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at my best, I'm a sacrificial lamb at my best, I am something you could handle
#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#art#//#spoilers#image lyrics: pressed - alvvays#top left refers to anyas trouble sleeping and inability to share what shes going through with anyone. also quilt stitching. curious#nobody can hear you scream in space and all you can do when your planes going down is try to breathe#daisuke my beloved youre surrounded by people who kept letting you down. then back up as a saintlike character in death. you must be dizzy#but wait. newspaper clippings in the background theyre totalllly talking about you dude. look theres streamers and foam and everything#on heavily overexposed film all you can make out are the darkest parts . or it could become a beautiful nuanced grey. isnt that great curly#i modelled his eye here in the shape of the first photo of a black hole. why wont anyone but jimmy look him in the eyes?#hi swanseas palpable guilt. i guess if you stop biting the hook he'll get bored and finally end this game of cat and mouse#the whole piece is haunted by jimmy btw . notice how the yellow arrows zero in on the Real Problems to him#this next part i wrote after watching a video on the board game in mouthwashing because i spent a lot of time choosing editions#daisuke: toys r us edition with his piece already in the home row so winning by just 1#(the lowered expectations towards him + the safety net his family provides... which would not actually matter much after the crash...)#swansea: the royal edition#standard used on the tulpar + theres a move where you can form a blockade with 2 pieces and nothing can move forward or break it#even your other pieces (they changed this to be more lenient on everyone else after the crash i mean in the newer editions)#anya: homemade fabric board with influences from diane allison-stroud. the one i used is called the reader#(an artist who recreates boards from the 18-1900s and designs new pieces many of which are decided to memories from her childhood#she often pays homage to her mother/grandmothers textile arts)#i swear i had inspo for curly too but i cant seem to find the one with rounded edges encroaching on the middle like i drew#little distinguishing his part from the board itself (jimmy) but of course those two are Very different and itd be wrong to mix them up#how could i forget jimmys fear of -itys and stubborn menu options of leave and do nothing. finally all the stars become the tulpar logo :)
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very funny watching claire saffitz recreate cosmic brownies like, "no one is forcing me to do this. i want to be here. no one is holding my loved one's hostage. i am having a good time. i would not rather be making french pastries in my beautiful cabin. i love challenges, and stress. please do not make me eat another cosmic brownie."
#original#claire saffitz#i just looked at her socialblade stats#she started doing Claire Recreates on april 30/may 1#the jump is so palpable. her subscriber count jumped 100k. she will never be free.#anyway i have been joking this whole time about claire being forced back into the content mines#and i must not have been the only one askdlhakdjha
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also really curious about 💥💥!
Oh damn, I feel like you sensed I just scuttled away to write a few lines of this as a break before I get back to WtC. Fate, or something perhaps 👀
💥- 8x10 Coda
It takes around 725,000 pounds of pressure to make a diamond. Buck imagines the weight inside him, his guts crystalizing, his bones crumbling to dust. A black hole forming inside him. Maddie was hurt. Taken. Scared. Chim nearly lost his wife. Jee nearly lost her mom. He just has to keep it together. Just a little longer. This isn't about him. Eddie's leaving. Tommy left. Buck grits his teeth. Just a little longer.
Make Me Write!
#911#911 spoilers#kris writes#thank youu and hiii <3#this coda is fighting me but just.. Buck's misery is so palpable I must capture it in a lil jar and shake it
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Said i was gonna play one (read: until i win) game of rivals after spending the night drawing mags but i saw my mags screencaps and wow that’s so crazy i suddenly have a new canvas open
#snap chats#my love is grossly palpable and its in the form of the ninety billion sketches i hoard fjWPDNSJS#NOOO IM LYING I CANT I LITERLLY JUST FINISHED DRAWING HIM#I MUST GIVE IT A REST…. game time.. then im immediately passing out OESNSKEK#i jsut think its so funny how easy it is to get me to want to draw…. its a curse#anyways goodnight !!!!
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Il cittadino si ribella (Street Law, 1974)
"If citizens start taking the law into their own hands, who will distinguish honest people from dishonest ones?"
