#mix n matching and we end up with this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[dadralt]

yenralt + ship dynamics

destiny brings them together and keeps them apart

[writing-shroom]

200 Follower Celebration!

Hello everyone! I can't believe we've made it this far, even though it may be just a lil milestone. Celebrating the little achievements is also important, and I wanted to celebrate with all of you!

I wanted to do something more elaborate for the event, but i pushed it back already for the 100 milestone since I was so busy with finishing the two parter soulmate fic. So we're going classic this time around!

I'll be opening special requests from June 4-14, below the cut are the prompts, aus, and scenarios you can use in your request! As well as rules, since i primarily write for demon slayer these requests are specially for characters in the fandom!

Mix and match and of course have fun! That's what an event is for after all, thank you all once again lovelies! Couldn't have done it with out you all 👐😊

Rules!

💐 You're allowed to mix any prompt, au, or anything! together. However the character limit for each request is four! There's only so much i can write in one sitting (งツ)ว

💐 As always preference what kind of fic you would like! Headcannons? Drabble? Oneshot? Please do tell :D if you don't have a preference please give me a note!

a/n: if you do pick one-shot, i can only do one character for those. however the rest are still following the 4 character limit!

💐 Song fics unfortunately don't count in this event, i'll probably make those into their own event tho!

💐 I wouldn't mind if you slide in how you want the fic to end~ Fluff? Angsty? Do tell~

💐 Your free to send in more the one request don't worry! I won't get mad if you send in multiple requests of different ideas, please send em in!

Note the bolded words, please refrain from spamming the same request. I understand if it's only two or three times just in case tumblr is acting funny, but as always I would love it if you don't spam the same request!

💐 The only thing limited for each request is the character limit! So feel free to just toss in a bunch of different prompts or aus together lovelies!

Prompts!

|| Dialog ||

1. "Are you okay? Do you bandages? I can get some medicine or something to drink just wait here," "I-it's just a scratch."

2. "Am I your lock screen?" "You weren't supposed to see that."

3. "Lean on me, it's my turn to take care of you for once."

4. "Hold my hand, I'll be here so don't be scared alright?"

5. "Can I please lay on your lap, 'm so sleepy right now and you make a great pillow."

6. "Can you hold something for me?" "Yeah sure,,,dear that's your hand." "I know"

7. "I'm going to go cook something you want anything?" "No but I'm coming with you, god knows if I don't you're going to blow something up."

8. "So we're stuck in a closet, can't imagine anything more cliche than this."

9. "Is your foot stuck in the ground?" ",,,yes?" "*sigh* come on give me your hand"

10. "Good morning," "No." "Hun it's 9:30 am, we need to get up." "Did I stutter?"

11. "Sit still, I need to wipe your face down." "It's not that messy," "Your cheeks are stickier than the mochi you just ate, yes it is."

12. "Can I have more cookies please?" "But their hard as rocks why would you want more?" "Because you made them."

13. "Stop looking like kick puppy and get over here and hug me, you hit me by accident and it didn't even hurt."

14. "Did you put our toddler in a teddy bear onesie?" "Yes,,?" "Alright how many pictures did you take, I want to frame at least two."

15. "Look at the stars, the trees, just look at anything I beg you. Please don't close your eyes, if you do I might lose you."

|| Touches ||

16. Brushing finger tips because their too shy to fully hold the others hand

17. Messaging the tension out of their shoulders

18. Leaning back and forth in a sleepy haze until s/o pulls them to lean on their shoulder/lap

19. Pressing foreheads together

20. Linking arms in crowds

21. Holding the there hand to comfort them

22. Accidentally brushing hands when reach for the same thing

23. Catching someone in a dip after saving them from a fall

24. Grasping the others hand when they get startled

25. Tracing their finger tips over s/o's face

26. Caressing the other's cheek lovingly

27. Feeling for each other in the dark

28. Tucking a hair behind the other's ear

29. Putting an arm around their waist

30. Head pats

|| Hugs and Kisses ||

31. Pulling the other into another kiss after they pull away

32. Wrapping their arms around their s/o from behind as they're doing their own thing

33. Koala clinging onto s/o while sitting on their lap

34. Keeping their eyes closed even after the kiss has ended

35. Leaning into their s/o more to prolong the kiss

36. Nuzzling their face into the others neck shyly after kissing them

37. Sleepy hugs in the morning as s/o is trying to pry their arms off to make breakfast

38. Exchanging good night kisses before bed

39. Temple kisses to calm them down after they wake up from a nightmare

40. Clinging hugs, not wanting let go in fear of losing them

41. Deep loving kisses with tears running down each others cheeks

42. Peppering kissing all over the others face

43. Tight "i missed you" hugs

44. Leaving kisses as the other's sleeping

45. Combing through s/o's hair as they rest in the others arms

|| Scenarios ||

46. Waking up and turning their head to see s/o asleep next to the hospital bed waiting for them

47. Lost in a public space

48. Married life

49. Childhood friends

50. Tired after sparring together

51. Valentine's day

52. Going to the aquarium/zoo

53. Library date

AUs!

1. Modern Au

2. Soulmate Au (if you have a favourite trope please do tell in your request!)

3. College Au

4. Demon Au

5. God Au

6. Vampire Au

7. Actor/Model Au

8. Werewolf Au

9. Mermaid Au

10. Royalty Au

11. Harry potter au

12. Delinquent Au (this can be mixed with the College Au which it normally will be)

Characters to keep in mind!

I can probably write for most characters in the fandom, however some I'm not as familiar with or maybe i don't want to write for at all. I will try my best to write for everyone character, however these are the only ones i will not be writing for:

Hantengu (upper moon four)

Gyokko (upper moon five)

Although I will be writing for the rest of the upper moons.

[whorefordazai]

Hello!!! Congrats again on 600. For the match up thing. I have no preference for male or female, so anyone is fine!

- they/them

- leo

- I'm really short, 4'10ish. I have blonde hair, in a sort of undercut style. I have heterochromia, one eye is blue the other is green, and freckles 😌

- I really like drawing and writing, and spend most of my time doing that. I'm usually high when doing either. I'll swear up and down it's to "help the creativity" but really I just like how being high feels ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

- I'm way too into things like true crime, and paranormal/supernatural stories. I'm so invested in serial killers it concerns my friends and family. I also really like talking about mental health, and how the mind works, and I'm always trying to pick apart how people think.

- not sure if this is a love language but I'm not too good with words, so I usually show affection by just spending time with people, without really talking.

- my aesthetic is a weird mix of dark academia and soft emo/grunge

- theres no one I'm uncomfortable being paired with, and no favorite colors I can think of.

- date idea would probably just be hanging out, each doing our own thing. Minimal talking, and just enjoying each other presence. Something like that,, idk-

Sorry if that was too long. ily! ♡

I match you with...

Edgar Allan Poe! ´ˎ˗

👾 hear me out—poe never thought about getting high while writing his murder mysteries, but once you decided to suggest it, he gave it a try. stoned poe stoned poe stoned poe 🙌 the whole time he was writing the stories, his brain couldn’t concentrate on one solid idea so he ended up creating something crazy to give to ranpo. let’s just say when ranpo read the story, he audibly gasped and went “poe-kun...THIS IS GENIUS😯”—poe unironically thanked you for getting him high 🙏

👾 since you love murder mysterious and supernatural stuff—you’re in luck! cuz poe will gladly talk to you about them for hours. I feel like poe also likes to try understanding people because many people misunderstand him. he’s not judgmental when it comes to mental health, so he’ll be supportive no matter what. and just cuz I know you’re all for arson and are very chaotic lev, I guarantee you and poe will be running from the police at one point 😚

👾 poe definitely isn’t very good with words either (words that aren’t on paper) so quality time is also his love language. acts of service too (as we can see with karl) so he’ll probably make sure to spend time with you—he won’t outright say “can I spend time with you?” But he’ll follow you around with karl on his shoulders and holding a book 🥰 (take the hint pls 🙏) ps. ranpo will probably be a third wheel to you guys and accidentally commit arson so now all 4 of you are running away 🏃🏼‍♀️💨💨

👾 speaking of our favorite raccoon—you’re the only other person that karl interacts with! by interacting, I mean karl perches up on your shoulders (whether you like it or not) so like he’ll just jump on you whenever he wants to. taking a shit? he’s on your shoulders. trying to get something from a top cabinet? he’s on your shoulders. trying to write something important? he’s on your shoulders.

SONGS ´ˎ˗

- as the world caves in | matt maltese

- runaway | aurora

- good old fashioned lover boy | queen

- line without a hook | ricky montgomery

- freaks | surf curse

MESSY LAYOUT ´ˎ˗

[chockfullofsecrets]

Critical Role: Winning

(Read on AO3)

Rating: Gen

Summary: “Perfect! We-ell, Caduceus and I are done for the day, and I’m really sweaty because moving stone is pre-tty hard work, I bet I smell like Caleb-” She paused to wrinkle her nose, and Beau smirked obligingly “-and it’s been a while since we fought anything, so before I wash up I wanted to ask you to spar with me!”

Well, that settled it. It ran against her core principles to pass up an opportunity to punch something with no strings attached.

Beau and Jester spar. Things get complicated.

Wordcount: 2644

A/N:  Sometimes you start thinking about the low amount of gen tickle fics with girls in them, and then you wonder why it feels weird to think about, and then you get really determined to write one, and then… well, here we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

“Beau! Beau! Oh, Booo-eau~”

There was only one person who called - no, sang - her name with that particular sliding flourish, so Jester’s energetic entrance through the doorway of their shared bedroom met Beau with all the surprise of - well, Jester. She was a bombshell, sure, but the kind that worked so well every time that you started looking forward to hearing the explosion. “‘Sup.”

