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[official-misa]

Heya~! I’m Misa Amane, but a lot of people call me Misa Misa because that’s what I go by for modeling!

I’m a professional model by day, loving girlfriend to @yagami-raito0 always <3

I probably should have been on here before in case anyone was pretending to be me, but it Tumblr isnt super big in Japan, but I’m here now!

Im single, but don’t be weird and obsessive if you’re trying to pursue anything!

I love talking with fans, so feel free to send me asks about anything, just don’t be creepy!

I’m not supposed to talk about it much, but Ryuzaki and Light have been, so I feel fine mentioning it, I’m maybe a bit involved in the Kira Case…but I didn’t do it, alright?!

Anyways I think that’s everything you need to know, love you guys!

(Affiliated blogs: @official-l @yagami-raito0 @official-mello @nearriverofficial @rue-ryuzaki-official @matt-jeevas-official )

Hey guys….its mod luci again lmao

We really needed a Misa blog for plot reasons, and an anon offered but never followed up, so I’ve taken the position. If you are interested, let me know and maybe we can talk about you talk this blog over?

Onto blog info!

This blog is currently roughly during the Yotsuba arc

Adding this here: The Keiko AU is separate from anything else, do not include its lore in the main lore, or vice versa.

NSFW asks are allowed, but they will be tagged for those who don’t want to see them

Ship wise, lawlight is endgame, but Misa and Light and currently together! Very open to a variety of Misa ships, whatever comes up naturally : )

Blog uses she/her, mod uses she/they

[official-misa]

I do not! I only get highlights!

This was not how I wanted to meet one of Ryuzaki’s friends!

actually it was about misa. she outlived all of you AND gave away half her lifespan TWICE. And had TWO shinigami in love with her so hard they died.

That doesn’t count. She bleaches her hair.

[kiyomitakada]

i was on a "thinking about ryuk" kick earlier and. i get the appeal of saying he's the only one who sees light in his entirety — it makes perfect sense, he's the one who light monologues to about his grand plans, he's the one who light stays with practically 24/7 for five years — but i don't think it's completely true?

ryuk to me has this tendency to assume that light is straightforwardly malicious (see: he thinks light was lying when light says he'll avenge his father if soichiro ever gets killed by kira, he doesn't really get why light wants to do things like reveal his location to L until light explains he wants to eliminate L entirely, he takes the "i wish i had wings" thing seriously as though it's supposed to be part of light's Master Plan instead of a little quirk that light was clearly feeling vulnerable about, he's surprised when light isn't willing to kill sayu in the second arc). like there's real fondness for light in there as well, he congratulates light for getting into college for instance, but i don't really feel like ryuk has ever. understood him fully. he's trying, he gets better at it over time, but he does have a bias.

and i think, also, that this is because ryuk has another tendency to assume that light is just like him.

which makes sense, because light is the one who offers up "i was bored, too" as a genuine point of commonality between them. and then ryuk jumps to "you know, you'd make a really good shinigami!" and "hey light do you want the eyes" and then at the end "we eased each other's boredom for quite a while." he does notice when light is acting weird and tries to adjust his viewpoint (he goes ! when light starts doing his "i've never been so humiliated in my whole life" thing) but given that he only figures out light genuinely cares for his sister when he refuses to sacrifice her, after five years of watching this whole family dynamic, i don't think he ever actually gets there.

which is. sad. it's really goddamn sad. you know you're really fucked when even the demon haunting you can't figure you out

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

just remembered that i can draw literally whatever i want forever

[official-misa]

Yes, there is! The task force is having a Halloween party, and I wanted to invite Ryuzaki’s friends, since I didn’t know he had any until he went to visit Mello! …he was kinda mean at first but we moved past it

I’m Light’s girlfriend, if that helps! Has Ryuzaki told you about him? I don’t know what he tells people about the case, or if you’ve seen them since…well if you have you would know!

Hiiii! You’re Mello’s boyfriend, right?

I’m Misa Amane, nice to meet you! Has he invited you to the Halloween party yet?

- @official-misa

Oh hi, yeah I am

There's a party? When? He probably did but I'm not good at paying attention

[applestorms]

i was just gonna leave this as a comment, but my response started spiraling sooooo. guess i'm makin' this a full on post lol =3=" uhh anyways, responding to @skyborneveggie's tags on this post:

#really good analysis #always here for high-functioning depression light takes #i want to add; while Light is better at reading & manipulating people in the moment he also tends to overlook some things in the long run #because of his superiority complex #like his father volunteering for the eyes in matsuda's place #and matsuda in the ending. As much as i like to think of matsuda as wholesome- #-i do think if light played his cards right he could have manipulated him over to kira's side #but he didn't because he didn't think matsuda was important in the grand scheme of things

very good points!! about matsuda in particular— it’s interesting in retrospect how consistently he’s set up as a side character, particularly with how he is almost always immediately pushed off to the side despite that. like, alongside soichiro, he’s really the first member of the JTF we see pre-lind l. tailor (in the anime, anyway. in the manga it’s a bit more ambiguous, though matsuda definitely shows up to mention KIRA bringing the crime rate down in ch.3, still quite early).

