly, his warm breath tickling your skin as you kept reading through the material, not giving him attention at all. He sighed impatiently, as he pressed his lips against your neck and started leaving small kisses, your grip on the pen becoming more firm as you tried not to squirm.
“Are you almost done, bunny?” He asked as he kept peppering your neck with gentle kisses, and it made your stomach clench from the sound of his voice. The only response you could give was a small “Mhm” which didn't satisfy him, as he moved his lips higher, letting them linger against your jawline.
“You look so pretty right now, baby…” He mumbled against your skin as he started leaving tiny kisses along your jawline, making you become a bit unfocused as you glanced at him, finally paying him a bit of attention that he craved.
“Baby…I can't right now.” You said quietly as you tilted your head to the side slightly, but he quickly interrupted that by grabbing the side of your neck and holding you in place, as he kept kissing your jawline.
“I know, but I need you, bun…” He whines softly against your skin, your stomach starting to twist from how hot it sounded, but you were determined to keep studying, so you ignored him once again, earning another sigh from the poor boy.
“Come on…you're not being fair…” He whines even more, trying to grab your attention once again, and it was already clear how much he was getting hornier by the second.
“Just wanna have a quickie…please?” He pleaded, the desperation evident as he tried to persuade you. 
“I promise I won't bother you after this, baby, please…” He kept begging and grabbed your free hand, stopping you from studying as he moved it to his crotch and placed it directly on his bulge, letting you feel how hard he was.
“You feel that, bunny? I'm so fucking hard right now.” He says, his breath hitching as he moved your hand against his bulge, the warmth of your touch making him needier. 
He was about to speak again but he was taken aback when you suddenly slapped his bulge and moved your hand away, causing him to grunt in discomfort as he glared at you, meanwhile you glanced at him.
“What was that for?” He asked, sounding surprised as he tried to recover from the sudden pain, not expecting you to get bold with how he basically clinged onto you, begging for more attention.
“Just a little warning…in case you forgot I had to study?” You said, the way you acted and sounded was like how a brat would, which made him start to get a bit pissed as you turned back and started studying again.
“You wanna study? Then I'll let you study.” Gyuvin said sarcastically as he slipped underneath the table, kneeling in front of your legs as he placed his hands on top of your thighs, causing you to tense up from the sudden touch.
He smirked and let his hands slip beneath your skirt, moving them upwards as he leaned in and started kissing your thighs, his breath hot against your skin as he watched the way your legs spread instinctively.
His fingers hooked into the waistband of your panties as soon as his hands reached your hips, as he carefully slid the fabric off of you, leaving your pussy exposed as soon as he took off your panties fully.
You didn't even dare to look down at him, realization sinking in as he put your panties in his pocket, while letting his hands slide down to your inner thighs, gripping them gently as he leaned in, his warm breath fanning against your folds, tensing up even more when his lips latched onto your clit, starting to suck gently.
You bit your lower lip, doing your best to stifle your moans as you tried to study again, but with the way he kept sucking on your clit made it impossible. He pulled away slightly, letting go of your clit as he gathered saliva in his mouth and spit directly onto your clit, causing you to hiss in discomfort at the warm and wet feeling.
He watched how his saliva glided down your folds, seeing the way you clenched around nothing as soon as you felt it slip inside, making your juices gush out and mix with the saliva. It dripped down from the chair directly onto the floor, making him grunt at the sight as he leaned back in and started licking at your hole.
Your thighs twitched in his grip, and he knew that you were getting a bit sensitive. He kept licking at your hole, letting his tongue glide up and down, while you kept studying despite the struggle. No matter how much you tried to read through your notes, it all became a blur with the way he was pleasuring you.
He pulled away slightly, letting his tongue glide from your gushing hole to your clit, then latched his lips onto it again, earning a shaky sigh from you. It made you lose your focus completely, now ignoring the materials as you let your hands drop to your sides, sluming once again against the chair.
“M-more…” You begged, trying not to sound desperate as he moaned against your folds, clearly enjoying how wet you got the more he kept licking and sucking. He kept going, his mouth and tongue working skilfully on you as you neared your orgasm, and just as you were about to cum he stopped and pulled away, causing you to whimper from the sudden loss of pleasure.
“Ah, ah…You need to study, bunny…You don’t want to fail your exams next week, right?” He said, coaxing you into studying again, which made you let out a sigh in frustration.
“B-but…I was close!” You whined, clearly frustrated with him as you looked down at him, a frown forming on your lips. He looked up at you and smiled innocently, and you became aware that he wouldn’t dare let you finish in peace.
“I dunno what you’re talking about, bun. You should study, yeah?” He coaxed gently, as he leaned in slightly and kissed your inner thigh, making you reluctantly nod in agreement.
That’s how you knew you fucked up, and with the way he was acting, you were in for a sleepless night.
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crazyunsexycool · 1 day
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Bucky getting Handsy with Sugar - Sugar you're so pretty 😏
Lottie who came back from school out of nowhere - Yes daddy mama is so pretty 😍
The amount of times Lottie has Cockblocked Bucky and Sugar is unimaginable 😂😭
😂😂😂😂 She’s the reason she doesn’t have a baby sissy…
Getting Blocked…
Warnings: implied smut. mentioned edging/orgasm denial
Bucky had been on a mission for three weeks and to say he missed you was an understatement. Of course he missed his family but he was dying to see you, feel you and just have his way with you as many times as possible.
Bucky rushes out of the meeting room after the debrief and heads home. He hears you moving around in the kitchen and he quickly makes his way to you. You don’t even get a chance to say hello before he’s pulling you in and his lips crash into yours. Bucky only pulls away to leave a trail of kissing down your neck after leaving you breathless.
“I missed you too.” You mumble as you tilt your head to the side so that he can have better access.
“I missed you so much, sugar.” He mutters against your skin. His hands roam your figure and relishing how your curves fit perfectly against him. “I need you right now.”
You giggle as the scruff of his beard tickle your sensitive skin.
“You are so beautiful.”
“She’s the pwettiest mama ever.” Lottie says innocently as she moves around the kitchen island. Her eyes light up at seeing her dad after three weeks and her smile is radiant.
But as happy as Bucky is to see her he’s also frustrated. You can’t help but laugh at conflicting look on his face so you help him out by stepping around him and picking Lottie up. It gives him a minute or two to cool down.
“Hi doll, I missed you soooooo much.” He says once he has the situation under control.
"I missed you daddy." Lottie says while peppering kisses all over his face.
"Now, what are you doing home in the middle of the week, shouldn't you be at school?"
"They let the kids out early today." You say while biting back a smile.
"Of course they did." Bucky grumbles.
"Why don't you go shower and change and we can hang out later."
"Yeah, I'll do that." Bucky nods as he sets Lottie on her feet. He grumbles all the way up the stairs.
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Bucky had just taken off his shirt in the bathroom when the door opened and closed quickly. You gave him a sly smile as your wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down for a kiss.
“So what was this whole ‘I need you right now’ thing you were saying?” You mumble against his lips.
“Don’t tease me, Sugar.”
You smirk as your hands travel over Bucky’s chest and down his abs to his pants. His breath hitches as you undo the button and zipper. He can’t contain himself as he starts to get hard under your touch. But just as you’re about to get on your knees for him there’s a small knock on the bathroom door.
“Mama?” Lottie calls out. There’s a strain in her voice that lets you know something is wrong. “I dwopped my juice.”
Bucky throws his head back and groans as you pull away from him.
“I’ll be right out sweet Angel.”
“Mama, my dwess is Sticky. I don’t wike it.”
“Go to your bathroom and I’ll be right there.” You say and wait for the little ‘Kay’ she gives.
“I’ll make it up to you, I promise.” You give him a quick kiss before leaving him alone in the bathroom.
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Bucky had never been more excited for bedtime than at this moment. Once the kids were in bed he’d have you all to himself. He was more than happy to read an extra story if it meant the kids would be completely asleep and he could have uninterrupted time with you.
You’re already in bed waiting for Bucky when he walks in and locks the door. His eyes darken as he takes in your figure on the bed. Bucky doesn’t waste his time walking over to you.
“Where were we before we were so rudely interrupted?” You murmur as Bucky settles over you.
His lips are on yours in a flash. You both pour all your love into the kiss. Bucky’s hands travel up and down your body before his lips do the same. You sigh happily at finally having him close again after 3 weeks. Unfortunately for both of you there’s another knock at the door.
Bucky almost growls as he rests his forehead against your midsection. He’s so close to what he needs the most but he can’t have it, he can’t have you right now.
“Friday, unlock the door.” Bucky grumbles as he moves to his side of the bed.
Lottie’s sleepy form stands in the doorway, pink teddy bear in hand.
“What’s wrong doll?” Bucky asks as Lottie makes her way over to his side.
“Can habe seepover? I missed you daddy.”
Man’s Bucky’s heart melts at the sleepy confession. And who is he to deny his doll anything? Bucky looks over to you to find that you were trying not to laugh as he pulled Lottie up and sat her down between you too.
“Can I sleep here too?” Henry’s question made you yelp since you hadn’t seen him come in. He giggles sleepily as he starts climbing over you without waiting for an answer.
So Bucky’s first night back is spent with the three of you cuddled up in bed. He can’t be completely disappointed though, just a little frustrated.
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The next day Bucky woke up to an empty bed. He knew you would have taken the kids to school to let him sleep in more. So he went about his morning as usual. Bucky had some coffee, did some exercise and worked on a few reports in his office. At around 11 am he gets a text from you to come home so he finishes up and heads back.
"Sugar? Is everything alright?" Bucky calls out as he walks in.
"Everything's good."
Bucky walks further into your shared home only to stop in his tracks when he finds you at the bottom of the stairs waiting for him. You were wearing nothing but a robe, hair and make up done. His eyes went straight to your red painted lips.
"Are you going somewhere?"
"Nope. We are staying right here. Steve asked if he could pick up the kids from school and have a sleepover and who was I to deny that request?" You smirk. "Isn't that so nice of him?"
Bucky nods dumbly in response. His body already reacting to the implication that you'll have the rest of the day to yourselves. He's been dying to get his hands on you and showed you just how much he's missed you. But of course it couldn't be that easy. He takes one step towards you and feels like he's being held back, specifically by his left are. Bucky looks at the offending appendage in confusion before he looks back at you.
"Easy there tiger. I spent all morning getting ready for you and you're planning to throw me over your shoulder like a cave man?"
You were the one holding him back. Bucky's eyes darken as he stares you down. His jaw goes slack as you take off the robe and show off the lingerie you were wearing just for him. You looked divine but Bucky wanted to wipe off that little smug smirk you had.
"Sugar, if you don't let me go right now, I won't let you come."
Just like that you let him go. Bucky didn't waste any more time, he marched towards you and did exactly what you said and threw you over his shoulder. You couldn't help but laugh as he practically ran up the stairs and threw you on the bed.
Bucky sighed in relief as he took off his shirt and looked down at you. "Finally, just you and me."
You sit up and help Bucky get rid of his pants. As he begins to kiss you the doorbell rings and he groans.
