#mostly because ive got more followers there ahah...

[dracofelis]

Will you ever open for something other than Pokemon commissions again? Just wondering

oh hi ! yea i'll open regular commissions again at some point, im just having fun drawing pokemon rn lol ^^; (the hyperfix has Gripped me)

[candiid-caniine]

Hey! Long time no see, i know i said id send you a fantasy i thought you'd like but now ive forgotten almost all of it, oop!

Life happened, and uh, i saw that you mentioned your libido being a bit low, which definitely is my case too (im recovering from depression, now that im okay id love to get my FULL libido back, or at least a good percentage of it) do you have any tips on that?

Also any recs of blogs writing in the same vibe as you? (same-ish kinks would be nice but im specifically looking for queer inclusive stuff!) it makes me 10x hornier than the regular video/photo porn!

Hope you're well, you pathetic little thing!

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hi friend!! ugh i feel you. sorry i haven't got any advice on regaining ur libido...we just let mine wax and wane as it will, though denial has been a big help in keeping it steady!

i've heard good things abt ginseng and some other herbs. obvs use at your own risk, mind that some herbal treatments can cross-interact with certain medications, remember that pre-packaged supplement pills are often unregulated and may contain toxins, and be aware that some herbal remedies work better on pw certain anatomy than others, and finally that many herbal remedies considered to increase libido are largely untested on trans folx!

finally, sorry it's taken so long to answer this ask...i'm autistic and have been cataloguing lol. i present to you a list of other blog recs under the cut, organized by general vibe! i've tried to primarily include blogs that do their own posts rather than those who primarily reblog :)

note that my headings may provide some context as to what to expect, but you read at your own risk and each blog will typically have its own trigger warnings addressed in the header/pinned. additionally, i've not tagged some of the ppl below because they prefer that "Men DNI" blogs not interact, and idk if "no cis men" qualifies ahah!

all blogs below are queer- and/or trans-inclusive, if not exclusive! there is no detrans/misgendering, at least I don't think - i don't tend to follow those blogs.

hard kinks (blood, knives, etc; includes primarily-cnc blogs):

@puppy-mommy , who also does general t4t kink content, but does state untagged hard kinks!

@visciousest is someone whose blog i scroll when i'm in a Certain Mood ahah,, i won't elaborate

@hell-hound-bites: just. fuck. would drool on his knife blade.

@snuff-fag: its username should give you fair warning as to how wild its content tends to get, so please browse responsibly.

@condor-bait is taking a break right now, and all my love is with him as he takes care of himself. he made me feel so valid and so fuckable as a young trans person learning to love myself in a new way, and i've always been too shy to tell him how much his content meant to me one-on-one (yes, despite its often-extreme themes!), and he deserves as much time as he needs to heal!

@unwillingfvckpuppy for mostly cnc and medical kinks! if you like his style, but not so much their harder content, he also has a more-tame main blog--i just mainly follow/scroll this one!

@vampvictim: top-tier cnc/intox stuff, plus some great knife/bloodplay :)

@cryptidtid is wonderful and holy shit i follow a lot of hard kink blogs lol. incredible

@cnc-pet: i have been following her for a long ass fucking time lol. they post a lot of really good cnc and stories, but you'll also find a lot of aftercare tips and advice on her blog! i really admire blogs who try to balance horny content with best practices

@dollobotomy

general kinky content:

@excessively-queer . just plain old good shit :) there's a good amt of edging and degradation.

@clouded-king was honestly one of my earlier introductions to the queer/t4t kink community on here and how fucking euphoric it can be :) he posts some hard kinks, but generally it's a balance of a lot of different kinks so read his pinned at your leisure!

@ / cottontailx : just good kinky nsft posts :)

@ / digitalpenetration: often specifically t4t which i love!!

@femmelovefemme can step on me :)

@bigothteddies: could not build this section w/o mentioning him :) they had a big influence on my fantasies for a long time!

@hazelj-xoxo: bigtime want her to cuck me. have followed her across multiple blog deletions lol

@transpidered is forever an icon!

@subspaceemo

@writefinch for great stories and text posts

edging and denial, specifically:

@6irlpet is 1 of my go-to hands-down-pants scroll sessions :)

@droolkink is my inspiration!

