#muse: hannah shepard

[fat-femshep]

No, you’re not allowed to share the gain shake with anyone… but we have absolutely no way of enforcing that rule, so…

"Well, I'll make sure that I stay within the rules then, certainly." Hannah chuckled softly, making note of who to accidentally send some of it too, most notably Jennifer and Amara.

[massvoraciuseffect]

How is your weight gain going, Tali, Liara, Jane, and Hannah?

"Uf-foo-foo, not bad~" Tali grinned, stroking her plump thighs. The quarian's ass was already heavy and wide enough that the chair beneath her creaked from the weight with any movement. - "I managed to convince the Turian embassy that in order to better interact with them I need to become more familiar with the peculiarities of their languages and writing, and to appoint a couple dozen of their ambassadors as my assistants in this endeavor. But other than that, they're doing a fine job of plumping my ass~"

(+21 prey turian, 56 kilograms of weight)

"Had to put a bit of a hold on my plans to travel to Illium and gain weight there. - Liara sat on the couch in her apartment and sighed , patting her puffy blue belly that rested on her lap. - An agent in my network on the Citadel had decided to go independent, but she knew too much for me to risk. So I had to eat her, and all her employees, one by one."

(+7 preys asari, + 19 kg weight)

"Not bad!!! - Jane replied with a smile, wiping the under from her forehead with a towel, after her gym session. - "About a dozen asari commandos decided to retire in me, and heck, a whole company of turians! 56 Company from 1117 Regiment, 3rd Legion. Such is the gratitude for my work in the war. Thanks guys for that!

(+11 preys asari, +90 preys turian, + 182 kg weight)

"Had to, after a bit of a trial, completely replace the crews of several Alliance patrol ships near the Citadel, due to corruption. -Hanna shook her head sadly. - Abuse of power, smuggling, and more led them to a 20 year sentence in my belly."

(+ 300 human preys, + 1 ton of weight)

[multivcrsity-archive]

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[mothaus]

Muses of The Month: LUPO and BERTHA [RE:ORC], Riza Hawkeye [Full Metal Alchemist], Kathryn Janeway [ST:V], Hannah Shepard [Mass Effect].

7/1-8/1

Please select the muses, if you are a multi let me know which muse you are using.

[shadoedseptmbr]

Musing about a Hannah Shepard who isn't *related* to Commander Shepard but still takes an interest in their career after their name starts to pop up. No kids of her own, never wanted any but she gets why people ask. She mourns a little after the SR1 goes down.

[asterchats]

immense immense affection for friends picking up new characters i know nothing about except they Say Something about the character and I go “ah yes, they’re your type ❤🥰” and think fondly of what good taste my friends have, thank you 

[theoriginalladya]

Destiny’s Fate (update) (main story)

Chapter:  What I Need

word count: approximately 2700 words

Excerpt:

“Commander, the salarian dalatrass and the krogan leader both request permission to come aboard.”

Jane stood in front of the mirror in her bathroom as she placed the final pins in her hair to keep it out of her face.  Popping her head first to the right and then to the left to ease the tension that just wouldn’t go away, she tapped her comm and replied, “Please inform Primarch Victus, Traynor, then have Vega and Cortez escort the dalatrass and Wrex to the conference room.  I’ll be down in a moment.”

“Should that be an armed escort, commander?”

Jane fought against a smirk as best she could, but she caught the twitch of her lips in the reflection in front of her.  Traynor had just the right amount of sass to get away with it in moments like this.  Then again, she wasn’t wrong, either, and that was the more sobering thought.  “On second thought, have Cortez escort the dalatrass up.  Vega can wait with Wrex for the second run.  I’ll grab one of the maintenance ducts to get down.”

“Understood, commander.”

Jane exited her room, finding the access point to her right just outside her door.  As she descended the ladder, she pressed her comm again.  “Kaidan?”

His response was immediate.  “I’m here.”

“Cortez is escorting the dalatrass to the conference room and Victus should be there momentarily.”

“And Wrex?”

“Vega will bring him up after.”  She reached the bottom of the ladder and hunched over, making her way through the access tube.  “I’m on my way now.  Could you meet them at the conference room?”

A soft chuckle filtered across the connection.  Just a hint before he cleared his throat.  “Just in case?”

Jane couldn’t fault him there.  They both knew Wrex well.  “Just in case.”

