#morozova i'd like to fuck

[oretsev]

hi helloo, i'd just written a novel in ur askbox about s&b and then tumblr crashed and it was all lost :') maybe for the better because it was a total mess of thoughts lmao so let me try to summarise my feelings a bit (im sorry this turned out REALLY long)

i HATE that they speedran s&s and r&r in the most bullshit way possible. the entire amplifier hunt was basically removed, at least journey-wise - they just. find the sea whip in that one cave and then they go to morozova's workshop and thats it?? wheres the shu han quest. where the fuck is the ACTUAL spinning wheel. and why is alina not hounding everyone to find the firebird??? she's supposed to be obsessively seeking it now, why does she barely seem to care? also where's the actual ending to siege and storm. WHERE is my darkling & alina fight. wheres her being saved by mal... where's her white hair !!!! idk that scene was my favourite and once i knew we were getting a tv show i really wanted to see this on screen :((

all the characters and relationships they cut... harshaw, misha, ONCAT, tamar&nadia (because lbr they basically weren't there), honestly i even missed sergei and stigg (who i'd barely even remembered before), nadia and adrik as siblings even. they just cut all these people and their journeys with alina for what, a fetch quest for a magic sword?

also, where's the apparat and the soldat sol? we hear people call alina 'sankta', sure, but the entire religious part of ruin and rising is just. completely sidelined. which is really weird because it's so important!! tolya and tamar's faith is basically nonexistent and i don't like it at all

the whole firebird reveal was soooo boring. like i'm sorry but that scene in the book? absolutely perfect. but in the show... it's just a story! baghra just tells mal and thats it! honestly this entire season was so much telling and not showing too, soooo much exposition and it just really didnt work

now then. ive put this off long enough but. the fucking ending. dude... i don't even know where to begin. how do you fuck up the rewrite of your book so badly that the entire moral of your book is just. completely lost?? literally the entire trilogy is built on the "what is infinite? the universe and the greed of men" quote. you CANNOT disregard that in this way. the point of the entire story is that alina's greed is punished! she loses her powers and she loses mal (sort of). the fold is destroyed by her power but not by her, because she never should have had that much power! now... she loses nothing. she has her power, she has three amplifiers, she brought mal back with merzost (which is still. insane to me like i legit laughed out loud when that happened) and now she's general of the second army and also soon probably queen of ravka??? she doesnt lose ANYTHING to her greed.

and with the ending too... where the hell are they going to take this next? because theyre sure as hell not following the kos duology storyline, what with alina now being nikolai's general instead of zoya (which im also. really pissed off about because zoya's story is SO important and theyve just. shoved her to the side)

i also have some thoughts about the crows and how theyve been handled of course i just don't feel as passionately about them (also because they shouldnt have been in this show in the first place but thats just my opinion <3) but i do wonder how theyre gonna start the soc spinoff when theyve basically done so much of the crooked kingdom plot already? and inej is literally already sailing and finding slavers like... i have no idea how theyre going to dothis spinoff and make everyone happy

very small last points but im so mad that they did the "an ordinary life full of ordinary things" line and then decided to. include nikolai? what the actual fuck? and then they didnt even GIVE malina their ordinary life... sorry im so so angry about this ending

i'm sure ive got more to say but this is already wayy too long and i don't wanna bother u anymore but ive just been mad for 3 days straight and really needed to get this off my chest <3 im really disappointed that theyve managed to screw up my favourite book series of all time so i'm just going to reread r&r and forget this season exists :D hope u have a nice day and thank u for reading this dump slfksdj

RIP but ty for venting!!! i totally get everything you’re saying. all of this comes down to the writers smashing basically all of the books into one season for NO reason. all of the things that make the trilogy & duology interesting & compelling & complex are gone bc there’s no time to show them. it’s constantly going GO GO GO with the plot, & for what?? nothing got added to these characters this season, i didn’t feel any impact during any of the big reveals, i didn’t get any emotional payoff from these characters’ journeys.