Jester’s legs, the warm blue of her skin spotted with dirt and paint, sent her frilled skirt fluttering as they danced in concert over to Beau’s bedside. “Beau, are you busy?”

Beau looked up at Jester’s eager smile and then down, somewhat guiltily, at her notes. She’d tasked herself with looking through every bit of information on the Empire and Asarius, drawing connections, anything that could get the attention of the Bright Queen without putting Empire citizens at risk. They needed to prove that their usefulness didn’t start and end with the beacon, and - well, Beau wasn’t great outside a fight but at least she was paying attention most of the time. She could find something, if she spent enough time on it.

But if that meant saying no to Jester - “Uh, no?”

“Perfect! We-ell, Caduceus and I are done for the day, and I’m really sweaty because moving stone is pre-tty hard work, I bet I smell like Caleb-” She paused to wrinkle her nose, and Beau smirked obligingly “-and it’s been a while since we fought anything, so before I wash up I wanted to ask you to spar with me!”

Well, that settled it. It ran against her core principles to pass up an opportunity to punch something with no strings attached. “Hell yeah, let’s do it! Just - give me a sec, didn’t think I’d be fighting anyone today.”

The week of relative calm in Xhorhas had left nearly all of them in a perpetual state of undress, armor and battle accoutrements stowed away for the first time in months - the last time she’d gone this long without her arm wrappings was probably before the Cobalt Soul, back in Kamordah. She’d still been braced for battle, back then, but an entirely different kind, respectable dresses and forcefully detangled hair and why can’t you just be normal, Beauregard, why can’t you behave-

“Come on, Beau! It’s time for blood.”

Jester’s attempt at a threatening rasp was punctuated with a giggle, audible all the way at the bottom of the staircase, and it made Beau smile just to hear her. She jammed the cloth tail of her wrappings into place and headed for the training room.

Jester was bouncing on the balls of her feet in the scattered sand, already clutching her holy symbol in one hand. ���Okay, let’s do this - I have so many cool spells now, this is going to be great-”

Beau abruptly flashed through the worst case scenario. “Hey, Jes?”

“Yeah?”

“Just - don’t turn me into an owl, okay? Or any animal, really, we’re sparring, but especially not an owl. Damage only.”

“Aw, Beau, you’d be such a cute owl!” Jester held up her fingers at right angles, posing them to frame Beau’s face like she was already planning a drawing. Beau rolled her eyes and didn’t even bother with squaring up, lunging straight towards her opponent with fists coiled.

Jester stumbled back, laughing even as she clutched her side. “Whoa, you hit even harder now!” Beau was ready to go in for another hit, but Jester was already recovering - she watched as her friend’s smile compressed from mirthful to confident, eyes narrowing in concentration, and wasn’t Jester just beautiful when she was focused like that - and Beau darted back just in time to avoid a fistful of crackling energy.

The spell fizzled in Jester’s palm and Beau closed the gap between them, but her next two punches were met with the solid metal wall of Jester’s shield. She dropped and swung her staff at Jester’s legs instead, forcing her to one knee, but as the shield came down there was a flare of pink behind it and Beau’s entire body lit up with pain as the glow enveloped her and sent her flailing back. “Ow, ow, fucking magic-”

She only felt a little bad about using her lightning gloves. And then not bad at all, because Jester returned the favor by lighting her on fucking radiant fire.

Time for a finishing move, then, before Jes picked her off at a distance (one more time, for good measure: fucking magic). Beau sprinted in, low to the ground. One foot toeing into the sand, she looped around to Jester’s exposed side and landed a flurry of blows followed up by a textbook Stunning Strike - fingers jabbed into meaty flesh, her qi pulsing and overwhelming her opponent’s, the enemy’s muscles locking up and starting to shake.

Six seconds of victory it was.

“Ha!” She straightened up, spun around in adrenaline-fueled celebration and pumped her fists triumphantly to an imaginary crowd. In battle, she would have continued whaling on her victim - in sparring, it was the end of the match and an opportune time to gloat. “The monk takes it again! One, two, three-”

Something collided with her back.

Beau’s first thought as she ate dirt, unsurprisingly, was that sand tasted really bad. She followed it quickly with a near-paralyzing dose of panic - Jester shouldn’t have been able to move yet, so who had tackled her? Why had she turned her back in a fight?

Delighted laughter rang out over her head, and some of the tension crept involuntarily from her limbs upon recognizing the owner of the mirth. “Jester? How-”

“I tricked you!” she crowed, feet planted firmly on either side of Beau’s butt. “I just pretended to be stunned and you fell for it and now you’re going to lo-ose!”

Hearing that the game was still on, Beau’s heart rocketed back into her throat and she was instantly trying to crawl her way out from under Jester before she could take a spell to the back of the head. Jester was almost unbelievably heavy for her size, having a lot of muscle, but she was terrible at executing a proper pin and Beau could feel her start to topple as she started to lever herself up on her elbows. “Not yet, Jes!”

“No, no! Stay there!” Hands scrabbled at Beau’s shoulders, over the back of her head, but she shook them off and kept trying to unseat Jester. She wasn’t even bleeding that much yet, she could definitely still win this.

Her can-do attitude lasted all of ten seconds, until Jester panicked and started fucking tickling her.

She didn’t even notice the fingers jamming in under her arms, they were just all of a sudden there and wiggling and utterly disarming. All the breath in her lungs whooshed out in an unbidden shriek as her main priority shifted to making it stop. Her entire torso dropped to the floor as her arms gave out, rendering every syllable of protest a strangled mess. “AHA! Je-Jehehes, nohot fair! Nohoho!”

Jester settled back onto her perch as if she’d never left it, her obvious glee mixing with Beau’s own. “Oh, Beau, you’re so ticklish!”

“Am nohohot! Fahaha-” She couldn’t even get a good swear out, and the inability to vent her frustration made the whole thing even worse. “Stop, stohohop-”

“Are you going to surrender?” Jester asked imperiously, the last word lilting in her accent. She sounded formidable for a single instant before dropping right back down into ‘excited puppy’ territory. “Say that I win; say it!”

“Never!” Beau grunted. She was sure that Dairon would have been able to quiet her mind and break free by now, but that seemed pitifully out of reach for her - still, by some miracle of painful contortion, she finally managed to grab one of Jester’s hands and squeeze it painfully enough to elicit a yelp. “I - ha, ha - Jes, we said damage spells only.”

“Well, tech-ni-cally this isn’t a spell,” Jester teased. Her free hand was still mercilessly tickling Beau’s right armpit, and it felt like the feedback from her gloves but a thousand times worse. Beau could barely keep her grip on the single hand she’d captured, and as Jester started poking randomly at her ribs her resolve weakened even further. “It’s like what you do!” Her voice pitched deep in a poor imitation of Beau’s. “Look at me, I’m a monk and I poke people and break all their muscles!”

Beau was laughing too hard to even begin arguing that point. She tried to dredge up some determination, anger, anything, but all of it was leaking out of her along with the contents of her lungs. Jester’s other hand slipped free as Beau spasmed at yet another attack on her armpit, and now she was once again being assaulted from both sides. “Jes! Jehehes - nohoho! - Jes, please-”

“You have to give up,” Jester cooed, sacrificing one of her hands to pat Beau on the shoulder in a mockery of soothing. “You’re too ticklish. Cootchie cootchie coo!”

Nope. Nope, no, absolutely not. Beau folded under the saccharine teasing like an undercooked piece of pocket bacon. “No! Nononoho-” Jester’s evil fingers backed off a little, and with her last shred of dignity Beau was able to wheeze out, “I fucking surrender, geeheez, just - ha - just lemme up and never say that again.”

Jester was off her back almost immediately. Beau could hear her boots clomping around in a victory dance, but her absorption of her loss was sound-only as she let herself face-plant into the sand. She inhaled a little sand, sure, but at this point she was pretty sure she deserved it.

“Beau? Oh no, are you okay?” Strong hands grabbed her shoulder and rolled her over. “Let me just - ooh, no, I don’t have any healing spells prepared - I’ll go get Caduceus.” She sucked in a breath. “CADU-”

Beau reached up blindly, clapping a hand over her mouth, and wearily shoved herself into something approximating a seated position. “No, no, I’m fine, Jester, I just - wow, that was really stupid of me.”

She pulled her hand back, using it to scrub sand off her own face, and revealed Jester’s lips wreathed in a perfect O of concern. “Beau, don’t - stop that!”

“Huh? It’s fine, I gotta learn from my mistakes-”

“Beau!”

She looked up at Jester again, then followed her horrified expression down to her other hand. It was ground into the sand hard enough that little specks of blood were welling up in its wake. “Oh.”

Jester’s shield dropped with a thud. In a flurry of skirts she was sitting knee to knee with Beau, cradling her bloodied knuckles in dirt-stained hands.

Beau looked down at her hands, listlessly cataloging the wet glisten of her wounds. It was easier than looking Jester in the eyes. There was a reason that you sat side-to-side with people when you were having difficult conversations with them, but she suspected that Jester hadn’t had enough of them to know.

“Beau,” Jester said, dangerously soft. “Beau, why did you do that?”

“Uh.” There was something glittery in her eyelashes - probably the sand. She used the wraps on her free hand to scrub it away. Opened her mouth, closed it again, and then started dabbing at the blood on her other hand.

She could tell Jester was trying to sit patiently, but the whump-whump-whump of her tail slapping agitatedly against the sand behind her was easy to hear and made Beau crack a smile despite herself. “Sorry, Jes, I shouldn’t be a sore loser. It’s been a while since I lost a fight, though, but I guess I haven’t fought alone in a while.”

