#more lonely than it ever did. i honestly forget im brown. i honestly dont think it matters too much bc people dont even know what brown j am

[shyrose57]

2nd part than.

8: (This ones longgggg) Their rooms all have the same beige (like brown mushroom color) walls and floors. As their not allowed to change that. But Watson has some bookshelves in his room along with a old adventurer cape that goes in front of his body and hangs to his ankles (Item-Ya Adventurer Cape is a perfect example. Idk the actual name for the kind of cape it is), some display cases featuring his strongest bows and arrows, along with a sword and axe, along with pictures of the group toghere and pictures from his travels on the walls, he has a single lone desk that is only used when designing new bows or arrows. Ran also has bookshelves, but his is bigger and takes up a whole wall, he also as a winter cape with fur on its shoulders hung up (he lived in a snow biome for a little while and made the cape himself), along with a single weapon case that features a lone damaged neitherite sword, he also has chests stacked along a wall filled with random stuff that he sometimes gives as gifts or uses to throw at people. Jackie has a few paintings and posters in his room, along with the only carpet in any bedroom (that he totally didnt steal from Grievous), a panting easel, he has a single display case in his room that displays the sword Porkius gave him for winning, theres also pictures of the group toghere and a small chest next to his bed filled with things that belongs to someone in the group. Grievous has a small bookshelf (one book is a naming book Watson jokingly gave him), a chest filled to the brim with blankets and pillows (cause for him comfort is a necessity), he also has a desk that he tends to fall asleep at when doing literally anything on it. Everyone also has a good sized wardrobe somewhere in their room that is filled with different outfits and w statue stands with either iron armour or empty. There is also a four-way-bunkbed in the living room/area, they typically use it when someone is having or had a very bad day and needs comfort, or when Jackie's separation anxiety is bad and needs to sleep with everyone nearby. 

Ran loves reading and sometimes gets mad when someone intrupts his reading. Watson loves designing new bows and arrows and just designing weapons in general (Grievous does too and helps him sometimes). Jackie likes to paint and has a interest in adventuring one day. They are well known but only in Subbin and surrounding cities. Though word does travel about them at times which can bring people to Subbin. They have 2 titles actually! First is used in typical matches, while the second is used in more formal or serious matches (like those for general). Ran: The Enderman, Partikel Tari (Dancing Particles, referencing how when he fights when serious its like he's dancing as he teleports around the field). Watson: The Archer, Multi (Referencing how he has more experience than anyone in the use of all kinds of weapons and can quickly adjust to situations). Grievous: Multi-Named, Unpredictable (referring to how he is by far the most unpredictable person in serious battles). Jackie: The Child, Diremehake (Underestimated, referring to how he gets underestimated a lot during any battle). They get recognized quite often and get called their stage names, when they dont want to deal with people recognizing them they often either yell at them to go away or just run away. 

9: They do all of the above! It depends on the match up (Jackie and Watson stay out of eachothers way mostly, Ran and Grievous make it one on one, and Ran and Jackie take them out quick). Oh the first time Ran threw Jackie was hailours. You could hear Watson screaming from the stands in fear and Jackie just head-butted the guy in the stomach. Then when Jackie recovered he just yelled for Ran to throw him again, and once again you could hear Watson screaming no and threats at them from the stands. Ran agreed and threw Jackie at the last person, who he just bear hugged as he hit and held them down. Then after the battle Watson smacked the two and chastised them.

10: At first he drops stuff and trips over his feet on a regular basis. But after about 3 weeks he fully regains his balance, and is able to finally walk without tripping at the start. While the attempts at bonding do work to get Ranbob and Cletus closer the two never get as close as the rest. Neither can really name what's stopping them from getting closer though. For the first week people need to constantly remind Ranbob to do all of those things. As he thinks the constant hunger, thirst, and tiredness is all normal when its not and their trying to get him to understand that. And while he eventually starts to do it himself, theres still some nights where he doesnt eat or drink or sleep. They just leave the two in the house, but later they do start to expand the house a bit to fit the new addition. He does not get his own place up, he just gives up after some time. He doesn't fall asleep out there to often thankfully, but since the house keeps falling on him he does get cuts and bruises quite often. He gets stuck in a rain storm only 2 times which isn't bad, but he does get semi-bad burns from them sadly that Benjamin has to sit him down for and have Charles distract him for long enough to wrap his wounds properly. And it only took Benjamin like 4 weeks before he finally got fed up and forced him inside and had him stay with them. He has dealt with a storm before when he was young! But it was when he was about 12 so its been a long while. 