& why change the ending the way they do? eric’s already said that a season 3 would go back & touch on s&s things they didn’t address. so this ending is meant to draw out alina & mal’s stories, but why do it this way? why backtrack like that? you could certainly draw out the trilogy without speed-running the original ending like this, but that doesn’t fit whatever weird narrative he has for the crows ig.

[amiramorozova]

Soulmates? -Werewolf edition- pt. 14

Three days...when you think of that you don't think it goes by so fast but when you're me who keeps busy every second of the day and on the 3rd night..well I couldn't sleep. Going out at night was a bad idea but i couldn't sleep so I went walking. I never could sleep after I seen the Morozova's stag so I'd go for a run being mindful. When I was heading back I stopped sensing someone coming close by and when I went to hit them my arm was met by seeing my fated mate. "Aleksander.." I said 

"What are you doing out here so late?" He asked as I looked at him but knew there was a reason I was out here. I couldn't just tell him the truth so I sighed "I do this when I can't sleep.." I said as he approached me as I knew that there was  something he wanted. I hadn't seen him in three days as he kept walking towards me before I felt a tree against my back. "You haven't returned to the club." He said as I nod. I still hadn't decided if I was going to but there was a reason..my cycle was close so I didn't want to go back only to have to have the next week off. 

He went close as he sniffed and it was like he could smell it "Ah, your cycle..it must be close..meaning that our little four days together didn't take. I'm actually relieved for that happening means we can have another chance when you're ready." He said as I gave a kind of half smile at him knowing that I wasn't really wanting kids right now..but I'd considered them for the future. 

I walked past him as I headed back to the house as I was going to figure out what to do. I started collecting things within the next few days and once it started I barricaded in my room as I laid in my bed. I put my arm over my eyes as this was unbearable and yet when I did I remembered what it felt like being with him in my induced cycle from that drug..yet thinking of that was a bad idea cause I felt want..desire..

No, I refuse...too risky..he could go into a rut.. I thought 

Yet as I was getting out of my thoughts I heard the sound of a knock on my window.  I moved my arm and looked seeing him but I was having a hard time as I got up and went to the window.. "What are you doing? Go away.." I said as I was prepared to suffer through this like always but he put a hand on the window. "Look at you..your suffering..it pains me to know you go through this..I co-" but I cut him off "No, you cannot!" I said as he looked at me and I was holding strong "I can't ask you to help every time.." 

I can't..No matter what it can't happen..if I let it happen there is no telling what will happen. I thought 

"Amira, you're my mate..and to see you suffer.." He said as I shook my head knowing that it wasn't fair. "I don't..I don't love you..we never should have been like that before hand.." I said as I knew that was true. I wanted my first to be with someone I loved and my fated mate..and I got half of that..but fuck it did feel so good. He still was close to me "You could though..You could come to love me..be mine Amira.." 

Once a fated pair are bonded together by marks that are permanent...it can't be undone..and everyone else will feel appalling to me.. I thought 

"I'm not..ready to be with one person for the rest of my life.." I said as he looked at me and he seemed to understand what I was saying. "You've been through a few things..you understand." He nod as he thought about it. "I had a few former lovers. They died but they were never marked..besides they found their fated mates and left." 

They found their fated mates and left? How horrible.. I thought 

I felt bad for him but I turned to him "Sorry but I prefer to suffer through this..we can talk after this is over." I said as I looked back and he nod. I went about as usual and waited but I couldn't shake about that so I knew there was things

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[black-rose-writings]

Watching Shadow and Bone season 2: Episode 6 - I never thought I'd say the book(s) was(were) better for this show, but I'm getting close.

I have food, time for the next episode.

Book!Baghra: Oh, you're so powerful. Okay. Cut down the top of this mountain.

Show!Baghra: You don't need the Cut.

I'm sure the first army is going to be very happy about working with Grisha, when they were all too happy to just throw them into the Fold to die, like, a week ago.

Since when is Genya a Healer?

Wylan is being a poetic little shit.

And the poison is I guess giving people nightmares. K.

Amplifiers are Ilya's fault, now, I guess.