I want to make sure I can protect you guys, and it pisses me off that I might make a mistake and lose one of you, she didn’t say.

Jester didn’t say anything until Beau looked up at her, and then she smiled wide enough that it almost masked the uncertainty in her dark eyes. “Oh, Beau, it’s okay! You don’t have to fight alone, ever, because we’re going to be there!”

Her hands were cupped around both of Beau’s now, protective, squeezing tightly. Beau twisted their pinkies together and smiled back at her, hoping there wasn’t any blood on her teeth.

Jester’s smile grew impossibly wider. On anyone else it would have looked insane, but somehow it just made her look even sweeter. “And now we know that you have a really nice laugh, so that’s also good!”

It took all of Beau’s willpower and probably a few monk skills to keep her from going bright red. “Uh… sure.”

She watched cautiously as Jester’s eyes shifted to the side, her bottom lip disappearing between her teeth. “Beau, I know you’re mad at me… but I really don’t want you to be sad… would it make you even madder if I tickled you again, just a little bit to make you smile again, and then I’ll go get Caduceus and he’ll heal you?”

What was that first part again? Thinking while holding hands with Jester was hard enough. “You think…” Beau started slowly, “that I’m mad at you? Why?”

Jester’s lip chewing intensified, and now it was Beau’s turn to try and catch her gaze. “We-ell, because I played a trick on you and pretended to be stunned…and I forgot to prepare healing spells before I asked you to spar and if Caduceus doesn’t have them then we’ll just be like this until we go to sleep… and I’ve been really busy with Caduceus and we haven’t been hanging out as much… so I wanted to spar with you even though I knew you were probably busy…”

Jester was shrinking in on herself as she spoke, fingers sliding away from Beau’s, and Beau must have made some kind of noise at that because Jester’s eyes leapt to hers and all of a sudden, like an illusion had just been cast, her friend was back to normal. “But if you’re not mad at me then we don’t have to worry about it at all, it’s totally fine, and I’m just going to go get Caduceus now, okay?”

She made to get up, but Beau was already grabbing her hands and tugging her back into their little knee-triangle - rhombus? - of sadness. “Hey. Hey, Jes?”

Jester’s hands were shaking, just a little. “Yes, Beau?”

Finally, finally, their eyes met. “You know I love your tricks, right? I wouldn’t be mad - and none of the other stuff is your fault, that’s just - that’s just you, Jes, you like fighting and creating things and making people feel like they’re at home - if you told me that you were feeling that way I would have told you days ago that I wasn’t mad at you. You know you can tell me this stuff, right? I could never just be mad at you.”

They sat, stone still and heavy with how hard they were both trying to be enough for each other, and then Jester pulled her hands away and in the same movement lunged at Beau to wrap her up in a hug.

And quietly, against her shoulder - “But Beau, I don’t want you to be mad at yourself either, okay?”

Beau winced a little, her ribs definitely feeling the aftereffects of being sat on by a tiefling, but she squeezed Jester back just as tight.

“Hey, Jessie, tell you what. Before we go find Cad, let’s have a round two. No spells and no fists.”

Jester giggled, her tail swishing excitedly against Beau’s knee. “A tickle fight?”

“To the death,” Beau deadpanned. “Gotta get my revenge in somehow.”

And if she was blushing again, it was definitely determination to win and not because she was thinking about pinning Jester down and-

Yeah. Winning.

[cncoh-damn]

Director AU

In which (Y/N) is an aspiring director/producer whose mother and father are a director and producer respectively. And did we mention that they own what’s possibly the biggest production company on the planet?

General Headcanons:

you’ve got a squad of your own, and the ages are practically identical with the guys’ ages. except for the part where you’re born in 2000 and not 2001, unlike Erick. and your squad has twins, they don’t.

each member of your group has like this persona that everyone associates with said member.

the oldest of your group is Elodie Bauer, who isn’t really the most mature person, but damn if she can’t throw a party. it’s kind of why everyone calls her the Party Animal. 

then there are the twins, Kiana and Kiara Mirren, whose parents just so happen to own the biggest talent agency in the Western hemisphere. between the two of them, Kiara is much more quiet and demure, though she has a reputation for being unpredictable, hence her reputation as the Wildcard. unlike her twin, Kiana is a creature of habit, and one of them includes being the mom friend. for a while, you all considered referring her to as such, but it didn't quite sit right. Sweetheart, on the other hand, did.

the second youngest is Alexandria Roxas, a half-Filipino whose family belongs to a successful line of celebrity entrepreneurs. with her flair for the dramatics, everyone took to calling her Drama Queen, something she takes as a compliment despite the obvious negative connotations.

finally, there’s you, (Y/N) (L/N), and your parents own a production company known for hugely successful films, be they foreign or not. as you aspire to be a producer and director, you picked up quite a few tricks, especially in editing, but this isn’t where your greatest asset lies. despite being the youngest of your group, your professionalism and maturity are second to no one in your age range, earning you the title of Girlboss.

How You Met:

you first met the guys on the set of Reggaeton Lento Remix, when Jade came over to meet them while they (CNCO) shot their parts of the music video.

honestly you were just there to grab the footage so you could start editing

but then they weren’t done yet so you just went to a corner and started editing the footage you did have

like after you introduced yourself to them, the director told you that they weren’t done filming so you just went  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ before plopping down in a corner

the guys were kinda weirded out/intimidated bc you sounded hella professional even if you looked like you were Erick’s age

but it lowkey didn’t stop Chris and Erick from tossing a few flirty comments your way

and then when they were done you introduced yourself again but in a nicer and chiller way

Before: “(Y/N) (L/N), I’ll be editing the video and splicing the footage together.”

After: “Hi, I’m (Y/N), and I’m really excited to work with you guys!”

the difference was staggering

plus you wound up as a translator of sorts that day because GOOD LORD JADE’S ACCENT IS DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND EVEN IF YOUR FIRST LANGUAGE IS ENGLISH

not that you minded, you had a Spanish test the next day and it really brushed up your skills so yaaaaaayyyy

still, they were all kinda shookt af when they found out you were just a year older than Erick

Jade: Yeah, she’s a lot more machuad (y’all know this is how she pronounces matured lmao) than most kids her age.

Relationships With Them:

Christopher Velez:

ooh boi

first time you met, you literally didn’t believe he was the oldest

Chris thought you were vvvvvv cute, let’s just get that out of the way

and he flirted with you a lil bit

but you didn't notice bc you were editing

BUT you did give him a random compliment

like you looked up and he was fixing his hair

and then you said "Su pelo se ve bien" in accented asf Spanish and he was shookt

but he appreciated the compliment

and then you went back to editing before he could strike up a conversation whoops

but then y'all went to dinner and ofc you tagged along, and even if his English wasn't as good as Joel's or Richard's, he understood enough to know when you exposed someone

and he's like "damn mami is savage"

tl;dr: You're oblivious to his flirting but he's a fan of how savage you can get.

much later, you two become close bc you wind up laughing at Erick's jokes at the exact same time

Richard Camacho:

like with Chris, you didn't notice him much bc you were editing

but you managed to hold a minute-long conversation with him bc they were on break and you didn't know where the bathroom was

plus he was the first one you saw (and ngl, you were more comfortable speaking to him bc you’re both short)

so you shuffled up to him and was like “Um, sorry to bother you but... Where’s the bathroom?”

RICHUKI WAS SHOOK

the difference was, as said before, pretty shocking

total 180 degree turn from mature and professional to awkward and smol

he gave you directions ofc and internally you were like phew he speaks English bc it’d be awkward af on your part if you had to repeat it in Spanish

so during dinner you wound up sitting across him

and you have this habit of swinging your legs a little when bored, so you might’ve accidentally kicked him a bit

when you noticed that, you apologized a lot. like you even offered some of your dessert bc you didn’t want him to be offended

I feel like he wouldn’t take it personally tbh

later on, when y’all get to know each other a bit more, he kind of becomes your main bro figure. not brother figure, because that’s Zabdiel, but bro figure.

and sometimes, if you’re in the same area, you end up babysitting Aaliyah

you’re a good bro, he’s a good bro

why else would you constantly call each other out on your bullshit

Zabdiel de Jesus

deadass the first time you saw him you were like oh shit

not that anyone can blame you, he’s tall asf and you’re tiny

for a good while you didn’t really talk to him

until Jade roped you into a conversation she was having with him, Joel, and Erick

internally you just sigh. socializing. niceee.

note the sarcasm

ANYWAY, when Joel gets a call, he leaves right? so Zabdiel and Erick are stuck there and from the looks on their faces you can kinda tell they don’t understand what Jade’s saying

so you scoot a little closer to them and hope your Spanish isn’t as bad as you thought it was bc you explained what she was saying

(Y/N) (L/N): video editor, aspiring director, now part-time interpreter

not that you were complaining ofc, it’s like studying for a test!

anyway after that you kinda stuck with them for a bit if only to help them understand what Jade was saying

you might have bumped into Zabdiel a couple of times

and that’s when you learned he’s actually a bit of a gentle giant

so yaaaayyyy

tbh you thought he was the oldest; he seemed the most mature of them

he’s definitely the first one outside of your own squad that you contact when you need help

he’s brotherly like that

gives great advice to you

and you lend a listening ear when he needs to let off some steam so it’s a symbiotic relationship you two have

Joel Pimentel:

honestly, your relationship with him can be described with one phrase: sass-offs.

