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Can’t stop thinking about how after this when her dad says that is just speculation and she replies that it isn’t speculation because she lived it like…can you imagine that pain she has been harboring for 5 weeks??
She basically woke up from the most “that was so intensely real I feel strange feelings” dreams EVER where she lost both Ryan AND Ace but also she felt such unbridled happiness alongside that pain. And it wasn’t a dream. It was a premonition. It wasn’t foggy after you wake up like a dream. It was clear and palpable.
She knows deeply what it feels like to both finally be in love and loved by Ace and also what it feels like to lose him and she’s just had to sit with that for five weeks like no wonder she can’t find a fucking ferret
#also why#WHY#is she living in Icarus Hall???#the leftover temperance energy#must be PALPABLE#and yeah she has all her witch shit#and like a fucking castle#but god the vibes#the vibes must be so bad#Nancy drew the cw#like someone let her REST#just give her PEACE#but maybe not in a deeply cursed mansion#nancy drew#ace [redacted]#nace#carson drew#ryan hudson
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very funny watching claire saffitz recreate cosmic brownies like, "no one is forcing me to do this. i want to be here. no one is holding my loved one's hostage. i am having a good time. i would not rather be making french pastries in my beautiful cabin. i love challenges, and stress. please do not make me eat another cosmic brownie."
#original#claire saffitz#i just looked at her socialblade stats#she started doing Claire Recreates on april 30/may 1#the jump is so palpable. her subscriber count jumped 100k. she will never be free.#anyway i have been joking this whole time about claire being forced back into the content mines#and i must not have been the only one askdlhakdjha
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i am so deeply proud of choi yeonjun
#finding out about the amount of stress and anxiety he was under#all because he wanted to do well and was scared that he would fail#as if moa could ever let him down#his fear of failure is so palpable to me and the joy he must be feeling seeing these streams a mixtape sales and winning awards#i’m so proud of him#i hope he’s very happy#my baby#AND THE WAY THE BOYS SUPPORTED HIM MY HEART HURTS#they knew he was struggling and were supporting him so lovingly#his baby brothers… i sob#[ 💬 ] — lia rambles
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Blue lock textposts
Gonna be real this is my first time doing textposts I’m terrified I somehow messed up
#I’ve been in the blue lock fandom for like 4 years#My disapointment was palpable to learn that while the tumblr community expanded#i ended up just mostly finding more “—— x y/n” smut fics#So I must add to the cause#If you follow me for bsd and are jarred by the sudden blue lock (which you should watch if you like sports manga with fruity undertones)#Then i apologize and inform you i intend on doing some bsd textposts next if I can#Blue lock#Isagi yoichi#mikage reo#Saedou#Itoshi sae#shidou ryusei#Itoshi rin#my favorite character is bachira#Chigiri is second#For someone who doesn’t play soccer these little egoists have a soft corner of my heart dedicated to them#Bllk#textposts#Mine
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fearne: are you okay? imogen, through literal tears: haha yea anyway!
#critical role#ygifs#imogen x fearne#imogearne#SOMETHING about the Way fearne asks Are You Okay and the tearful inflection of Okay? just cleaves me#SOMETHING about the Way imogen just instinctively diverts the topic to something else cos she'd rather die than talk about her feelings#SOMETHING also about the Way fearne silently Watches her response and nods. so quietly.#fearne No Boundaries Shitstirrer never pushing imogen to open up to her and there's this palpable emotional resistance thats hmmm#just girly things of rather coping with the end of the world than how you're feeling !#fearne willing to meet imogen in a place of vulnerability that she herself doesn't even really grasp and imogen smiles and leaves her there#and fearne nods and thinks this must be okay. we must not be actually hurt.#and it's like wow wish these two girls would actually Talk but wow it’s Something that they just can't :3c#fearne outside of imogen's heart: let me IIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN#me sitting here overunderstanding the concept of The Chase!!!!!!!
