Mine
Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader
Word count- 6.9k
Includes- Pussy eating, fingering, blow job, deepthroating, cum eating, sort of threesome- Namjoon and Hobi come to play too, cock riding, sort of gangbang or orgy?, voyeurism, missionary, fluff during sex, angst, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
I moan from the pleasure I’m feeling
Yoongi’s tongue is working me good and getting me so close
His tongue is sliding on my clit so fast and so fucking good
He takes my hand, putting it in his hair
“Pull”, he demands
I do as he asks and pull on his hair
He groans in my pussy, the sound vibrating through my body
The keyboard and knobs of his sound mixer are pressing into my back
As soon as I walked into his studio he took my clothes off, putting me on his desk
He kissed me hard, while I got him naked in a second
Then he pushed me down, opened my legs, his tongue on me and he’s been there ever since
He’s so fucking amazing with his fucking tongue
He knows where to lick, suck and bite to make me orgasm hard, how to tease me, which I hate
He’s been teasing me our whole lives, albeit in other ways
I met Yoongi when I moved to Daegu from the U.S. when I was four
We met at school and just clicked
Best friends instantly
I was devastated when he left for Seoul but I supported his dream one hundred percent
I thought he’d forget about me but he never did
He called me almost every day, texted and hung out when he could
He also didn’t forget me when BTS became huge
And when he bought his apartment he asked me to move into it
I said no, it was his, he should live there
He said he was going to be living in the dorm for awhile and he wanted me to move to Seoul to be closer to him
It took a lot of convincing but I eventually gave in
When one of BTS’ hair stylist left, Yoongi asked me to take the job
So I did and now I get to see him all the time
“C'mon baby. I want your cum. I haven’t had you in a week and I need it”, he whines
I decide to tease him to make him give me more
“It’s not my fault you can’t make me cum”
His eyes snap to mine and narrow, “Fucking take that back”
“No”
“Joanne. Take it back. You know I can make you cum so easily.”
“Then why is it taking so long?”
“You’re going to fucking regret saying that when you can’t fucking walk tomorrow”
Hell yes
Exactly what I want
He’s done it before and the sex was so fucking wild
I loved it
“You think you can do that again?”, I say provoking him
“You know I can fucking do it again”, he growls
“Then do it”, I challenge him
“I fucking will”
Thank god
His mouth closes on my clit and he sucks fast
“Holy shit”, I yell, pleasure crashing all over me
I never thought I’d ever have sex with Yoongi
He’s my best friend
But our relationship became sexual six months ago
He came to his apartment to hang out
We we’re both really horny and before we knew it, clothes were ripped off and we had sex
Fucking mind blowing sex
All night
After that we couldn’t keep our hands off each other
So we decided to become best friends with benefits
And sex with Yoongi is fucking incredible every fucking time
But I just had to be stupid and fall in love with him
Yoongi licks me again, making me snap
“Oh fuck! Yoongi!”, I scream, coming in his mouth
“Yes, fuck yes”, he moans, still running his tongue all over
His licking is building up another orgasm
Fuck he can get me to cum so quickly again
He slides his tongue inside and I shout, coming instantly
“So fucking good”, he mutters
He sucks on my clit again when I hear his door open just as another orgasm takes over
I pull his hair, holding his mouth on me while coming
“Fucking best thing I ever tasted”, he moans still licking
“What the fuck?”
Shit
Yoongi’s head shoots up, looking behind him at Hobi and Namjoon
Who are staring at us
I snap my legs closed and put my hands on my breasts
I blush, feeling my skin turn red
“What the fuck what? What are you doing?”, Yoongi snaps
“We…we came to talk to you about the rap line song”, Hobi stutters
“We didn’t uh know you be….uh”, Namjoon says averting his eyes
“Eating”, Hobi blurts, then widens his eyes and turns red
“So you just stand there?”, Yoongi snaps again
“I uh we…just…uh..”
“You just what? Want some?”
What?
From Yoongi’s voice I can tell he’s smirking
“What no!”, Namjoon says just as Hobi says, “Yes”
What the fuck is going on?
Namjoon looks at Hobi surprised
“What? Yes?”
“Yeah”, Hobi answers, “Don’t look surprised, you know you want her too”
Seriously?
“So what do you want? To eat her out or sex?”, Yoongi asks
Is he fucking serious?