@flustersluts does exactly what the name implies lol. a good helping of other kink content too :)

@puppycvnt is a 10/10!

@barkwoofbarkwoofbark: we r denial friends imo!!

@strawbrrysub

@blyssful-abyss

@urhighnessbitch is a big fav <3

non-detrans genderplay:

@butchviolence does amazing butch supremacy stuff and i,,, fucking hell. even just seeing their username puts me in a Particular state of mind ahah. they also post hard kinks so be aware as you proceed!

@mtfdomme: i literally just reblogged from her today lol. tbh i want to be their little stupid pupthing. it's not all transfem supremacy undertones/overtones, but that's what i mainly follow her for, plus just general t4t goodness! also, their general personality? and the way she shuts down people who disrespect their boundaries? huge inspiration for me!

@cuntboydestroyer: take me to the animal shelter and neuter me. good lord.

@the-kind-of-dame is the main inspiration for my recent genderplay post lol

@terfbreaking-tgirl (be warned of dykebreaking if that's an issue for you)

@barbarian-lesbian is my other inspiration for the recent genderplay post

@superiorineveryway

weird asf (/complimentary; my favorite type of shit. robots, ND-focused posts, etc):

@specksizedgoddess has introduced me to things i didn't know, like...existed, and that's saying a lot as one of my special interests is kink! never knew how down bad i was to be a tiny buggirl, nor how much i wanted to be someone's stupid little robot... BIG tw tho: there is snuff and gore content here, so proceed with caution if you don't wanna see that!

@sapphling fucked me up real good with some bird!sub bondage posts awhile back lol

@nobelisha: found them through their ghost cnc post so that's why they're in this category ahah! they don't have a pinned so proceed w awareness :)

@devout-cleric: hierophilia/religion kink, and i'm something of an acolyte of hers :) if you've read this far down you may as well know i'm her Little Lamb anon lol

piss/omo:

@latenightomo

@pissheartmybeloved - their URL makes me crack up every time, plus good content!

@hold-it-a-little-longer - good scenarios/imagines!

@ohmyrashi - (i think) my original intro to omo!

monsterfucking/terato:

@septimus-moonlight was my first real introduction to trans-positive terato and i've never settled for half-fun cis-oriented terato ever since :) mind tags!

@eggedbellies as well!

@bredpun doesn't appear to be active lately but still good for a scroll!

@steamandcream

@of-mutts-and-men

[riskeith]

ooo! how was playing? what do you think about the event? i’m really enjoying it actually... always nice getting new daily things to do hehe.

yeah i think everyone knows The Cover now. i still can’t believe they did that... not complaining tho... oh really? you’re absolutely right and judging by the way they’re taking the story it seems like those two will have a lot more growth to their relationship. who knows maybe we’ll even get a part where bakugou apologizes or even talks about their past etc. one can only wish. YEAH i’ve seen both the movies and i love them!! they’re super fun and such a nice break from everything that happens in the anime sjskjssk kiribaku in the first one was so gay i.... we get it boys y’all in love fhjsjdjfk (THE SIDEWAYS TODOBAKU SMILE... one of my favorite moments ever) i am all caught up now.. waiting for s5... :(

no clue!! it’s just my theory so it might be wrong. the blue one was cute too so was the pink one.... they’re all cute why do we have to pick just one :( HEY you do know how to draw 😡 pretty amazingly too! but i’d love to see that in your style chongyun is so precious.. <3

omg i gotta hustle hard for AR 35 then i already miss him. i’m at 26 now and god.. it’s getting more and more difficult i can’t imagine how it is at like 45... 😭

oooooh!!! honestly barbara healing is godsent if you don’t get him you should consider it (hopefully you do though!!) IVE SEEN VIDEOS OF OCEANID AND HE LOOKS SO SCARY CLUNA.... no thoughts head empty only boy scouts party. looking at others with amazing parties: ok but do you have boy scouts party?

i mostly have sword users! but like i mentioned i’m starting to fall in love with book users (and even bow users) shskfhdkd so i might consider investing in those some day idk they just shoot of attacks and it’s so sexy. no hands dirty. ningguang seems so op 😭 plus geo is so nice!! like an all around element.

