#mm Vanderwood

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[badegg-mm]

Hello, I finished fan art after a long time~!

[natasha-in-space]

I apologize in advance.

[stormflypirateskin]

2. Domestic Life!

This one took some hours sksksk I really like the idea of Saeyoung, Saeran, MC and Vanderwood living together. They'll get along.... probably. And Saeyoung tries to cook as best as he can. Let him cook, literally-

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Mystictober 2024: Favorite Character/Hourglass

Hello, it's been a while (ᵕ—ᴗ—) I really missed the mysme universe and, though life is still busy, I'm trying to make time to do things I love; one of which is writing, even if I only write one fanfic per year lol XD

Sooo without further ado, here's a short fic based on this list by @sensetenou :)

P.S. I think tumblr broke my post, I can't add the "Keep reading" link after editing a typo ;A;

Vanderwood

He steps out of the cabin and takes a long, deep breath

It feels suffocating inside

With that damn 707, the girl, and their blue-haired friend...

Vanderwood ties his hair into a low ponytail and reaches for the pack of cigarettes in his pocket

Taking a stick, he lifts it to his lips

He pats his pockets for his lighter and mutters a curse under his breath when he realizes he left it inside

With a frustrated groan, he turns around—

—and he freezes

Standing before him, a nervous smile on her face, was the girl

MC

"You left this inside, I thought you could use it," she says, holding out the lighter to him

His throat feels tight and Vanderwood can hear the loud drumming of his heart against his ribcage

It takes every bit of his strength not to reach out and pull her into his arms

MC tucks her hair behind her ear, outstretched hand wavering as Vanderwood stood there staring at her

He clenches one hand into a fist

Then slowly relaxes his hand, his shoulders drooping as he resigns himself to the fact that she'll never recognize him

And it was all his fault

"Thanks," he mutters, cigarette still between his lips

He holds out his hand, expecting her to drop the lighter onto his palm

But the girl looks up at him and then lights the device, holding it close to his lips

Instinctively, he leans closer before he could even stop himself

As MC focuses on lighting the end of his cigarette, he can't help but stare into her eyes

At the reflection of the flames in them

"Maybe it's the fire in your eyes that I love, baby."

"Because it matches yours?"

"Hahaha MC, baby, I don't think my fire even comes close to yours."

"It's because got this fire from you, baby. You're the one who inspires me to be bold and brave."

MC takes a step back, smiling at him

Vanderwood takes a step back too, looking away from her

Blinking away the memories he so desperately wants to cling to

"Thanks," he mumbles, taking a long drag

Allowing the poison to fill his lungs before blowing a puff of white smoke away from where MC stands

"Umm...so..."

He glances at her

She has her hands clasped together in front of her

Then she bows to him, which startles Vanderwood

"Thank you so much for helping us save him."

Him

That V guy

Her current route

"Hey, don't worry about it," he replies, rubbing the back of his neck

He doesn't want to hear this

He doesn't want to listen to her talk about how much she loves that man

Because she once felt that way about him, too

MC straightens and grins at him

"I mean it. You saved his life and I hope I can repay your kindness one day."

Vanderwood waves a gloved hand dismissively, pulling the cigarette from his lips

"If I didn't do it," he forces himself to say. "707 would be distracted and he'd stop doing his damn job and we'd both be fucked."

She gives him a look that says she doesn't buy a single word out of his mouth

"Even so, without you that elixir might've brought more harm to him...Whatever your reasons, I'm really grateful to have you here, Vanderwood."

A mixture of feelings erupt from his chest, despite all his efforts to smother them

The bloom of hope, the scathing pang of hurt

Despair in the knowledge that she'll never recognize him ever again

Vanderwood looks to the door that leads back into the cabin, unable to meet her eyes

"You really care for him, huh?" he asks, careful to keep his feelings hidden

"Do you love me, MC?"

"Yes," she answers, her voice full of emotion

Vanderwood's brows furrow as he puts the cigarette back to his lips, turning his back to MC and choosing to gaze up at the stars instead

Here, out in the middle of fucking nowhere

Away from the city lights

They can actually see the starry night sky

Out here, away from the hustle and bustle of the city, everything is quiet

He can hear the grass and leaves rustling from the gentle night breeze

Hear the crickets and owls

Hear his own heart breaking all over again

MC moves to stand beside him but Vanderwood doesn't dare look at her

He keeps his gaze up at the stars, remembering his promise to her

"It's beautiful out here, right?"

"It's only beautiful because you're here, baby."

I don't have the right to call her that anymore

He lost that right when he gave her up

But it wasn't because he didn't love her anymore

No...

He doesn't think it's possible to love anyone else but her

His MC

But when MC only chose his route, over and over again

When he and MC found a way to be together —breaking through the codes and the walls

Breaking the impossible

...the system found a way to keep them apart

"NO!" Vanderwood yells, holding MC in his arms

She's not moving, her eyes closed, her breathing shallow

His big hand envelops her smaller one as he cradles her to his chest, tears rolling down his cheek as the red stain on her clothes start spreading

"Baby, stay with me, baby. Please. I'll get you to a hospital, MC. Please, I'm sorry. I'm sorry! Don't leave me, MC. Please. Please!"

