#more of him because ohgod I love this song so damn much

[lilfriezatyrant]

[jasonvtodd]

hsin bye ily

send me a character

hsin liu vega {in the company of shadows} 

favorite thing about them ohgod. ive been missing this boy so much lately you dont even know so i love you so much for sending this so ohohoh where to even begin. the fact that hes so similar to jason todd honestly just says everything you need to know about him and how i feel about him if you know me well enough. cuz godd. so many people in his position could have let all that trauma, abuse and loss turn them cold heartless and let those assholes win. but not hsin. not when he has something to fight for. not when he finds out that maybe hes not the monster everyone has always told him he is. not when theres hope (in the shape of a young blonde new agent). not when he starts to believe that maybe he deserves to have a future. more then that… he deserves to be happy. i love his strength and courage and his resilience. i love how he didnt let the agency decide his story for him. he fought like hell to write his own ending and take back control of his own story. i could go on and on but ill stop now…

least favorite thing about them that close to no one knows his name :(( MY BOY DESERVES TO BE KNOWN!!!!!!

favorite line “They may be able to fuck with my life any time they want, but I’m not going to let them win.”  😭😭😭👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 yOURE DOING GREAT SWEETIE + “Your feelings and thoughts are your own and fuck them if they think they can control them.”

random headcanon ive discussed this with ais before and it always makes me happy: boyd and hsin’s teas getting mixed up. boyd getting hsins super sweet fruity teas and hsin getting stuck with boring old camille tea and boyd going on about how he doesnt know how hsin drinks this its like drinking straight sugar or something

unpopular opinion i dont like how a lot of people think that boyd and hsins relationship was anything but toxic and unhealthy in the very beginning (im talking like book 1 and heck even some of 2) because uhhh loool. mates. it fucking was so gross and not at all but thats what makes their development so damn good and amazing. people also bitch and complain about afterimage but again thats like my favourite book for their development cause both of them we’re doing what they needed to do to take care of their own needs and what they needed to do for them. and yes it sucked that they just couldnt seem to get their timing right to actually TALK about it but i hate that people fault boyd a lot (rarely hsin but i guess him sometimes too) regarding book 2 cause that was seriously some of the best stuff ive seen for a otp before. like all the icos books, yes a lot of it wasnt needed and it could have been cut down. but overall? fucking amazing and we had to go through all of that shit so they could get to where they needed to get too when they were back together again. 

song i associate with them too far gone by sir sly (im an angsty bitch sue me)

favorite picture of them this guy right here

[enaasteria]

Answered Asks // 1

This first bulk ask is for Music Anon as you sent me your reactions while reading and I LOVED THEM SO MUCH. Under the cut!

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 30th 2018, 6:51:00 pm · 4 hours ago But what happens after 18 T_T?! Do we send them off to happy ending AU? But okay I can’t wait to see them being all fluff balls like omg I need fluff after all that angst (though I do love angst but they deserve their happy)! Btw, I sent you a message about a song that reminded me of chapter 11. I was just wondering if you’ve received because I remember you saying your inbox eats your messages sometimes :)

18 is the epilogue. It really is just a cute scene I have in mind that I want to write out that gives insight into what their life is afterwards. And yes!! the music ask is in my inbox. I’m saving it for when I can really focus on the lyrics. My brain is a bit loopy right now from finishing 17 so I want to take my time and enjoy the music you sent. I’ll definitely listen to it tomorrow morning when my brain is refreshed~~~!!!