"You have got to be kidding me. I'm going to murder whoever is on the other side of the door." Bucky says as he starts to get up.
He only stops when you start laughing. Bucky's eyes narrow in suspicion the longer and harder you laugh.
"Was that you?" He asks.
"I'm sorry. I had to do it. You should've seen your face." You start laughing again.
"Oh Sugar, you really shouldn't have done that." The tone in his voice has you stop. He wraps his fingers around your ankle and pulls you towards him. "Now you're really gonna get it."
"I hope so."
Bucky smirks. He takes his time with you. Maybe he even brings you right to the edge of bliss but stops before you're able to orgasm. You pout and tell him it's not fair. But he doesn't budge. Bucky keeps his promise and doesn't let you come, only a few times though.
After he's made his point he shows you just how much he missed you those three weeks. And most importantly, there are no little cockblockers around to stop him.
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mayasaurusss · 3 days
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hello! could you write some headcanons or a one shot about dating lottie in the wilderness??
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For sure sweetie. Here you go, enjoy!
I had like six more pharagraps but Tumblr is a coward and didn't let me save them :'(.
Contains: description of wounds, lots and lots of crying, (not my happiest work).
It was at Randy's party that you and Lottie first shared a kiss. With the taste of beer on her tongue, she approached you, intent on finally telling you how she felt. She found you alone, drinking the remaining alcohol from your cup. It was incredibly hard for her to connect her words, which came out more as a string of closely related words than an actual phrase.
You understood what she meant -sort of- and were the first one to ask her about how she felt. For Lottie kissing you was a delight.
But after the party, neither of you made the effort to sit next to each other on the plane. You needed to win nationals, there was no time for unnecessaries feelings.
You were surprised when instead of being greeted with Seattle's skyline, you felt dirt and sand on your skin and a horrible throbbing pain on your side.
Lottie was the first to greet you when you woke up. "The plane has crashed" she says, and she doesn't even try to sugarcoat it. It's the very first thing you hear waking up in your new life.
Her eyes are distant, fear and horror having left behind numbness. It's like she's not even here.
She will stay at your side all day long, tending at your wound periodically until Misty comes.
When night falls she sleeps soundly near you, cradling your weak body in hers.
Hours later, when Taissa discovers a lake, Lottie is the one to help you move. You are leaning on her and she's so careful to move you as best as she can. She's careful, slow and when no one is near, whispers sweet reassurances to you.
The days pass. Everyone tries their best to survive. You can't do anything besides sitting around and checking on your wound, getting redder and redder until a crust forms on it. Then, with a little patience, you can finally help. Both you and Lottie work on the same stuff. If you're gathering herbs, she is too; if you are taking the place of Mari as a cook, she's the one to hand you ingredients.
As time goes on, you can feel something shifting in Lottie's demeanor. She's numb, silent and spends an awful lot of time with Laura Lee.
Your jealousy takes the better of you, and for a while, you don't talk to Lottie. And she doesn't talk to you either. You're left alone with the presence of the trees on your head, until she is the first one to make a move.
She sits next to you, silent. You can feel something in her changing, killing the sweet Lottie you knew. It's then that she tells you about what's bothering her. She sees things.
Your sweet Lottie sees things. Shadows moving in the dark corners of the room, in the darkness that seeps out of the trees, whispers and voices telling her what to do, how to act. She has visions: of death, of fire and frost, of hunger.
For a while you are terrified of Lottie. You don't mean to, really, but what she said to you that afternoon made you wary of her. Who knows what she could do to appease her voices.
So you drift further apart, further and further until autumn comes. It's clear to all of you that death is close. There's no food and the days are cold. So, in the last attempts to make your life worthy, you threw a party. One of those that you went to before the crash, only with no music and homemade alcohol.
At homecoming, you finally try to open your heart to Lottie once more. It's scary, it's sad, but she allows you into her own. The rest of the night is spent laughing, holding her close to you and waiting for death to come. But it doesn't. You wake up hours later, the dust of the earth in your eyes and the sparks of the fire dying next to you.
You had slept for the entirety of the night, oblivious of what happened. No one is interested enough to tell you, and you will come to know it the day after, when Jackie and Shauna fight. Thinking that they had let their hunger run rampant enough to threaten the lives of their friends scares you, but not as much as you thought. Maybe you wished Travis died. Maybe you could finally satiate your hunger.
After Jackie's death, Lottie grows more deranged. You know that she means no harm, but through her delusions, she managed to hold a tool on the entirety of the group. You attend her prayers in the morning, more to fill that hole in her chest than helping yourself. Or maybe, you too need just a little bit of faith.
There is not one day where Lottie isn't near you. She follows you like her shadows follow her, her eyes always on you. It creeps you out sometimes, but you let her. She will randomly go out in the wilderness and come back with herbs and plants she will boil to make you a cup of tea. It's a small gesture, one that you grow to hold dear.
In return, you bring her all the trinkets you find while helping Natalie and Travis hunt. The girl has grown wary of you, annoyed at how you always have to stop to collect some strange sticks, rocks, shells and remains of animals. She had even begun to scream at you once, but you had to endure and bite your tongue.
She will always wait for you with one of her many beverages. Lottie will never tell you that the reason they are uncharacteristically dark is because she let a few drops of her blood in, in an attempt to shield you from whatever the wilderness had in store for you. Maybe it's an attempt on her part to bring herself with you, to make you feel less lonely in that cold hell.
When you eat Jackie, you find Lottie outside in the snow, clinging to where her heart is. She would want nothing more than to wail right now. Her stomach is filled, and she so wished it wasn't.
You take her and kiss her tears away, but nothing will erase her guilt. Both of you cry, hugging each other while snow falls.
Lottie never does anything out of pure malice. Every little thing she does is for the better good, but she knows she's flawed. Somehow, it seems like everything she does is a burden, making people turn against her.
There are moments of happiness even in the most difficult of situations. Sometimes you will walk in the wilderness, letting the snow cling to your boots and cold air fill your lungs. The forest is silent, but you're okay with that. There isn't any need to talk. There's just you and her, embracing each other's company.
You will never forgive yourself for not intervening when Shauna attacks Lottie. You're just too out of it. All you can see is a blur of figures moving, red spilling from them. When you understand that it's Lottie's blood, finally you understand what is happening.
Worry and horror fills you as you fall to the floor, checking Lottie.
Her flesh is red and puffy, blood seeps from cuts near her eyes and brows, flows down her nose and stains her clothes. She doesn't respond to your cries.
You nurse her back to health, regularly checking on her with Misty. Cleaning her wounds, helping her bathe and clothe her as best as you can. Sometimes she'll mumble through her fever, words coming out jagged. She asks you to not let her body go to waste, to eat her if she dies. The mere thought of that makes your skin crawl. You try to reason with her but it's no use, she needs to hear it. So you accept.
The first thing Lottie does when seeing you after waking up is cry. She's not happy to be alive. Maybe she wished for you to consume her so she could finally be at peace, away from this place. But that does not happen. That night, you don't let her go back. As much as she could protest, you don't want to share her to the others yet.
"I am sorry". She doesn't tell you why, but deep down you know the reason. You hug her close, hiding your face onto her neck, "Please...never say anything like that ever again". She falls silent. It takes a moment for her to actually feel the desperation and sadness grow in her heart, but when it does, it breaks her. She almost falls in your arms, hands shaking and tears stinging at her flesh. She wails, like a hurt animal. You embrace her and cry, mourn with her. Words don't come easy, but as you spell them, a small hope flickers in your chest.
"I promise to you, everything will be okay"
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This is my RACK focused judgment free primer for heavy impact play. It covers every part of the body from head to toe and at no point does it say you can’t do something just the risks of doing so. I don't normally put warnings on my posts but most of my writing is fantasy, this isn't. I'm going to talk about any number of painful deaths and heaps more ways of becoming disabled.
In this primer "you" means the one doing the hitting, "victim" is the one being hit, and "tool" is the thing you're hitting with which could be a fist, foot, hammer, bat, anything. I'm writing it this way because its fun for me.
This primer also assumes you know the different types of impacts and how they affect the body, if you don't go look at my other writings.
Finally i take no responsibility for anything you do. All this information is what i could put together from medical journals and car crash reports if I've got anything wrong (and you can prove it) please let me know.
Enjoy
Head. With hits to the head, the two major concerns are concussions and neck injuries. A concussion occurs when a person’s brain impacts with the inside of their skull, this happens because the brain is suspended in fluid so if the skull stops or starts moving suddenly the brain will move out of sync with the skull. Symptoms of concussions can include headaches, confusion, lack of coordination, memory loss, nausea, vomiting, dizziness, ringing in the ears, sleepiness, and excessive fatigue. If your victim lost consciousness for any length of time and is having trouble speaking or understanding your words, you need to get them to the ER. There is no cure for a concussion but the best treatment is pain medication and activities that won’t tax the brain to give it time to recover. There are any number of ways to damage a neck, but generally it happens when a person’s neck is moved suddenly and violently or pushed past its limit. Minor injuries should heal by themselves within a few weeks but if unlucky pain and stiffness can last months or even years. For more major injuries, physical therapy or a neck brace might be necessary but only if the pain lasts longer than a few weeks. It’s also possible to hit someone hard enough to break their neck or fracture their skull but that takes a lot of force. All of these injuries can be avoided by supporting your victim’s head and neck by bracing their head against a surface or holding their head with your hand.
Jaw. It takes surprisingly little force to dislocate a jaw, you can do so with a good slap Dislocations are talked about in Note 3 at the bottom of this primer. Heavy bleeding from gums or a tooth that feels loose could indicate a fractured root. This is a fairly minor issue and if you see a dentist quickly they should be able to fix it back in place with no lasting damage. A tooth that has been knocked out completely should survive; get your victim to rinse their mouth out and rinse the tooth off and shove it back into the gap, and then have them see a dentist to make sure it’s properly seated and avoid chewing with it for a while.
Eyes. A fun combination of fragile and complicated. There's no first aid tips I can give you and it'll be real obvious if something is wrong. I will say you don't have to hit someones eye to give them a black eye, it’s bruising around the eye socket that matters. Also check Note 1 about the use of ice when treating injuries.
Nose. It’s more difficult than you think to break a nose. You definitely can with a good punch but you'll have to really commit. A broken nose isn't that serious (I've broken mine twice now) and isn't even ER worthy. If your victim is leaning backwards after breaking their nose the blood will run down the back of their throat potentially making them vomit or very sick. There is a chance a broken nose will heal in a way that restricts breathing in which case your victim may need surgery.
Cheek bone. Below the temple but above the gum line, running from just bellow their ear to their nose. Special mention to this spot because it’s the best place to hit your victim in the head (in my opinion). This piece of bone is very sturdy and not that risky to fracture. Plus, when you hit them here they have to watch it coming.
Neck. The windpipe, jugular, cranial nerves, vagus nerve, carotid arteries, and spine all live here and damage to any of these can cause permanent disability or death. Seek medical attention if your victim has trouble breathing or swallowing, or a lot of pain or swelling. Stingy tools are far less risky here than thuddy tools.
