#my biggest transgression is that I have callouses on my feet. she keeps saying how a girl shouldn’t have feet like a soldier | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

malachitezmeyka · 1 year ago

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If there’s one thing I hope for in UtOS, despite the fact I doubt I’ll be the one who ends up writing it, it’s that once Suiren and Midori start considering Zhi their grandmother, she will be as different from my actual maternal grandmother as possible

#that woman is infuriating and I no longer have any questions as to why I’m the only family member who sees her on a weekly basis #she’s overbearing and micromanaging and always on my ass about the slightest of things #she turned off a documentary about the fauna of Madagascar that I was watching be #*because she felt grossed out watching some kind of rodent eating earth worms #and instead switched the channel to the news. because she’s not grossed out watching coverage of our invasion of ukraine #she tells me the most obvious things and acts like I’m a stupid child #like yes baba I know I need to wash my hair before Monday. I’m not completely blind yet I can see that I need a shower thank you very much #my biggest transgression is that I have callouses on my feet. she keeps saying how a girl shouldn’t have feet like a soldier #it’s called having spent almost two decades walking every day. shocking I know #and since I’m ranting about her already #she once said. to my mom’s face. that she wishes she has aborted her #and while a) I’m very much pro abortion rights and a person’s right to choose. and b) I have a difficult relationship with my mom #you can’t fucking say that to your own daughter #and then wonder why she doesn’t want to talk to you #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #at least I’m home now and don’t have to see her for a week at least

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