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 30th 2018, 7:10:00 pm · 3 hours ago

Okay I saw that you enjoy messages while we’re reading so I’m going to send you a lot of annoying ones which will make you sick of me. I’m at the scissors part and can I just say CHANYEOL? WHY?! DO YOU NOT READ THE ATMOSPHERE. IT SHOULD BE SEHUN AND AHRI ALL TANGLED UP AND PRETZELING, NOT YOU AND SEHUN!! Buuuut awwwww the hand holding. SOFLUFFYLIKEABUNNY. I literally had to wear my pyjamas and run to bed so that I could enjoy it in my most comfortable position. Back to reading! - musicanon

I’m gunna answer all of your individual messages personally because I LOVED READING EVERY ONE OF THEM. THEY WERE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY NIGHT MUSIC ANON. THEY REALLY WERE. OMG. I had to rewrite this part so many times because I couldn’t figure out how to get Sehun and Ahri to the bathroom scene. The flow was completely off and I was like---let me try having Chanyeol being a fidgety mess and grab Sehun all over the place and voila. LOL

Ended the intense haircut session xD! I love the way you describe scenes in which Ahri cradles Sehun’s face. It’s so intimate and loving. I also love how both haircut sessions in the story kind of depicts how Ahri is letting Sehun into her world. But this time, he wants to venture deeper and she also wants him to come closer. So much has changed! Did Sehun read a manual on perfect boyfriend 101 because damn boy, you’re giving Ahri (and me) heart attacks! STAYINYOURLANE. 

YOU NOTICED. YASSSS. When he kissed her inner wrist LIKE. PLEASE @ LORD. PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THIS ROMANCE IRL. I NEED THIS. EVEN HALF OF THIS ROMANCE. I ain’t a greedy lady but I just want some heartfelt moments like this. Haircut session. My hearteu. Side note---I really need my bangs cut. Where can I get an apt Sehun to cut my hair??? BUT SNIFFS. This is how I see Sehun being with the person he loves. I really think he would dote on her and really love her to the extent of his capabilities. It just makes me go uwu.

Btw, Soi being like are you sure you’re done reminds me of the scene in Black Panther where T’challa is having his fam reunion and M’Baku is like YAWN are you done? Are you done?! Cracks me up!

OMG. BLACK PANTHER. You are just about my favorite anon. Thank you and let me love you forever and ever.

Oh dear lord, I hope Yua’s work troubles weren’t the ones you were going through (or something similar)? Also, I hope you weren’t referring to your cousin x_x. But of course, if you were then SHAME ON ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO DO THIS TO YOU. You’re like Ahri though! Strong and elegant in her way of dealing with things <3 Soi’s desire to smush the lovebirds together perfectly describes my own. I always think of the NOW KISS meme whenever Sehun and Ahri are in close proximity. JUSTKISSCOMEON - ma

Every work trouble I really did go through. I write a lot from experiences so this whole chapter encompasses a lot of moments I dealt in real life. The work, the 23 hr straight shift, the glass frame and rewriting it. All happened. But it’s also a reason why I quit so now life is a lot better without those leadership boogers. WHAT IS THIS MEME YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT AND WHERE CAN I FIND ITTTT???

How funny would it be if Ahri playfully called Sehun Monsieur and Sehun launches into full French mode like Bonjour oui oui mademoiselle (my last French lesson was 15 years ago. it’s been awhile xD). Ahri be like dafuq I’m out - ma

Ahhhhhh my dearest music anon. She would straight up respond back in fluent french and let him live out his wildest dreams PUAHAHAHAH

TIE SCENE SO CUTE *hearteyes* I can imagine it playing out in my head!!! I have to applaud Ahri for being able to tie it on someone else. I can only tie it while it’s on my neck, loosen it and give it to someone else. And lol, of course Mr Perfect Boyfriend has the ability to somehow make his gaze softer on command xD. Ahri bby, how are you not melting. SOI?! YOU JUST SAID YOU WANTED THEM TO KISS AND NOW YOU’RE INTERRUPTING THEM. For a good reason. BUTSTILL. Just wait 30 seconds!!! - ma

RIGHT. This chapter made me CRY A RIVER AND IM STILL A MESS. And Monsieur Oh is adept with his facial structure and actions and can be any man you want him to be. You want sturdy burly Sehun. You got it. Soft, cherub Sehun? NO PROBLEM. He can do it all!!! But honestly I would melt too and she sort of does. Eventually LOOOOL But to Soi’s defense, she just has terrible timing. HAHAHAHA She’s my baby. I love Soi. I love Yua. I love Ahri. I love Yumi. I love all my girls.

