#miserablelife

[whatthefuckisasweep]

eating pieces of ham in tiny tiny tiny bits like a chipmunk due to not being able to eat solid stuff whole from my surgery lolol #miserablelife

[ventismacchiato]

we finally have the same time zones😇😇😇

#miserablelife #miserable #idontwannabehere #ihaveafrenchclass. #disaster #saveamy2022 #saveamy2023 #theresssnow.

we boutta never text again cus u have a properly sleeping schedule and i dont 🐺

FRENCH CLASS NOOOO 🥖

[breathingdark]

Alive

If I'm breathing, Babe!

Would you tell me how?

I'm not sure, Babe!

You gonna tell me now.

If I say to you, Honey!

this time don't laugh.

You loved me, right?

Or was it just funny?

If I don't say a word.

Would you speak to me?

Would you laugh for me?

or would you live for me?

Sometimes, but yeah sometimes honey!

I do look fine and alive.

Am I dead too?

You gonna tell me now.

[mitikovacs]

91/365

Change your mental attitude, and the world around you will change accordingly. Your world will become what you choose to make it. You can reach great heights of success, or you can settle for a miserable life that devoid of hope. The choice is yours. When you choose a positive course, you set in motion an unstoppable force that will allow you to have a fulfilling career, the love of your family and friends, good physical and mental health, and all of the other rude riches of life. To change your world, you must change it from the inside out. You must begin with yourself. When you choose the course that puts your life on positive track, you will change your life for the better, and you will also positively influence the people with whom you come in contract.   Peace&Love Miti Read the full article

[diedofperfection]

[shekinahwentz]

I get to just sit here and be miserable #MiserableLife https://www.instagram.com/p/B5U0_sSpRrf/?igshid=ufal5dhpaik6

[rkhaynarnna]

I’m really sick of this life, sick of everything... I want it all to be over, I want it all to be done... Why can’t it all be over..? Why can’t I go back in time and change something so maybe things would be different..? I hate this... I hate being mean and horrible always... I hate causing everyone so much stress... I hate ruining their lives... I hate wasting their time... I hate swearing so much... I hate saying such horrible hateful things... I hate not having any time in my head for anything else... I hate hating myself... I hate feeling like there’s “just no point” to live... I hate always comparing myself with others... I hate being. weak...I hate missing those who are don't care about me... I hate not having any hugs... I hate failing my exams... I hate being so lazy... I hate feeling so sad all the god damn time... I hate not wanting to get up in the morning... I hate feeling so dissociated... I hate having no motivation at all... I hate having no friends... I hate pushing everyone away... I hate being so angry sometimes for no reason... I hate people asking questions... I hate feeling panic over small things.... I hate feeling so overwhelmed always... I hate feeling guilty... I hate living each day for the next, waking up and wishing it was over, but going to bed and dreading tomorrow... I hate everything... I need it to stop... I need it gone... I need a life...but I really can't!!! #depressionkills #miserablelife #deepthoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwm6SZvFGjTkJgT6omFlfcV2XlGPigFMnG-YGY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=h7ib7os9kl8o

[arohaastro96]

Do you want to hear a joke? I’ll could be surrounded by a lot of people, but I’ll still be alone.

[socialsf]

#EasterEggRoll #WhiteHouse #saddest looking #firstfamily ever #whatadifferenceayearmakes hey #Barron #howaboutasmile #poorlittlerichboy it's a #miserablelife

[ziggyranks-blog]

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I think it's about time I do a Ziggy in concert ..... hmmmm #caribbeanlove #antigua #tempoturns10 #miserablelife @mr._tempo @temponetworks

[el-nyctophile]

I need a break from all the shit that’s going down in my life. Like a very long night clubbing hard and crazy and not give an F about the consequences. Yeah that’s not going to happen =.= #miserablelife

[darknightgloriousday]

The pupil dilates in darkness and in the end finds light, just as the soul dilates in misfortune and in the end finds God. Victor Hugo, Les Misérables

[sniperwolf3795]

One thing that urks me ...

I'm currently with my family right now and don't get me wrong , I love them , but I can't honestly say this trip has been the best . My grandpa's wife isn't a terrible person or anything , but the woman's going to drive me insane . I'm just trying to consume my drink and next thing I know I hear her say "Taylor don't you spill that drink on the floor" ... dude , wasn't planning on it . It's been this way all weekend and I'm sorry to just drop this off in everyone's feeds but hey , someone was going to receive this from me .

[stellersseaeagle-blog]

Misery

Last night I decided to google that woman’s name once again. The fact that I want to hurt myself over and over is another story, which we may get to it later. So, I googled her and I found that she works at a UofT lab building, which a few days ago, we drove by. He had found a monitor on Kijiji and the seller asked him to come there for pick up. When we got there, he started to give me some explanation about the building. He said UofT students research about cancer and stuff like that in that building. Last night, when I saw that she works there, I got devastated. It was her who gave him all those information. It felt like they were not only sex partners, but also there was an emotional bound. They talked to each other. They talked about their lives, their daily activities, everything... It was killing me. All these time, I thought our relationship is great, because we are best friends and we talk about everything. I thought I’m special for him, no matter if he cheated on me with several women, there was no connection between them and it was all about physical attraction and sex. But last night, I found out it wasn’t just me who was his best friend. This guy was like that with everybody.

Now I’m questioning everything. Does he really love me? Or is this just because I’m easy and he can keep me while finding another person is hard! Is there anything making me different from other women for him? And many more questions in my mind... I thought I have to talk to him about my feelings. But I promised him to never mention what happened again. I don’y want to open a wound, which is healing, or at least I think it’s healing. But is this gonna heal if I never talk about it? If my questions remain unanswered? Should I talk to him about all this maybe a few months later and not now? I have no guts to talk about it, because I’m scared it will ruin the relationship. But, am I not gonna ruin myself without talking about it? Isn’t this scenario familiar to you? The way you kept all your thinking and feelings for yourself?

Today I searched up on how to get a one way ticket to another country and never come back! I just want to escape my miserable life. A life that I make it miserable myself, because of all the fears and insecurities... 

[loudlydeafeningface]

My dad's fairly fine on most days except when he's not. On those other days he can be cruel, selfish and downright abusive. Today was one of those days. Is it really our fault on how we dress? Even though the dresses we were wearing was covering every inch of our body. Or that the men on the sidewalk were staring at us? They were staring at every passing women even those who were wearing an abaya(a full-length, sleeveless outer garment worn by some Muslim women.) To say that he wishes to bury us or cut our heads? Is that the kind of upbringing he's giving us? And what does he expect? That we will listen to him? Maybe we will. Yes, ofcourse we will but only out of pure fear. But in our hearts we will never be able to accept it. Maybe despise it too. Again these questions arise in my mind. Is this the kind of upbringing he has given us? And is this the kind we will end up giving our kids too?

[teddynanabear]

Silhouette. #miserablelife #misscarriagebleeding #seconddayofmiserable #silhoutte (at jalan usj 2/4g)