11: He spends all of his free time glaring at them. And for the first few days whenever he sees someone from his group hanging around his brothers, he'll go over and pick em up and just carry them away. The fishermen worry for a bit that Ran may hurt them, but Watson assured them that Ran knows the two groups like eachother and wouldn't hurt them incase that could hurt his families feelings. 

12: Ranbob is extremely happy about potentially getting new members of his family! And eagerly tries to talk with them. But Ran is far less happy and actively avoids them (and drags his family away at times).

13: At the start they have no idea where their going. But when Grievous brings up about Rans damaged sword they decide to find a nether portal so they can find whats needed to repair his sword! And Watson decides on the way he can show them all the different biomes in the world, which Jackie is extremely excited for. 

14: If the fishermen get separated from Ranbob for too long he actively goes and searches for them. And refuses to stop until he finds them. When upset Ran loves to pick up members of his Haunting, though he doesnt do them often as he knows his Haunting doesn't like it when he does it to often. He and Ranbob also pick up blocks though as it's a comfort action and soothes them. Cuddles piles do happen! They happen more for Ranbob to comfort him after a nightmare or just a bad day, or when he basically relapses and wants to go back to Dream. But cuddle piles are more rare in Rans group, as cuddle piles only happen when anyone is doing really badly mentally or physically and just need comfort, or when they all just need some comfort. But their much more sentimental and have more meaning than Ranbobs groups. 

15: Oh definitely. I forget if I included it when I first introduced my Au. But soon after Ran escaped Mizu, he was hunted for his pearl and respawn ability. Though he killed the people hunting him. Every year he was out of Mizu and every year before he entered Subbin he was hunted by multiple groups. He's become legend just for avoiding so many groups and killing a vast majority of them. He's known as the "Green Eyed Enderman." and is a top goal amongst hunters. There are some times Ran got jumped in Subbin for being a hybrid but he quickly defeated them. 

Karl has played his role in this! Though maybe I could make it so he comes in later on during a really difficult part between the  brothers, and helps out. Using his own experiences in the SMP and seeing what ruined relationships like brothers does to someone and others, to make sure their relationship doesn't stay so broken and hurt so many people. Maybe at the end I'll have them go back and face Dream so Ranbob (and even Ran slightly, with how Dreams presence affected him) can finally be completely free. As of rn no one has a pet. But that question made me really want to give someone a raven and idk who. I want to have bits of the other Tales in it! Im not quite sure how yet but I want this to be a mostly Tales ONLY au (no main SMP stuff unless needed or necessary) as the Tales don't have enough love. He does write down the experience he had with the Dream Experience and writes down very important things, but other than that he leaves it behind. 

Im really happy to hear that you like my au. I love world and story building a lot and can't control how much I write sometimes, again im sorry this is so long and I'll do my best to not make anything this long ever again. Sorry if this bothered you

8: Sounds pretty interesting, overall. Was Watson-as his cape suggest-perhaps an adventurer? And he designs his own bows and arrows? Very cool. What kind of things does he come up with?  Ran also sounds like he’s traveled a bit. He knows how to sew? Has he ever made anything for anyone else? Where did he get his sword? Jackie’s got a carpet? Very nice, he deserves it. And a painting easel? How good is he at painting? Or is it more of something he’s just trying? Grievous sounds like he could build a very good pillow fort, and honestly, good for him. How often do they camp out in the bunk bed room? 