He tries to lift her into his arms, but he hears the cock of guns and he protectively holds her close, glaring at the men in suits surrounding them

Each one with guns trained at the couple

A lone woman in a suit approaches them, her face expressionless as she gazes at Vanderwood and MC

"This could have been avoided, had she not foolishly jumped in front of you."

"You fucking bitch!"

Still, the woman remains impassive

She steps forward, closer to where Vanderwood and MC are

"You can save her, you know."

Vanderwood glares at the woman, but she continues

"I offer you the choice, ██████ ███," she says, lifting her hand and opening her palm

Over it, a hologram of an hourglass appears and becomes solid

"Return to the game and reset the clock. Go back to the beginning and undo what has been done. Or..."

The woman's eyes go to MC's pale form

"...live with your reality."

Return to the game...rewind time?

"If I do that...reset the game," he begins through gritted teeth. "She'll live? She'll be okay? She'll...be happy?"

"Yes. But she'll forget about you. And, to prevent a repeat of your insolence, we're removing your route from the game. We'll take your name, ██████ ███, your identity, your story...she will be happier this way, believe me."

Vanderwood's head snaps up, his eyes widening

Then...that means...

No.

"What the fuck?! If I fucking agree to this, then—"

Then I'll lose her forever

"You're losing her now, ██████."

He tenses and looks back at his girl, whose eyes flutter open slightly

She shakes her head, those beautiful eyes filled with tears

"No...don't."

"Shhh, it's okay, MC. It's gonna be okay," he whispers, his heart twisting painfully in his chest

The answer is obvious...so fucking obvious

He's the one who broke the game, who defied all the rules and brought this shit onto her life

He's the one who put her in danger in the first place...

"Mi███n...please," she pleads in a soft voice, panicking at what she sees in his eyes

"I'd rather die, having lived my life with you than live the rest of my life without you."

Vanderwood chuckles sadly, leaning down and pressing his lips to hers

He presses his forehead to hers, holding her close to him

One last time

"MC, baby..."

"I love you so damn much."

"There's not a single day of my life where I won't be loving you, MC."

"You're my North Star...you'll always be my home, you'll always be the light in my life."

"That's why I have to say goodbye."

"I can't...I can't live in a world without you, baby."

"I'm sorry...this is so fucking selfish of me, but I'm just a character in a game."

"You are REAL."

She sobs and winces, reaching out and cupping his cheek despite the pain

"You're real to me, ██nj█n."

He smiles and kisses her again

"Even if your mind doesn't remember me," he whispers between kisses

"I hope your heart won't forget me."

The woman, watching the two lovers, turns the hourglass

Around them, everything slowly fades into dust

Vanderwood smiles at MC, tears streaming down his cheeks as he memorizes all the details about her

MC holds onto him with the last of her strength, panic coursing through her body

She doesn't want this, she doesn't want to leave him

"Hey, lady," Vanderwood tells the woman without looking at her

"I have one favor to ask. Please."

"Yeah," Vanderwood replies to MC, keeping his gaze trained at the brightest star in the sky

"It's beautiful."

"Vanderwood..."

He turns to look at her and sees a confused expression on her face

"Have we...?"

The door suddenly bursts open and Seven comes out, a smile on his face

"He's awake!" he informs MC

A smile spreads across her face and she bows again to Vanderwood

"Thank you, Vanderwood!"

She runs inside and he watches her go, swallowing the lump in his throat

Guess he'll have to get used to this

Watching her from afar as she runs into the arms of another man

A man that will never be him, ever again

"After all this time?"

Vanderwood rolls his eyes, blinking away the hurt and pain and arranging his expression into one of annoyance

He turns his back on Seven, putting his cigarette back between his lips

"Aww c'mon. This is the perfect time to re-enact that scene from Garry Potted!"

"Go back to fucking work, Seven."

Seven stares at Vanderwood's wide back, a sad smile on his face

Even though Vanderwood isn't aware of it, Seven actually knows who he is

What he's been through

After all...Vanderwood isn't the only one working on breaking the game's code

Working on ending the reset system, once and for all

Seven wishes he could do more to comfort his friend

But instead, he goes back inside and sits on the couch

Cracking his fingers, Seven focuses his gaze on his laptop screen

"Hang in there, Minjun. We'll get out of this one."

"Promise."

・・・・☆・・・・☆ ・・・・

If you're reading this, thank you so much for reading my fic ;w; I hope you enjoyed it <3

P.S. Minjun is a name I made for Vanderwood, but it's not official or anything! Still hoping and praying Cheritz makes a route for him ;w;

Check out my other Mysme writings here!

Mango Shake/Ko-fi is always very much appreciated (ᵔᴥᵔ)

[just-mysme-headshots]

Hellooo! Long time no see! Good to see you back!

Can I ask for "begin sad" expression for Vanderwood?

When do I get a chance to be loved?