#Il cittadino si ribella#street law#italian cinema#poliziotteschi#enzo g. castellari#massimo de rita#dino maiuri#franco nero#giancarlo prete#barbara bach#renzo palmer#romano puppo#massimo vanni#nazzareno zamperla#renata zamengo#franco borelli#luigi antonio guerra#mauro vestri#guido de angelis#maurizio de angelis#one of the earliest vigilante thrillers to crawl out under the monstrous shadow of Death Wish's behemoth success#this actually begins brilliantly; the first act follows Nero's middle class everyman as he gets taken hostage in a bank robbery gone wrong#and then studies his sudden and frightening descent into obsession and a mania for revenge. his impotent fury and foolhardy attempts#to track down his captors‚ and the sickly‚ intense performance of the star‚ set up a far more interesting film about the folly of vengeance#(and the fragility of the male ego) than the one this eventually morphs into. as his film progresses‚ Castellari seems to twist himself#round until he's broadly agreeing with (or at the very least‚ empathising with) this wound up‚ embittered would be action hero. it isn't#surprising perhaps that this ends up such a reactionary (and angry) film; this was made smack in the middle of Italy's years of lead‚ and#the sense of contempt for the police and indignation at an apparently lawless society is palpable. it all ends in high spectacle (very#well filmed it must be said) but i preferred the earlier parts of the film that toyed with Nero's directionless anger as a kind of sickness#Castellari perfected this kind of home brew action anarchy a few years later with The Big Racket‚ but this is still a good time
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e/c is sloppy making out and i'm watching them from the cuck chair of my mind
#do i wanna be either one of them or join in#i'm trying to write my fic chronologically but my heart is screaming for me to skip to the part where they get freaked#cease my delicate mind. the tension must be palpable and erotic. how else will christine pluck the feathers from her angel's wings
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i can't stop listening to the 'purpose is glorious' track from this season's ost and thinking about how lovely the title and its meaning are. it's just such an amazing underlying theme in this show, and - while i do have criticisms about some of the choices made for the series finale - i really do feel the writers wholeheartedly delivered in sending that message home. for me personally, loki's ending is so gratifying and a large part of that is solely from viewing their arc's conclusion with the perspective of this theme in mind. to have spent years watching this character i hold very dear to my heart struggle to find belonging, to feel as though they matter and there is reason in their existence, finally get a chance to show - and recognize - their worth was so, so rewarding. and honestly, i think the message behind the phrasing of 'purpose is glorious' is all the more meaningful because of how loki's arc finished. yes, the outcome was bittersweet; yes, we're left knowing loki didn't get the happiness they undeniably earned after everything they'd gone through. it smarts something fierce to know their journey up until they deviated from their timeline and became a variant, as well as seen their eventual intended fate. the ache is only worsened after witnessing everything that happens within the TVA and the entirety of loki's character growth leading up to a redefining moment where they willingly choose to undergo a nightmarish amount of time in the endeavor to do the right thing. of course we want them to emerge victorious when they've struggled for so long, but that's not the point. loki's final moments are them forfeiting their right to a happy ending to preserve the stories of others because all stories matter and should inherently reserve the free will to be written; as sylvie says, loki makes their choice so their loved ones and life across the multiverse still have a chance to belong somewhere and embrace their place in the world. the take away is that even burden can be glorious. even with all the hardships of life - all the inevitable heartache, disappointment, and grief we encounter just by being alive - we have meaning in our existence. there is meaning in the trials we face, and the suffering we endure in order to overcome them. our pain gives us purpose; it gives us the ability to love, to grow from and for each other, and choose to sacrifice our happiness for the benefit of another. loki's purpose was forged in the bonds of those they met in their time at the TVA and the sense of value they gained from their companionship. their sacrifice perfectly conveys how the human capacity to love is one of cosmic greatness, which can ultimately surpass our instinctual desire to preserve one's self. we can move immovable mountains and challenge insurmountable adversity in behalf of the ones we love and their welfare. if that isn't an act deserving of glory, I don't know what is.
tldr; loki's purpose is the friends they made along the way = as the saying goes, 'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all'. or: our own lives have purpose because of the connections we share with others, even when we are met with great loss.
#also this just shows the depth of love loki derived from knowing mobius and how they were changed for the better because of it#how mobius' initial - and repeated - acknowledgement of their potential is what gave them the necessary tools to rewrite their destiny#when loki first watches their fate on the sacred timeline their devastation is palpable; they now know they are meant to die -#at the hands of thanos after failing to save their brother -#after losing one last time#they see their final fate and know they were never meant to win; never to reach the respect and admiration theyve been chasing all this tim#but they're given a second chance at an ending - one they can be proud of and has meaning#and they SUCCEED; they ascend and take the throne not for power or control or even glory but because of the people they care for!!!!!!#loki accepts their burden with grace for the benefit of others; they escape the harrowing demise once preordained for them -#and while they mourn what they must leave behind they are fulfilled by the triumph of saving EVERYONE this time#the parallels between their sacred timeline ending and the finale's makes me way too emotional i am not okay#i have so many thoughts about the ost guahahauffh ignore me#i am obsessed with this track specifically like i want to write even more meta abt the significance of being used during mobius' last scene#okay these tags are way too long i'm shutting up now i'll see myself out#txt: icarus foaming @ the mouth analysis#char tags:#god of stories and faking death#peepaw from outerspace#loki meta#lokius#loki s2#loki season 2#loki spoilers#loki series#marvel#mcu#loki#Spotify
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i don't understand why everyone thinks you have to be one thing.