Ran not liking being interrupted is understandable. Does he ever read to anyone, or is it more some alone time for him? Grievous and Watson must design some terrifying weapons. Where is Jackie looking at adventuring to? Anywhere specific, or just around? And what language(s) is Ran and Jackie’s secondary titles in? Latin? 

9: Very smart of them, means it’ll be harder to pick up a pattern. And hearing about Ran tossing Jackie-I’m laughing. I’m not going to lie, kind of assumed it was planned pre-match, but hearing that they just decided to throw him? Watson’s reaction? Just...hilarious. Was Jackie even prepared for it, or did Ran just toss them without warning? Honestly, it kind of sounds like people might come to the Pit for the comedy just as much for the fighting. If this was the kind of thing that went down, I’d probably come to watch.

10: Oh no, Ranbob! At least he’s getting better. So Cletus and Ranbob never quite click, huh? Well, that’s alright. Sometimes people just don’t. Doesn’t mean they don’t care about each other! Ranbob thinking it’s normal, oh god. Does he ever say something along those lines, or get confused why the others are so worried about it? If so, how do the fishermen react to that question, and how does Ranbob react to the answer. As for the house, well. He can say he tried if nothing else-and hey, funny story to share with the gladiators later on. It’s good that he wasn’t caught in too many storms, less that he was caught in some at all. I’m sure that was a big help in convincing Benjamin to finally just put his foot down, which, honestly good for him. You go, Benjamin!

11: Ran, bud, chill. I like how you said his free time though-my first thought was that he immediately finished a book and went over to glare at them. Probably not true, but a hilarious mental image. Very glad Watson has reassured the fishermen-how did Ranbob react to that worry of theirs?

12: Ran’s actions are pretty understandable, but still a bit sad. How does Ranbob feel about them? Is he resigned? Determined? Upset?

13: Adventure! Into possibly dangerous places! How fun! Can’t wait to see where it goes. What do they see? What’s the first stop? How long are they heading off?

14: He won’t stop? Like, potentially will work himself into the ground won’t stop? Ran just picks up his members like blocks. And, oh boy. Ranbob wanting to go back to Dream? That’s just. Oof. Very much oof. How do the fishermen deal with that, and how do they feel about it?

15: Ran sounds like he’s had a less than enjoyable time out there. Do these hunters ever go after them once they leave Subbin? Do they target Ranbob? I mean, he’s another Endermen hybrid, and one who definitely isn’t as skilled as Ran, or as used to them. He’d be a much easier target.

So Karl’s gonna come in towards the end. Nice. Ran was also affected by Dream? How so? Obviously less than his brother, but did he ever notice? Did Ranbob? Sounds like it’d be a good final showdown, over all.

As for that pet raven, may I offer some suggestions? You could give one to Jackie and Grievous, so it can help them cause havoc, or maybe one to Benjamin, so it can help him keep an eye on his dorks. Maybe even Cletus, to help snag things, and mess with people, or Isaac, maybe to help find things. Even Watson, or one of the brothers, to help keep watch over their groups. Really, you could give any of these guys a raven. Depending on said bird’s personality, it could fit anywhere. Just depends on what you want to do with it.

I completely agree with you, we need more Tales AUs. Ranbob and Ran did come from what was basically a city of historians, perhaps you could use that to tie in the other Tales? Or even have them across the old ruins of areas on their adventure. Even chunk in more time travel, via Karl or otherwise, if you want to toss in more characters.

Ranbob pretty much starts over then. Good for him. How does Ran feel about that? Actually, who was Ran’s idol, and his general life on Mizu, before the Dream incident?

Other questions:

One thing I’d like to know is how the groups react to each other’s experiences and general life styles. Like for one, Ranbob and the fishermen generally seem more physically affectionate with each other, while Ran and the gladiators seem fairly less so, but no less close. 

For another, the fishermen probably still remind Ranbob to eat or sleep, which would probably seem a bit confusing for the gladiators. How much do they know about both sides? Obviously enough for them to want to help get the brothers back together, but like.

