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#trying to listen something upbeat and (finally) clean my apartment#but my audiobook options are#summer sons#lincoln in the bardo#parable of the talents#(the really fāed up second half)#and an admittedly really entertaining ballad of the whiskey baron#but we are still thinking a lot about grim authoritarian rule there#so I listen to the last sarchasm album instead lol#really leaning into the mood#conditional love is so !!!!#āHow do we define the life we try to live togetherā#āWhen all the landmarks that we claim donāt last?ā#feeling very#jane eyre#on the moor#about it!#my apartment is really clean now tho š¤#east bay stuff
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The Altar Alternate Ending
Pairing: Gojo x fem!reader
Warnings: Itty Bitty Angsty but There's light at the end of the tunnel this time. Cussing and heavy emotions as well so proceed with caution
Word Count: 1.2K
A/N: Surprise Surprise. SURPRISE SURPRISEEEE. Ok so I wrote the original with a sad ending but honestly I can't bear it. I wanted write a part two were the had a happy ending (well not really happy, but hopeful that it will get better) but I just wrote this so you guys can have both options for those who prefer a happy ending aka meš¤š¤ If you haven't read the first version, You realy don't need to, but feel freeš Also, I'm so sorry for being gone for so long, I have been hella sick the past two months I couldn't write, better now tho so yayšš
(Requests Open)
Today was the day. Your wedding day. The day you had been dreaming of since you found out what weddings were. As much as you knew that weddings technically werenāt a necessity, you wanted the whole world to know that you were marrying the love of your life. But the more you sat in your dressing room in your elegant white dress, looking up at the clock as seconds ticked by terror and dread began to sink in.
It was an hour since you were meant to be called out to walk down the aisle and you couldnāt take it anymore. You burst open the double door and ran halfway up the parted crowd of people before you noticed how everyone was looking up at you in pity.
Your breathing began to pick up and you began to feel dizzy, turning around and being met with his best man, Suguru, looking at you, face coated with pity and anger.
āIām so, sorry Y/Nā he whispered.
āSuguru what the hell is going onā
He just looked down at his feet, apologizing again In an almost inaudible tone, fists gripped around his phone so tightly they were shaking.
āSUGURU WHERE THE FUCK IS HE!ā you shouted no longer caring about all your family and friends looking at you with worry.
āA mission came up in Tokyo and he said heād be quick but-ā You didnāt hear the rest of his sentence as your ears began ringing, and tears began to cloud your vision. Sobs wreaked through your body as you ran away. Ran away from Suguru, your parents, and the altar.
You ran from it all, and you never turned back.
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āY/N! Y/N PLEASE! MY LOVE WHERE ARE YOU!! PLEASE!!ā
You heard your now ex-fiancƩ shouting at the top of his lungs, stumbling his way around the apartment frantically looking for you. His heart stopped as he looked down at you, no longer wearing your stunning wedding dress nor your engagement ring which sat on the ground next to the suitcase you were frantically packing.
āY/N STOP! SWEETHEART WHATāS GOING ON!ā he sobbed, running towards you and desperately trying to pull you away from the suitcase but you were too heartbroken and angry to be stopped.
āMy love please! Donāt do this! Iām sorry!ā
āSorry!? FUCKING SORRY?! THATāS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELF AFTER FUCKING ABONDONING ME ON OUR WEDDING DAY YOU JACKASS?!ā You screamed, slapping him clean across the face, but he seemed completely unfazed as he picked up your engagement ring before trying to pull you into his arms as you zipped up your suitcase.Ā
āY/N please, stop! Let's talk about th-ā
āNo! Iām done fucking talking Satoru!,You always do this!, missing a date or anniversary I can forgive! BUT OUR FUCKING WEDDING DAY!?!? I CANāT FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE! YOU ALWAYS DO THIS, ALWAYS BREAK MY HEART AND I FORGIVE YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND I'M TIRED! Iām so fucking tired Satoru. I canāt- I just, canāt. Iām sorry.ā
You ran to the front door and tried to reach for the door but Satoru squeezed himself between you and said door. His back was pressed to it with one of his hands back to clutch the handle, preventing you from leaving.(Imagine that one scene from the kdrama My name where the dad is trying to stop the killer)
āSatoru please moveā you begged, voice cracking as you pleaded with him. You no longer had the energy to shout and fight anymore. You were mentally, emotionally, and physically fatigued. All you wanted to do was to collapse onto your knees and sob till you had no tears left to cry. But you knew you couldnāt stay. No longer could you force yourself to be in a relationship where you were no more than an afterthought.
