#my aunt tols this story at christmas bc my mom made manigoti for dinner abt how he visted and came home and went
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ooooh my god
#cara speaks#am i projecting#i mean i am i always project onto my faves but do i project famiky ahit onto him mostly regarding death and grief#bc i have t properly grieved my cousins death and justin u know died at like 17 i think#or maybe im just thinking about it a lot bc the anniversary is coming up but am i projecting????? am i i have jo idea#he’ll never know hes got two nephews named after him#my aunt tols this story at christmas bc my mom made manigoti for dinner abt how he visted and came home and went#‘mom your manigoti is good but it doesnt beat aunt beths’#but ive also been thinking and i love my aunt and my cousins i do but i think abt how i feel#like#justins death severed something in my mom and aunts relationship#bc my mom talks tk me you kno bc live in therapist right AAAY anyways#she said it felt like it was only my aunt was hurt or grieving and like nooo my mother didnt also love justin and jeff n tonya didnt love#him too nooo it was only my aunt and she lost her son but they lost their brother n i lost my#cousin and my mom lost her nephew and wow i cant remember#if grandma was still alive when he died or if she passed after#when we had a family reunion a few years ago they made this nice little video and at the end it showed my uncle andrew n grandma and justin#as a lil in memorium#anyways wow this got away fast am i using dc characters to project my own grief HA I THINK SO
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