How much do the gladiators believe Ranbob’s side. Are they wary, or skeptical, or do they believe it completely, and if so, why? 

How long was Ran left running, evading hunters, and how has that affected him? How many times do both brothers say something concerning, and how do they react to what the other says?

You’ve said Ranbob occasionally relapses and wants to return to Dream. Does this happen on the trip? And if so, how do the gladiators react to such a thing-depending on how much they know about the whole thing, I can imagine mixed reactions. How does Ran react?

How do both groups react to the new endermen hybrids? They seem to have dealt with different instincts before now, so seeing Ranbob trail the fishermen and Ran just pick up the gladiators must be a bit strange. 

What can Ranbob keep down? Not only was Dream in control, and not particularly careful with his body, but supplies were probably also somewhat limited when he did eat. So how has that affected him? 

Are there any nicknames within in the groups? How do the gladiators react to the schedule change, considering they had set times for so much before? How do the fishermen react to the new areas? What habits are/become shared, and what habits are restricted to one group.

In general, just...how the fishermen and the gladiators differ in lifestyles, basically. 

For another, in one of the earlier post, you mentioned both Isaac and Cletus wanted to return to Mizu. Isaac kind of gives me a historian vibe himself, or some sort of archaeologists. Just a kind of person who wants to learn about history-perhaps something to do with the fact that he was played by Karl, and the whole time traveler thing. 

But anyway, what exactly did those two want to do down there? Explore, learn, steal?

And how would you say everyone’s personalities are like? Will you be introducing anymore characters, Tales or otherwise. It’d be interesting to see a Pit version of Tommy, or Puffy, or such.

How does Ran react when he finally accepts the truth, and what exactly pushes him to that? 

Hope this isn’t too many questions. I’m pretty invested, not gonna lie.

And seriously, I don’t mind the length. Long or short, I’m really just happy to hear more about your AU, and I look forward to more.

[kiora006]

TAG 85 Thinggy... or something I dunno...

Tagged by @estrelarabyss

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

LAST

•Drink - Caprisun Fruit Punch

•Phone Call – My cutest little cousin you’ll ever see

•Text message - My Creator [Mother]

•Song You Listened To – BAKUROCK

•Time You Cried – The other day thinking how beautiful Sonya from Fire Emblem is. [Jk I never cry [[ Jk I can’t remember, probably when talking about being useful]]]

EVER

•Dated Someone Twice? – Well I’m sure I’ve marked more than 2 days on my calendar. Different months. When I get called to work. [Calendar jk]

•Kissed Someone and Regretted It – It was slobbery but honestly, she kissed from the heart, she’s like that, always happy and makes her clumsy. She’s the cutest. [Dog accidentally licked my face]

•Been Cheated On – That one time... when my “partner”... was using 3DS cheats on Monster Hunter and never told me and I was FOOLISHLY DEFENDIG THEM. DESPICABLE. PLAY A GAME WITH HONOR DAMMIT, EVEN IF YOU SUCK. Suck at it with STYLE. God I hate Monster Hunter.

•Lost Someone Special - Yes... thank you for everything... Kaori Miyazono.

•Been Depressed – Absolutely.

•Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up - Hmm... maybe if I drink enough Caprisun. For that second one, Put me on a tournament or something involving what I’m passionate about, and you’ll find me kneeling over the toilet at 5AM easily.

FAVE COLORS

•Blue

•Yellow

•Red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU...

•Made New Friends – ... IM TRYING OK.

•Fallen Out of Love - Adios Erza Scarlet.

•Laughed Until you Cried – Until it hurts on the pit of my stomach because I never cry [jk]

•Found Out Someone Was Talking About You – Apparently I have and they seem to be pleasant for someone bitter and lonely as I. Go figure.

•Met Someone Who Changed You – I’ll never forget that doctor that actually took my depression as a medical problem and talked to me about it.

•Found Out Who Your Friends Are - Haha usually it feels like only 1 remained, the others are FOR MY FB COLLECTION MUAHAHAHA- [Jk, I casually chat with a few... maybe 2.]