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i can't stop listening to the 'purpose is glorious' track from this season's ost and thinking about how lovely the title and its meaning are. it's just such an amazing underlying theme in this show, and - while i do have criticisms about some of the choices made for the series finale - i really do feel the writers wholeheartedly delivered in sending that message home. for me personally, loki's ending is so gratifying and a large part of that is solely from viewing their arc's conclusion with the perspective of this theme in mind. to have spent years watching this character i hold very dear to my heart struggle to find belonging, to feel as though they matter and there is reason in their existence, finally get a chance to show - and recognize - their worth was so, so rewarding. and honestly, i think the message behind the phrasing of 'purpose is glorious' is all the more meaningful because of how loki's arc finished. yes, the outcome was bittersweet; yes, we're left knowing loki didn't get the happiness they undeniably earned after everything they'd gone through. it smarts something fierce to know their journey up until they deviated from their timeline and became a variant, as well as seen their eventual intended fate. the ache is only worsened after witnessing everything that happens within the TVA and the entirety of loki's character growth leading up to a redefining moment where they willingly choose to undergo a nightmarish amount of time in the endeavor to do the right thing. of course we want them to emerge victorious when they've struggled for so long, but that's not the point. loki's final moments are them forfeiting their right to a happy ending to preserve the stories of others because all stories matter and should inherently reserve the free will to be written; as sylvie says, loki makes their choice so their loved ones and life across the multiverse still have a chance to belong somewhere and embrace their place in the world. the take away is that even burden can be glorious. even with all the hardships of life - all the inevitable heartache, disappointment, and grief we encounter just by being alive - we have meaning in our existence. there is meaning in the trials we face, and the suffering we endure in order to overcome them. our pain gives us purpose; it gives us the ability to love, to grow from and for each other, and choose to sacrifice our happiness for the benefit of another. loki's purpose was forged in the bonds of those they met in their time at the TVA and the sense of value they gained from their companionship. their sacrifice perfectly conveys how the human capacity to love is one of cosmic greatness, which can ultimately surpass our instinctual desire to preserve one's self. we can move immovable mountains and challenge insurmountable adversity in behalf of the ones we love and their welfare. if that isn't an act deserving of glory, I don't know what is.
tldr; loki's purpose is the friends they made along the way = as the saying goes, 'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all'. or: our own lives have purpose because of the connections we share with others, even when we are met with great loss.
#also this just shows the depth of love loki derived from knowing mobius and how they were changed for the better because of it#how mobius' initial - and repeated - acknowledgement of their potential is what gave them the necessary tools to rewrite their destiny#when loki first watches their fate on the sacred timeline their devastation is palpable; they now know they are meant to die -#at the hands of thanos after failing to save their brother -#after losing one last time#they see their final fate and know they were never meant to win; never to reach the respect and admiration theyve been chasing all this tim#but they're given a second chance at an ending - one they can be proud of and has meaning#and they SUCCEED; they ascend and take the throne not for power or control or even glory but because of the people they care for!!!!!!#loki accepts their burden with grace for the benefit of others; they escape the harrowing demise once preordained for them -#and while they mourn what they must leave behind they are fulfilled by the triumph of saving EVERYONE this time#the parallels between their sacred timeline ending and the finale's makes me way too emotional i am not okay#i have so many thoughts about the ost guahahauffh ignore me#i am obsessed with this track specifically like i want to write even more meta abt the significance of being used during mobius' last scene#okay these tags are way too long i'm shutting up now i'll see myself out#txt: icarus foaming @ the mouth analysis#char tags:#god of stories and faking death#peepaw from outerspace#loki meta#lokius#loki s2#loki season 2#loki spoilers#loki series#marvel#mcu#loki#Spotify
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i don't understand why everyone thinks you have to be one thing.
#you have to like cats or dogs.#you have to like hot or cold weather.#you have to be male or female.#you have to like men or women.#you have to be feminine or masculine.#you like to be kind? obviously you're some little naive flower. no you can't swear. no you can't get angry.#you like animation? you must only like little kid things. oh god we put on a violent movie - cover your delicate baby eyes.#you don't drink alcohol? you must be boring and hate fun#you're gay - why the hell would you enjoy a romance story between men and women?#you bought a skirt? finally! you can start being the woman we'd always hoped you'd be#you love your family right? that means you'll agree with everything we think right?#i'm just so tired#i'm so sick of being shoved into little fucking boxes or being forced to wear as many different masks as i can#to make other people more comfortable or to be more palpable for others to consume
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vash and wolfwood both definitely think that they're normal and the other guy is a total freak. then they go anywhere and all the normal people are like god those two are freaks. what the hell is wrong with them.
