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when your boyfriend is trying to lovingly trace your scars but youre ticklish (which only makes him do it more bc he loves your laugh)
kink/nsfw/fetish blogs dni please!!!
#tickle art#my art#lee!blitz#ler!stolas#helluva boss tickle#my stolas redesign finally comes to this blog!!! god i am. so in love with him#my boyf uses him as a kinsona and GODDD. he is the hottest man alive (i designed him)#and my blitz redes is kind of a kinsona for meeee :3 we're stolitz if stolitz was good#canon stolas should die but my rewrite/redesign stolas is my Favorite Man Ever <3
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Day 31- wait what
#your turn to die#yttd#kanna kizuchi#a kanna a day#my post#my art#midori yttd#sou hiyori#april fools#i had this planned out since the beginning of this blog muahaha#dont mind that the drawing is kind of bad i did it in like an hour. i will do better next time.
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been obsessed with infamous lately, had to draw my mcs
#infamous#infamous if#my art#i'll probably draw some silly comics later (as i do)#bc this IF has a death grip on me#...just gotta dust this blog a little#i don't usually make two mcs right away but i just wanted to have two that would be polar opposites#strangely enough i feel like they'd get along pretty well#you know. in a “someone will die. of fun!” kind of way LOL#black cat & golden retriever energy#euughh not sure if i'm 100% set on the genres but this feels right for now#nico rivera#rory modise
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hello everyone i made a quick summary of main route ottosuba. hope this helps.
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#rezero#otto suwen#natsuki subaru#YES THIS IS YET ANOTHER POST ABOUT HOW OTTO IS A LITTLE OBSESSED WITH SUBARU. people forget this fact sometimes while shipping him with peo#le other than subaru and its like. if he gets involved with other people now THEYRE gonna deal with his subaru obsession too and the image#of this happening is HILARIOUS to me. why must we ignore ottos subaru obsession when we can include it always for comedic effect.#ottosuba at arc 3-5 is mostly like “awww theyre kinda cute and funny together lol” and then ottosuba at arc 7-8 is like.#subaru beating up vincent and fondly thinking of it as pulling an otto while also being sad at the idea of otto dying while otto is going#feral bc “natsuki san i would let your terrorist daughter and 50 million other people die to save you <3 why wont you let me do that."#i. yeah this is an otto blog now im so sorry arc 8 has destroyed all my brain cells#arc 8 spoilers#gotta give props to main route ottosuba for still being insane IN MAIN ROUTE while kind of going under the radar about it
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buncha photos of all the cool The Owl House cosplayers this year at ACEN!!! the meetup was so much fun 🥺 there is nothing funnier than somebody dropping one of their fake ears and everyone instinctively checking at the same time to make sure it wasn't ours
(+ me at the end as the last lilith!)
harpy lilith: @shadowluv101-blog
#liz blogs#toh#the owl house#toh cosplay#acen#anime central#acen 2023#anime central 2023#the owl house cosplay#toh meetup#might be going to anime midwest too which is a surprise but The Opportunity Is There#kind of want to get a wig but they give me migraines because so many of them are so tight#and theyre also. hot as all hell and conventions are already incredibly hot ordeals. i would Die#first photo taken by my brother because I Was In That One!!!#if anybody recognizes anyone here lmk and i will tag them#dat me#lilith clawthorne#lilith cosplay#lilith clawthorne cosplay#my ears were constantly falling off because i was wearing glasses and had a mask on almost the entire time#that's a lot to have on your ears#i dont think i photograph very well usually but i actually think i look ok in a lot of the pictures im in :)#everyone was literally so nice and so much fun to be around!!!!! that was the most fun i've had in years i swear
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sometimes i wonder why people follow this blog and what they expect
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*whispering this to only my beloved mutuals* I’m frankly so glad football season is over it’s exhausting being a taylor swift fan in taylor swift spaces when the football is on
#like. it’s kind of actively starting to suck joy out of this thing I love (being a taylor swift fan)#it’s bad enough when the brads and chads are constantly yapping that they want her die#but then on top of that swifties are in infighting allllll the time!!!#over a man who’s not even the person we all run blogs about like#everytime I log on here people are finding new ways to woobify him or whatever#like GASP the horror that his brother might have been cheering for the team he dedicated 13 years of his career to!#🙄#can we please like. grow up.#ugh im sorry. I just. it’s so much more peaceful when there isn’t weekly football debates in my pop singer space idk
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coworker was going on and on about the importance of regulating your nervous system today and i'm thinking 1) you don't know what that means and 2) if i were a teenager and someone told me to regulate my nervous system i would start throwing things. frankly it's hard not to throw things when hearing that as an adult.
