#mun speaks: me struggling with this lmfao

[octazumi]

“I’m not like other girls! Because uh. Wait. Uh. I’m not. Y’know. A girl.”

- Kazumi, October 25, 2023

[conduitandconjurer]

Hi there! I’ve lurked for a little while and just recently followed. You have a really interesting take on Klaus and I’d like to ask: what kind of things do you do to get into character so to speak? Are there any important things about his character you like to keep in mind when you write him? And as someone who has written for many years but is considering rp, any advice for a first-timer? Thanks and hope you have a wonderful day/night!

First of all you should know that I’ve been rping on various platforms for over 15 years at this point, and messages like this still MAKE MY WHOLE WORLD BETTER <33333  Thank you SO much for your gracious and generous kind words.  You took a second to extend a hello and compliment my hard work and it means so so much.

So Klaus and I are NOTHING alike, which is exactly why I choose to write muses like him.  It provides me an outlet of escape from my own life (which has its ups and downs) and it’s a creative and intellectual challenge to understand what makes a person so behaviorally different from myself tick. Most writers like to write characters who are like them.  And I do that too, but for me, I just need some single trait in a character that I resonate with. For Klaus, it’s his innate sweetness and vulnerability (which he tries and fails to conceal) and his need (and failure) to establish boundaries (with family and with ghosts), and finally it’s his fear of being insufficient as a person his family can rely upon (which he copes with by creating artificial emotional distance, and abusing substances, whereas I the mun marinate in guilt and try to overcompensate lmao).  While we’re still not alike, I can BEGIN to understand WHY he behaves the way he does, and I can build my portrayal off of that. 

Put another way, most of my muses are queer nonbinary he/him/they pronoun users, often neurodivergent, who are undergoing a moral struggle, usually somewhere in the antihero category, or even villains. I on the other hand am a queer cis disabled woman with PTSD who is a Lawful Good......and I think that, having a point for relating to but still not being exactly like my muses,  I almost begin to see myself as these characters’ mother or advocate of some kind.  I want to see them GROW and THRIVE.  From that urge, I derive the compassion that every writer needs to have for their character to (try to) portray them authentically.  

And that also means that the character is not going to remain within the bounds of their canonical portrayal. The way I write them will always START and be BASED ON that.  But the character will grow far afield of it.  Take Klaus, for instance. I sense you call my portrayal “interesting” (correct me if I’m wrong) because I choose to write Klaus as almost always post-season 2 AND sober.  He’s more at peace with himself than he was during the first season, he’s begun to properly process his grief for Dave Katz, he’s getting clean and staying clean, he’s becoming more emotionally reliable.  But he still makes mistakes, he still has the most severe, frustrating and painful (for him) case of ADHD I have ever seen, people still don’t “take him seriously” (his own words) and he has to grow a thick skin about their dismissive behavior.  

The fandom, even a number of Klaus rpers, like to keep Klaus in this depressing stasis chamber where he’s constantly nihilistic, selfish, and strung out, and a lot of people see Klaus’s addictions as the brunt of jokes, and while that’s cool for them, and I’d never ask them to censor their portrayal, that makes me uncomfortable. As a person who’s worked with, still works with, at-risk youth at the college level, I just can’t jive with it.  Addiction is an illness and it’s not funny, and there are underlying reasons for Klaus’s addictions.  And what I want to do is excavate those underlying reasons, and watch him get the support he needs. He is still a snarky, sartorial, chaotic, quirkily sweet goofball when he’s sober.  He’s still Klaus.  

Things I do to get in the headspace:

--Listen to playlists that I make for the character or mood. Music is crucial.  --Watch videos of Robert Sheehan talking. Doesn’t have to be as Klaus, but sometimes is.  If you can’t hear the character in the dialogue (not only word choose but little mannerisms and speech patterns), rewrite it. Don’t settle until you can hear the actor’s voice.   --Scream to my friends on Discord about how much I love specific elements of the character, to get psyched up. I’m so sorry, @apocalypsejumped, you are the main person I do this to with Klaus, lmfao.  

--Never EVER look at my follower count, because it’s gonna either depress or intimidate me. 

--Look at pictures of the character. I’m incredibly visual. Just looking at my own screenshots makes me want to dissect him more. 

For advice? Oh lordy!   Uhhhh..... 

Write a lot. Practice a lot. I have a PhD and have written book manuscripts exceeding 600 pages, but you don’t have to go that far, lmao. That drabble in your head at 3 am? Get up and write it down. That passing bit of funny dialogue you think your muse would say? Write it down. I used to carry around a physical journal. Now I use my laptop. 

