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❛ Sniper?

To convey feelings through words or gestures was something that Asura was definitely not used to do; due to her amnesia and lack of present social bonds, everything she knew had actually been learnt from movie marathons and large but old books, thus making her extremely awkward under certain circumstances. A colorful box with numerous holes in it was carefully held in her arms as she approached the apartment of the much taller male, ensuring that her every movement was slow and careful in order not to accidentally drop her little, fluffy present for him — He had saved her life and it was only fair that she did something in exchange, something that could paint a smile across the pallor of his visage, something that never allowed him to feel lonely. 

Lotus red tiers were slanted upwards into a wide and quite genuine smile and once the bell attached to the side of his door started to ring thanks to a not so subtle movement of her elbow, infantile ANTICIPATION blossomed within the confines of her ribcage, leaving her almost breathless as she waited for him to appear from behind the wooden door — Ah, she was so excited !!

                       「 @mixyesung is receiving a lil’❤ under the features of a doggo !!  」

[mingyuxmi]

Speech - 3, Relationships - 14 & Daily Life - 6

Headcanon Meme: Accepting

Speech3 - Does your character have a distinct accent or dialect? Any individual quirks of pronunciation? Any, like, you know, verbal tics?

I’m going to have to say no. I mean, there’s nothing noticeably different about the way that he talks and pronounces things when comparing him to others from around the same place. If he tried speaking other languages, I’m sure he’d have an accent in that case, but normally, there’s nothing especially unique in the way that he says things.

Relationships14 - Does your character have any rivals or enemies?

Oh, absolutely. I’m not so sure that he’d be Kim Mingyu if he did not. Considering he’s a hitman for Vanguard, he has plenty of rivals, those being almost anyone in any of the opposing gangs. Well, when he’s actually aware that they’re involved in a separate gang, that is. But simultaneously, he’s quite wary of everyone (or at least, he tries to be). It isn’t very difficult to make yourself a rival or enemy of his, especially if he feels as though you’ve wronged him or one of the very few that he cares about. He’s very vengeful, so I can’t say that he has an excessive amount of full-fledged enemies, seeing as once he dubs someone as an enemy, it’s usually not an incredibly long time before said person turns up missing, if you catch my drift. Of course, I can’t have a question asking about enemies and not mention his father and stepmother, otherwise known as the two people he’s hated most in this world. While he’s already removed his father from the picture, he has yet to introduce his stepmother to her fate and ultimately reunite the two. She’s currently at the top of the list ‘Kim Mingyu’s Most Hated’. It’ll only be a matter of time before she turns up missing, too. Or, he hopes so, at least.

Daily Life6 - What are their interests or hobbies? How do they spend their free time?

Honestly, I like to refer to Mingyu as ‘boring’ because there isn’t much that he does simply for fun. He doesn’t have a day job, so the only time he’s working is when he’s completing hits or stealing something for Vanguard, but he does try to spend as much time as he possibly can around the other members. He hangs around longer, tries to get himself involved in as many jobs as he possibly can, so he’s certainly effective in his profession. He doesn’t have much else to occupy his time. He tries his very best to keep his plate full, so that he doesn’t have many opportunities to sit around. Being idle for too long, paired alongside with long bouts of silence, isn’t the best for him. While some people have loads of hobbies, Mingyu isn’t really interested in much. You won’t find him sitting down with a good book or putting together puzzles (unless persuaded by friends that do enjoy these things). One thing that he spends plenty of time doing is working out. He does love doing that in his spare time. Training has become a part of his every day life, as it was drilled into his brain throughout all of his teenage years. It’s a habit that would be difficult to shake, not that he’d ever want to. He really enjoys it, truthfully, and it helps that it’s keeping him in tip-top shape, which makes his job loads easier. He spends a lot of his free-time in the presence of Wonwoo, as he really enjoys his company as well. He does like to be read to, and he’s also quite fond of just simply relaxing snuggled up with the other. He likes watching television (crime documentaries, especially) occasionally, though he’s fairly restless, so he doesn’t sit still intently watching things for prolonged periods of time. That’s not to say he’ll never finish anything, he just likes to take small breaks as he pauses his programs and films long enough to get whatever antsy feelings he has out of his system. He spends a nice amount of time with Seungcheol, too, though that feels a bit like baby-sitting to him (sometimes). Whenever he gets the chance, he’d also try making his way to visit Eris when she hasn’t stopped by to visit him in a while. I’d also like to include the fact that he takes, at least, one day a month to visit his mother’s grave, during which he spends a bit of time to replace her old flowers with new, as well as talk to her about his current happenings in life. So, while he has plenty of things to keep him busy, none of it could necessarily be viewed as the most exciting events in the world, but he’s perfectly content and likes his daily activities.

