#mv: open

[themadvigilantist]

Just a Small Problem ||

"You took a tumble there. You alright?" Vin asked them as he stood by their side. There was a couple of bumps and scrapes he saw but, the people that saw it thought it best that the other should be hospitalized.

[creme-meme]

Lil Nas X is someone who tragically had to have a wildly successful music career in order to support his true passion, being a top quality internet troll

[chromateclipse]

If I could Escape,

And recreate a place that’s my own world…

[lacecap]

happy birthday to this song :") here's the beepbox link!

[mrkis]

mark fucking lee.

[seungs]

SEUNGMIN in ‘FNF’ mv

[nomeniko]

on the topic of mikoto and mpreg i know that double throws the maternity symbolism in your face, but i like to think meme has its own fair share in the form of water birth imagery

the bathtub and bloody water, plus the cards placement on the lower abdomen. chat do you get me

[sollucets]

hear what your heart says / listen and follow all the way

khaotung thanawat in the never too late m/v for @khaotunq

[courtesanofdeath]

Sangenshoku - Dr. STONE × PELICAN FANCLUB (JUMP MV)

[harukapologist]

rambling about Haruka

As an ND person I just hate how Haruka's character is either completely infantilized or reduced to a selfish, evil murderer, when, to me, he is so much more than that.

Especially the latter; I hate when any MILGRAM character is called evil because what's the point of MILGRAM, then? They're all morally grey! That's how they test us. But Haruka in particular because I feel like it comes from a place of ableism, intentional or not.

I'm not sure if I should put TWs, but well I talk about ableism, murder (obviously lol), childhood trauma and well... it's Haruka

Haruka's outburst in the VD and his implication of killing animals (I know it's basically canon but erm... i can explain why I think it's an implication later) (i just finished writing the post and actually i explained why at the bottom of the post but its not a full explanation so lol) are the reasons I see people calling him either evil or childlike, and while I do think that Haruka is stuck in a childlike state in some aspects, this is emotional dysregulation of an ND and/or traumatized person, to me.

The uglier sides of being ND/traumatized, the ones that get heavily stigmatized and seen as intentional or evil; I think this was a display of one of them. And I really wish to see more people focusing on Haruka's disability in the ways it can affect his communication and day-to-day life skills more than "oh, poor baby, he has a disability that makes him feel unwanted" without actually understanding the details of the disability and, well, the reason why it is a disability.

Like, the emotional dysregulation that comes with being autistic, which is my headcanon for him. The hyperempathy and literal thinking that might make him harder to communicate with, and get people frustrated with him more often.

That and being severely neglected; I think neglect is one of the lesser discussed forms of childhood trauma and the fact that Haruka was shown to be neglected as well as abuse really means a lot to me, because I think some people don't quite understand just how much neglect and isolation fucks you up.

All those factors combined are a recipe for an unstable, impulsive, clingy shell of a human, and him getting called evil for that really saddens me. It's important to remember that these MVs are extracted from the prisoners' own memories and thoughts. It comes from their perception of their surroundings, their murders, and their own selves. The manic look that Haruka has on his face for a lot of AKAA, for example. The makeshift shirt he's wearing, as if he's desperately trying to sew himself together into a normal person, the exhausted, frustrated look when he picks up the necklace, it's important to remember that this is how he sees himself. A monster who has lost control of himself. The line "I'll keep killing to be your good boy" was a shock, but the way he meekly apologized to Es at the end of his VD, I really think that shows that he feels guilty, that he wants to convince himself more than anyone that he was a good person, that he was really trying to be one despite how his unlucky life frustrated him to his breaking point.

As for his infantilization, it has already been addressed by many thoughtful members of the fandom and I'm grateful to see that, but I also want to say it myself since god knows I hate being patronized.

It feels very ableist saying he's just "someone stuck in a childlike mindset/age regressor" Yes, and how does age regression as a coping mechanism develop? Usually through prior trauma that makes you "stuck" at said age, and that can present differently. It can be longing and yearning for a simpler time, for an actual happy childhood, or having flashbacks to a traumatic event that happened at a certain age; it is not uncommon for trauma survivors to be "frozen" at the age their trauma took place.

I think both of these are the case for Haruka. Frozen at that moment, but trying to reduce himself to nothing but a little, unaware child to avoid reliving it again, relishing in the innocence and purity of his good younger times (emphasis on purity--Haruka's murder was by strangulation, yet there's a shot in AKAA where he's covered in blood. I know it's after he killed the animals, but he's in the stitched-together outfit here; I think there's more to this MV than just killing the animals. Since this outfit is... not very likely to be worn in reality, did the animal killing happen at all? Even if it did, I think this shot remains an indicator that he sees himself as impure; guilty. I have a LOT to say about the inconsistencies in Haruka's MVs, but I'll save that for later... Anyway, back on topic) It is NOT "having the mental capacity of a child, so being unable to date etc." Haruka has still lived 17 years, maybe even more, since he isn't too interested in remembering his age. How do you treat actual neurodivergent people if this is how you see him?

When I rewatch the MVs, relisten to the VDs, reread the interrogations and timelines, I see no evil, just an incredibly broken, misunderstood person.

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

and happy pride to these assholes. it's still june so i can technially still make that joke right

[themadvigilantist]

Are you my ... ||

Vin wasn't exactly one to land in between a certain someone's business. He was there to visit someone - Darren MacKalley, a human married to a Zygon who named themselves Darran Crelast - just because he missed them.

Helped them act like kids again but, the only catch was that right now they were dealing with nanogenes using a child to find the genetic match to fix their mistake.

Yes, he only figured this out by the hand wiggling through the mail slot as the child cried out for their mum. If it was any other face of his, the boy would be helped.

Not this face.

He sonicked up a shield in the interior of the house to keep them out before attempting to proceed. "Crelast, MacKalley, your positions?"

[gentlemanmotorslifestyle]

[deathonate]

@dnangelic ( ! )

" an' just who the hell are you ? " and just how did he get in here ?

[royaltea000]

I call this Theseus’ character - how many visuals do I have to change on a character until it’s just an oc

[love4hobi]

J-HOPE 방화 (Arson), 2022