#muse| bliztø

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What Kind of Attraction Are You Feeling

Richard

sexual

based on your answers, i'd say you're feeling sexual attraction! Sexual attraction is a form of physical attraction to a individual based on a desire for sexual interaction (sexual intercourse, sexually touching/groping, etc.) with a particular individual(s). Sexual attraction should not be confused with libido/sex drive or arousal. Libido may cause someone to desire sexual interaction in general but it is not directed towards a particular individual. Sexual attraction is a desire for sexual interaction with someone in particular.

I am Hurt! Sad! maybe a little hungry nah who am i kidding this man a slut for his husband of course his attraction is Sexual with particular Roosters uwu

Stolas

romantic

based on your answers, i would say you're feeling romantic attraction! Romantic attraction is a form of emotional attraction based on a desire for a romantic relationship, or doing romantic activities with a particular individual(s). Romantic activities and relationships are primarily defined by intent, so a relationship or activity can be considered romantic when done with romantic intent, and be considered non-romantic if one does it with non-romantic intent.

All he wants is a real love where someone truly wants him ;3; sure he dtf but he also good watching tv for hours together and cuddling in to end the night uwu

BlitzØ

alterous/queerplatonic

based on your answers, i'd say you're feeling alterous or queerplatonic attraction! i grouped the two together because they're pretty similar, but they're not exactly the same. Alterous attraction is a form of emotional attraction and desire for emotional closeness. It describes a feeling that is not necessarily platonic, but also is not romantic in nature. For some it may be in between romantic and platonic attraction, and for others it may be completely separate from the romantic/platonic distinction. Queerplatonic Attraction is characterized by a desire to have a queerplatonic relationship with someone in particular. It can also be used as an umbrella term for any attraction that is non-romantic and involves a desire for an intimate committed relationship. Queerplatonic attraction can be very similar to platonic and alterous attraction. For some individuals, these types of attraction greatly overlap and may do not make any distinction between them. For others they may feel like there is a clear distinction between some or all of these feelings. Among those who do make a distinction, queerplatonic attraction is often described as an extension of platonic attraction, though more intense, while alterous attraction is neither platonic nor romantic. Queerplatonic attraction may also be described as having platonic attraction towards someone while desiring a relationship with the commitment level of a romantic relationship, although these exact definitions aren't accurate for all individuals. A queerplatonic crush is most commonly called a squish.

Okay but take out the fact Blitz dose in fact want it to be romantic just saying uwu

Steve

romantic

based on your answers, i would say you're feeling romantic attraction! Romantic attraction is a form of emotional attraction based on a desire for a romantic relationship, or doing romantic activities with a particular individual(s). Romantic activities and relationships are primarily defined by intent, so a relationship or activity can be considered romantic when done with romantic intent, and be considered non-romantic if one does it with non-romantic intent.

he a squishy man uwu

Loki

sexual

based on your answers, i'd say you're feeling sexual attraction! Sexual attraction is a form of physical attraction to a individual based on a desire for sexual interaction (sexual intercourse, sexually touching/groping, etc.) with a particular individual(s). Sexual attraction should not be confused with libido/sex drive or arousal. Libido may cause someone to desire sexual interaction in general but it is not directed towards a particular individual. Sexual attraction is a desire for sexual interaction with someone in particular.

Loki just had a lot going on here and despite being an ice giant he has no fucking chill.

Usagi [2003]

aesthetic

based on your answers, i'd say you're feeling aesthetic attraction! Aesthetic attraction is a form of physical attraction to an individual's appearance. It is defined as an attraction to the way someone looks, or how they present themselves. It is typically based on a desire to observe someone because one finds them aesthetically pleasing, decoupled from intimate or sexual conditions.

I Will say that fits well with the ship tag I use for them XD

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What's Your Red Flag

*loudest muses only uwu

Richard

daddy or mommy issues hahaha

I know I joke about it but that's rude. Richard dose though I mean makes him hot but calling it out is mean u_u

"I say they're just the ones who gave me life But I truly am my parents' child"

Stolas

emotionally unsensitive/unavailible youre numb lol. youre not a very sympathetic person

Slightly argue this but I can say Stolas can be accused of this it's not something he does on purpose but due to his upbringing Stolas can come off as not being all that in tune with others feeling she can be oblivious painfully so so if you're telling him everything is fine he'll assume you're being honest. If you don't outright tell him how you are feeling he will take a long time to notice yes he tries to recover from it but he does still do this.

BliztØ

ur lowkey manipulative gaslight, ur not cool

I can't really argue this one cause I mean he is and can be to get what he wants and out stuff. Blitz I feel kind of can't help it he clearly saw this behavior as a kid and learned it and used it to survive himself.

Steve

obsessive youre always fixated on certain things, preventing you from moving on.

The man of the past doesn't know how to move on? yeah, that is pretty fitting for Steve many times he does move on but on a lot of others? Sometimes though he acts like it when in truth he's looking to the past still.

Nina

too caught up in whats not real daydreaming and fiction is your escape.

Nina oh they pegged ya u_u, Nina used the world of comics to escape to her fanatic love of the real heroes the Avengers, especially Captain America. Even in becoming a hero herself Nina still does this as a way to cope or run away from stuff she doesn't want to deal with.