“Don’t worry, commander, I’m on my way.”

[queercraftingchonk]

Behold, the Halloween Hamshep!

Suddenly, Tali's omni-tool pinged. When she opened the message, she vibrated with excitement and emitted an honest-to-goodness squeal. "What is it?" Shepard asked. She shimmied awkwardly to try and glance Tali's tool display. "Your mother upheld her promise to meeeeeee," Tali sang. "Shepard, you're sooooo cute!" The commander's stomach flipped as she finally saw the image display: sure enough, it was a photo of Shepard's seventh Halloween, sporting a space hamster costume--complete with headband ears, face paint, a themed onesie, and a bulbous faux-space helmet. Seven-year-old Shepard flashed a wide grin, revealing numerous missing teeth. Her freckles were obscured by the costume make-up, and her red hair was pulled back in a hairtie. "Oh wow, I haven't seen that pic in a long time," Shepard chuckled. Fragments of childhood memories bubbled pleasantly to her attention: SSV Einstein crewmates handing out candy to the on-board military brats; the taste of too-much sugar and the exhilaration of sugar-high dancing; her father teaching her and several other kids how to play candy poker… "Shepard! This was for a human holiday right? Right?" "Halloween. Tali, I didn't dress like a hamster everyday," Shepard laughed. "Halloween! That's what your mother said. It seems so fun. Even with our suits, I'm sure my childhood friends and I would've loved a holiday to play dress-up," Tali mused brightly. "I imagine you'd all fight for the right to dress as Shalei," the commander smirked. "Oh, and I'd win," Tali replied. She seemed to relish in the idea, eliciting a heartfelt chuckle from Shepard. "What would you win?" Garrus asked. He rejoined the women on the couch with a curious expression on his face. "Garrus! Garrus, look! It's hamster Shepard! Hamshep? ...Hamshep!" Tali quickly tapped on her omni-tool (and ignored the turian's initial question). The paused Fleet and Flotilla documentary minimized on the display--replaced by a cast of the Halloween picture.

Shepard watched her boyfriend's mandibles flare widely as his comet blue eyes grew. Tali clapped excitedly. The commander felt her face grow redder. She flipped her N7 hood on and pulled the drawstring. Little tendrils of scarlet hair still snaked out the sides of the drawn hoodie.

"Is there a story behind Hamshep? Or was this just a thing you did as a kid, Shepard?" Garrus's voice trilled with delight.

Tali interjected before Shepard could respond: "It was for the human holiday, Halloween!"

"Well, I'm a fan," Garrus said. His attention was split between the screened photo and his girlfriend who was disappearing into her hoodie as she seemed to try and melt into the couch completely. Still grinning stupidly, he hooked a blunted talon around Shepard's hood and pulled it loose to better look at his partner's rosy face.

"C'mon, Shepard. The first human Spectre can't be that embarrassed by a childhood pic." "Shut it, Vakarian." Garrus leaned in gleefully and replied, "How can I when you're so cute?" Shepard snorted derisively--but Tali hugged her pillow and squealed in a way not unlike how she reacted to several scenes between Bellicus and Shalei.

"Can we get back to the documentary, please?" Shepard pleaded.

As if on queue, Tali's omni-tool pinged again. The quarian practically screamed.

"Keelah! Screw the documentary, I know what we're doing now thanks to one Admiral Hannah Shepard," Tali said. Shepard watched with apprehension--and Garrus with delight--as Tali navigated to an attached folder in a short message from Shepard's mother that read:

Heard you're my daughter's newest Citadel roommate! The Orizaba crew will miss you when we head out next week--but I'm sure you, my daughter, and Mister Vakarian are happy to have time together outside of galactic existential threats. I managed to put together a little Jane slideshow for you. Stay safe and stay healthy!

--Sincerely, Hannah

"Oh no," Shepard muttered.

"Oh yes," Tali sang. She opened the folder and was thrilled to find ten more photos, along with a short vid file. Garrus put a hand on Shepard's thigh, wordlessly asking her what was wrong with a tilt of his head. His partner noticed the gesture and forcibly relaxed.

"Oh, fine. Go ahead, let's see what my mother has in store for us," Shepard muttered. Her face remained apprehensive--but a brandy-breathed nuzzle from her turian boyfriend did upturn her lips into a wanton smile. Tali immediately opened the file and began going through the photos, one by one.