“Both”, Hobi answers
“Yeah both”, Namjoon repeats
Oh god
I watch Yoongi shrug
“It’s up to her”, he says
The way he so casually says it, the ways he’s ok with me fucking his friends hurts
I mean I knew there was no chance with him but to hear him like this, like it doesn’t matter….it kills me
“Do you want them Jo? You wanna be with Namjoon and Hobi too?”, Yoongi asks
The way he’s acting, like I’m just some kind of sex toy, pisses me off
If he doesn’t care, then I don’t either
“Yes”, I answer
Yoongi’s eyes widen for a millisecond before the “I don’t care” attitude is back
I’m not even sure I saw it
He has no idea how much he just hurt me
But whatever
I put my best smirk on for Hobi and Namjoon
“Take off your clothes”, I say
Namjoon and Hobi look at each other unsure
Fine, I’ll do it I just have to let go all of my feelings and just have fun
I get off of Yoongi’s desk, walking over to them
Namjoon’s eyes widen when I get to him, scanning my body
I have to stand on my tip toes to wrap my arms around his neck
Then I pull him closer and kiss him
His arms automatically go around me, pulling me against him
He’s already hard
I move my hands down, getting to his jeans and unbuckling his belt
Next the button and zipper, then I pull his pants and boxers down
He’s breathing heavily, making me smirk that I can get him so worked up easily
My hands go back up his body taking his shirt off
Jesus he’s fucking beautiful
“Damn Joonie”, I mutter, making him blush
Pulling him down for another kiss he kisses me back
I let go of him and turn to Hobi, who moved away
His mouth is hanging open, eyes wide in disbelief
“Come here Hobi”, I call
He immediately walks over to me
Hobi is shorter than Namjoon so I don’t have to reach up so high to kiss him
I also don’t have to do that because he immediately bends down, his lips on mine in a second
I get Hobi’s clothes off in a few seconds because he’s helping me
It’s like he can’t wait to get out of his clothes
I like the feeling it gives me
He wants me that much
It’s nice
I take a look at him and my eyes pop out of my head
“Holy shit Hobi!”, I gape
He’s so fucking hot
But even though they’re both gorgeous, they don’t compare to Yoongi
Not for me which shows how stupid I am
Hobi shows his excitement much more than Namjoon
Hobi hasn’t stopped kissing me or running his hands on my body
His hands are soft and warm
They feel nice
When Hobi starts kissing my neck I look over at Namjoon
He’s just watching
“Come here Joonie”, I call holding my hand to him
He comes over, taking my hand, going behind me
When I put his hands on my body, he starts touching me everywhere, moaning softly
Leaning my head against his shoulder, he bends down, his lips on mine
He slides his tongue in and I just enjoy the feeling of kissing him
He’s a good kisser
Not as good as Yoongi but then no one compares to Yoongi
Not for me
Again, I’m a fucking idiot
Hobi moves down, putting his mouth on my nipple and sucking
“Mmmm”, I moan in Namjoon’s mouth
Hobi’s other hand plays with my other nipple, while one of Namjoon’s hands slides all the way down my body
He touches me, making me moan again
He starts playing with my clit and it feels so fucking good
Hobi switches to my other nipple licking, sucking and biting as Namjoon slides his fingers inside
“Fuck”, I moan when he starts moving them in and out
“So wet”, he moans in my ear
His fingers brush against the spot inside that drives me crazy
“Shit”, I yell my legs buckling
Namjoon and Hobi instantly put their arms around me holding me up
“There Jo? You want me to touch there?”, Namjoon teases
“Yes, Joonie. Yes”
“Ok, whatever you want”
His fingers move harder, making me so wet, getting me so close
“C'mon Jo, cum on my fingers”, Namjoon moans
Hobi sucks on my nipple just as Namjoon’s fingers hit my spot
“Fuck fuck”, I yell, tightening on Namjoon’s fingers, coming all over them
My legs give out but they’re still holding me up
Hobi drops down to his knees
His tongue licks me, just as Namjoon pulls out his fingers
“Fuck Hobi, God”, I shout, his tongue feeling so good
But I wish it was Yoongi’s tongue
Stop it
Yoongi doesn’t care
Stop
Namjoon puts his fingers in his mouth and sucks me off him
“Fucking good, holy shit”, he whispers in my ear
God damn
That’s the second person who told me I taste good
I guess I do?