Shoulders. Note 2 on joints. The shoulder blades can either be an ideal impact location or one of the most risky depending on how it’s sitting. If the shoulder blade is jutting out away from the rest of the back, it’s very easy to damage If it’s laying flat against the back, it’s protected by a thick layer of fat and muscle.
Biceps. Top 4 impact location. The main concern is damaging the elbow and shoulder joints, if hitting in a way that will pull on those joints. Much like with the head, bracing the impact area against a surface will minimize the risk. Repeated hits to this area can temporarily disable the arm, which is fun.
Forearm. As above, the main risk is damaging the adjoining joints. There are also several important blood vessels and nerves running through this area and not a lot of fat an muscle to protect them.
Hands. Very little fat or muscle, mostly tendons, nerves, and cartilage. See Note 2 on joints. Special note to the palm, which hurts like hell but is relatively safe because of the extra muscle and fat in that area, great for punishment. Once again, stingy tools are much less risky than thuddy tools.
Breasts/ biceps. Top 4 impact locations. Thick layers of fat, muscle, and bone protect anything vital.
Sternum. That is the bone running down the center of a person’s chest that connects to their ribs. Not in itself very fragile but the cartilage that connects it to the ribs is easily damaged and will take a long time to heal. A fractured sternum will likely cause shortness of breath and pain when taking deep breaths. There's not much to be done about these injuries just rest and avoiding strenuous activity.
Spine. The single most risky impact location. Any damage to the spine risks permanent paralysis of everything below that point. As ever, stingy tools present less risk than thuddy tools.
Rib cage. Designed to protect a person’s most vital organs, the rib cage is very strong. Fractured ribs will cause pain breathing but aren't particularly serious. Snapped ribs can pierce organs If this happens, it'll be immediately obvious and medical intervention is required to prevent painful death. Special note to the 'floating' ribs at the bottom of a persons rib cage which don't connect to the sternum and are therefore much less resilient. Second special note to the spot right above a persons heart. A significantly hard impact at exactly the wrong moment in their cardiac cycle can stop their heart. They will loose consciousness and you will need to give them CPR until they can be defibrillated. This is ridiculously unlikely but better to mention just in case.
Abdomen. If you feel around your victim’s belly, you can figure out the line where their abdominal muscles sit. If you have them tense these muscles, you can hit them fairly hard with relatively little risk because the muscles plus the fat in that area create a thick layer of protection. (Pro tip: "Stay tense or this will might kill you" is not only true but hot and terrifying). Outside of that area or if they don't tense, there's real risk of bruising or even rupturing their intestines, which carries a 50-70% survival rate depending on how quickly you can get them to the ER. Symptoms to look out for are bloating, diarrhea, loss of appetite, and fatigue. Special note to the kidneys, which sit next to the backbone just below the rib cage and are very easily bruised. The primary symptom to look for is blood when peeing. As always, stingy tools carry less risk than thuddy tools.
Gluteus maximus. That's their butt. Hit it as hard as your victim will let you. Enough has been said about this region; I don't feel the need to recover that ground. Note 4 on bruises.
Genitals. I'm not going to get into CBT, that's a separate kink. But the vagina is very durable as it’s pretty much just flesh and fat on the outside Minimal risk, go to town.
Thigh. Top 4 impact location. Outer thigh will hurt more and bruise more. As with the head and arms, the primary risk is damaging the adjoining joints. Note 4 on bruises because this is the primary place for DVT.
Calf. As above. Shins are also a great location for punishment because they hurt like hell.
Feet. Very similar to hands. The soles of a person’s foot are intended to impact with the ground frequently and with some force, so they can take a fair bit of punishment.
Note 1. Ice. It is no longer suggested injury procedure to use ice to reduce swelling. Yes, it is effective at reducing swelling but we now understand swelling is an important part of the healing process and although ice might make it feel and look better in the short term, it actually increases the amount of time the injury will take to heal. You want the blood to be able to flow to the injury to take away dead cells and bring nutrients and energy.
Note 2. Joints. Neck, spine, shoulders, elbows, wrists, fingers, hips, knees, ankles, and toes. The reason these are almost always labeled "red" or "no go" on impact play body maps is because these are choke points for blood vessels and nerves; they are made of fragile tendons and cartilage, and they have very little padding for protection. They're also important for movement day to day and very difficult to heal properly. If a joint is damaged, you can buy braces for every joint from most pharmacies.
Note 3. Dislocations. If you're lucky, a partial dislocation will relocate by itself if you move the joint around as you normally would, not forcing it or trying to manipulate it with your hand, just moving it with its own muscles. If it does naturally relocate but you still have pain a few weeks later seek a medical professional. If you're unlucky or if it’s a total dislocation, you will have to see a medical professional. DO NOT TRY TO FORCE IT BACK INTO PLACE!
Note 4. Bruises. Normally, bruises are nothing to worry about but there are situations where a deep bruise can be a health concern. If the bruise continues to get worse after a week, there could be a hematoma under the skin, which is like a blood clot, and might need to be removed. The other possible complication is Deep Vein Thrombosis, which is a blood clot and can be lethal, if not treated quickly. With DVT, the symptoms are tenderness, warmth, and a "pulling sensation" which are pretty normal impact play symptoms. But if you're doing impact play at the level that could cause DVT, then you and your victim should know their healing process intimately, so if something feels off or isn't healing right, get them to a medical professional; better safe than dead.
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SKZ reaction to their gf being in a car crash part 2
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SKZ OT8 x afab! reader
Here is part 2 of this request, it’s been quite long since I wrote the first part but I hope you all enjoy this second and last part. It’s not very good in my own opinion because I kind of ran out of ideas for it but I still hope you can enjoy it. 
Wordcount ≈ 740
Warnings, mentions of a car crash, anxiety, sort of PTSD, 
Part 1
Third person POV
A week had gone by since the accident, (Y/n) had some trouble moving around in the dorm as her leg held her back, however, she had finally gotten somewhat of a hang of how to use the crutches in the best way. 
It’s been a week, and while her mental health hasn’t been too bad, she had avoided going in a car, and she barely left the apartment. Coming home with all eight of her boyfriends on that day was hard, but she managed to do it, now, she was terrified of getting inside a car. Her whole body would tremble when she thought of having to drive again. 
Today, she had to face that fear. (Y/n) had an appointment with a doctor who had to check up on her injuries, to see how they were healing, and if they needed to adjust the pain meds. (Y/n) had barely slept anything that night, anxious over having to go in a car. 
“Hey, honey, everything will be okay, we will be there with you every step of the way,” Hyunjin said as he tried to calm (Y/n) down. “Everything will be fine, just breathe, we won’t leave your side,” Felix added as he gently squeezed (Y/n)’s hand. “What if something happens to you guys as well?” (Y/n) was crying, trembling, and shaking, anxiety had completely clouded her mind, and the monster inside her had shifted from focusing on more bad things happening to her and now it focused on something happening to her boyfriends.
“I understand that it might seem scary, but how long have you been driving without an accident?” Bang Chan asked, “A few years,” “Right, so the probability of getting in an accident isn’t that large, of course, anything can happen but try to see it positively, like it won’t happen again,” He continued as he gave (Y/n) a reassuring smile. 
(Y/n) took a deep breath and nodded, shaking out her arms in an attempt to calm herself. “We’re here every step of the way with you,” Jisung said, his own eyes trembling with worry, worry for her, he understood her anxiety more than most of the others, having struggled with it for a long time himself. “I’ll sing for you all the way if that helps,” Seungmin and Jeonging both said at the same time, this caused (Y/n) to finally crack a tiny smile as everyone looked shocked at the two youngest who lightly chuckled. “We’ll take it nice and slow, extra carefully,” Changbin said. “We’ll get through this together, just like we have with everything else,” Minho said as he gently put his hand on (Y/n)’s face, stroking his thumb over her cheek, his eyes holding nothing but love in them. (Y/n) took a deep breath, with her eight boyfriends there to help her, she would fight this fear, she would try to atleast. 
“Okay, let’s go,” She said, body still trembling, glossy eyes, and clenched teeth, she was determined to try and do this, no matter how scary it was. No matter how much her body wanted to fight it, her mind had to be stronger, and it was, with the gentle help of her eight amazing boyfriends, who helped steady her on the way down to the car, who helped her when she wanted to run away at the sight of the garage doors, who helped her get into the car with her eyes closed to try and fight the fear. With them all singing in the car, holding her hands, gently whispering in her ears, anything to distract her from the panic rising in her as she heard the motor starting and felt the car move. 
It wasn’t easy, but eventually, (Y/n) would be brave enough to travel normally in a car, until then, she had SKZ to make her feel safe. 
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bteezxyewriter12 · 3 days
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Mine
Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader
Word count- 6.9k
Includes- Pussy eating, fingering, blow job, deepthroating, cum eating, sort of threesome- Namjoon and Hobi come to play too, cock riding, sort of gangbang or orgy?, voyeurism, missionary, fluff during sex, angst, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
I moan from the pleasure I’m feeling
Yoongi’s tongue is working me good and getting me so close
His tongue is sliding on my clit so fast and so fucking good
He takes my hand, putting it in his hair
“Pull”, he demands
I do as he asks and pull on his hair
He groans in my pussy, the sound vibrating through my body
The keyboard and knobs of his sound mixer are pressing into my back
As soon as I walked into his studio he took my clothes off, putting me on his desk
He kissed me hard, while I got him naked in a second
Then he pushed me down, opened my legs, his tongue on me and he’s been there ever since
He’s so fucking amazing with his fucking tongue
He knows where to lick, suck and bite to make me orgasm hard, how to tease me, which I hate
He’s been teasing me our whole lives, albeit in other ways
I met Yoongi when I moved to Daegu from the U.S. when I was four
We met at school and just clicked
Best friends instantly
I was devastated when he left for Seoul but I supported his dream one hundred percent
I thought he’d forget about me but he never did
He called me almost every day, texted and hung out when he could
He also didn’t forget me when BTS became huge
And when he bought his apartment he asked me to move into it
I said no, it was his, he should live there
He said he was going to be living in the dorm for awhile and he wanted me to move to Seoul to be closer to him
It took a lot of convincing but I eventually gave in
When one of BTS’ hair stylist left, Yoongi asked me to take the job
So I did and now I get to see him all the time
“C'mon baby. I want your cum. I haven’t had you in a week and I need it”, he whines
I decide to tease him to make him give me more
“It’s not my fault you can’t make me cum”
His eyes snap to mine and narrow, “Fucking take that back”
“No”
“Joanne. Take it back. You know I can make you cum so easily.”
“Then why is it taking so long?”