Ohgod! Poor Ahri for having to do all that name writing! Sehun is right. She’s got this! But you’ve perfectly described me whenever I make a mistake in my writing. I’m like FFS I NEED TO REWRITE THIS WHOLE THING. That’s why I like pencils because rubbers exist. Look at Ahri getting all turned on by Sehun’s knife skills *waggles brows* it’s like her artistic rendition of lumberjack Sehun. I bet Sehun is already planning their wedding. Crossing mirrors off the list or else the missus would cry -ma

This was another one of the scenes where I wrote from experience. I was helping out a wedding and this bride made her seating charts just as I described. Her wedding was outside and it was windy and it knocked over one of the seating charts. I had to rewrite all those names and it was such a PAIN IN THE BUTTTTT. OMG ARCHITECT SEHUN WOULD BE SO HEUNGNNGNGNG. She goes and visits him at the office while he’s drafting a building. AND SHE JUST LOOKS AT HIM AND ITS HIS TURN TO ASK HER, CAN YOU LOOK AT ME LESS INTENSELY PLEASE, AHRI. IT would be just cutest.

CONGRATS TO THE BRIDE AND GROOM! Dude I can’t believe you forgot her name. I don’t do this at all *rolls eyes and acts self righteous* btw, I didn’t know about the least to most important bridesmaids/groom thing! It actually made me laugh because if you’re asked to be one, you know exactly where you stand in the ranking xD. ASDFGHJKL. HANDHOLDING. FITTING PRECISELY IN ALL THE EMPTY SPACES IN BETWEEN. WALKING DOWN THE AISLE. That’s it. They’re officially married in my mind. No arguments! - ma

Seunghyun and Lia’s meeting was actually how I met my husband. He didn’t remember my name actually but I remembered his and it was and still is how I torment him LOOOOL. It’s not really least important to most important. I just did it for writing purposes but it’s your wedding. Sometimes people just place people in certain spots based on their height LOL. AHRI AND SEHUN. MARRIED> I DEAD.

Oh Chanyeol, you finally have met your violent happy ending. He’s a pup in love! Very unexpected but I approve. Yeol and Ahri’s pact doesn’t stand because Sehun and Ahri just got married (and secretly stole Seunghyun and Lia’s thunder). OMGKEEPERS! ISEEWHATUDIDTHERE. Man Sehun, how does it feel listening to how you’ve been a dick to Ahri in KeepersAU (also early in ApartmentAU)? But he made amends so he will be forgiven. IS HE GOING TO GIVE HER JEWELLERY?! He said he wouldn’t unless ...! - ma

HE’S A PUP IN LOVE AND THATS EXACTLY WHAT HE ISSSSS. IT was never really a true pact to begin with. Just a joke to mess with Sehun that I added in and I don’t think Ahri would’ve ever went through with it tbh. She’s not the type to marry someone at all, if ever and even if she’s old and wrinkly, she wouldn’t marry someone if she didn’t wholeheartedly love him. AND YASSSS KEEEPEEPEPERPRRSSS. I’m glad you see it. I was really proud of this. I wove in so many stories for this chapter. My brain was about to burst. AYEEEE. WILL HE. WILL WE FIND OUT IF HE GIVES HER JEWELRY in 18??? We shall see.