Write fast and only edit minimally because this is for fun, avocational, and you don’t want to spoil it with too much plotting and refinement.

Drop threads that aren’t working for you. Again, this is not a job, and when it feels like one, scale back.

Resist the urge to over-format.  If your posts cease to be easily legible, the aesthetic will only impede the flow of your prose.   It’s okay to vary your writing voice character by character. My syntax, vocab/word choice, sentence length and structure, vary from one muse to the other, bc the standard rp pov is third person singular, present-tense, meaning your muse is narrating it all from their specific pov.  Klaus and say, a very serious, formal character, would not have the same internal monologue, or even exposition. 

Beware of writing partners who are passive aggressive or possessive, who get jealous of your writing with others, and guilt you for spending your time elsewhere than catering to their needs.  I spent eight years in one of these writing partnerships and only escaped last March, and I am still recovering emotionally. Writing partners can absolutely be abusive, so make sure to enforce healthy boundaries and when they are violated repeatedly, run.

Pick a blog theme that is clearly organized and accessible. 

Don’t pick “main” or heaven forbid “exclusive” writing partners until you have experimented with your chemistry with a number of “versions” of their character (especially canons).  Take your time and see who you gel with. Sometimes you can have a great friendship with someone and your writing together still doesn’t click. It all depends on chemistry.  

Pick a small group of like minded friends and write with them. Do not worry about “exposure” or “popularity,” they are over rated.  Fandoms are genuinely crazy.  Just sit in your sandbox with your trusted buddies. <3 

Anyone else reading this, chime in with some writing advice for nonnie! <3 They’re an experienced writer but new to rp! 

[clearsundays]

MUN MEME

– one / NAME / ALIAS. Akane or Sun, either is fine! ^q^/

– two /  BIRTHDAY. July 9th

– three / ZODIAC SIGN. Cancer

– four /  HEIGHT.  5′3″ 

– five  /  HOBBIES. Urban dance, yoga, gardening, art, gaming, reading fanfic, petting cats, daydreaming like an idiot..... being an idiot LMAO

– six /  FAVOURITE COLOURS. Orange & green !!!! can’t choose between them CRIES

– seven / FAVOURITE BOOKS. Oh...dear I can’t remember the last time I read a book that wasn’t related to work LOL!! ARTBOOKS THO.... I love the Atelier artbooks by Hidari!!!!!!!!! I adore their art style so much SCREAMS 

– eight  /  LAST SONG LISTENED TO. Supersonics - Caravan Palace

– nine  /  LAST FILM WATCHED. Ne Zha!!!!! IT WAS AMAZING pls watch 

– ten  /  INSPIRATION FOR MUSE. AHAHA I started with a very basic concept: pretty boy that doesn’t act the way he looks. Sun actually has delicate features and is supposed to appear very soft/graceful at first glance, but he doesn’t really care or notice his own looks so he dresses very practically, speaks in a straightforward manner, has open and confident body language and is the physically affectionate bro-friend type...

Funnily enough, a lot of people say Sun is similar to me in personality, but I actually took a lot of inspiration for him from my best friend LMAOOO she’s a tiny girl that’s badass af, very driven, EXTREMELY BLUNT, extremely cute and pretty but the things that come out of her mouth sometimes could peel paint off the walls LMFAO

Sun has a lot of my interests too, though! I think everyone puts a bit of themselves into their ocs, right? rubs chin... I’m really into holistic healing irl, so I kinda channel my interest for herbs and nature into him. He works out a lot because I like working out a lot!!!!!! MUSCLE EMOJI 

I also took inspiration from characters like Natsume (Natsume Yuujinchou), Zack (FFVII:CC), Dick Grayson (Nightwing), and Izuku (BNHA), who go through A LOT OF SHIT™ and still remain loving and compassionate to the core. They’re all people with the kindness to extend a warm hand despite having been hurt before. People who are so good that they make everyone else want to be good in return. It may seem simple, but that requires so much inner-strength... characters like that are deeply touching to me, so I wanted to make someone like that too kekekkekeek

Besides having an unwavering golden heart, I wanted to make Sun someone that stood firmly with his morals, someone not afraid to fight passionately for his ideals. (IRL I’m a snail pace, go-with-the-flow, absent-minded kinda person, so RPing a loudmouth is pretty fun AHAHA) But being happy all the time, even for someone very optimistic, is a bit unrealistic, so I hope I have the chance to eventually portray some aspects of himself that Sun hides behind his cheerful smile. The determination to stay kind against all odds.... I plan to take Sun’s character development in that direction. BRING ON THE ANGST!!!!! THE DRAMATIC STRUGGLE!!!! THE HURT/COMFORT!!!!!!! HooooOOO BOIIII I AM HERE FOR IT!!!!!!!! \o/

- eleven / GOD KNOWS WHERE IT WENT. I ate it, sorry!!!!! It was delicious!!!!!!!!!!

