#muse: silas scott.

[thebestorworstofit]

working on these again today + poly starters i owe + all the other million billon things i owe. might nap first might not but i’ma do all the stuff the best i can i swear.

in the meantime if anyone wants to try tossing something back and forth while i try to wake myself up pls lmk ty

itchin to write chaotic lil a starter for any of these goose egg ideas: one, two, three, or four.

please let me know if one tickles your fancy. :)

[scottyxkulkari]

☎️ + silas

WHAT MY MUSE HAS FOR YOUR MUSE’S CONTACT INFO:

#freesilas

WHAT THEIR RINGTONE IS:

🎧 all ringtones are the 1994 nokia ringtone because scott is nostalgic like that

THE LAST TEXT THEY SENT YOUR MUSE:

SCOTT: bring ur dog to houston's site tomorrow or else SCOTT: he works harder than u SCOTT: less yappy too

WHAT IMAGE MY MUSE HAS FOR YOUR MUSE IN THEIR PHONE:

[syfyhq]

MISSED CONNECTIONS AT THE AIRPORT   ─

⌱   SCOTT CINCO (joshua alvarez), is looking for their COUSIN (OR FRIEND). they might look like CHELLA MAN, EVAN MOCK, JANE DE LEON, JANELLA SALVADOR, POC/UTP (EITHER OF HAN CHINESE OR BISAYA FILIPINO HERITAGE IF RELATED TO SCOTT). ⌱   ARIEL CAO (zu’er song), is looking for their RESEARCH PARTNER(S). they might look like TARAJI P. HENSON, GONG YOO, MAHERSHALA ALI, T'NIA MILLER, UTP. ⌱   ATHENA HOWARD (nathalie emmanuel), is looking for their   COWORKER. they might look like LAITH ASHLEY, TENOCH HUERTA, RAHUL KOHLI, ANGELICA ROSS, EMMY RAVER-LAMPMAN. ⌱   SCOTT CINCO (joshua alvarez), is looking for their EX-GIRLFRIEND. they might look like YARA SHAHIDI, LAURA KARIUKI, AULI'I CRAVALHO, ANNA LAMBE, REBECCA ABLACK, WOC/UTP. ⌱   RILEY SANCHEZ (sivan alyra rose), is looking for their HIGH SCHOOL TRACK AND FIELD FRIEND WHO THEY LIVED WITH AFTER THEIR GRANDFATHER DIED. they might look like JENNA CLAUSE, CELESTE O’CONNOR, LIZETH SELENE, MYRA MOLLOY, LOVIE SIMONE, OR POC/UTP. ⌱   AMIE JALLOW (yandeh sallah), is looking for their GIRLFRIEND (MISS USA 1999). they might look like AULI’I CRAVALHO, JOSIE TOTAH, QUEI TANN, WILLOW ALLEN, SALEM MITCHELL, UTP/WOC. ⌱  LOGAN TAYLOR (erana james), is looking for their ROMANTIC PARTNER. they might look like MIA HEALEY, SAMANTHA LOGAN, MEDALION RAHIMI, SIERRA MCCORMICK, UTP. ⌱   NICHOLE HERMOSO (morgan holmstrom), is looking for their EX- ROMANTIC PARTNER. they might look like AASON NADJIWON, AMBER MIDTHUNDER, MICHAELA JAÉ RODRIGUEZ, T'ÁNCHÁY REDVERS, JAKE ZYRUS, OR POC/UTP. ⌱   SIMON JAMES (charles michael davis), is looking for their ROMANTIC PARTNER. they might look like LEWIS TAN, KENDRICK SAMPSON, RICKY WHITTLE, ILHAN SEN, NICK SAGAR, UTP (FCOC PREFERRED).  ⌱   BÜŞRA ŞAHIN (cemre baysel), is looking for their CHILDHOOD THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL BEST FRIEND. they might look like MELISA DÖNGEL, SILA TÜRKOĞLU, HAFSANUR SANCAKTUTAN, MIRAY AKAY, DEVRIM ÖZKAN, OR TURKISH/UTP.

PURCHASE YOUR TICKET TODAY   ─

⌱   SYFYHQ is an 18+ ( mun/muse ) adventure survival horror tumblr roleplay inspired by jurassic park, lost, sweetheart, the wilds, & other survival media. this roleplay will explore different mysteries & various creatures while muses are stuck on a deserted island. the story begins with a plane crashing into the pacific ocean during the turn of the millennium and will only get wilder  !  