but it wasn’t like that in the beginning

you and Joelito were pretty shy towards one another

UNTIL he saw you going through puppy pictures while you waited for the footage to render

and then you two talked/fawned over puppies in your corner

damn he spent most of his break there

so when Jade roped you into the conversation you didn’t really feel too awkward

but when Joel left the awkwardness came back

it was a pleasant surprise for you and him that you managed to get comfortable with Erick and Zabdiel, even if you were on translator duty that time

bear in mind that at this point both of you thought the other was a little cinnamon roll

but when dinner rolled around, he had to reevaluate his opinion of you because goddamn you didn’t hold back

every time you were about to spill the tea or roast someone, you would calmly sip your iced tea before speaking

sometimes the tea wasn’t the shocking bit, it was the way you said it

something in his mind just clicked and went oh when you first did that

needless to say, he showed a bit of sass too and you were living for it

SASS BUDDIES

it’s terrifying when both of you are on Twitter at the same time

think Joel’s sass but doubled and more subtle

that’s you

it’s gotten to the point that the rest of the guys try to keep you and Joel from being on Twitter at the same time

but nah, they can’t keep you two apart for long. platonically ofc

Erick Brian Colon:

you’re both the babies of your respective groups and that’s something you’re quick to tell him

so you two kinda bond over that, but not too much just yet

one of the first things you tell him is “Nice bowling skills” as a reference to the music video for Reggaeton Lento

yes bitch, you watched all their previous music videos to get a feel of sorts for the aesthetic they match for their music

while you’re lowkey gloating at how there’s finally someone on set who’s younger than you, Erick might’ve already been developing a tiny crush. on you.

but you’re a.) oblivious and b.) busy editing the video so you don’t notice

poor Erick

needless to say, he tosses flirty comments your way more than anyone else

but it doesn’t quite catch your attention.

what does, however, are his jokes.

yep. you don’t know enough Spanish to get a perfect score on your tests (yet) but you know enough to understand his shitty jokes.

Erick probably had heart eyes when you laughed at his joke

and that, ladies and gents, is where your friendship with Christopher Velez and Erick Brian Colon began

even if Erick still had a crush on you.

After y’all finish eating dinner, you grab the footage and fly back to LA because you had classes the next day. Friday of that week is when you contact Clara to set up a meeting because you’ll be done editing it Monday next week.

It’s a vid conference with CNCO and Little Mix where you send the video to them and let them watch it while you wait for their opinions. They all love it, of course, but the girls have worked with you before and know what you did.

Perrie: How much sleep did you get?

You, mildly sweating: Uh, eight hours.

You: In the past three days.

And that’s how Little Mix exposed your nonexistent sleeping habits in front of the guys.

[parisjaehyun]

cotton candy skies

#4: ice cream w jisung

wc: ~900

a/n: whoops this was way longer than it was supposed to be  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Song rec: cotton candy- weston estate

After a long day spent relaxing at the beach with jisung, getting ice cream seemed like the perfect way to end the outing. You walked back towards the car hand in hand, oblivious to your surroundings while the two of you had a very intense discussion about the best ice cream flavors. You were a diehard fan of chocolate chip cookie dough, while jisung was insisting that nothing could beat plain chocolate.

“Come on jisung, chocolate? That’s so boring!”

“Cookie dough is just as boring as chocolate, don’t lie.”

“Wait, wait, I know how to solve this.” You say suddenly.

“Oh yeah?”

“Yes! We just have to get a scoop of chocolate chip cookie dough and a scoop of chocolate! We’ll mix the two of them together, then boom no more boring ice cream for either of us!”

“Y/N, i think you just might be a genius!” Jisung says with a smile. By now, the two of you have arrived back at the car and Jisung is holding the passenger side door open for you. Once you're in, you now have the very important decision to make of choosing what song to play. While jisung is backing out of the parking spot, you grab his phone and scroll the long list of songs until you arrive at the perfect one. Jisung turns out onto the main road while you open all of the windows of the car not only for some natural air conditioning, but also to set up the perfect conditions for performing your own private concert while you both scream out the lyrics. A few songs later, jisung is pulling up to the unsuspecting ice cream parlor. Before you even have a chance to unbuckle your seatbelt, Jisung, always the gentleman, is scrambling over to your door and holding it open for you. You chuckle at him, holding your hand out for him to pull you up with. Once you’re out of the car and the door is shut, you decide to switch things up and hold the door of the store open for him.

“Oh how the tables turn!” Jisung exclaims with a giggle. Now that you’re both in the shop, it’s time to execute the flawless plan the two of you came up with back at the beach. You walk up to the display of the different flavors and ask, full of confidence,

“May I please have the pleasure of being graced with a scoop of your finest chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream?” The kind woman behind the counter smiles at you.

“How could I say no to such politeness?” She lets out a laugh while she goes to place your requested treat in a cup.

“And for your fine young man?” The lady asks Jisung, who was distracted watching you take your first bites of ice cream.

“Ah, um, I would also like to obtain a scoop of your fineries, but I would like mine of the chocolate variety!” He stumbles over his words, trying to match the amount of formality you had ordered with. Behind him, you’re stifling a laugh at his attempt. Soon, all three of you are laughing at jisung’s words. He gets his ice cream and pays for the two of you, and you exit the store with a wave to the woman behind the counter. There’s a picnic bench just outside, facing the ocean the pair of you had just left. Quickly, you reach for Jisung’s spoon and place a bit of his ice cream next to yours, and you mix them until the white and brown blend into a light beige color. After trying it, you both agree the flavors taste better together, kind of like the two of you. 

Now it’s sunset, the ice cream is finished, and you two settle on the hood of jisung’s car to watch how the vibrant colors on the horizon melt into one another and reflect on the peaceful water. The yellows and oranges turn into pinks and purples slowly until the entire sky turns indigo. A comfortable silence is blanketed over you, and you slowly lean your head on Jisung’s shoulder.

“The sky looks like cotton candy!” jisung giggles into your ear.

“Cotton candy skies and lemonade oceans” you whisper, snuggling closer into the boy’s long torso.

the momen is perfect, just like jisung.

[insomnihan]

han’s Entire Thoughts and Feelings on TWICE’s “Feel Special”

IM A ONCE I SWEAR-

im REALLY LATE BUT I CAN EXPLAIN im really living that College Life™ now and i literally dont have much time anymore for pretty much anything (rip to me but thats how it be) ANYWAY IM HERE NOW AND LIKE ALWAYS I HAVE THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THIS AMAZING GROUP AND THEIR TALENT ITS BEEN MARINATING IN MY BRAIN

there are no read mores here so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

ALRIGHT SO-

THE SONG i had a VERY GOOD feeling when it came to this song and im not saying that as a Once™ like i just felt really good even just LISTENING TO THE TEASERS LIKE THIS👏WILL👏BE👏EVERYTHING👏 LEMME TALK ABOUT JUST HOW GLAMOROUS™??????? THIS SOUNDS?????? its somehow so soft but goes so hard at the exact same time and honestly i aM HERE FOR THAT KIND OF SONG- IM DIRECTLY REFERRING TO DAHYUNS RAP BREAK WHERE IT GOES HARD OUT OF NOWHERE I- can we talk about these lyrics?????? P L E A S E????? we love songs that sounds like its nice and light BUT the LYRICS BICTH lyrics filled with how the world could be against them and hurt them how they would be all alone and wanna hide and feel as if they could disappear and no one would care or notice that B U T they have pEOPLE AROUND THEM WHO LOVE THEM AND MAKE THEM FEEL WANTED (but not in a like ‘these people healed me’ kind of way but like in a more ‘these people make it easier to deal with it’ kind of way??????? i dont wanna sound too Big Stupid™ but anyway-) IM CRYING DONT LOOK AT ME-

OF COURSE THE DANCE IS ALWAYS GOOD AND LIKE ANY OTHER OF THEIR DANCES I STARTED FOLLOWING ALONG EVENTUALLY- when they raise their arms for ‘you make me feel special’ and that part in the middle with jihyo as the center with all that arm movement and just THE ENTIRETY of choreography during dahyuns part (and of course that move she does too during it but ive said enough) literally mess me up i swear- and then those moves near the end when theyre in the line and when momo was center that was EVERYTHING™

THE VISUALS their sets are just always Pretty™ right????? for this mv in particular i LOVE SPARKLE™ and SHINE™ and LIGHT™ so this entire mv was SO gorgeous and all this shiny golds and the glittery silvers and the various vibrant colors but its NOT OVERBEARING AND HURTS YOUR EYES ive stared at these sets for five hours now-

SOME SCENES THAT I LIKED AND WANNA MENTION:

LITERALLY EVERY DANCE SCENE: the gold set with the chandelier and the darker room with their more elegant dresses with ANOTHER chandelier and the one outside of the diner JUST VERY GOOD

uuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUH MINAS SCENE???????? HELLO??????? V BEAUTIFUL???????? V V BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tzuyus doll house literally all of those patterns and those colors im screaming internally why is it SO pretty AND the room momo was in with all the glass cases and just OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-

diamond room??????? was that what nayeon was in??????? anyway SHINY™ and then jihyo is looking at her through all those millions of tv screens im sure that means something deep and i feel everyone figured out what that means so i wont go on

the diner (again I THINK) where sana is just sitting in front of i just like it al lot those colors were pleasing to my eyes (i feel like i should mention dahyuns umbrella during this and how the colors of it just sticks out i love that)