And Baghra is going to figure out what the fuck Mal is, I presume.

They made Baghra worse. In the books, the age difference between her and her sister was like 3-4 years. Bagrha was still really fucking young when she killed her sister. Baghra was like 6 or 7 and her sister was a toddler. But in the show, Baghra was 16 when she murdered her 6yo sister. Jesus christ.

Does Baghra still think her sister perma died? Or is she omiting the fact that her sister was resurected so that Alina doesn't have to face the fact that the third amplifier is a person?

Why is Tolya calling out now? It's been a few minutes already?

Love me some convenient backstory-revealing poison.

Oh, wow, her mom got a convenient plague death and not, you know, literally not able to continue after she believed her husband and daughter died, because of her other daughter.

Oh, look at that, Baghra hates herself. And the Morozova legacy. So I guess Baghra's motivation in the show is to destroy all of it, because it shouldn't have existed in the first place, as she had realized at some point, probably after Sasha created the Fold.

Not to be nitpicky, but like... you're telling me that handwiritng from a 1000+ years ago is going to be at all legible? That the language is going to be at all understandable? I'm sorry, but that's kinda ridiculous.

That's a very fast acting antidote.

Oh, Saints, is that how she finds out her sister has been resurected?

Yup. Baghra is definitelly trying to destroy all of Morozova's legacy.

Oh, look, the evil thief is a Fabricator. No points for guessing the person to defeat her will have to be another Grisha. Maybe one who has a "This si who you are" arc going on.

Okay. So the the physical attack scene was nowhere near as bad as I was worried.

There's no Grisha school kids to threaten, probably because they've all been murdered on Vasily's orders while she was off on her vacation.

Oh, look, Baghra's suicide scene. A little more murder-suicide this time.

Cutting off his hand, to sever the connection, because we've made the connection physical and not spiritual.

So, we're introducing far more Saints, already. Okay.

Sasha is a bad immortal, because he chose to be more than a regular person. Or something.

Sometimes, people are not interesting in love, Nina.

And how exactly did that never happen before when they held their hands?

Also... there's two more episodes to go. I don't like this. I really, really don't like this.

Oh, dear god, it's the sex scene.

Just as weird and sad as it was in the book.

He's got a cool new hand. And knows what Mal is.

[muresetivoire]

Nikolai Lantsov is and will forever be the best person from the Grishaverse, thank you for attending my Ted Talk.

[tulipwritings]

Let you see the heart that's inside ✧ I

Pairing: The Darkling / Aleksander Morozova x Reader (Sun Summoner)

Trope: Enemies to lovers.

Warnings: Mention of sexual assault.

(Gif's not mine)

You wrapped your kefta closely around you as you stumbled through the hallway of the Little Palace. You felt like crying but the numbness of not fully grasping what just had happened stopped you from sobbing and screaming.

You had liked Pyotr. He was your closest and only friend ever since you arrived at the Little Palace after the Darkling found you — his Sun Summoner. Your stay turned out to be a tough time, barely finding friends since most of the other Grisha held grudges against you, envying the Sun Summoner who the Darkling was so keen on, even though behind the closed doors of the war room, the both of you kept fighting, divided by disagreement on how to act regarding the Shadow Fold. He wanted to use it as a weapon which you highly disagreed with. Once the Darkling realized your stubborness and that he couldn’t simply wrap you around his finger, his behaviour changed towards you, being distant and not hiding the fact how annoyed he was in your presence. Probably the only reason for him to not simply get rid of you was that he needed a Sun Summoner and you were the only one around. Oh, how you'd love to make room for those other Grisha, there was nothing to envy about bearing the bad-tempered Darkling.

You've been on your own your whole life, the loneliness had been such a familiar feeling that it didn’t feel lonely anymore at some point. Until you met Pyotr and you got used to him being around. But now you felt sick to your stomach only thinking about him, his stupid face and red kefta. When you visited him in his room this evening so you could go to the great hall together where dinner is served, he grabbed you by your wrists, starting to kiss your neck and once you tried to push him away, he slowed down your heart rate, making you defenseless. Now, stepping through the hallway trying to get to your room as quick as possible, you could still feel his hands on your body and hear the echo of his words over and over again. "Come on, (Y/N). You've been so sweet and kind, you showed me that you want me for quite some time now..." His powers of a Heartrender stopped you from objecting, all you could do was watching him touch and kiss you.

