#mum gave me little charms she apparently bought for us and then forgot to give us when we were older
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#V mourning#we buried you on Friday. everyone was home and mum was prepared this time#your playlist was on. like you wanted. I'm listening to it now#I'm a little less sad and a little more numb today#I didn't cry. I wish I had. but I couldn't get the tears out. not when all the men of the family were remaining stoic#I wanted to cry. but I understood. it was our responsibility to remain strong.#if I hadn't stayed strong I would have fallen apart.#I was the one who carried you. I'm sure mum & dad wanted to as well but twin privileges#there's so much I want to tell you about it#but honestly I should probably start a private notes doc for these ramblings#just... you're so loved. you're so loved and so missed#mum gave me little charms she apparently bought for us and then forgot to give us when we were older#I took them back here with me. I'm gonna put them on my charm bracelet#I get it. I get it. but I miss you and I can never follow you
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