#misc music

[izzyience]

hi i made another game style-accurate remix because i had a nsmbds itch i needed to scratch, this time i remixed nsmbwii's jungle theme to sound like it came from nsmbds!

[comicscdcollection]

Oops, I didn't plan on skipping 4 months of posting! So this year we're doing it in seasons where I share a post every 4 months instead of every month. We'll just pretend I did it on purpose that way lol. I have been so busy with school this year! It's been very fun and exciting to be working on things that I'm passionate about, even if they do take up a lot of my time! I just signed up for my fall classes, which is kind of funny since that won't be until August, but I guess planning ahead has always been my thing. Working on doing more CD posts since I'll be moving back home again for the fall. I hope everyone's been doing good, tell how your winter has been in the notes! I'd love to hear.

Under the cut are my monthly playlists for anyone who's interested!

[yowzeight]

Five Songs

thank you for the tag @napoleonsloveletter also your list was bangers only<3

cinderella undercover - oingo boingo

ritual - waterparks

feed me to the lions - adam & the ants

monday morning - pulp

all over the world - elo

tags [no pressure, also i only have like three people i interact with aksmsmsm] @thekenobee @letsflypige0n @hey-scully-itsme

[feshsticks]

girl HELP it is 3 in the a.m. right now and i am SOBBING bawling over murray gold's discography and i know for a fact there is no-one i can earnestly pour this onto but jesus christ. being crushed to death would be less painful than this

[boltlightning]

do allow me, will you? ➢ THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965)

[pablo-diablo]

albums that I've recently listened to

for the first time and

enjoyed <3

titles - artists under the cut

So Much (for) Stardust - Fall Out Boy The Greatest Hits: Why Try Harder - Fatboy Slim Embruxo - baiuca Aquarium - Aqua

On Ice - Bambee Better Than Heaven - Stacey Q Rebecca Black Was Here - Rebecca Black Homogenic - Björk

Guilty Pleasure - Ashley Tisdale CONCIENTIA - Crusher-P Autobiography - Ashlee Simpson The Big Room - M2M

[stealingpotatoes]

star wars au: everything is the same but anakin plays supermassive black hole during the mustafar fight

your mind holy shit

[acid-ixx]

i’m kinda curious on whether or not the reader would continue going to college after they go back to the wayne manor. furthermore, i also remember the resder mentioning a small group of friend they had, will they stay in contact with them? how do the family react to them being so close with others? dudhjew i love this series you write so well.

— masterlist !

a/n: phew i finally get to answer asks !! yesterday was insane, me and my family swam on around 5 different beaches so i was outside for more than 12 hours with no wifi and the power keeps turning off in the house due to the weather so that's that. i love writing so this is a bit longer than i expected hehe. oh yeah i forgot to tell yall that in the timeline, the mc may be bruce's third child but they're actually younger than tim as he was adopted later on.

now, to answer. i don't think bruce, as your ever-so loving father, would agree to get you back to college once you're back (kidnapped) in the manor. he wouldn't directly say it, but with your current state of relationship towards your family, with just how much time they have lost not spending it with you, it's a given that bruce, your dad, and your siblings who are feral for any ounce of attention from you, would insist that you take... a very long vacation with just them.

after all, desire is one of the stronger emotions they feel towards you, and they grapple at anything you offer towards them. but they still want you to be happy, no?

so at first, they'll let you go to your classes (though you'd be heavily monitored everywhere. who knows what bad influences scurry the area, right? barbara and tim take turns watching through the live feed of your college) but that's only if, and only if the uni's timetable allows for a flexible schedule with your family after. that means, if you're stubborn enough (which bruce understands, because "bruce! you allow damian to go to school so why can't i?!" and he's willing to give his baby the world after he finally hears them say his name) and still wish to continue the course you're working so hard for, one you had attained a full scholarship for, then go ahead!

though they can't help it when the hours they're supposed to get to know you better are taken away from them. for now, you'll have a taste of freedom before it's ultimately taken away from you.

but until then, you'll have to learn how to balance school life with family life. because even if there would be no more crappy apartment to go home to, even if you actually get a full meal instead of cheap, microwavable oven meals and dollar priced ramen, even if you still get to pursue your dream course— it's undeniable that the moment you leave your uni's doors, you'd be picked up by dick, tim, and even your youngest brother damian fucking wayne driving the car, to be escorted back to the manor strictly after classes. during the night, should you ever overstay for projects, it would be jason who'll greet you and allow you to ride his motorcycle; though that's only permissible if you have updated them a day before that you wouldn't be home before the curfew bruce has set up for you.