Usagi [rotmnt]

daddy or mommy issues haha

Usa got some secrets here it seems uwu

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How ray picks muses (apparently)  I rang from Smug bastards uwu 

Energetic and cocky

To soft but full of sass uwu

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Why Would I fall in love with you? Richard

you put your whole heart into everything

you're a really easy person to fall in love with. you care so much about everything. your passions get endless devotion, and the people you love are left feeling adored. you're the type to cry a lot, and if you dont, you're repressing your emotions to an unhealthy degree. whether you express it or not, you feel everything very deeply. your heart is big and open, and your mind is creative and full. i hope you know you are loved as much as you love. i hope you love yourself like you love everyone and everything else. ((HEY BAILEY GET YOUR READING GLASSES ON FOR THE LAST BIT THERE!))

Stolas

you're a mystery i want to solve

you're literally everything my middle school self wanted to be. you're cool and interesting and so so beautiful. pretty eyes and a vibe that makes me think you're way too cool for me to talk to. but i think you're one of those people that, if i ignored that feeling and talked to you anyway, i would meet someone really fascinating and probably kinder than most people see. don't be afraid of what people might think. the you buried beneath the layers of mystery is someone worth knowing. ((I love this ;3; I feel he always looks deeper at those he loves))

BlitzØ

you're warm like the sun

you are recklessly kind, vibrant, and absolutely gorgeous. you make people feel loved, and that is worth more than anything else you can give them. i think talking to you is an emotional experience. you're a little intense, but only because your obvious love for others can be surprising. something about you makes it easy to open up to. people probably treat you like a free therapy session, and while it's good to help people, don't forget to establish boundaries and take care of yourself. you are just as worth loving as everyone you pour into. ((Wants to stay closed off cause he's been so hurt and yet he can't help it))

Steve

you make life feel light and easy

you laugh loudly and often. you have a beautiful smile that's beyond contagious. you go through life doing your best to leave things a little better than you found them. you're not overly ambitious, and some may think you're lazy. but you do care a lot about things, you simply try not to let it stress you out. you have a very good perspective, and i think you're just so fun to be around that it's impossible to not love you, at least a little. ((Since Steve dose stress out someone similar to him who handles it better yeah seems fitting uwu))

Black Hat

you put your whole heart into everything

you're a really easy person to fall in love with. you care so much about everything. your passions get endless devotion, and the people you love are left feeling adored. you're the type to cry a lot, and if you dont, you're repressing your emotions to an unhealthy degree. whether you express it or not, you feel everything very deeply. your heart is big and open, and your mind is creative and full. i hope you know you are loved as much as you love. i hope you love yourself like you love everyone and everything else.

((ya know yes I think this would work for him all things considered. Look I got like one ship with him and I'm all for it!))

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Stolas had wrapped a piece of silk around Blitzo's eyes, making sure they were nice and blindfolded. He didn't want the Imp's surprise to be ruined. Fingers were interlaced, Stolas squeezing their hand as he head him, carefully, upstairs and towards his bedroom. This wasn't some sexual thing, though he's looking forward to a nice kiss at least. Opening the door to his room, he leads them inside,

"Are you ready for your surprise?"

Bending down behind Blitzo, he begins to undo their blindfold,

"Now, I know you'd prefer a living one, but, until a few other things are sorted, I figured a stuffed one would be acceptable."

Blindfold off, Stolas showed off the large, pink, stuffed unicorn waiting for Blitzo. It had a black harness and saddle, with white mane and tail, as well as a bow around it's neck,

"Well darling?" Stolas asks, "Do you like your present?"

|muse interaction Christmas edition 🎄

BlitzØ didn't give Stolas too much of a hassle when Stolas asked to blindfold them. Again his mistake for right away thinking this was some kinky thing about to take into play. But, no Stolas just wanted to up their surprise for the imp. BlitzØ wasn't all too sure why he couldn't just close his eyes or cover them with his hands even expressing as much to the prince out loud. Mostly because he wanted to know what was going on here before just being blindfolded. He learned his lesson can't just agree to it every time. but when teasing jab at he might peak was made? he crossed his arms over his chest and rolled his eyes. He couldn't exactly argue with that comment because the damn owl called him out on what he would exactly have done. Staying still for the prince to tie the silk over his eyes. Making it known he couldn't see when they seemed satisfied enough he felt as Stolas took hold of his hand into their own and ave a gentle tug as a go-ahead to walk.

  Left to go with the princes' lead, yet the imp found himself a bit too focused on how Stolas laced thier slender talons between his clawed fingers. Slightly squeezing thier hand back in turn when Stolas did it first. He saw out of reflex but it wasn't anything near that. BlitzØ could make out where they were going just off memory. Not Like BlitzØ didn't know his way to the owl's bedroom by this point. Making him question the earlier thoughts he was having but he didn't have much reason not to trust Stolas' word. Outside finding like a workaround to benefit himself. Stolas was often honest with BlitzØ. Not always straightforward but honest. And this is also when the imp came to see he trusted them? when did that happen? "Are you ready for your surprise?" As he could be but he had to admit he was growing more curious by the second on what Stolas was planing here to go to. Arms returned to cross over his chest as he waited for them to remove the blindfold to hide the excitement growing inside of him. "Now, I know you'd prefer a living one, but, until a few other things are sorted, I figured a stuffed one would be acceptable." BlitzØ was of course trying to piece together what this surprise was now based on what they just said. A living thing he would likely want more than a stuffed version of? he was drawing blanks here and was wondering if he should be worried as well considering what that could mean? But as he was trying to figure it out the blindfold lowered and after some seconds for his eyes to open he froze.

