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@ all of my followers who use the mobile tumblr app!!!

please go to “General Settings” then to “Dashboard Preferences” and turn off “Best Stuff First”. This is killing artist exposure! Please, please, PLEASE, turn it off if you really do love the artists you follow! You’d be helping us so much! Please reblog this so that more people may know!

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oh

my

fucking

god

everyone on mobile click on the rb button on this post and then when it opens the writing screen long press the post button in the upper right

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YES. PLS.

Ok I was gonna wait to finish the V-Day stuff and clear out my asks a little before posting this but i have zero impulse control so. how would yall feel if we did like. A biweekly blurb night. Im thinking we rotate between fluff angst and smut days but we can also get more specific if you guys want and make a day dedicated to aus or first dates or something like that. Point is you guys would send in asks and we’d talk about some cute or sexy or sad concepts with the boys and id turn them into little drabbles. Kind of like a little fic writing session every week. And who knows if I really like smth it might turn into a full blown fic one day 👀👀

Would you guys like that?

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* for the love of god don’t follow me if you’re *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ 

homophobic

transphobic

bi/panphobic

aphobic (exclusionist! gatekeepery!)

islamophobic

anti-semitic

racist

ableist

pro-trump

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@jane-ray iara, look what you did to me, i can’t even look at the glasses without thinking of the blind mouse 😭

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Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

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ma'am i am a sucker for sub cnco so please. tag me. i'm begging you.

I will not be online as much today because someone (IARA) told me I need to focus on this sub richard fic im working on and not answering asks so if I don't get to something its HER FAULT

Lmk if you wanna be tagged ig? Its a self indulgent mess but it should bea fun one

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Oh my god??? Thank you so much bby! Your asks were the highlight of my week 💙

Happy Valentine’s Day @cncoh-damn 💌☺

I wanted to base this off of my ask to you for who you would hope to kiss in a music video, but I could not for the life of me find a decent pic of Chris that would fit this mood, and you said that Erick is your main lane, so I hope this satisfies you. This is also my first attempt at a mood board ever, which is why it maybe looks bad lmao. I hope you have a wonderful Valentine’s Day 💕

@flamediel Thanks for being a bomb-ass event organizer! This was a great and fun idea 🤗

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Happy Valentine's Day, @miericksongo! I'm your secret admirer, and I've loved talking to you on anon. Here's my gift to you (brief, and done on mobile 💙)

Thank you so much to @flamediel for setting this up and moderating it!

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Today, you reasoned, would be the day you'd confess to Erick. Not that anyone besides yourself would realize, which is just how you preferred it to be—with no one knowing that you did so. After all, everyone knew you gave your friends yellow roses and sunflowers when February 14th rolled around, so a yellow rose with red tips on the petals wouldn't necessarily be remiss. If anything, the rest of the boys would see it as a result of favoritism; you claimed Erick was your favorite repeatedly. No amount of Chris's puppy eyes or Joel's pouting changed that.

Though that didn't explain why those two were trying that over video call. Considering you'd yet to personally deliver the boys their flowers (because you're pretty sure you wouldn't be able to bike from LA to Miami in a few hours), they'd taken to waiting for your yearly Valentine's gift while on call with you. You didn't understand it yourself, but whatever kept them content while the flowers were in transit.

"Are they here yet?" Chris honest to God whined his question, and you felt your brow twitch before checking your phone. Well.

"It's close," you replied. "Yours should be here in—" The doorbell going off from Chris' end had Joel and Erick groaning. They still had to wait a while before getting theirs, while you're not really sure who received Zabdiel's and Richard's. You hoped it wasn't any hookups—that would've been awkward to explain.

(How would flirts like Zab, Richard, and Chris explain the yellow rose and sunflower delivered straight to their doorstep when a hookup or girlfriend asked? Platonic Valentine's? It's the truth, but you doubted it'd be well received.)

Your phone dinged twice, and with both Joel and Erick egging you on to look at it, how could you refuse? What you saw made you grin. "Your flowers," you began, "should be there at the same time. Five minutes or something." With that, you dropped the call and dove for your bed, a little scared to see or hear Erick's reaction to the red-tipped rose.

Maybe the adrenalin finally wore off, or maybe the lack of sleep from the previous week finally caught up with you, but you swore you didn't remember falling asleep. On one hand, great, you didn't have to immediately deal with Erick's reaction. On the other hand, you just delayed the inevitable. Like an idiot. But, you reasoned out with a recently recalled concept from a psych class, delayed gratification was usually better in the long run.

BUT, protested a little voice in your head, delayed rejection gave you less time to pull yourself together. A shrill whistle-like noise escaped you at the idea, and you're almost afraid to look at your phone.

Fuck it, you finally decided. You needed your phone to wake you up tomorrow. If Erick's reaction to the rose made you cry, at least you'd be too tired to stay up catastrophizing the night away. With a soft, resolute huff of breath, you opened your phone and tapped on the message notifications.

There, at the very top of your inbox, was your conversation with Erick. And he sent three messages.

Another whistle-like noise left you, and you jabbed at your screen with a little more force than you should have. Whatever. It survived worse, really.

Nena, the flowers are beautiful! Okay, he seemed receptive. Like he hadn't noticed the red tips yet. Good.