sometimes, it's your father who makes an untimely appearance with his well-known persona, brucie wayne. he'll greet all the people who pass by with a teethy smile, his big hand holding your stiff shoulders after he kisses your cheeks as a greeting. if you're out the door with your friends - friends who knew of your history of neglect, who told you they would always take your side - then he'll shake their hand, introduce himself with a charm that makes them question if what you've told them is true.

he presents himself with such an aura that's harmless, as if him and your other siblings who are spying by a bush aren't incapable of taking all friends down with just a punch to their face shall one of them speak up or dare tease you in front of them.

unfortunately for you, even some of your friends would be truly convinced that your father wasn't the same man you've told your lifelong stories about neglect. not when he makes a show of running his hand through his baby's head to comfort them whilst he talks to them, not when he cloaks your shoulders in his own work suit to make sure his child wouldn't feel the chilly weather, not when he takes all the time in his busy day to pick you up from school as he should've done all those years ago.

but who would believe you when it's obviously known by the public eye that bruce loves his child, (name) wayne?

you know it's all fake, and it's scary for you, that he simply was able to make a cover up story to the journalists that his child's lack of presence to the public is him merely wishing to shield them from the disgusting media, no?

now that you're older, he says, he would want to make a show of his undying grip over you, that his gleeming eyes that hold multiple threats towards the people in your campus is simply his overprotectiveness as your father, that if they ever harm you or dare question your family's overprotective nature towards you; they'd be gone by the very hands that sworn to protect gotham.

it's all fake, you tell yourself.

but what isn't false are his intentions to make you feel like you're part of the family now, no matter how much you kick, or fight, or scream; they'll always remind you that you're loved and always will be. it's both an apology and display of affection towards you.

it doesn't matter if your uni is on the other side of gotham, you're always coming home to them and that's final. at least you know they still have an ounce of empathy for you to continue having friends (and a boyfriend that they've no knowledge of, yet), as long as they heavily monitor you...

... what you don't know, though, is that the moment you've fallen into the hands of danger— your father wouldn't hesitate pulling you out of college and instead settling for homeschooling. you have brilliant siblings, after all, and a father who had trained all over the world.

that's why hangouts with friends are unpermitted, you soon discover that only trying to beg bruce to at least be more flexible with your friends would only lead to even lesser chance of trying to find escape in your already stuffy life.

and don't even dare throw a tantrum about preferring your friends over them. if you even go as far as calling one of your friend's parents as an even better parent than bruce could be, that your friends are people you consider actual siblings, then you've guaranteed yourself a one way ticket to being locked up in the manor, permanently; with your father and your siblings, especially damian, trying to prove themselves that, no, you didn't just fucking say that, take it back.

you're going to witness a personal breakdown from damian. because no way do you prefer those scum over him! he's supposed to be your favorite, who are they to take his place?! you love him, you love them, you wanted attention from the family, didn't you?! you wouldn't be able to comfort him because he'd already wear his robin suit, ready to eliminate any of your friends who are younger than you because they don't deserve to be seen as your younger sibling, no matter if you had just blurted that out as retaliation for an argument.

what you had just said is serious, and bruce and dick wouldn't even try to stop that kid from slashing someone in broad daylight; dick choosing to cry and refusing to let you go from his arms as he babbles on about his delusional baby bird, trying his damn best to not let his temper get to him, trying so hard to not choke the ever living shit out of any of your older friends once you confess calling anyone of them your older brother— because him, jason, and tim are supposed to be the only ones you consider your older brothers, babybird!

hell, even tim and babs are already on the monitors ready to give damian each and every one of your friend's individual locations.

bruce especially, would be heartbroken that his child called someone else their father. that's his title. you calling him father, or dad, or papa, or any language that describes him to be your parental figure is the only thing keeping him sane. he hates it when his child only calls him bruce as if to describe a mere stranger, to which he knows he is to you— but it sounds wrong and it furthers the ache in his heart— and it's even worse if you chose to call someone else a father, chose anyone else than him as your dad.

batman is even more cruel in his patrol after your argument, punching the living hell out of any male criminals, picturing your voice playing over and over again calling them your father instead of him— it only makes him perceptive of jason's moral code. because what if you have fallen into the hands of anyone but him before he had come to take you back? he knows he isn't the best, was never there for you until now, but fuck, he needs to make it up to his child, and getting angry at you only worsens your already severed bond with him.