– twelve  / MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL. clearsundays, hmmm... well, it’s... hard to rain on Sun’s parade...? BADUM-TCH fHDHSFHG JK I’M NOT FUNNY I GIVE MYSELF FIRST AND SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT S C R E A M S  KNIFE EMOJI @ MYSELF

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FIVE SIMILARITIES BETWEEN MUSE &. MUN.

01. both of us were raised in religious households , but drifted away from it   (  he , admittedly earlier & for different reasons  ) & as a result sort of struggle with the concepts of religion & spirituality in the context of the every day and the push - pull of maintaining one , both , or abandoning them completely. bucky , more than me , retains a certain spirituality & associated ritualism. 02.  we’ve both got food / dietary related weirdness that probably makes us no fun at parties ! we’ve both got to adhere to careful diets , which lends to disordered eating / weird eating patterns   (  not an eating disorder  )   between the two of us , with a variation of a similar chronic condition , there's a ton of shit that we can’t   (  or , uh , aren’t supposed to , anyway  )   eat , so buh - bye spontaneous consumption of hors d’oeuvres ! 03.  it’s rare that our respective spaces ever have the chance to get particularly , organically dirty. because of various Anxieties , our brains have a hard time resting , so when shit isn’t where it’s supposed to be , or everything is unclean , it exacerbates difficulties with focusing.   (  while i just cycle through Bullshit , with bucky , there’s a set of rules / simple methods to keep from getting overwhelmed or lost in what’s around , because he’s a fucking Adult.  ) 04.  clothing choice ! while   (  mostly  )   nobody wants to look sloppy in social settings , generally it’s layers of soft textiles & loose shirts   (  scoop necks / old t - shirts with stretched necklines / oversized shirts & hoodies / open side shirts  )   , sweatpants / jogger pants / leggings / workout shorts & no - show socks / completely barefoot ; an ultimately small range of form fitting clothing.    05.  *uses lol and lmfao to make embarrassing and sad truths about ourselves seem like a joke*  /  that friend that gives u lectures about life but does everything wrong 

FIVE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN MUSE &. MUN.

01.  bucky was raised Ashkenazi , while i was raised in A Combination of Christian Churches   (  by and large i spent most of my time in a Nazarene church , because who doesn’t love classically holiness - oriented conservative evangelicalism , amirite !  ) 02.  bucky barnes has such an incredibly important & pervasive & Good relationship with his father , and he allows it to positively shape his actions in an attempt to make himself into someone his father would’ve been ultimately proud of ! it is simultaneously a bit heartbreaking & the purest thing , & idk i spent a week - end at my dad’s once and he didn’t notice i was there for 3 days 03.  bucky is a lot more confrontational than i am ! both physically & emotionally ——— while there is a lot he tends to internalize , he’s also more likely to call you on your bullshit and is always lowkey ready to throw down , and can tend towards resolving emotional conflict with physical action. i will probably cry. 04.  bucky is an eloquent writer , but isn’t as much when it comes to speaking. he’s a fervent writer , of the personal nature , and has a much easier time expressing himself in the written form , & though they tend towards a more stream - of - consciousness , the fact of it is that the delay between thought & delivery provides him a control that fuels fluency , articulateness & fluid expression. i , on the other hand , am great at neither. from a personal standpoint , i tend to write like i speak and both are Unfortunate. 05.  i have absolutely very much overshared in filling this out and bucky would never

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GETTING  TO  KNOW  THE  MUN :

NAME : synnie NICKNAME :  syn FACECLAIM :   Bayonetta, Noodle, Booker Dewitt AHHAHA PRONOUNS :  any works with me. HEIGHT :  5′3″ BIRTHDAY :  i’m a cryptid with no birthday AESTHETIC :  small, round, soft, pink things. LAST  SONG  YOU  LISTENED  TO :   bomb rush blush (dj octavio feat. callie) FAVORITE  MUSE (S)  YOU’VE  WRITTEN :  hm. i have many i’ve written, but i’ll only mention the tumblr ones here. i suppose bon’s quickly become the present favorite because splatoon is my special interest, but i find myself desperately thinking about and missing my old tf2 child, http://pintsizedpyro.tumblr.com/. her blog ended way sooner than it need be.