he’s always the one counterpoint within the group, playing devil's advocate in a way with how he brings up the pro-KIRA side of things, yet as you say light underestimates him So consistently that he even ends up evolving into a full on joke/shakespearean fool character by yotsuba, which is really what makes his actions in the end so incredibly significant.

i distinctly remember reading that section where aizawa & mogi are getting more deeply involved with near and, in the case of aizawa in particular, are starting to genuinely consider the possibility that light might be KIRA, and just getting sooooooo so SO goddamn suspicious of what matsuda was doing. this was in part because i already had some spoilers about the ending, specifically about matsuda shooting him, but goddamn do his actions start looking suspicious when you begin taking him seriously as a threat. like, while aizawa is starting to live through his own psychological horror novel come to life, realizing that the innocent kid & strong leader he's been taking care of & following all this time might actually have been the fucking serial murderer they've been after for literal Years, here's what matsuda is up to in the background:

(light's face here. fuckin freak LMFAO)

(this one is particularly notable to me as it shows that even aizawa underestimates him— it's not just light, it's the whole damn team. even ryuk joined in earlier.)

(and of course, my absolute favorite example. the contrast between their expressions alone here is absolutely golden all on its own, but matsuda's heartfelt "don't worry, light!! i'll never betray you!!!" in comparison to THIS only makes it all the more juicy:

like, light doesn't even bother responding to him until he's got a goddamn bullet in his hand. he just sits there confident in the expectation that matsuda will lick his soles like a dog. jesus fucking christ.)

anyways, as i was saying: he's mostly just doing a bunch of dumb shit, making silly jokes in the background, fucking around with ryuk and being written off as an idiot by most characters, especially light but again also aizawa and ryuk. AND YET. he is Always hanging around over light's shoulder, lurking somewhere behind him in almost ever panel he shows up in, perfectly innocent to the point where it's can almost be more off-putting than if he were outwardly, actively questionable. like, this panel in particular, and i mean goddamn, just look at it again:

it hits So Hard in retrospect, not just because matusda is the one to shoot light in the end, possibly being his cause of death had ryuk not stepped in when he did, but also because it's true. as incredibly fucking suspicious as this panel may seem if you are armed with the knowledge that matsuda does, eventually, end up being the one to shoot light, it's equally easy to write it off as normal dumbass matsuda behavior because that is Exactly What It Is. and you would be right!! matsuda is trusting of light to a fault— when he eventually breaks, it is Not due to his own betrayal. it's the evidence of light's. and not just of his manipulation of the task force, for years and years and years on end— it's soichiro's death specifically that finally makes matsuda lose his faith in him.

the idea that light could've manipulated matsuda over to KIRA's side had he just tried a little harder is fascinating, but i think i can also understand why he didn't exert any more effort— it was kinda unnecessary. for basically the entire story, from the moment matsuda is formally introduced, to the minute light breaks and admits he's actually KIRA, matsuda is one particularly dedicated conversation away from being a full-on KIRA supporter— or so light believes, anyway. and he's probably not that far off.

really, i'm of the opinion that it's matsuda's existence as this KIRA-sympathetic figure in the task force in the first place that causes light to believe so strongly that he could eventually convert the entire JTF over to the side of KIRA— possibly even saving all of them their lives in the process. like, as i've said before, for all that light monologues about how he's Definitely Going To Kill The Task Force, Don't Worry, I Can And Will Do It When I Have To, he. never actually does it. instead, light goes through all the trouble of keeping the JTF strung along behind him for more than half a decade following L's death, holding on to all of these strings of his former life even when they are almost undoubtedly more of a pain than they're worth. unable to kill his father, unable to kill misa, unable to kill matsuda— even when he directly tries to.

i forget which post this was on, but i believe someone pointed out before that potentially a major part of light's grief following soichiro's death comes from the fact that he springs a shock on him at the last minute before passing: soichiro never stopped suspecting his son. when he sees light's lifespan above his head his first thought is to be relieved, because the question he's held at the back of his mind for Years has finally been undoubtedly assuaged. light is desperate to believe up until the end that he can make the world truly and genuinely pro-KIRA; his final actions in the moments of clarity before he starts begging at ryuk's feet for his life involve an enthusiastic speech as he makes one final bid at converting the JTF and SPK to join him and believe in his vision of Justice.

and yet. he never quite gets mastuda.

never bothered? or never could? perhaps a bit of both, but it's a fascinating character progression nonetheless, and easily one of the most interesting arcs in the series. poor, poor mastuda, indeed.

