#miss :( jaspidot :(

[magomi]

i miss when i still liked steven universe but i aint ever watching it again unless they bring jasper back and redeem her (and i know theyre cowards and wont bring her back or redeem her so Whats The Point)

[legoyuri]

*holds jaspidot* I miss my wife tails.

[malafight]

[FIC] Howl Chapter 11: What Happens in Vegas

Rating: T+ Characters/Pairings: Jaspidot Summary: Jasper, a werewolf who makes a living collecting the bounties on supernatural beasties who are wreaking havoc on the mundanes, finds herself working with Peridot, a technomancer and ferrokinetic, after a rather rocky start. Will something more develop between the two of them? (Yes. The answer is yes.) Chapter Summary: Things are happening in Vegas. Things that involve bodies drained of blood.

[Read Here!] [Chapter 1]

[jaspidotweek2k19-blog]

Jaspidot Week

This is it! This year will have a Jaspidot Week!  Please, let me introduce you to the theme for the days!

The Jaspidot Week start the 11 March (Monday) at 00:00am of your time and end the 17 March (Sunday), at 00:00am to your time zone!

The themes are : 

Monday 11: Sleepover Tuesday 12: Favorite AU Wednesday 13: Gardening Thursday 14: Costumes Friday 15: Cooking Saturday 16: Cuddling Sunday 17: Wedding

Every kind of arts is accepted! Fic, digital art, traditional art, song... BE CREATIVE! :D

Also, please, be sure to join the Jaspidot discord server (link in the description) 

The tags are 

#Jaspidotweek2k19

and

#Iparticipate

(So I can know how many people are gonna participate and don’t miss their posts!)

Be sure to use them or I won’t be able to see your arts!

I’m really excited to see all of your art!

[m4kthehedge]

Oh shit I kinda miss jaspidot hh

[itsaaudraw]

Peridot and Lapis

Peridot:

favorite thing about them - she’s hilarious and adorable!! she’s got a cute design and she’s one of my fav characters

least favorite thing about them - her arrogance/superiority complex can get her into a lot of trouble (and can get really annoying really easily)

favorite line - “Hello, corn. Maybe she can't hear me in there. I made you in my image! You will do as I say!”

brOTP - her and Steven!! also Bismuth 

OTP - AMEDOT!!!!!!! but also Lapidot 

nOTP - Jaspidot and Pearldot

random headcanon - she likes to roleplay camp pining hearts 

unpopular opinion - i sort of miss when she was a villain, or at least a nuisance to the gems,, i also miss her limb enhancers

song i associate with them - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pb-EwykPTv8

favorite picture of them

Lapis:

favorite thing about them - i’ve always thought she was super pretty and her powers are really awesome and strong. she has one of the coolest designs in the show and her debut was amazing

least favorite thing about them - she’s kind of contradictory in a lot of her actions and her character still needs more development 

favorite line - “This is a baseball bat. It reminds me of when I played baseball. This is the leaf Steven gave me. It reminds me of the time... Steven gave me a leaf.”

brOTP - also her and Steven!! i also think she would get along well with Lars

OTP - lapidot!! i also like pearlapis and lapithyst

nOTP - Jaspis

random headcanon - she likes horror movies but doesn’t really understand what makes them so scary 

unpopular opinion - not sure if it’s an unpopular opinion, but she can be really edgy and can also be a little boring at times. 

song i associate with them - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2ZS92TVWPA

favorite picture of them

[wilted3sunflowers]

jaspidot

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

i shipped this since their debut together. i love the jock and nerd relationship and it showed peridot wasnt afraid to sass jasper while on the ship. i really do sort of miss peridots older self with the limb enhancers. i feel theyve made her a bit too childish and treat her like one at times and its not fun. 

I still really like the idea of them together and interacting but i think amedot sort of wins me over more because of the repeated interactions and such, ive also seen some cute jasper x amethyst x peridot poly art though thats really sparce, haha

[kujo1597]

12 Days of Ficmas Recs Day 6

Wintery Goodness

Whoops, I missed a day. I was writing my own thing and didn’t have time.