GETTING  TO  KNOW  THE  ACCOUNT :

WHAT  INSPIRED  YOU  TO  TAKE  ON  THIS  MUSE : the fandom was hella dead and i just wanted to store stuff here with @theseasirens. i made her to be a horrible irredeemable villain and then she got a heart and soul and well. then people started appearing because it looked like the fandom was active with our like, 90 note roleplay. well. WHAT  ARE  YOUR  FAVORITE  ASPECTS  OF  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE : i’m a slut for the cute to sinister trope. i love someone who can be absolutely adorable then fuck you up in like six seconds. i also really like writing her awkward ass tbqh she does some really dumb shit despite being very, very book smart. her book smarts is probably why she’s a friggin idiot sometimes. plus i never really got to write jin’s ending or major development, so i feel a bit more satisfied with how bon’s going. WHAT’S  YOUR  BIGGEST  INSPIRATION  WHEN  IT  COMES  TO  WRITING : @betterhealing lmfao. but anyway, uh, i just really like to write. y’all say my shit intimidates y’all but i stay writing words like “giraffe pussy” unironically. i don’t write like this normally guys honestly bon is the reason why my writing is a little prose-y. i try to mirror how she’d write or speak with the same elegance. ... that’s why i write shit like giraffe pussy mane i can’t always be doin that shit LOOK HOW I SPEAK OOCLY COME ON lmfao but its ok i dont blame y’all any i’m a fuckin dumbass FAVORITE  TYPES  OF  THREADS :  a n y look i just wanna rp. i do love fluffy shit like a mother fucker tho. as much as i love fighting. if i can develop bon in a thread you can bet your ass i’m gonna love it. and i can turn anything into development sooooooooooooo BIGGEST  STRUGGLE  IN  REGARDS  TO  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE :  uhhhh tbqh writing her initially was hard. i still wonder if i’m doing inkling idol verse wrong. it’s quickly become her most written one because it’s hard to write her genuinely nice for me. and then she still goes and threatens people anyway because it’s in her feral nature. i just hope she’s not flip-flopping too much, even if that’s... literally her main characteristic. snaps on you in a blink of the eye. but. you get me. plus she’s hyper empathetic to my fluctuating hyper empathy to hyper apathy, so sometimes its hard for me to care and i have to wait six (6) months to reply to a thread LOOK I DON’T DROP THREADS WITHOUT WARNING so if i don’t tell you i give up theeeeennnn expect one......... by 2020.

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RANDOM FACTS ABOUT THE MUN.

Repost, not reblog! Tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when done!

Name: Kaitlyn! Please, for the love of god, never use it.

Nickname: Katy, Kat, variations; (Katydid, Katybug, Kitkat, etc.) But if you wanna call me something else, that’s fine too!

Age: 22! Simultaneously too old and a wee bab, lmao

Faceclaim: Not something I do! I could never pick just one, besides maybe my own face! (I’d thought about using Shuu Iwamine or Rize Kamishiro before, if that says anything haha)

Pronouns: Your highness/My liege She/Her! But “they/them” is good too.

Height: ~5’6”-5’7”; I can’t remember the last time I checked.

Birthday: Poppin’, obviously March 30th.

Aesthetic: Purple and black?? EGNautilus scientists tittering excitedly over adorable or exciting sea creatures. Omnipresent Mountain Dew cans, fast food and colorful kneesocks. 2AM adventures on clear nights in summer that last until dawn starts sending it’s first beams into the sky. Spacey FPS games and cutesy RPG and Pokemon games interspersed throughout. Weathered frames and tired eyes. ROBOTS… I have no idea, man. A lot of things!

Last song you listened to: “The Thief and the Moon” by Shawn James!