Hobi moves my legs open more, making me lean more against Namjoon
Hobi sucks on my clit, making me yell in pleasure
“Oh god, oh god”, I yell
Namjoon turns my head, kissing me again, his hands playing with my breasts
My hand goes in Hobi’s hair, pulling
“Fuck yes”, he groans
He just has to keep doing what he’s doing and I’m gonna cum soon
Really soon
“Don’t stop Hobi. Fuck don’t.”
He sucks faster while his tongue glides over my clit
Pleasure washes over me as I orgasm
“Fuck, fuck, fuck”, I shout, feeling so good
Hobi moans in between my legs, turning me on again
Hobi stands up, “You taste fucking amazing”, he tells me
Jesus
I want to make them feel good too, so I start to go on my knees
“Jagi”, I hear Yoongi call me
I look at him
He looks….annoyed?
Why?
He doesn’t care, so what’s with the face?
“I made you cum first remember?”, he asks
He did
I guess he feels like he should get it first
“What do you want Yoongi?”, I ask smirking at him
“You know what I want baby girl”, he answers
I bite my lip and tilt my head a little
It’s drives him crazy when I do that
“You gonna be a good girl and do what I want?”, he demands
I know what he wants when he calls me those names
I guess he wants to show Namjoon and Hobi his dominance?
I don’t know but I’ll always do what he wants, give him what he wants
I love him and I’m such a sucker
“Yes daddy”, I answer
“Fuck me”, Namjoon gasps
I straighten up, walking to him
Yoongi is the shortest of the three and he’s the perfect height for me
Because of course he is
I kiss him, putting my arms around his neck
When he puts his arms around me, pulling me against him, I get so happy
Stupid heart
“I want you baby”
“What do you want? Tell me and your baby will do whatever you want”
“Goddamn”, Hobi exclaims
“You know jagi. Stop playing”
I nod, “Daddy wants his baby girl’s mouth on his cock”
“Mother of god”, Namjoon whispers
“Yeah jagi”, Yoongi answers
I nod, then kiss him again
I kiss his neck, then his shoulder, trailing kissing down his body, his skin shivering under my lips
I love that I’m making him feel like that
The lower I kiss, the lower I go until I’m on my knees
Kissing down his cock, I pull him in my mouth when I get to his head
“Fuck”, he moans
I start bobbing my head on him, just feeling him in my mouth
I can’t believe I actually love it
It’s insane
I just love him, all of him
I’m such a loser
I slide down more on his cock, until he’s all in my mouth
I wasn’t able to do this when I first started having sex with him
But we’re together all the time and I love giving him blow jobs
So now I can put all of his huge cock in my mouth and throat without it bothering me
He loves it and I do it for him
Like I said, I’m stupid, so whipped for him
“Good baby. You’re such a good girl”, he moans
Moving back and forth, I suck and lick him all over
I pull back until just his head is in my mouth, then I start licking his sensitive underside where he loves it
Just like I have a spot, this is his
He can cum so quickly if I keep licking him there
“Oh Jesus, fuck”, Yoongi whimpers, “Jagi….ccc…can I…”
I nod
He puts his hand in my hair and pulls me on his cock, until he’s all in again
He starts moving his hips, fucking my mouth
He feels good going in and out of my throat
I don’t know when this became pleasurable for me but it is
It’s so hot, turning me on so much
His pleasure turns me on
I can cum from this and honestly I’m almost there
“Baby girl…I….are you?”, he pants
Nodding, he slides all in again, coming hard, making me shake and cum too, screaming on his cock
His cum fills my throat and mouth, tasting so fucking good
I swallow over and over, while he still moves, yelling
“Fuck jagi, oh my god, yes”
When he’s done, he slides out and I swallow again, making sure I got everything
Yoongi takes my hands, pulling me up
He kisses my cheeks, over and over, “My good girl”, he murmurs
I lay my head on his shoulder, feeling tired, his arms around me, running his fingers in my hair
“Did she just cum from blowing you?”, Hobi yelps
Yoongi turns to him, smirking, “Yeah”
“What? How? What?”, Namjoon questions
Yoongi shrugs, “I don’t know. It just happened once and since then it happens almost every single time”
“She’s fucking amazing”, Hobi says looking at me with lust in his eyes, “Can I have her?”
I stare at Yoongi, willing him to say something, say that he wants me now and they can leave
Yoongi stiffens but all he says is, “Ask her”
I’m disappointed again
I wish he’d say no
“Can I have you Jo?”