Title: Snowy Days

Author:  takeitlikeagem/(rosesandcinnamon) (AO3)

Fandom: Steven Universe

Pairing: Jaspidot

Rating: G

Summary: Jasper looks away, muttering about how “I’m glad it did happen, then” and Peridot agrees quietly.

Why I Rec This Fic: I just really like how takeitlikeagem writes the relationship between Peridot and Jasper in their human AU. So naturally I recommended something really sweet and happy in addition to “My Sweetest Downfall” from a previous day.

Link: (AO3)

Additional Note: Human AU

[plantb0t]

Someone just reblogged something I posted waaay back, like quite a bit before catch and release and the peridot redemption arc. So I started looking around at the posts I made during that time. It was right at the moment when the snake people or sneople and sneeple (snail people) dueling memes were around. I loved those memes. I remember how fucking excited I was hoping for a peridot redemption arc. She was my favorite character ever since I first saw her honestly. Man when catch and release was a thing I was so excited. I also shipped perlidot back then as a crack ship ahahaha that was weird. Also I forgot that at one point I hated jaspidot as well as lapidot. Not as much as lapidot… but I still disliked it apparently. Now I don’t? Though its obvs a bit more of a crack ship now. Honestly even now with the place their characters are at I still ship jaspidot more than lapidot. And we didn’t know what her limb enhancers were! I do miss those… I know the point is that she doesn’t have to change herself or whatever and so she’s probably not going to get them back but they were so cool! And so expressive! I would really like to see her get them back, or like ones that have a new design..if they brought Bismuth back I bet she and Peri could work together to get Peri some new limb enhancers… crewniverse please… Anyways I was just having a fucking great time just. Throwback to the olden days lmao. That was a fun time

[aerisse-remade]

so i finally decided to answer this ship question thing i rbed awhile ago just bc i feel like talking abt ships. everything is gonna b under a cut + no ships are going to be tagged so if u find this thru the search function then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

this is also very long

1. honestly?? probably raven/starfire. ive shipped that since i was like 5 or 6. i cant really say much abt it bc it's never been real important to me, tho i still like it

2. ig 3 important ships throughout my life have been mayutei, negitoro, and kaimei lmao. honestly mayutei is like. my ultimate otp. mostly bc theyre my fave vocaloid/utaus and i tend to ship my faves together but i do think that they're really cute. negitoro was one of the first f/f ships that i loved and still continue to love, esp after that drama that i got into over it a year ago lmfao. also magnet is still one of the best vocaloid songs so. i cant really say why kaimei means so much to me, it just does. kaito and meiko were literally made for each other. not in a ship sense, but like. in a complementary vocals kinda way. crypton literally made kaito to match/blend well with meiko

3. my current otps are mayutei (obviously), negitoro, kaimei, jasprose (from su), and rupphire. there are more that i really like, but nowhere near to the level of these 5. these 5 are like. the holy grail of my ships

4. god i have a lot of notps lmfao. my main one would probably be jaspis bc i hate it with the intensity of a million blazing suns lmao. i also really hate kailen, rinlen, jaspearl, grasper, pretty much any ship involving jasper and a man, pearl and a man, and garnet and a man. bc theyre all lesbians ofc. theyre are a lot of other ships i hate but it would take me like 5 hrs to list them all

5. yeah!! i really love polypearls and polydiamonds. i also like poly cool kids, mayu/rin/oliver, and mayu/rin/tei. theres probably more but i cant think of them

6. idk i guess they can be intriguing if done well nd it involves characters i like. i dont like most of them tho. they tend to be super unnecessary

7. absolutely disgusting and creepy. real people arent fictional characters, stop treating them like it.

8. LMFAO YEA AND I STILL DO

9. yeah i mean. the majority of my ships are vocaloid/utau and they have no canonical relationships (other than some canon siblings)

10. yeah, same as above.

