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Please pray and raise awareness for Cole Brings Plenty, a Lakota actor and student. He was found on april 5th. This is such an awful and cruel act of violence, im having a hard time finding the words.
April 8th Rising Hearts has organized Braids for Cole, so please wear your hair in braids and bring awareness so that Cole and his family can get justice.
*edited to correct information*
#cole brings plenty#missing and murdered indigenous relatives#i went to undergrad with cole. i only met him a couple times and didnt really know him#indian country is a small place#and the haskell community especially#idk where im going with these tags#i feel so at a loss. the violence against our people its#its fucking awful#anyways#please raise awarness and also wear braids tomorrow
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a bit of a personal ramble because fuck it, i’m posting whatever i want on here:
the past couple years have been some of the most difficult of my life. my mom being unexpectedly hospitalized twice, the worst creative burnout of my career, the grief of reading the news about palestine every day, deep rooted anxieties about not being good enough resurfacing at an all time high, and realizing i was unhappy around people i thought i’d love forever. without getting too dark, i’d never felt more hopeless.
but even through all of that, even with the state of the world right now and the impending doom of waking up each day, i think this might be the most fearless i’ve felt in a very long time.
i just want to be alive and create and build community and share a space where we all still feel hope for our world. and that’s what i’m going to do, through the fear, through all the shit of life, i’ll be here.
#tldr#i’m getting my personality back#i know i don’t owe anyone an explanation#but if you’ve been wondering why i’ve been so absent from youtube this is why#it’s been a very bad time#but i truly do feel so much better now#and i miss you all so much#and i’m so grateful to have our community#and i never want to take it for granted#i’m excited to try new things#share new projects with you!!#sorry i’m getting really sappy#but i love you all deeply#and it feels so good to feel alive again#a clockwork ramble#that’s gonna be my new tag
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promise me (2024 // 2021)
#me vaguely remembering that there was another 'promise me' moment but trying and failing to remember when it was#only to find this moment again when trying to work through my 2(!!) month backlog of art i never rb'd yet sdjfs#also the way dan mentioned that they've known each other for 12yrs in this liveshow like oops missed that in that comp i made before 😶#dan and phil#danisnotonfire#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#dpgdaily#phan#dnp gifs#danandphilgames#my gifs#parallels#An Apology to Our Community#dnp liveshows
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next year's resolution is to reach out more & try my best to find communities where i feel like i belong
#reaching out more even if it is online!#lizzie and yenna i was going through our messages :(#i miss talking to uuuu#and just being more present here in general.#now talking irl#i told myself i'd have lots of friends when i moved cities etc.#i have a few from college but i wanted to expand my horizons#but why does it feel so hard to find community?#like i can't think of anything for free that i can genuinely enjoy#and build friendships..
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One thing that's starting to really get to me with the James Somerton stuff is a real strong undercurrent of disdain toward his fans. And yeah, I was one of them. A good scam artist isn't as easy to spot as y'all seem to think. You forget that you have all the information right now. Two days ago most of you had never heard of him and it would have kept going. Anyone can fall for a scam, nobody is immune. I would love to have had whatever resources you guys think we all should magically know about so I could have kept my sad $5 a month I really needed but thought was going to something worthwhile. Some of us can only devote so much energy into things and when you have no idea whatsoever that something is amiss of course you're not going to go digging for sources, why would you when everything is fine as far as you know? I really wish I could have seen the dissenting opinions on him but for many, many reasons that aren't just that the dissenting voices weren't widely circulating at the time all I had was the thought every now and again that "huh that doesn't seem right" and then go on with my day. And I think that happened to a lot of us. So yeah. Say what you gotta say about Somerton, he has more than earned it with the damage he's caused, but maybe don't shit so hard on his former fans because that is going to be you someday with something, it happens to everyone sooner or later.