“You’re going to fucking regret saying that when you can’t fucking walk tomorrow”
Hell yes
Exactly what I want
He’s done it before and the sex was so fucking wild
I loved it
“You think you can do that again?”, I say provoking him
“You know I can fucking do it again”, he growls
“Then do it”, I challenge him
“I fucking will”
Thank god
His mouth closes on my clit and he sucks fast
“Holy shit”, I yell, pleasure crashing all over me
I never thought I’d ever have sex with Yoongi
He’s my best friend
But our relationship became sexual six months ago
He came to his apartment to hang out
We we’re both really horny and before we knew it, clothes were ripped off and we had sex
Fucking mind blowing sex
All night
After that we couldn’t keep our hands off each other
So we decided to become best friends with benefits
And sex with Yoongi is fucking incredible every fucking time
But I just had to be stupid and fall in love with him
Yoongi licks me again, making me snap
“Oh fuck! Yoongi!”, I scream, coming in his mouth
“Yes, fuck yes”, he moans, still running his tongue all over
His licking is building up another orgasm
Fuck he can get me to cum so quickly again
He slides his tongue inside and I shout, coming instantly
“So fucking good”, he mutters
He sucks on my clit again when I hear his door open just as another orgasm takes over
I pull his hair, holding his mouth on me while coming
“Fucking best thing I ever tasted”, he moans still licking
“What the fuck?”
Shit
Yoongi’s head shoots up, looking behind him at Hobi and Namjoon
Who are staring at us
I snap my legs closed and put my hands on my breasts
I blush, feeling my skin turn red
“What the fuck what? What are you doing?”, Yoongi snaps
“We…we came to talk to you about the rap line song”, Hobi stutters
“We didn’t uh know you be….uh”, Namjoon says averting his eyes
“Eating”, Hobi blurts, then widens his eyes and turns red
“So you just stand there?”, Yoongi snaps again
“I uh we…just…uh..”
“You just what? Want some?”
What?
From Yoongi’s voice I can tell he’s smirking
“What no!”, Namjoon says just as Hobi says, “Yes”
What the fuck is going on?
Namjoon looks at Hobi surprised
“What? Yes?”
“Yeah”, Hobi answers, “Don’t look surprised, you know you want her too”
Seriously?
“So what do you want? To eat her out or sex?”, Yoongi asks
Is he fucking serious?
“Both”, Hobi answers
“Yeah both”, Namjoon repeats
Oh god
I watch Yoongi shrug
“It’s up to her”, he says
The way he so casually says it, the ways he’s ok with me fucking his friends hurts
I mean I knew there was no chance with him but to hear him like this, like it doesn’t matter….it kills me
“Do you want them Jo? You wanna be with Namjoon and Hobi too?”, Yoongi asks
The way he’s acting, like I’m just some kind of sex toy, pisses me off
If he doesn’t care, then I don’t either
“Yes”, I answer
Yoongi’s eyes widen for a millisecond before the “I don’t care” attitude is back
I’m not even sure I saw it
He has no idea how much he just hurt me
But whatever
I put my best smirk on for Hobi and Namjoon
“Take off your clothes”, I say
Namjoon and Hobi look at each other unsure
Fine, I’ll do it I just have to let go all of my feelings and just have fun
I get off of Yoongi’s desk, walking over to them
Namjoon’s eyes widen when I get to him, scanning my body
I have to stand on my tip toes to wrap my arms around his neck
Then I pull him closer and kiss him
His arms automatically go around me, pulling me against him
He’s already hard
I move my hands down, getting to his jeans and unbuckling his belt
Next the button and zipper, then I pull his pants and boxers down
He’s breathing heavily, making me smirk that I can get him so worked up easily
My hands go back up his body taking his shirt off
Jesus he’s fucking beautiful
“Damn Joonie”, I mutter, making him blush
Pulling him down for another kiss he kisses me back
I let go of him and turn to Hobi, who moved away
His mouth is hanging open, eyes wide in disbelief
“Come here Hobi”, I call
He immediately walks over to me
Hobi is shorter than Namjoon so I don’t have to reach up so high to kiss him
I also don’t have to do that because he immediately bends down, his lips on mine in a second
I get Hobi’s clothes off in a few seconds because he’s helping me
It’s like he can’t wait to get out of his clothes
I like the feeling it gives me
He wants me that much
It’s nice
I take a look at him and my eyes pop out of my head
“Holy shit Hobi!”, I gape
He’s so fucking hot
But even though they’re both gorgeous, they don’t compare to Yoongi
Not for me which shows how stupid I am
Hobi shows his excitement much more than Namjoon
Hobi hasn’t stopped kissing me or running his hands on my body
His hands are soft and warm
They feel nice
When Hobi starts kissing my neck I look over at Namjoon
He’s just watching
“Come here Joonie”, I call holding my hand to him
He comes over, taking my hand, going behind me
When I put his hands on my body, he starts touching me everywhere, moaning softly
Leaning my head against his shoulder, he bends down, his lips on mine
He slides his tongue in and I just enjoy the feeling of kissing him
He’s a good kisser
Not as good as Yoongi but then no one compares to Yoongi
Not for me
Again, I’m a fucking idiot
Hobi moves down, putting his mouth on my nipple and sucking
“Mmmm”, I moan in Namjoon’s mouth
Hobi’s other hand plays with my other nipple, while one of Namjoon’s hands slides all the way down my body
He touches me, making me moan again
He starts playing with my clit and it feels so fucking good
Hobi switches to my other nipple licking, sucking and biting as Namjoon slides his fingers inside
“Fuck”, I moan when he starts moving them in and out
“So wet”, he moans in my ear
His fingers brush against the spot inside that drives me crazy
“Shit”, I yell my legs buckling
Namjoon and Hobi instantly put their arms around me holding me up
“There Jo? You want me to touch there?”, Namjoon teases
“Yes, Joonie. Yes”
“Ok, whatever you want”
His fingers move harder, making me so wet, getting me so close
“C'mon Jo, cum on my fingers”, Namjoon moans
Hobi sucks on my nipple just as Namjoon’s fingers hit my spot
“Fuck fuck”, I yell, tightening on Namjoon’s fingers, coming all over them
My legs give out but they’re still holding me up
Hobi drops down to his knees
His tongue licks me, just as Namjoon pulls out his fingers
“Fuck Hobi, God”, I shout, his tongue feeling so good
But I wish it was Yoongi’s tongue
Stop it
Yoongi doesn’t care
Stop
Namjoon puts his fingers in his mouth and sucks me off him
“Fucking good, holy shit”, he whispers in my ear
God damn
That’s the second person who told me I taste good
I guess I do?
Hobi moves my legs open more, making me lean more against Namjoon
Hobi sucks on my clit, making me yell in pleasure
“Oh god, oh god”, I yell
Namjoon turns my head, kissing me again, his hands playing with my breasts
My hand goes in Hobi’s hair, pulling
“Fuck yes”, he groans
He just has to keep doing what he’s doing and I’m gonna cum soon
Really soon
“Don’t stop Hobi. Fuck don’t.”
He sucks faster while his tongue glides over my clit
Pleasure washes over me as I orgasm
“Fuck, fuck, fuck”, I shout, feeling so good
Hobi moans in between my legs, turning me on again
Hobi stands up, “You taste fucking amazing”, he tells me
Jesus
I want to make them feel good too, so I start to go on my knees
“Jagi”, I hear Yoongi call me
I look at him
He looks….annoyed?
Why?
He doesn’t care, so what’s with the face?
“I made you cum first remember?”, he asks
He did
I guess he feels like he should get it first
“What do you want Yoongi?”, I ask smirking at him
“You know what I want baby girl”, he answers
I bite my lip and tilt my head a little
It’s drives him crazy when I do that
“You gonna be a good girl and do what I want?”, he demands
I know what he wants when he calls me those names
I guess he wants to show Namjoon and Hobi his dominance?
I don’t know but I’ll always do what he wants, give him what he wants
I love him and I’m such a sucker
“Yes daddy”, I answer
“Fuck me”, Namjoon gasps
I straighten up, walking to him
Yoongi is the shortest of the three and he’s the perfect height for me
Because of course he is
I kiss him, putting my arms around his neck
When he puts his arms around me, pulling me against him, I get so happy
Stupid heart
“I want you baby”
“What do you want? Tell me and your baby will do whatever you want”
“Goddamn”, Hobi exclaims
“You know jagi. Stop playing”
I nod, “Daddy wants his baby girl’s mouth on his cock”
“Mother of god”, Namjoon whispers
“Yeah jagi”, Yoongi answers
I nod, then kiss him again
I kiss his neck, then his shoulder, trailing kissing down his body, his skin shivering under my lips
I love that I’m making him feel like that
The lower I kiss, the lower I go until I’m on my knees
Kissing down his cock, I pull him in my mouth when I get to his head
“Fuck”, he moans
I start bobbing my head on him, just feeling him in my mouth
I can’t believe I actually love it
It’s insane
I just love him, all of him
I’m such a loser
I slide down more on his cock, until he’s all in my mouth
I wasn’t able to do this when I first started having sex with him
But we’re together all the time and I love giving him blow jobs
So now I can put all of his huge cock in my mouth and throat without it bothering me
He loves it and I do it for him
Like I said, I’m stupid, so whipped for him
“Good baby. You’re such a good girl”, he moans
Moving back and forth, I suck and lick him all over
I pull back until just his head is in my mouth, then I start licking his sensitive underside where he loves it
Just like I have a spot, this is his
He can cum so quickly if I keep licking him there
“Oh Jesus, fuck”, Yoongi whimpers, “Jagi….ccc…can I…”
I nod
He puts his hand in my hair and pulls me on his cock, until he’s all in again
He starts moving his hips, fucking my mouth
He feels good going in and out of my throat
I don’t know when this became pleasurable for me but it is
It’s so hot, turning me on so much
His pleasure turns me on
I can cum from this and honestly I’m almost there
“Baby girl…I….are you?”, he pants
Nodding, he slides all in again, coming hard, making me shake and cum too, screaming on his cock
His cum fills my throat and mouth, tasting so fucking good
I swallow over and over, while he still moves, yelling
“Fuck jagi, oh my god, yes”
When he’s done, he slides out and I swallow again, making sure I got everything
Yoongi takes my hands, pulling me up
He kisses my cheeks, over and over, “My good girl”, he murmurs
I lay my head on his shoulder, feeling tired, his arms around me, running his fingers in my hair
“Did she just cum from blowing you?”, Hobi yelps
Yoongi turns to him, smirking, “Yeah”
“What? How? What?”, Namjoon questions
Yoongi shrugs, “I don’t know. It just happened once and since then it happens almost every single time”
“She’s fucking amazing”, Hobi says looking at me with lust in his eyes, “Can I have her?”
I stare at Yoongi, willing him to say something, say that he wants me now and they can leave
Yoongi stiffens but all he says is, “Ask her”
I’m disappointed again
I wish he’d say no
“Can I have you Jo?”