11. i guess rupphire? like... none of my other ships have canonically kissed i think

12. i am super disappointed in canon/modern lapidot. i miss old school lapidot, like before peridot lost her limb enhancers tbh. ig its technically not canon but whatever. im also super tired of seeing it fucking everywhere

13. in canon? no. in fanfics/art/other fan created stuff? yeah

14. frustrating. i dont like it

15. JASPROSE. and rupphire ofc. also polypearls ig

16. mayu/oliver. its like. one of my het vocaloid otps now but i used to hate it bc back when mayu was first announced ppl started shipping her w oliver nd i didnt like that bc i shipped myself with oliver lmfao (i was like 13 at the time)

17. i dont know... im kinda starting to lose interest in modern lapidot. but i still have some hope.

18. earthlings has made me question shipping jasprose. i mean, rose is the entire reason for almost all of jasper's suffering. but at the same time, without rose, jasper would likely never exist since she was made for the rebellion. i still love this ship a lot but now im starting to feel kinda bad abt shipping it...

19. i dont think so? wtf does this even mean

20. MAYU/TEI!!!! also jasprose lmao

21. plenty. like garnet/amethyst, i do actually get why ppl ship them tho. i just dont ship it myself. its good, but i dont ship it. also pretty much every other ship with jasper (except jaspidot. i actually do dislike it)

22. definitely rupphire!!

23. LAPIDOT

24. i do have a lot of canon ships!! (rupphire, gregrose, pearlrose, usamamo, etc) but i wouldnt say that the majority of them are canon

25. pharmercy. i still dont give a shit about overwatch but i love pharmercy

26. the only "pattern" in my ships is that theyre usually f/f. other than that, i dont think so

27. negitoro and kaimei!! mayutei is an old ship of mine, but not as old as these two. oh, and sakuino is also a really old ship of mine lmao. i dont really care abt naruto anymore but i absolutely love sakura and ino's dynamic

28. honestly yeah i think so!! some ships i have to warm up to, but usually i see or think of smth i even slightly like and im just like. hell yeah this shits good

29. mmmm i dont think so? i really like heathers and svtfoe and i dont have any real intense ships for those

30. pokemon

31. i have a headcanon that after mayu and tei meet, tei isnt obsessed with len anymore, nor does she hate every vocaloid (she still hates miku tho). i also hc that tei's obsession with len also extends to rin

32. i only have 1 and that is Next On by Oeuf Trick. its negitoro and its so fuckin good pls read it

33. uhh for rupphire ig my fave would be jen-iii? i dont have any other fave artists for my ships, nor do i really have any fave fanartists in general

34. im not really interested in fanmixes bc i dont like to be forced to listen to music i dont personally like lmfao

35. me B^). bc im the only one who ships mayutei. and for the others i dont really kno bc theyre either too obscure to have fanblogs or theyre just too many. also i dont really follow ship blogs other than two general f/f ships blogs and 1 jasprose blog (which i think is called cheetopetals? lmfao)

36. i only do fanart

37. ...not really

38. some of them yea, others dont have ship names so i come up w them myself (mayutei being one of them. like 4 yrs ago i had another name for them which was yandere yuriloids lmfao)

39. like a relationship that i would like my own to be like? definitely rupphire. ruby and sapphire have the ideal relationship tbh

40. i want actual content for mayutei thats not by me

[regretanddeepspacelime]

headcanon that jaspidot missed the new year because they had been making out since like 11:30 and they didn’t realise for like two minutes that there were fireworks happening lol whoops

[auratusuniverse]

Incredible Chapter 14

AKA: I’m so sorry that I haven’t updated this since June - Earthlings and the method behind Jasper’s corruption really changed where I was going and it took six months for me to fix issues that the stuff revealed in the episode caused (and by issues, I mean that Earthlings made it even more angsty and I needed to fix my outline and try to rework everything and try to both bring in and solve a big problem for more than just Connie now). Monster Reunion also had a big impact in this chapter as well as in the next one.

Summary

Steven tries to help Connie reform and then discovers the terrible truth behind his mother’s experiments. Pearlyanka becomes canon in the AU. Steven starts getting strange pains and hears a soothing song. All this and more in tonight’s installment of “Incredible”!

Connverse, Pearlyanka, Jaspidot (though not much in this chapter) ... angst

(Final note: Chapter 15 will be up a LOT sooner and it’s almost to where I like it, though Chapter 16 will have to wait until after Steven Bomb 5 airs because it WILL have spoilers for it. Also, this became one of the longest chapters so far at 10 pages).