#james somerton#hbomberguy#todd in the shadows#I really am greatful for Harris and Todd's hard work in exposing all of this#and I am glad I get to see the real voices I did like that james was stealing#I'm just tired of all these people jumping on the drama train taking a dump on folks who are also victims of these crimes#razz rambles#this whole situation is upsetting me in the weirdest ways#I'm distraught but I'm not at the same time#and yet it's 6am and I can't stop reading through the tags and seeing the takes I missed#vaspider's essay and remarks from an AIDS pandemic survivor are especially good#I lived through that shit too but had no idea I was living through it#cuz that's what being blind and impoverished in rural community was like#queer wasn't even something I knew I could be until like 2010#so it's nice to see my own history#it's not just the young queers who have little to no knowledge of our history
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Brb gonna go torch a Saab like a pile of leaves 🎶
#ore no kao#first vw show is finally in the bookssss#after 11 years (and a few streams this year alone) heard Diane Young live and i am renewed 😌#(did kinda wish a guy was with me--esp with the couples nearby being lovey during 'never known a love like this before ya' in This Life#[and if this guy i've missed would read/reply to my texts and communicate and not just view my IG stories it could've been him...]#buuut that aside i had a blast ✌🏽)#was fun relating with the guy next to me about our top songs and what we thought their encore would be#i am still so surprised they havent really played Cousins on this tour but tHEY BROUGHT OUT GIVING UP THE GUN AHHHHH 🔫#v fun v fun#did wanna throw in some of my Diane Young recording too but lemme let these selfies breathe lol
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Siegfried hatte ein rotes Haar – Bertolt Brecht
1. Siegfried hatte ein rotes Haar Und Hagen Tronje liebte ihn sehr Und Siegfried wußte, was Hagen Tronje war – Aber da war noch Giselher.
2. Gunther sagte dem Hagen Tronje oft: Siegfried liebt man. Da lachte er Und stand eines Tages im Gras, unverhofft Und schlug in Siegfrieds Nacken einen Eschenspeer.
3. Hagen Tronje blieb drei Tage bleich Und trank sich durch die lange Nacht Denn er dachte an Gunther und Giselher immer zugleich Und er hätte lieber nur an Gunther gedacht.
4. Aber am vierten Morgen kam Giselher selber zu ihm hin Und brach das Brot mit ihm und aß von seinem Salz Und sprach von Weibern und Pferden mit dem Kinn. Da ging dem Hagen Tronje wild der Wind an seinen Hals.
Bertolt Brecht: Große kommentierte Berliner und Frankfurter Ausgabe. Hrsg. von Werner Hecht, Jan Knopf, Werner Mittenzwei, Klaus-Detlef Müller. Bd. 13. Gedichte 3. Gedichte und Gedichtfragmente 1913-1927. Berlin und Weimar / Frankfurt am Main 1993, S. 255f., S. 492.
#as a member of the hagen multishipper community#I am proud to count such a renowned german author as#bertolt brecht#among our own ;)#deutsche lyrik#lyrik#nibelungenlied#hagen von tronje#siegfried von xanten#siegfried#giselher#gunther#hagen x siegfried#hagen x giselher#hagen x gunther#one possible interpretation according to nibelungenrezeption.de is that Hagen is part of a love triangle with Giselher and Siegfried#and may have killed Siegfried because he saw him as a rival#the only one i'm missing in this poem is volker#to complete the hagen-multiship-pentagon xD
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If you’re in crisis or having suicidal thoughts, giving a call or text to 988 can be life changing. If you just need to talk, they’re a great resource as well. Your life is worth living, it will get better. Our minds can be cruel, but just know you are loved and you are appreciated.
We may have lost someone in our little community. Worst case, I hope they rest easy. But I do hope they survived.
If anyone was affected by this, if you need to speak to someone or take a step back, take care of yourself and do what’s best for you.
#idk if anyone else was affected by what was posted in the tag a couple days ago#but I want to say life will eventually get better. it may not be now it may not be next week but it will#when you’re going through it it’s impossible to see the forest through the trees but there is something better on the other side#if you are suffering I wish you the best and promise you will survive this#it can be painful to endure and the pain my be overwhelming again but life is worth living#I hope the person in our community survived#I hope they get to live to see something better#but I also know that pain and exhaustion and that unbearable dread to continue#if they’re gone they will be missed#I loved seeing your posts and shooting the shit with you in tag#I hope you rest easy if you’ve passed on#bb26
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no thoughts about the latest show or the upcoming ones?
i guess i kind of feel like emotions are high in general and we are so close to the end of the tour anyways so instead of ruminating on the possible meaning of the latest shows or the upcoming ones i want to wait until the shows are over before putting thoughts together! right now im just watching it play out.