#you have to like cats or dogs.#you have to like hot or cold weather.#you have to be male or female.#you have to like men or women.#you have to be feminine or masculine.#you like to be kind? obviously you're some little naive flower. no you can't swear. no you can't get angry.#you like animation? you must only like little kid things. oh god we put on a violent movie - cover your delicate baby eyes.#you don't drink alcohol? you must be boring and hate fun#you're gay - why the hell would you enjoy a romance story between men and women?#you bought a skirt? finally! you can start being the woman we'd always hoped you'd be#you love your family right? that means you'll agree with everything we think right?#i'm just so tired#i'm so sick of being shoved into little fucking boxes or being forced to wear as many different masks as i can#to make other people more comfortable or to be more palpable for others to consume
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vash and wolfwood both definitely think that they're normal and the other guy is a total freak. then they go anywhere and all the normal people are like god those two are freaks. what the hell is wrong with them.
#my not substantiated by canon at all posting#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#has anyone else said this before. i feel like maybe but cest la pee or whatever they say#like i get that canonically they are guys and lots of people just treat them like guys bc they don't know i mean how could they know#but also the palpable aura of having something deeply wrong w them... it must penetrate the air around them#permeate I MEANT PERMEATE#trigun#.lieii
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Alas my darling, many an hour we tarried, speaking of things strange and wondrous. Those days I shall treasure, and your letters I will keep near at hand for remembrances sake.
But our paths must now diverge, for you have chosen a new path to walk down, and I, I cannot follow you. My own feet are still set up on the path we once shared.
Perhaps one day our journeys will converge again. Until then, my friend, I bid you adieu.
*unfollows AO3 author*
#that feeling when an author switches fandoms#and you LOVE them but just CANNOT get into the new fandom#and they're prolific so your getting SO many email notifications#for a fandom you are somewhere between meh and abject loathing of#i am SO glad they found a fandom thry feel so passionately about! i am a bit sad that its something i cannot enjoy as well tho#their joy is palpable but not something i may partake in and we must go our separate ways#lols#fandom#mundane things done Dramatically for the Fun Of It
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I have to put fresh sheets on my bed and make it but I've just been sitting on my bare mattress for the last 20 mins ranting to myself about this damn show
#again rewatching this with a developed adult brain is CRAZY#and I'm catching so many things I didn't notice before#and it's making everything feel even more !!! than the first time I watched the show#like!!!!like!!! somehow I never caught onto how such a strong part of flint's grief comes from the fact that he didn't try and rescue Thomas#and how his actions led to all of this happening in the first place#he could have sided against Thomas with his father. and they never would've had any of the mess that came with angering Dad#but that just wasn't possible to him anymore#because of what he felt for Thomas he had to defend his ideals. the ones they shared#and after all that. KNOWING that HE was partly responsible for what happened to Thomas!! just how painful it is that he walked away.#and fled to Nassau. and didn't do anything to try and help Thomas#like!!! the GUILT that must cause!!! the ANGUISH!!! no WONDER he's Like That Jesus Christ#and like!!! oh my GOD Toby Stephen's acting is outstanding in this#the way you could feel the palpable shift right after flint hugs Miranda. while Ashe is telling them how he can wisk them away to someplace#else in Europe. and james steps back!! you could see it in his EYES that that is the moment when Captain Flint starts to form#and you can hear it in his voice. the barely perceptible shift. that he reached his breaking point#also I completely forgot about the surprise Vane attack at the end of that episode and I nearly screamed#black sails#ALSO!!!!!! going through all of this with the knowledge that Miranda dies T^T and that Thomas is actually alive and they get reunited#is tearing my soul apart I think#these sheets may not be going on my bed tonight.....#black sails rewatch
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attempting to get nix into an car or any vehicle (under no emergency circumstances, or his own interest) is probably like trying to coax an cat into an pet carrier for an trip to the vet
#<<insomniac vampire speaking>> mun post#(he only doesnt bad mouth things like free public transport like buses etc)#(but the passion with which he hates cars and planes is palpable)#(ive mentioned he would prefer the roof if he must)#(i can easily see an emergency situation where nix is just fuming about being in one)#(nix: you could have just strapped me to the roof)#(nix: especially since im tempted to roll onto the floor and gnaw through it to be anywhere but in an car)
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looking at the shrine crowds with a new perspective in mind. how did any of them not start bawling their eyes out at that audience response ?