"Dinner is that way" a cold and yet soft voice said. The Darkling seemed to have a good day, at least that's what the rare softness in his voice gave away.

"I'm not hungry, get out of my face" you spat, not looking at him as you tried to pass him, but his hand shot forward, grabbing your wrist and pulling you backwards until his body blocked your way.

"I beg your pardon?" The softness in his voice was gone, there was a dangerous edge to it now. His touch made you panic and all of a sudden the numbness lost its fight against the tears, making you sob right in front of him, which made all of it even worse, since the least you wanted was showing weakness in front of the Darkling, who'd use it against you as soon as it was of use. "Let go of me! I'll never be kind again!", you shouted, knowing your words must sound ridiculous without any context, before your voice broke and your tears stopped you from saying anything else. The Darkling let go of you without even blinking. He was slightly startled, almost sorry once he noticed your shattered reaction.

"(Y/N)... wha- what happened?" he asked troubled, raising his hand for a second, wanting to touch your back to comfort you until he realized his touch had made you panic just seconds ago. He bowed forward, his face only inches apart from yours, as his raven eyes locked with yours. "Tell me."

He waited patiently until you gathered enough strength to gulp back your sobs, shakingly speaking up about what happened. Once he heard what Pyotr had done he stiffened, clenching his jaw and protectively looking up and down the hallway, checking if there was any sight of the Heartrender.

"Go to your room and take a bath.", he ordered, "I'll check in on you later."

✧・✧・✧・✧

You were sitting in your nightgown on your bed, your hair still damp as you heard a soft knock on your door.

"Come in..." Your voice was barely a hoarse. You had took a hot bath, eagerly soaping your body and hoping to wash off the feeling of Pyotr's hands on your skin. It's been hopeless — you felt used, dirty even. If you could, you'd shed your skin, leaving the unsolicited touch behind.

The Darkling stepped in, a tray in his hand that he placed in front of you. "I want you to eat something, (Y/N)."

You sighed, thinking about food made you feel like throwing up already.

"I'll leave the Little Palace tomorrow, I can't stand to see him again." And you couldn’t stand the thought of your only friend betraying you, the thought of fighting with the Darkling when there was no one around to rant about his self-centered, greedy behaviour, the thought of being among other Grisha and still being all alone. You had lost your only friend — if he had ever been a friend. You felt empty and lost. Unlovable, worthless. As if Pyotr had stolen your value.

"You won't leave the Little Palace..."

"So, I'm a captive now?" you snapped.

The Darkling took a deep breath. You could sense that he was annoyed with you interrupting him, but for once he was patient and remained soft instead of threatening you as he did the countless times you were arguing in the war room.

"You’re not held captive, Pyotr is." he stated, now sitting down on the edge of your bed, still giving you space and respecting your boundaries.

Your eyes went wide. "You... you believe me?"

"Are you fucking with me?!" There he was — the annoyed Darkling, angry with something you said. This time you couldn’t be mad at him, his reaction felt nearly soothing.

"I want Grisha to be safe." he went on. "The Little Palace is supposed to be a safe place for Grisha, I won't tolerate any kind of violence that isn't at my command. Speaking of...", he frowned, "I don't want you to have breakfast with the others tomorrow. You'll eat in your room, I'll have servants take care of it." He got up from your mattress, but stopped as soon as he reached your door. "And (Y/N)... don’t let the cruelty of others take away your kindness. It can be strength too." He left before you had a chance to ask any further questions.

Once he had closed the door, he left you behind with the unknown feeling of wanting him to come back. You hated how commanding he was. Yet, it was the first time you wondered who he was besides the leader of the Second Army that you couldn’t stand. You wondered if there was a side of him you might actually like.