T H E M

DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY IT????????? THEYRE SO PRETTY?????????? JUST SO STUNNING AND BLESS MY EYES EVERY SINGLE TIME???????? the outfits the hair the makeup the colors given to them to wear the jewelry IM SO IN LOVE WITH HOW THEY LOOK IN THE MV i pretty much have nothing to complain or want to change like this like they are just so amazingly pretty i cant believe they are real and exist like this god thank you-

nayeon pls that sparkly pink outfit in the gold room with the puffy sleeves like by description it sounds ugly but i swear to you she looks incredible THE BLACK DRESS in that diamond or whatever room LITERALLY STOP THIS that white one with the big sleeves and the teal(????) hair and bangs....................... a little debatable i wont lie to you BUT SHES STILL KILLING IT- HOWEVER THE DRESS IN THE DARKER ROOM AND THAT F UCKING PURPLE SILKY ONE THANK YOU

jeongyeon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH SHORT HAIR i need to express how amazing she looked with that RED AND THAT BLACK AND BLUE ONE DURING THE DANCE SCENES BE QUIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the shimmery dance outfit with the flow-y pants AND the white one with the short skirt AND that light blue one during the diner dance scenes P L E A S E i cant- you used to be my bias dont Attack™ me like this

MOMO WHOS FOREHEAD WAS REVEALED AND EVERYONE COLLECTIVELY LOST THEIR MINDS (INCLUDING ME) this womans power i swear she nearly broke everyone!!!!!!!!!!! that black dress with the see through sleeves literALLY IM DYING- the pink dress with that sheer dress (??? i dunno how to describe that i-) the white dress THAT PURPLE ONE LEAVE ME ALONE- (also the braids in the side of her head......................... im- just yes)

PINK HAIRED SANA I WAS SHAKING FROM JUST THE TEASER just the black jacket and the shimmery silver skirt (i think) and those red boots..................... y e a h the white outfit that has one long sleeve and theres no sleeve on the other side pls- and then the pink two piece with those shimmery boots the black and blue ombre dress and the light blue with the black boots I CANNOT™

J I H Y O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BIAS WHO KILLS ME EVERY DAMN TIME that black dress with her shoulders out and all that jewelry THAT HIT DIFFERENT its my favorite fit of the whole mv that white two piece outfit im Died™ the one dance outfit that was mostly sheer?????? the ponytail??????? THE PURPLE TWO PIECE WITH THE PANTS AND THE BLACK SHORTER DRESS WITH THE PURPLE YES MAAM and she still has short hair im crying we already know how i feel about short hair

MINA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i was shocked to see her like forreal it was still incredible she participated for the music video knowing her situation i havent seen any live performances but i recall that she doesnt perform with them THE ELEGANT SPARKLY DRESS LOOKING LIKE A WHOLE ENTIRE PRINCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the white dress for the dance scenes with the one sleeve and the sparkly pink and white one and the pink (salmon colored????? pink-) dress IM APPRECIATE YOU

dahyun L I S T E N she used to be my bias too so this video just like jeongyeon SHE CAME AFTER MY NECK her kinda blue hair the white dance outfit with her shoulders out and the short dress with big long sleeves and the BLUE JACKET WHILE SHES IN THE RAIN WITH THE BLUE EYESHADOW PLS

chaeyoung................................ i was Attacked™ i dunno why i never considered her for a bias i considered her as one of my favorites (as if thats two different categories???? anyway-) that holographic fit with the long high ponytail yes the white two piece with the pants and gloves (i think she has bangs in this look???? if my eyes arent deceiving me) YES the shimmery one with the long see-through dress Y E S the pink (i dunno the color but ill just say pink-) dress Y E S and the light blue two piece YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tzuyu literally the scenes with her in the little house is by far one of the most stunning looks i saw in the mv i- the crown on her head with the flowers and she has like blue hair and that BIG ASS dress covered in flowers and its so colorful and she looks freakin AMAZING the pink two piece with matching colored sneakers the white dress the LONG BLACK DRESS that was seen for like two (2) seconds and then that one fit that was a mix of blue and purple??????? i dunno but IT HIT why are you attacking me-

i literally just named all of their looks but they looked great in EVERY SINGLE ONE I JUST HAD TO MENTION THEM ALL

LIKE THIS SONG IS JUST SO GOOD ITS SO GOOD and the message the lyrics hold there are TEARS IN MY EYES the fact that the song is more on more on the upbeat side rather than making it sad is just............................... im love- ITS JUST SO TWICE™ YKNOW??????? even tho they changed their sound (i believe) it still feels like twice!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in recent time their songs havent disappointed me or made me go ‘eh’ on the first listen AT ALL thats just their Power™ and they are just SO incredible and amazing and I LOVE THIS SONG AND MV

IN CONCLUSION: LISTENING TO THIS HEALED MY SOUL AND MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL BETTER

[vanessaxyvonne]

Sugar Pink Liquor, Liquor Lips | V + NV

When: June 20th, 2021

Where: Circle Bar ; Vanessa's Penthouse

Warnings: Alcohol, Vomiting, Angst, Pregnancy mention (no, no one's pregnant)

Featuring: @niklausvondra

Texts from Circle Bar

Vanessa:

I know you hate meeee but I'm drunk rn

niklaus:

I don't hate you and why are you drunk?

Vanessa:

I’m celebrating!!!

I did a great thing again

niklaus:

Well glad to know that you're willing to text me drunk

but I don't hate you--my sister on the other hand

Vanessa:

I’d text you sober but like it’s complicated

I know I’m the treacherous slut

it’s why we can’t be together which isn’t fair but you know I’ll wait for you in the next life if you still like me

niklaus:

You're not a treacherous slut

there's just bad blood and nicole needs to get over it

You really think we will meet again in the next life?

Vanessa:

I am, Nick. That’s what I’ve always been. And she can tryy but she will always see me as the monster okay?

yeah, but!!!!! You gotta find me in the next life this time okay?

niklaus:

listen, Nicole is grown woman and it’s been years if she can’t get over it, then you move on. You have a company and better friends

Yes, I’ll find you

Vanessa:

that means I lose you too

I wish we were in our new lives right now, I bet it’s better. We’d be happy

niklaus:

news flash, I am my own person. If you cut ties with Nicole for good then you won’t lose me

Who knows, life could be cruel

Vanessa:

you promise???

life without you is crueler

niklaus:

yeah

Vanessa:

I almost did something stupid and my friends would’ve been so upset with me

niklaus:

what did you do

Vanessa:

well I did it anyways

I drank more ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

niklaus:

oh my god

why am I not surprised

you do realize you’re going to be hating yourself in the morning, right?

Vanessa:

I knowww

I gotta numb the existential dread somehow

can you pick me up? I promise I won't puke or hit on you

niklaus:

Where are you

Vanessa:

I'm at Circle bar

niklaus:

awesome, I’m down the road at a friends. I’ll be there in ten mins

Vanessa:

Okayyyyy

thank you nick

Nessa sat outside the bar in the waiting area and because of her charm, she made friends with the bouncer who kept her drunk self safe until Nick arrived. Of course, she was trying her hardest not to completely pass out when she perked up at the familiar green eyes and lop-sided dimpled grin. "Niiick!" She drawled out excitedly. "I'm so glad you're here!"

niklaus vondra.

After leaving a friends home, the disappointment in their eyes as he left made him chuckle, making way over to where Vanessa was at he walked along the side walk and saw her sitting there, he nodded his head. “I said I would come and grab you, I have an Uber waiting,” he held out his hands for her to take.

Vanessa grinned as she took his hands with a big smile. "My hero!!" She said with drunken excitement. "D'you know what? I left the fuzzy tiara that one of the really super nice bachelorettes gave to me. I'm so gutted but I can't go back," She rambled. "Also, I'm a bit tired."

niklaus vondra.

”You look hammered,” nick smiled and helped her up, reaching up to lightly pat down her hair and held out his arm. “We’ll get you some food and tuck you right into bed. Then you should be good to go.” He reached to hold onto her and lead them away from the entrance.

“Yes, yes I am,” She retorted. “I wanted to be hammered and railed but that didn’t work out. The gal had a jealous boyfriend. Who knew?” Nessa giggled as she took Nick’s arm and stumbled alongside him. “Ooh I really want bagels, are there any bagel shops open this hour, you think?”

niklaus vondra.

Nick swallowed down the jealousy, reminding himself he had no right and that he was just coming from one of his ‘friends’ places before getting her. “That lad is probably cheating on the side if he allowed you to flirt with him,” he pointed out and laughed, “Bagels? I highly doubt it.”

Vanessa looked over at Nick and laughed. "No no no, silly. I was hitting on his girlfriend and she flirted right on back and even held my face and called me a goddess but the lad got a bit butt hurt because I might've gotten her a bit flustered," She drunkenly rambled with the brightest smile. "Ugh. I wanted a bagel. What should we go eat, Niklaus?"

niklaus vondra.

”Oh, now that makes more sense, no wonder….” He thought out loud and laughed, “should’ve offered a threesome, a win for all three people.” opening the door and assisting her into the Uber. “We can always grab in and out?”

"It does, doesn't it?" Nessa giggled at the thought for a moment and sighed. "I don't like sharing, that's the issue. I've tried it before, it didn't work out," She shrugged and carefully slid into the Uber. "Hmmm, okay. Burgers sound great right about now, yeah?"

niklaus vondra.

”Really? I find it all the more fun,” he shrugged, but that was most likely due to enjoying the attention on both ends. He often wondered if it was due to his disorder or the fact he craved attention and wanted to try something different. “burgers and fries? Yes.”

"Well, that's 'cos you're you," Nessa poked at Nick's chest with a smirk. She then followed up with, "I just like the attention on me and I know the other person won't give me their full attention. So if it's just me and the other person, I'll command attention easier. Plus...makes the escape easier in the morning." She let out a small sigh and rested her head on Nick's shoulders. "Burgers and fries sound amaaazing! We used to do that all the time, remember?"

niklaus vondra.