THE MAIN ⌱ JOIN THE BUZZ ⌱ WANTED CONNECTIONS

[thechaosmuses]

Below the cut is a list of all my canon characters, from every fandom, organized by such. I figured I would go ahead and put this up, as well as an oc muse one, for my oc and canon starters so that way it's easier for y'all to see who is included without going to every separate muse list.

The Vampire Diaries

Freya Celeste Mikaelson Elijah Daniel Mikaelson Niklaus Ryder Mikaelson Kolton Nathaniel Mikaelson Henrik Alexander Mikaelson Hope Andrea Mikaelson Malachai Silas Parker Olivia Mae Parker Silas Xavier Salvatore Damon Luca Salvatore Stefan Lance Salvatore Jeremiah Steven Gilbert Katherine Maria Pierce Qetsiyah Zione Bennett Bonnie Sheila Bennett Marcel Leon Gerard Hayley Jane Marshall Elizabeth Anne Forbes Josette Olivia Saltzman Ryan Nicholas Clarke Landon Maxwell Kirby Aurora Violet De Martel Aiden Matthew Lawrence Tyler James Lockwood Alexia Rae Branson Sebastian Killian Jones Milton Gabriel Greasley Benjamin James Kenson Lorenzo James St. John Vincent Keith Griffith Sean Kieran O'Connell Lucien Maverick Castle TEST MUSES Dorian Lee Williams Sophie Danielle Deveraux Monique Marie Deveraux Evangeline Amaya Sinclair Inadu Tayen Labonair Rafael Alexander Waithe Finch Taylor Tarrayo Cleo Ada Sowande Penelope Eden Park Jade Ivy Young

Containment

Jake Holden Riley Katie Selene Frank Jana Christine Mayfield Teresa Violet Keaton

Teen Wolf

Mieczyslaw Noah Stilinski Scott Gregorio McCall Christopher Henry Argent Allison Artemis Argent Lydia Sophia Martin Jackson William Whittemore Derek Samuel Hale Cora Avery Hale Camden Matthew Lahey Isaac Michael Lahey Vernon Dallas Boyd Danny Keahu Mahealani Malia Elizabeth Tate Kira Jade Yukimura Theodore Christian Raeken Jordan Tyler Parrish Aiden Jacob Steiner Mason Cade Hewitt Brett Lee Talbot Garrett Cole Williams Nolan Andrew Holloway Bobby Adam Finstock Marin Sophia Morrell Braeden Valerie Bardot Deucalion Damien Hemming

Supernatural

Dean Michael Winchester Castiel James Novak Claire Grace Novak Jack Kellan Kline Gadreel Dustin Ward Rowena Jane MacLeod Fergus Roderick MacLeod Belphegor

DC Comics

Bartholomew Henry Allen Nora Francine West-Allen Bart Joseph West-Allen Sara Caitlin Lance Dionysus Arbios Kara Aileen Danvers Winslow Jordan Schott Jr. Clark Joseph Kent Mon-El Lar Gand Querl Dox Music Meister Harleen Frances Quinzel Pamela Lillian Isley

Marvel

Joaquin Miguel Torres Peter Django Maximoff Pietro Django Maximoff Wanda Marya Maximoff James Buchanan Barnes (pre-serum and super soldier) Steven Grant Rogers (pre-serum and super soldier) Michelle Julia Jones-Watson Peter Benjamin Parker Gwendolyn Maxine Stacy Peter Benjamin Parker Jonathan Spencer Storm Kate Bishop Natalia Alianovna Romanova Yelena Fyodorovna Belova Brunnhilde Valkyrie Loki Laufeyson Stephanie Grace Rogers (genderbent steve) Jamie Belladonna Barnes (genderbent bucky) Samantha Trinity Wilson (genderbent sam) Theodosia Audra Odinsdottir (genderbent thor) Lady Loki Laufeyson (genderbent loki)

Stranger Things

Jonathan Ross Byers Nancy Diana Wheeler Steven Michael Harrington Robin Rae Buckley Edward Joseph Munson Argyle Eduardo Diaz Jane Eleanor Hopper Dustin Jace Henderson Lucas Charles Sinclair Maxine Elizabeth Mayfield