so you may expect a punishment, but it's already punishment towards you when you're now isolated inside the manor with only the presence of your siblings to comfort you throughout the nights where it gets too lonely during patrol time. bruce would have more than an hour long talk with you in his study, forcing you to confess every single thought you have about him and your siblings. he tells you it's all unrecorded, that there's no cameras to watch over your one-on-one confrontation— he just wants his baby's opinion on everything so they could adjust to your every whim, but really, it's all just a matter of them wanting to dive deep into your very thoughts like the invasive creatures they are.

the worst part of it all, is that nobody even dare mentions the names of your friends and their respective family. they listen to anything you say, because you already barely talk, but the moment you mutter about missing them, the topic would be shunned down by something, anything else. whether that'd be damian deciding that his older sibling should paint with him, or dick inviting you to watch him perform his acrobatic stunts.

it's a distraction you know you're susceptible to, because they all wish to take your thoughts away from those scum, as damian calls them, and instead have you focus on them, your actual family. those people are nothing to you, now that they're out of the picture.

... you should've chosen to be homeschooled instead of unintentionally getting your friends killed.

[gelphiegifs]

Gelphie + shitposts

[izzyience]

made one more game style-accurate remix for nsmbds, this time of nsmbwii's snowy overworld theme!

[comicscdcollection]

I can't believe two months have gone by and I haven't been updating on here! I feel so silly. So to make it up, I'm doing a two month whammy. These months have been very life altering for sure! I moved out of my dad's house and started going to college, so that's a pretty big deal. and I saw 5sos live again! The last time I saw them was in 2016, so that was also very monumental for my personally. If you notice a lot of 5sos on these playlists, then that's why lol. I'm working harder than ever to get personal projects done while now attending college, and so far I've been doing okay! there's been some rough days, but overall, I've been doing much better than I was last year. We're all for improvements here! so yeah, thanks for hearing my update <3

[comicscdcollection]

thanks for the tag! some of this stuff is a bit dated from a few months ago but it definitely still stands:

Waves - Big Time Rush

God Knows - Knocked Loose

Motive - Ariana Grande ft. Doja Cat

Something More Original - Dead!

Your Love - Nicki Minaj

Words - Doves

God is a Woman - Ariana Grande

Mission: Impossible 2 - Bury Your Dead

Moonlight - Kali Uchis

River - Miley Cyrus

gonna tag my podcast buddies (like i always do lol) @rbquartz and @kalimarsii !

tagged by the brodyyy @jonathanssweatercollection u delightful little worm. first ten songs on my spotify on repeat playlist 🫡

1. heretic anthem - slipknot

2. welcome to paradise - green day

3. y'all want a single - korn

4. how's it gonna be - third eye blind

5. eeyore - slipknot

6. pineapple upside down - queef jerky

7. this is a call - foo fighters

8. good for you - third eye blind

9. everything ends - slipknot

10. negative creep - nirvana

tagging @half-doomed @comicscdcollection @sinclarsupremacy @ur-bro @longtimelie @browncesario @unholyverse @softnsquishable @magdaclaire and @dilsdoes music upon ye

[devil-dolls-moodboards]

Goth & Post-Punk (+ Skinny Puppy) Pins

[feshsticks]

hi apparently it’s that time of the year again where i go batshit insane over a certain song. it’s incoherent, i don’t care, i need to get it outta my head

ballad of dwight fry, alice cooper. starting the thing off with nursery rhyme-like notes? yes yes, AND it’s repeats, building, looping, ominous and whimsical throughout. warped, distressed chords ESPECIALLY after screaming session #1. tired confusion: “think i lost some weight there..?” stuttering over giving back the child’s playthings, really conveying the POV. and it goes without saying, the I GOTTA GET OUTTA HERE’s, MAN, i remember when i first heard this song and that, THAT was the moment when i knew it was something else. the DISTRESS. the broken, cracked voice!! the DESPERATION!! the childlike tone of commenting on the choking man, but the attitude of complete apathy, even smugness. and then!! THEN!! as it all comes together at the end, the SCREAMING over the last chorus, I DIDN’T WANNA BE, DON’T TOUCH ME

FUCK YEAH

[galedekarios]

dragon age: the veilguard - gameplay teaser song

shared by ghil dirthalen

[boltlightning]

THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965)