•Kissed Someone on Your Facebook Friends List - My Creator [mother] demands a kiss before bedtime. She so fluffy.

GENERAL

•How Many of Your Facebook Friends do You Know IRL – I try to at least meet them before accepting them. Only a few selected and choosen ones have the privilege of viewing my quality shared memes, and my work.

•Do You Have Any Pets - Musashi. My cutest pure mutt breed doggo ❤️

•Do You Want to Change Your Name - Both my creators bestowed this name upon me, so I shall carry it until the end... even if it’s too long for a signature and somehow I get it wrong...????? [I do like to simplify it with a pen name when it comes to my work though. Don’t want people finding out what I do].

•What Did You do For Your Last Birthday – Survive post hurricane apocalypse the right way... DRAWING.

•What Time Did You Wake up Today – 8AM

•What Were You Doing at Midnightlast Night – Um excuse me? Who are YOU to ask how I spend my nights- watching Overwatch content.

•What is Something You Can’t Wait For - For Hayashibara Megumi to give me a call so we can do a duet and eat food afterwards. [Jk I can’t wait for the Lion King remake to PLEASE DO JUSTICE on the hyenas or at least good representation]

•What Are You Listening to Right Now – Monochrome Rainbow by Tommy Heavenly with Untold Stories of the ER on the background.

•Have You Ever Talked to a Person Named Tom – Probably but tell me about Carlos or Luis and I can make an endless list.

•Something Thats Getting On Your Nerves – MONSTER BLOODY HUNTER AND THE HAPPINESS OF MY SO CALLED “PARTNER” [Jk don’t get this the wrong way, but they certainly are a bit of an annoyance to me]

•Most Visited Website - The cursed Trinity of FB, Tumblr and Twitter.

•Hair Colour – VERY dark Brown.

•Long or Short Hair – I wanna cut it... less hair the better.

•Do you Have a Crush on Someone – [Why is Kashima so cute...?]

•What Do You Like About Yourself – Not easily impressed. I use it to try and get people to do even better.

This is a personal one but, If I get jealous with an artist, I doesn’t fule envy, instead I use it to try to better my work. A one sided rivalry.

Oh I’m also gifted in the art of ruining romantic moods so hit me up for a wedding y’all.

•Want Any Piercings? – And be a nuisance to the airport security? Don’t think so.

•Blood Type – In a letter between A to Z

•Nicknames – Depends... I go by two names with fam and when I’m outside. I can pass by with two identities MUAHAHAHAH

•Relationship Status - This question is so stale at this point.

•Zodiac - I’ll humor you this once, Scorpio.

•Pronouns - I genuinely don’t care. Call me a dude helicopter bro if ya want.

•Fave TV Shows – The Amazing World of Gumball, Pokemon, and a few others.

•Tattoos – Nah, kinda overrated a bit. I do admire the creativity in designs though.

•Right or Left Handed - DONT CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS, THE DREAM IS TO BE AMBIDEXTROUS BUT IM STUCK WITH THE UNBRIGHTLY COMMON RIGHT HAND

•Ever Had Surgery - Hasn’t been required at least.

•Piercings – Regular. Earrings. Nothing more kiddos.

•Sport – I love em but unfortunately I’m not meant for physical activity.

•Drinking – That fruit punch caprisun and bottle of water I had were fantastic. 10/10 would drink again.

•I’m About to Watch – GEKKAN SHOJO NOZAKI KUN

•Waiting For – This questionnaire to be finally over. Oh and maybe my will to draw to come back, that’d be great.

•Want - Sleep.

•Get Married – That’s for me alone to know.

•Career – An unfortunate artistic soul with a side of part time test center administrator.

WHICH IS BETTER

•Hugs or Kisses - Neither. They’re both hard to draw.

•Lips or Eyes - Eyes. They can be fun to draw.

•Shorter or Taller - In between. Drawing proportions can be troublesome.

•Older or Younger - Around young adults. It’s the most common thing to draw.

•Nice Arms or Stomach - Is this the part I admit I admire the human body in general? It’s a very interesting art study subject.