Looking at Yoongi, I see a look of indifference on his face
It’s like a knife to my heart
I look back at Hobi
“Yes”
Fuck Yoongi
If I’m just a sex toy to him, then I don’t need to worry about him
Leaving Yoongi’s side I go to Hobi, immediately kissing him
He kisses me back, his tongue going in my mouth right away
Pulling away, I take his hand and lead him to the couch Yoongi has in the studio
Pushing him down, he sits while I climb on him
“You want it Hobi?”, I ask, smiling at him
“I want you”, he answers
Slowly I sink down his cock, making him moan
Fuck he feels good
He’s big, but not as thick as Yoongi
No one feels as good as Yoongi
Sliding up and down his cock, he yells in pleasure, arms around me, his face in my neck
Moving faster, pleasure runs through me. I put my arms around his neck, my hand sliding in the back of his hair
“Fuck you feel so good. So fucking tight”, he moans
Hobi’s hands slide to my hips and he starts slamming me up and down his cock
“Fuck”, I yell, the pleasure increasing, “Hobi fuck”
He goes harder, his cock slamming into my spot
“Oh god! Shit. There Hobi. Fuck there”
“Ok Jo. Whatever you want”, he moans
“I want more!”, I yell
He moves from my neck, biting his lip as he moves me faster, over and over and over again
I’m right there, just one more
I get slammed down again, losing it
“Hoseok!”, I scream, exploding all over him, my legs shaking
“Oh my fucking god! Oh fuck”, he shouts, keeping me on him as he cums, “Holy shit, yes!”
When we both finish, I collapse on him, so fucking tired and sleepy
Hobi holds me in his arms, kissing my face
“Jo, can I have you too? Please?”, Namjoon begs
I’m tired but I can’t say no
I gave it to Hobi, it won’t be fair to Namjoon
And I do want him
“Yes Joonie”
I feel myself being lifted off Hobi and onto Namjoon’s cock
He goes in so easily, feeling good
He’s big too, thicker than Hobi
“Fucking hell, she’s so tight. How is she this tight?”, he moans
“I don’t know but she feels so good”, Hobi agrees
He puts my arms around his neck
“Hold on Jo. I’m gonna fuck you good”
I smile at him, then lean in and kiss him
He kisses me back, while he leans back, keeping me sitting up
He puts his hands on my hips, then thrusts up into me
“Fuck!”, I yell getting so much more wet
“Fuck she just soaked my cock”, Namjoon moans
Namjoon keeps thrusting up and soon I’m bouncing on his cock because of it
My breasts jiggle hard from how hard he’s fucking me
“God yes, yes, Namjoon!”, I yell
I suddenly see Yoongi sit down next to Namjoon, watching me
Looking upset
But the pleasure Namjoon is giving me is taking over and I don’t care
All I want is to cum
And sleep after
“Joonie..”, I whine
“Yeah Jo?”
“I wanna cum Joonie. Make me”
“I will Jo. Don’t worry, I will”
He thrusts up, so hard, pleasure exploding over me
“Joonie, fuck, Namjoon!”, I shout, climaxing again
I lost count of how many times I came
But it still feels so good
“Jesus Jo. Fuck”, he moans, orgasming too
I climb off him and lay down, which happens to be on Hobi’s lap. His hand goes in my hair, running his fingers through it
I love it
Playing with my hair can put me to sleep in under a minute
I close my eyes, breathing hard
I feel Namjoon and Hobi’s cum leaking out of my cunt
Like a slut
I’m too tired to move right now
Then I feel a tissue on me cleaning up everything
It’s a little embarrassing having someone do that
I don’t want to open my eyes to see whose doing it
Then I’m picked up and put on Yoongi
He’s half sitting, half laying on the couch and my head lands perfectly on his chest
“You tired jagi?”, Yoongi asks, kissing my cheek and moving my hair from my face
I am but I want Yoongi
We weren’t together yet and I want him
So much
I nod, “But I want you Yoongi.”
“Yeah baby? You sure you’re not too tired?”
I shake my head
I’m never too tired for Yoongi
“Ok jagi. I’ll help you sit on daddy’s cock baby girl.”
He lifts me a little, moving himself right there
Then he pushes me down on him
I sigh in pleasure when he’s inside, so happy he’s there
My muscles automatically tighten on him, keeping him in
I love having Yoongi inside my pussy
He’s perfect, filling me so good
Sex has never felt so good as it does with him
It sounds stupid, but he has the perfect cock
“Good girl Jo. Always tight and wet for daddy”
I nod, moving my head and laying it on his shoulder, my face buried in his neck, smelling the scent that is only Yoongi
I feel him thrust up causing pleasure to explode everywhere, making me moan
“Feels good baby?”, he asks
I nod
“Good. You feel so good too”
He keeps thrusting harder and harder the more he moves
His arms are around me, holding me to him while he runs his fingers up and down my back
I shiver from his touch
Yoongi always knows how to make me feel good and I’m close again
“Good girl baby. I feel you getting tighter. Is my baby gonna cum on daddy’s cock?”