Nick laughed, he remembered vaguely of her always wanting attention, especially in the bedroom but he wasn’t about to make that commentary. “Are we going to take a walk down memory lane?” He laughed and asked the driver if he could stop by in and out. He tried to not show affection towards her, to make it easier on both of them, but it was getting hard with her touching him and trusting him.

A giggle bubbled up from Vanessa as she said, "Well why not? I'm drunk and I'm feeling a bit nostalgic on the mention of In N Out. Besides, it's been years since I've last gone." There came the first admission there. Now the logical part of her wanted to sit up straight and shut up and opt to just go home, but between the mixed alcohol and her own emotions, things were bound to spill out of her. "Just humor me for a moment, will you?"

niklaus vondra.

Niklaus shakes his head and slowly caved in, “Fine…but just so you know, once we start bringing up embarrassing memories, I’m out.” He joking said as he pulled out his phone to see messages, ones he didn’t want to look at nor respond too, placing it back into his pocket, Nick glanced over at Nessa.

"I promise, no embarrassing stories, we'd have to mutually be drunk for that one," Nesssa pointed with a knowing grin. "Do you remember..." She began and then hiccuped, "Do you remember when we would sneak out at times just to get ice cream at that one parlour?"

niklaus vondra.

Nick laughed at the memory, “Yeah, I should have known you would be a bad influence,” he teased, “I do remember the sweetness of the ice cream that I don’t think I could eat today.”

"Me? A bad influenceeee? Poppycock! You were the one that convinced me to start sneaking out," Nessa nudged Nick with a cheeky grin. "Wait, really??? D'you lose your sweet tooth?"

niklaus vondra.

He laughed at her, “Oh please, one time and you’re a goner since then.” He shake his head toward, flashing her a lopsided smile and shrugged. “Taste buds change as you get older.”

"One time? Now you're definitely bluffing! You always pitched the sneaking around to get ice cream until I caught on!" She shot a look over towards him. Her own smile matching his lopsided grin...she missed that smile and all she wanted to do was kiss that smile, but luckily, she still had that sense to hold her back. "What do you prefer now?"

niklaus vondra.

”I think it’s a tie between crepes and lemon squares.” He admitted, it was wild to think he once had a sweet tooth and now, now it was like he didn’t care much for it, he placed it on it being an age thing but maybe once she left things just tasted bitter.

“Ooh very Parisian! You’ve got a bit of a tart tongue. I like that.” Nessa giggled as she went to reach for Nick’s hand, mostly to play with his long fingers. Any little detail or thing kept the drunken designer curious. “It’s your turn to say a memory and don’t say you don’t remember ‘cos it’s repressed. None of our experiences together was traumatic—well until the end. That’s definitely a bit fuzzy.”

niklaus vondra.

Nick smiled, “what can I say, if life is going to be bitter, at least make it bittersweet.” He shrugged, at least that was the motto he was going for in the least. As she played with his fingers, he didn’t pull away and allowed her to distract herself but when she asked to mention a memory, he stayed silent. He wanted to play it off, wanted to make some silly joke but knew that would be impossible. “I guess…when we were trying to reach Nicole how to drive and she almost killed us,” he decided to bring up.

“I like that motto,” Nessa beamed excitedly. “Reminds me of that one song…a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down. It’s bittersweet,” she nodded in agreement. She continued to play with his fingers, paying attention to every detail. It almost felt like a flashback to years ago. When he spoke again, she looked up to him and she giggled. “Oh bloody hell, that was terrifying. The way she slammed on the brakes and we went lurching forward. I’m surprised the seat belt didn’t strangle us!” She responded incredulously. “I miss those days.”

niklaus vondra.

Nick softly laughed, “Yeah and to think she got her licenses,” he let out a sigh and nodding his head. “They were good memories, but I have hope that one day things can go back to normal or at least everyone make up.”

"Oh my god, right? That's a miracle that she did, but I'm glad she did," Nessa giggled and let out her own sigh. "They were!! Wait really, you do?" She looked over at him. "What makes you so sure?"

niklaus vondra.

”I think at some point you just grow up and learn to forgive what you’ve done in the past. I mean it can be a lot to come to forgiving and I know my sister, she will come around maybe not right now but she will.” Niklaus held hope for Nicole to get over the past, especially after finding out the actual reason and perhaps get on good terms with Vanessa again. He knew that their breakup hurt Nicole a lot and he hated the fact it was because of his selfish reasons.

“Hmmmm, I’d say that makes sense yeah. She’s a bit stubborn but, she’s still got a good heart. It’ll take her a bit…when she’s ready. She knows where to find me so we can cry together,” Nessa pointed out with the most bubbliest giggle. It was a laugh that reminded her of her younger self for a moment but she shook off the thought. “By the way…I do have something to confess ‘cos there was this wild scandal of me and a pregnancy test and bloody hell, everyone thought I was expecting and d’you know what? I wasn’t! Trixie, actually had a pregnancy scare from her ex back in college. The paps spun it to a whole different thing, though.”

niklaus vondra.

Hearing her ramble, he had a soft smile on his face, it felt like old times when she was drunk and he was of course taking care of her. But hearing the confession had him stiffen, he remembered seeing the tabloid and did something completely stupid but he later found out why he made impulsive decisions. “oh…so that’s what that was…here I thought you got knocked up, guess it would’ve been better to ask you than assume.”

Nessa could feel Nick's body freeze up for a moment while she played with his fingers, so carefully, she linked her fingers with his and looked up towards him. She was crossing that line to comfort him. "Nuh-uh. Never ever. My career was just taking off, I couldn't do that, you know? Funny part is, I had just gotten my IUD implanted like days ago and I had to release those forms to the press. That was probably the most violated I ever felt in the spotlight, but you know," She shrugged.

niklaus vondra.

Nick nodded his head, he remembered that night clearly, recalled the tabloid days later and the sense of regret but now he just came to terms with everything. He was fine with being by himself, it was less of a hassle. He wondered if he would ever want a family, he didn’t exactly have the best role models but at least he could be the best uncle. “Tabloids would do that to you…I’m sorry you had to go through that by yourself.”

Nessa didn't bother mentioning the other specifics as to why she had the IUD because of her crazy obsessive ex who tried to anchor her down, she was far too drunk to care about that. However, she didn't see herself much of a motherly figure, especially after practically raising her little brother. The thought of motherhood terrified her...the thought of stopping her career for motherhood was even more terrifying. "They doooo sadlyyyy. Don't worry, I gave them another thing to talk about a week later when I dumped my ex during fashion week. I sound so jaded, I swear!"

niklaus vondra.

Nick couldn’t help but to laugh at her response, it appeared that nothing rarely ever stops her from reaching her full potential each and every time. “I mean, without that passion, you wouldn’t have made it to where you are.” He pointed out, “besides, nothing screams revenge than being successful.”

A giggle bubbled up from her lips and she sighed, “Ah, I’d ‘spose you’re right. All that passion became success and that was my most righteous revenge.” She sighed once more, “It sucks, sometimes. Cos everyone waits for me to fuck up. It adds this immense amount of pressure, you know?…I miss talking about these things with you. Our fears, our hopes, our accomplishments. I have to be bloody drunk to get all of this out of my system ‘cos my sober self would just…put up a wall.”

niklaus vondra.

He realized that he too missed these sort of talks himself, he once tried to hold a conversation like this with his sister but instead it turned more into a lecture. With Vanessa, it was a soothing moment where she didn’t second guess his choices and he didn’t with hers. “It’s okay, sometimes we are too afraid to admit things, alcohol just seems to enjoy bringing all that forth.”

Vanessa nodded in agreement to Nick. “Yes it does. Very much so!! So…I do believe it’s your turn again,” She giggled, wiggling her eyebrows. That was the dynamic she loved and missed between them two. There was no questioning, there was no judgement. There was, instead, encouragement and calm. It was what she missed the most with Nick.

niklaus vondra.

”My turn for what?” He jokingly said before stopping to hear the driver announced they were there to order, “what did you want again?” He asked Vanessa, his window rolled down to place an order.

“Ah ah ah, don’t play coy with me, Niklaus,” Nessa playfully scolded until they arrived to In N Out. “Hmmm I want a hamburger with fries and a sprite, pleaseeee,” she said with the cutest smile.

niklaus vondra.

Nick ordered their order and they went back to waiting in line, “Anyways, do you plan on going back to Paris for that fashion week or did it past? I feel like there’s always fashion week somewhere. Unless I’m just clueless.” He laughed, he knew that it was due to him not being able to stay on one subject for long, he kept the window down to breath in the cool air.

“Perhaps…it’s not until October and you know Santa Monica loves to go all out for Halloween. I’d have to see, but if I doooo, I’ll be sure to take pictures….or you know perhaps sober me will be on better terms with you and we could go,” Nessa drunkenly offered with a smile. “You’re not clueless at all, I’m glad that you keep up!” She beamed excitedly. “Ugh it feels so nice outside. I might fall asleep on the balcony when I make it back home.”

niklaus vondra.

”We are not letting you pass out on the balcony…that’s very dangerous,” he stated very firmly, the thought of her accidentally hurting herself or something worse. “We can leave the window open for you while you rest, I’ll stay until you are sleep talking, how about that?”

Her eyes widened at Nick’s quick assertion and she shrugged. “There’s a futon sofa I always collapse on that’s there, I never go near the edge,” She sighed, knowing there’d be no arguing with him in her state. “Okay, on one condition though. You have to play with my hair like you used to do when I was drunk to help me sleep.”

niklaus vondra.