--Excerpt from How to Love a Biotic God(dess) [Ao3] Chapter 15: Hamshep by Queercrafting_Chonk

[acourtcfmuses]

Starter Call for my female muses!

Please specify who you want!

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A Court of Thorns and Roses

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From Blood and Ash

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Folk of Air

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Harry Poter

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-:: MISC MUSES ::-

Greek Mythology

Persephone Thanatos (unknown) - fc Adelaide Kane

Mass Effect

Belle Shepard (31+) - fc Bryce Dallas Howard

Tali'Zorah Nar Rayya (26+) - fc N/A

[fat-femshep]

@nevermindtheweights

"O-oh my, you're... certainly eager aren't you? I don't know if you'd survive being underneath me though, given how heavy I am! But I appreciate your enthusiasm, dear." Hannah replied, her cheeks still bright red from how eager this person was to enjoy her fat.

[massvoraciuseffect]

Considering your prodigious size of 60 tons hannah and prestigious rank how do ou interact with people at a normal scale? Or does it not happen that often?

"I'd like to say the same as before, but that would be a lie," Hannah sighed. - "After eating and making literally thousands of people a part of yourself, any ordinary person seems.... smaller than they really are. Of course, I continue to treat them as humans, but....they're not predators, and I realize that any one of them could any day become part of the thighs or breasts of some asari or even me. With those I know intimately, at least familiar people, there is no such attitude. I understand the asari matriarchs much better now - non-predators are indeed hard to take seriously when you yourself carry a mass from thousands of people in your body, and you yourself possess their knowledge and skills."

[wrathbites]

Cold

Received the sensory prompt of "snow being shoved down the back of your coat" by @theoriginalladya and uh. The muse sure did take a left turn.

~

Nothing quite compares to the cold sludge of betrayal sliding down one's back during a snowball fight. Rhys screams bloody murder, all frantic stamping feet as Elena beats a hasty retreat, cackling. Hampered by wet gloves as he tugs at the zip he hops around until he's able to yank his jacket off and flap his t-shirt away from his skin, dislodging the worst of the snow with a splat.

Winter air whips brutal and quick, stealing his breath in a gasp silenced when a snowball pelts him square in the face, courtesy of Tobi.

~

Nothing quite compares to the precision shot his mother lands straight to the heart seven years later. It leeches all memory of warmth from his body, chill-ache hooking his bones and numbing him head to toe.

"What - what do you mean?" there's a tremor in his voice, in the hands he holds out before him, damning and different under his wide-eyed stare. Blue wisps over the lines etched in his palms, little biotic flames winking at him, taunting and wretched and wrong.

"Danger," his mother says, and her voice buzzes oddly, like a poorly tuned radio.

"You could kill her," she says, grey fog creeping in around her and stealing away his vision.

"Monster," she says, stalking his tottering retreat. And when he falls... there's no friend around to catch him.

~

"You will learn to control yourself and leash those biotics, son," she says when he rouses, standing over him, no hand outstretched to help him. Son. Rhys flinches the second it leaves her mouth, sour and displeased. He can't remember her ever calling him that.

"Aye, Ma."

"You will leave with us."

"Aye."

"You will join the Ascension Project and see it through. To the end."

No, I don't want to. Don't make me go. Please, Ma. He sets his jaw. Blinks back tears. Nods. There's no other option and no choice. Not if he's a ticking time bomb around his Granny, a walking hazard to her health.

Hannah Shepard smiles, all sharp edges that run ice down his spine.

[mothaus]