•Hookup or Relationship - This isn’t even in my vocabulary.

•Troublemaker or Hesitant - A troublemaker that’s miss understood... it’d make for writing and interesting character. *nods *nods

HAVE YOU EVER

•Kissed a Stranger - Who in blazes is this questionare taking me for.

•Drank Hard Liquor - I think ya ran out of questions at this point.

•Lost Glasses - They are my life. I must NOT

•Turned Someone Down - Yes. I couldn’t accept that sandwich with tomatoes. I’m sorry for failing you cheff.

•Sex on First Date - I can’t express how much no is on this single question.

•Broken Someones Heart - That’s what they get for falling for someone who didn’t want anything more than friendship.

•Had Your Heart Broken - I expected so much from Princess Mononoke. Such a shame.

•Been Arrested - I got sent to my room a few times. That counts right?

•Cried When Someone Died - I never cry [.......*sobs for Kaori]

•Fallen for a Friend - Well I one time... tripped on a friend’s leg. That sure hurt as hell.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

•Yourself – They all keep telling me to do so. So I’m gonna keep making sarcastic and fake ego jokes until I sart believing it.

•Miracles - Whoah this got very personal all of a sudden

•Love at First Sight – I remember it... when I layed my eyes on her... I knew... she was the one... I WILL NEVER FORSAKE WHEN I SAW LUCINA FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THAT SSB4 TRAILER

•Santa Claus - I never believed in him.

•Kiss on a First Date - Ya first gotta find a date. Once ya got one, establish dominance. You have your space, I have mine. Don’t you dare come near me.

•Angels - Sure.

OTHER

•Best Friend’s Name - CLASIFIED

•Eye Colour – Brown

•Fave Movie - Lion King.

•Fave Actor – I dunno, Chris Pratt? Oh! And Amy Poehler, she’s pretty rad.

I was half asleep finishing up answering these so I dunno what I typed on half of these so excuse me.

I tag @jessicarocket @velvetviolence @sonansu @azumarocket

And whatever orher individual... I’m tired.

[bwshines]

Get To Know Me

So I got tagged by the little sweet heart that is @shawndreaming (thanks❤️) and yes it feels like ages but I was in vacations you know so sorry :))))

and I tag WHOEVER passed by this and wants to do it seriously don’t hesitate I’ll be happy to read all of yours (yes I’m lazy) 

The Last

1. drink: ..water 2. phone call: a private number who didn’t stopped calling me all my freakin vacation  3. text message: laughing emojis from one of my best friend (and you don’t want to know what we were saying before haha) 4. song you listened to: Me and My Friends Are Lonely - Matt Maeson 5. time you cried: last wednesday  6. dated someone twice: nop  7. kissed someone and regretted it: yes 8. been cheated on:..from what I know no haha 9. lost someone special: oh god a lot ..a friend of mine died when I was younger, then one of my best friends when I was young moved in another country and we lost almost every contact I don’t know how it happened, and also when I arrived in high school..It’s crazy how people change from middle school to high school right? 10. been depressed: had some hard time but not think I’ve been really 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: …shhhhh (BTW I saw my sister drunk for the first time during these vacations and HEELLL DAMN fortunately I was not drunk enough to forget that)

3 favourite colours

12. purple (but like a nice purple you know a mix of grey and pink that turn purple idk how it’s called, in french I think it’s Gris de Lin but not sure) 13. white 14. Idk it’s hard I don’t really care that much about colors actually haha

In the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes  16. fallen out of love: …unfortunately I would say 17. laughed until you cried: YAS and just two days ago too 18. found out someone was talking about you: uuuhm yes GO BITCH TALK TO MY FRIEND ABOUT ME DO YOU THINK I WILL NOT KNOW IT ?? 19. met someone who changed you: yes  20. found out who your friends are: kind of 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: …yes