I just died of fluff and I’m not even done yet. I had to take so many breaks in between reading by smushing my face into the pillow because my heart was bursting with cotton wool!! Not gonna lie, I wanted to smack Sehun for using >100 batteries. BE ENVIRONMENTAL FRIENDLY BOY. Even if you’re in a fictional scene. But A+ for set up. The jar of longing is so sweet! BESTILLMYHEART. HAHAHA I CANT BELIEVESHE TOLD HIM ABOUT HOW SHE CLASSIFIES HIM! Married couple spilling all their secrets & kissing -ma

ITS SO FLUFF RIGHT? LIKE I CANT EVEN FIGURE OUT HOW I DID IT. I can’t even live right now because I’ve never written anything like this before. I’m more into darker stories where things are just pain and crying and tears and heart breaking torment. SO THIS WAS A 180 FROM WHAT I USUALLY WRITE. I hope it wasn’t vomit inducing fluff but IM SORRY. THE BATTERIES. Would it help if I said they’re rechargeable?????? AYEEEE. VERSIONS EQUATE TO CREATIVITY. Who knows, it might be a kink. OR. he could spend the rest of his life entertaining her with versions and asking her what do you call this one? how about this one? AHRIIII~~~~~~She would major regret this later on hahaha

Aw, I’m glad Ahri got to see the stars!! And promptly decided that she wanted to be with Sehun instead. Omg HAHAH. I was like how do you unofficially own a star? Did he call the international space agency or Spock or something and told them to fly a toothpick flag up with the names of Sehun and Ahri written on it xD? Btw are those star designations real? I tried googling but ended up with Supreme Court cases lol! Whenever Sehun tells stories that his father told him, and he says that (tbc) - ma

YES! You can can actually “buy” a star and “name” it. It’s definitely not official. It’s not like N*SA will recognize it but it’s just a sweet gesture and that’s why he said unofficially. The star designations I used aren’t real but they are formatted in that way. I had do research on this and it’s really long and windy and hard to explain because even my brain was like---i can not understand this. The letters are usually an abbrev of the telescope used to discover the star and the numbers are sometimes the year found or the date or coordinates. Like I said, really complicated science stuff so for the sake of fic writing, I just made it simple and put in some numbers that mean stuff LOOOL

And he says that it’s been passed down from generation to generation. I have this picture of ancient Egyptian Sehun wearing the Pharoh headgear in my mind telling his son about how KeepersAU Sehun was a dick and how he should cling to a girl called Ahri when he meets her xD! HE IS SO SMOOTH IN THIS CHAPTER. I spilled tea on myself so many times while reading. Can I just say that the we are stars for eternity idea (unless they decide to be a supernova) is so creative and so fitting for them?

AHHAHAHAHAHAH PHARAOH SEHUN. IM DED. OMG. I will never forget this memory and look. Another version of Sehun to make me want to die in a pile of fluff. And tbh---I really imagine Sehun coming to Ahri’s classroom with the kids all around him. Ada. Joon. They’re all around him in a circle as he tells embarrassing lovey dovey songs about Sehun and Ahri and it just makes me smile soooo much. ISNT IT. I HAD THIS IDEA FOR 3 YEARS AND I FINALLY WROTE IT OUT AND IM SO CRY TEARS OVER IT???? But yes---no supernova. no kilonova none of that colliding and bursting together business LOL.

You are so incredibly thoughtful in crafting a sense of continuity and meaning for Sehun and Ahri <3. I think that’s why they are so addictive as a couple. Because we get to see the way they’ve grown, the way they accept the hurt they’ve inflicted upon each other and themselves but actually reflect on it and come out stronger. I love the honesty and kindness they’ve shown each other in this chapter. How they’ve come out of hiding to show that they do indeed love the other. - ma

THANK YOUUUUUU. OMG. THIS REALLY IS SO SWEET. Your messages made me so much and I’m addicted to them as well. They’re like my babies and I just want to give them all the happiness to make up for all the pain I put them through. 