#maybe im just a sensitive person#but that audience - even if you don't see it - the emotion it's palpable#and on that /much/ bigger scale? it must be crazy to be on the receiving end of that
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Slam-Bang... Kukikaidan!?
#kr revice lb#kr lb#umbrella.thoughts#umbrella.posts#hiromi m.i.a so daiji can spiral and have growth bc yeah#daiji is about to make a series of bad decisions and i will let him#some people don't get what it's like to be so insecure in yourself and go through a traumatic experience that forces you to move to a new#role while your demon keeps pestering you and your co-workers are acting incredibly strange and it shows#is this not the average 20 year old experience?#george and ikki's tension is palpable like there is a bit of concern about george's ethics but decisions must be made#also starting to get insight on george with the mention of his father's memorial
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anxiety sucks, and so do metal detectors.
Only in the sense that they’ll only go hand-in-hand when I’m attending my closest comic con and I know my cosplay has metal.
otherwise metal detectors are really chill
#The anxiety I get from just thinking about either having to put my cosplay on in the con or just not wear the face is palpable#Grrr why must I hate showing my face
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then and now — gojo satoru
synopsis. only satoru gojo would be jealous of himself.
contents. fluff, lovesick!gojo, mentions of pregnancy, time travel inaccuracies probably, not proofread :x
you’re not quite sure how you ended up here.
one minute, you were curled up in bed, fighting a wave of nausea courtesy of the growing child of the strongest inside of you. the next, you were wandering toward the kitchen, wondering what was taking your husband so long to bring you the damn breakfast he promised — only to find him standing rigid in front of the stove, staring down…
himself.
you blink.
twice.
“satoru, what’s taking so long—”
your voice dies in your throat the second your eyes land on him. no — not him, but a younger, wide-eyed, hopelessly awe-struck version of him. standing in your kitchen, mouth parted, face pale, and gaze locked entirely on you.
you freeze.
he stares.
you stare back.
and then—oh no—he starts to smile. bright. dopey. disbelieving. there might actually be drool.
the younger gojo looks at you like you’re made of stars and everything he’s ever wanted in life, and you’re only in your husband’s oversized tee shirt.
he looks like he’s about to fall in love with you on the spot.
then comes your gojo.
he appears behind you like summoned by jealousy itself, pressing flush against your back, arms encircling you. his chin hooks over your shoulder as he narrows his eyes at his teenage self with all the warning.
“oi,” your husband growls low, “eyes off my wife, you brat.”
the trance breaks instantly.
“what the hell—she’s my wife too!” younger gojo snaps, voice cracking in disbelief.
“like hell she is,” your husband shoots back, his hand sliding possessively down to cradle the swell of your belly. “i put a baby in her.”
you choke on air.
teen gojo’s eyes drop down—
—and bug out.the younger gojo is practically gaping, his eyes wide in disbelief, as he stares between you and your husband. "y-you let this man impregnate you?!" he blurts out, the crudeness making you flush with heat.
you feel the immediate rush of embarrassment. “i—how— satoru, explain.”
both of them whip their heads around at the mention of his name, as if they were no more than dogs waiting for a command.
your husband rubs your back, “i guess my younger self must have managed to travel to the future.”
you’re gaping at the two men.
the younger version of him is practically wagging his tail, a wide grin tugging at his lips like he’s just won first place in something that actually mattered. he looks completely lost in his own world to understand his future self’s subtle jab, and you could swear you hear him whispering under his breath, breathless and giddy—“i did it, i did it, i did it.”
“ah,” you slowly try to rationalize. “satoru, i know this might seem strange, but—”
“no, no,” your husband cuts you off with a tight squeeze around your waist, leaning slightly into you. “i’m satoru. he’s just gojo.” his tone makes it clear who he thinks should have the honor of the name, but his attention never leaves his younger self, and the muscles in his jaw are flexing.
the younger gojo squints, confused, then his face contorts with a mix of irritation and amusement. “since when did i become so uptight?”
your husband snorts. "yeah, well, you have a lot of growing up to do."
the younger gojo mutters, crossing his arms and leaning back, his posture almost defensive. "i get it. you put on the blindfold and suddenly you're mr. 'i've got it all figured out.'"
the tension in the room thickens, palpable between the two men.