Edit: I’ve since discovered that Mingyu loves art. He does lots of drawing in his free time as well. He has since he was a small child and his mother encouraged the hobby. She used to tell him that he was going to be a great artist. He figured if he was starting to become a man that she’d be ashamed of, he still wanted to do something that she could be proud about. Sometimes he’ll still take classes.

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                      ❛ People are not a promise of... F O R E V E R.                                        Please, remember that. ❜ 

Mi:minievent - Playlist !! 

Playlist of the relationship between Asura & Yesung ( @mixyesung ) .

♡┊❛ ACT 1 ! ♪

❛ I didn’t know what it meant to LOVE someone... Until the pieces of my soul were gathered by your delicate hands and with heavenly patience and tender touches, you fixed me, you made me whole again. I thought that I could have never experienced such a feeling and yet, there I was, feeling as alive as ever with FIRE burning within me... You were the only reason why I could claim to know what HAPPINESS was. ❜ ➜ Pieces — RED.

I'm here again, a thousand miles away from you. A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am... I tried so hard! Thought I could do this on my own, I've lost so much along the way. Then I see your face, I know I'm finally yours, I find everything I thought I lost before. You call my name — I come to you in pieces, so you can make me whole. I've come undone, but you make sense of who I am, like puzzle pieces in your hand. Then I see your face, I know I'm finally yours, I find everything I thought I lost before. You call my name — I come to you in pieces, so you can make me whole. I tried so hard! So hard! I tried so hard!

♡┊❛ ACT 2 ! ♪

❛ To fall in love with someone is incredibly TERRIFYING... Along with warmth and comfort, also comes the realization that the more you love, the weaker and more fragile you become; you open the doors of your heart to someone who could indeed BETRAY you and HURT you, you willingly put your life on someone else’s hands. Both of us tried to run away, both of us tried to SUFFOCATE this feeling and yet, even with all this distance put between us, there was nothing that mattered to me more than your safety... More than knowing that somewhere, you were indeed smiling and perhaps, even thinking of ME. ❜ ➜ Dear God — AVENGED SEVENFOLD.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line, iles away from those I love, purpose hard to find. While I recall all the words you spoke to me, can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be. Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you, but I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed. 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again... Once again. There's nothing here for me, on this barren road. There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed; can't help but think of the times I've had with you, pictures and some memories will have to help me through. Some search, never finding a way, before long, they waste away. I found you, something told me to stay but I gave in, to selfish ways and how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade. Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away. We all need the person who can be true to you, I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed. 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again... Once again.

♡┊❛ ACT 3 ! ♪

❛ First came REJECTION and INDIFFERENCE, but it didn’t matter how many times I repeated to myself that you meant nothing to me... I could not deceive myself, not any longer. Finally, ACCEPTANCE arriveed and with my heart now filled with joy and warmth and comfort and bliss, I was ready to follow you anywhere, I was ready to do anything for you. You had metaphorically SAVED my life from this limbo of nothingness, you had metaphorically SAVED me from drowning in a black see of void and hollowness... I wanted to do the same for you. ❜ ➜ Follow you — BRING ME THE HORIZON.

My head is haunting me and my heart feels like a ghost, I need to feel something, cause I'm still so far from home. Cross your heart and hope to die, promise me you'll never leave my side. Show me what I can't see when the spark in my eyes is gone, you got me on my knees, I'm your one man cult. Cross my heart and hope to die, promise you I'll never leave your side. Cause I'm telling you, you're all I need, I promise you you're all I see. Cause I'm telling you, you're all I need, I'll never leave. So you can drag me through Hell, if it meant I could hold your hand, I will follow you cause I'm under your spell. And you can throw me to the flames, I will follow you, I will follow you. Come sink into me and let me breathe you in, I'll be your gravity, you be my oxygen. So dig two graves cause when you die, I swear I'll be leaving by your side. I will follow you, I will follow you... So you can drag me through Hell, if it meant I could hold your hand, I will follow you cause I'm under your spell. And you can throw me to the flames, I will follow you, I will follow you.