Before him was a life-sized stuffed horse, fuck it was even better it was a unicorn. A life-size stuffed Unicron! It was huge! it was pink! even had a saddle and reins and a bow around its neck. It was adorable, to say the least. His eyes grew wider just looking at the unicorn. Arms dropped to his sides, tail dropped to the floor as he just stared in awe at the surprise Stolas got him. Sure his love for horses was easy to pick up on but to this extent? "Well darling?" Stolas asks, "Do you like your present?" BlitzØ was brought back to reality after hearing the prince's voice behind him speak up. His tail slowly started to wag as a wide grin took over his face, beaming at the sight now that he realized it was real. Snapping his head back to look at Stolas. "Like is putting nicely. I Fucking love the shit outta this bitch'n horse Stolas!" he exclaimed suddenly. Moving away from them so he could look at it, wide eye the time he admire it. Feeling over the plush of the stuffed horse not caring a rat ass that Stolas could see him wrap his arms around its neck and hug it. He was already thinking of a list of names on what to call it. It may not be real but that didn't mean anything to the imp, slightly peeking his eyes open as he glanced to Stolas. His hold on the horse grew tighter. Lost in a buzz of thoughts coming over his mind speed through him good and bad repeating as he just looked to the owl prince standing there watching him with the gift they got..just for him in mind. His heart leaped up to his throat and he had to choke it back even if it got lodged in there and made it hard to breathe.

Arms slow to loosen around his gift as he stepped around it and made his way over to Stolas Looking up to them a moment. A smile soon mustered over his face a moment.

"Get your fucking face down here. I need to thank you for my gift after all don't I?" not giving them much chance to do so on their own before grabbing on to the owl's wrists. Yanking them enough to get them to bend down to his level. Damn tall as tree fucker, but right now he could help but want to kiss them as well. So he could complain about his boyfriend'ss their height later as he took their beak as his.

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Jelly + Blitzo  ★

| send a ★for what my muses thinks of yours

"Why are these fucking lines so fucking long every damn fucking morning, don't you people have jobs to be at!" BlitzØ went on to complain as he went for his morning iced coffee before heading into I.M.P. for the day. Course the fact it was so busy was because everyone was here for the same reason as Blitzø. Needing a caffeine fix before hitting the daily grind except Blitzø didn't care to much why they were all here they were in his way so it was just an inconvenience to the imp right now as he loudly tapped his boot against the ground. The line was barely inching by as time went on.

Made even worse with the imp behind him suddenly bumped into him since Blitzø didn't see a need to move a few centimeters over. As BlitzØ made sure to fix them with the best stink face he could muster right now to express his annoyance only for the other imp to only roll their eyes out of annoyance. “Fucking prick” was all BlitzØ mutter as he turned to look the other way but the imp who hit him suddenly changed their mood after getting a second looked over of BlitzØ, catching from the side of his sight range. 

“Man, can’t fucking hot imp just get some coffee with out getting bug for his digits,” he went on to sigh and groan over this damn line was barely moving seemed like it was at a full stop but the line on the other end was just growing. Wondering if at this point he should just call it and leave with out getting his drink in the end. Though before he could really think on the choice, the second imp finally spoke up.

“Hey ain’t you the one Prince is screwing behind his wife?”

Oh that’s why they were checking him out, should be that much a shock damn bird had a big beak after all the times they were in public he was far from keeping things between a secret after all so yeah could have really been anywhere to have seen him before. “Eh not really behind her back yeah sure whatever ya wanna call it,” wanting to blow them off when bodies started to move, fucking finally! taking a few steps only for everything halt again. Damn it. He was so close at this point, even if it meant being stuck in this conversation. He had tuned the other imp out for sometime only getting bits here and there as they went on to talk about the rumor going around about the prince messing around with some Imp and all. Blah blah blah general insults about being a cheap slut. Going on about Stolas, eh imps were not all fans of the royal demons and their privilege of the luck of draw they had being born into the right family. Yeah more stuff he already knew fuck this guy was annoying. 

But then something they said about Stolas, just didn’t sit right with the imp. 

“What makes you even wanna deal with a selfish cheating prick like that ditzy owl.” 

It wasn’t even that bad hell BlitzØ has called the prince worst...though Stolas may like that considering when he tended to do so? Didn’t matter it was still pissing him off, turning around to look at the imp, blame him not getting his fix of coffee just yet but he still felt the need to get in their face right now. 

“What your mama never tell you to keep ya damn , hardly big enough to hold a dick, mouth shut?” fixing his wide eyes on to the other imp as he care not for those around them also looking on to the conversation being held between the two imps. “Not that’s it any of your god damn business but that ditz happens to hold a lot inside his damn thick head. Yeah I think he’s think bout my dick most the time but that doesn't compare to all shit he knows on stars and junk, or plants even." A lot went over his head but he kind of liked listening to Stolas speak about those things. "Can’t use that stupid heavy book of his like he dose to rip the fucking sky open and show off a moon if his head were as vacant as you wanna say.” though Stolas seemed to keep space for Blitzø in there as well among everything else, and once he had gotten started BlitzØ found himself unable to stop speaking about Stolas so openly right now. 