Archive of Our Own link

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14 under the cut

Steven hadn't said much to anyone in the following days, occasionally responding to questions with a quiet "yes" or "no".  He only mumbled softly to the gem in his hands. Greg was staying at the temple now, there in case Steven needed him.

He had tried to get Steven to talk about it, but he also knew that the teen was hurting.

It wasn't until a week after that he finally heard Steven say more than a few words.

The teen was hunched over Connie's gem on his bed, tears rolling down his cheek, as he whispered to her. Greg sat down on the bed next to him and gently placed a hand on his back.

"She said my name, dad ... In her actual voice ... She said my name ..."

Greg pulled Steven in close as he sobbed into his shirt.  He didn't know what to say to comfort Steven.

It was easier when Connie had first died. He knew what to say then.

What could he say when everything was uncertain now?

Peridot watched from the kitchen, her heart breaking for Steven. She had felt, first hand, what Steven had with regards to his friend and knew his pain intimately now. She wanted to try and comfort him, but she didn't know what to say.

At first, she had been confident that Connie would reform, but the doubts came when it had been a week without any signs of regeneration.

She didn't want to accept that Connie was gone. She had grown accustomed to sitting on the bed, talking with Connie and introducing her to things that Steven had said Connie had once liked. She had even watched throughout the week at nights as Steven had tearfully read to Connie's Gem.

He had pulled out one book that he had explained to Peridot was the last book in the series that Connie had said she liked. She had never been able to read it, but he had purchased it after she had died, promising to read it one day. Now he had been reading it to Connie's inert gem.

He had stopped when he reached the point where Lisa's familiar found the spell that could turn him into a human.  He couldn't read any further.

Eventually, Greg descended the stairs and sat on the couch, having tucked Steven into bed. He slumped and buried his head in his hands.

Peridot wanted to go to him and comfort him.

But the last interaction she had with him ended with her pushing him off of a roof.

She would try later.

~

Garnet had noticed that something was off with Steven.

She knew that he was heartbroken from losing Connie once again, but this was something else.

There had been a dullness to his energy that worried her. She wondered if this emotion was putting strain on his gem. He had never been this depressed before.

She sighed before exiting her room to try and console Steven. She couldn't tell what was going to happen now. The future was so murky.

It had been murky ever since Connie first died. When she had met Connie for the first time, she had seen a future where Connie joined Steven in protecting the Earth. A future where Connie and Steven grew old together.

A future where Connie led to Steven embracing his human side as much as he had embraced his gem side.

That future was irreparably damaged now. Everything was different. There was no way that the future she had seen would ever happen now.

There was barely a glimmer of hope that Connie would reform, much less regain her humanoid form.

As Garnet left her room, she made her way to Steven's side.

The only thing she could do now was comfort him.

~

She was floating in nothingness.

She didn't know where she was and was too afraid to look around. She remembered her last moments before she arrived in this endless sea of calm and was glad for the peace.

She assumed this was the afterlife.

It was nice but lonely.

Occasionally, she would feel a warmth that filled her and eased any worries she had, but that warmth was tinted with sadness. She still longed for that feeling, however. It felt safe and soothing, even with the attached sadness that came with it.

She didn't want to leave this place when that feeling was near.

~

Pearl had invited her into her room for the first time since they had started to grow closer.

She had been slow to say anything to Priyanka, but it became an unspoken relationship. They were there to comfort each other in Priyanka's loss. In Pearl's fears about Steven.

In the knowledge of what happened to Connie.

When Priyanka had finally told Pearl that it was hard to return home, Pearl began to find ways to make her room more accessible to her human friend. She told herself it was just out of friendship. She didn't want to feel like she was betraying Rose with her blossoming feelings for the human woman.

Then she had slipped and kissed Priyanka one night before the room revealed her experiment, when they had both been drinking wine to wind down.

She had worried that she had gone too far. That she had overstepped the boundaries of their relationship.

Instead, for the first time, they truly talked.