* Primary Muses

** Secondary Muses

*** Muses to mess with a friend

**** Every once in a while

A Plague Tale

Hugo De Rune**

His rats**

A Song of Ice and Fire

Argella Baratheon(OC)**

Argella Durrandon**

Elyarra Stark(OC)**

Appleseed

Deunan Knute*

Borderlands

Maya the Siren*

Demento/Haunting Ground

Hewie*

Detective Comics/DC

Barbara 'Batgirl/Oracle' Gordon**

Martha Kent*

Deus Ex

Eliza Cassan**

Devil May Cry

Kyrie From Devil May Cry 4*

Dragon Age Series

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Aveline Vallen from DA II*

Kahlan Amell, Warden/HoF**

Lanarill Surana, Warden/HoF**

Mabari*

Final Fantasy

Ashelia B'nargin Dalmasca From FFXII**

Jihl Nabaat from FFXIII*

Vivi from Final Fantasy IX*

Full Metal Alchemist

Riza Hawkeye*

Gojira/Godzilla

Mothra*

Halo

Ethel Bette ( OC )**

Linda-058*

Kelly-087**

Mass Effect

ARIA T'LOAK*

Hannah Shepard**

Karin Chakwas*

Urdnot 'Eve' Bakara*

Metal Gear Solid

Laughing Octopus**

Olga Gurlukovich**

Screaming Mantis*

Sunny Gurlukovich**

Mobile Suit Gundam

Emma Sheen from Zeta*

Marida Cruz/Ple Twelve from Unicorn*

Pacific Rim

Sasha Kaidonovskya*

Resident Evil:

Dakota (oc tyrant dog)*

Excella Gionne**

Jill Valentine****

Kathy Burton**

Karena ‘Lupo’ Lesproux @lesproux

Michaela 'Bertha' Schneider **

Malèna Gionne (OC)*

Polly Burton**

Rebecca Chambers*

Solo Leveling

Cha Hae-in*

Star Trek

Alexandria 'Alex' Munroe*

Beverly Crusher**

Kathryn Janeway*

Star Wars

Bastila Shan *

Darth Revan/Tru Mothma*

Etaine Skirata (OC)*

Leia Organa-Solo**

Lord Mirdalan/Mird’ika*

Tenel Ka Djo*

Tom Clancy's The Division

Triple A ( OC Medic )**

Fandomless OC

Aria Wiltz*

Betsy Anne Kleves*

Sully**

Gracie**

Rip**

Richard**

Isabel**

Stella**

[pigeontheoneandonly]

N7 Month 2020

Day One: Red

Doing this a bit out of order as I catch up.  Happy N7 day!

2020 N7 Prompt Challenge AO3 Collection

Two blurs of red orbited each other in a tightening blur against the green-gold grass.  From the attic of the sprawling farmhouse, they seemed the same size, spiraling closer and closer until they coalesced into a single blob with a peal of high-pitched child’s laughter.  

Hannah Shepard stood at the window, holding back the curtain with her hand.  Her grandson’s legs flung out in careless abandon as her daughter spun him round and round.  

“Such beautiful copper hair,” mused one of her daughter’s in-laws; Hannah couldn’t keep them straight.  “Genetics are infinitely surprising.”

Referring, of course, to the darker looks of most of the Alenko clan.  Hannah made a tching sound.  “Everyone in my family’s a redhead.  It’s a tenacious gene.”

The woman chuckled, and went back to folding away blankets.  Hannah continued to watch the scene below.  Tenacious, indeed.  This was not a sight she’d ever imagined.  Much less hoped for.  She was not, herself, the most family-oriented of individuals.  But of course she’d loved her daughter.  Of course she had.

And she’d lost her.  Twice.

That first time Hannah still didn’t quite understand.  She lost her ship.  She lost her life?  Impossible to believe, and yet, it paled before the alternative, that her daughter let them go on believing her dead for two long years.  And the second—

The second…

Hannah licked her lips.  Swallowed, once.  

She never met Kaidan until that comm link.  A part of her still marveled at that, all these years later, that in the middle of all that desperate uncertainty, he found a moment to locate her and let her know what he’d found in the ruin of the Citadel.  It spoke deeply to the character of the man her daughter had chosen. Truth be told, he was the first of any of her partners to impress Hannah in any way.  

Seeing her daughter lying in that dreadnought ICU…

Hannah’s hand went, unconsciously, to her own graying hair, a few broad streaks of red still shining through.  Her husband had grumbled, when their daughter was born.  As soon as I saw that hair, I knew she’d be trouble.  And god knew that proved true.  

A bad memory, long consigned.  Hannah gave herself a shake and let the curtain fall away.  Dumb luck was the only reason any of them stood here today. Dumb luck, or providence.  She’d stopped caring long ago.  What mattered were those two redheads on the lawn, laughing like the world had never been more perfect.

Hannah would bless that any day.