“Hell you think some one who make sure his night guest had enough blanket to keep warm in is selfish?” thinking about how the owl just was with him pretty often actually?  “Or shows how much he appreciates getting some shitty shaped pancakes made for them, or checks on the same idiot when they fucked up and fell out of their damn ass giant bed.” he was rambling a bit but it was the things that came to mind first.  why was he so fucking heated over it though?

“Yeah sure fuck he’s a lot of things, a perverted bird with privilege up his damn ass, but none of the stupid crap you’re spewing over here is remotely close." Stolas never used his status to make Blitzø feel shitty if anything he used it to benfit them. "When he gives a fucking damn he makes it damn clear and puts in efforts he might not fucking noticed.”

Stolas was too good for an imp like him to be around. Why the fuck did they waste thier time on him anyway. Whu did they bother speaking so softly to him, looking over him as theh started to...fuck he was worth thier fucking compassion but that's all that damn owl wanted to give and Blitzø....

And Blitzø wasn't worth that. Yet right now all he could think of was being in bed with Stolas, them curled around him thier arms tightly binding him and just how nice it felt to be like that with them.

Having grown quite as his thoughts gee louder to him self, meanwhile the imp he went off one just now had narrowed thier eyes to BlitzØ. Clearly not liking be talked down to as they were and over some royal demon who never had to struggle and it was clear to Blitz they were ready to bite back, so soon he smirked because he also knew he did have some favor with the price so why not throw that weight around. Smug grin culling over his lips.

"I'd be careful if I were you, I'm pretty good at banging out that man's brains out for him to keep me around." That seemed to boil out any anger they had started to feel themself.

"Next!" Called the cashier suddenly

"Oh looks loke were done here, don't worry when out slutting it up with him I won't tell him about this, maybe." He joked a bit enjoying how they tensed a bit to the threat.

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Blitzy Jelly - 👫

| Send 👫 for four headcanons on our muses relationship 1. Blitz called Stolas jelly on accident but Stolas seemed to like it as a nickname and it's dumb but if it makes Stolas happy? Then Blitz is okay keeping the dumb nickname. It just works out since Stolas likes jelly so much he can get away with it. But he will only use it when they are alone and even then it's rare that he will. 2. Stolas and Blitz meet when he was working at Loo Loo Land, though Blitz assumes Stolas isn't aware of this. With how poorly his act was the day he first met the prince and tried telling his jokes to their kid. The fact Stolas laughed out of pity or whatever is a memory the imp has kept and has a lot to do with why he tells the prince he wants to be their jester. Because he never got their laugh and smile out of his head. 3. Blitz and Stolas would enjoy baking together, likely cookies cause they could decorate and shape them how they wish of course Blitz wants to make them all horses but Blitz will eat anything Stolas bakes cause its sugary for one and it's kind of cute how happy they seem to be when sharing their treats with him. 4. I like to think these two forget about the obvious height difference between them. Until it factors in like Blitz wanting to be a bit more romantic with him but having to stand up on tables and such in order to dip the prince and such. Or Stolas just so used to bending down to talk to him he'll forget when standing up and turn to talk to Blitz only to see he's not there next to him.

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☀️Blitzo

|Send a ☀️ for my muse to talk about thier mother. Father response

Blitz had his arms resting on the railing of the balcony just outside Stolas's room. He kind of took a liking to stargazing with the owl. Stolas knew so much about the stars sure there was that but that wasn't why it was enjoyable it's just how Stolas talked about the star he didn't just know about them he loved them and it just was obvious whenever they spoke about them it. Not much of it stuck to Blitz maybe a few names and such it was more just enjoying standing next to them out here that he liked. They would just kind of talk when doing this about well anything mostly nothing too important. Yet here he was staying up all through the night with Stolas. Sun replacing the darker sky making it turn more pink. Blitz letting out a yawn as he stepped back and streched his arms over his head. "I gotta get going I wanna grab some coffee before head in." Turning around back into the room before any protest from Stolas could be made he began to gather up his clothes from the floor, a slight sniff given. Eh they be good enough for work...but he was missing a piece. Franticly serching the floor, not there. So he started to feel and pat over his bundle of clothing in his hands. Not there. Dropping each piece one by one after shaking it out roughly hope it would just fall out on the floor. But it wasn't appering and he was growing more panicked by the mintune. Before he could turly flip his shot though Stolas seemed to eye it and hand over the red skull ordament he often wore around his neck. A sigh of releif came from the imp as he carefull took it from them. Unable to make eye contact now that he ware so painfull aware of what Stolas saw. Blitz reached back to rub at the back of neck “It’s..uh important is all.” he was quite when speaking trailing of,f voice getting smaller as h spoke. “From my mom” He admitted swallowing thickly after it came out.

