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[far-from-fran]

25 and 43 for Bwevin? 🥺👉👈

Asks about your OTP

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25. Are they sentimental about gifts they’ve received from each other?

Yes!!!!! HEheh! Heehee!😈 They love giving gifts to each other, and they save every one! (That doesn't get broken somehow.) Gwen: Gwen displays hers around the house, and keeps non-displayable ones in a little box in her closet. It's a plain box, but the inside is decorated like a scrapbook. It's also perfumed. She also has a special drawer for weirder sentimental objects. She still has Kevin's sweaty handkerchief. She's never washed it and never will.😌

Kevin: Kevin keeps his in the glove compartment of his car, lol. Gotta keep 'em in the place he loves most, right? Plus, he likes keeping them close on long drives. Makes him feel safe and comforted, you know?💙 The ones that don't fit/are too fragile for the glove compartment go into his closet. Got the idea from Gwen. Ben: Ben displays his around the house, usually right next to Gwen's. Other than that, he'll keep them on his person. Gives him the strength to fight, and they help to keep him grounded in times of stress. He also keeps some of them in his attic.

I like to think Kevin gave Ben one of those cheesy (affectionate) lockets as a joke, but Ben takes it very seriously. His bbygirls are in there.🥺

43. Do they fight a lot?

You've seen canon. 😏🤣

No, but, seriously. I don't think so? They bicker a lot, but they don't fight, fight, very often. But, when they do fight, it's a FIGHT! Screaming matches, name-calling. Ben's sleeping on the couch, Kevin's sleeping in his car, Gwen gets the bed, but she'll get so mad she can't even sleep. It's a mess. But they make up pretty easily.

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But, yeah.😌

Thanks for the ask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🩷🩷🩷 Feel free to ask me about any other ships too. 💌

@msnihilist

[idsfantasy]

I tried to learn to mimic The Fairly Oddparents artstyle specifically for this drawing (while also fudging some things to be more comfortable for my own drawing style lol). I'm pretty happy with how it turned off though! Especially Cosmo. I think I actually did a good job with Cosmo

Original image below cut, and shout out to @msnihilist for the drawing prompt! I hope it meets your expectation o7

[itsemmylie]

That's not very gentlemanly of you Peri

Based on what @far-from-fran said in a convo with @msnihilist about their fic (go read it if it's right up your alley! It's so good!!!)

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[wolvesroampastelgalaxies]

I really hope the reason FoP:ANW hasn’t mentioned Timmy more directly is because he’s already apart of their life, we just haven’t seen him on screen because it might be a secret or term on letting him keep his memories that he can’t interact with the god-kids. If it ends up that Cosmo/Wanda only mention him vaguely because he was their last god-kid and their last point of reference, I’m going to cry. Thanks @msnihilist for pointing out the DIRECT, EXPLICIT conversations where they say Timmy is the big brother and Timmy calls Poof/Peri his little bro. I’m gonna go sulk now.

[far-from-fran]

TIMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

He retires his pink hat as a teenager. (He gives it to Poof.) Timmy's favorite wish is Poof.

Crying, sobbing, doing a backflip, on my knees! (positive)

This was such an emotional rollercoaster, and I mean that in the best way possible. 🩷

Thank you for sharing your feelings about The Boy Ever. 🩷

I also wanna know about your Timmy Turner headcanons, please.🩷

Please enjoy these low quality images of the Boy™ ever.

Timmy is so extremely Boy that he's also a girl to me. You understand and you agree.

Related: when he feels like a girl, he just has Wanda and Cosmo switch his gender. So much easier than keeping a whole second closet of wigs and makeup and dresses on hand! Normally, though, Timmy feels masculine/androgynous and doesn't care how he's perceived. (He's got better shit to do than worry if his hair is getting too long or if wearing that cute shirt he saw at Walmart will make him look like a girl. Not his problem!!!)

When he gets older he starts to love his teeth, purely out of spite because so many people dragged him about his overbite over the years.

He retires his pink hat as a teenager. (He gives it to Poof.)

In my ideal canon, Timmy ends up as an honorary fairy. Because fuck any reality where he has to say goodbye to his found family, I don't respect that at all.

He and Chester briefly "date" in middle school. It's mostly sweaty hand holding and lots of awkward blushing. It doesn't work out, but it's what introduces Timmy to the wonderful world of Questioning Your Sexuality (and eventually his gender).

Timmy graduates high school with a comfortable C average.

Timmy's favorite wish is Poof.

