#morningramblings
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Woke up 5am and I couldn't sleep again...
I guess if I want to change anything I might as well try to get used to waking up early, again.
Somehow I feel bad about my neighbor-lady... She leaves her house at 5am everyday to go to work. From what I gather she's the breadwinner in her family and the only support. I see the lights go off in her house and hear hear when she closes her door. I always try to pray for her when I hear her leaving.✨
Is some weird sense of guilt keeping me awake at this time? 🤔
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Sometimes, I gotta keep my distance from certain people so that I can love them just the same as before when they need it the most.
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good morning {09.04.17} | Labor Day | up early hoping to wake to a glorious sunrise only to be met with dull flatness; a two dimensional plane. The tree sentinels look tired. Maybe it's me. Exhausted from another anxiety riddled sleep. Processing a vivid dream that took place in my childhood home on Beatrice Drive. That house has frequently been the setting in recent dreams. Views from the kitchen window, front stoop, the back porch so incredibly vivid. Last night's dream involved burning my hand on Mom's electric coffee pot, then sitting on the front steps watching the sunrise though I was facing west. That's all I remember. I did wake with some sense of peace. What would be Mom's 80th Birthday is 8 days from now. Perhaps she is close by in spirit, knowing the challenges and changes I'm undergoing. Rarely does she appear in these dreams, though her presence is felt. Last night she guided me to find safe haven outside looking for the sunrise, even when I face the opposite direction or discover a flat sky. #morningramblings #snapseededit #snapseedgram #retrolux
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5 am Blur. Dials switched Tongue tied dry Space out drought of sand rooms you remember from laying on carpet. Shake off the glue glittery gook that took clarity for a ride downtown entertainment district The detail glimmers just beyond out reach hand toe tip across creaky floor. No more but there is just One more. #imageryconcepts #abstract #poetic #earlytorise #5am #prosepoem #morningramblings #writer #writersofinstagram #artisticlife
#artisticlife#5am#abstract#earlytorise#writer#morningramblings#poetic#writersofinstagram#imageryconcepts#prosepoem
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Kerckhoff Lake #kerckhofflake #morningrambles #autumnvibes (at Kerckhoff Lake) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHmJu03AK7WTmCjaXGOdQEt_nuSlx4CuQG7M9U0/?igshid=2xkei6ydlvax
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Missing you? Hell yeah...
Darn I'm starting to miss the rp days. Maybe I should just hunt for one on here or just start writing stuff on here ....oooohh that's an idea 😈
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lmao at this rate im starting to consider to make a twitter account solely for Estinaud? 😂 twitter is like a gold mining of their fanarts particularly from Japan and Korea but it's really a scattered mess. and how we cant just tag them like on tumblr reblogs, it'd be very difficult to trace back if ur account's whole content is like totally random and personal. and i basically want to have more people to be able to see and appreciate it.
but still.... idk. it's just that i dont remember ever being this "dedicated obsessed" of things before so i didnt really consider it through-and-through. im saying this as two very productive Estinaud fanartists from Korea have deleted all of their past artworks somehow and it's just... very, very shame. id blame all the mess and misunderstanding of the latest policy / concern.
another thing is i find it really a hassle is to create another account when i couldnt really tell whether it could be last long. and on twitter, i need to use another email. idk i just feel very suck in managing too many different things.