Moving to stand back up and get dressed as silence just sort of took over he room, Blitz peering over his shoulder every so often slightly starting to tap his foot to the ground it was becoming unbearable to deal with. Fixing it around his neck t make sure it wasn’t crooked or loose. “Shame gave it t me to wear for good luck.” Why was he still talking? Was it because he felt the need to explain why he freaked out before? Or was it because that damn owl hadn’t open his mouth..r did he just want to tell Stolas about her? Turning he looked back to the owl they clearly seemed interested then looked back to the ground as he tried to act like it wasn’t a big deal. “Yeah know mom stuff, I was nervous about performing for my first big time act on my own so she gave it to me to wear said it would bring me luck.” He scoffed a little at that “Ma was just like that though she always seemed to know the right thing to say and praise. My spellin’ sucked but she told me it was just unique. Any drawing I did was hung up till she got a folder to put it in, claimed it was a portfolio. Think it was more runnin’ outta space but she didn’t wanna throw any out.” This time when he laugh it was far more light, founder even. “She always save my hide to when I got into trouble, not much todo growin’ up outside get into trouble but ma always had my back. I go runn’ home after breaking a window or stole something. She always claimed I was home the whole time though. Course she then scold me after couldn’t pull one over her. She always had me make up for my mistakes later somehow. I think the other imps knew it was me but were fine with my mom’s ways to fix the issue.” Looking down to his little red skull recalling when she gave it to him so vividly in his mind but shame soon took over him.

“Don’t know what mom would think of me now..the ol’ get famous thing never panned out. Even with her being my biggest supporter, she always laughed at all my jokes when I run them by her. When my sister an I performed small acts for her she cheered eve when I fumbled and slipped up here and there. Even used to help us set up the ‘stage’ we make up from the furniture round the house.”

Blitz wasn’t sure when the last time he spoke about his mother was now. To another or even himself all his memories were from such a long time ago yet. Blush hitting his face now as he looked away from Stolas now acting like he was looking for that damn fancy heavy book of theirs. Be hard to worked without the book after all. He made his way over to where the owl left it and was carful as he took it from the bedside table. Standing still for a moment as he glanced to them awkwardly “I uh I’ll be back later..if you don’t got plans I mean or I can head home whatever just uh text me or somethin’ alright?” Making his way for the door, he would just leave from the balcony but since Stolas was still that way? He did pause at the door for a brief time hand reached up for the handle not to hold it as he thought for a moment. “You know I think she would flip if she knew I was with a prince of all people, scold me for whatI did sure but insist on meeting you anyway and maybe scold you too” he laughed slightly pulling the door open befor making his way out he spoke up enough for Stolas to hear him before he was further down the hall “I think she’d like you.”

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Vibe Check!

Richard

“What’s an uwu?” 

Stolas

“How am I a bastard?”

BlitzØ

“Eh yeah I thought horny be bigger but seems fitting”

Nina

“Thats right I’m a bad ass with ‘em smarts and hardly any soft” 

Steve

“I think I got Nina’s results I am not that bad”

Black hat (under read more cause he isn’t technqully added officeally still)

“Hmm well trouble dose help bussniess”

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https://uquiz.com/quiz/tjZ8p6/what-form-of-love-do-you-embody you know the drill loudest muse and who i felt fit best to do the quiz with.  BlitzØ

love as light

[ love as a luminous force—warm, radiant, and golden ] when mary oliver wrote "light of the world hold me” and when charles bukowski said “I look at her and light goes all through me” and when david viscott said “to love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides”and when e. e. cummings said “lovers alone wear sunlight”

Richard

love as being known

[ love is knowing all of someone and loving them anyway ] when tim kreider said "if we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known" and when joe wright said "The idea that these two people know each other, knew each other when they first saw each other. That they recognized each other from their future" and when micah nemerever said "it was a relief and a horror to be known so perfectly"

Stolas

love as tenderness

[ love as gentleness after a lifetime of cruelty ] when ocean vuong said "sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined" and when pablo neruda said "like a jar you housed the infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar" and when anais mitchell wrote "all i've ever known is how to hold my own, and now i wanna hold you, too”

Fizz

love as violence

[ love as bloodshed, crimson as a knife slipped between your ribs ] when ocean vuong said "to arrive at love, then, is to arrive through obliteration" and when franz kafka said "you are the knife i turn inside myself; that is love" and when ada limon said "how do you love? like a fist. like a knife" and when richard siken said "sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine"

Robyn

love as tenderness

[ love as gentleness after a lifetime of cruelty ] when ocean vuong said "sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined" and when pablo neruda said "like a jar you housed the infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar" and when anais mitchell wrote "all i've ever known is how to hold my own, and now i wanna hold you, too”

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// some test muses im gonna be messing with soon\\

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[Jelly/Blitzo] ✍️ get an appreciative text or letter from receiver’s muse (reverse so for Blitzo ;3;] Hand written, in golden ink, the letter written in perfect cursive reads:

To my beloved Blitzy,

Despite the noises I make when we involve ourselves in passionate fornication, I have never been the best at expressing myself, and the thoughts that run through my mind. I supposed a letter may be easier, allow the words to flow like my ink. In truth, Blitzy, yes, at first much of our relationship was one-sided, and no more than about the sex we indulged in. Yet, only after I met, did I notice how much brighter the sun shone. How many more stars there were up above. How lighter my heart felt. I have wondered the many rings of Hell for years, yet, no one but you has made me feel this way. Has made me feel so happy, so...alive. There is no one here, or up above, that compares to you. There is no one that has ever existed that has made the World seem right. 