Once he had closed the door leaving you behind, a pool of shadows surrounded him. Now that he was on his own again he stopped suppressing his rage about somebody touching you and the waves of darkness were its outcome. Nobody would harm you ever again.

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[becauseicantthinkwritings]

Omg everything that one anon said about checking your blog like it's the damn news!! The last couple months have been ABSOLUTE shit in every way possible and stumbling onto your blog has given me much, desperately needed distraction, and god its so good no real human being man or woman will ever fucking measure up. You and this one other writer do billy so well and i was stalking you the other day and found out you're a healthcare worker?? Ma'am I might be a bit in love. Or a lot. I would read your grocery list if I could. If i could just find my way into a corner of your mind I'd live there HAPPILY. Thank you so much, honestly. You've successfully ruined me for any other human, ever.

MY GOD

I love you ♥

So much

Idk if you wanna be living in my head, I don't wanna live in my head 😂😂😂 You'll be in here for 5 minutes going "Damn bitch, you live like this?"

If you were living in my mind you would be fed a constant supply of Billy Russo/ Ben Barnes/Benjamin Greene/ Alexander Morozova content lollll.

Okay, I'll tell you more about what I do since you love me so much.... I'm actually an engineer in the medical field. I know less about the body and more about technological systems and medical devices hehe.

[jespers-kanmani]

okay so I finished ruin and rising and there are gonna be hella spoilers in this post so if you if haven't read it yet uhhh, beware?

- so firstly, zoya? so much better in this book? so sassy and haughty, i love her. tbh idk what it was about her in seige and storm but she was absolutely insufferable.

- the apparat, creepy and gross af, the white cathedral stuff is mostly what I'd remembered from before so while i wasn't surprised at how grimy he was, it didn't stop me from gagging every two paragraphs during that section

- nikolaiiiiii, my bby 🥺 what did they do to you 😭 i have a feeling kos/row duo is gonna kill me

- totally thought morozova was gonna be baghra's husband, but hop he's her dad??? did not see that coming. also the sister story, creepy af, loved it.

- so I remembered they didnt kill the firebird but totally forgot that mal was 3rd amp (hence why i was prolly surprised by morozova being baghra's dad) so when that happened I was like wowowoowoww he gonna die

- but then I was like wait, they both don't die is how I remember it???

- THAT SCENE, WHERE ALINA AND MAL ARE BY THE RIVER AND THEIR CAMP GETS CAUGHT, BUT THEN PRINCE PERFECT COMES BY. LOVED IT, HERE FOR IT I WANT MORE OF IT

- im sorry but nikolai and alina's friendship is honestly one of my favs

- sergei u fucken fuck face, eat shit hoe

- ONCAT. ONCAT IS MY FAVOURITE

- if oncat does make it to the show ima riot @/netflix I want a oncat icon

- ana kuya and botkin 🥺

- mishaaaa 🥺🥺🥺

- the part w genya a d king hit so hard but damn, nikolai standing strong that his father should answer for his crimes was tbh (unfortunately) not something i was expecting. u go genya Safin, ur so cool

i didnt like this one as much as seige and storm but they did, imo, wrap things up well.

seige and storm out of the three was my fav by a long shot which I feel like is the general public's consensus? now I'm not reading the crows duo next, I'm actually gonna do king of scars but I'm reading these w more speed than i normally read and I want to savohr my crows reread hehehe

onto king of scars!

[muresetivoire]

Milf: Morozova I'd like to fuck

[madeyoumyvillain]

They really thought I would yearn and go "oh so cute time to hate Aleksander Morozova,the man who carried the books and is now carrying the show" just because they said "you're my north Star" when BEN FUCKING BARNES was standing RIGHT there with angst and vengeance and ALL BLACK ATTIRE and they thought I'd like our main girl with the chad? Nice try lol but 4 Darklina scenes ATE UP the 8 hrs of Malina y'all forced on us. Bye.

The way they tried to feed us with Malina childhood flashbacks again and again but made Darklina the most interesting ship with the most CHEMISTRY

Darklina endgame, preach.