Looking at Yoongi, I see a look of indifference on his face
It’s like a knife to my heart
I look back at Hobi
“Yes”
Fuck Yoongi
If I’m just a sex toy to him, then I don’t need to worry about him
Leaving Yoongi’s side I go to Hobi, immediately kissing him
He kisses me back, his tongue going in my mouth right away
Pulling away, I take his hand and lead him to the couch Yoongi has in the studio
Pushing him down, he sits while I climb on him
“You want it Hobi?”, I ask, smiling at him
“I want you”, he answers
Slowly I sink down his cock, making him moan
Fuck he feels good
He’s big, but not as thick as Yoongi
No one feels as good as Yoongi
Sliding up and down his cock, he yells in pleasure, arms around me, his face in my neck
Moving faster, pleasure runs through me. I put my arms around his neck, my hand sliding in the back of his hair
“Fuck you feel so good. So fucking tight”, he moans
Hobi’s hands slide to my hips and he starts slamming me up and down his cock
“Fuck”, I yell, the pleasure increasing, “Hobi fuck”
He goes harder, his cock slamming into my spot
“Oh god! Shit. There Hobi. Fuck there”
“Ok Jo. Whatever you want”, he moans
“I want more!”, I yell
He moves from my neck, biting his lip as he moves me faster, over and over and over again
I’m right there, just one more
I get slammed down again, losing it
“Hoseok!”, I scream, exploding all over him, my legs shaking
“Oh my fucking god! Oh fuck”, he shouts, keeping me on him as he cums, “Holy shit, yes!”
When we both finish, I collapse on him, so fucking tired and sleepy
Hobi holds me in his arms, kissing my face
“Jo, can I have you too? Please?”, Namjoon begs
I’m tired but I can’t say no
I gave it to Hobi, it won’t be fair to Namjoon
And I do want him
“Yes Joonie”
I feel myself being lifted off Hobi and onto Namjoon’s cock
He goes in so easily, feeling good
He’s big too, thicker than Hobi
“Fucking hell, she’s so tight. How is she this tight?”, he moans
“I don’t know but she feels so good”, Hobi agrees
He puts my arms around his neck
“Hold on Jo. I’m gonna fuck you good”
I smile at him, then lean in and kiss him
He kisses me back, while he leans back, keeping me sitting up
He puts his hands on my hips, then thrusts up into me
“Fuck!”, I yell getting so much more wet
“Fuck she just soaked my cock”, Namjoon moans
Namjoon keeps thrusting up and soon I’m bouncing on his cock because of it
My breasts jiggle hard from how hard he’s fucking me
“God yes, yes, Namjoon!”, I yell
I suddenly see Yoongi sit down next to Namjoon, watching me
Looking upset
But the pleasure Namjoon is giving me is taking over and I don’t care
All I want is to cum
And sleep after
“Joonie..”, I whine
“Yeah Jo?”
“I wanna cum Joonie. Make me”
“I will Jo. Don’t worry, I will”
He thrusts up, so hard, pleasure exploding over me
“Joonie, fuck, Namjoon!”, I shout, climaxing again
I lost count of how many times I came
But it still feels so good
“Jesus Jo. Fuck”, he moans, orgasming too
I climb off him and lay down, which happens to be on Hobi’s lap. His hand goes in my hair, running his fingers through it
I love it
Playing with my hair can put me to sleep in under a minute
I close my eyes, breathing hard
I feel Namjoon and Hobi’s cum leaking out of my cunt
Like a slut
I’m too tired to move right now
Then I feel a tissue on me cleaning up everything
It’s a little embarrassing having someone do that
I don’t want to open my eyes to see whose doing it
Then I’m picked up and put on Yoongi
He’s half sitting, half laying on the couch and my head lands perfectly on his chest
“You tired jagi?”, Yoongi asks, kissing my cheek and moving my hair from my face
I am but I want Yoongi
We weren’t together yet and I want him
So much
I nod, “But I want you Yoongi.”
“Yeah baby? You sure you’re not too tired?”
I shake my head
I’m never too tired for Yoongi
“Ok jagi. I’ll help you sit on daddy’s cock baby girl.”
He lifts me a little, moving himself right there
Then he pushes me down on him
I sigh in pleasure when he’s inside, so happy he’s there
My muscles automatically tighten on him, keeping him in
I love having Yoongi inside my pussy
He’s perfect, filling me so good
Sex has never felt so good as it does with him
It sounds stupid, but he has the perfect cock
“Good girl Jo. Always tight and wet for daddy”
I nod, moving my head and laying it on his shoulder, my face buried in his neck, smelling the scent that is only Yoongi
I feel him thrust up causing pleasure to explode everywhere, making me moan
“Feels good baby?”, he asks
I nod
“Good. You feel so good too”
He keeps thrusting harder and harder the more he moves
His arms are around me, holding me to him while he runs his fingers up and down my back
I shiver from his touch
Yoongi always knows how to make me feel good and I’m close again
“Good girl baby. I feel you getting tighter. Is my baby gonna cum on daddy’s cock?”
I moan and nod
“Good baby. You know how much I love when you cum on me”, he murmurs
He snaps his hips up again, hitting the right place
I moan his name so loudly when I cum on him
Yoongi’s breathing gets faster, “Yes baby. Fuck, it feels so good”
When I finish, Yoongi asks, “Baby, can you bounce on daddy’s cock? Please, for me?”
“Yes”, I agree
I’ll never say no to Yoongi, because I love him
I sit up and look down at Yoongi
He’s looking at me, biting his lip, hands running all over my body
“You’re so fucking beautiful Joanne. So perfect. My perfect girl”
Happiness bursts in my dumb heart
“Holy shit”, I hear one of the guys whisper
I ignore them and so does Yoongi
I lean down, kissing him, loving his soft lips against mine
Then I sit back up and move
“Fuck. Good girl. My baby always gives me what I want”
“Always Yoongi”, I say softly
I lean back, putting my hands on his thighs, bouncing on him
His cock feels so fucking incredible going in and out
He touches all the right spots without even trying
“Fuck Yoongi, you feel so good.”
“Not as good as you jagi”, he answers
I’m so fucking tight on him, it feels amazing when he pushes through
I squeeze harder making him gasp
“Fuck baby, yes”
Slamming down on him, my body shakes and cums again
“Daddy! Fuck daddy!”, I moan, ecstacy exploding all over me
“Good girl, my good girl. Fuck, so tight”, he yells, “Don’t stop baby girl”
He starts thrusting up again, slamming right into my spot
“Fuck!”, I scream
His fingers play with my clit while he keeps pounding my spot
“Yes! Keep coming baby. Scream my name baby. I want to hear you”
“Yoongi I-”
“You can”, he demands, “I need it baby. Please, I need you”
“Fff…ffffuuu…”, I struggle to speak as my body shakes violently against the ecstasy
“Now baby. Give it to me. Now!”, he pleads
He hits my spot right when his fingers flick my clit
Stars burst in my vision as I cum so hard
I feel Yoongi’s arms go around me, keeping me from falling over
“Yes Jo, yes. I love it jagi. So much”
When I finish, Yoongi moves, putting me on my back on the couch
Hobi and Namjoon scramble to get up
Yoongi puts my legs around him and starts moving slowly
Pleasure blinds me for a second and when my vision comes back into focus, I see Yoongi’s beautiful face
He’s smiling at me, then leans down, his lips on mine in a gentle kiss
“Mine”, he whispers, running his fingers in my hair
I nod, my arms going around his neck
“Only mine?”, he asks
Is he…jealous?
“Yes, just yours”, I answer
The smile that bursts on his face takes my breath away
He’s so beautiful
“Mine?”, I whisper back
He nods, “Always”
He moves harder making everything feel so amazing
He’s sweating, his skin wet against mine
I don’t care, I love feeling him on me
He’s everything
I’m getting close again from his slow but deep strokes, his pelvis rubbing against my clit each time
“Yoongi”, I moan
“Wait baby girl. Please. Wait for me”, he asks
He’s never asked that before
He usually cums after I do
But I’m not going to say no
“Ok baby”, I answer
Yoongi kisses my neck, moving faster, my pussy throbbing so hard around his perfect cock
“Jagi”, he whispers after a minute
“Yeah, baby?”, I ask
“Yeah”
I stop holding back and just let go
Fireworks go off in my vision when I orgasm, shaking under him and holding him inside tightly
“Yoongi, oh, my Yoongi”, I moan
Yoongi cums at the exact moment I do
I can feel him while he does, his cock throbbing, his warm cum filling me perfectly
And fuck, it feels so good
“My jagi, my baby girl. My Joanne”, he moans too, kissing my neck and shoulders
We both grip each other so tightly to one another while orgasming together
This is the first time that’s ever happened to me with anyone
I love it
I love that it’s with Yoongi
I want to tell him I love him so much but I won’t
I can’t
I’m not ruining our friendship
I know he was saying sweet things to me but it was during sex and he could of just said it in the moment
I can’t take the chance of asking him and ruining everything
Of getting my heart crushed
So I just lay with him on me, in my arms listening to him breathing
I close my eyes, so tired from all the orgasms I had
I’m half asleep when Yoongi moves
“Huh?”, I groggily say
“Shh Jo. It’s ok. You can sleep. I still have to finish a few songs so you can sleep. I’ll be here with you”
I nod, listening but ready to pass out
I feel a blanket being put on me, then Yoongi’s lips on mine in a quick kiss
I hear him talking, to Hobi and Joonie I guess, before I fall asleep
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Yoongi POV
I put the blanket I always keep here for her on her, then kiss her lips gently
My poor baby is so tired
I grab the pillow I keep here for her too
Gently lifting her head, I put the pillow under her head
She’s in such a deep sleep already, she doesn’t wake up when I move her
I take a second to look at her gorgeous face, running my fingers in her hair a few times
I can’t help but smile watching her
When I stand and turn around, Hobi and Namjoon are staring at me in absolute shock
I roll my eyes
“Put your fucking clothes on”, I snap, walking past them to my own clothes
Once I have my clothes on, I sit in my chair, looking at my computer screen
“We can talk about the song now. She’s really tired so she’s not going to wake up”
“Yoongi”, I hear Namjoon say, “Do you-”
“Yes”, I cut him off
“Does she..”
“No and I’m not going to tell her”, I answer
“Why?”
“Because I can’t handle the rejection she’s going to give me and I’m not going to ruin our friendship”
I don’t want to talk about this
It’s not gonna happen so I just need to forget
“Yoongi, I uh, I think she loves you too”, Hobi says
I snort, “Of course she loves me. I’m her best friend”
“No I mean like the way you love her”
I wish
But she doesn’t
If she did, she wouldn’t have slept with him and Namjoon
“No she doesn’t”
“Yes she does”, Namjoon replies
“No”
“Yoongi she does. You don’t notice it but I do. It’s the way she looks at you. The way you two were together. Like there’s nobody else in the world except you two. Trust me she loves you”
I wish I could but I can’t
I know she doesn’t love me
“Drop it. She doesn’t and that’s it. Talk about the song or leave”, I snap
“Fine but your being blind and stupid”, Namjoon snap
Whatever
They stay for half an hour talking about the song, our parts, the lyrics, the music
“Yoongi”, she murmurs
“Shit we woke her up”, Namjoon says
“Yoongi, no, I don’t want the dinosaur”, she mutters
I can’t help but smile
She’s fucking adorable
“What?”, Hobi asks confused
“She talks in her sleep”, I answer
“She what? Really?”, Namjoon asks
I nod, “Yeah, she’s been doing it since we were kids. Scared the shit out of me the first time it happened”
“That’s…kind of creepy”, Hobi states
I glare at him, “No it’s not. It’s cute. She’s always talking about dumb things like dinosaurs, pokemon, food. It’s cute to listen to. And she doesn’t do it as much as she used to”
“No dinosaur. I want…I want…”, she trails off, then is silent again while she sleeps
I love listening to her talk in her sleep
And sometimes if I answer her back, she’ll answer too
It’s fun to fuck with her because when she wakes up I tease her about the conversations we had
“Well I guess we should go”, Namjoon says, “You coming back to the dorm?”