I loooove the parallel scenes between this chapter and the previous ones because this time, their words and actions mean something deeper. I wish I was as eloquent as you are because I don’t have words to describe how beautiful they are together. They are so in love and I’m in love with them being in love *_*! Casually throwing myself in their relationship. I’ll be waving pom-poms in the bushes where they can’t see teehee! Can we have a reincarnation AU based on the last line xD? - ma

AHHHHH IM NOT ELOQUENT AT ALL. I really fail at words and I might reread to fix some things but YESSS. I’m all about parallels. I love making full circle of things to make sure it all ends cleanly and making sure they’re not who they were but better people now. REINCARNATION AUUUUU. MAYBE. MAYBE. I have a few reincarnation prompts saved so I might dig into them and may something will spark???

Thank you thank you thank you for writing this absolutely brilliant story <3. I know nobody is as attached to Sehun and Ahri as you are but we’ve all loved them together for the past three years. THEY ARE LIKE OUR BABIES! I teared while reading 17 T_T. I can’t let them leave the nest. They need to stay within our arms forever!!! How many thank yous can I say before you want to hit me? WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU? You’ve blessed us with this story and I only hope I could do something in return. - ma

THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH ME. I’m not sure how long you’ve been with my blog but if it’s been 1+ years or even from the beginning, I really want to thank you for your patience. I know I’m not the quickest writer out there but I’m nevertheless so grateful for your words. For your sentiments. For all that you’ve written for me to make me smile. THESE MESSAGES ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH AS GRATITUDE. I really love how you reacted to them and I couldn’t be more thrilled. Nothing makes a writer happier than reading messages like this and seeing how you loved this story and cherish it as much as I do.

Okay, I’m probably getting annoying by now. so this is the last one I swear (also because tumblr is being like WHOA WAIT AN HOUR BEFORE ASKING MORE. So I’ve had to switch my WiFi mode on and off so that it doesn’t recognise me as the same person). I’m just gonna reread the chapter again and again, and again tomorrow and again and again. Thank you for this masterpiece. suffice to say, I more than love it so don’t you dare think that it’s anything short of fantabulous! throwsheartsatyou - ma

This is not annoying at all. You’re not annoying, MA. omg TUMBLR DOES THAT??? I never knew!!!! But really, thank you again endlessly for all that you’ve written. I appreciate it so much and I’m so happy you love this story. You are just the sweetest and I PROMISE TO LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC RECS TOMORROW THE MOMENT I WAKE UP. hugs you. LOVES YOU. THROWS CONFETTI AT YOU.

[lynxgriffin]

Out you pixies go, through the door or out the window

What’s that? More commentary during my KH3 playthrough? Of course, that’s pretty much all we’re doin’ this week! Under the cut for those who don’t want spoilers!

Me: OH yay, I got to this world without having to do a gummi battle! (Boss Appears) Ahh NVM

Here we go here we go LET’S BE A FUZZY KITTY MONSTER

THE HEEBIE JEEBIES

Sora did you not notice you just weren’t wearing any pants

KITTY. FACE

Oh I guess he became CEO while we weren’t looking!

THE BLUE WAZOWSKI

Oh no, it’s cuuute

AHAHAHA UNVERSED

…That they do not know are Unversed

I’m so happy to be here because I love Sulley…

OH YEAH DONALD AND GOOFY SHOULD REMEMBER THIS THANK YOU FOR THAT

Sora constantly fails at the “world order” business

Does this imply we could power the gummi ship by screams but it just wouldn’t go well

WE’RE GONNA MAKE IT AFTER ALLLL

oh hey there Randall

Okay, the door sliding stuff was pretty badass

Ahahaha finished that off with the bowling Mike Wazowski deal

Admiral Ackbar voice: IT’S A TRAP

Aim high, Randall

Did…did Vanitas go to hillbilly trailer park to help out Randall

LASER’D

Oh they’re Lisa Frank edition now!

Okay Randall I know we’re in the middle of this death maze and all BUT I NEED TO STOP AND LEARN HOW TO CRACK AN EGG HERE

OR USE SALT AND PEPPER SHAKERS

Boo: I do what I waaaant

Revenge is sweet, but not as sweet as this cheese I just found at the bottom of a take-out container, Randall

Sora don’t you remember that you don’t computer good??