General 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: don’t really like Facebook so basically i have my true friends on it so probably most of them 23. do you have any pets:  i had but my dog is dead now 24. do you want to change your name: I don’t specially love my name but don’t want to change it 25. what did you do for your last birthday: it was my 18th birthday and my friends did a surprise party so It was honestly one of the best day of my life 26. what time did you wake up: lol I dont remember  27. what were you doing at midnight last night: I was on my way to come home  28. name something you can’t wait for: OMG SO MANY THINGS : my next concert, Shawn and The Vamps next album, finish my studies and find a job, move in Canada (the dreams girl i know) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 4 minutes ago she came in my room  31. what are you listening to right now: Lost on You - Lewis Capaldi (ahdoehforighirhg I love his voice more than my life) 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: my cousin’s son who is too young to talk..? 33. something that is getting on your nerves: people who feel upper 34. most visited website: what do you think?  35. hair colour: chestnut (do we say like that?) 36. long or short hair: it’s cut just above my shoulders 37. do you have a crush on someone: 👀 38. what do you like about yourself: I like the fact that I really love the person I surround myself with 39. piercings: earlobes 40. blood type: O+ (to be original haha) 41. nickname: Mel, Pissa, Mémé, Méli, Milou, Mon Roberto (I have a lot…don’t try to understand) 42. relationship status: complicated  43. zodiac: Virgo 44. pronouns: she/her. 45. favourite tv show: Teen Wolf, Grey’s Anatomy, Skam, How To Get Away With Murder, The 100, The Fosters 46. tattoos: no 47. right or left handed: right, but my art school teach us to drawn with both hands so…?? 48. surgery: 2 for my right knee 50. sport: I used to ride horses (i did it for 6/7 years), then I did some running you know, but now i do some gym for myself 51. vacation: well every year my family tries to afford us some vacations in foreign country so I’ve been lucky enough to travel in few, just came back from Italia  52. pair of trainers: Vans

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: cookies  54. drinking: water 55. I’m about to: to do nothing Im in summer break for god sake  56. waiting for: being updated for what I missed haha 57. I want: cheeling 58. get married: the biggest dilemma of my life 59. career: publicity hopefully

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs with a kiss in the forehead (you feel me yeah?) 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older but I have a thing with the youngers..oops  64. nice arms or nice stomach: more like NICE HANDS 65. hookup or relationship: relationships 66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: not really 68. drank hard liquor: lets say ‘shhhh’ again 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no which is surprising from me 70. turned someone down: ..yeah 71. sex on the first date: nop but I think he was ready to go down 73. had your heart broken: unfortunately  74. been arrested: no Im such a good girl 75. cried when someone died: uup yes I have a heart 76. fallen for a friend: not sure we were friends ya know what I mean

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: that’s hard 78. miracles: I think things happen for a reason so not really 79. love at first sight: you can’t love at first sign but you can have a little something 80. santa claus: I WISH  81. kiss on the first date: hell yeah 82. angels: I believe in shawn’s existence so

OTHER: 84. eye colour: brown 85. favourite movie: TOO FREAKIN HARD

[crazykendal]

L8rrrr Bitches

I feel like im fine but I need help omfg

Where did you meet the last person you were in a car with? Well I met my mom when I was born so.. yeahhh Besides this survey, what are you doing right now? listening to music without headphones which is very rare. my headphones are charging and im going to be needing them tomorrow. Will you be up before 7am tomorrow? most likely unless my alarm clock fails me again Did you kiss anyone today? no I will never fucking kiss anyone ever alright What’s the best thing that happened to you today? I dont know but my favorite song is realllly helping me though stuff right now so kudos to clean bandit