HE’S TALL? he has a short person voice...

i’m making a twitter i wanna see some fluff 😭 wait really? even this fandom is shit? why 😭 i sometimes see yt comments and the thing i’m iffy about is how people talk about spending money on it etc but is there more?

i’ve never heard anyone do that that’s so interesting!!!! do you write it down in the same doc and then delete it or do you write it separately?

ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!!! i’ve had so many ideas come to me before bed and i always think that i’m gonna remember them but i never do it makes me so upset. especially if it’s an idea of how to continue a story i’m stuck with... god it’s the worse. writer things 🤪

“stan loona” aka bane of my existence. i don’t usually tell ppl i used to stan because of that reason sksksj. god that was the worst sheesh. anyway. yelling at ALL of these!!! ofc i know daddy issues slowed!!!!!!!!! it’s like one of the most popular slowed songs we’re all just a sad horny bunch loving sexy vibes huh. i listen to slowed songs a lot when i write actually it sets the mood. it doesn’t even have to be anything racy sometimes it’s just calms you down. do you listen to music while you write? also i don’t listen to any of those you mentioned except troye 😭 i’m sorry 😭 but if you’re have recs i’d love to hear them ofc!!

“after school” time that’s so cute. it reminds me of when you’re younger and you run back home and eat a snack and watch cartoon (i say that as both of us still watch cartoons... yee) speaking of crying; would you consider yourself a crybaby? (such a random question hskshdjdfhhd)

before i leave; let me blow your mind with a little something... https://twitter.com/primo_fates/status/1347780975078506496?s=21

hehe... mwah. ;)

it was good!! i tried to get some ominous masks and weathered arrows, but drop rates are always shit lolll. and i think the event is alright! i don’t love it but yeah as you said it’s fun to have something more to do every day.

ikr omg... it’s such a good cover LMAO. omg a bakugou apology 😩😩. what did you think of deku vs kacchan part 2?? i regularly rewatch clips of it and cry LMAOOO god bakugou.. “why did i become the reason for all might’s end?” heart broken wow. NICE!! yeah i remember everyone freaking out over the kiribaku scenes in the first one and honestly,,,, how else do you explain it LMAO. (AND THAT SIDEWAYS SMILE!!! holy shit i watched the movie like the day after i got into todobaku and that scene obliterated me.... absolutely destroyed!) aw nice! but yeah now it’s just the waiting game i guess lol welcome to the club 🤪

IKR??? i saw the “once you pick one the others are gone” and i was just nooooooooooo whyyyy. you can’t give us all these options then don’t actually give us an option 😭 AHAHA thank u but i always joke that i can only draw well like once every 10 tries so... yeahhh we shall see! i have this thing envisioned in my mind but i am unable to execute it fskhfkdsjfs

yeah omg when i reached 45 i was like “wow i’m gonna have to do the ascension quest soon” but it’s taking me so long to reach ar 46??? yikes how am i meant to get the experience with no quests fkhdsfkjsd

i use barbara a lot in the fire domains and with the pyro regisvine!! it’s kinda funny that i’m bringing a level 40 into a level 70+ fight LOL but yeah she’s good! AND YEAHHH OCEANID LEGIT GIVES ME NIGHTMARES I JUST. as soon as i had an actual team that could beat it i grinded it as much as i could before my world level went up and it became impossible again.... but since mine might go up again soon maybe i should grind some more... and maybe i’ll be able to level up both xingqiu and barbara lol. EXACTLY!! can they pls interact in game somehow omg.. we need a bennett story!! and more razor!!!! and chongyun too!! i forgot he hasn’t actually appeared in game hfsdkjfds. and ofc xingqiu <3

fdfjlsjfs are you gonna go from a no long range team to an only long range team ahahah. and you like geo??? omg no... i hate it bc it’s so like. inert FHKDJFSD. but i guess the shields are really nice!

HE’S 172 CM!!!!! he has a baby face too so it’s pretty wild fhskdjds

ooo wdym how they talk about spending money? i don’t really look at youtube comments tbh lol. and i haven’t really seen people talk about spending money much on twitter? tho some content creators i follow open commissions for money for the gacha fhsdfksj. if you do end up joining genshintwt i hope you have fun!! 

same doc and then i delete! but sometimes if the plan is really long i’ll make a new doc so i can see both at the same time (but recently i’ve just been opening the same doc again so i can see both that way lol). do your dotpoints go into the same doc as your writing one?