Man I hope Roz shows up

Sora: BUT I WANNA SMASH COMPUTER

Sora: Please explain the joke to me

OHGOD HERE IT COMES

HERE IT IS

I cannot believe we got that kind of callback

Randall: Why won’t weird scary machines do my bidding??

VANITAS ARE YOU STILL WEARING THE MASK UNDER THE HOOD YOU GIANT DOOFUS

WhoTF set the factory on fire

Watera will, in fact, be useful in this situation!

Ahhh I got Simba summon YAAAAY

DRAMAtIC EXPLOSIOOOONS

Boo is the MVP here, honestly

Honestly this is pretty intimate knowledge for a CEO to have

Vanitas in league with the black oil aliens now, I see

Mike do not approach the spooky oily leaky death machine thingie

M E G A W E A P O N

Seriously Vanitas, the hell negative emotion was that supposed to be, nausea?

Randall gave in easily, but I guess he is a noodly nerd

Sora: HAHA I just locked him in the hillbilly trailer park

VANITAS TAKE OFF THE MASK YOU DUM DUM

OMG HJO you are just having a ball being a dingus here aren’t you

Vanitas: TIME TO EXPOSIT

Sora: GAH DAMN how many heart hotel rooms did I rent out??!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA

OMFG

HE JUST FUKKIN YEETED VANITAS OUT THE WORLD I C A N N O T

IM DYING

I don’t even care how the rest of the game goes, it was worth the price of admission just for Sulley picking up Vanitas like a sleeping bag and fastball hurling him through a door into whereverthehell

Sora: Well yanno I could have died and/or gotten force joined with my evil twin BUT IT TURNED OUT FINE LET’S PLAY WITH THE CUTE TODDLER

OMG Sora at least tell Riku and Mickey about the Ventus thing!!

HE SCREAM

Sora: I RENTED OUT THREE HEART HOTEL ROOMS???

Ienzo: Good luck with that whole multiple hearts in you thing, byyyyeeee

*bangs fists on table* REMEMBER! XION! REMEMBER! XION!

THE QUEEN!!!!

SHE IS HERE

Uh ohhhh

No seriously which girl, are we talking about Namine, Xion, WHOOOO

Aqua seriously where IS your Keyblade??

OH NO THE QUEEN

*points* But that is NOT the same thing as Norting, I KNEW IT

Goofy: It’s okay I can decipher weird chipmunk nonsense!

Whelp I guess we’ll stop by Twilight Town anyway and do any postcards/Bistro stuff we need to

IMMA GONNA GO COOOOOOK ohai Merlin

YAAAY WINNIE THE POOH

Go put every character into your giant pockets right now

Oh good they didn’t forget him this time

OMG IT’S LUMPY

Oh no I’m overwhelmed with warm fuzzies

Well I’m honestly not sure how that minigame worked, but whatever, I did it and I got GROCERIES

WHIPPERSNAPPERS AND THEIR BOUNCING

Pooh: Hey Rabbit, when do we get to the honey part, HINT HINT

So this has basically been the same minigame three times in a row, but the song is lovely so I can’t complain…

Help I’ve been overcome with Enchantment

*clutches chest* MY HEEEEART

He’s back on the cover!

ARE YOU GONNA ELABORATE ON THAT LITTLE STAB TO THE HEART THERE OR NOT, GAME

OH FINE JUST TWIST THE KNIFE WITH THAT FORESHADOWING

Okay, I think I’ve done all I can in TT for now, so I think I’ll get established in the next world here and then stop!

Oh okay, note to self, you actually DO need to open the dang prize spheres so you can use better gummi blocks

And now we’re in Frozenland!

GIVE THE POOR BOY A COAT

Sora: Sad girl?? Must fix!!

In any case! That’s fixing we’re gonna need to do tomorrow, since here’s a place to stop

MORE ON THAT SOON