Misc

Nicholas Sean Miller Winston Saint-Marie Schmidt Reagan Marie Lucas Leonardo Winston Hamato Michelangelo Chandler Hamato Samuel Nicholas Drake King Benjamin Florian

9-1-1

Athena Grant Howard Han Henrietta Wilson Maddison Juliet Buckley Evan Jones Buckley Edmundo Anthony Diaz

Book Babes

Major Jay Kitahara Lieutenant Lorelai Cathwell Sergeant Major Alary Johann Corporal Erik Mendel Devin Nesta Archeron Elain Archeron Feyre Archeron Rhysand Darling Azriel Cassian Amren Morrigan Gwyneth Berdara Eris Sargon Vanserra Lucien Vanserra Helion Luciano Meridian Tamlin Avri Desrosiers Thesan Addae Koitla Viviane Anera Agnarrson

[sinsoakedsaints]

for: @fvzzybrain​​

based on: dis meme.

“How have you survived all this time on your own?”

[unwellz]

last tag drop s2g .

[strcwberryfields]

silas x savannah: 😍 | 🥴 | 😃

😍 : a loving voicemail

[silas]: hola mi vida, i’m glad i didn’t wake you from your nap when i stepped out. i just left your house and let floyd out, and there is a bunch of fresh fruit in the fridge that i cut up for you. that papaya tree in your neighbor’s front yard had some real nice ones on it so i couldn’t resist. hope they won’t mind. [chuckles] just wanted to give you a heads up that i went back to the studio to finish glazing a batch of vases. i’m gonna go with the celadon glaze like you suggested; you always seem to know what i’m thinking before i get there myself. or maybe it’s just my old age. [laughs] oh, and i’ve made reservations for us for dinner tonight, so wear somethin’ nice. i’ll come back around to your place around seven thirty after i finish up this vases. te amo, corazón. hasta luego

🥴 : a drunk voicemail

[silas]: hola, sav—[hiccups]—savannah. how are you darlin’?

[sam]: are ya talkin’ to savannah, lone ranger?

[silas]: [laughs] yeah well—her voicemail.

[sam]: oi, savannah, your lad is nice and liquored up—

[silas]: i’m fine, i’m fine. [chuckles] alright, i stepped outside of the bar. you came up in conversation and then i just really wanted to talk to you, but i see the time now and i’m sure you’re sleeping. i’m gonna be a fuckin’ wreck tomorrow i’m sure. i think scott and i finished off a whole bottle of bourbon. no doubt in my mind i’ll be paying for that when i wake up—oh, do we have all those young coconuts still? whatever—anyway. i hope you’re havin’ sweet dreams, and i can’t wait to see you tomorrow. until then, gorgeous. buenas noches.

😃 : a happy voicemail

[silas]: mornin’ darlin’. i was hopin’ to catch you in between classes. i just got off the phone with that woman from the Honolulu Museum of Art, and they’d like to have me do an exhibition with other local artists in Hawaii. i don’t think i’d have even made the move to submit my work if it weren’t for you—and maybe i should’ve waited to tell you in person but i’m just so over the moon. i can’t wait to start sketching some new designs for it. speaking of—you should come by the studio after you’re done teaching. i’m goin’ to need my muse if i’m trying to make something extraordinary for the exhibit. give me a text or a call when you get this, and te amo, corazón.

[kolasihq]

The following muses listed under the cut have all been accepted!! From this moment you now have 24 hours to send your blogs in, or message the main requesting an extension!!  In the meantime, please stay tuned for updates of when we will be opening!!

