#mr .kuzino

[shutupvestler]

So, I'm currently watching Barry season 4, and I noticed some cyclicality of events of 1 season and 3 season, to be more preceicive the cyclicity of events that made Barry react in a certain way. And I personally think that season 3 was an apogee of Barry development as a character. So, in the episode when mr. Kuzino asked his students to show the event Barry went trought in Afghanistan, they showed it as people who have never actually was in a battlefield, fighting and being under adrenaline rush for every desicion snd move they made. They demonstrate ot absolutely opposite of what happened in reality, especially Barry's reaction on when he made this legendary shot of his. The difference of how he react in reality and how other people, normal people portrayed this event was really drastical, so it made Barry realized how wrong was his own reaction, so he lied, telling everyone that it what happened exactly. I'm sure at that moment he was ashamed of himself. And I also think that this scene was a starting point in Barry's character development. The realisation of the fact that he isn't a good person hit him, so he stsrt seeking reassurance that it isn't true by asking mr. Kuzino or even Hank. The realisation of it also formed his high interest in acting class because he understood that if he won't become someone he will become nameless killer. He will become no one. Honourable mentioned the scene from season 1 in which Sally asked him if he knows how it's feel when everyone tell you who are you. Barry said that he doesn't know, ehich is absolutely bulshit because among all people thst were in the house Barry was the only one who actually knew how it feels like. Being told what to do for most of his life might have unfluenced his self-perception as well, so he really knows how it feels like. "We are not talking about bthe same things, we are not. If I don't do this, I don't live. I have to do this to fucking live!" So, I'm assuming that all Barry's character is based on a fear of not becoming "someone"

[shutupvestler]

Mr. Kuzino: I actually thought of going in there and loading my gun and give it one last kiss

Barry: you wanted to kiss a gun?

Mr. Kuzino: I wanted to kill myself

Barry: oh...