The next one, he sent maybe thirty minutes after the first. The rose looks different though. What's with that? Joel said his wasn't like it.

If you started cussing at Joel in the privacy of your room, no one would ever know.

The last message was sent ten minutes ago. I don't really know why, pero I love them. Gracias, amor!

And if you rolled over and screamed into your pillow, no one would know. Period. That said, you couldn't help yourself from squealing while typing a reply.

Glad you liked them, Erick! Happy Valentine's Day, bebito 😊

All things considered, this was a successful confession. You know, even if he didn't know it was one.

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💌 hi valentine! Sorry I'm a bit late with the ask today. I've been a little busy. But anyway, if you had to dedicate a song to each boy, what songs would you choose? If the boys were to do a cover album pt. 2 what songs would you like them to cover? Would you like them to expand into other genres?

One, real life is so much more important, Valentine. And two, no rush! Time zones are a weird thing like that lol. I hope you got a breather despite how busy you were, and if not, I hope you take this weekend to rest up!

Now, if I were to dedicate songs, hm...

I'd have to dedicate Dear No One (Tori Kelly) to Joel. It's a very hopeful type of love song, and while Joel rn has made some problematic decisions, QQS era Joel lives in my mind rent free. I'm dedicating it to him.

Because Chris is a whole ass emo/pop punk baby, he gets Sk8r Boi (Avril Lavigne). For obvious reasons, and I'm of the firm belief that he's the most skater boy of the group. Seriously. I dare you to look at him and tell me he'd look out of place in that MV.

Zabdiel strikes me as a How to Be a Heartbreaker (Marina and the Diamonds) type of guy for the pure fact that he's not looking for a serious relationship. Like, give him this song. It's him.

Richard,, I could take the petty route and offer him F.U. (Little Mix) because that's just the vibe he'd give off to his less-than-amicable exes. And from what we've seen, most of his breakups tend to be NASTY. But if we're talking non-petty route, it'd have to be Break the Rules (Charli XCX). He strikes me as a rule breaker.

Last but not least, I'm dedicating It's Nice To Have A Friend (Taylor Swift) to Erick. I feel like a natural progression from friends to lovers would be best for him (though I think that for all of them except Richard but w/e).

And aaaa I'm not sure what songs in particular I'd want them to cover, but if they ever did any pop-punk songs from the 2000s, I would literally die. And if they do Lying Is The Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off (Panic! At The Disco), well. One of them singing "faster, faster" would be nice. Right? Or harmonizing, I wouldn't mind either way.

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Oh so that's why the clout squad hasn't been showing up as much. Still pity Joel though.

Wait wdym j*h*nn is out of the picture?? WHAT DID I MISS

Oh no, it just means that he's not around since he moved. I'm sure they're all still in contact with him

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This has nothing to do with my boys but please sign this for me signal boost if you do please think about me please

I have autism this important for me so please sign this

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what did the boys do now?? i’m so confused with their hookups or whatever

Joel is being a petty bitch (see that recent ig post where he's like "I'm 2")

Richard is posting some vague ass shit on twitter, and I'm not going into details with him and Megumi bc that shit is/was/will be messy. Idk if mans got VDay plans but w/e.

Zab and Chris are living their best lives and I'm so happy for them. If Zabdiel would be so kind as to give us Zalexia content, that would be much appreciated.

Erick's probably going to Disney in 1/2 of a matching outfit with a girl (idk who) and then give her a waist chain. You know, the usual.

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💌 hello valentine! How are you doing today? I have an Un Beso themed question for you. You're chosen to be the model for the music video, and there's going to be a kissing scene. Who do you hope to get paired with?💌

Good evening, Valentine! My day was alright, spent it catching up on rest since I don't have classes on Fridays. I'm happy to report that I've stayed on top of my uni work, so yay!

As for your question... Mx. Valentine, you can't tell but I'm flustered. Like, yes, I have thought about kissing the boys but for it to be for a hypothetical MV? AAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

All the boys have pros and cons to kissing them, and I feel like they'd all make their partner feel comfortable prior to the kiss (which is hands down the most important thing).

Chris would crack jokes, definitely. I feel like kissing him would be very similar to the De Cero vid where it's a light-hearted moment before and after the kiss.

Richard, realistically speaking, would be easiest for me to reach bc I am SHORT. Also, he wouldn't make it awkward, might joke around a little prior to the kiss. He might even pull a De Cero and add tongue to it, and idk if I'm ready for that skfnmsmd

Zabdiel. His kisses seem like they'd be warm, you know? Warm, comforting, but it does intensify the longer it goes on. I'd either be in high ass heels or on a chair or smth bc of the height difference, but it'd be so worth it.

Joel is... I'd say he would do the softest kisses, like the lightest, barely there type of kiss. For a first kiss, it'd be nice. Plus I doubt his lips are chapped. Con is his beard.

Erick would be quite similar to Chris, but it'd have more bad jokes to lighten the mood. He's my main lane, but at the same time he's younger than me and he's BABIE damn it.

So to answer... Probably Chris or Zab as my top choices. Idk, I feel like kissing either of them would be fun and not awkward at all.

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Me listening to Love Story (Taylor's Version) as I write Christopher's ending for Omertà? Yes.

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Following Chris on instagram is like an act of self care 🥺