Avan Jogia as Nicholas Klee 

Ana De Armas as Donna Romero

David Corenswet as Jasper Green

Cierra Ramirez as Ines Ortega

Lee Sung kyun as Crysan Choi

Shay Mitchell as Giselle Santos

Aron Piper as  Richard “Ricky” Humphrey Clarke

Im Jinah as Ann Moon

Kim Hongjoong as Caius “CJ” Joon

Florence Pugh as Marin Fitzgerald

Danielle Campbell as Kodey Holloway

Lee Bo-young as Ga-young “Garrison” Gwon

Lea Michelle as Clémentine  Romano

Shelly Hennig as Joanne Hunt

Troye Sivan as Casey Ellison

Lee Taeyong as Silas Kim

Chris Evans as Hunter Huffred

Aja Naomi King as Rebecca Forbes

Choi San as Wesley “Wes” Han

Aslihan Malbora as  Elodie Mataraci

Margot Robbie as Adriana Scott

[wuunderstruck-a]

one - ten !!

welcome to 2k18 rp meme — no longer accepting lmfao

thank u to shannon for being Extra and sending me literally every question in this meme, ily

ten faceclaims i’ve used in the past

ooh boy. this is a hard one. daniel sunjata (as paul briggs), chloe bennet as skye (bc we didn’t know her as daisy johnson then lmfao), and everyone on my (currently) inactive list. EDIT: i forgot, shannon purser!!! god i love her tbh i miss her.

nine faceclaims i want to use in the future

answered here!

eight present/past characters

i’ve had so many characters it’s hard to even remember them BUT I SHALL TRY.

cait scott, a character from a wip of mine who won a contest to appear on a teen television show and was catapulted to fame (i’ve toyed with revamping her and bringing her here also yes her name was a play on ‘great scott!’)

madison caverly, my very very first rp muse. i made her on an oc blog in 2013 and she was my first foray into the rp world. she’s got a few flaws but i have an immense soft spot for her and i brought her over to indie with me.

nadia johnson, my character that i made for my very first d&d campaign. i quickly fell in love with her and even though we’re not playing that campaign rn, i brought her to indie and she’s one of my favorite characters i’ve made for anything. she’s so resilient and brave and has so many layers i have to explore.

owen wheeler, one of my first characters i made on this blog. i had no idea what to do with him until @warmhcney suggested this plot idea and suddenly, owen sprang to life. he’s now a real person in my head and i can never go back. my life has been changed by him, as weird as it is to say. thank you, del, for suggesting owen and molly, because without them i wouldn’t have owen as he is today.

silas trask, another one of my early muses for this. i honestly don’t know where the idea for him came from, really. but he’s honestly a person of his own and a lil shit. every time i write a reply for him the words fly off my fingers, his sassy retorts taking shape on their own. he makes me laugh every time, and i love him so much.

max wheeler, my lost boy. i made him for a group rp and then i realized… dude. what if he’s owen’s younger brother? the rest is history. max is constantly searching, constantly hurting, constantly falling apart. and god, he just needs to be loved. this is just my daily reminder how much max needs love and it’s also an excuse for me to cry about him, thank u.

i also just remembered two old characters from a novel, quinn & nadine. i made them when i was still struggling with accepting my sexuality, and they were an outlet for me to express that. i rly need to do something with them soon bc they were so important to me.

seven characters i want to play

oH BOY OH BOY

ok. so i want to play this cop that’s too soft to actually be a cop, yanno? i think this was inspired by a reddit thread or smth. but i have had this idea for a while, just struggled with the actual execution of it.

i don’t have enough actual bad muses, i rly struggle with playing those, so this is just a general umbrella that i want to do that.

more secret agents & mob bosses in general; i live for that shit.

i rly want this spoiled billionaire daddy’s girl, but i haven’t figured out how to play her w/o me actually hating her guts, so that’s on hold for now.

an actual douche boy that actually fucks a bunch of people, but i have a hard time again figuring out how to play him w/o me actually hating his guts. i have a lot of internal problems can u tell i also keep giving my muses soft sides gdi

one half of a married couple where someone plays one half and i play the other idk just throwin that out there ;) ;) ;)

i rly wanna play bex taylor-klaus as well, plus just add more butch muses to my repertoire in general

six plots of the past/present

well like i mentioned above, owen wheeler was basically spawned from a plot involving a “grumpy secret agent” having to take care of a younger spoiledish girl basically? i think ??? i’D HAVE TO FIND IT but that was a pretty iconic plot omfg (hi del)

i’m a very big hoe for the childhood friends to lovers trope, @hiitchhikers​ and i have riley & lorelai and the og, gianna & leo that fall into this and im in love

idk why i’m suddenly blanking rip

most of the plots i have rn have been super organic from the chemistry that has happened between our muses? that doesnt mean i don’t like doing plots that are in my wishlist tag (bc i LOVE it), but i also like winging it!!!