Favourite muse(s) you’ve written: kfkjdf. Sixes definitely counts,, Uhh. My first was a canon-divergent Eridan, who I’d played before Act 6 was even close to being a thing! And he was a lot of fun. Accidentally made a “do not that” meme that still sometimes plagues me to this day ldkfdk A dream-bubble/dead Karkat who’d been murdered in his timeline’s Gamzee’s rampage and only had one eye, he was a biiiig favorite. I loved having enough energy for that all; typing that much shittalk??? Was one of the most fun things I’ve ever done in roleplay, holy shit. Entire fucking PAGES of just these absolutely USELESS rants because that nubby little shit had so much passion for it. Fuck. I loved Karkat. A bloodswapped, cobalt-blooded Karkat who was also post-game for a pre-established timeline where trolls and humans co-existed on the same planet(s). He was a Thief of Blood and a massive asshole; at his worst, he was manipulative, isolative, vengeful, restless… But also, he was a really big dork??? He LOOOOOVED spy movies and probably popped boners regularly for Black Widow and James Bond or the Kingsmen. Fucking nerd. He fancied himself a spy; his best friend was a badass hacker, and they’d (F)LARP together as a stereotypical “you hack, I’ll infiltrate” team. Before Earth, he never cared about Christmas, but one year his richass neighbourhood started putting up flashy decorations and he got jealous, so he stole a shitton of them to make his own house look the best. He’s so… So stupid. I love him so much. And of course, jumping off the Homestuck bandwagon; I have Lv/Hadz! My dorky, sadsack pun machine. A (sort of, mostly) secret post-genocide Sans; the Bad Run™ had been reset after completion, but something went wrong, so he remembers it. Still, he’s been running for like, two years now! So he’s had a lot of time to go and bury all that as deeply as monsterly possible lmaooo. He’s distrusting, paranoid, and isolative himself; but he’s probably the most all-around good guy on this list. He just wants to get on with his life and never have to fight anyone ever again, lmfao. I… I also have a few OCs, but you’ll have to pry those out of my cold, dead hands. … Carefully. With lots of reassurance. (I’m very shy…)

What inspired you to take on your current muse (that you are posting this on): I like… Undertale. And I like Underfell enough that once the idea was presented to me, my mind kinda ran away with it, haha. It started with Hopper, my weird UF Sans! But it feels like every time I approach the AU I have slightly different ideas for it, pfft. I guess with Sixes, I wanted to step away from the skeletons for awhile! I was really excited about messing with Mettaton for it, because I… Really liked listening to the radio for awhile, haha. I thought it’d be kind of cool if instead of being really excited to be seen flaunting himself across a television set, he wasn’t so happy with how he turned out physically, and made his influence a little less directly visible. It fit in well with the seemingly common theme of conflict in Underfell, and things just really exploded from there! It’s hard to summarize in just a few short words. That said, Sixes probably wouldn’t have a blog at all if it wasn’t for tumblr user wibler’s- Sixes’ Sans!- mun coaxing me into giving it a shot! She has a lot of faith in my creative abilities. I dunno what I’d do without her support through the past few years, heheh. She’s neat.

What are your favourite aspects of your current muse: LOUD ANGRY ROBOT LMFAO Shit though, I dunno! I like writing a character who goes through the bipolar disorder motions, the manics and the depressives. I love watching him go hot and cold on characters as he flipflops through his impulses and subsequent regrets. I love that in his timeline, everyone knows him while he himself actually… Hardly knows anyone at all. He’s made himself untrustworthy, and in turn doesn’t trust anyone, either, so he hardly ever opens up beyond… You know. Angry screaming, or shameless flirting and flattery, ignoring personal space bubbles… I love that his Sans being absent kind of smacked him on the nose, because that was someone he was actually making a connection with, but tried to play it off like Sans was just another moment in his life so he kind of treated him like a dick lmao. Deadass knew the poor little dude had anxiety issues and scared him on purpose, made joking death threats, joked about flirting with his shittyass brother… Sixes was such a prick. Fuck. And he realizes that! And after ditching his family just to have a cataclysmic fallout with his other BFF, Alphys, Sans disappearing… It’s something he blames himself for. It kind of sobered him up a little to the way his actions affect people. AND DESPITE EVERYTHING, HE STILL USES HIS CAMERAS (THAT HE STOLE FROM ALPHYS IN A PETTY FIT) SCATTERED ACROSS THE UNDERGROUND AND HIS SHITTY TRAP ROOMS IN HOTLAND TO PUBLICALLY HUMILIATE RANDOM CITIZENS IN A WIPEOUT-ESQUE PODCAST ON THE UNDERNET. At least that assholitude earns him money, though! Fuck. I also reaaallly love how different AUs bring out different aspects of his character, but that’s a rant for another time or place! Hoo. I dunno, man. I could go on about Sixes for like, ever. He’s a really fun muse.

