#multitasking ig XD

[lovelornings]

( Drafts are all done and put in the queue ! I'll be setting up to go back to @nobuverse next, but I'll still be keeping on a eye here to reply to things ! )

[j3styxphreaks]

so, 4 days ago was my birthday. and today i finally finished it ( tis a late birthday gift to myself ig XD) i forgot his ear piercings but eh... i wanted to get this done and over with. (ig i'm a slow artist or something? idk. multitasking does wonders) also don't ask why the watermark looks like that. i was feeling extra and wanted to try smth different anyways, may get a bit personal here, just letting you know ahead of time

mostly i'd be happy celebrating birthdays but nowadays, it's like "oh wow i'm still existing, that's cool." i don't think i'm ready to adult at all, so birthdays sorta feel a bit bleak to me? not sure how else to put it. but then again, even if i feel existential and be like "i really don't want to be here!", there's things out there, idk where, to look forward to and that's all that matters, i guess? sorry if this got a bit personal but i had to put some thoughts here.