Nick couldn’t help but to laugh at her demand, “fine, I’ll do just that so you can sleep. But please don’t puke, cleaning up after puke is the worse.” He jokingly stated, lightly caressed her hand in his and lightly patted the back of her hand.

“I won’t, don’t worry. It’s been a very very verryyyy long time since that’s happened. I think when the window opened it would’ve hit,” Nessa giggled. “Why are you so to me after all these years?” she asked as she rested her head on his shoulder again.

niklaus vondra.

Sometimes he wished that he didn’t have to speak, but here she was, asking questions in which he tried to divert everything. He didn’t have it in him to deny her the answers nor had it in him to even be remotely mean to her. “I’m not a complete dick head as to what people seem to believe I am.”

Nessa being Nessa always asked the hard questions whether she was sober or completely drunk off her ass. She wanted to know and dive deeper as to why Nick treated her so well even after all this time. She shook her head and sighed, “Nooo, that’s not what I mean! You’ve always been sweet, despite what anyone says. I just don’t get why now. I’d think you know, you’d hate sober me by now. I mean, well, me. ‘Cos I’m not the little princess I was and you fell for that one…well—“ she paused for a moment and then said, “At least I think you did. I dunno. Nicole said I was delulu about it.”

niklaus vondra.

”Delulu? Are you trying to say delusional?” He asked amused as hell with her drunk talk, the driver drove off once he got the food and he grabbed the bag, handing out food for her and looked at her, “if Nicole said those, you do realize she was just saying that to hurt you, surprised you haven’t noticed since you two were once so close.”

“Yeah! That word!!!” She giggled, shaking her head. Her eyes lit up at the food and she did an excited wiggle when she took the burger and carefully opened it up to take a bite. “I know she did, but I just wanted to know, since you know…we never got to say it. Tragic, innit?” She took another bite of her burger and sighed.

niklaus vondra.

Nick took a piece of fry and chewed on it, “Ness…why do you keep bringing up the past?” He asked, “I thought you moved on?” Maybe he was hoping she moved on, wanted her to not be stuck on him, he was nothing compared to the empire she grew. He had his own demons he had to deal with but it was a never ending battle for himself.

“Because it came back,” Nessa said as she took another bite. She wound up wrapping it back up as the question sank deeper. “I can’t let my past haunt me, so I ask questions so I can sleep at night. Soooo, if this is you’re way of saying you’ve moved on, then you know, we can be done with it and I can walk home,” She responded rather stubbornly. At this point, she wasn’t sure if she’d make it home walking but, the question stung. “I have moved on. Multiple times. Neither of them worked out as you can see. Thanks for the bloody reminder,” she huffed.

niklaus vondra.

He knew he should have kept his mouth shut but seeing her acting like this, it made him realize that they both were hurting. Just finding ways to cope differently, but almost similar. “I’m not saying it to get you feeling guilty or anything, it’s just…every time I see you intoxicated, you bring up the past. I don’t want to see you stuck in the past…as for you doing things multiple times…it just means you have shit taste in people.”

The logical side of Nessa knew two things, one, both of them were experiencing a nostalgic type of hurt and two, he was right. And even then, the drunk and incredibly stubborn side of her couldn’t see reason. “Because I’m drunk, Niklaus and the only thing I remember from us, is the past we have no present! So excuse meee for getting nostalgic but I’m not bound to the past,” She spat out. At his next comment she could feel the tears burning her eyes. It was true…but it didn’t hurt any less. She got quiet afterwards and unlinked their hands to wipe the tears that began falling. “Just drop me off here. I’ll walk. I don’t care how far I am, I’ll walk until I make it home. I’ll figure it out, I always do.”

niklaus vondra.

Nick silently cursed, the driver meeting his eyes in the review mirror, in which he shook his head as looked outside to see they were getting close to her place. “I’m not letting you walk home alone, especially at night.” He stated firmly, maybe he was stubborn but he would be stricken with worry of the idea something happening to Vanessa.

Nessa simply glared at Nick through her tears and didn’t say another word. She simply turned her body towards her own window. The drunken angry tears just kept coming and she kept sitting there stubbornly wiping them away and trying to even out her breathing. Sure, she was acting like her typical drunken primadonna self, but what he said really did hurt.

niklaus vondra.

Nick felt his high leave, and felt sobriety kicking in, in which something he wished he didn’t have to feel. But he did feel guilty for snapping at her like that, seeing her wipe away her tears stubbornly, Nick sighed as he placed all the food back into the bag and felt the car stop. He muttered thanks to the driver and go out to follow after Vanessa when he knew fully well she would tell him to leave her alone.

As soon as the car came to a stop and she heard the car doors unlock, Nessa stumbled out of the car and to her penthouse building as she continued wiping tears and stifling her sobs as she took a hold of the door. She could hear Nick’s footsteps behind her. She gripped onto the door handle mostly to hold her balance as she sobbed out loud now. “Leave me alone!” She could feel the anger rising in her chest, “It wasn’t my fault that you all pretended to love me!” She turned around, the anger and hurt apparent in her eyes as the purple stained tears continued to fall. “I’m put together again. I’m not broken. Yeah, I wanted to know why you hurt me and yet, you do it again! What did I ever do to you?!” She asked, stumbling towards him and poking at his chest. “I did nothing to you! I did nothing!!!”

niklaus vondra.

Nick held onto the food, he allowed her to lash out at him, he knew that she needed to get this off her chest. Yet he also knew, no he wanted her to hate him, maybe some part of him thinks he deserves it. He was the one to ask the questions, piss on her effort to fix things between them. So many maybes running through his head. “Did I say you were broken Vanessa? Fuck sakes, I just asked a simple question because you kept bringing up memories—which exactly what they were—memories.” His voice raising as he matched the same energy with her, Niklaus could feel those emotions he struggled to keep back, but seeing her like this…accusing him of not loving her, it pained him. “I moved on—I thought ‘oh we can be friends, it won’t hurt anyone’ but clearly we can’t even do that!”

Vanessa shook her head, "No, you said I just picked shitty people and I didn't pick to be heartbroken so many times! I never chose that, I never wanted that. You asked a simple question and I gave you a simple little answer and that was because that's all we have! We don't have anything else but memories!" She could feel her voice going hoarse from yelling, or was it from the crying, or maybe the alcohol. She couldn't remember, but all she could feel was this immense amount of anger. This is why she couldn't get drunk...she was far too vulnerable. "You can't be friends with people you hurt until you can be brave enough to face that you've hurt them and you can't even do that! You just fucking run!" She echoed right on back. She was going to make another statement until she felt her mouth water and she took a breath turned around, walked a few steps, towards the bushes, and puked.

niklaus vondra.

He was about to say something back when he saw her run off and the sound of puking made him wince. He knew that was going to kick her in the ass tomorrow. Sighing as he walked over towards her and set the bag down beside him and grabbed her hair, while rubbing her back with the other hand. “Vanessa, let me get you inside.”

All it took was emotions for her to get sick, how lovely, she thought to herself. She was just lucky enough to not have done it in front of Nick or on her outfit, at least. Even then just as she finished, she felt a hand take her hair to hold it back from it getting gross and a soothing back rub. As much as Vanessa wanted to protest stubbornly, she sighed. "Okay...fine," She said hoarsely as she lifted her head up pitifully and carefully reached over to the bag to grab a napkin to wipe her chin with a saddened look.

niklaus vondra.

He felt a small smile appear on his face at her defeat, he nodded his head and helped her up, walking them toward inside. “Okay, c’mon…”he said softly, his voice almost a whisper but deep enough, Niklaus could feel the urge to comfort her but the idea of taking advantage of her under the influence didn’t sit right with him. But he knew he wouldn’t be able too when sober. Once they reached inside, he helped her toward her bedroom, setting the bag onto the counter.

Nessa followed Nick inside, holding onto him to steady herself and keep herself from falling. It was a struggle, but she would make it there soon. It was a strange comfort knowing Nick was still there despite hurting each other’s feelings just moment ago. Once they made it inside her apartment and to her bedroom, she sprawled across the bed. “Thank you…” she muttered.

niklaus vondra.

He chuckled as he took her shoes off and nodded his head, “I wasn’t going to let you stay passed out in the streets, I’m not a complete dickhead.” He said and placed the shoes down nearby, helping her get comfortable before grabbing a trash bin and set it beside the bed. He got up to go into the kitchen to grab water and a bottle of pain meds before sitting down at the edge and pat her leg. “Okay, you should be set for the morning, garbage near you and water right on the night stand along with meds.”

Vanessa let out a rather dry chuckle and shook her head tiredly, "You could have and I wouldn't have blamed you." She watched Nick from taking off her shoes and getting the pain meds for her and water, and it didn't click to her as to why he was so nice to her, even after hurting her...even after she hurt him. She didn't say anything at first when he came back and told her the game plan, she just gazed at him, blinking slowly. She wanted to bring up the hair thing, but finally the sober part of her held her tongue in that aspect, which made the drunk part of her tear up again. She quietly nodded and curled up towards her blankets and turned away from him.

niklaus vondra.

He watched her turn away from him, a small sigh escaped his lips, he tried to say something—anything to make the matters less terrible then where they were at now. But words were said and he was at his limit from becoming a complete douche. “Feel better in the morning,” he said softly and stood up from the mattress, grabbing the food from the counter to place in the fridge.

There was a moment where part of her wanted to tell him to wait, but the other part wanted to tell him to fuck off. She was caught in between the two, but managed to softly mumble out a "thank you", as she sniffled lightly, making it clear she was still upset...but holding on strongly to her pride.

[nagiru]

Beneath the Mask is probably one of my favorites from this OST, but all the others are also just so good. Wake Up, Get Up, Get Out There is so good, Life Will Change is AMAZING, Last Surprise is also pretty good... I think the one I list the least is The Whims of Fate, and still it isn’t dislike, it’s just not as good as the others, for me.