#my not substantiated by canon at all posting#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#has anyone else said this before. i feel like maybe but cest la pee or whatever they say#like i get that canonically they are guys and lots of people just treat them like guys bc they don't know i mean how could they know#but also the palpable aura of having something deeply wrong w them... it must penetrate the air around them#permeate I MEANT PERMEATE#trigun#.lieii
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Kaeya most definitely tried to rehearse the first thing he would say to Diluc when he'd heard the man was back in Monstadt. Only to have spat out the most silver-tongued, sickly saccharine yet bitingly snarky little remark bc he happened to panic upon seeing the man and immediately knew just how bad he fucked that up by the utter look on Diluc's face.
#hc; kaeya#//Rewatching things and oh my GOD I forgot how funny Luci tryna say his first hi to Charlie in awhile was kjdfgfg#//But yeah. Like what the FUCK do you say when parting was Less Than Pleasant & it's been FAR too long since your last actual convo?#//Kae wouldn't even have been able to lower his guard; just defaulted RIGHT to the facade that's served him well all these years#//That's hidden his fears and nerves so well otherwise; only for it to get the exact OPPOSITE of a reaction than what he wanted#//Meanwhile Luc's been slapped right in the face with what he; having last known Kae as shy and anxious; deems as the fakest fucken#shit he's ever seen; and perhaps the coldest look he's ever gotten from Kae. The very palpable DISTANCE his facade puts between them#//And at first impression feels such ANGER; thinking this must be another deception he's hitting him with#//As if their last words exchanged in person weren't hurtful enough; now THIS?#//He might realize it is just a means for Kae to keep his guard/distance after thinking it over; but in the moment?#//He prolly Loathed having to hear/deal with him; with THAT after every memory he'd kept of him is suddenly shattered under this New Kaeya#//THEN it turns into stewing guilt over how Kae must have had to step up & make such changes in his absence out of Necessity#//Esp the more he learns abt what's gone down in Mond in his absence; be it via Jean or what his little network of ppl has found#//That he will probably never again see the Kaeya he once knew back then ever again. Assuming he even remained in Kae at all#//Which is why seeing mere Glimpses of it is so IMPORTANT to him; why he feels such RELIEF; even knowing he prolly shouldn't#//he's not the same man he once was either; not entirely; but that doesn't mean it wouldn't Hurt to realize it; either way. Like a harsh#bitter sting; not unlike the strike of frostbite he felt that fateful day and confrontation#hc; diluc#//Welp; there we go kjdfbg
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Le lac des morts vivants (Zombie Lake, 1981)
"Stories about the lake of the damned go back to the Inquisition. They used to celebrate Black Masses back in the Middle Ages: they would sacrifice children, which they threw into it so as to appease the spirits which otherwise rose out of their watery grave in search of blood. And we too, we've used it as an unholy grave during the war. But the soldiers we threw in were not a sacrifice... and they're coming back with a vengeance."
#le lac des morts vivants#zombie lake#horror imagery#gore tw#video nasty#jean rollin#julian de laserna#julián esteban#jesús franco#howard vernon#anouchka#pierre marie escourrou#antonio mayans#nadine pascal#youri radionow#bertrand altmann#marcia sharif#yvonne dany#pascale vital#gilda arancio#1981#easily the most disappointed I've been with a Rollin film‚ but then this is barely his film at all. it began life as a Jess Franco movie#until he quit in pre production when he balked at the meagre budget (and considering how cheap his films were‚ it must really have been#tiny). Rollin took over only as a favour to the producer‚ a friend‚ and also brought on another director with whom he split duties. this#was by every account just a paycheck to the French maverick of phantasmagoria‚ and boy does it show. his disinterest in the material is#palpable‚ and can be forgiven considering the shoddy script‚ largely terrible cast (Vernon is giving it his all tbf) and the truly woeful#zombie makeup. some green looking nazis creep out of a lake‚ kill some naked women‚ and creep back in. rinse and repeat a few times and#that's basically all there is to this faintly depressing little misfire. of interest really only for its inclusion on the video nasties#list and as a comparison piece to the film Franco made instead (Oasis of the Zombies) but otherwise this has very little to recommend it#if you had any interest at all in watching a Rollin film‚ then watch any of them but this (but ideally The Iron Rose or Living Dead Girl)
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Alas my darling, many an hour we tarried, speaking of things strange and wondrous. Those days I shall treasure, and your letters I will keep near at hand for remembrances sake.