#and i'm being the bad guy saying no actually that's not something we can recommend without issue because that will be 'controversial'#there's also something so weird and bass ackwards about assuming that all children are in crisis right now#it's like saying they're all experiencing trauma. when that is not at all how trauma works#and i piped up and said yeah probably 50% of kids are doing fine right now re: politics and would be annoyed to be treated otherwise#like 'oh you must be so broken over this.' no. not really.#and that doesn't mean we have to bend over backwards to cater to those kids but you do have to keep them in mind#if i showed up crying at work the day after the 2016 election there would have been student and parent complaints#in 2021 my school attempted to adopt a policy requiring pre-approval to teach anything 'controversial'#with 'controversial' defined as anything two people could reasonably disagree on#so walking into a class of 30 kids and saying 'since we're all traumatized let's do some deep breathing to heal our nervous systems' is#not gonna fly. more teachers will come under scrutiny and will get in trouble. that's not something we should be telling them to do#oof sorry. multiple tangents there.#point being. even if learning to 'regulate your nervous system' was totally achievable it still wouldn't be universally accepted#and god forbid anyone have any kind of physical or psychological or emotional difference that affects their 'regulation' 🙃#it just feels like such a trap to say you can fix yourself by self-regulating. because if you fail then what?#oh god i just remembered the convo turning to 'evidence-based practices' and how she said that's bullshit and white supremacy#because you should have practice-based evidence instead...#try something and if it works then it works and it's valid is how she described that. ugh#listen I won't die on the evidence-based practices hill but so many people in my work orbit treat it like a dirty phrase#like it's just some annoying procedural hoop to jump through for no reason#you know you can hurt people by just doing random stuff to them right?!#fuck.#i am so tired. I don't want to talk about my feelings at work. I don't want to 'hold space' for 'difficult emotions'#and i'm getting tired of listening to coworkers dump their shit on me too#but can i say 'hey you are dysregulated and that is making me dysregulated'? nope. definitely not.#because the default assumption is everyone talks through all their feelings all the time. so if you're not then you're doing it wrong.#talking through my feelings is what i have a blog and a notes app and inanimate objects for#and i'm doing pretty well with all that. i just don't want to do it at work#I think i can be my 'authentic self' without blurting out whatever is in my brain at that particular moment regardless of appropriateness#okay. done ranting. sorry. if you read this far goddamn wow congrats. i love you <3 have a good day okay? <3
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something something foils moving in opposite directions Goku's always happy to seek and fight stronger opponents because he spent most of his life being the strongest guy in the room and Vegeta wants to be the strongest/is always exhausted to find stronger opponents because he spent most of his life having to navigate his survival around the whims of the strongest guy in the universe room and so Goku has a foundation of safety and stability and so spends his time craving challenge and adventure and Vegeta has a foundation of challenge and adventure and spends his time craving safety and stability and the overlaid section of their venn diagram is that the only way they know how acquire and maintain those things is through battle
#thank you this has been the laziest media analysis post of my career#dbtag#media analysis#something something a game to goku is a threat to vegeta etc#there's a pinned thought here about how Vegeta also didn't learn about the dragon balls until he was ?? 30?? and so all loss is permanent#and goku has been familiar since he was ~12 and hasn't faced a permanent consequence since he was 10 years old and even then he got closure#sometimes I think about how Vegeta saw Trunks die and how Krillin was mad at him for reacting since they could fix it with the dragon balls#but Vegeta has very limited experience with the dragon so to him in that moment that was permanent and Trunks was Dead. Forever.#And we talked before in a 2am post about Vegeta having never experienced grief born of love and I stand by it because his feelings then wer#still very new and very odd and not something he'd accepted until that moment so it was raw power but not as powerful as it could've been#all this to say in my heart of hearts I think Vegeta deserves to retire at the end of super (if super continues) -- not as a warrior#but as an infantryman. he's a prince and now he's got his domain and his family and his planet to look after and I think he deserves#to go home and stay home and help piccolo bully gohan into training more often when goku inevitably leaves to hop the multiverse#geets wanted to take a sabbatical when Bulla was born but didn't get the chance because Freeza coming back freaked him out too much#but whether freeza gets a redemption arc or gets defeated -- Granolah's arc seemed to shift his perspective on being the strongest#and I just grips fist I just think it would be a really nice full circle for Vegeta to inherit his throne in a way he never expected and#finally get his kingdom to look after and protect in the way that he was looking forward to being king of his own planet all those years ag#Goku's got Broly and Jiren and Hit and all the others to keep him busy and happy now -- and if Freeza gets a redemption arc he'll probably#continue playing slap-ass with Goku for the rest of his life -- and Vegeta's got Gohan and Piccolo and Goten and Trunks#I just think them getting a nice bittersweet 'This is where we part ways' would be really nice for both of them because !!#They couldn't have done this without each other. They couldn't have known this kind of life was possible without each other.#So they swap lots and live happier than they ever imagined they could be#especially since Vegeta has proved to himself that he can close any gap Goku creates in progress that's not a concern anymore#And obvs the door's always open!! There's no point closing it Vegeta's tried the locks they don't work on Goku#anyway here's me putting the whole essay in the tags again#this isn't an essay as much as it is stream of consciousness tag blogging#anyway i'm too lazy to write fic or draw comics so we get ramblings instead
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Been seeing this over and over and it's sort of been annoying me but. Valentino and Alastor are not even remotely comparable. Like. Look I may be a bit biased bc I like Alastor and don't like Valentino beyond the funny moments he has but like.
