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dankovskaya · 8 months ago

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I'm always like OK why am I incapable of ever getting close with any of the friends I have made in college and I'm pretty sure the answer is just that I am always unintentionally giving "signals" that imply I don't want to be closer with them and just generally maintaining distance without realizing or meaning to

#i was told a while back for the billionth time that im very hard to read and no one can tell if im enjoying myself or not due to #monotone voice and general unexpressiveness and yeah ok on one hand that #is a me problem and ppl have been saying this abt me for years even close family so i cant rlly blame anyone for perceiving me that #way but on the other hand that is also very aggravating and kind of hurts my feelings because damn if you dont know if i like you or want to #hang out or am having fun ASK ME BITCH. jesus.#It makes me feel genuinely crazy to wonder why people who i genuinely like and want to know better dont seem very interested in #engaging with me and then realize its probably because they assumed that EYE felt that way first #Like ok am i just fucked forever or what. God

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