five plots i want to do in the future

like i said, i would love to do a preestablished-type marriage plot with someone (if we were discussing this already, i’m so sorry, i’m trash. pls nudge me again)

i also was thinking how much i would love to make muses who have siblings with other mun’s muses? @lucywrites​ and i did this with silas and flora trask and it was the best decision of my life

i’ve also rly wanted to do some celebrity plots??? something like this tbh or anything rly

i also was thinking about the cast of tv shows and how they literally are a family and someday i want to do a mumu based on that. imagine all the relationships !!! the drama !!! everything

i also love all those single parent + kindergarten teacher plots — my single parent muses luna & sebastián would be perfect for this, or even joss who takes care of her younger brother

four ships

listen, i tried to pick, but it ended up being IMPOSSIBLE. i love you all so much, thank you for giving me these ships. to everyone who ships with me, you mean the world. 

three friendships

lyra, lorelai, & jack – @hiitchhikers & @niallhcran

wesley, sally, & heather – @peytrps & @warmhcney

nadine & savannah, katy & molly, celine & the wheelers – @warmhcney

p.s. — i want more platonic ships… pls come @ me

two roleplays

i’m going to say @epochhq & @sundridgehq! both have such kind souls and i’ve met so many good people through them. 

one partner

again, picking would be impossible. thank you all for shipping, rping, and interacting with me. i’m sorry for being so slow & sucky at replying to messages & threads, but i love you all so much. it means so much that you’re here, thank you for sticking around. I LOVE YOU!

[gracrps]

favorite rp experiences, favorite ships, favorite users, good parts of your day, favorite memories.

FAVORITE RP EXPERIENCES

Another great experience I’ve had was a gossip girl, vampire diaries roleplay called Within Temptation! It was the first roleplay where I really learned how to expand on my writing and understand my character, thanks to a few tips from my fellow members. I had always been used to one-liners or a few paragraphs, so when I asked one of the members how she went about writing so much, she told me she just expanded on how her character felt, what he went through to get to this point, and how it aids their situation. I mean, obviously, the answer should be pretty blatant, but it was one of those moments where someone had to say it for me to really acknowledge it. This roleplay also helped me grow my affinity for Stefan Salvatore, who I played, and learned about so deeply. I really appreciate him as a character now, thanks to WT. 

positive rpc ask meme!

FAVORITE SHIPS !!!!!! I have so many !!!!!! But, okay… I will attempt to list them all from my poor excuse of a memory, and/or narrow it down to my real real real favs that I can’t live without :-) but, of course, the list will grow as roleplaying lives on~

Richard & Eleanor ( Evan Peters and AnnaSophia Robb — They were this, poor boy / rich girl ship that happened out of nowhere between myself and @vcorhees  way back in the day. They really feel like a couple to me, and I guess I love them because a lot of my ‘ships’ take a long time to get to that point where they’re finally a couple, but it just happened so effortlessly for them. They really couldn’t be any more different, yet mesh so well together… they were my core reasons for loving both Evan & AnnaSophia ) — Stephen & Wendy ( Max Irons and Jessica Alba — Okay, I know I know. They’re really new and really fresh and hardly a ship. I might be getting ahead of myself, but I feel like these two are such a classic “opposites attract” or “friendship turned into something more” that it really gets me excited to see where their thread goes. I really like these two, the chem is off the charts !!! )  

Alice & Patrick ( Olivia Cooke and Logan Lerman — So these two really helped me as a writer. At the time, Patrick was in and out of relationships with various girls and honestly, it was mostly because I was bored when ships finally became couples. I admit it was a huge flaw I had as a roleplayer until Alice came along, shout out to @nierps  for sliding into my life like that. She challenged Patrick in such a real way that helped me admit to myself that your character will be the bad guy, if not sometimes, all the time. I’m so thankful that they happened because now, it helps me shape my characters in such a real way that I wouldn’t have before. ) 

Indiana & Silas ( Nina Dobrev and Hunter Parrish — Okay, so talk about the slowest of all the burns. I think slow burns are great but are so hard to stay committed to in a roleplay filled with options thrown at your feet. However, when you feel that connection, that you know you’d love to see play out on some sort of screen, that you’d be rooting for sitting in your seat… that’s when it’s easy to stay committed. Contrary to my last ship, Indiana and Silas taught me how to stay committed, and that it’s safe to put your ship through real-life tragedies and struggles, without fearing abandonment as a roleplayer. I want to thank @veronicalodgv for always meeting me with the same amount of enthusiasm that I wouldn’t have if she hadn’t too. ) 