Okay. Alastor sucks. Like he's a violent dickhead but part of that is that he's very restrained in his violence. The only times we see him do anything outright violent are when he/the hotel are under attack and then his one moment with Husk. His relationship with Husk gets brought up a lot when people make the comparison but to me like.
Throughout the show you see Husk talk shit to Alastor, literally all of the time. He heavily dislikes him (in my opinion a major part of that is bitterness over losing his own title just to become subservient to Al) but he doesn't ever really seem scared of him, beyond the one moment. He and Alastor have known eachother for years and it's pretty clear to me that Alastor sort of just. Let's him say whatever as long as he doesn't hit A Limit. Alastor's own contract is something he's very clearly sensitive about and Husk bringing that up when he was already in a bad mood. I'm not saying the way he treats Husk in this scene is good, or right but just that it makes sense in context.
I guess what really does it for me is Niffty as well? Like it's so clear she loves Al, quite literally crawling all over him and crowning him. They have a very sweet relationship in the show. She's comfortable enough with him to freely speak about her own feelings ("I really like them Alastor. They let me put on roach puppet shows without booing")
You just get the sense that like. Alastors relationship with his contractee's is. Maybe not the most outright friendly but it's not inherently violent.
And then you compare that to Valentino. Valentino is violent, but worse he's impulsive. And also kind of an idiot. Like the first time we see him it's Velvette calling Vox to come deal with him bc the man is on a rampage and killing her models. He has to be talked down from going to the hotel and killing everyone there. (Already a bad idea image wise but like. With the literal Princess of Hell in that hotel it's like. What was your plan for after that Val. What was your plan for after you attacked the only heir to the throne, the literal daughter of the devil. Christ.)
The difference here is that the only contractee we see him interact with is Angel Dust, and their relationship is fraught with abuse. Physical, sexual, and psychological. Valentino enables his drug addiction because it makes Angel more compliant. Even when he is not being violent towards Angel himself, he's still perpetuating that violence through the work he has Angel do (literally the everything about Poison makes me kind of sick to watch. Tbh, like great song but i cannot watch the mv without getting kind of upset. And look there's a conversation in there about sex work, and specifically SAFE sex work but that's not really what this post is.)
Like. There's literally a line in the show about Angel being WATERBOARDED at work. ("You know, Val, he's into that waterboarding shit now - I don't know, it's a kink." - episode 6 welcome to heaven) And this is JUST Angel's perspective. You don't see Valentino's other contracts but from the way Angel is treated, it's kind of clear that he does shit like this to anyone under his control, and thus anyone who cannot tell him No.
Look. You get the sense that Alastor is a dick, but there's no implication that he takes Niffty and Husk out back and beats them when he's aggravated (with them or otherwise.) We literally watch Valentino assault and threaten Angel because there is someone stronger than him [Valentino] who is trying to get him out of work.
