#mis-csoi-llaneous

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i was typing down an analysis of wicked phases a while ago and i got distracted by a friend and then i remembered i have a lecture to write down and then i got distracted by my own daydreaming for my ocs and then i got distra

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I GOT MY EXAM RESULTS BACK AND I GOT A PERFECT IN THREE SUBJECTS MATH ENGLISH AND TLE IM GONNA CRY

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im alive but not thriving. who decided to make our examination days be next week Wednesday to Friday, we just finished our school fair and it wasnt exactly as much fun as compared to the last one we had which was like two years ago, even the parents were appalled at how early the examinations were, i cant remember a single thing we discussed but im great at faking it till i make it

in mairuma news, i havent caught up to the anime at all but im keeping up with the manga and boy oh boy im excited

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i finished writing a 900 word eulogy for an english assignment and it was for an oc ive been fixating on the past week very superb

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what do you mean todays christmas eve and tomorrows christmas

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im superbly sleepy coffee is a scam i drink willingly, for the taste

im also probably not gonna be as active nor respond to anything for a while due to school projects, but ill hop on tumblr every now and again💛

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hi hello heres my costume(s)

cw: my face (/hj)(its covered by a face mask but u can see half my face), semi-religious imagery ig bc it's kind of a biblically accurate angel

this post is, very skippable u can go on with your day i just felt the need to share💀

that first photo was taken by the school photographer i didnt even notice she was taking a photo of me

costume 360, look at all those eyes

for the united nations theme, i went in a gakuran (male japanese school uniform) and coincidentally my barber cut my hair in a way that when it lays flat it looks like a bowlcut, decided say This'll Be Fun and went as kageyama shigeo from mob psycho 100

spot the difference

the joy and giddiness i felt when i went HUH I LOOK LIKE HIM was unreasonable since it made me hop in place while doing jazz hands

i got recognized as shigeo by a classmate who watched the anime it was very veyr very cool and nice iasdfkjbgnh

a handful of my classmates wanted to take a picture with me and even some from other sections it was very weird being noticed, and i got called 'gwapo' and 'pogi' which translates to handsome and i, do not know how to feel about that in a way that's means in the most polite way: 'What *disbelief*'

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process of creation of my (biblically accurate) angel costume: days 1-4

the sketch

the crafting

painting

the gold paint was actually gold colored! i was shocked and amazed because i thought my mom was just going to buy a nice shade of yellow so i was so amazed seeing it shine

though it dried too quickly, a few strokes in and its already clumping up together and water also clumps it together, so we have to buy some paint thinner to see if that would work. neither my mom and i have no idea what type of paint it is too so heavily hoping the paint thinner works💛

so far this is what i've made in the span of 6 days! time wise it would probably be like, halved? monday to tuesday i only had the afternoon to work with so its one whole day, wednesday to friday i only worked for a couple of hours

day 1, oct.10-11: drawing the concept, making the wings, making mass amounts eyes

day 2, oct 12-14: making MORE eyes because, eyes, cutting down sticks for the halo's 'shining light',

day 3, october 15: making the halo, plus more eyes, and some adjusting and visualizing

day 4, october 16: painting

im very, very excited to see how this will turn out💛💛 i'll probably stand out from my class seeing as angels are more commonly known as human-like with white robes and wings, as well as saints being an alternate costume to the angels we'll be going as, but this is the one time i'll be more than happy to be the center of attention

i usually hate being noticed and i'm very not used to being acknowledged, being known as the quiet student who's kinda smart. back when i was younger i was also known as the art kid, and when online classes began, i faded even more into the background (not that i minded i was pretty ok with online classes) and currently, not many people know that i draw. but now that we're learning face-to-face, i'm displaying my craftsmanship and creativity proudly, like i accomplished my class introduction of describing myself as creative, i'll confirm to them and to myself that i AM creative (when given some motivation and within interest)

the next update on this costume will probably be after i finish making the headband or so!<3 i'll probably end up infodumping about the inspiration behind the concept and design, but time will tell when i make the post

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first day of classes post-exams and already got hit with two projects to do! not fun

what IS fun is that the school is holding a costume day on the 27th and 28th! first theme is saints and angels, to which i already have a plan on how im doing that 👀 and the second is united nations! not sure how to do that though

ill probably post updates on the angel costume im really liking how its starting out, hoping it'll look as good as im hoping it would be ✨

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sembreak just started i finished one embroidery patch, caught up on mob psycho 100 and mairuma season 3, and my facebook account got hacked and i sent at l e a s t 50 people the link where i got hacked so i spent 1 hour unsending and deleting conversations with people i havent talked to in years and changed my password 2 times

anyways how are yall doing

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sorry for suddenly disappearing for a week school dumped exams and projects into my hand</3

i'll start posting again real soon though dont worry! i also finished watching episode 1 of the third season and it was absolutely lovely

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writing something for an assignment rn and i forgot how to write in cursive i have a google image pulled up on how to write in cursive directions and using a pencil to write down what im gonna pass before using a ballpen to have a guideline i despise cursive

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the lens popped out of my glasses frame and ive been going the whole day without glasses

my eyes feel so tired

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god i hate school uniforms

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when we have a roleplay for our english subject and i get the role of the mother: very obvious discomfort :(

when we have a shortage of boys and im the only one in the group that can pass as a boy: :D

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we had an activity for hra today and we pick a number and that number has a question with it and the first person chooses who goes next and i didnt get picked next because i dont have friends (lmao) and maam just chose me to go next bc people were running out of things to say and i say 20 the question was "whats a weird thing your recommend others to do" and im very plain and i dont do anything and maam chooses another question for me and that question was "If i could switch genders would i and for how long"

and i just found it funny that she chose that question for me, bc im agender they/he and its just rlly funny bc we've seen each other face to face and she knows i'm afab due to class numbers being separated into boys and girls, and have a barbers cut and can be easily mistaken as a dude if it werent for prior knowledge

im not out yet except to friends and family but the closet is so clearly glass and see-through you can ask me abt it and i'll answer truthfully and ofc i said "Yeah i would" and i was asked why and i remembered Oh Yeah Whats A Cis Explanation For This and i said "Para masaya lang po (Just to be happy/try it)" and asked for how long and I just "Uh whenever"

yeah

just found it funny and thinking if maam asked that question specifically bc she's side-eyeing my appearance or if it rlly was just randomly chosen