Now, as Pearl watched Priyanka make herself comfortable on one of the water columns, she found a feeling growing that she hadn't allowed herself to feel in a long time. She didn't even feel the feeling of fear that she was betraying Rose.

Rose would have wanted Pearl to be happy.

And she was.

"We'll check in Rose's Room tomorrow for any notes on the chances of regeneration," Pearl began as she sat next to Priyanka. "I'm confident that we will be able to revive her. I'm certain that it is a case of programming -"

"Will she be herself?"

Pearl froze.

She didn't know for certain.

"I'm not sure ... Garnet noticed that Connie was seeming more human, in her eyes, when she last saw her ... before the fight. And Steven mentioned that Connie's eyes looked just like they had before she had corrupted. I want to believe that she will be able to return to her normal form,” Pearl explained. She decided to leave out the fact that Connie spoke just before her form was dissipated.

"What's it like? Corruption?"

Pearl sighed.

She really did not want to have this talk with Priyanka. She didn't want her to hurt any more than she already did.

But it was unavoidable.

~

Steven often felt a pain in his shoulder now. He assumed it was from sitting hunched over Connie's gem so he would often try to change positions to find some comfort. Nothing would help, however, and so the pain in his shoulder persisted. On some nights, the pain would spread throughout his back.

If he cared more, he would try to investigate why he hurt so badly now, but all he could think about was Connie.

Why had this even happened? Why would his mother's Room try to do something so horrifying as raise the dead?

He had been healing, slowly, from Connie's original death, but now he had to live through knowing that she had been put through unbelievable pain. That she had been brought back to life only to die again.

No, she's still alive. She's just in her gem. She has to still be alive.

He repeated the mantra to himself until the pain in his shoulder became too much to bear. He rolled over onto his side with Connie's gem held close.

His eyelids grew heavy as he tried to fight sleep.

She could reform and I wouldn't even be awake ...

As he drifted off to sleep, he thought he heard a soft song playing in his mind. A voice, not unlike his mother’s on the videos he had seen, singing in an ancient language. As the song entered his mind, the pain in his body lessened.

~

Garnet looked about the Burning Room for the bubble that contained the Topaz's remaining shards. They were aimless now. The missing piece no longer belonged to that gem.

She was about to take the bubble to the pit of lava to dispose of them when a vision struck her.

She paused and let the bubble float back up to the ceiling.

The shards would be useful in the future.

~

He had awakened with Connie's gem nestled next to his cheek. He stared at the translucent, pink gem shard, hoping to see some glimmer of life, but found nothing.

He was afraid to attempt dream walking. He didn't know what he would do if he found her gem to truly be empty.

He sat up in bed and stared at the shard. He wanted to speak to her but his throat hurt from crying. He gently cradled Connie's gem.

He barely noticed when Peridot sat down at the foot of the bed, looking down at the shard.

"Pearl is going to need to get into Rose's Room. She said that she might be able to see if Connie will regenerate using notes your mother had on early experiments ..." Peridot whispered. "I think she might need Connie's gem though ..."

Steven looked up at Peridot.

"I need to be with her. What if she comes back and I'm not there? She'll be confused or upset! What if she lashes out?"

What if she doesn't come back?

Peridot smiled sadly.

"I bet Pearl will let you stay for most of it ... but she did say there are some things she doesn't want you seeing yet ..."

With that, Peridot made her way down the stairs, glancing back to Steven. She needed to check on Jasper now.

Meanwhile, Steven sat on the bed looking at Connie's gem. The gem shard felt heavy in his hands as he turned it over.

The thought of trying to speak to her crossed his mind again, but he was still worried. He didn't want to even think of truly losing her.

What did it mean for him? Would he die if he poofed as well?

A troubling thought drifted into his mind and he quickly pushed it away.

If it didn't work for him ... If he didn't die when he was forced to retreat into his gem ... He would be even worse off.

As he stared at Connie’s gem, the pain returned. He was about to massage his shoulder when the song he had heard in the night popped into his mind. He couldn’t avoid humming it. As he hummed the tune, the pain seemed to lessen. It didn’t retreat fully, but it was bearable now.

He didn’t have time to wait and think about what had happened. He felt a pull in his mind to try and see if Connie was in her gem. He had to try.

