#my best friend castiel

[cas-dyke]

castiel should’ve crashed out WAY more. “cas, you can’t stay.” BITCH????? flip a table??? grab his dick and twist it????

[strawlessandbraless]

Dean in Denial - The Fall ‘24 collection

7x02//11x23//12x11//12x11//15x09

[destielgaysex]

3x04 Sin City / 4x01 Lazarus Rising

[mjulmjul]

Castiel’s creation

[vendettasfanfictioning]

oh my fucking god dean had to carry cas' body to get him onto the pyre he had to carry all of cas' dead weight while the grief still clung to his shoulders he wrapped up cas' body himself and when sam mentions the meadow, he says it's where dean spread the ashes, excluding him and jack because dean wouldn't have let anyone else handle cas so dean had to be the one to carry cas from the house table to the pyre they all lost something in cas, a friend, a protector, a father, but dean lost half of his soul that night oh i am unwell and unstable with these thoughts—

[scoobydoodean]

The thing is that when Cas first laid a hand on Dean in hell he was lost, and not actually because "For the first time, I feel". Cas had felt before he knew Dean. We know this because we know Cas had rebelled before. Naomi tells us Cas never did as he was told—that Cas had a "Crack in the chassis straight off the line" (something Chuck later echoes in a rage).

Cas's rebellion is far older than Dean and that rebellion is a function of what he feels. Cas just doesn't get to remember feeling. Each time he does, he's stripped of the memory of it... but subconsciously he starts to understand it as something he must keep secret.

Can I tell you something if you promise not to tell another soul?

Cas is in love with humanity, and we conflate this with Dean because Dean is the narrative heart, and the subject of Cas's greatest love, and because the concept of humanity and Dean are so deeply linked they're almost one in the same. We are not at all wrong to conflate the two, but make no mistake—Cas is in love humanity.

You misunderstand me, Dean, I’m not like you think. I was praying that you would choose to save the town.

Cas calls humanity a work of art, and the camera pans to Dean sitting on the bench beside him. Dean represents humanity. Not just as precious works of art, but also because humans get to feel. Humans don't get lobotomized for feeling. Dean encourages Cas to feel. He encourages Cas to feel by asking him to—begging him to, and by feeling for others, and by existing and deserving to be loved himself.

Dean echoes free will to Cas like a call from the wild. He's the beauty of humanity. He's the liberation and beautiful terror of choice. The reason "You always have a choice" and "There is a right and there is a wrong here, and you know it" works is because Cas already feels, already hopes, already loves.

You were gonna help me once, weren't you? You were gonna warn me about all this, before they dragged you back to Bible camp. Help me -- now. Please.

The function by which Dean gets through to Cas is through Cas's own feelings and convictions. He gets through because Cas is "not a hammer, as you say". Cas has questions. Cas has doubts.

Cas is in love with humanity, and every time he remembers it, he gets packed off to Bible Camp and he forgets. But he can remember again. What it takes is a push. What it takes is a hand reached out in the darkness. The day Cas rescued Dean from hell, two people were saved. A hand clawed out toward Cas too, breaking through his own torturous prison and offering him escape. For the first time in a long time, he felt.

Dean's importance is that he touches Cas. He makes Cas remember. And he keeps making Cas remember. Through touch, through words, through the expression of his own affection for Cas and for others. Because Dean cares, Cas cares.

[daily-castiel]

Day 18

[beatsheetromanroy]

Community 3x06 // Supernatural 4x07

"Secret handshake?"

"I am not a hammer, as you say."

[loosethreadsofyoursoul]

castiel, 4x01 lazarus rising / 10x18 book of the damned

[sirlancenotalot]

my autism girlfail partners <3

[cas-dyke]

watching an episode of spn, didn’t see misha collins in the opening credits and sighed out loud in my empty basement

[castielsprostate]

bee movie except cas is the bee and dean is the human and because dean has a microdick castiel gives him blowjobs during picnics. one day cas takes it too far and stings dean's microdick and because dean's dick is allergic to bee venom it swells up as castiel is dying. but it's a miracle because castiel was actually cursed so he turns into a human man instead of a dead bee. dean's dick is normal size so castiel can now give him normal blowjobs during picnics

[little-doggy-boy-kisserstraight]

"Velvet ring - Destiel animatic"

Someone take me outside and shoot me

[luxurystark-jackson]

the tfw dynamics with jack are so interesting to me because like. the most destiel “proof” (so to say) we get is from the concept that jack has of dean being his dad. and this stems from cas being his dad, and whatever their relationship is just being so horribly obvious that jack assumes they’re together and treats dean like a father figure.

and yet!! the kicker!! is that sam and cas are jack’s parents!! dean wants nothing to do with raising that kid but still ends up roped into it somehow.

[sunflowernovak]

bro watch the road

[abyss55199794]