(tho, well, there are some in Royal that I don’t quite like as much as any of the ones from Vanilla. except for Throw Away Your Mask. that one is great. the others, not as much.)

­You know. You know since you were a kid. You’ve always known. It’s something that beats deep inside you, this knowledge. Just like your hearts, just like the time around you, just like the space calling out for you. It’s a knowledge that simply sits there, unchangeable and impossible to ignore.

Ah, Portal Knights. Played it a while, but I tend to grow tired of games... way too quickly... and abandoned my brother to building the house as he wanted, instead of the mix-and-match we were building at the time. Fun times, those were...

Noises aren’t really my thing, most of the time. Sometimes I’m in the mood to listen to something, so I listen, but I don’t tend to care for sounds. I can work with something in the background or with silence, not much of a preference either way (as long as no one is talking directly to me, at least). I was honestly surprised when I realized I actually liked listening to The Magnus Archives, because it was. never really an idea, before.

Every time I have to write it, I search it online before writing anything. I’m pretty sure it’s pyrrhic, but I don’t know, since just about every corrector I’ve ever used seems to think the word doesn’t exist, no matter how I write it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But anyway, yeah, I’m hoping this really will be a pyrrhic ending, because that’s. better than the alternative. because I’ve read that things are gonna be terrible and I just... feel like I’ll have my heart broken by it.

Ah, yes, the mods. I was pleasantly surprised when I saw there was an option to use mods on the PS4 version! I went through many of them trying to discover what I liked most. I appreciate the spells, because they’re certainly better, but at some point I let my brother play with the mods a bit and. uh. things went way too easy and I got kinda bored of it. I think my favorite was one that messed with the bow a bit so it has some gravity and a bit more of speed (the arrows, I mean), because it made my playing easier, since I was already used to bow and arrow in the Tomb Raider style and stuff.

(I like bows. bows are cool. I never quite liked pistols, but bows. yup!)

Yeah he... doesn’t appear for long. but the simple fact he exists, and it isn’t just. President Shinra? I was surprised as fuck.

Ah, the Masamune. The Masamune is such a pretty sword. Such a fucking asshole, too. I’ll always remember trying to face Sephiroth in Kingdom Hearts and dying in half a hit, because his strikes cover most of the space we are given for the battle. Anyway. Always up for seeing Masamune through the body of people from Shinra! :D

Silver. I always adored him, since the first time I played SoulSilver, because he looked cute (yes, I’m quite easy to please), but at the time I didn’t... read much of English, so I didn’t really have much of an idea of what was happening besides him being our Rival. At some point I got to the Pokemon Special (mangá) of the Johto arc and I realized Silver was amazing. (also, in the Special, Silver is connected to Blue - the girl from FireRed/LeafGreen -, because she was kidnapped by Team Rocket and it just. it was great). And then I played SoulSilver again, now actually reading stuff, and I was like, “yup, this one is Mine.”

N. Well. I never got to the mangá of Black/White, but I already understood English enough by that point, and it was just. good. he’s so cute. and so... like, he’s one of those “villains” we can understand, because his desires were good, you know. he really, really loved pokémon, not just like Team Rocket or-- or Team Magma and/or Aqua, who were weird. (Team Magma and Aqua were still better than Team Rocket, who I never really understood why they existed. they wanted power? money??? idk!)

Anyway. I more or less remember Colress (blonde, with a blue... stuff... circling his head, I think?) but that’s. it. And, unfortunately, I never played the Ultra games, so I... never really saw the Rainbow Rocket thing. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Fuck, but does that sound like something the Astrals would do. especially Bahamut. fucking shits. If they’d dealt with the Scourge themselves and allowed Ardyn to be a fucking king, there would be no fear to hold the humans to the Astrals. no underlying need for the Astrals to save them, and so... why continue to worship them? Of course, some would, because that’s the way these things go, but it wouldn’t be the entire world, and so it held no appeal to them. Ugh.

@nagiru Here we go again, the long posts continue! Now to reference one of my favourite RPG series… God I miss the classic Phantasy Star games.

Oh, is that so? You kidnapped the sister of Laya’s greatest general, and you’re just now starting to think that it might not have been a good idea?

Keep reading

[probablysomeproblems]

Random hcs about my ocs

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ might as well make use of procrastinating as i slowly built up a collection of hcs which i guess aren’t really hcs since I decide if they’re true or not and i say they’re true. 

The format is such a mess.  Also, surprise surprise, it ended up being mostly about mainly three specific people so, have fun with that.  Boy did this end up being a longer list than i thought it would be.

Laurel low-key had a crush on Jeannine for a bit but it was pretty obvious Jeannine was pining after someone else so that didn’t go anywhere

Laurel is a l e s b i a n.  

She’d probably stab a bitch if given good reason to.

Caroline is ace.  Panromantic? Biromantic? She doesn’t really know in that department.  But she’s definitely asexual.

Miranda is always cold.  Always.  Probably always wear long sleeves even in summer.  She has like a million sweaters.  

Miranda’s also a fan of high heels.  Preferably platforms. She’s already a tall woman (like 5′8 or 5′9) but with her boots she’s usually around 5′10

Jeannine is still taller at like 6′ or 6′1.  She is tall girl.

Nathan is.. shorter.  5′7? 

Jeannine’s family is a bit confused but supportive of her.  

I don’t think Nathan’s even talked to his family since he moved out.  Probably a mix of them kinda being jerks and also he’s probably desperate to do that whole independent thing.

Ok never mind he has an older sister that also doesn’t talk to their family. The two of them talk occasionally.

Nathan’s also got a shit ton of jackets he wears practically all the time (not sweaters though. ew.)

Miranda and Nathan are always (playfully) fighting about the whole jackets vs sweaters thing

Miranda and Nathan lost a bet or something and had to wear the other’s clothes for a week.  

“You know the bet doesn’t require you to wear the gloves all the time”  “Nuh uh, if i’m wearing your clothes I am going the whole 9 yards and that means I’m using the edgy fingerless gloves.”

“Shit, how do you not freeze to death wearing skirts in this weather?”  “there are these magical things called tights or leggings and boots.  If you wear the right pair of boots you might even be taller than me for once.” 

Honestly at this point so many people think Miranda and Nathan are dating that they just stopped bothering correcting.  Jeannine doesn’t care.  If anything she finds it amusing.

“Hey Nathan! how are you are your girlfriend doing?” “My what now?”  

“god, it’s exhausting pretending to be straight” -nathan probably    (”you’re not even putting any effort, the heteronormativity does the job for you, don’t give us that shit” -Miranda, in response)

Sky and Laurel probably meet up one or two times a week to throw shit at targets.  Darts, knives, arrows, you name it.  (no guns tho, those are too much of a hassle)

One time they invited everyone (by everyone I mean like. the main trio, Caroline, Darren, and maybe Angel) to join them in target practice and that was a  d i s a s t e r.  It does not happen again.

Sky is the greatest with little kids.  He has like 3 younger siblings and also he’s pretty chill so

Darren has like 10 pairs of contacts, all different shades of blue.  Usually he doesn’t even bother matching the colors so he just has different colored eyes most of the time

Ok so, Darren might give off vibes of emo but really he’s not.  He just likes the aesthetic but isn’t an absolute nihilist and etc. 

it does not help that’s he’s a guitarist

Miranda probably has the healthiest lifestyle compared to her two roommates.  I mean she’s not dependent on energy drinks and probably has a relatively good sleep schedule.  She’s not a grad student or anything.

At this point I just consider Nathan basically a med student. just a slightly different brand of it

I know I’ve said Jeannine is the mom friend but Miranda is the “go the fuck to sleep” friend.  

“Miranda, I have a paper to be writing”  “You’ve been staring at a google docs without typing anything for half an hour and you have a girlfriend you could be cuddling instead.”

Caroline and Miranda are good friends.  I  mean Caroline is friends with practically everyone but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Caroline is cinnamon roll, you cant change my mind

Miranda is pretty nice, but when you get to know her, she’s an asshole.  And she cares a lot.

What is Miranda doing with her life? Fuck if I know.  Currently she’s working at one of those “decorate your own pottery” stores and also a Starbucks.

D i s a s t e r  b i

Nathan and Miranda are the asshole best friends.  

Word of advice: don’t piss off Miranda.  she will not hesitate to fight a bitch.  especially if they’re being a jerk to her friends.

My some miracle, the three of them stay roommates for like 6-7 years (it’s a fictional work, shhhhhh) and eventually Miranda proposes to Jeannine

Do you hear that? It’s some slight angst of Nathan feeling like he should leave the two of them to their marriage and whatever.  You know how much value society places on romantic relationships and he’s not a part of that.

“Goddamn it Nathaniel-” “that’s not even my name” “Goddamn it Nathanthony, you are an idiot if you think for one second that we suddenly want you out of our lives or to give us some distance just because we’re engaged”

Some more hurt/comfort as Jeannine and Miranda basically go “Nathan we love you so much platonically and we know you know what queerplatonic relationships are and cadjnveuhisbrknotrselaw”

As you can tell, I have  gift for words

The three of them make friendship bracelets (at Miranda’s insistence) after they queerplatonic relationship it up 

If you think that Nathan, Jeannine, and Miranda don’t buy a house and live happily together ever after, you are incorrect. 

Miranda and Jeannine keep their own last names when they get married. Changing names is a pain and as Jeannine has pointed out before, she’s already gone through that hassle once and does not recommend unless necessary

Sometimes family is two bitter medical students and their partner who swears like a high schooler