He laid down and closed his eyes, holding Connie’s gem close and hoping he would see her.

~

She opened her eyes when she heard his voice.

She didn't expect to hear him and it frightened her at first. A part of her worried about the reason for his being there.

"Connie?"

She didn't see him at first, but she sensed him. She could feel him all around her and felt a calmness and warmth fill her. She didn't try to speak for a long time. She just enjoyed the sensation.

"Connie? Are you there?"

She wanted to answer, but she didn't know for sure if she even could. She looked around, hoping to see him.

She knew he was there.

"Connie ... I don't know if you're here but I miss you ..."

She missed him too. She remembered him. She remembered everything about him.

I wish I knew how to get to you ... I miss you too ...

She wondered if he could hear her. If she knew she was there.

She wanted him to hold her close. To help her and heal her.

It wasn't until she looked around that she realized she had no visible form now.

She wanted to cry but she couldn't produce the tears.

Steven ... please help me ...

~

He had felt the emotion even though he didn't hear her.

She was alive.

She was alive in her gem but something was wrong.

He felt Garnet sit down on the bed and opened his eyes, looking up at her.

"Did you see her?" Garnet asked.

"I ... I felt her, but I couldn't see her at all. It's like she was simply a presence in my mind ... Is ... Is she really gone, Garnet?" Steven whimpered.

Garnet paused.

She had seen several possible futures, the more that Steven had talked to Connie's gem. She could feel Connie's presence in the gem but it was weak. Uncertain.

There was a chance that Connie could come back. If she did, she would be back to her normal self but the corruption would still be there, She would have to learn to control her emotions more. She would have to learn how to keep from succumbing to it.

There was also a chance that Connie would not return. The gem shard was not whole. It was only a small remnant of a gem now. Something manufactured in a process not unlike repurposing a shattered gem.

The other shards were present, but they couldn't make the gem whole anymore. This could be what was stopping Connie.

Then Garnet had a thought. She couldn’t believe she hadn’t realized this before.

"Steven ... she doesn't know how to reform ..."

"What?"

"I don't know why I didn't think of that! She's still human. She doesn't have the innate knowledge of a gem with regards to reforming," Garnet continued. "We need to teach her, somehow ..."

"Can you enter her dreams?"

"No ... that seems to only be an ability that you and Rose share. You will need to tell her how to do it. You'll have to guide her."

"But I don't even know how!" Steven cried. "I don't even know if I could! Or if she could ..."

Garnet smiled and hugged him tightly.

"I can tell you how. You will need to know how to do it as well, anyway. If anything were to ever happen to you ..."

Garnet let the thought hang in the air between them. Steven understood, but a part of him was aching so badly now that he almost didn't care what happened.

He just wanted Connie back.

The door to the temple opened and Pearl and Priyanka stepped through.

"Steven?" Pearl asked. "Can you come down for a moment? Bring Connie's gem with you ..."

Steven nodded and looked up at Garnet once more before grabbing Connie's gem and taking her down the stairs. He took a deep breath, standing between Priyanka and Pearl, before he opened the door to his mother's room.

~

She felt his presence again and tried to find him.

She knew he was there, but she couldn't properly see him now. She tried to call his name again, but there wasn't anything to direct the sound.

She soon remembered something she had heard Steven mention once.

Gems were made of light.

Maybe she was made of light too.

She wasn't sure how she had done it, but she noticed that everything around her was much brighter. It was as if she was a beacon in the vast expanse that surrounded her.

"Connie?"

She soon found Steven running towards her. She wondered how he had made it in to her.

"Connie! How did you ... It's like looking into the sun!" He chirped. "Not in a bad way," he added.

She wanted to speak to him, but she was still unsure of how to do it.

"You ... you can't talk," Steven whispered, defeated. "Do you know that I'm even here?"

Connie wanted to tell him that she could see him. She wanted to tell him she could feel his presence with her and that it was the only thing keeping her going.

No words would form.

"I ... I'm trying to find out how to get you back, Connie. The room isn't giving me anything and I think they're all hiding something from me ... But I will help you, Connie. I promise."