Good to be back! I’ll post an update soon :)

[neyuriiart]

Someone woke up from a nap... I did this chibi of Vanderwood a long time ago, I never shared it for... reasons lol

[s0pln]

I love him so much 🤎

[marshmallowprotection]

I really liked Anon’s concept of a sick but in denial MC and loved what you wrote 👀👀 could you include that with the V, GE and Vanderwood ✨

V can be firm when he needs to be. It's not like he hasn't been in the same position as you. There have been many times in his adult life when he would deny treatment or care because it felt like he would never be deserving of something like that. It didn't matter if it was as small as getting something for a cold.

He has denied himself a lot over the years and it made things harder when they didn't necessarily need to be. You are the person that taught him that he could be more than that. You taught him that he was allowed to ask for help and get help when he needed it. So, why wouldn't he fight for you? 

He will be gentle when he reminds you of everything you've told him over the years. It can't be one way and not the other. If something applies to him, it has to apply to you at the same time. He can't have it all and you have nothing or vice versa. 

More importantly, he doesn't want you to lay miserably in your bed when what could help you the most would be a fever reducer. He understands the need to do your work, but you can't lay there in denial and work yourself into a worse condition. He will escort you back to the bedroom. He isn't cruel about it, nor is he forceful, but he is adamant. You've saved his heart. Let him guide yours.

GE Saeran has been there God knows how many times. His entire life in Mint Eye was that way. Both because he was forcing himself to live that way and he was being told to live that way.

It isn't something that he would wish upon anybody, not even the people that he feels complicated about. He doesn't want people to be hurting and denying themselves what they need. In ways, it reminds him of himself. In other ways, it reminds him of the way his brother would deny an extra serving of something just to make sure that he was taken care of.

He doesn't want anybody to give up if there's a chance that you can have what you deserve just as much as anybody else should. That's why he makes sure that you go back to bed immediately when he catches you doing something you shouldn't be doing.

His smile is polite and his touch is gentle, but he takes you right back to where you started. It might be frustrating to deal with, but he isn't doing this to take away your control over your autonomy. He's doing this because he's been there before and you would never let him do this to himself. Nope. You're not getting away with something you'd never let Saeran do.

Vanderwood isn't someone that would let you know they've had a moment of weakness. Those aren't allowed in the agency. You don't get to take a sick day and you don't get to stop what you're doing just because you have a cough. You either get your work done or you die. That is the mentality that he has been dealing with all this time.

So, it isn't a stretch to say that if he caught you doing something when you were sick, he would simply shrug it first and say that he would do the same. It doesn't mean it's the healthy thing to do, but it's what he's used to even if it's not the right thing to do.

But, those circumstances don't apply to you. You're not a person that's been beaten blue as he has. He is the kind of person that would throw you over his shoulder and put you back in bed so tightly underneath the sheets that you wouldn't be able to escape. The only person that knows how to be elusive enough to get away from him is Saeyoung. That's only possible because he's the king of diversionary tactics, so if you can't make a flaming robot, you're not getting away from him. 

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[luc606]

surprise! new fic! it’s rated M so I’ve decided not to cross-post, but you can read it on Ao3 here:

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Chats: Last day of Saeran AE

[badegg-mm]

[natasha-in-space]

Decided to arrange my own interpretation of this good old classic :)

[cuddlybelphie]

aah, so cute 🥹💕

Hello hello! May I ask for some Vanderwood cuddle headcanons? They seem like they'd be touch starved and would love them. Also they deserve them after the chaos that was Seven's route/Secret Endings/Another Story/ Ray's After Ending lol

Vanderwood Cuddle Headcanons!

Hello! Yes, you may! I know I said I only write for characters that have a route but I do wanna try writing Vanderwood lol.. so here we are!

Thank you for requesting, I hope this is okay enough for a first try! :D

-Vanderwood will never admit it but he loves cuddling a lot, especially after he has warmed up to you. Not only it helps him remember that his life isn't doomed thanks to the agency but inhaling your scent and being able to steal some kisses from you sounds great on his book. The agency left him greatly touch starved.

-The first time he ever got to cuddle with you, he was quite tense. Being so close and comfortable with someone was something that Vanderwood thought he would never experience. Working in an agency where you could die at any moment does damage to you, after all.

-Absolutely loves it especially when he is tired because he gets to feel your warmth and it helps calm him down from anything tiring he got to experience that day. It's like all the stress left his entire body as he literally melts in your embrace. But he tends to hide his face either on your chest or neck.

-PLAY WITH HIS HAIR, PLEASE. Oh god, you'll kill this man in a good way If you do that. He normally lets no one touch his hair but you are the only one that you can do anything you want with it. But stroke it and run your fingers through it and he'll feel himself growing more sleepy because he feels safe and like he can let down his guard for once.

-Definitely only goes to sleep as long as he can hold you or even you can hold him. Vanderwood is usually the big spoon but he's the small spoon if his day was draining. He is the type to cling onto you all night and groan softly when you wanna leave his embrace.

-Overall, they help calm him down and he also really enjoys being close to you, even if it takes him a while to warm up to holding someone close to him. Later on, the dude literally feels like he can't live on if he doesn't feel your skin against his and your warmth as he holds you close, he loves you so much to let you go. T^T

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Happy April Fool's Day 😝 2024