#miserable i can’t smoke cigarettes i’m breaking down i’m nearly out of weed im exhausted in general im just
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turns out it’s probably a small fracture ❤️ gotta call orthopedics tomorrow to make sure it’s nothing worse 🤩
#stream#i’m literally just#can i go a single year without going to the fucking er or a health problem of some kind#like oh my god#so i’m just going to break something every year#like ok thanks once i hit 30 im going to b the fish in the full body cast w glass jones & paper skin#like physically mentally & emotionally my body has been broken down#& i fucking HATE asking for help or getting help like#i fully intended on coming home today & doing laundry & shit but i fucking can’t bc i can barely stand#i’m hopping around 1 legged i’m in this fucking brace so i can’t bend my knee at all i’m fucking immobile & i rely entirely on my family & i#fucking hate it im absolutely fucking miserable like i HATE having to be dependent#but now i’m having to accept the help bc i physically cannot do anything & i feel fucking worse bc i’ve such a bad attitude bc im fucking#miserable i can’t smoke cigarettes i’m breaking down i’m nearly out of weed im exhausted in general im just#y’all#like i can’t do this anymore 😭😭😭#like ok i can’t have my health i can’t have my sanity bro i can’t even have MONEY what CAN I HAVE#AGENCY ?? GONE#anyway#i cant even fucking drink w the amount of ibuprofen i’m taking now#lord knows my stomach can’t take THAT#IT CANT TAKE ANYTHING SINCE SHE GOT WRECKED TOO
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