She wanted to reassure him. She wanted to hold tightly onto him and tell him she was thankful that he was even trying to help her.

When she felt his presence fade, she wanted to weep.

She was alone again.

Lost and alone.

~

He shouldn't have sneaked in, but he needed to find out what was being hidden from him. He found it hard to believe that the Room really didn't have any definitive answers regarding the state of Connie in her gem.

As he walked into the Room, he could feel a chill creep down his spine. He looked around, searching for Connie's gem.

Seeing the amorphous blob of light that had to be Connie when he was dream walking had pushed him further into the goal of figuring out what was really happening. He soon found her gem, still suspended in the room.

"Room ... I need to know what happened in the human hybrid experiments. As Rose Quartz ... I need to know ..."

He could feel the tension in the room as it seemed to fight with it's own programming.

When it relented, he could feel his stomach lurch as he watched the footage. He had known that the gems were once responsible for horrific atrocities.

He didn't want to believe that his mother had been a part of it.

When he watched the final experiment, his heart sank.

The human in the experiment reminded him of Connie.

This could have happened to her.

It did happen to her.

When Steven returned out of Rose's Room, Garnet was the first to see him. She watched as he pushed past her holding Connie's gem close, tears streaming down his cheeks. She hadn't looked into the future to see what he would learn in the room, but as she watched him run out the door, she wished she had.

Before she turned to try and get the other gems, she felt a chill run down her spine. She should have seen the possibility of something like this happening, but she had been so distracted.

She thought she had seen something protruding from Steven's shoulder.

[malafight]

Yo just wanted to say I'm really enjoying your Jaspidot fic "I'm Not Paid Enough For This S**t". Not enough good Jaspidot authors out there and as an asexual it's kind of fascinating learning things about sex

Thank you!! ;w; I’m really glad you’re enjoying it! Fun story: I’m asexual as well! And irl incredibly sex-repulsed. But I love love love reading and writing about it!! When I got my job at the sex shop it was like heaven for me, tbh. I love teaching people about that sort of thing, especially since almost everything I know now I’ve had to seek out and learn on my own. If I can just help one person be more comfortable with their body or someone else’s, then I feel like I’ve made a difference.

I’ve since lost that perfect job for Reasons, but I’m gonna keep the fic going. I’m just in a less-than-stellar place rn and am currently just trying to keep my head above water. I miss writing So Much though aaaaaaaaa

[malafight]

man i really miss when steven universe got me all excited and happy

now it mostly fills me with dread

and the only thing keeping me in the fandom comes down to jaspidot and aus, mostly jaspidot aus

i want the special interest that saved my life back please

[malafight]

[Drabbles] Crystalline Synergy

Drabbles updated for Jaspidot Sunday! A little early.

[Stargazing]

"You can see Homeworld's galaxy from here," Peridot said as she came up behind Jasper, the metal disc she used to get on top of the lighthouse settling down quietly.

Jasper glanced over at her, exhaustion in her eyes, but didn't protest as the smaller gem sat down beside her. She returned her gaze to the star-speckled sky.

"Do you miss it?" Peridot asked after a long silence. Jasper took in a deep breath and let it out as a long sigh, closing her eyes and shaking her head.

"Being the best of the worst doesn't mean much of anything."

[Cloudwatching]

Jasper's shadowed face crossed into Peridot's range of vision, one eyebrow raised.

"What are you doing?"

Peridot raised her hands to squish Jasper's cheeks for a moment.

"Watching the clouds move. They make shapes. If you'll lie down with me I'll show you."

Jasper straightened up with a huff and looked at the sky before shrugging and laying down next to Peridot. Logically, she knew that the rotation of the Earth was what was making the clouds track across the sky, but Peridot seemed to be enjoying herself.

She didn't move for hours, comfortable and enjoying the show and Peridot.

[Commission Me!!] [Buy me a coffee?]

[malafight]

Hey, just so you know your howl story is missing the jaspidot tag on AOO. Since it doesn't have the best search function you are possibly missing a lot of readers who would die for some jaspidot action.

Wait, seriously? I could have sworn I had it under Jaspidot! Thank you, I’ll fix it right now!!