#i guess part of me wanted to caution anyone who is preemptively sticking it to the swifties#by tying all her recent songs to the idea that she’s screaming at them that she’s about to leave them and vocalizing this toward swifties#by tweeting as if we already won something.#because it’s plenty possible that even if taylor is communicating some version of this that the end being envisioned isn’t particularly near#and so if the concert ends normally and things continue on as they were… it’s just setting people up to be harassed i think.#just the idea that people can correctly pick up the things taylor is putting down but it doesn’t mean they’re right about her timeline#i think we often equate taylor winking at us to taylor communicating that all of our ideas are correct.. and historically that’s just not it#but anyways yeah if i write this out again i feel like it would come off pedantic because i have already written it out before#i just want people to protect themselves.#like i still remember when miss americana was announced and released and joe was a part of it and how torrential things got for awhile#etc etc#so yeah
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they banned ap psych in florida cuz the class ap discusses sexuailty and gender which violates ron desantis' piece of shit dont say gay law so fuck you ron for that
in the college board statement they say it was banned because "teaching foundational content on sexual orientation and gender identity is illegal under state law" which is bullshit because these gov leaders believe anything lgbtq is a brain disease so you'd think theyd keep the brain learning class
they banned ap african american studies because "it lacks educational value and historical accuracy" which is making it easier for them to erase black history that is so intertwined with the history of this country that most everything here is so deeply antiblack
this mf has his head so far up his ass that hes ruining our education system even more than it already was
#fuck you ron desantis i hate you so much I hate you i hate you i hate yoy#and cuz me nd my friends are tryna reach our counselors to see whats up or if theyre rearranging schedules and keep mentioning him#i keep getting ron desantis ads ab if i want to elect him president of the united fucking states of America#and then it was an ap class i was interested in taking cuz i thought itd be cool to learn about so fuck you ron for that too#and THEN it was the only class i knew ppl in. ljke half the class was ppl ive seen before or talked too#im ranting ab missing out on the class nd not seeing my friends but its really a bigger issue than that#like its scary hes using his power to attack lgbtq communities and kids and then he has enough support that hes rallying for head seat#its not safe here at all i cannot fucking wait to leave#ron desantis#us politics#ap psychology#college board#lgbtq#so mad im shaking im so sorry if this doesnt make any sense but school starts in a week exactly nd im tryna figure out the little issue#l speaks#keep talking l#ranting in the tags because i can#black history#racism
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1898 - East of Donner Falls.
#can you guys tell I miss arthur#even in red dead online I think about him#sometimes our gang will finish a wagon delivery and well go “lets go see arthur” and meet up there and just talk#we're silly but it's nice#even when arthur isn't gone yet it sure feels like it after finishing the story#oh arthur#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead online#red dead online oc#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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Don't you miss Spring? 🌼
just imagine you and your f/o running together in a colorful flower field, holding hands, laughing at each other. you'd pick a small flower and tuck it behind their ear, seeing them blush and try to hide their face.
you'd have a nice little picnic, just the two of you. and dont forget to make a flower crown, an essential item to have in this beautiful and joyful day.
I miss Spring! ☀️
#i just really miss the vibrant flowers okay#i know its winter right now for most people but i just miss the flower fields 😭😭😭#lets all pretend its spring now and we all are kissing our f/os under the blooming tree#self insert#self ship#oc x canon#self insert community#f/o community#self ship imagines#self insert imagines#self insert imagine#imagine your fictional other#self ship imagine#comfort character imagines#f/o imagines#self shipping imagines#selfship imagine#f/o#self insert x fictional other#fictional other community#⛅imayogines
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this isn't really a problem on tumblr & moreso on other platforms but i do wonder at what point the osc went from very obscure to being deemed "cringe..."