āBaby p-please, please donāt-donāt leave. I promise I can fix this, please. You can punch me, kick me, stab me a thousand times. Rip me apart if you need to j-j-just donāt leave.ā He begged, Tears streaming endlessly down his face. His entire body was shaking as he tried to convince you not to leave.
The weight on your shoulders finally became too much to bear as you fell to the ground and began to cry painfully. Satoru knelt down before you and wrapped his hands around you. Together, you spent the better of 6 hours in shambles, finally letting all the emotions out at all once.
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You two were still sitting on the floor, breaths finally steady. Satoru still had his arms around you, rubbing soothing circles on your back. Neither of you had the energy to even stand up, as you both basked in the silence.
āThey were gonna kill you,ā he murmured, voice barely above a whisper. If the room hadnāt been so quiet, you likely wouldnāt have heard him.
You pulled away from him, despite his attempts to prevent it. You tried to meet his eyes but he had his eyes trained on the ground.
āWhat?ā you questioned, thinking you just heard your own things.
āThey wanted to kill youā¦the higher upsā¦they were going to kill you.ā he repeated, tone pained and somber.
āSatoru, what onĀ Earth are you talking about?ā you pressed trying to understand what on earth he was on about.
He finally raised his eyes to meet yours. Your chest tightened as you saw all the pain he held behind them.
āThe higher ups didnāt want me to marry you. They had even planned for me to marry some zenāin girl. They told me that if I married you, they would kill you. At first I thought they were bluffing. They couldnāt possibly try to kill you under my watch, buta few weeks ago, while I was on a mission, they sent a curse-user after you. By the time I got back, It was almost too late. If I had gotten there even a second later I-I-ā he choked up, stopping to take a deep breath before he continued.
āI knew that they wouldnāt give up until you were gone, so I went to try talk them out of it-ā
āAnd thatās why you ditched me at the altar?ā
āI s-swear I didnāt mean to! I went yesterday and they sealed me in some prison realm thing. I barely even managed to escape! By the time I did get out, got dressed and reached the venue-ā
āI was already gone?ā you whispered, looking up at him., suddenly feeling slightly shitty.
He nodded slowly before speaking up again āP-Please donāt blame yourself" he quickly said, before pulling you back into his arms,āEverything you said was true. I have been a horrible partner and I donāt deserve to have you as my fiancĆ©, let alone my wife, but please donāt leave. Iām so so so sorry for ruining our special day but I mean It when I say I would rather cease living then have to spend the rest of my life without you by my side. Please, my love. Pleaseā
You were at a loss for words at what had just transpired. Of Course you didnāt wanna leave him, you LOVE him. But at what cost?
Finally, can restt. Also, for anyone that previously asked to be on the taglist, I got mixed between you and the tags for Liar so if you still want to be on the taglist pls lmk.
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Same anon. I'm now curious about the ppg in their respective decades. Like wdyt they'd even wear? Or how would they style their hair?? Pls share your thoughts. I would love to read them!