I suppose, what I’m trying to tell you, what I’ve been wanting to tell you for so long, is that I love you. I love you Blitzy. I wish, maybe one day, I can tell you this to your handsome face, as opposed to the written word.

Forever yours, Stolas.

| Fluff interactions

BliztØ made his way into his office dragging his feet across the floor as he trudged his way over to the chair at his desk. Slightly letting his body fall back into as he sort of just stared out to nothing. "Fuck, today sucked more dick than a whore house," letting his eyes close a moment as he reached up and rubbed at the side of his head. That is when he finally noticed the letter on his desk.

Moving from how he was to lift away from the back of his chair. so to get a better look at it, it was pretty clear who it was from before he even went and bothered to read it. After all who else would be sending him a letter written in gold ink. "Hell Stolas got to flaunt your fucking privilege all the damn time uh?" he shrugs his shoulders as he picks up the letter in his clawed hands. Feet kicking up onto the wooden surface of his desk, once again as he lead back into his desk chair, letting his headrest on the back of a hand as he started trailing his eyes over cursive handwriting of the prince's. "Might as well see what this about" He says to justify to himself at the moment, he found himself really curious because normally Stolas just called or text what they were planing for their full moon dat- hook-ups. So this must be something else?

Moving from how he was to lift away from the back of his chair. so to get a better look at it, it was pretty clear who it was from before he even went and bothered to read it. After all who else would be sending him a letter written in gold ink.

"Hell Stolas can't you just write a letter like a normal person or just fucking text? what's with this fancy-ass ink anyway mmm is it actual gold?" he questions for a moment before he shrugs his shoulders dismissing his own remark as he picks up the letter in his clawed hands. Feet kicking up onto the wooden surface of his desk, once again as he lead back into his desk chair, letting his headrest on the back of a hand as he started trailing his eyes over cursive handwriting of the prince's.

"Might as well see what this about" He says to justify to himself at the moment, he found himself really curious because normally Stolas just called or text what they were planning for their full moon dat- hook-ups. So this must be something else?

To my beloved Blitzy,

Despite the noises I make when we involve ourselves in passionate fornication, I have never been the best at expressing myself, and the thoughts that run through my mind. I supposed a letter may be easier, allow the words to flow like my ink. In truth, Blitzy, yes, at first much of our relationship was one-sided, and no more than about the sex we indulged in. Yet, only after I met, did I notice how much brighter the sun shone. How many more stars there were up above. How lighter my heart felt. I have wondered the many rings of Hell for years, yet, no one but you has made me feel this way. Has made me feel so happy, so...alive. There is no one here, or up above, that compares to you. There is no one that has ever existed that has made the World seem right.

I suppose, what I’m trying to tell you, what I’ve been wanting to tell you for so long, is that I love you. I love you Blitzy. I wish, maybe one day, I can tell you this to your handsome face, as opposed to the written word.

Forever yours, Stolas. BliztØ, found himself kind of just reading over the letter multiple times after the first read-through. Sometimes only looking at creation sections as his claws tapped around at the top of his desk. No thoughts were running through his mind right now as he was kind of unsure of these words. He wasn't all to see he was actually reading what he had been. The letters that were written with so much effort from the use of gold inking, down to the fancy-ass handwriting of someone like Stolas would learn to use. Put out as if the owl demon was standing her speaking in person. The imp could nearly hear their voice in his ears when reading the letter to himself. "Fucking asshole," BliztØ said to himself as he gently placed the letter down on his desk, making sure it didn't bend in the slightest. The tail whipped around behind has to be busied himself with the task of taking out his phone. What for? easy dialing the fucker up the first chance he had. Waiting for the call to connect on the other end, slightly growing impatient as the second's tick by when he heard an answer. "Where do you get off sending me a fucking sickening tooth-rotting letter!" Saying things like this to me. Fucker. he yelled out dropping his legs off the desk as he got off his chair. Over here sending out a letter jeez you can text or fucking call you know? Don't have to be all over the top with you stupid fancy gold ink and all that." crossing his arm over himself as he took hold of his elbow and rubbed at it a bit.

Say those things to me in person dumbass.

"Hey, Stolas?" Letting his voice drop slightly, "Can you like open a portal so I can get to you faster?" he wasn't sure still maybe he was wrong somehow maybe Stolas was just playing around...didn't make the imp want to see them any less, however, the sooner the better.

I want to see you. Quick to pick back up his previous tone "Because I have a few choice words for you, my self..and it's gonna take all fucking night so best be ready to be up for a good long while Stolas. Cause I won't be leaving till morning at least!"

[ducknotinarow]

[Jelly/Blitzo]   🔥 wrap a blanket around the receiver’s muse and themselves

| Fluff interaction

BlitzØ, found himself just resting beside Stolas they had opened up the star protector he gifted them from Christmas, letting its light fill up the bedroom right now. As BlitzØ sat beside him Stolas seemed to be liking the gift happily enjoying the fake stars it projected out on to the walls and ceiling even. BliztØ was more staring over to the owl the whole time they were enjoying it having even closed it a few times just to reopened it. BlitzØ had his legs up to his chest and lowered his head to hide the smile he was wearing from watching Stolas play around with the gift. 