Sara & Ace ( Phoebe Tonkin and Bill Skarsgard — They are your typical, push and pull, hate to love you type of couple. At first, I assumed my thread with @electricinndigo would turn into some sort of hate sex kind of thing, which I wasn’t totally comfortable with because my smut is shit, honestly, lmfao. But I have to say, Ace and Sara are really turning into a ship that is so promising, that I’d really love to see what else they go through. I think this ship is also really important to me because I find it quite difficult to challenge a ship when it’s in an indie instead of a roleplay community. You’re not being thrown other ‘options’ or having other characters chime in on your character or ship. Frankly, I haven’t been in indie for that long, but I was quick to judge the easiness of shipping when you have no one else to challenge you. That’s why Sara and Ace are special to me, because they challenge each other, and it’s opening more doors for the other ships I have. So, Kellie!! Thank you for that. )

Blake & Cindy ( Matthew Daddario and Lee Jieun — So @requicms​ and I have been writing these two for a long time now, haha, but no complaints are coming from me whatsoever. My adoration for Matthew is definitely satsified when it comes to these two, as well as my thirst for a POC ship!!! Lbr, I feel like they’re soooo cute. Anyway, Cindy is such a hard character for me to be flexible with, so the fact that I’m shipping her with Blake is such a huge thing for me as a writer. It helps me go through the steps of opening a character up to something intimiate and real, and with these two, it’s just so pure and innocent. It’s not like any other ship I’ve had, so I really love these two for helping me try out something new, with a character as closed off as Cindy. ) 

These are a few honorable mentions that I really want to give a shout out to. I know some of these are brand new, but it’s just me feeling out the potential with what few threads we have going on~ [ Jude & Hannah ( Jamie Campbell Bower & Haley Bennett ) @eightysixed​ / Adele & Ben ( Holland Roden & Lucas Till ) @snikklefritsrps​ / Adam & Jana ( Paul Wesley & Kristin Kreuk ) / Cameron & Silas ( Kat McNamara & Hunter Parrish ) @wisteria1x1 / River & Mallory ( Nick Robinson & AnnaSophia Robb ) / Harrison & Prue ( KJ Apa and Stefanie Scott ) @holywitchkid ]

FAVORITE USERS 

Okay, so assuming this means my mutuals���. @electricinndigo​, I want to go on and on about how much I love her but I feel like that’s really repetitive because I’ve done it more than twice, haha. She’s just amazing. I love her writing style, her gifs, her muses… the list goes on. @requicms​, there’s something amazing about having as much characters as her and being as invested to each and every one of them that blows my mind. I mean, I might be getting ahead of myself, but our plethora of threads really challenges me to not be lazy and put the same amount of effort in order to not just ‘reply bc I have to’. Thank you for challenging me, Lisa! @nierps​, LORD don’t even get me started, lmfao. Nie is the god of all writers, I aspire to be as amazing as her ( hence I probably should’ve finished /proper/ college ). I can’t even go on, I feel like I’ll just be babbling with how great and cool she is. @veronicalodgv​, okay I know she doesn’t indie enough, but tee has become such a close friend of mine since we’ve met all those years ago. she’s the best admin i’ve ever had the honor to be under, who can so effortlessly handle the stress that comes with it. i think the fact that she’s fair without having to bend over backwards to make people happy is really admirable, esp coming from someone like me, who feels like they have to do that when you’re in an admin position. i can’t wait to work with you the future, you’ll always have a special place in my heart @armyofskanksx​, so while I gotta admit that we don’t have a lot of the same favorite face claims (x your kindness is unreal. i really do appreciate your time and patience when it came to helping me learn how to gif, i can’t even explain my gratitude. thank you so much. 