I moan and nod
“Good baby. You know how much I love when you cum on me”, he murmurs
He snaps his hips up again, hitting the right place
I moan his name so loudly when I cum on him
Yoongi’s breathing gets faster, “Yes baby. Fuck, it feels so good”
When I finish, Yoongi asks, “Baby, can you bounce on daddy’s cock? Please, for me?”
“Yes”, I agree
I’ll never say no to Yoongi, because I love him
I sit up and look down at Yoongi
He’s looking at me, biting his lip, hands running all over my body
“You’re so fucking beautiful Joanne. So perfect. My perfect girl”
Happiness bursts in my dumb heart
“Holy shit”, I hear one of the guys whisper
I ignore them and so does Yoongi
I lean down, kissing him, loving his soft lips against mine
Then I sit back up and move
“Fuck. Good girl. My baby always gives me what I want”
“Always Yoongi”, I say softly
I lean back, putting my hands on his thighs, bouncing on him
His cock feels so fucking incredible going in and out
He touches all the right spots without even trying
“Fuck Yoongi, you feel so good.”
“Not as good as you jagi”, he answers
I’m so fucking tight on him, it feels amazing when he pushes through
I squeeze harder making him gasp
“Fuck baby, yes”
Slamming down on him, my body shakes and cums again
“Daddy! Fuck daddy!”, I moan, ecstacy exploding all over me
“Good girl, my good girl. Fuck, so tight”, he yells, “Don’t stop baby girl”
He starts thrusting up again, slamming right into my spot
“Fuck!”, I scream
His fingers play with my clit while he keeps pounding my spot
“Yes! Keep coming baby. Scream my name baby. I want to hear you”
“Yoongi I-”
“You can”, he demands, “I need it baby. Please, I need you”
“Fff…ffffuuu…”, I struggle to speak as my body shakes violently against the ecstasy
“Now baby. Give it to me. Now!”, he pleads
He hits my spot right when his fingers flick my clit
Stars burst in my vision as I cum so hard
I feel Yoongi’s arms go around me, keeping me from falling over
“Yes Jo, yes. I love it jagi. So much”
When I finish, Yoongi moves, putting me on my back on the couch
Hobi and Namjoon scramble to get up
Yoongi puts my legs around him and starts moving slowly
Pleasure blinds me for a second and when my vision comes back into focus, I see Yoongi’s beautiful face
He’s smiling at me, then leans down, his lips on mine in a gentle kiss
“Mine”, he whispers, running his fingers in my hair
I nod, my arms going around his neck
“Only mine?”, he asks
Is he…jealous?
“Yes, just yours”, I answer
The smile that bursts on his face takes my breath away
He’s so beautiful
“Mine?”, I whisper back
He nods, “Always”
He moves harder making everything feel so amazing
He’s sweating, his skin wet against mine
I don’t care, I love feeling him on me
He’s everything
I’m getting close again from his slow but deep strokes, his pelvis rubbing against my clit each time
“Yoongi”, I moan
“Wait baby girl. Please. Wait for me”, he asks
He’s never asked that before
He usually cums after I do
But I’m not going to say no
“Ok baby”, I answer
Yoongi kisses my neck, moving faster, my pussy throbbing so hard around his perfect cock
“Jagi”, he whispers after a minute
“Yeah, baby?”, I ask
“Yeah”
I stop holding back and just let go
Fireworks go off in my vision when I orgasm, shaking under him and holding him inside tightly
“Yoongi, oh, my Yoongi”, I moan
Yoongi cums at the exact moment I do
I can feel him while he does, his cock throbbing, his warm cum filling me perfectly
And fuck, it feels so good
“My jagi, my baby girl. My Joanne”, he moans too, kissing my neck and shoulders
We both grip each other so tightly to one another while orgasming together
This is the first time that’s ever happened to me with anyone
I love it
I love that it’s with Yoongi
I want to tell him I love him so much but I won’t
I can’t
I’m not ruining our friendship
I know he was saying sweet things to me but it was during sex and he could of just said it in the moment
I can’t take the chance of asking him and ruining everything
Of getting my heart crushed
So I just lay with him on me, in my arms listening to him breathing
I close my eyes, so tired from all the orgasms I had
I’m half asleep when Yoongi moves
“Huh?”, I groggily say
“Shh Jo. It’s ok. You can sleep. I still have to finish a few songs so you can sleep. I’ll be here with you”
I nod, listening but ready to pass out
I feel a blanket being put on me, then Yoongi’s lips on mine in a quick kiss
I hear him talking, to Hobi and Joonie I guess, before I fall asleep
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Yoongi POV
I put the blanket I always keep here for her on her, then kiss her lips gently
My poor baby is so tired
I grab the pillow I keep here for her too
Gently lifting her head, I put the pillow under her head