[andsjuliet]

2020 books read

1) Red, White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Jan 1-Jan 1) 2) Since You’ve Been Gone - Morgan Matson (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Jan 1-Jan 7) 3) Little Women - Louisa May Alcott (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Jan 2-Jan 3) 4) Sounds Like Me: My Life (So Far In Song) - Sara Bareilles (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Jan 8-Jan 8) 5) I Woke Up Dead at the Mall - Judy Sheehan (Audiobook) / (Jan 10-Jan 12) 6) A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder - Holly Jackson (Goodreads Giveaway Advanced Reader Copy) / (Jan 14-Jan 17 ) 7) The Cheerleaders - Kara Thomas / (Jan 18-Jan 19) 8) When I Was You - Minka Kent / (Jan 19-Jan 21) 9) Always Never Yours - Emily Wibberley & Austin Siegemund-Broka (Audiobook) / (Jan 21-Jan 27) 10) The Hand on the Wall - Maureen Johnson / (Jan 26-Feb 22) 11) The Haunting of Ashburn House - Darcy Coates / (Feb 23-Mar 2) 12) One of Us is Next - Karen M. McManus / (Mar 2-Mar 13) 13) The Carrow Haunt - Darcy Coates / (Mar 14-Mar 15) 14) American Royals - Katherine McGee / (Mar 20-Mar 22) 15) Tweet Cute - Emma Lord / (Mar 23-Mar 24) 16) The Unexpected Everything - Morgan Matson (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Mar 26-Mar 27) 17) Burn for Burn - Jenny Han & Siobhan Vivian / (Mar 28) 18) Fire with Fire - Jenny Han & Siobhan Vivian / (Mar 28) 19) Ashes to Ashes - Jenny Han & Siobhan Vivian / (Mar 28-Mar 29) 20) Love & Luck - Jenna Evans Welsh / (Mar 29-April 1) 21) The Summer I Turned Pretty - Jenny Han / (April 1-April 3) 22) It’s Not Summer Without You - Jenny Han / (April 3-April 4) 23) We’ll Always Have Summer - Jenny Han / (April 4) 24) Love & Gelato - Jenna Evans Welsh / (April 5-April 6) 25) As Kismit Would Have It - Sandhya Menon / (April 6-April 7) 26) All Eyes on Us - Kit Frick / (April 9-April 12) 27) The Babysitters Coven - Kate Williams / (April 18-April 27) 28) What I Like About You - Marisa Kanter / (April 27-April 29) 29) Red, White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (April 29-April 29) 30) Nancy Drew: The Curse - Micol Ostow / (April 30-May 1) 31) Out of Left Field - Kris Hui Lee / (May 1-May 2) 32) The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyne Hardcastle - Stuart Turton (Audiobook) / (April 20-May 5) 33) The Raven Boys - Maggie Stiefvater / (May 2-May 6) 34) If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (May 6-May 8) 35) The Dream Thieves - Maggie Stiefvater / (May 7-May 12) 36) Blue Lily, Lily Blue - Maggie Stiefvater / (May 12-May 18) 37) The Henna Wars - Adiba Jaigirdar / (May 16-May 24) 38) The Raven King - Maggie Stiefvater / (May 18-May 25) 39) Break the Fall - Jennifer Iacopelli / (May 25-May 26) 40) The Foxhole Court - Nora Sakavic / (May 26-May 27) 41) The Raven King - Nora Sakavic / (May 29-May 30) 42) The King’s Men - Nora Sakavic / (May 30-May 31) 43) The Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (June 1-June 1) 44) Catching Fire - Suzanne Collins (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (June 1-June 2) 45) Mockingjay - Suzanne Collins (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (June 2-June 3) 46) On the Come Up - Angie Thomas (Audiobook) / (June 4-June 5) 47) The Starless Sea - Erin Morgenstern / (June 7-June 12) 48) The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reid / (June 12-June 13) 49) The Lightning Thief - Rick Riordan / (June 13-June 15) 50) The Folcroft Ghosts - Darcy Coates / (June 19-June 20) 51) The Sea of Monsters - Rick Riordan / (June 20-June 23) 