"yeah," the older gojo retorts, voice steady but tinged with a bit of pride. "and i also got the girl of my dreams."
the younger gojo’s eyes narrow, his voice rising, "she’s my dream girl too!"
the older gojo shifts, locking his gaze on his younger self. his expression hardens, becoming a little sharper. "she’s my wife. not yours."
you sigh, exasperated, stepping between them. “oh, for heaven’s sake. you’re both the same person. you’re arguing with yourself.”
younger gojo leans forward slightly, eyes fixed on you. “i could love you just as much as he does, you know.”
your husband scoffs, clearly unimpressed. “please. you don’t even know what to do with her yet.”
“try me.”
“enough!” you snap, your glare cutting through the air like a blade. there’s no mistaking the warning in your eyes, a silent promise that things are about to escalate if they don’t stop.
both satorus fall silent in an instant as they both straighten at your words.
“me and the baby are starving,” you declare, your tone laced with a hint of challenge. “and if neither of you plans on helping, i guess i’ll have to do it myself.”
the younger satoru’s eyes flicker to your growing belly, then back to you.
in an instant, they’re both at your side, moving in synchrony like two halves of a whole, each hand hovering near you, as if they could protect you from something, but you know the truth. it’s not about protection. it’s about proximity—about the excuse to touch you.
“you know,” the younger satoru murmurs, a playful glint in his eyes, “you’re even more beautiful now. who would've thought you could get hotter?”
your breath catches at the unexpected compliment, and before you can stop it, your cheeks flush, a warmth spreading through you that has nothing to do with the heat of the room. “t-thank you,” you mutter, not quite looking at him, trying to hide the effect his words have on you.
your husband, who’s been standing just behind you, makes no attempt to hide his irritation. his gaze sharpens, but his voice remains smooth, controlled—too controlled. “it’s no surprise, of course,” he says, his hand sliding around your waist in a possessive gesture, pulling you a little closer, a subtle but undeniable claim. “you’ve always been breathtaking. she’s glowing, don’t you think?”
you feel his lips brush against your temple as he says it, and though his words are directed at the younger satoru, they’re meant for you—just the two of you, wrapped in this small, intimate moment. his grip tightens ever so slightly, a silent declaration of ownership that you can feel in your bones.
“thank you, dear,” you say, trying to keep your voice steady, but there’s a flicker in your chest that betrays you—something more than just appreciation for the compliment.
as you open the fridge, you don’t notice the younger gojo’s subtle frown at the pet name, nor the way your husband’s chest puffs just a little, satisfaction practically radiating off him. but you do feel it. the electricity. the unspoken challenge. and you can’t help but wonder which of them will break first.
the clink of chopsticks and the sound of your satisfied hums fill the room as the three of you eat breakfast, the tension at the table simmering beneath the surface. the younger gojo eyes the older version of himself from across the table, suspicion flickering behind his sharp gaze.
he sets his bowl down slowly.
“so tell me,” he says finally, chopsticks tapping against ceramic. “how’d you do it?”
the older gojo raises a brow. “do what?”
younger gojo tilts his head pointedly in your direction. “get her. my [name] doesn’t want to do anything with me.”
your husband doesn’t miss a beat. he smirks, annoyingly smug, and drapes his arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his side like a trophy. “i charmed the living daylights out of her. obviously.”
you give him a flat look.
your husband ignores you. “she thought i was endearing.”
“i thought you were desperate,” you add with a sly smile.
he turns toward you, hand over his heart like he’s been shot. “desperation? is that what we’re calling devotion now?”
“you were on both knees when you proposed,” you point out, smug.
“i really wanted you to say yes,” he mutters, now clearly sulking. he stabs at his food like it personally offended him.
across the table, the younger gojo leans in, chin propped in one hand as he watches the two of you. there's something soft in his eyes now, envy tempered with awe.
“don’t listen to him,” you say with a playful smile, your gaze softening as you turn to your husband. “i only gave you a chance when i realized how big your heart is. how much you really care. your dedication to reshaping jujutsu society—that’s what made me see you weren’t just a nuisance.”
both gojo's eyes widen in shock, clearly not expecting that.
your husband, though, pouts, his usual smugness replaced with playful mock hurt.
“aww~” he whines, a teasing lilt to his voice. “i think you’ve got a little crush on me!”
you narrow your eyes, a warning simmering beneath your words. “satoru, i’m about to bite your head off.”
he grins, leaning in with that signature mischief. “don’t threaten me with a good time.”
the younger gojo’s eyes dart between the two of you. perhaps his future wasn’t too bad.
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