Watching them enjoy how the lighting resembled stars across the room, BlitzØ was sure it was likely not accurate or anything just meant to throw up a bunch of stars up into the room  Not that Stolas seemed to care about in the least though from the looks of it. Once again they shut it leaveing the room dark around them only to reopen it as if they hadn’t know what it would do like they been doing the past few times now. 

He liked this. Sitting here with Stolas just the two of them like this sure he’d been in thier room alone more times then they could count on thier combined fingers. But not quite like this just sitting and hanging around each other. Then again they had been doing that quite a bit havn’t they lately? Well if anything it seems more like BlitzØ makign up an excuse just to see them assuming Stolas is alluding it to be fore sex but often surpised when it..just isn’t? Looking at Stolas bath in the fake starlight right now. Their letting in mind, how they like his shitty pancakes, made him those cupcakes (he was gonna have to ask for more.) Staring at them at night and comparing them to the night skies. He knew what he has been feeling he just wants to deny it so much. But when left alone like this? 

Stolas turned to look at him thier wide heart shaped face all his was staring at right now as they seemed to speaking about the gift. Shuffling over to sit closer to him now as they brought the projector along for Blitzo to hold a moment. The imp looking down to his gift in his hands. Suddenly reminded of the dumb thing he said to the owl. Telling them some shit about not being able to give them real stars but still stars somehow. Yeah that was real smooth Blitz, the fuck was that meant to mean?

Stolas has so much privliage it was coming out of thier fucking ass after all. Whatever they could they likely had or could just be given with out a second thought. That wasn’t so much a jab at the prince’s birth right, it was more the reailty that hung over the imps head far too often. Stolas was a prince it was painfully obvious to see that. The way they carry themself, the way they speak even hell just the way thier fucking ginat bed looked was enough of strak difference between the two of them...

Staring at his dumb gift in his hand. This was stupid he could open the sky to show the moon at festivals to help bless the crops. He could froce his hand to summon himself to the lvieing world with out his book, he held more power then it seemed because of how he just is but damn he could be more frice then the Sinner overloards of prides ring.

 

Stolas was.. Stolas is.

Thought was interrupted by the slightly touch the imp felt from the owl as something was moving over his back. Blinking as he could feel the owl’s hands move over his shoulders drapping a blanket over his side and back, rising it so they could do the same to themself with the other end of it. Finding a way to move in even closer to his side as they lowered them self to rest thier cheek on his shoulder. Nuzzling into the crook of his neck as thier end of the blanket hung over them. Their voice grew soft as they crassed thier long slender talons over BlitzØ hand. Sighing as they went to tell him how much they loved this. BlitzØ was assuming they meant the projector. But a part of him was hoping they meant them being together like this. Why was it so hard for him to trust Stolas’ words, outside the obvious fact Blitzø carried his fucking bagged strapped to him well at the same time trying to act as if it was obvious to see as well.

Slolwy allowing himself to let his head tilt to rest against Stolas own. This was fine. He shifted his hold on the projector to one hand so he could turn his other to take hold of Stolas'. This was fine too. He had to assure himself as he lightly gave the owls hand a squeeze. Hands lowered to rest on the mattress between them. Stolas wasn't saying a word now he seemed fine like this.

And it started to eat at Blitzø, that they were. They weren't doing anything! They were just sitting here together holding hands? Looking at Blitzøs stupid gift to the fucking prince cozyed up beside him...and why? Why was he sitting her with Stolas. Outside the obvious he could accept or speak. He wasn't screwing them right now just here with them... this wasn't enough.

Stolas voice broke through his mind again as they nuzzle agist his cheek, telling him once more how much they adored Blitzø stars to him. Blitz quirked his lip at that, still sounded so dumb and chessy nearly worse when stolas said it though.

Blitz set the projector down a moment, thinking how he could fix that by telling them he could really make them see the stars if they wanted. A innuendo because all he was good for was sex. Yet instead of giving some force to pin the owl down right now. He used his free hand to lift their chin and turn to look at him. He wanted to trust what Stolas said. He wanted to so badly boebe that maybe this was real.

So on this day maybe he can take a step up those stairs to get closer to them and away from the muck he knew.

"I ain't got much to give you Jelly," his own dumb nickname for them "but ill still bust my ass to try and give it to you back. I'm your jester gotta keep a smile at your fucking gorgeous face."

[ducknotinarow]

🍸- Blitzo hiccups, aware they are both drunk and probably shouldn’t be attempting conversation though. It doesn’t stop him from trying though, “Why the fuck do you care about my Stolas?” His words slur, “You’re a prince, and I’m just some Imp.”

| send me 🍸 + a question and my muse will answer while drunk.

It was nice to spend time like this with the imp even if it was mostly awkwardness-filled silence with pauses to down thier drinks one after the other. It was far better than being alone for one...he really didn't like being by himself left him no option but to think. His first choice for company was always Bliztø, given the chance he jumped to be alone with them. Smiling as he watched them slam away thier own drinks. Seeming to push a bit too far now when hiccups started erupting from them. He couldn't help but laugh as feathers puffed up from him doing so and slightly snorted. When they spoke up suddenly gained the prince's attention.