I shrug, “I wanna finish this, then I’m gonna take her home. I don’t know if I’m going to come back here”
“Ok we’ll see you tomorrow”, Hobi says, then they leave
I glance over at her
She’s snuggled in the blanket, still asleep
I smile, then go back to work
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I stare at the ceiling thinking about what happened tonight
After the guys left I worked for another hour
Then I brought her home
She wouldn’t wake up, so I dressed her and carried her to her car
I drove her home, changed her into her pjs and put her in her bed
I didn’t want to leave
I just wanted her
I always want her
Sometimes I sleep at the apartment with her if we have sex at night
I know she won’t care if I stay, so I did
I kept my shirt and boxers on, then laid down next to her
And that’s where I am now, laying next to her, holding her and staring at the ceiling
I knew I loved her from months ago but I kept pushing it away
I made myself believe I didn’t
That’s why I said ok to Namjoon and Hobi being with her
But actually seeing her with them pissed me off and made me jealous
Hearing her yell their names when she orgasmed enraged me
I realized how stupid I’ve been
I wanted to rip her off them, tell them she’s mine and kick them out
But I couldn’t
She doesn’t love me, not like that
If she did I don’t think she’d have been with them
I wish she did
She’s everything I could ever want in a girl and more
She’s my best friend, she’s known me our whole lives
She’s seen the worst of me and she’s still here
She helped me with my depression and anxiety, she supported me through everything with BTS
She was there when I had no one
There wouldn’t be any awkwardness, no getting to know you, no shyness, no waiting or wondering if I’d say or do the wrong thing
She knows me completely, inside and out
And I know her the same way
I’m one hundred percent sure she’s perfect for me
And I’m perfect for her
If only she loved me too
All these thoughts are running through my mind when she starts moving around
She always wakes me up with how much she moves but I never get mad
“I don’t want to”, she mumbles, talking in her sleep again
I laugh and decide to fuck with her a bit
“Don’t want to what Jo?”
“Don’t want you. I want him”
Jealousy flares through me
Him?
Who him?
“Uh who Jo?”
“Him”
“Him who?”, I ask
She turns in my arms, facing me, still asleep
How she can sleep through all this moving and talking I don’t know
It’s kinda worse tonight than it’s usually been
Just when I think she’s fully back asleep, she speaks again
“Yoongi. I want Yoongi”
Me?
She wants me?
“Not you. Yoongi”
Who the hell is she talking to in her dream?
“Why do you want Yoongi?”, I ask her, feeling dumb saying my own name
She murmurs something I can’t hear
“What Jo?”
“I love Yoongi, not you ”
My heart stops
She….no she can’t
And I can’t trust what she’s saying now anyway
“You love Yoongi?”, I ask again
“Yeah..I..I..”, she trails off, breathing evenly again
I don’t know what to think
Does she love me?
Or is it just a dream?
“Love Yoongi”, she mutters
I look down at her to see if she’s playing around and she’s really awake but she’s not
She’s dead asleep
So I take a chance and ask her, “So why don’t you tell him?”
“No…he doesn’t…”
“Doesn’t what Jo?”
Why am I asking these questions?
Even if she says what I want her to say, she probably won’t remember it in the morning
“Doesn’t love me”
“Yes I do Jo, I love you so much”, I blurt
"And the dinosaurs. Want the dinosaurs"
She snuggles closer to me but doesn’t say anything else
How am I supposed to sleep now?
All I’m going to be thinking about is what she said
I sigh, preparing for an all nighter and pulling her closer to me
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I feel fingers running through my hair
It feels good
When I open my eyes, her beautiful face is in my vision
She smiles at me, “Hi Yoongi. I’m sorry I woke you up. You can go back to sleep”
Just looking at her smiling at me, fills me with love
“I love you”, I blurt
Shit
Why?
My stupid mouth has to run before I can get fully awake
Her smile fades and she raises an eyebrow
Might as well tell her
“I love you so much Jo. I want you. I want you to be mine. Just mine”
She sits up
I do too, facing her
“But Yoongi…if you love me…then why didn’t you say no to Hobi and Namjoon when they asked to be with me? You looked like you didn’t care at all. I kept waiting for you to say no the whole time but you didn’t. How can you love me when you let your friends be with me too?”, she asks looking upset
What?
She was waiting for me to say no?
“I….I”, I trail off
Why didn’t I say no?
I mean I know why I didn’t the first time but the second time Hobi asked to have sex with her I knew I loved her but I didn’t say no
I should of said no
“I….I made myself believe I didn’t love you. That’s why I said ok the first time they asked. But after watching you with them, I was so angry and jealous. I finally accepted that I was in love with you. But I didn’t think you felt like that for me and I couldn’t tell you what to do. So I didn’t say anything. I wanted to say no so much and I should have but I didn’t”
“Yes you should have because I love you too Yoongi”, she says
“You do?”, I ask, hoping she’s serious
She nods, “When you didn’t say no and looked like you couldn’t careless, I just went with it. It hurt that you didn’t care and I figured if you did you wouldn’t let it happen. But you didn’t stop anything so I just went with them. If you would of said anything, if you would of told me you didn’t want me to be with them, I wouldn’t have done it. I just wanted you. I always just want you”
I’m such a fucking idiot
I had her the whole time but I didn’t know
And she was telling the truth last night
“I kept looking at you hoping you’d say no or stop everything but you never did. You…you looked like you couldn’t give a fuck”
I should of paid attention
I should of noticed her looking at me
I should of read her face
Fuck, I’m stupid
“I did care Jo. I do. But I thought you didn’t love me because I thought you wouldn’t be with them if you loved me.”, I explain
“I do love you Yoongi. So fucking much. You’re the only person I’ve ever fallen in love with.”, she says, her eyes averting to the wall
“You’re the only person I’ve fallen in love with too. And I’m happy about it. I always thought I’d be terrified of being in love but I’m not. Because it’s with you.”
“So now what? I already slept with your friends. No one wants a slut for a girlfriend”, she sighs
She didn’t just call herself that did she?
No fucking way
She’s the furthest thing from a slut
“Joanne, you’re not-”
“Yes Yoongi. I fucked three guys last night one right after the other. That’s what a slut does.”
I gently move her face so she’s looking at me
“Don’t you ever fucking call yourself that again. Do you hear me? You are not a slut. I never want to hear that word or anything like it when it comes to you. Ok?”, I demand
I never want her to think that about herself
She’s no where near a slut
She’s my everything
She’s still looking at me, “Ok Yoongi”
“Jo, look last night happened ok and we can’t change it. I don’t care about it. All I care about is right now. I want you so much. I promise I’ll treat you like my princess because you are. You’re my everything, you have been for awhile. You said you just want me, well I just want you. Only you. Please be mine”, I ask
She nods, “Yeah Yoongi. As long as you’re mine too, I’ll be yours”
“Yeah Jo. I’m yours. Just yours, I promise”
“Ok Yoongi”, she smiles, taking my breath away
Leaning to her, my lips touch hers, her arms going around my neck
Gently pushing her back, she lays down and I hover over her, just kissing her
I move down to her neck, just feeling her soft skin under my lips
“God, I love you so much”, I murmur against her skin
“I love you so much too Yoongi”, she answers
I know I’ll never get tired of hearing her say that
“Yoongi”, she moans
“Yeah baby?”
“I want you”
“Again jagi? Yesterday wasn’t enough?”, I tease
“Never Yoongi. I can never get enough of you”
Fuck me, she’s the best
I’m so lucky I have her
“Good baby. Because I want you all the time”, I answer
I pull her pj shorts down, getting them off in a second
I feel her hands pulling down my boxers, so I help her get them off
“I need you now Yoongi”, she moans
Fuck, she’s turning me on so much
Opening her legs, I thrust inside, both of us yelling at the same time from the fucking amazing feeling
Leaning over her, I kiss her again and start moving
“Yes Yoongi, fuck”, she yells
I absolutely love how much she loves me inside her
She pulls my shirt and rips it off me
Still moving, I pull her up, taking her shirt off immediately
“You’re so fucking sexy Jo. Fuck I love looking at you”
She blushes
“Baby, you’re beautiful. Don’t think otherwise”, I tell her
“Ok baby”, she says softly
I feel myself getting close
I wanna cum with her like last night
That was the best orgasm I ever had because it was with her
The girl I love
So I hold back, moving harder into her, making her tight little pussy cream my cock good
She’s so beautiful, just looking up at me
Her hands are running all over my back, feeling so good, loving her touching me
“Yoongi!”, she moans, right there
“Baby”, I whisper, thrusting again
“Fuck Yoongi”, she screams, tightening on me so much, her body shaking under me when she cums
As soon as she starts, I let go, coming at the same time
“Joanne, Joanne, Joanne!”, I scream, just feeling the pure pleasure she’s giving me
“Oh my god, oh my god”, she shouts
“Holy shit, fuck, fuck”, I yell
Jesus Christ, it’s fucking amazing
When we both finish, I lay on her, not able to move
My head is on her chest and I hear her heartbeating rapidly
I kiss her right where I hear her heart and her arms tighten around me
She starts running her fingers in my hair, feeling so good
“What are you doing today?”, she asks me, “Were you able to finish the songs last night?”
I shake my head
“Not all of them”
“Oh ok. So you’re gonna do that, then practice right? You wanna come here after?”, she asks
She’s crazy if she thinks she’s not coming with me today
“What do you mean? You’re coming with me today right?”, I ask
“I am?”
“Yea. I don’t wanna be without you. I want you with me. If you want.”
“Yes, I want to. I didn’t know if you wanted me to go today”, she says
“Of course I want you too. You’re my girlfriend. I want you with me all the time”
“Ok Yoongi. I’m good with that”, she answers
“Good baby. I love you”
“I love you too Yoongi”
I smile at her, pulling her into a kiss
I’m so happy, I got the girl of my dreams
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Work-in-Progress Wednesday
Hi, hello. It's me. I am pretty much done with this chapter, so that means you can look forward to more of my mad ramblings on Friday. I have nothing to say for myself except that this hurts me just as much as it hurts you.
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Dahlia looks up at him, her eyes wandering over him for a moment to take him in. When was the last time she stopped? The last time she was allowed to breathe and just be? She bites her lip as she looks at her daughter, her body snuggled into Ulfric’s chest as she sleeps soundly. Up and down, in and out. Her chest rises and falls steadily as she dreams. Of what, Dahlia wonders, as Sylvi’s eyes flutter open revealing the crisp blue she gets from her father. 
She will never grow tired of seeing their color.
