#momdreams

[joyfuldeepend]

Why Would I give up?

I took a vacation after my last work trip and stayed in the Alpharetta, Georgia area with a friend. I knew I needed some time and if I stayed home I would have done productivity for vacation. It was so refreshing and relaxing and my dear friend kindly hosted me!

Things were so clear and peaceful that week. What wasn’t peaceful was what I felt God spoke clearly to me. This season of allowing there to be unfilled space is difficult and yet doesn’t hold the candle to what he put on my heart. I know it was him because of my internal response. I said a resigned ok and didn’t immediately crumble. Maybe it’s because my heart has been slowly crumbling over the years (in this area) or maybe because I trust Him more than I have before. I finally think it’s possible that He might not have scraps for me.

God said “I need you to give up your desire to have children who will call you Mom”. Now as I type this tears stream down my face. It’s not that it doesn’t hurt, it’s that it feels like it’s over. I don’t remember a time in my life when I haven’t longed to be a mom. I always knew my mom journey would be different and expected to be a step mom or adoptive mom. I don’t know how, I’ve just always known. It’s why movies about blended family and ones like Stepmom with Julia Robert’s always felt like something I could identify with, but movies about pregnancy felt foreign.

In spite of that I still wanted to do the team mom thing, late night sick and sleep routines, snacks for half time for soccer practice and dirty cleats clutter the car. To be the person a child turns to first in their time of need. To be the one frantically searched for in a crowd so they know it’s all going to be alright or even just the supportive stepmom. I haven’t figured out what to do with that part of my hope yet. I’m so grateful for the dope moms out there and the baby showers that display dreams fulfilled. My heart is sad, reality of my age clear and also curious of how God will fill that part of my dreams in a way I couldn’t know to dream for! I only know the chapter I am on and not what will come and God knows that way is much better for me (even though I hate it). Here’s to an I know future, I filled spaces and dreams yet to be known. Thanks for diving deep in the joyful deepens friends!!

[40corner40]

Hello from the Mom’s Squad Happy Monday from the mom’s squad. We recently had a visit to #macys My older daughter said, “mom, I would love to wesr this pretty dress when I am Big”😀 I looked at the the beautiful dress and thought to myself, “It should have been me to wear this for now.” Mothers of my kids age are mostly pretty busy about taking care of the family. We sometimes forgot to pamper ourselves. It had been a real big problem for me after having two kids. As I love to learn to enjoy the blessed day in the past, the present and for the coming days, my daughter taught me to be myself and yet enjoy life to the fullest. I am looking forward to buying some good dresses and updating my IG posts😃 Who is ready to take a big change for the next season? 🌸 🌸 🌸 🌸 #familytime #lifeisprecious #kidsmom #daughters #monday #blessed #learnandgrow #beautifuldresses #momdream #kidsfashion (at Tulsa, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNSb0rxA5tZ/?igshid=1h0e68acz51fv

[dnbweek]

Forgotten Past

by thatanonwriter

Clay | Dream/Technoblade, Ranboo & Toby Smith | Tubbo

Technoblade, Clay | Dream, Ranboo, Toby Smith | Tubbo, Micheal_Beloved, Phil Watson, Niki | Nihachu

why is there no tag for micheal?, that's unacceptable, Mentioned Clay | Dream, he's in the prison in this fic sooo, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, also ranboo and tubbo's relationship can be either platonic or romantic, preferably platonic, Ranboo and Toby Smith | Tubbo Have a Child Named Michael, technodad and momdream?, mayhapsss, Light Angst, Ambiguous/Open Ending, i'm starting to love open ending, memory problems, Enderman-Ghast Hybrid Ranboo, Sheep Hybrid Toby Smith | Tubbo, Forgotten Past, because literally, Secret Identity, Or Is It?, what if it's a just a forgotten identity?, The Syndicate - Freeform, there's no tag for the syndicate, DreamNoBlade Week | DnB Week, no beta we die like c!tommy, :), Pretty Clay | Dream

Summary:

Day 3 (09/01) - Secret Identity

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He’s sprawled peacefully on the ground until a familiar voice calls to him. “Ranboo?” He sits up slowly, scanning the field and spotting someone in a pastel green hoodie. He squints his eyes slightly to see who the man is. Then he notices someone else next to the man. It’s another man—but instead of a hoodie, he’s wearing a red cloak with white lining that hugs his broad shoulders very well. Although he can not make out who these people are, he doesn’t feel threatened. And to be honest, he feels safer when they came.

[ani2021]

Need this #sleepymommy #sleepymum #sleepymom #sleepy #sleepymommy #sleepymomma #sleepyme #sleepymummy #mumdreams #momdreams #momtobe #mumtobe #mumtobe2017 #momtobesoon #momtobe2018

[veevee-the-artist]

You can buy this on a T Shirt on my Redbubble: VeeVeeTheArtist ! 

Artist’s Notes

aah this was so much fun to draw! I loved it. Fun fact:I dreamt about making this picture and showed it to my momDream Mom liked itso I draw my dreamy picture and showed it to my momand Real Mom liked it!XDU this picture is just meant to be

[basswich]

Cuddling this one and watching her play #horizonzerodawn. #momthings #momdreams #imnotgonnastop #lootem https://www.instagram.com/p/BqngsIahtbq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6vncomlyc79p