#miserable psychotic fucking idiot im so tired of being this way
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#miserable psychotic fucking idiot im so tired of being this way#don't know how to express to people that it doesn't go anywhere good from here.#there's not going to be any buildup to anything good in my life that there'll be no grand crescendo or zenith it's passed it's already gone#from here it's a glacial decline and it's unbearable. there's no comfort in anything anymore it's all just. this. stagnant and exhausting.#can't bring myself to keep going for that or stagnation or for life staying as is. this will kill me. i am not going to be here for long.#it's exceptionality or im going to die and the former was always a pipe dream.#i can't live so what else is there.#to all things an end.
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