LMAOOO yeah i’m always like “hnghhh okay it’s fine.. i will Remember... trust myself” and then i never do and it’s just like welp goodbye to that amazing idea. but also bc it was thought up at such a weird time maybe it isn’t actually that good after all LOL

oh nice!! yeah slowed songs are soooo good. and i usually do listen to music! it’ll depend on what i’m writing bc i like the songs to have a similar vibe, but sometimes it’s too distracting so i put on lofi or something so there are no words ahaha. oh rippp LOL! hmm well badlands by halsey was my klance/voltron album writing soundtrack for a really long time.. i wrote a few fics with that in the background i think! melanie martinez’ k-12 album has a whole free movie to go with it! if you wanna check that out. bastille’s pompeii was really popular but i also really like flaws and of the night from them.. a lot of these are older bc i don’t listen to new stuff fhsdfkjds. and hmm pentatonix (they’re an acapella group!) do a lot of covers so maybe you can find one of a song you like and check them out that way? ahah that’s a lot feel free to not listen to any!! no stress at all lmao

oh fun fact melanie has a idk what to call it character? and song called ‘crybaby’! so very coincidental you asked. but yeah i think i am? LMAOOO like if i’m alone in my room watching something and it’s sad i Will Not hesitate to cry.. like sometimes you just gotta get it out you know? and sometimes maybe it’s a little boy singing a korean cover of colours of the wind but it’s so ethereal you just burst into tears but that’s fine! FHDSKJFHDSFKJS. how about you?

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD!! i legit. my jaw is dropped. i. oh my god 😭😭😭😭😭😭 FHSJFKHSKDJF1!!!! 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is so atmospheric and cosy and warm 😭😭😭 i can go at peace now.. fhskfhdsjf

thank you always!! - c.r. xoxo

[tearitar]

hey tanya, ive been following you on twitter for a while now (my username there is @granteire!) and im always so interested in your tweets about your job! i was wondering if you could maybe tell me a bit more about what you do/what you studied at uni? im currently doing biomedical science and i'd really love to work in a hospital one day, and i'd love to know what your experience in that career type is! thank you, and all the best!!

Hey! Oh, man. Gosh. Thanks for the interest, my tweets are like, not a good picture of my job since I only tweet the funnier things (or the stressful stuff).  It’s really a grabbag, depending on the seasons. But!! 

Quick summary: I’m a medical-surgical nurse registered in California (important to note, most states are different), though I studied and got my Bachelors of Science in Nursing (BSN) in Arizona. Took my NCLEX in California as well.

Also: it took me 6 years.  I’ve failed/retaken classes, I’ve gotten rejected from, like, 7 schools. But here I am! Intact! I graduated and got a job immediately. So. Anyway.

There’s a lot of pathways to becoming a nurse. Most people I’ve seen get their LVN/Associates degree first (two years of school), work for a bit, and then an additional year or two to get their BSN, which you can do mostly online. This way is good if you’re looking to get a job quick, or if your financial means don’t quite cover up to 4-5 years of straight schooling.

Uh, uh, my college experience was kinda convoluted. I hopped around three universities and one community college over the span of 5 years.  I messed up a lot!!!! But I got through it, ahah.  Nightmare.  I can talk a lot about the nursing school application processes (if they haven’t changed too drastically from 5 years ago) and nursing school itself?? But I see that you’re in biomedical science so I’m not very familiar with that part, but I have friends who started there and focused their classes towards nursing!  What hospital work are you looking into? There’s so much!

But, in case you are sort of eyeing nursing as a career pathway..

Good reasons to become a nurse:

Good money. At some Kaiser hospitals in California, a new grad nurse can make up to 70$/hr starting salary.  I am not, in fact, a kaiser nurse. But more on that later.

JOB. AVAILABILITY. Job availability.

LOTS of different types of nursing. Love bedside care? Go to med-surg. Hate talking to patients? Go to surgery.  Love teaching? Go into nursing education.  Love sitting around counting? Operating room.  You can go into so many areas with a BSN.