Blinking quickly, she tears her eyes away from Sylvi only to look up again at Ulfric—the same color. Dappled green meets stormy seas as her eyes widen,  and she blinks again and again. No matter how hard she tries, she cannot overcome the momentum of her motions. Finally, she tips over, water spilling from a glass and crashing onto the ground. She sobs unashamedly as Ulfric pulls her closer to him.
If she could, she would never let go of either of them. She would stay right here in this moment for the rest of her life. But she can’t. Time marches ever onward as Akatosh pulls at her strings yet again. Not for the first time she wonders if her destiny was meant to set Mundus free only to become a prisoner to her fate.
“It’s okay, Dahlia.” Ulfric mumbles quietly to her as his hand brushes up and down her spine in a soothing gesture. He doesn’t know if he says it more to her or to himself, only that he knows that she needs him, so this is what he will do for her. “Hey, look up at me.” He places his fingers gently under her chin to tip her head up.
“What if it isn’t enough, and I have given all that I can already?”
“You are strong, and you are brave.” He holds her gaze and brushes the tears from her eyes with his thumb. “You have inspired so many and done so much. The world, the Divines, no one should be able to ask any more of you, but yet, you continue to sacrifice more than anyone, and you do it selflessly.”
Dahlia chuckles, the sound coming out watery and thin. “You make it sound like I am some saint. I am not Alessia.”
“But you are my Queen.” He leans forward to press his lips to hers.
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Simon Riley x FemReader
I've had my fun reading y'alls wonderful writings, decided to start writing again for my own sake, just an idea recommended by only my bestest friend, "if they can't do it, do it yourself!" So here I am. Just a little something, 18+ ideas possibly, might get out of hand writing. Enjoy. ♡
Winter hit hard for this year. Constant snow, occasional blizzards, and a fair share of cold weather in general. Tonight in particular, there was a raging blizzard crashing against the windows of your cozy little home. You were enjoying the heat of your little home, situated somewhere a little bit out of town. Cuddling your fleecy along with your pet cat, you enjoyed the warmth of the fireplace, crackling every so now and then. Glancing over at the clock occasionally, perhaps a tad bit worried that your husband wasn't home yet from gathering some extra firewood because "'s gonna be a cold few days and don't want my dove freezing." So there you were, still waiting for him past 10'o clock.
WHAM
You sat up. Didn't even realise you dozed off for a matter of fact. Cat was also all up and skitterish for a moment.
WHAM WHAM WHAM.
The figure crashed through the door, blizzard blazing behind. There was some shuffling, a few grunts, then a thud for every boot thrown off... then the jackets being zipped down, one for one. You got up, still wrapped in your soft fleecy, shuffling yourself over to the front door. Simon was pulling his last jacket off, wiping his bandana from the remnants of snow, when you stood in the hall. He glanced over at your small figure. "Sorry, luv', truck got stuck, had to call Johnny for some help, but I got the firewood, probably going to be stocked for a good ol' week.." Softest of hums left your lips, as you opened your arms, only looking at your husband with sleepy eyes and a faint smile. He chuckled, pulling off his bandana, "shite luv'.." taking a few steps forward, towering as he wrapped his arms around the sleepy figure. Small kisses pressed against your temple as he enveloped himself in your warmth.
For a moment he'd grunt, crooked nose pressing against your neck, embracing himself in your scent. Arms wrapping around his bulky frame, you pulled him impossibly closer, still having a need to fill a space that could possibly not be filled anymore.
"Fuckin' missed kissing t'is face.."
You glanced, weary eyes locking with the dark hues. Hues filled with much much love, a love you always dreamed for, a love you thought you'd never be able to experience, not until he came into your life. A love you would always be grateful for ever since he slipped that wedding ring onto your finger.
"I'll always be here for you to kiss, Simon." Pressing a kiss against his cheek, then his other, his forehead, then over to his nose, and finally his lips, although they were dry, scarred, you always yearned to kiss them wet if you had to, to kiss every scar on his face and remind him just how beautiful he was in your eyes. And Simon, Simon fuckin' Riley, loved letting his Mrs Riley know just how beautiful she was to him as well. A pure love, despite its hardships.
Simon pulled you up, along with your fleecy, carrying you across to the living room, dimly lit by the light of the fireplace, placing tender kisses across your neck. Gently maneuvering you both onto the couch, minding the cat, pressing even more so kisses onto your frame. Light danced off your bodies, a slight crinkle and crack emerging from within the fire. Wrapping your legs around his waist, you cupped his scarred cheeks, still mesmerized with this godlike of a man in front of you. Simon could only slightly hide the fact that his face was heating beyond his control, ears red. Even if it's been 3 years already, Simon still can't believe he met such a dove like you.
Grunting, he slowly lowered his hunk of a body onto your frame, resting himself on your chest. He was tired afterall, just like you. Wrapping his bulky arms around your frame, he slowly exhaled, closing his eyes. You could only smile, caressing your fingers across your husband's blonde locks, closing your eyes.
"I love you, my love."
"I love you even more, my dove."
Just a short little something. If you have any ideas, please suggest them y'all, but don't get out of hand 🐧
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kantynavi · 1 day
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kaedehara kazuha x reader: suggestive, mean!kazuha, gender neutral/fem/male!reader, inspired by my literature major! kazuha smau 
“Kazuha?” you ask, puzzled, shifting in your seat. “What’s wrong?”
He’s silent for a moment, but the tension in the air is thick. Finally, he speaks, voice low and clipped. “Did you submit our thesis to the professor?”
You blink, your mind racing. Did I? No, you haven’t yet, but you figured you had time. “Not yet,” you admit, frowning slightly. “I was going to—”
“You were going to?” Kazuha’s voice rises slightly, a rarity for him. His tone is biting, underlined with irritation. “The professor cornered me in the hallway today, demanding to know why it wasn’t submitted. I had to deal with all of it, and you couldn’t even bother to tell me you hadn’t done it yet?”
Your heart stutters at his sudden sharpness. Kazuha, the one who was always patient, always understanding, now looking at you like you’ve personally wronged him.
“I didn’t think it was that urgent—" you start, but he cuts you off.
“Not that urgent? Are you kidding me?” His hands clench into fists at his sides, the tension in his body radiating as he paces a short distance in front of you. “You’ve been procrastinating for weeks, and I trusted you to handle it. I thought—” he shakes his head, “—I thought you had it under control. I didn’t expect to be called out in front of everyone!”
Anger surges up in you, matching his. “I said I was going to submit it, didn’t I? Just because you’re feeling the heat now doesn’t mean you get to dump this on me! You could’ve asked me earlier if you were so worried about it!”
“You shouldn’t need me to ask!” His voice reverberates through the room, his chest rising and falling faster now as he stands right in front of you, glaring. His eyes, usually so soft, now pierce through you with a rare intensity. “This was your responsibility.”
You stand up, heart pounding, unable to stay seated in the face of his anger. “I’m not a child, Kazuha! I know my responsibilities! Don’t you dare act like I’m incompetent!” Your voice is louder than usual, the argument heating up between you two.
But instead of backing down, Kazuha takes a step closer, invading your space. The proximity only heightens the tension. You’re both practically nose-to-nose now, and you can feel the heat radiating from him.
“You’re not acting like it,” he growls, his voice dropping low again, dangerously soft. His face is inches away, his breath fanning over your lips.
“And you’re acting like a complete ass!” you snap, your own frustration flaring to match his.
There’s a brief silence. His eyes flicker, darkening, and suddenly, you can’t tell whether the heat between you is from anger…or something else entirely.
Before you can think, Kazuha’s hand shoots out, gripping your wrist—not hard enough to hurt, but firm enough to make your breath hitch. His touch sends a jolt through you, unexpected. His gaze drops to your lips for a split second, and the air between you shifts, electric.
The next words out of your mouth come out breathless, almost taunting. “What, Kazuha? You’re going to yell at me some more?”
His grip tightens ever so slightly, and his other hand snakes around your waist, pulling you sharply against him. “I should,” he murmurs, his voice now low and rough, the anger blending into something hotter, more dangerous. “But maybe I have another way of getting through to you.”
Your pulse races as his lips hover just above yours, teasing, waiting, as if daring you to make the next move. You can feel the tension in every fiber of your body—an unresolved argument hanging in the air, but also something else, something far more primal. Your free hand curls into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer without even realizing it.
“Maybe I’ll teach you how to focus,” Kazuha breathes, eyes locked with yours, and then, with no warning, his lips crash into yours.
It’s not gentle, not like the Kazuha you’re used to. It’s hard, demanding, full of the frustration and anger that had been boiling between the two of you moments ago. His hand slips into your hair, tugging just enough to make you gasp, giving him the opening to deepen the kiss, his tongue sweeping over yours in a way that makes your knees weak.
You push back just as fiercely, the argument fueling the heat between you. Your back hits the edge of the desk, but neither of you care. His hands slide down, gripping your hips, pulling you impossibly closer as your fingers dig into his shoulders, trying to ground yourself against the intensity of it all.
When he pulls back slightly, his lips brush your ear as he whispers, voice still laced with that heated edge, “Still think it’s not urgent?”
You barely manage to catch your breath, eyes hazy as you glare up at him, refusing to back down. “Maybe you should remind me again.”
He smirks, and in the next moment, his hands are on you again, pulling you into another searing kiss that leaves no room for argument, only the raw, undeniable need between the two of you.
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dracomalfoy7 · 1 day
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Sore Loser
Fred Weasley x Slytherin!Reader
Summary: Y/N comes back to the dorm to see Fred who just lost a quidditch team to her house.
Word Count: 1.4k+
Warnings: Swearing, Angst, Kissing, Sexual Activity Implied (18+) sorta?
A/N: You guys if I could I'd write the smut you deserve. P.S Request are open!
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The dorm was eerily quiet as you made your way through the dimly lit halls of the castle. It was late, and most of the students were either still celebrating in the Slytherin common room or had turned in for the night. You could hear the muffled sounds of cheers and laughter echoing through the walls from the victory party still raging below, but it didn’t interest you. You had your own reason to celebrate, and it wasn’t in the common room.
Fred.
The image of him, his face tight with frustration, flashed through your mind. He had taken the loss hard—harder than you expected. Quidditch matches were always intense between Gryffindor and Slytherin, but this time, the stakes had been higher. Both houses had been tied for the House Cup, and now, thanks to Slytherin’s victory, the Cup was yours.
Fred was proud, competitive, and a Gryffindor through and through. He hated losing—especially to Slytherin, especially to you. The two of you had always had a tense rivalry on the field, but that rivalry spilled into something else off the pitch—something fiery and uncontrollable.
As you pushed open the door to his dorm, you found him exactly as you expected—sitting on the edge of his bed, shoulders tense, his head in his hands.
“You’re here,” he muttered without looking up, his voice low and edged with frustration.
“I am,” you replied, closing the door softly behind you. You took a tentative step closer, trying to gauge his mood.
Fred finally looked up, his eyes dark and filled with a mixture of anger and something else—something deeper. “Came to rub it in, did you?” His words were sharp, but there was a flicker of vulnerability in them, the kind that only you ever saw.