She’s in such a deep sleep already, she doesn’t wake up when I move her
I take a second to look at her gorgeous face, running my fingers in her hair a few times
I can’t help but smile watching her
When I stand and turn around, Hobi and Namjoon are staring at me in absolute shock
I roll my eyes
“Put your fucking clothes on”, I snap, walking past them to my own clothes
Once I have my clothes on, I sit in my chair, looking at my computer screen
“We can talk about the song now. She’s really tired so she’s not going to wake up”
“Yoongi”, I hear Namjoon say, “Do you-”
“Yes”, I cut him off
“Does she..”
“No and I’m not going to tell her”, I answer
“Why?”
“Because I can’t handle the rejection she’s going to give me and I’m not going to ruin our friendship”
I don’t want to talk about this
It’s not gonna happen so I just need to forget
“Yoongi, I uh, I think she loves you too”, Hobi says
I snort, “Of course she loves me. I’m her best friend”
“No I mean like the way you love her”
I wish
But she doesn’t
If she did, she wouldn’t have slept with him and Namjoon
“No she doesn’t”
“Yes she does”, Namjoon replies
“No”
“Yoongi she does. You don’t notice it but I do. It’s the way she looks at you. The way you two were together. Like there’s nobody else in the world except you two. Trust me she loves you”
I wish I could but I can’t
I know she doesn’t love me
“Drop it. She doesn’t and that’s it. Talk about the song or leave”, I snap
“Fine but your being blind and stupid”, Namjoon snap
Whatever
They stay for half an hour talking about the song, our parts, the lyrics, the music
“Yoongi”, she murmurs
“Shit we woke her up”, Namjoon says
“Yoongi, no, I don’t want the dinosaur”, she mutters
I can’t help but smile
She’s fucking adorable
“What?”, Hobi asks confused
“She talks in her sleep”, I answer
“She what? Really?”, Namjoon asks
I nod, “Yeah, she’s been doing it since we were kids. Scared the shit out of me the first time it happened”
“That’s…kind of creepy”, Hobi states
I glare at him, “No it’s not. It’s cute. She’s always talking about dumb things like dinosaurs, pokemon, food. It’s cute to listen to. And she doesn’t do it as much as she used to”
“No dinosaur. I want…I want…”, she trails off, then is silent again while she sleeps
I love listening to her talk in her sleep
And sometimes if I answer her back, she’ll answer too
It’s fun to fuck with her because when she wakes up I tease her about the conversations we had
“Well I guess we should go”, Namjoon says, “You coming back to the dorm?”
I shrug, “I wanna finish this, then I’m gonna take her home. I don’t know if I’m going to come back here”
“Ok we’ll see you tomorrow”, Hobi says, then they leave
I glance over at her
She’s snuggled in the blanket, still asleep
I smile, then go back to work
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I stare at the ceiling thinking about what happened tonight
After the guys left I worked for another hour
Then I brought her home
She wouldn’t wake up, so I dressed her and carried her to her car
I drove her home, changed her into her pjs and put her in her bed
I didn’t want to leave
I just wanted her
I always want her
Sometimes I sleep at the apartment with her if we have sex at night
I know she won’t care if I stay, so I did
I kept my shirt and boxers on, then laid down next to her
And that’s where I am now, laying next to her, holding her and staring at the ceiling
I knew I loved her from months ago but I kept pushing it away
I made myself believe I didn’t
That’s why I said ok to Namjoon and Hobi being with her
But actually seeing her with them pissed me off and made me jealous
Hearing her yell their names when she orgasmed enraged me
I realized how stupid I’ve been
I wanted to rip her off them, tell them she’s mine and kick them out
But I couldn’t
She doesn’t love me, not like that
If she did I don’t think she’d have been with them
I wish she did
She’s everything I could ever want in a girl and more
She’s my best friend, she’s known me our whole lives
She’s seen the worst of me and she’s still here
She helped me with my depression and anxiety, she supported me through everything with BTS
She was there when I had no one
There wouldn’t be any awkwardness, no getting to know you, no shyness, no waiting or wondering if I’d say or do the wrong thing
She knows me completely, inside and out
And I know her the same way
I’m one hundred percent sure she’s perfect for me
And I’m perfect for her
If only she loved me too
All these thoughts are running through my mind when she starts moving around
She always wakes me up with how much she moves but I never get mad
“I don’t want to”, she mumbles, talking in her sleep again
I laugh and decide to fuck with her a bit
“Don’t want to what Jo?”