Thatās actually one of my dream projects to do! Iām not even close to being able to execute it but yeah! I donāt know exactly like whatās what yet like I donāt have visual examples I can show you of like specific stylings but blossom has always gave me 80s movie girlboss with the shoulder pads and powerhouse in the work place smashing through the glass ceiling with ease. She as an absolute power over a room whether it be in the work place or otherwise I think just in general these are icons that I think about when I think about blossom. Like you canāt tell her shit because of her humble origins but shes super intelligent and has a good heart but also sheās the boss ya know (any film with Julia roberts honestly) and I just want her to be in a fun situation because she also takes herself far too seriously so I think that would play Fairly interestingly into her clothes! Also blossoms has a lot of hair and I can make it big as shit I think that blossom would fair well in a corporate setting just so she can tell people what to do and be in her element so pant suits and stuff vests uhh older pads that arenāt too egregious LMAO
Bubbles on the other hand I have no idea what exactly she would wear I havenāt watched a lot of 70s movies or media that isnāt music but that being said Iāve listen to A LOT of 70s music and funk and disco (discos kinna scary tho there are a lot of stuff that comes with disco clubbing thatās messy and i just want her to look all cute LOL) and I think that she would look really cute with the styling of club wear or like roller rink stuff! I think it would look super cute because itās truly a leisure time hanging out with friends and dancing and community and also the clothes are a large part of the performance of going out to those places so coordinated outfits crazy textures and colors (not flower power tho donāt let anyone tell you flower power was apart of the 70s it was apart of the 60s š¤) and also like the clothes are flirty and gay and fun which is bubbles ya know
I did blossom first because I was excited about hers conceptually but buttercup is very simple I simply wanna dress her in grunge clothes and I want her to be on stage š very simple pure indulgence I do think buttercup is a little clean for grunge so I think that it would be interesting if she were to toss between normal people clothes and alternative styling but yeah I dont even have pictures for this or an example I can find but you know grunge
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I finally watched jjk0 yesterday and !!!!!!!
Gojo I- š³ I'm such a simp for this man and there's really nothing I want to do about it apart from feeding that obsession at this point frfr
YUTA !!!!!!! He deserves the world and nothing less why tf is he so sweet and cool and- IF HE CRIES I CRY WITH HIM HE DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE SAD EVER TF
Todo's priorities >>>>>>>>> He fr is a great character and for some reason I don't see that enough so here's a reminder for everyone, myself included š¤
I mean I can't really leave Toge out can I now š He was so cool in that movie and THAT HIGH FIVE WITH YUTA WAS SO PRECIOUS TOO I WANNA SEE MORE OF THEIR FRIENDSHIP YOUR HONOR š„šš¼š”š¢
AUs ideas are coming on their own, esp besties Geto and Gojo in university and meeting reader and them teasing each other about their crush and and and- sigh yeah I'll have to add Geto's ass to my character list now š©
But fr tho why is Gojo so cool and hot I am MAD about it (jk no I'm not plz Gojo marry me on the spot plz I can cook and bake and clean and laugh at your jokes š«)
1. Heās soā¦.. heās so. I love him terribly, Iām afraid. Heās annoying, heās caring, heās loud, heās strong, heās completely insufferable I wanna suffocate him affectionately <333 also the way he keeps collecting special/cursed kids is so fucking funny, Gojo sees a teenager with potential and heās like oh Iām gonna have to intervene <33 boy dad wanna be cool dad vibes <3
2. Yuutaā¦ heās my boyfriend now simple <33 his voice was not what I was expectingābut not in a bad way. Heās very pathetic in a precious kind h*t way, Iām into it. Wanna ruffle his hair and stress him out in a good way <33 Im extremely obsessed with him, the way he was just like āYeah, Maki letās kill the Zenin clan, or whatever!ā Love me a dude whoās ready to cosign murder for his loved ones.
3. Todo is so fantastic to me. Heās so blunt, I love it, and itās not just mean, itās earnest. Also, heās hilarious, so he can do whatever he wants. He seems like he cried watching Moana. 12/10 dude
4. The way I was vibrating in my seat when Toge and Yuuta went on their missionā¦ there was no reason they had to animate Toge like thatā¦ he didnāt have to stick his tongue out before he spoke, he didnāt have to do like four backflips in a row, it was personal. Also I havenāt stopped thinking about him just popping his finger back into placeā¦ heās insaneā¦ Iām in love. He and Yuuta are very <333 to me. Everytime Yuutaās internal monologue was like āOh Toge is so cool,ā I was like yeah youāre right <33
5. There are lots of things I donāt Get about Geto, and I donāt really see the hype about him, but I found it entertaining that he was soā¦ lighthearted? Idk if thatās the right word, but I was like yeah I see why he and Gojo would have gotten along. Heās still the bad guy in all my daydreams and aus, and I will not change that </2 sorry to him and Toji who I donāt even know, but itās my birthright to drag their names through the mud somebody has to be that girl
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