“I didn’t—”
“Because if you did, you can leave,” he interrupted, standing abruptly. His height and presence loomed over you, but you didn’t flinch. You had faced him on the Quidditch pitch before, and you weren’t going to back down now. Not from this.
“I’m not here to rub it in,” you said firmly, meeting his gaze. “I’m here because I wanted to see you.”
Fred scoffed, running a hand through his messy hair. “Why? To tell me how brilliant your Seeker was? Or how my Keeper was shite today?”
You stepped closer, placing a hand on his chest, feeling the tension radiate from him. His heart was pounding beneath your palm. “No, Fred. I’m here because I knew you’d be upset. I just wanted to be here with you.”
He looked down at your hand on his chest, his jaw clenched. “I hate losing to you,” he muttered, his voice quieter now, but still filled with that same frustration.
You smirked despite the heaviness in the air. “I know. But you’ll get over it.”
Fred’s eyes snapped back to yours, the tension between you crackling like electricity. “You think it’s that easy?”
“No,” you whispered, your fingers trailing down his chest slowly, teasing. “I think it’ll take more than a few minutes.”
Before you could say anything else, Fred’s hands were on you—rough, desperate, pulling you closer. His lips crashed against yours in a heated, bruising kiss, all of his anger and frustration spilling out. You kissed him back with equal force, your fingers tangling in his hair as you let him take control.
Fred’s hands roamed your body, gripping your waist tightly, like he was afraid to let go. The kiss deepened, becoming more frantic, more needy. It was the kind of kiss that came after a fight—the kind that was filled with anger, desire, and a need to feel something other than the pain of losing.
He pushed you back against the bed, his body pressing against yours, and you could feel the heat between you growing. You didn’t care about the match anymore, about the rivalry between your houses. All that mattered was this moment—him, you, and the way he made you feel.
Fred pulled back just enough to look at you, his breath heavy. “I should hate you right now.”
He looked at her for a long moment, his eyes searching hers as if trying to find some hidden truth there. And then, without warning, he kissed her again.
This time, it was softer, slower, but no less intense. His hands slid up her sides, pulling her closer until there was no space between them, until she could feel the heat of his body seeping into hers. Y/N’s fingers tangled in his hair, tugging gently as she pressed herself against him, her heart racing as their kiss deepened.
Fred groaned softly against her mouth, the sound sending a shiver down her spine. His hands moved to her lower back, pulling her tighter against him, his grip almost possessive. Y/N could feel the intensity of his need in every touch, every kiss, and it was overwhelming, intoxicating.
But she wanted more. She wanted all of him.
She broke the kiss, her breath coming in ragged gasps as she pulled back just enough to look at him. His eyes were dark, filled with a hunger that mirrored her own, and for a moment, they just stood there, staring at each other, the air between them thick with tension.
“Are you sure about this?” Fred asked, his voice rough, his hands still resting on her hips, but looser now, giving her the space to pull away if she wanted to.
Y/N nodded, her heart pounding in her chest. “I’ve never been more sure.”
His lips curved into a slow, almost predatory smile, and in that moment, all the hesitation, all the uncertainty seemed to melt away. He pulled her back into him, his lips finding hers once more, more insistent this time, more demanding.
Y/N’s body responded instantly, her hands moving to the hem of his shirt, tugging it up over his head. Fred broke the kiss just long enough to help her, his hands moving quickly to discard the fabric before pulling her back into him.
Her fingers roamed over his bare chest, feeling the heat of his skin, the rapid rise and fall of his breath. He was all hard muscle and rough edges, and the sensation of his body pressed against hers sent a surge of desire coursing through her.
Fred’s hands were everywhere—her waist, her back, her hips—pulling her closer, guiding her until her back hit the wall behind them. Y/N gasped as the cold stone pressed against her, but the sensation was quickly forgotten as Fred’s lips found her neck, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down her throat.
Her breath hitched as his hands slid beneath her shirt, his fingers brushing over her skin, leaving a trail of heat in their wake. She arched into him, her body craving more, needing more.
“Freddie,” she breathed, her hands clutching at his shoulders as he kissed his way down to her collarbone.
His only response was a low growl, his hands moving to her hips, lifting her up against the wall with ease. Y/N wrapped her legs around his waist, her fingers tangling in his hair as he pressed himself against her, his mouth returning to hers in a fierce, heated kiss.
It was all-consuming. His touch, his kiss, the feel of his body against hers. Y/N was lost in him, in the intensity of the moment, in the heat that seemed to burn between them. She could feel the weight of all the emotions they’d been holding back—the frustration, the tension, the desire—and it was like a dam had finally broken.
And then, just as suddenly as it had started, it all slowed down. Fred pulled back slightly, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he rested his forehead against hers, his hands still gripping her waist, holding her up.
“Y/N,” he whispered, his voice hoarse, his eyes dark and filled with emotion. “I don’t just want this. I want you. All of you.”
Y/N’s heart clenched at his words. There was a vulnerability in his voice, in the way he looked at her, that made her chest ache. She cupped his face in her hands, her thumbs brushing over his cheekbones as she met his gaze.
“I’m yours, Freddie,” she whispered, her voice steady despite the storm of emotions raging inside her. “I’ve always been yours.”
For a moment, neither of them moved, the weight of her words hanging in the air between them. And then, with a soft, almost reverent kiss, Fred pulled her closer, holding her as if he never wanted to let her go.
You both knew that when the sun rose, the rivalry would still be there. Gryffindor and Slytherin. Winner and loser. But tonight, none of that mattered.
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caplanbuckybarnes · 2 days
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Smoke & Blood (Frank Castle)
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Summary: after you kill the men who sought after Frank, everything goes haywire.
Warnings: angst
WC: 1K
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The smell of gunpowder lingered in the air, mixed with the faint scent of gasoline and iron. The warehouse was dimly lit, the only light coming from a few flickering bulbs overhead and the occasional flash of lightning outside. It was raining—a storm was in full swing, but inside, it was quiet. Too quiet.
You stood in the middle of it all, your pulse racing, your breath shaky. Bodies littered the floor around you—men who had once been allies, now nothing more than casualties in the war you had been dragged into. The war that was Frank Castle’s life.
You had known the risks when you got involved with Frank, but nothing could’ve prepared you for this moment. The world was spinning, the weight of your decisions crashing down on you all at once as you faced the man you had fallen in love with—the man who now looked at you like you were the enemy.
Frank stood a few feet away, his chest heaving from the fight, blood splattered across his face and knuckles. His eyes were wild, dark with rage, and yet somewhere behind the storm in his gaze, you could still see the man you knew. The man you had come to care for, despite the blood he constantly shed.
“Why?” he asked, his voice low and dangerous, the words cutting through the silence like a blade. His hand twitched, gripping the gun at his side tightly, but he didn’t raise it. Not yet. “Why the hell did you do it?”
You swallowed hard, your hands shaking as you tried to find the words. But how could you explain something like this to Frank? How could you tell him that you had been forced into a corner, that you had no choice?
“I had to, Frank,” you whispered, your voice barely audible over the sound of the rain hitting the roof. “You don’t understand…”
His eyes narrowed, and in an instant, he crossed the distance between you, his hand wrapping around your arm in a bruising grip. “I don’t understand?” he growled, his voice rough and venomous. “I trusted you. I loved you. And you went behind my back. You sold me out to those bastards.” His jaw clenched, the muscles in his neck tightening as if he was barely holding himself together. “You betrayed me.”
Tears burned in your eyes, but you blinked them away, refusing to let them fall. “I didn’t have a choice,” you said, your voice shaking. “They were going to kill you. They came to me, they threatened me—threatened us. I thought if I could just give them something, they’d let you go. I thought I could protect you.”
Frank’s eyes flashed with fury, and he released you, pushing you back roughly as he turned away, pacing like a caged animal. “You thought you could protect me?” he repeated, his voice bitter. “Do you know who the hell I am? What I do? I don’t need protecting, especially not from someone who’s supposed to have my back.”
“Frank, please—”
“No!” he shouted, spinning around to face you again, his chest heaving. “You made a deal with the same people I’ve spent my life fighting. You handed me over to the enemy.” His hands were shaking now, his fists clenched at his sides. “You thought they’d let me live? They were going to kill me, and you know it.”
The accusation hit you like a punch to the gut. You had made a mistake, a terrible, unforgivable mistake. But you had done it for him. To save him.
“I didn’t know what else to do,” you said, your voice breaking as the tears finally spilled down your cheeks. “I thought I was helping. I thought—”
“You thought wrong,” he cut you off, his voice cold and unforgiving. “And now, because of you, they know where I am. They know everything.” He took a step toward you, and for the first time, you saw a flicker of something dark—something dangerous—cross his face. “You signed my death warrant. You might as well have put the bullet in me yourself.”
You took a shaky step back, fear creeping up your spine as you realized just how far you had pushed him. Frank Castle was not a man you crossed. And now, you had done the one thing he couldn’t forgive.
“I never meant for this to happen,” you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Frank’s expression hardened, his eyes burning with fury. “Intentions don’t matter. What matters is what you did.” His voice dropped to a low, dangerous growl. “I should kill you.”
You froze, the weight of his words settling like ice in your veins. You knew Frank was capable of it—he’d killed countless men for far less. But this was different. This was you. You had stood by him, fought beside him. You had loved him.
But now, that love felt like a distant memory.
“I’ll kill you with my bare hands,” he whispered, stepping even closer, his voice laced with so much venom it made your heart stop. “For what you did. For betraying me.”
A sob escaped your throat, your vision blurring as you looked up at him, your heart shattering into a million pieces. “Frank… I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”
For a moment, his face softened—just for a moment. You saw a flicker of the man you loved, the man who had held you after long nights of fighting, who had whispered promises of safety in the dark. But it was gone as quickly as it had come, replaced by the hard, unforgiving mask of The Punisher.
“Sorry won’t fix this,” he said quietly, his voice devoid of emotion.
You nodded, tears streaming down your face. “I know.”
He stared at you for a long moment, the silence between you deafening. Then, without another word, he turned and walked away, leaving you standing alone in the warehouse, broken and consumed by the weight of your choices.
The rain outside continued to pour, but the storm in your heart was far worse.
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How much can you fit under your skin?
For @warning-heckboop's AU :3
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creekfiend · 6 months
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does anyone have any lying down setups for drawing/painting/ANYTHING else lol
what I am learning from my imp today is that if I am lying flat I can get my bpm down to 75 but the moment I sit up it goes to 95, and the lowest I can get it while sitting up is 85
I think if I had more activity options while lying down that were not Be On Phone, I would be less bored and therefore do less overexerting myself in order to simply relieve boredom (problem that I have frequently)
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no27-autonation-honda · 4 months
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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.
#kazoo noises#charles leclerc#cl16#monaco gp 2024#zoomies posting#sports posting#like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work#weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town#because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough#for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson#(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL#BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared#(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand#gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and#there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are#gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker#(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have#him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born#maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner#sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives#gets to me#anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week
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