52) If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio (Re-Read, Physical + Audiobook) / (June 29-July 2) 53) The Titan’s Curse - Rick Riordan / (June 23-July 2) 54) The Battle of the Labyrinth - Rick Riordan / (July 2-July 4) 55) The Last Olympian - Rick Riordan / (July 4-July 5) 56) Beach Read - Emily Henry / (July 5-July 6) 57) Anna K - Jenny Lee / (July 7-July 7) 58) Circe - Madeline Miller / (July 9-July 10) 59) Emma - Jane Austen (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (July 12-July 15) 60) You Should See Me In a Crown - Leah Johnson (Audiobook) / (July 17-July 19) 61) The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller / (July 21-July 23) 62) Second Chance Summer - Morgan Matson (Re-Read) / (July 25-July 28) 63) Stamped: Racism, Antiracism and You - Jason Reynolds, Ibram X. Kendi / (July 3-July 31) 64) Clique Bait - Ann Valett / (July 29-Aug 1) 65) Meet Me at Midnight - Jessica Pennington / (Aug 2-Aug 3) 66) By the Book - Amanda Sellet / (July 6-Aug 9) 67) The Black Kids - Christina Hammonds Reed (Audiobook) / (Aug 9-Aug 10) 68) She’s the Worst - Lauran Spieller / (Aug 10-Aug 10) 69) Love and Other Train Wrecks - Leah Konen / (Aug 10-Aug 12) 70) The Hate U Give - Angie Thomas (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Aug 6-Aug 15) 71) The Poet X - Elizabeth Acevedo (Audiobook) / (Aug 16-Aug 16) 72) Fractured - Shay Siegel (NetGalley ARC) / (Aug 18-Aug 19) 73) These Witches Don’t Burn - Isabel Sterling (Re-Read) / (Aug 21-Aug 24) 74) This Coven Won’t Break - Isabel Sterling / (Aug 24-Aug 24) 75) This Spell Can’t Last - Isabel Sterling (Novella) / (Aug 24-Aug 24) 76) Save the Date - Morgan Matson (Re-Read) / (Aug 25-Aug 27) 77) I Hope You’re Listening - Tom Ryan (NetGalley ARC) / (Aug 27-Aug 28) 78) Twelfth Night - William Shakespeare (ReRead) / (Aug 12-Aug 31) 79) Boyfriend Material - Alexis Hall (Audiobook) / (Aug 31-Aug 31) 80) Only Mostly Devastated - Sophie Gonzales (Audiobook) / (Sep 1-Sep 1) 81) Where Dreams Descend - Janella Angeles / (Aug 30-Sep 5) 82) Majesty - Katherine McGee / (Sep 7-Sep 9) 83) I Killed Zoe Spanos - Kit Frick (Audiobook) / (Sep 10-Sep 11) 84) Nobody Knows But You - Anica Mrose Rissi (NetGalley ARC) / (Sep 12-Sep 12) 85) If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Sep 14-Sep 14) 86) Macbeth - William Shakespeare (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Sep 15-Sep 15) 87) The Year Shakespeare Ruined My Life - Dani Jansen (NetGalley ARC) / (Sep 16-Sep 19) 88) Kisses and Croissants - Anne-Sophie Jouhanneau (NetGalley ARC) / (Sep 24-Sep 25) 89) The Lakehouse - Joe Clifford (NetGalley ARC) / (Sep 30-Oct 1) 90) The Poppy and the Rose - Ashlee Cowles (NetGalley ARC) / (Oct 1-Oct 7) 91) We Were Restless Things - Cole Nagamatsu (NetGalley ARC) / (Oct 8-Oct 10) 92) When Life Gives You Lemons Instead of Lattes - Rayna York (NetGalley ARC) / (Oct 11- Oct 12) 93) Where Dreams Descend - Janella Angeles (ReRead) / (Oct 17-Oct 21) 94) The Royal We - Heather Cocks & Jessica Morgan (Audibook) / (Oct 21-Oct 23) 95) The Heir Affair - Heather Cocks & Jessica Morgan (Audiiobook) / (Oct 23-Oct 24) 96) The Hollywood Jim Crow - Maryann Erigha / (Sep 30 - Oct 29) 97) Lies Like Poison - Chelsea Pitcher (NetGalley ARC) / (Oct 26 - Nov 1) 98) In Tune - Yeyet Soriano (ARC) / (Nov 2 - Nov 4) 99) Red, White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Nov 2 - Nov 5) 100) These Violent Delights - Chloe Gong / (Nov 6 - Nov 10) 101) Influence - Sara Shepard (NetGalley ARC) / (Nov 4 - Nov 11) 102) Ten Rules for Fakiing it - Sophie Sullivan (NetGalley ARC) / (Nov 11 - Nov 