His favorite reoccuring wish is putting a theme park in his backyard. At this point, he's purposely trying to see how long it takes his parents to notice. (Hint: they never do.)

Timmy always has a pair of scissors on him, in case he needs to cut through a net unexpectedly. He never leaves home without something sharp.

He gets a shitty tattoo when he's fifteen to spite his parents (they don't notice). His second tattoo is carefully selected to remind him of Cosmo, Wanda, and Poof, and they are with Timmy in human disguises when he gets it. He gets other tattoos eventually, but the second one is his favorite.

When he gets older, his parents get worse. They neglect him more frequently and yell at him when they are paying attention to him. Wanda and Cosmo give Timmy an emergency button that will poof him into their castle if he needs to hide for whatever reason. He eventually gets his own bedroom next to Poof's.

(On really bad nights, he wanders the Hall of Timmy to remind himself that he's loved.)

Timmy dislikes his last name. (For a couple years after the Wishology stuff, he flinches when someone says his full name.)

He and Trixie become really good friends in high school once she stops caring about the opinions of people who don't like the real her, anyway.

His least favorite color is orange. (Blue is a close second.)

Timmy mellows with age but he still loves to cause problems on purpose. Sometimes just to get Cosmo to laugh and Wanda to do her fond little eyeroll.

He leaves the house on his eighteenth birthday. (It's the only birthday that his parents ever remembered.)

[timperi-fan]

Hello!

Just want to say I’m absolutely loving ILITAYH so far, it’s so cute!!

For the spoiler question, I was wondering if that broken mirror outside Timmy’s house has any significance later in the story? (My brain is going crazy with theories)

Thank you for your amazing work and for pioneering this ship, I never thought about it until I saw your page and then read the story. Now I can’t STOP thinking about it.

@far-from-fran :

Hi, hi! 👋🏾

Thank you! Thank you, thank you so much! >////<

*Squee* Thank you so much for asking! Ok, so the mirror is a hint that Irep is stalking Peri, and has been for a while. I picked a broken mirror, because, well, I wanted Peri to check his appearance, but I thought it would be boring for him to just poof up a compact mirror. So, I figured, why not do a bit of foreshadowing? UwU Peri was in an alley anyway, it wouldn't be weird for there to be a mirror that someone threw out. People throw out old junk all the time. So, I thought it would be cool if Irep poofed in a broken mirror for Peri to look at himself with. Because:

1. Irep is sending bad luck Peri's way. To be clear, the date was going to go bad either way. Irep didn't do anything to effect it. That was all Peri's doing. :)

2. Irep wants to play into Peri's image/identity problems, by giving Peri a distorted image of himself.

3. Irep just wants to taunt Peri, not that Peri knows that. (Yet. 😉) Irep is (going to be) placing little clues around Peri fuck with him. An, "I know what you've been doing." type thing. Basically, Irep wants to drive Peri at least a little crazy. And, to be very, very smug about.

@msnihilist :

I'm actually the one who added the detail of the mirror being "ornate," inspired by the gothic architecture of Anti Fairy World.

When I started ch.7, I paralleled the broken mirror scene by having Peri look at his reflection in a nearby window.

ch.6:

ch.7:

I think the "bad luck" thing is fairly obvious, lmao. Irep is in the fic's character tags and the main antagonist for season one, so I don't think it's a secret that he's going to show up at some point.

I like the symbolism of Peri seeing his broken/unclear reflection when he thinks everything is fine, and then when he sees his reflection clearly, he can see that he's actually a mess. He's seeing his situation in full now and it's not looking good, haha.

Fun fact, Fran is actually the one who had the idea for this fic / the ship. I became a co-author over time, but she definitely had the idea! She talked about it during one of my Twitch streams and I immediately loved it, it's what got us talking more and more often, and now we're besties!!

Fran is the TimPeri founder 🥺 So based of her, honestly.

I do get credit for posting the first Timmy/Peri fic to AO3, though.

Thank you for the ask!!

[far-from-fran]

Do Zuko for the ask game, lol

How I feel about this character

Zuko's kind of a tough one for me, because I have Strong Feelings about him, but I also don't? Like, he's my favorite character of all time, he's my number two comfort character, he's half of my OTP. ...But, I hardly ever think about him??????

Like, I'm rotating Janus Sanders around in my mind like he's in a microwave, but Zuko? He's just kind of There™.

