#mutually assured destruction if you will
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stenshale · 3 months ago
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the most delicious thing about justice-anders is that anders has been running for so long. he’s never put down roots anywhere. “anders” isn’t even his name. he is convinced that letting himself care for anyone or anything is a death sentence, that it only stands to be ripped from him and that pain isn’t worth it.
enter justice, a friend, who is in love with the world anders has been locked in a mutual hatred of since he was a child. who asks for nothing but anders’s body (something he has always been willing to give), to borrow anders’s tenuous place in the world, and in return, anders has someone he can count on to stay, who cannot be separated from him no matter how hard anyone tries. no matter what either of them may want.
who are either of them to refuse, really
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featherymainffins · 3 days ago
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Someone: He cannot love unless the woman is in deep shit and he has to help her out of it, he himself says that he enjoys getting someone to a better place because he gets satisfaction out of knowing that it was him who did that, and if he doesn't see an improvement then he gets upset and he just leaves her! And if she gets better he leaves her too!
Me, known emotionally closed-off "if I open up to you there's no chance of anything happening between us ever and I might even run off for a few months to push you away" saviour complex knight-obsessed yearner whose ideal role in any relationship is an unpaid therapist: Haha that's soooooo crazyyy
Funniest thing that just keeps happening is that when people roast one of my good friends they always bring up the way he experiences love and relationships and I have to keep quiet because I'm literally the same as him and unfortunately deeply aware of it.
#like no no i get him actually#which is funny because I'm pretty sure we're just doing this to each other. blasting each other with our catastrophic nuclear weapons#mutually assured destruction if you will#but for the record we seem to have a different underlying mechanism#like uh. to use Sternberg (as always). I'm very focused on The Folklore story; The Recovery(?) story; and The Sacrifice story#with mixed in Religion story as well#my friend is The Recovery story; The Student And Pupil (?) story; and uuuh The Collection story?#i forgot what it's called. the one where you just kinda...collect people like trophies and you tend to lose interest when you get them#and he seems to have some light tones of The Game/Play story#(i think that's the one? or is The Competition story? sorry i don't have the book on hand rn)#(and I'm drunk)#in practice this tends to manifest as me being like... 'the one who helps' 'the one who is useful' 'the one who gives'#in a relationship. and it works fine as long as i can be that and nothing but that. ergo it requires the other to repeatedly need my#help somehow and to never want to help me. in other words it does not work for long. and I don't really get bored of people#when they get better but it's like...well...my job here is done? what else am i supposed to do? like I outlived my usefulness here.#and what is The Collection story for him is The Folklore story for me - both know what to do during the 'chase' but the#result is never the goal. the result isn't really expected.#like hmmmm yes doomed love yearns and yearns and does all these romantic gestures and grand sacrifices and#it never flourishes despite- oh wait you like me? ohhhh...well uh... normally this is where the tale would end but#this is real life and it doesn't just end but i have no idea what I'm supposed to do now. so i guess I'll just leave. you were never#supposed to like me. sorry about that. you should find someone better.#like in short i am eternally supposed to be in the position of someone who has to earn love through giving and helping and sacrificing#and I'm never supposed to have earned it and I'm never supposed to be close enough to be helped. I'm a service and a tale and a tool.#and i guess my friend might be similar but also different in a way. where i am a self-flagellating tool with nothing deep inside#he's an overambitious teacher who needs his pupils/patients to succeed
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kurthummeldeservesbetter · 16 days ago
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I know a pretty popular post canon AU is Jayce and Viktor being placed back into their S1 bodies, staying and trying to fix everything, but I think about 3 different things happen in that scenario.
Intense make out, wherever they are, even in public. If it's pre explosion, it's confusing for the academy, because when did the professor's assistant and the random student who no one talks to but a fifteen/sixteen year old get together? It's even more confusing if it's post explosion, because I see Grayson and the other enforcers standing there like 🧍🧍 because what?
They destroy all hextech prototypes, plans, everything. A little sad, but for the greater good.
They get their asses out of Piltover as quickly as possible. Leaving little letters, explanations. Viktor's is 5 pages of a resignation and explanation, Heimerdinger sort of understands, but everyone else is wondering if the guy sponsored by the Kirammans just fucked off on a gay adventure with the victorian dude with a cane.
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hoforwonho · 8 days ago
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cute as ℉~~💖
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cupofearlgreytea · 2 months ago
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if you love datvd you should absolutely 100 % watch glory and gore. it’s a indepent student film that you can watch for free on youtube and it’s so good!!! the directors openly said that they drew inspiration from datvd and you can absolutely see it. the visuals are stunning, the dynamics complex and it’s only 45 minutes long! and you can watch it for free! WATCH IT
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starr-eaterr · 2 months ago
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my opinion on arcane season 2 is that viktor could have and should have been worse
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kingfredericks · 9 months ago
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codependent friendship save me. codependent friendship. save me codependent friendship
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marisatomay · 4 months ago
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Harvey wasn’t doing blackmail he was doing quid pro quo. Dumb ass
It’s genuinely truly so funny to me every time people get so unbelievably worked up over a tweet of mine with the comments locked that they come over here and yell at me about it
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tsururoach · 1 year ago
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Something something Charisma of Self Destruction
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queerlyloud · 1 year ago
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You ever just fuck around and make a Solavellan playlist on Spotify? No? Oh. Yeah, no, me either, for sure
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dapper-nahrwhale · 4 months ago
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[ID a cropped wip of boxes, pictures with a limited color pallet of red, yellow, blue, and white in a row, a sunrise over an iceberg, half of a tub of ice cream, half of trees in a snowbank with a sunset, and two hands one pulling away the other grabbing on tightly. end ID]
this wasn't what i meant when i said i need to create more weird art i meant something that made sense...
Anyways if anyone knows any program to make an animatic (pictures and sound) or smth with free or cheap stuff or whatever lmk bcuz I want to do that so desperately but whatever free thing have already on my computer makes the quality SO crunchy and bad i can't bring myself to use it. So crowd sourcing this info plze help
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harrenhalyuri · 1 month ago
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i think about this at least once a day
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imagine making a Drukhari ignore his self-preservation instincts and best interests 😵‍💫😵‍💫��‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
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davonati · 3 months ago
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my favorite version of a “Yonatan lives” AU is that he simply doesn’t die on Mt Gilboa and takes his father’s throne as David is gaining power in Judah, but feels duty (or possibly oath) bound to keep power over his kingdom and not simply cede to David.
lovers to enemies-who-still-love-each-other-and-maybe-plan-covert-rendezvouses-occasionally-where-they-do-everything-they-can-not-to-talk-about-the-war
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mollyrolls · 2 months ago
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ARE YOU OKAY???????????? IM WORRIED MOLLY
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okay is a funny word, isn’t it?
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bitevibe · 3 months ago
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"But a relationship between those two women would be horrible!" sometimes that is the point. idk what to tell you truly
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rat-rosemary · 5 months ago
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I wanna make a silly prompt week centered around building/burning bridges to try and bring the dsmp fandom back together but I also. Just want to hit my head against a wall.
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