But our paths must now diverge, for you have chosen a new path to walk down, and I, I cannot follow you. My own feet are still set up on the path we once shared.
Perhaps one day our journeys will converge again. Until then, my friend, I bid you adieu.
*unfollows AO3 author*
#that feeling when an author switches fandoms#and you LOVE them but just CANNOT get into the new fandom#and they're prolific so your getting SO many email notifications#for a fandom you are somewhere between meh and abject loathing of#i am SO glad they found a fandom thry feel so passionately about! i am a bit sad that its something i cannot enjoy as well tho#their joy is palpable but not something i may partake in and we must go our separate ways#lols#fandom#mundane things done Dramatically for the Fun Of It
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I have to put fresh sheets on my bed and make it but I've just been sitting on my bare mattress for the last 20 mins ranting to myself about this damn show
#again rewatching this with a developed adult brain is CRAZY#and I'm catching so many things I didn't notice before#and it's making everything feel even more !!! than the first time I watched the show#like!!!!like!!! somehow I never caught onto how such a strong part of flint's grief comes from the fact that he didn't try and rescue Thomas#and how his actions led to all of this happening in the first place#he could have sided against Thomas with his father. and they never would've had any of the mess that came with angering Dad#but that just wasn't possible to him anymore#because of what he felt for Thomas he had to defend his ideals. the ones they shared#and after all that. KNOWING that HE was partly responsible for what happened to Thomas!! just how painful it is that he walked away.#and fled to Nassau. and didn't do anything to try and help Thomas#like!!! the GUILT that must cause!!! the ANGUISH!!! no WONDER he's Like That Jesus Christ#and like!!! oh my GOD Toby Stephen's acting is outstanding in this#the way you could feel the palpable shift right after flint hugs Miranda. while Ashe is telling them how he can wisk them away to someplace#else in Europe. and james steps back!! you could see it in his EYES that that is the moment when Captain Flint starts to form#and you can hear it in his voice. the barely perceptible shift. that he reached his breaking point#also I completely forgot about the surprise Vane attack at the end of that episode and I nearly screamed#black sails#ALSO!!!!!! going through all of this with the knowledge that Miranda dies T^T and that Thomas is actually alive and they get reunited#is tearing my soul apart I think#these sheets may not be going on my bed tonight.....#black sails rewatch
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Birthday Doodle!
#tradition dictates i must roast my current hair state on my birthday#and looking back on last years its... palpable how much better I feel#get out of toxic friendships! communicate with people! be yourself with your whole ASS!!!!!!!!!!#thats my PSA#and secondly but lesserly that getting older is actually. great#perspective and time and all other things just truly get better. not every tiny detail but thats why we have beautiful distractions#traditional art
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attempting to get nix into an car or any vehicle (under no emergency circumstances, or his own interest) is probably like trying to coax an cat into an pet carrier for an trip to the vet
#<<insomniac vampire speaking>> mun post#(he only doesnt bad mouth things like free public transport like buses etc)#(but the passion with which he hates cars and planes is palpable)#(ive mentioned he would prefer the roof if he must)#(i can easily see an emergency situation where nix is just fuming about being in one)#(nix: you could have just strapped me to the roof)#(nix: especially since im tempted to roll onto the floor and gnaw through it to be anywhere but in an car)
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kay!erik holding the white moral high ground over forced marriage of all things will always utterly mystify me. what the fuck do you think happened in canon
#the racism is palpable#oh yes mr erik please enlighten us about womens rights and objectification#you must educate these backwards savage persians#poto#kerik#phantom of the opera#tw rape#tw sa
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looking at the shrine crowds with a new perspective in mind. how did any of them not start bawling their eyes out at that audience response ?
#maybe im just a sensitive person#but that audience - even if you don't see it - the emotion it's palpable#and on that /much/ bigger scale? it must be crazy to be on the receiving end of that
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