How old do you think you’ll be when you have kids? I dont want kids. I hate little kids and im basically a kid? that’s probably another reason I hate myselffff damn Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? well im gonna be 18 in exactly 5 years and marriage is something I do not plan on ever doing so hahah no Are you waiting for something? im waiting until my dad and I build a new computer because I recently bought gta v again for the pc and it probably wont run on the computer we have now so When was the last time you hugged a member of the opposite sex? ive never hugged a guy like in my life not including like family or stuff so THATS cool. that’ll totally change in high school

sike no it wont

What’s your relationship with the last person you texted? my mom? well shes my mom and thats it What did you do today? I think im supposed to be packing right now but fuck it I get used to my dad yelling at me What is bothering you right now? not much besides my family which is a first How old were you when you first smoked weed? never have and never will Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend? nope being single I find is actually better youllll neverrrr gettt yourrrr heartttt brokennnnnn Have you ever taken someone back after they’ve cheated? join the lonely summer club and put your tears in bottles Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed? closed. Are you really happy or are you just saying that? i’m not really happy. How do you feel about your relationship status? great, fantastic, marvelous, and im dead serious hahahhaha fuck everyone (including myself) When was the last time you cried? honestly i think it was when I watched lexa die and whats funnier is that ive already seen the scene before so what the actual fuck

Who did you last talk to over the phone? my mom because I accidentally called her

Has anyone made your day better even if it wasn’t by much? bitch not anymore hahaha this is one of the only reasons why I like summer How many relationships have you been in? never had and it seems like I never will kudos to my anger issuueeessssss yayyyy What’s something you do that really frustrates people who are closest to you? Dont even get me fucking started, they know

Do your siblings dye their hair? no

How long have you loved the person you’re into now? I used to but now ive torn myself apart to the point where I dont give a flying fuck about them im sorry dude but we have to realize I would do that. 

Do you still have any of your exes’ stuff? If I did have one id burn it all

Who can you best relate to in the last book you read? I dont even know when the last time ive read a book but Ill take one out of my favorite series, id probably be Hazel Levesque because everyone fucking forgets about her and no one cares. Rick literally created her for a filler character. But honestly probably Piper Mclean I lovvveee her but not as much as Annabeth Chase, fuckkkkkk

Are you indecisive? sometimes. I usually try to end the problem but y’all know me I fuck up everything and make it worse

What’s stressing you right now? cant say but probably high school, at least I know I wont be lonely and I’ll have better friends than I did last year

Do you collect anything and if so, what? dood no

If you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you choose? how bout brown :)  I dont want to dye my hair

How old were you the first time you had alcohol? ive never had alcohol oh im just a gooood kid no thats not true we have alcohol in our house I could go grab right now but no thank you

Do you remember what you were doing on New Year’s Eve of 2006? I was 4 bitch I was fuckin sleeping thank you very much

What’re you listening to? Wasted Youth- Fletcher

Was the last movie you watched good? I watched this movie last night I think it was called Cursed or something, it was weird

Are you tired? no im fucking ready to kill someone (not anyone in specific tho)

What’re you doing tomorrow? going to Oregon with my friend’s family

What was the last compliment someone gave you? dont remember. Why? because theres nothing to compliment me about

Does anyone love you right now? no and im glad know one does because I dont love anyone anymore

Do your best friends all like each other? I dont have anymore friend groups at the moment because having even less friends than I already have is much better

What did your first best friend look like? better than me

Did you have a role model growing up? probably like taylor swift or something (I hate her now) god dammit im so negative

Do you remember who you loved in grade seven? I didnt like anyone that year and ive only loved someone once and that is so over hahah fuck everyone

Do you like your job? if I had one, maybe

Who’s the first person in your phone contacts? myself because that’s default but its just one of my friends hmm maybe shes reading this now who the fuck knows

Is your best friend dating anyone and if so, do you like them? I have no idea but im surprised she isnt maybe ill ask her tomorrow hahaha

How do you feel right now? fantastic because I dont need people because no ones loyal and I stopped trusting a lotttt of people

When were you last in the hospital? probably when my sister was born I cant remember any other time

Do you want to move? yes please billund denmark do not google it please

Who’s the most trustworthy of your friends? well right now like one person but i probably wont see her ever again haha goodbyeeeeee

Are you loyal? I try to! Im just coldhearted and I suck but Im pretty loyal to one person but dood sorry that wont last long

Do you have a big family?

no?

Do you want more or less siblings?

less

[dont-sneeze]

all of them