“Don’t want you. I want him”
Jealousy flares through me
Him?
Who him?
“Uh who Jo?”
“Him”
“Him who?”, I ask
She turns in my arms, facing me, still asleep
How she can sleep through all this moving and talking I don’t know
It’s kinda worse tonight than it’s usually been
Just when I think she’s fully back asleep, she speaks again
“Yoongi. I want Yoongi”
Me?
She wants me?
“Not you. Yoongi”
Who the hell is she talking to in her dream?
“Why do you want Yoongi?”, I ask her, feeling dumb saying my own name
She murmurs something I can’t hear
“What Jo?”
“I love Yoongi, not you ”
My heart stops
She….no she can’t
And I can’t trust what she’s saying now anyway
“You love Yoongi?”, I ask again
“Yeah..I..I..”, she trails off, breathing evenly again
I don’t know what to think
Does she love me?
Or is it just a dream?
“Love Yoongi”, she mutters
I look down at her to see if she’s playing around and she’s really awake but she’s not
She’s dead asleep
So I take a chance and ask her, “So why don’t you tell him?”
“No…he doesn’t…”
“Doesn’t what Jo?”
Why am I asking these questions?
Even if she says what I want her to say, she probably won’t remember it in the morning
“Doesn’t love me”
“Yes I do Jo, I love you so much”, I blurt
"And the dinosaurs. Want the dinosaurs"
She snuggles closer to me but doesn’t say anything else
How am I supposed to sleep now?
All I’m going to be thinking about is what she said
I sigh, preparing for an all nighter and pulling her closer to me
--------------------------------
I feel fingers running through my hair
It feels good
When I open my eyes, her beautiful face is in my vision
She smiles at me, “Hi Yoongi. I’m sorry I woke you up. You can go back to sleep”
Just looking at her smiling at me, fills me with love
“I love you”, I blurt
Shit
Why?
My stupid mouth has to run before I can get fully awake
Her smile fades and she raises an eyebrow
Might as well tell her
“I love you so much Jo. I want you. I want you to be mine. Just mine”
She sits up
I do too, facing her
“But Yoongi…if you love me…then why didn’t you say no to Hobi and Namjoon when they asked to be with me? You looked like you didn’t care at all. I kept waiting for you to say no the whole time but you didn’t. How can you love me when you let your friends be with me too?”, she asks looking upset
What?
She was waiting for me to say no?
“I….I”, I trail off
Why didn’t I say no?
I mean I know why I didn’t the first time but the second time Hobi asked to have sex with her I knew I loved her but I didn’t say no
I should of said no
“I….I made myself believe I didn’t love you. That’s why I said ok the first time they asked. But after watching you with them, I was so angry and jealous. I finally accepted that I was in love with you. But I didn’t think you felt like that for me and I couldn’t tell you what to do. So I didn’t say anything. I wanted to say no so much and I should have but I didn’t”
“Yes you should have because I love you too Yoongi”, she says
“You do?”, I ask, hoping she’s serious
She nods, “When you didn’t say no and looked like you couldn’t careless, I just went with it. It hurt that you didn’t care and I figured if you did you wouldn’t let it happen. But you didn’t stop anything so I just went with them. If you would of said anything, if you would of told me you didn’t want me to be with them, I wouldn’t have done it. I just wanted you. I always just want you”
I’m such a fucking idiot
I had her the whole time but I didn’t know
And she was telling the truth last night
“I kept looking at you hoping you’d say no or stop everything but you never did. You…you looked like you couldn’t give a fuck”
I should of paid attention
I should of noticed her looking at me
I should of read her face
Fuck, I’m stupid
“I did care Jo. I do. But I thought you didn’t love me because I thought you wouldn’t be with them if you loved me.”, I explain
“I do love you Yoongi. So fucking much. You’re the only person I’ve ever fallen in love with.”, she says, her eyes averting to the wall
“You’re the only person I’ve fallen in love with too. And I’m happy about it. I always thought I’d be terrified of being in love but I’m not. Because it’s with you.”