Straight pathway to the BSN. It’s basically a tradesman job? If that makes sense? All your classes are set up once you get into a nursing program and you got have to stress much about class availability.

Cons:

Constant education.  I have to get re-certified every two years and pay a fee to renew my license. I’m always going to seminars about what’s the new hot thing in the medical field. It’s not… much of a con, really, but it does take away your free time.

Nursing School Is Hard. But that goes for, like, college in general. But Cs don’t get the degrees, friend. Most programs need you to keep your exams, assignments, clinicals above a B average.

Uhhhhh, fun factoid: I did not want to become a nurse.  My mom’s a nurse so I kinda knew what was up.  I wanted to be a pharmacist!! Straight out of high school!!! Got rejected!!! So on a whim-ish, I applied to pre-nursing, which is just a university course pathway to the Real Nursing Program.  Pre-nursing usually takes two years to complete, and that’s if the classes are impacted… which.. They usually are. (It took three years for me!)  

OKAY, AND, UH, READING ALL THIS I REALIZE I HAVE GOTTEN AWAY FROM YOUR QUESTION. WHICH IS. MY ACTUAL JOB.

So!!!!! I’m a medical-surgical nurse, which is what makes up the bulk of hospital nursing.  It’s a REALLY great starting position as a nurse because it allows you to see all types of patients and teaches you how to manage your time.  At the hospital I work at, I’m usually looking over 5 patients, which is the ideal MAX. During busy seasons like winter, sometimes the hospital gets a high census and I get six patients, which really, really, really sucks, and risks patient safety (and… quality of service… *eyeroll*).  I work in 12 hour shifts at night, 7pm to 7am, ON PAPER. Usually I come in 30 minutes early to get my assignment and look up my patients’ medical condition, their labs, and medical history, and after my shift it’s usually 30 more minutes to give report to the oncoming day nurse. So, really, it’s 13 hours, but I don’t get paid for that extra hour.

Some stuff I do as a med-surg nurse:

Doctors oversee hundreds of patients.  I get five for the night, and those five patients are my focus. I monitor their labs, their vital signs, heart rhythms, and basically their overall condition.  I have a set of orders I follow in case something is not quite right. For example, if a patient has a high blood pressure, I’ve got orders to give them a specific medication.  If a patient can’t breathe, I’ve got orders to slap some oxygen on them or give them a breathing treatment.  I troubleshoot, basically, using what I know as a nurse and what the standing orders are from the doctor.  When nothing works, THAT’S when I page for the doctor OR call for a rapid response team (medical emergency team).

Give medications, oral, IV, IM… I do it all…

Depending on the hospital: draw labs sometimes. I poke a lot of people with needles.

Blood transfusions.

Make sure they stay alive for my shift which, surprisingly, can be hard. But this is what I went to school for, and it’s what I’ve been trained to do.  I hate emergencies, but I’m a dang professional and 75% of the time know what I’m doing. The other 25% of the time is Out Of My Scope and that’s what the doctor is there for. My coworkers, too.

*Patients do die. They do, no matter how hard you try or how much you monitor them. I see patients die maybe once every two months. Sometimes more. How people cope is up to them! I don’t want to say you “get used to it” but.. like... idk. /shrug. I find dealing with the families more stressful than any medical emergency I’ve been in so far.

I also: give out food, feed patients, clean patients, get yelled at by patients, get hit by patients, get hit ON by patients. You know. Customer service stuff. A lot of nights remind me of working in retail, except.. You’re with the white suburban mom wanting to speak to your manager for 12 hours. 12 miserable hours.

The overtime pay is great, by the way.

Anyway, being a medical-surgical nurse is not the area I want to stay in, but I’m under a two-year contract to work in the unit before I can apply to other positions (within the hospital). It has been a GREAT learning experience but med-surg involves a lot of talking and interacting with conscious patients, which is not my thing. I’d rather have them unconscious or knocked out, so for that I’m looking into a more critical care position like ICU or surgery where I don’t have to talk much, lmao.

But also my coworkers have been saying I would be a good ER nurse so I’m keeping that option open too.

AHHH ok. Sorry this got SUPER long, but I hope that kinda.. Generates an idea. Best of luck with your school stuff!!!