sidenote: this is a somewhat half baked thought, but i can't help but make a somewhat minor connection between light's treatment of matsuda and his treatment of misa, as well as his relationship with takada. like, let's think through the list of his main (human) supporters throughout the series, the ones who end up taking on the title of KIRA themselves: in the first half, misa, in the second, takada & mikami. if we add matsuda to this list, we get two mirroring pairs: misa & matsuda for the front half of the series, takada & mikami for the latter.

light's treatment of each of these pairs is quite different, despite the fact that they all essentially fulfill the same purpose to him: misa & mikami act as KIRA's eyes, killing those light is unable/unwilling to himself, while takada & matsuda fill the role of KIRA's spokesperson, albeit to very different audiences. thus each half of each pair executes a different side of KIRA's ideology: misa & mikami the practical side, becoming killers themselves, and takada & matsuda the persuasive side, pointing out the positive influences KIRA's actions have had on the population to The People and the rest of the task force respectively.

it's not quite as simple as i've laid out here, of course— tadaka eventually ends up killing before she dies at light's hand herself, misa lives as light's partner until she loses her memories and never quite recovers, mikami becomes quite static, just playing at a killer for Appearances, until his actions eventually end up accidentally betraying light and leading to his downfall. yet it still seems notable to me that despite light treating takada & mikami noticeably better for the majority of the time that he's working with them, those two are the ones who eventually end up dead, betrayed and betrayer respectively. yet, in the case of misa & matsuda... for all that light degrades them and treats them like shit, those two are the ones that get to live on past him while remaining stubbornly loyal until the end, until light's own actions twist back and smack him in the head.

i think perhaps part of the reason why light never ends up converting matsuda is not just his own ego blowing Shit outta proportion and assuming that matsuda will either very easily convert/is too much of a dumb liability to even bother with, but also light's own discomfort with having followers at all. like, it really takes him that full time skip to get fully on board with the idea that people will Submit to KIRA, despite the fact that he logically must know how necessary that is. light wants the recognition and love and commitment of other people, but he doesn't necessarily want the responsibility of their own stupid actions— a sentiment perhaps reflected in how easily he kills criminals, seeing their "evil" as something to be Purged, an annoyance just as much as a liability for the happiness of the Good, Pure People of the world.

as i've outlined before, misa is the main person who's enthusiastic submission consistently gets on light's nerves and icks him the fuck out, but i can't help but wonder if this same reaction applies at least in part to his distaste of matsuda. it's easier to get away from matsuda at least, considering he doesn't have to play the Good, Heterosexual Boyfriend around him, but that doesn't mean it isn't still somewhat present either. this also gets interesting if you start considering lawlight dynamics during yotsuba as well, and L's similar (if somewhat more overt, even) dislike of matsuda during that era BUT. that'll perhaps have to wait until another essay lolol =3=

[kenneduck]

HAPPY V-DAY!!!

To my fellow single bitches, I declare myself your Valentine!!! (Platonically I’m Aro/Ace). But I will hold your hand and we can be single bitches together. Now get over here, so I can cuddle you and explain the many reasons I love the live action Netflix Death Note movie.

[i-love-my-dorks-and-simps]

death doodles!! (more wg content upcoming dw)

[teddybeartoji]

i don't even wanna think about the ego boost he gets when he makes me laugh

[official-misa]

Going out for tonight, need to get my mind off things and just have fun!

I wanted post to a photo of what I’m wearing, since you guys don’t see me in clothes outside of what I’m modeling!

[kiyomitakada]

if youre wondering why all the L i wrote this event feels kind of off the axis of normal L its because i had a crisis about L characterization for the entire month of march but i did it off screen so none of you will be subjected to my rantposting

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

honestly yagamane is just as compelling as any other toxic dn ship but you yaoi obsessed freaks could never understand….

[official-misa]

I thought we were starting to get along!

And it’s natural, I proved it, I would get my stylist to tell you, but clearly talking to someone of that talent is above you if you are going to be mean :<

To think I was going to give you some clothes I thought you would like from a shoot I was doing…

And it’s Misa, not whatever stupid names you said

i need to know, are you a natural blonde or is it dyed?

All natural, baby... Unlike that other bitch... What's her name again? Mira? Mina?

@official-misa

[elytrafemme]

i've only seen one episode of death note in full versus baz has seen death note like a million times and we have begun Death Note Fridays and my first major takeaway is that i had no idea how much those two men really did just like, Neuroses at each other like that. the tennis scene is maybe one of the funniest things i have ever seen in media. (but also, death note is really good so far, and i am so excited about misa :3)

[numbuh424]

death note adaptations peaked in 2015 when these two came out months apart from each other.

[misachi]

Hey, are y'all sleeping on He Who Fights With Monsters ? I got the first audiobook about a year ago as a gift and I've been absolutely hooked ever since.

I'll try to keep it short, but it's a well narrated RPG-like fantasy story that is filled with characters you will come to know and love, as well as some of the best banter I've ever encountered.