“So now what? I already slept with your friends. No one wants a slut for a girlfriend”, she sighs
She didn’t just call herself that did she?
No fucking way
She’s the furthest thing from a slut
“Joanne, you’re not-”
“Yes Yoongi. I fucked three guys last night one right after the other. That’s what a slut does.”
I gently move her face so she’s looking at me
“Don’t you ever fucking call yourself that again. Do you hear me? You are not a slut. I never want to hear that word or anything like it when it comes to you. Ok?”, I demand
I never want her to think that about herself
She’s no where near a slut
She’s my everything
She’s still looking at me, “Ok Yoongi”
“Jo, look last night happened ok and we can’t change it. I don’t care about it. All I care about is right now. I want you so much. I promise I’ll treat you like my princess because you are. You’re my everything, you have been for awhile. You said you just want me, well I just want you. Only you. Please be mine”, I ask
She nods, “Yeah Yoongi. As long as you’re mine too, I’ll be yours”
“Yeah Jo. I’m yours. Just yours, I promise”
“Ok Yoongi”, she smiles, taking my breath away
Leaning to her, my lips touch hers, her arms going around my neck
Gently pushing her back, she lays down and I hover over her, just kissing her
I move down to her neck, just feeling her soft skin under my lips
“God, I love you so much”, I murmur against her skin
“I love you so much too Yoongi”, she answers
I know I’ll never get tired of hearing her say that
“Yoongi”, she moans
“Yeah baby?”
“I want you”
“Again jagi? Yesterday wasn’t enough?”, I tease
“Never Yoongi. I can never get enough of you”
Fuck me, she’s the best
I’m so lucky I have her
“Good baby. Because I want you all the time”, I answer
I pull her pj shorts down, getting them off in a second
I feel her hands pulling down my boxers, so I help her get them off
“I need you now Yoongi”, she moans
Fuck, she’s turning me on so much
Opening her legs, I thrust inside, both of us yelling at the same time from the fucking amazing feeling
Leaning over her, I kiss her again and start moving
“Yes Yoongi, fuck”, she yells
I absolutely love how much she loves me inside her
She pulls my shirt and rips it off me
Still moving, I pull her up, taking her shirt off immediately
“You’re so fucking sexy Jo. Fuck I love looking at you”
She blushes
“Baby, you’re beautiful. Don’t think otherwise”, I tell her
“Ok baby”, she says softly
I feel myself getting close
I wanna cum with her like last night
That was the best orgasm I ever had because it was with her
The girl I love
So I hold back, moving harder into her, making her tight little pussy cream my cock good
She’s so beautiful, just looking up at me
Her hands are running all over my back, feeling so good, loving her touching me
“Yoongi!”, she moans, right there
“Baby”, I whisper, thrusting again
“Fuck Yoongi”, she screams, tightening on me so much, her body shaking under me when she cums
As soon as she starts, I let go, coming at the same time
“Joanne, Joanne, Joanne!”, I scream, just feeling the pure pleasure she’s giving me
“Oh my god, oh my god”, she shouts
“Holy shit, fuck, fuck”, I yell
Jesus Christ, it’s fucking amazing
When we both finish, I lay on her, not able to move
My head is on her chest and I hear her heartbeating rapidly
I kiss her right where I hear her heart and her arms tighten around me
She starts running her fingers in my hair, feeling so good
“What are you doing today?”, she asks me, “Were you able to finish the songs last night?”
I shake my head
“Not all of them”
“Oh ok. So you’re gonna do that, then practice right? You wanna come here after?”, she asks
She’s crazy if she thinks she’s not coming with me today
“What do you mean? You’re coming with me today right?”, I ask
“I am?”
“Yea. I don’t wanna be without you. I want you with me. If you want.”
“Yes, I want to. I didn’t know if you wanted me to go today”, she says
“Of course I want you too. You’re my girlfriend. I want you with me all the time”
“Ok Yoongi. I’m good with that”, she answers
“Good baby. I love you”
“I love you too Yoongi”
I smile at her, pulling her into a kiss
I’m so happy, I got the girl of my dreams
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