13) 103) The Worst Best Man - Mia Sosa (Audiobook) / (Nov 13 - Nov 14) 104) Sixteen Scandals - Sophie Jordan (Edelweiss+ ARC) / (Nov 15 - Nov 16) 105) The Life and (Medieval) Tiimes of Kit Sweetly - Jamie Pacton (Audiobook) / (Nov 17 - Nov 17) 106) You Have a Match - Emma Lord (NetGalley ARC) / (Nov 19 - Nov 21) 107) Be More Chill - Ned Vizzini (Audiobook) / (Nov 21 - Nov 21) 108) Dear Evan Hansen - Val Emmich (Re-Read, Audiobook) / (Nov 22 - Nov 23) 109) The Bitterwine Oath - Hannah West (ARC) / (Nov 24 - Nov 25) 110) The Gilded Wolves - Roshani Chokshi / (Nov 18 - Nov 25) 111) Rent a Boyfriend - Gloria Chao (Audiobook) / (Nov 26 - Nov 26) 112) I Love You So Mochi - Sarah Kuhn (Audiobook) / (Nov 27 - Nov 27) 113) The Twelve Dates of Christmas - Jenny Bayliss / (Nov 26 - Nov 28) 114) Wiith the Fire on High - Elizabeth Acevedo (Audiobook) / (Nov 28 - Nov 29) 115) Not Our Summer - Casie Bazay (NetGalley ARC) / (Nov 29 - Nov 30) 116) Meg & Jo - Virgina Kantra (Audiobook) / (Dec 2 - Dec 2) 117) The Honey Don’t List - Christina Lauren (Audiiobook) / (Dec 3 - Dec 3) 118) Clap When You Land - Elizabeth Acevedo (Audiobook) / (Dec 3 - Dec 3) 119) The Wedding Date - Jasmine Guillory (Audiobook) / (Dec 3 - Dec 3) 120) Perfect on Paper - Sophie Gonzales (NetGalley ARC) / (Dec 1 - Dec 4) 121) The Wedding Partty - Jasmine Guillory (Audiobook) / (Dec 6 - Dec 6) 122) If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio (Reread) / (Dec 5 - Dec 6) 123) We Are Okay - Nina LaCour (Audiiobook) / (Dec 6 - Dec 7) 124) Royal Holiday - Jasmine Guillory (Audiiobook) / (Dec 7 - Dec 7) 125) Party of Two - Jasmine Guillory (Audiobook) / (Dec 7 - Dec 7) 126) The Silvered Serpents - Roshani Chokshi (Audiobook) / (Dec 7- Dec 8) 127) Pride and Premediitation - Tirzah Price (Audiobook, NetGalley ARC) / (Dec 8 - Dec 9) 128) Faking Under the Mistletoe - Ashley Shepherd / (Dec 9 - Dec 10) 129) We Met in December - Rosie Curtis (Audobook) / (Dec 10 - Dec 11) 130) The Insomniacs - Marit Wesenbeerg (Audiobook) / (Dec 11 - Dec 11) 131) Rebecca - Daphne de Maurier (Audiobook) / (Dec 12 - Dec 13) 132) A Midsummer Night’s Scream - R.L. Stein (Audiobook) / (Dec 14 - Dec 15) 133) Julius Caesar - William Shakespeare (Audiobook) / (Dec 15 - Dec 15) 134) Maggie Finds Her Muse - Dee Ernst (NetGalley ARC) / (Dec 15 - Dec 15) 135) Don’t Tell a Soul - Kristen Miller (NetGalley ARC) / (Dec 16 - Dec 17) 136) Yesterday is History - Kosoko Jackson (NetGalley ARC) (Dec 17 - Dec 18) 137) Admission - Juliie Buxbaum (Audiobook) / (Dec 20 - Dec 20) 138) A Princess for Christmas - Jenny Holiday (Audiobook) / (Dec 20 - Dec 20) 139) I Love You So Mochi - Sarah Kuhn (Re-Read) / (Dec 19 - Dec 21) 140) RomaJuliette Christmas Short (These Violent Delights Universe) - Chloe Gong / (Dec 22 - Dec 22) 141) Roman and Jewel - Dana L. Davis (NetGalley ARC) / (Dec 22 - Dec 22) 142) That Way Madness Lies - Various Authors (NetGalley ARC) / (Dec 22 - Dec 24) 143) The Love Curse of Melody McIntyre - Robin Talley (Audiobook) / (Dec 26 - Dec 26) 144) Turning Pointe: How a New Generaton of Dancers Is Saving Ballet from Itself - Chlooe Angyal (NettGalley ARC) / (Dec 24 - Dec 26) 145) Written in the Stars - Alexandriia Bellefleur (Audiobook) / (Dec 27 - Dec 28) 146) A Midsummer Night’s Dream - William Shakespeare (ReRead, Audiobook) / (Dec 28 - Dec 28) 147) Cemetery Boys - Aiden Thomas / (Dec 27 - Dec 30) 148) Keep My Heart in San Francisco - Amelia Diane Coombs / (Dec 30 - Dec 30) 149) Felix Ever After - Kacen Callender (Audiobook) / (Dec 30 - Dec 31) 150) The Falling in Love Montage - Ciara Smyth / (Dec 31 - Dec 31)