[Edit (June 2nd, 2024): I want to clarify that I do like loser, baby and also Husk as a character and this is more abt my grievances with fandom comparing the two. In series, Angel needed that discussion with Husk and even thought their situations aren't 1:1 or even really that similar, it's still clear that Husks attempt to like. Empathize with him worked for Angel. That is all, thank u and goodnight]
#rant post#this is kind of a silly hill to die on but this hill is my home so die i must#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#valentino#hazbin valentino#feel free to disagree but please remember this [this blog] is my house and be nice about it#sorry if this is worded weird i just have a lot of passion and im also half asleep rn#long post#and look idgaf if you like Valentino. this is not me saying you're not allowed to like him bc frankly i dont care what others do in their -#spare time. this is me saying that alastor and valentino are not comparable in their violence to the people they “own”#my posts
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Unexpected
The most important aspect of life is love
It’s an intense feeling
A deep affection
An uncontrollable sensation
Leaving you with an unknown emotional state
Something words couldn’t describe
Love is unexpectedly extraordinary breathtaking
In which your body, mind and spirit can’t control it’s self
Love is such a beautiful gift
If you ever get the chance to experience it
Never let it go
Remember the deep feeling and hold on to it
Even in rough moments
Even when all else seems hopeless
You might not notice but it’s a once in a lifetime experience
So cherish every moment without hesitation
Having someone love you unconditionally is all you’ll ever need
If your able to give love and receive it
Then your life’s worth every second your alive
Love is everything
And It shouldn’t be taken lightly
-Moonlavasama
#anime blog#written thoughts#anime#spilling thoughts#spilled poetry#spilling ink#writing stuff#holding thoughts#anime gif#romance#writing prose#writers on tumblr#love#a sign of affection#writing on tumblr#my writing#lifestyle#inspiration#words#words words words#words hold strength#sleeplees night#to the point#spilled words#be kind#affection#the power of love#be faithful#give love#until the day i die
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Palestine would sooner murder you than support you. die freak
awww my first tumblr hate mail !! thank you 🥰🥰
in all seriousness, i don't believe that we should prey on the death of the vulnerable. to wish death on an entire group of people is just... inhumane. at the least. to wish death on me, just because i advocate that palestinian lives matter just as much as any other, is inhumane. i don't like to see innocent people killed, maimed, and tortured. i don't like to watch as the rich, greedy, and powerful destroy our planet with the effects of war. do you? because it's as simple as that. i encourage you to look within yourself and evaluate why you're lashing out at people who have done nothing to you. maybe you'll find there's a deeper issue at hand. FREE. PALESTINE.
#dolotalks#definitely wasnt expecting this today! lol#palestine#once again i reiterate#FREE PALESTINE#we will see a free palestine in our lifetime.#i dont take any zionist or islamaphobic bullshit on this blog!#or racism of any kind really!#same goes for antisemitism! not tolerated here!#so if you find that you align with any of those ideologies please get off my page!#cant believe this is the first time im getting hatemail of all my 6(?) years on tumblr#and its because i support antiwar antigenocide efforts. like wow! sorry i dont like to watch people die in my free time??? fuck off.#asked and answered
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in my ideal greens win au... aegon and sunfyre still both die, young. because they're doomed <3
#my kylo blog 🤝 my aegon blog : me saying they die at the end of the story and nothing can ever change that.#for different reasons but unfortunately for everyone this is the kind of narratives i like :)#maybe with like .. one or two dynamics here i could see him living simply because they change the course of the story to a great extent.
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Aww, don't worry about your face. It looks like you just came back from a county fair - in a good way, of course...
You'll get your revenge on stardust at some point, don't fret your little fighting head~.
Y'really think so, random stranger on the internet?
Wait, star what now?
#askabeau#[???]#You guys give Sif weird nicknames...#Anyways I kind of earned this. Don't really want revenge?#I think getting Sif to help me clean this off is enough. We are not on speaking terms until he figures out a way to get this off.#I am NOT facing the King like this. I refuse. I'd rather die.#{in my efforts to make it look like actual marker applied to the skin i think it just turned out kind of weird and bad looking}#{but thats sort of fitting in a way? so we come full circle.}#isat rp blog#[Act 0]
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NEW BSD CHAPTER ISN'T ACTUALLY THAT FAR AWAY NOW.......... asagiri please give us more akutagawa please and thank you. it'd be the perfect belated birthday present for me <333
#ooc#i do kind of regret not making my verlaine blog my main one rn; but i still do adore akutagawa.#whenever my muse for him comes back it is SO strong...... and if i don't find out more about what's up with knight!aku soon i might die tbh#aya too; like!! where is she! is she on her own now that akutagawa is fighting????? WHAT HAPPENED TO HER..... PLEASE I NEED ANSWERS!
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obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
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