#as someone who has been here for 10 years it used to be this obscure & tightknit community of creators sharing what theyre passionate about#nobody knew what an Object Show was... and in offline spaces thats still true i suppose but#i had a lot of fun introducing object shows to people in 2016. people didnt automatically have some kind of preconceived notion about them#< i dont really let it get to me because the idea of calling something cringe is just so incredibly meanspirited and bad faith#and they arent the kinds of people youd want in the community anyways#the current popularity of the osc is earned. im glad theres more spotlight on passionate creators that have deserved it for a long time#however it also did bring with it bucketloads of negativity that make me miss how it used to be sometimes )':#Its ok. Both fans and creators are thriving despite it all. Our crops are watered. Its a net positive#Its just a little disappointing to see people who have never even seen what theyre talking about dismiss years of hard work like that#not art#< i dont normally ramble on here but i didnt really want to do it on twt either. scratching my head
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ford: would you be interested in a dd&md campaign where nothing bad happens whatsoever
stan: what’s the fun in that?
ford: the escape from our chronic depression
stan: …can i raid a dragon’s hoard or somethin
ford: you can. you can even mock the dragon so hard it dies
stan: holy shit yeah i’m in
#one aspect of gravity falls ae’m iffy about: the way d&d is treated. rant incoming#it’s all math and rules and graphs and like ae get the whole point is that they shouldn’t mock dipper just for loving something they don’t#Mbut also like???#yeah no shit they’re not interested. you didn’t show them ANY of the aspects they might actually be into#where’s the crafting? the creating of characters? the worldbuilding? the harassing innocent npcs?#idk maybe ae’m inexperienced but ae have never seen a d&d campaign that uses fuckin graphs#because that’s NOT THE APPEAL ALEX.#the appeal is the escapism. it’s the being able to dive into a fantastical world#it’s the getting to defeat enemies. it’s the being the underdog. it’s the earning a victory. it is the friends we made along the way#and like?? fuck man. ae get the part of the fandom that’s like ‘i don’t get why people write fics making stan and mabel play dd&md’#‘they made it clear they don’t like it’#but damn it have you ever seen a fic like that that’s about the graphs and math and giant rule book?#hell most fics we’ve seen like that use homebrewed campaigns. as in ‘FUCK THE RULE BOOK WE DO THIS OUR WAY’#ae just. ae’m starting to understand why people don’t like that episode#what was the point? to not mock dipper anymore? we’ve had like three episodes about that already#they missed an opportunity to make an episode focused in bonding#an episode that could have explored ford and stan’s strained relationship more#because stan and mabel would have loved the creative aspects of d&d so much#mabel loves crafts! she would have had so much putting together little figurines or a set!#and stan- can you imagine how much fun he would have had with the npcs?#and with the creation of characters! he fuckin loves storytelling!!#ae’m. ae’m sad now. they had an opportunity to bring everyone together through a game that has something for each of them to love#and instead we got ‘we should stop bullying dipper for the third time’ and ‘you can tell they don’t like each other-#-because stan still won’t say ford’s name’#can you imagine if instead of ‘stan throws a hissy fit and nearly gets ford and dipper killed’ we got ‘ford and stan get REALLY into the ga#and their characters and situations start to get kind of personal’?#like! imagine if they had all gotten stuck in the game and the stans had to work together to save everyone#but they still have unresolved issues that they start to work through at the end and thus the episode ends with a hopeful note#like. they share a moment like in the finale when ford and stan smile at each other after the bus leaves#don’t tell us they got a ‘starting to communicate and resolve issues’ moment in the finale because that shit was rushed as hell
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i think there's a narrative in all this
#do you guys think those two lurk the smallidarity tag and whenever they hear the words “i miss smallidarity” they grant our wishes and start#making out#like i dont think its a joke anymore they do this on purpose when we need them the most#especially with these sets of photos. like them pointing at the camera feels like they're directly pointing at the smallidarity commune#“this one goes out to you tumblr user smallidarityfan 🫵❤️”
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Here is the panel I presented at @barricadescon last month that is essentially a highlights reel of the Les Mis production I directed last year.
Today is the one year anniversary of our opening night, and sharing this feels like a fitting way to commemorate all the memories made as part of this show!
#Cait Directs Les Mis#Les Miserables#Musical Theatre#Community Theatre#This is about as close as I'll get to sharing the full shows unless I give into the daily urge to just post Full Shows.#If anyone would like the links uh... let me know (eyes emoji)#I miss this show every day#I love my cast#I love our tiny theatre#I loved our sold out season and getting to share this with over 1000 people in my town#Youtube
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