Why did they care about him? A Prince care for an imp hm? That seemed to be what stuck out to the imp the most. He thought about it himself now. His mind was fogged up from his own string of drinks. Glasses lined the table they were at, as Stolas tried to think. Because he could see why the question was there. Stolas was a prince a fact he didn't hide and held a lot of his pride into even arrogance on the matter at times. Smilingly softly to the imp

He knew what the reason was of course but would they accept such a confession?

"I can answer this in three little words but I don't think you'll believe them." He confessed simply saying he loved them would be enough but...at the same time he didn't think that would be enough "or in the least accept it as the answer." Idly running his talon along the lip of one of the empty glasses in front of him. "So instead I'll say why I feel as I do. Because To so many I am as you said a prince, Stolas of the Ars Goetia. A royal hell-born demon. But when I am with you? I am just Stolas. I don't know how to explain it but have you ever felt able to be just you around someone?" he questioned "I've grown around imps as a child but even they still saw me as a prince first, among those of my status? the very same. All farces, displays, fake smiles. A life on a stage with a spotlight burning me and what not." his face becomes hard to read as he thinks about it, before looking to the imp across from him. The one his heart yearned for so. "But then there is you Bltiz."

"I have never known another like you, your aware im a prince, and yet outside thinking it should be just what makes us different you don't care all that much for my status. It's so freeing to not be Prince Stolas of the Ars Goetia. Just Stolas." Even if he wasn't all to sure who that was at times. "I love being seen as just me and you give me that. And I want to see you in turn Blitzy, my little temperamental Zebra plant." He chuckled a bit after as his face faintly grew red "I grew fond of you because of that, wanting to be around you more just to enjoy that freedom. Soon something sparked and well I love you."

[ducknotinarow]

[Jelly/Blitzo]   😘 kiss the receiver’s muse (sender specifies where) [All over the general face area :P]

|Fluff interactions BlitzØ, was half laying over the bar top bottles surrounding him as he felt his mind coming in and out of where he was. Soon moving to shit up as everything seemed to spin around him from the motion alone. “Shit” he uttered to himself, needing to hold on to the counter a moment to keep himself from leaning too far back on his seat. He could hear talking bartender? he thought as he forces his yellow eyes to focus on them right now. He just guessed what they said as he reached into his jacket and threw cash to the counter. Slow to turn away and get down needing a second to get his legs to balance. He wanted out it was too loud and it was helping his head. Searching for his phone as he felt around his pockets for it. 

“Gonna call Loonie” he told himself trying to find her name in his phone and putting it to his ear. “Hey, can ya pick me up? My legs ain’t working. Thanks” Assuming she said sure when he hung up and pushed opened the door to get out into the fresh air. Hoping it be enough to help sober some up well he wait.   BliztØ’s head felt like shit right now, his head was killing him like it was fucking splitting open, honestly part of him wouldn’t be too surpised if it did do that to him. He felt sick as hell like his stomach was doing flips inside of him leavening him in just a mess over all. Result of a night of drowning himself in to that nice string of alcohol that was just hard to resist the call of at times. His eyes just could not hold focus and most of what had happened after the first bottle was just a big blur to him. Trying to think a moment, Shit, what time was it even? Focus BlitzØ he told himself, holding on to his head between his hands and looked down to the street. He was outside? his ass felt cold but he guessed he was sitting on concrete right now. Okay, outside on the sidewalk? god he was so out of his, felt his body lerch a bit ready to spew out but nothing, so he just leaned over some and kept his head between his knees. He went out got to the bar? and ordered something. Got more and more and more and yeah the rest kind of just escape him from there. He felt shitty before so wanted to get out for the night. He heard his name just now and lifted up his head to find, a pair of long legs before him letting his eyes travel up till spotting those four red eyes that easily broke through the dark with their glow alone. “S Stolas?” he still question despite be able to tell it was the prince himself, but for all he knew he was just imaging them being here. God how much did he drink for him to do that “Why the fuck are you here?” he questioned. He remembered going to leave at some point he knew he had his phone in his hand to call Loona but did he? Wait did he call Stolas?  Looking back up when they said his name softly and bent down to take hold of his face. Refelx made him close his eyes a moment.

But it.... it felt nice actually as they seemed to look him over. He knew they were speaking happy they were keeping their voice low even. As the imp went about doing just about everything he could to not lean into Stolas hand’s. He didn’t want them to let go anytime soon. Couldn’t make out much of what they said, but they did confirm that BlitzØ had indeed called him up so he came for him. Stolas came for him? 

Him? 

BlitzØ? 

Slightly grumbling in response when they asked how he was just now “Feeling like shit Stolas, fucking hell my head is like it’s going to split open wider then some proustite getting a enough money for three month in one night” He said bluntly when he felt the end of their beak tap against his face just now. Blinking a kiss? Soon they repeated the action, small little pecks being placed over his face.  “What are you doing?” 

A bit disgruntled as he dragged his attention to Stolas who simply stated they were kissing it to feel better. “That’s fucking stupid” He groaned noting how the owl seemed to falter from his comment, as their hold on his face seemed to loosen. OH bitch, they better fucking not, was all the imp could think when realizing they were going to stop now. BlitzØ just reached up to take hold of their hands again, and pulled them pack shifting his own hands to holding on to the back of Stolas hands. As he placed them pack on to his face like they were before and leaned his head forward some to present it to them again “I said it was stupid I didn’t say stop.”