What’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: I’m… I’m not even gonna lie, a lot of it is the positive feedback lmao. I don’t, uh. Do much these days, creatively or recreationally speaking, and I don’t really have a lot of friends IRL… Er, any, actually, if you’re only counting closehand. All my friends live hundreds of miles away, and it sucks. But this is… Simultaneously social and creative. I get to talk to people, and make friends, and toss creativity back and forth with people, and it’s really fulfilling. I love to be a part of other people’s creative processes! I love seeing what other people do with THEIR characters, and when we all??? Interact??? Mother of God, it’s such a treat! Everyone’s so creative and impressive and inspiring… And hearing/seeing us all go back and forth about what we admire in each other… I’m pretty happy with just being a part of writing, and telling other people that I love what they do! But every now and then it comes back around to me in little ways, and it feels really special. It’s hard to imagine anyone liking my stuff past a “they’re pretty cool I guess, yeah” sentiment, despite my glittering impression of a lot of the writers in the community; so when someone DOES say they like my stuff, even just by saying they like a drawing, or like the way I described something, I go OFF THE WALL LMAO. Straight up dissolve and slip through the floorboards a la Gaster style with how lovely it feels. Shucks… And, you know. Watching characters develop in general- whether they be mine or not- is really fulfilling and inspiring. A good cycle.

Favourite types of threads: Anything that feels meaningful! I love it when two characters make any kind of connection, despite the context. That said, typically “angst” and “fluff” style threads are a big favorite, but there has to be, like… you know. Meaning to it. It feels really… I dunno, cardboardy to just throw a muse into a woodchipper for no particular reason just to have them drag themselves to another muse begging for help or to have a chance to explain some kind of deep, edgy feeling or story. Baseless fluff has a lot more wiggle room lmao, but that can get really monotonous really quick if something more significant fails to spark somewhere along the line. Just so long as something’s getting achieved somehow, I guess! If it feels like nothing’s changed between the two at the end of the thread, it feels really unfulfilling and hollow.

Biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: URRRGH. IMPLEMENTING THE RADIO SHOW/PODCAST THING… On one hand, Sixes has kind of collected the idea that the multiverse is a very indifferent place towards the goings-on within his timeline! And, he supposes, that that suits him fine. Hurts his pride a little, but it’s something he’s just going to curl up and lick his wounds for, pfft. But still! I wish I knew how to make it a little more obvious and prominent- The same could go for his growing industry, too! I guess I’ve just been jobless too long to really have a feel for it like I should, oof… Additionally, drawing him is reALLY HARD… He’s in his classic box form most of the time because he’s really insecure about his EX form, and yet I draw his EX form more than anything because the box is frustrating to draw??? And despite it all, I’m still not sure I’m terribly happy with how his EX form looks!!! He’s supposed to be a little closer to a NEO design than initially planned, as Alphys fully intended him to be a KILLING MACHINE from the start without telling him! But he caught on early on, and they kind of bullied each other into compromising a bunch of things until he was just this “hideous” mess that neither of them were terribly happy with… So, you know. The indecision carried over to me too, evidently! Ugh.

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           ( I made a small change of my rules.               If you unfollow me for whatever reason I don’t want to know, but               I’d ask of you to first softblock me and secondly to unlike my permanent              plotting/starter calls. Why? Because I’m not going to ignore anyone’s              decision to unfollow me and want to avoid to unintentionally do a mistake.               I do not want to make anyone uncomfortable!              Since as long as I am following you I WILL send in memes, I WILL give you              random starters and I WILL reply to your posts and reach out for you via IM.               I’ll also add this to my Shigure-blog because this seems to be important.               Thanks for your cooperation & help!  

            Also, to literally anyone who feels intimidating due to the sheer amount I write:

            Simple, don’t be. I simply love to write and this is as much as I can say about it.             I am quite aware that I come off as intimidating, it’s like this on almost all of my blogs,             but I have the most fun when I write much. I simply fail in writing anything decent when             writing short.  English is not even my first language, I struggle with dyslexia and I also             have an attention span of a goldfish. I don’t even want to know how many mistakes             I make - especially four years ago, when I started to roleplay in English,             it was horrible.             Not sure why people wanted to interact with me back then; I still fail to understand             it right now since my English seems hardly better than the one of a child. In case              you’re interested, the mun speaks German. If you ever want to laugh about my poor              English I  could arrange a call because once you heard my strong accent you              won’t be intimidated by me anymore. Like never again, lmfao. )