#mun // dxnse macabre.

[dxnse-macabre]

to update yall i just flew back from hanging out with my boyfriend and !! it was vvv relaxing but now i must attend to the millions of things i need to prep for *cough cough FUCK IM STARTING SCHOOL AGAIN cough cough* BUT ill try to get some responses done here and there

[spiderwarden]

(@ what do you think about the mun post) it takes a lot of balls (not to mention a fine attention to detail) to really peel apart minthara's character and to portray her well. i admire anyone that goes for one of the more "unpopular" canon characters because it is really hard to stay true to their personality while also letting your own take seep through. i think you do a brilliant job and balancing all parts of her: her faith, occasional seductiveness, and intimidation. it really takes a really attentive person to do that, and coming from another individual that rps a canon character, i just want to acknowledge that i really do appreciate seeing another canon character be portrayed in such a faithful way that does the character and writers justice while also giving some leeway to your own spin. i feel like i can read all the dialogue you write with minthara's voice. idk, i hope this made sense, but it's always a pleasure to see your interactions on my dash, even if we never interacted! 💜

Gosh. Golly. Oh jeez. Oh goRSH. OH MY. I really don't know what else to say because I genuinely didn't expect anything like THIS when I shared that I honestly just wanted to remind people my Anon was on for questions and concerns. And I READ THIS!! MORE THAN ONCE! AND STILL READ IT MORE THAN ONCE READING IT!! I'm sorry this response is a little late I think I got sick this last week my energy was in the trashbin. But oh boy did I notice! DID I APPRECIATE! Thank you!!! I'm so touched that you have followed me in detail enough to even notice me let alone go into detail like THIS. Thank you, THANK YOU! SOOO MUCH! I'm gonna add this to my headcanon posts so I can read it when I pass it every single time until the end of time.

reputation meme / @dxnse-macabre

[liecoris]

MUN vs. MUSE ( just pretend that mukuro's eyebrows match her hair color lmao they didn't have a pink for eyebrows lol )

tagged by: @dxnse-macabre ( thank you! ) tagging: whoever would like to do this :3

[dxnse-macabre]

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🕗 — time zone

i'm actually pst (pacific time zone)! a lot of people i know are normally est though, including my boyfriend. if you ever see me posting at an ungodly hour, i normally make my responses at like 12am-2am my time cause that's when my muse is most active unfortunately

[dxnse-macabre]

GET TO KNOW ME MEME

NAME — angie! PRONOUNS — she/her SEXUALITY — bisexual c: SINGLE / TAKEN — taken

THREE FACTS

— i used to be a fanfic writer that wrote primarily on w.attp.ad. one of my works got A LOT of hits after i stopped writing,,, i mean like 350k views last time i checked. my goal back then was to hit 1 mil but ofc i don't have the time now — i'm also a published author but only for like one book — i have a pet cat that was given to me when i was in middle school. i actually have... no idea how old she was when we got her. i still don't know how old she is. but she still looks & acts young,,, she also acts so sophisticated/stuck up so i've been convinced that she's an immortal being that is just here for the free snacks and a nice home

EXPERIENCE

HOW LONG — i've been writing ever since i was in middle school (6-7th grade) but that was for fanfiction. i joined my first ever tumblr rp community i wanna say like... freshman/sophomore year of high school? it helped me get through a lot of rough times as it was like a form of escapism for me. i believe the first community i joined was the d.etroit b.ecome h.uman rpc. i stayed in that for a FAT minute before i was into the o.verwatch rpc and then the d.ragon a.ge rpc. if you wanna check out my really old blogs (they aren't active anymore, but i kept them up so i can look at them here and there) here they are: @ask-the-rk900 , @fen-dwxller, @bxckle-up @luridhearted @scxrred-prince (luridhearted was an attempt at a multimuse HAH) WHAT PLATFORMS — primarily tumblr, before i shifted over to discord for a couple years as i only had time to rp with like one person. afterwards, i ended up coming back to tumblr. if you're talking about now, i only rp on tumblr because i have too much fun with formatting my posts BEST EXPERIENCE — i had an rp partner that was like my bestie throughout my highschool years. we had our own ocs and they were always sad and depressed because we were too LMAO. but during that time, i absolutely LOVED our rps and our own characters. we drifted apart because of our own differences, but i hope they're doing okay now. they still influence me heavy to this day, and every now and then i look back at our stories that we made together. always missing you, ash.

MUSE TYPE

FEMALE OR MALE — i've never really written female muses, unless they are older..(?) an example of this is a.na a.mari from o.verwatch. i've always loved writing male muses. a niche that i'd like to say that i'm particularly good at is the closeted bisexual that always believed they were straight and is in constant denial. oh, and rockerboy. i take a lot of inspiration from a fanfic for that sort of portrayal and it's so heavily ingrained in my brain. astarion is so not that but it's a nice change of pace. his rockstar AU helps me go back to my roots though. FLUFF , ANGST OR SMUT — i LOVE angst. angst is my go-to thing-- i feel like i'm some kind of sadist that loves seeing my muse get hurt????? is there something wrong with me???????? an example of this is fluff masking the angst underneath. ORRRR smut masking the angst underneath. it's been years since i've written anything remotely smutty and i have no idea if i can still write it hahaha PLOTS OR MEMES — i prefer a little bit of both. send in a meme, maybe even plot about how to go about it? or vice versa. those are SO yummy LONG OR SHORT REPLIES — depends on the mood of the day. most of the time i love making long replies because the muse tends to get carried away (he's very talkative, as you all know) but i know that a lot of gems come from short little banter-like threads so i love those too! BEST TIME TO WRITE — whenever the muse lets me. sometimes astarion gives a little pouty face and tells me he's too tired and doesn't wanna interact. sometimes astarion is bursting with energy cause he needs someone to fuck around with. sometimes... astarion is full of himself and wants to stare at pictures of himself. the muse wants what the muse wants, and if i force it, it's the first step to losing my muse ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) — on a trauma level, me && astarion are very similar. both of us felt like we needed to overly-sexualize ourselves to people who we deemed worthy of protecting us, so there is a sense of performance that we need to bring to every relationship. it's hard for the both of us to take off that mask since it's so second nature to us. i haven't been physically scarred by another person like astarion has, but i do have my own scars for other reasons. to me, astarion is essentially an embodiment of my past trauma that i can express in a healthy way. i guess that's why i've stuck with him longer than i have with any other muse---because of how familiar he is. (also, back with my rp partner i had on discord, neil was their faceclaim as well so that's a double whammy)

TAGGED BY: @wildskissed TAGGING: @crimesought @shdwtouch @crownshattered @stilettobite + anyone else that wants to do this!!!

[dxnse-macabre]

people i'd like to know better

Last song: let's fall in love by mother mother Favorite color(s): lavender, dark purple, black Currently watching: solo leveling, breaking bad, and i plan to watch the live action avatar the last airbender but im also genuinely afraid lol Spicy/savory/sweet: sweet and savory!! Relationship status: taken! <3 Current obsession: playing bg3, rping, building in minecraft c:

tagged by: @wildskissed MY BELOVED tagging: @crimesought @pactclawed + anyone else that wants to do this! :)

[dxnse-macabre]

also activity update: yeah no school is kicking my ass but that doesnt mean im losing interest. god i love my elfy boy

[dxnse-macabre]

MUN vs. MUSE

tagged by: @falsesighted (thank you my lovely :) )

tagging: @crimesought , @wildskissed , @liecoris , @triickst , @spiderwarden + anyone who would like to do this!!