♡┊❛ ACT 4 ! ♪

❛ I think that there are no words to describe how much it HURT to find out that it was nothing but a LIE, nothing but a cruel GAME in which you were the butcher and I was the lamb... What was I? A doll of porcelain? A momentary game to allow you to have fun? I TRUSTED you and I believed in your PROMISES... I had become blind for you and as a result, I couldn’t see how you STABBED me in the back. ❜ ➜ Point Of No Return — Super Junior ( K.R.Y. ) .

Whatever happened? Just can't believe it. I can't arrange it all up in my head. My cold fingertips, my defensive instincts, my emotions are paralyzed. I wonder when this became a world of lies, I don't want to know, I already want to forget it. I hate lies, I wonder how well I really know you. Who the hell are you? Someone I don't know. The point of no return, we can't go back anymore. I never saw you stabbing a knife into my heart, there is no second chance, our love was crashed and burned,  crashed and burned. If the roles were reversed, would you be able to bear it? How can we return? There's no need for excuses, why are you crying? I'm not exactly blaming you, but I'm not forgiving you, either. A pure deity turns into a devil, you’re like the devil. I, who couldn't see through it, am also to blame, I was perfectly deceived by your flawless performance. Who the hell are you? Someone I don't know. The point of no return, we can't go back anymore. You will never be able to close up my scars., there is no second chance, our love was crashed and burned,  crashed and burned. Regret is meaningless, we can't go back no matter what. “We're meant to be.” When I said it, were you laughing? With your whole heart? Tell me now, even the kiss that vowed our future together... No. The point of no return, I never saw you stabbing a knife into my heart, there is no second chance...  I loved you.

♡┊❛ ACT 5 ! ♪

❛ Once anger and resentment finally faded, I was left with nothing but AGONY and PAIN. Even so, none of these negative emotions had been enough to make me forget about you... Even now, when there is nothing but darkness around me, I stretch my fingers onwards hoping to feel your skin, hoping to hear your voice. How could you do this? How could you BREAK all your promises? I must be a complete fool... I must be a complete fool because I miss you and I’d do anything to have you here with me, AGAIN - To be lied to is still much better than living without you by my side. ❜ ➜ Daydream — Super Junior.

I cover my ears in order to listen to you, I close my eyes in order to imagine you... But you’ve slowly become blurred, you've slowly left me in my memories, so I can’t even catch you. I stop, I stop. The memories of love are playing with me, one more time, one more time! I can’t believe it has ended like this, with just this, all those promises... How, how? I hold in my breath in order to breathe you in, I clutch my fists in order to touch you... But you’ve slowly become blurred, you've slowly left me in my memories, so I can’t even catch you. Though it hurts, though I’ll get hurt, I can only live with you — A life without you is like death to me. I can’t step forward or move backward so, what do I do? I stop. I’ve come to an end, ever since the day you left me. I’ve come to an end, ever since the day you threw me away. Ever since the day you left me, I’m falling little by little... One more time, one more time! I can’t believe it has ended like this. With just this, all those promises... How, how?

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┊❛ Will you try to love him? Him and his tattered heart and death in his rib cage; with a name like poison. War is in his tongue. His entire body is made of collapsed stars.

┊❛ Will you try to love him? Even if it’s a thin line he walks, with a face half in the light and half in the dark. Him, with scars in his heart and holes in his back; cracks in place of skin. He is a thing of destruction.

┊❛ Will you try to love him? Him, with his nightmares during the day and demons in the dark. Atlas’s burden rests on his shoulders. He craves for light, grasping for rays in his miles of night.

┊❛Will you try to love him? Him and his reckless love and secret pain. His is a silent grief for the sky, for the earth, for the heavens. The universe is confined in his flesh.

┊❛Will you try to love him? Even if he clings to foolish hope and leaves prayers in your mouth. Him, with chaos for eyes and blood in his lungs. He remembers how to fall. He remembers how to burn. 

                                                 Will you try to love him,                                          The angel that fell from Heaven                                                  And then rose from Hell?

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                    ✘┊❛ Color edit — Yesung & Asura.

                                         @mixyesung + Charcoal grey. ♡

                                        ❛ I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,                                              In secret, between the shadow and the soul. ❜