When I do give him time to be thought about, I want to squeeze him until he pops, I want to shake him for being dumb and because I love him. I want to kiss all over his face (in a platonic way) and cook him big home cooked meals. He's dumb and awkward and makes every bad decision he could ever make. He's inspired me to keep going despite all the bullshit, he's made me feel like I can do anything (can't fuck up as bad as Zuko/Zuko got through worse), he's Just Like Me Fr™. But, also? He's just kind of... sitting around my mind palace like this:

It's a weird dichotomy.🤷🏾‍♀️

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Katara, I'm warming up to Zukaang and Zukaangtara. Julie Yamamoto, Gwen Tennyson. I don't ship Zuko (or Karata) with many people, but all the other people I ship them with come from the Ben 10 series... Huh... weird. Probably because they were both my hyperfixations for the longest time.🤷🏾‍♀️

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Probably Sokka. I'm also really liking Aang and Zuko as best buddies.

Platonic Janus/Zuko. They are my favorite characters, I need them to hang out. Also, Zuko and Kevin definitely need to hang out too.

My unpopular opinion about this character

This one won't make me many friends...

I'm putting this under a cut.

Fellow Zutara shippers, look away.

🚨!!Last Chance!!🚨

Uh, ok, as much as I love Zutara, I hate when people make Zuko completely pussy-whipped to Katara. They are equal partners in battle, friendship, and pretty much everything, and yet, I see a lot of people ignore this. I love a man who Loves His Wife as much as the next guy, but it's annoying when his character is completely changed to make him Katara's #1 hype man and lapdog. It's annoying and makes me like Katara less, not more. It's actually a big reason why I don't read atla fanfic. (It's annoying with any Zuko ship, I've just seen it with Zutara the most, and I'm saying this AS a Zutara shipper.)

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

We find out what happened to Zuko's mom, and we see him get that closure. I get that the end with Zuko asking Ozai about Ursa was just meant to be symbolic of him not being under Ozai's control anymore, but it still would've been great to:

Know what happened to her. (I don't count the comic "explaining" it. Too convoluted.)

Have Zuko have all the loose ends of him family tree tied up, so he could move on from the trauma and heal along with his nation. Yeah, he technically did that in canon, but I think it would've been more powerful if he knew what happened to her. Not necessarily see her again, she was probably dead, but still. Just knowing what happened.

Anyway, though...

That's my boy.😌

Thanks for the ask!!!!!!!!😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

@msnihilist

[far-from-fran]

Why would you call me out like this?! 😭

[jimmytimmy-teen-pregnancy-au]

"Hey, Dad?" "Mhm?" "Will you tell me about Papa?" OR; Hannah is six-years-old, and there's only one thing that she wants for her birthday this year. Naturally, it's the last thing that Jimmy wants to give her.

Check out this great one-shot based on 'only have a moment' by @msnihilist!

[dead-dove-dolly]

Important addition from @msnihilist I can't reblog because OP is anti CSA Survivors coping in ways they personally find icky.

[far-from-fran]

Ben after one of your fics (affectionate) (positive)

@msnihilist

[far-from-fran]

Awwww! 🥺💕

Being a writer who loves deeply is kinda wild.

“I made a character based on you” (I love you)

“Can you help me proofread this?” (I love you)

“Is this an accurate depiction?” (I love you)

“This character has your hair/laugh/dimples.” (I love you)

To write is to immortalize those we love

[msnihilist]

Nihilist | 21+ | she/her

you can unlock my name by earning enough friendship points. Otherwise, you can just call me Miss, or Nihilist, or Ms Nihilist.

I'm taking writing commissions.

Anonymous asks are off for the foreseeable future.

I'm openly and proudly proship. Tumblr has a lot of report-happy antis, so you can find my weirder thoughts on Aethy!

I'm really into animation. My main fandoms right now are Fairly Oddparents, Ben 10, The Secret Saturdays, and Astro Boy. I often bounce around, though!

DNI if you aren't a freak.

Miss_Nihilist on AO3 | @MsNihilist on Aethy | BlueSky Coming Soon

November WIP Goals:

Finish commissions

December WIP Goals:

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[far-from-fran]

Tonight's stream in a nutshell.

@msnihilist

[far-from-fran]

Omnichip👽🤖

Also called Belena😊

Shoutout to @msnihilist for the inspo and great fics!🖤

[far-from-fran]

Thank you for spreading the knowledge that I couldn't. 😌🙏🏾

question for people more familiar with homestuck lore than i am

can there be multiple fuchsia bloods at once or is there only one per generation for empress reasons

if there can do they cull each other for dominance or what