[call-2-arms]

general information.

Full Name - Johnathon Shepard

Class - Soldier

Race - Human

Age - 36--39

Date of Birth - April 11, 2147

Place of Birth - Spacer

Zodiac - Aries

Gender - Male

Nationality - Human ( Systems Alliance )

Religion - Atheist

Orientation - Homosexual 

Relationship Status - default: romanced Kaidan

physical attributes.

height - 6'2"

weight - 98 kilos

hair colour - black

eye colour - blue

Accent - Canadian

voice claim - Mark Meer

tattoos - N/A

piercings - N/A

distinguishing marks - N/A

outfit/clothing style - soldier, uniform, casual jeans, shirts.

background information.

hometown - N/A

current residence - The Normandy

past residences - Moved around

spoken languages - English, Prothean ( translated from beacons )

occupation - Commander for the Alliance, Spectre

familial information.

mother - Hannah Shepard

father - Steven Hackett (illegitimate) 

siblings - N/A

children - N/A

personality.

positive traits - determined, helpful

negative traits - stubborn, commanding

moral alignment - lawful good

mbti - TBA

biography.

Spacer: Both of your parents were in the Alliance military. Your childhood was spent on ships and stations as they transferred from posting to posting, never staying in one location for more than a few years. Following in your parents' footsteps, you enlisted at the age of eighteen.

War Hero: Early in your military career you found yourself facing an overwhelming enemy force. You risked your own life to save your fellow soldiers and defeat the enemy despite the impossible odds. Your bravery and heroism have earned you medals and recognition from the Alliance fleet. The War Hero almost single-handedly repelled an attack by batarian slavers on Elysium, earning the Star of Terra, the Alliance's highest honour.

personality.

Paragon personality. Johnathon was brought up with absent parents (both serving in the Alliance military). With strong military roots and connections, he joined at the age of 18. This means he has a background of strong military training, and taking orders from the Alliance. However, when the events of ME1 unfold, Johnathon begins to learn that sometimes the Alliance’s orders are simply for the best of humanity, and not for the universe as a whole. He is open minded, capable, kind, and one hell of a sniper. His determination to destroy the Reapers is fierce, however, he can seem closed off with his emotions due to military training and the stress of leadership.

world state.

ME1:

- Recruited all companions - Recruited Liara early - Saved Feros colony - Spared Rachni queen - Saved hostages / let Balek escape  - Wrex lives - Saved Kaiden / Ashley dies  - Kirrahe lives  - Saren killed himself ( through charm ) - Saved the Destiny Ascension  - Anderson promoted to Councillor 

ME2: 

- Recruited all companions - All companions remained loyal - Spared Maelon’s data - Samara survived/Morinth killed - Activated Legion  - All companions survived suicide mission - Collector base destroyed 

ME3: 

- Kaidan returned to the Normandy - Grissom students used for support - Oleg spared/Aria made paragon - Rachni Queen spared  - Warned Rex and Eve of sabotage  - Gained over 7,000 War Assets  - Samara alive - Romanced Kaidan  - Brokered peace between Geth and Quarians - Miranda alive - Destroyed Reaper forces/Shepard survives. 

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