#miserably explaining to the poor scholarships yes i am latino no i do not know spanish. she didnt want 4 year old me to experience racism | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

takekawa · 10 months ago

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doing college stuff scholarships etc etc reminds me of how fucking ludicrously hilarious my ethnicity and familial line is. -maternal grandfather is from SOMEWHERE in yugoslavia but my mother apparently just never fucking knew where specifically which in like. regards to yugoslavia in particular is kinda fucking important like the place doesnt fucking exist anymore and i dont know where the FUCK he wouldve been from now. -no earthly fucking clue what tribe my argentinian native... great? great great? grandmother was despite it being, obviously, very important to that side of the family considering that entire side were all forreal respected spiritualists. my best guess is 'one somewhere near buenos aires, maybe?' and 'one somewhere... north..?'. -literal no fucking clue what my biological peepaws ethnicity is outside of 'ASIAN' bc my mother doesnt fucking kn

#blue moon personal post #WHY DOES SHE ONLY HAVE APPROXIMATELY KNOWLEDGE OF ALL THIS SHIT #GIRL I KNOW MORE ABOUT *YOU*#miserably explaining to the poor scholarships yes i am latino no i do not know spanish. she didnt want 4 year old me to experience racism #(STILL DID.)#i know SOMEONE in my grandfather/great grandfather/etc line died mysteriously at sea and one also died right after my birth #but i dont know which or if its the same person. i like to think the sheer force of my ominous birth sunk that boat

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