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#morningramble sigh still dark at 0500. Kind of wet and rainy but a nice temperature today. https://www.instagram.com/p/CFt6OtFjUh3t-M5l5LMKQwQXwnB8UnfahOBqWw0/?igshid=1wikqd5z8xioa
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Had a little thought during yoga today. “Just a thought” Thursday! •••• #thursday #thursdayquotes #happythursday #morningramble #morningthoughts #reflection #positivevibes #abundancemindset #mindset #embracethemoment #love #lifecanbemessy #lifeisgood #liveandletgo #mentalhealth #thinkpositive #minimalism #smile #takeadeepbreath #buddhaagent #realestateagent #denvercolorado (at Prestige Fitness Lakewood) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvRpBOngAXi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u4n9vj73d09o
#thursday#thursdayquotes#happythursday#morningramble#morningthoughts#reflection#positivevibes#abundancemindset#mindset#embracethemoment#love#lifecanbemessy#lifeisgood#liveandletgo#mentalhealth#thinkpositive#minimalism#smile#takeadeepbreath#buddhaagent#realestateagent#denvercolorado
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This is a vicious cat. He bites, howls, attacks the dog, and takes no shit from no body. He is BIG, fluffy, and does what he wants. Not afraid to bite the hand that feeds him. I get little cuts and scratches daily. He is my cat. . . . Just like people, no one, and nothing is 100% evil. Creatures, and I'm talking humans too, all have a light inside. If we choose to pay attention to the darkness, then more darkness will be revealed. Evil is everywhere, and if you want; pain and suffering is all you will see. . . . Anything that is given focus and attention grows. I choose to see that light inside all beings. It gets easy quickly. Working as a waitress for 16 years teaches one about people more than any psyche degree. When a hungry monster is screaming at the hostess, red faced, fist clenched.. or when a boss is drunk and spitting insults behind the line... I see only an animal in distress. There is still good in there. There is still a beating heart that wants to be loved, and has basic needs that arnt being met. What I have learned.. and how I have worked with this cat.. is that if I can keep myself detached and steady of breath, I can hold space, at the level of the wound, and choose to only speak to the light. Choose to see a wounded animal who has been living in a life of anger and pain. Not a monster doing something to me. I choose to nurture their light. Whatever you put your attention towards grows. Sometimes even just keeping an eye on something is all that is needed to change it. . . . . So if we yes acknowledge the evil, stand with boundaries, breathe, and look at the light, the light will be all that grows. I have noticed that in this practice, angry nasty people treat me well. This cat over time, now snuggles on my lap, begs for pets, and is so quick to pur. This cat that was on the street, this cat that was in an unhealthy living situation. This cat. He has boundaries. He has attitude. But the more I see his sweetness and give space for his wounds to heal, the sweeter the cat he becomes. #morningramblings #YouSeeWhatYouAreLookingFor #boundariesAreBeautiful #meetmeatmywound #cherishthelightwithin #paincannotexistwithoutlove
#cherishthelightwithin#youseewhatyouarelookingfor#morningramblings#boundariesarebeautiful#meetmeatmywound#paincannotexistwithoutlove
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Is that too much to ask for? I know “I’m only 21” and “I have so much time ahead of me” and “Everybody has different timing” but damn. That’s a constant question for me. I wake up like, “Ok, how can I be great today? What do I have to do to get where I want to be?” I gotta stop stressing myself though because as they all say, “You have to just take it one day at a time.” 1 Boss move a day.. that’s a must. What’s your thoughts? #randomthoughts #dontmindme #morningramblings (at The Millionaire's Row)
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They know we constantly reinvent ourselves... different style, different thoughts, different ethics, even different hair. They can't stop us but they keep trying! *Two girls suspended from school for wearing braids* Really? Newsflash! Royalty by blood! It doesn't matter what we look like! The rest is in the breeding. Who bred you? #morningramblings #reinvented #daydreamer #blackgirlmagic #royalbybirth #evenwithoutbraids #calledtobecreative
#reinvented#calledtobecreative#evenwithoutbraids#morningramblings#daydreamer#blackgirlmagic#royalbybirth
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Things I Ramble About #6
Ok so here's the thing, I've been working with my job on disability and how I don't know if I'll have to quit or if they'll give me leave since I'm part time right. AND on top of that my boss is hiring already. The government is now shut down simply because this stupid mother fucker likes to act like a 2 year old. But you know us working class, 20 something year old, epileptic, part time employee peasants don't matter because we're not rich. Its irritating that this is nothing new.
#thingsirambleabout#morningrambles#shutdown#doesntlookgood#epilepsy#disability#edd#fucktrump#ineedabowl#smokeonit
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Your subconscious is powerful! Much more powerful than your conscious. You are told not to take things 'seriously'... . . . . Your intuition, instinct,conscience.. They are valid parts of your make up.. Essential part of your package Stop snoozing on them Reclaim and regain your essence. . . . #morningrambling #mindstate #elevatedmindstate #thoughts #subconcious #thispostisnotforeveryone #tuesday
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"Falling Apart and Finding Your Way Back Home". My 30th #morningramble from a couple of weeks ago. Make sure to follow me on Instagram @michaelneillcatalyst to watch the rest of my Morning Rambles! https://ift.tt/3cgjWYP Like us on FB:https://ift.tt/1kY0XzN
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Parfait diem
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