GOOD PARTS OF YOUR DAY

While I don’t love going to work and dealing with the bullshit that is the nursing home, I feel pretty lucky to be there. Sitting all day isn’t great for my health, but being in the lobby when it’s 6pm and everyone went home is probably the second place I get the most inspiration for my writing. I also have a time limit, so I try and squeeze in all my writing before 7:30pm, which is when I have to leave because if my husband is home, I can’t focus on my writing. I also love going home (surprising, I know) and seeing my pup. I love the process of getting ready for bed, like taking off the makeup and tending to skin care, getting into your home clothes… while I sometimes rush towards the process, that’s my ‘me’ time, you know? I don’t have as much me time since I got married, lmfao.

FAVORITE MEMORIES

It’s bittersweet, but one of them would have to be all the times I used to just sit in one of my ex-best friends car. We used to be this trio that loved to drive around and just talk about how we felt and our dreams of being this band that made it big ( we were a church band, fyi lmao ) There was something magical about his car and him driving, with me in the passenger seat and @vcorhees in the back. We were best friends that just… fell so effortlessly into any kind of conversation. We’d pig out, smoke pot & *other, confide in one another and just enjoyed the simplicities of being in each other’s company. I mean, we were more than just friends, we were family. It was a hard slap in the face when that fell apart, but I believe God has a reason for everything and even if I don’t know the reason yet, I trust he’s gonna be alright, despite my reservations. 

[sinsoakedsaints]

━━  💀┊DRUG DEALER FT. LIL WAYNE – MACHINE GUN KELLY.

whole pound just touched down, i flew it in myself / i just made this town mine, i sell it out / my backseats recline, i used to ride the train / hit her line my cup, filled up with purple rain / my anatomy's made up of alcohol / such a tragedy you don't pick up my call / it's been 70 hours up on adderall / givе me everything, i need it all / i wakе up, my head hurts / but she got a couple blunts and percocet's in her purse / i can't front, i want first / if she got the good bag, i'ma pay what it's worth / she's my drug dealer girl.

[brightlightsbigcityrp]

Due to failure to respond to the activity warning and/or loss of muse, please unfollow the following residents:

@sgtadamfoley (Adam Foley)

@itsarchieofc (Archie Sullivan)

@shaynelikesturtles (Shayne Miller)

@emmawintcrs (Emma Winters)

@thelogansteele (Logan Steele)

@emily-murphy (Emily Murphy)

@sabinenyc (Sabine Marlowe)

@silasreeves (Silas Reeves)

@jamiecalla (Jamie Callahan)

@chloepoole (Chloe Poole)

@gus-voeman (Gus Voeman)

@acosta-rosa (Rosa Acosta)

@baileymbarnes (Bailey Mitchell Barnes)

@marcusxsinclair (Marcus Sinclair)

@felixxsantiago (Felix Santiago)

The following face claims are now available: Darren Criss, Anthony Padilla, Vanessa Morgan, Jennifer Morrison, Jesse Lee Soffer, Carlson Young, Troian Bellisario, Scott Eastwood, Gregg Sulkin, Maia Mitchell, Chadwick Boseman, Aubrey Plaza, Emma Watson, Troye Sivan, Diego Luna

[sinsoakedsaints]

for: @wuunderstruck​​

muse roulette.

“My special skill is that I’m not fucking boring.”

[sinsoakedsaints]

for: @tenderstars​

muse roulette.

“I can’t remember, did I do something wrong?”

[sinsoakedsaints]

━━  💀┊CANDY – MGK FEAT. TRIPPIE REDD.

fuck it, i was raised like that / so i guess i never really changed like that / i be takin’ shots to the brain like that / blacked out drunk and i came like that / help for me to get through all the pain like that / yeah, driving through the rain like that / running from the fame like that / on the front page like that / i'ma go insane like [gunshot] / you know i keep that candy, yeah / i need more like mandy, yeah / stay up, take addies, yeah / i’m tryna fix this damage, yeah.

[sinsoakedsaints]

━━  💀┊BEAUTIFUL TRAUMA – P!NK.

we were on fire / i slashed your tires / it's like we burn so bright, we burn out / i made you chase me / i wasn't that friendly / my love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh / 'cause i've been on the run so long they can't find me / you're waking up to remember i'm pretty / and when the chemicals leave my body / yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'cause / tough times they keep comin' / all night / laughin' and fuckin' / some days like i'm barely breathin' / after we were high and the love dope died it was you / the pill i keep takin' / the nightmare i wake in / there's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you / my perfect rock bottom / my beautiful trauma.