#minus. everything wrong with chris chan probably

[paranormeow7]

cishet youtube video guys ridiculing some horrible internet lolcow who also happens to be queer or autistic or something when they realize people like them are what made them so awful to begin with

[ssickabit]

Happy 100 followers :) also bangchan 9 ❣

[8.50 am]

“have you ever tried skating before?”

it was, a usual winter morning, where Bangchan spent his day with his girlfriend. after eating breakfast, they decided to stay on the dining table, doing each other’s activity. the question was out of nowhere for him. Bangchan looked up from his laptop to his girlfriend who sit across him, drinking her coffee. he furrowed his eyebrows for a second. “nope ... i haven’t, i guess? why?”

she scrolled through her phone—probably reading something up to date from the sns then answering him. “you know the park down the block that we used to visit when we’re sneaking at night?”

he chuckled, “yeah, what’s with that?”

“the river is freezing. we can go skate on it.”

their eyes met each other. the differences are real; how her expression saying something like, ‘let’s go’ but his was, ‘are you for real?’. they laughed seconds after to the idea of her. “but we don’t have that, you know, skating shoes,” he said to her.

“it’s okay, we just have to walk on it.”

“what if the ice layer is thin and it crack when we walk over it?”

“no problem, you’ll catch me anyway.”

“what if i’m not?” he said teasingly, then proceeding to work again on his laptop. she turned down and said, “come on, Chris. you’re no fun!”

Chan laughed when she dragged him to wear the coats and go out. the blocks seemed so peaceful, not really lot of people walking and doing things. at the first time they know each other, sneaking was their thing so they don’t get caught. she was right though—when he’s being honest everything will be okay. so ever since then, he told his friends about the girl that make him will do anything if he can.

she was a good friend, and if he can be honest, even if it’s just from a simple, “can i listen to it? bet it sounds good.”

and for her, he helped her a lot to know places in here, since she wasn’t from here.

she knew she will click right away with him from the way he designed the concept of his band photoshoot back then.

they were a great team.

“oh my god it’s really freezing,” she said in awe. she stood there, adoring the view. “Chris, it’s freezing.”

“yeah,” he laughed, his hand on his pocket.

“winter is good minus its temperature,” she said as she grabbed his hand.

she walked a little faster then him, so she let go of her grip in the middle of the walk. she ran to it when she approached the river. Chan watched her almost fall from her place, making him ran towards her.

“woah, slow down,” he said, as he hugged from behind, preventing her from falling, “watch your move or you’ll fall.”

see? he will catch her right away.

“okay Chris you can let go of me now,” she said softly, assuring him.

he let go of her, then watching her being all giggly when her feet touched the freezing surface. he loves it when she gets excited over something. “come on Chris,” she said, “come here.”

he walked slowly, approaching her. when her fingers intertwined with him, he knew they were all safe. she dragged him over the frozen surface.

“this is nice,” she said to him. she realised he was spacing out, so she slowly shaking his arms. “Chris? anything wrong?”

“nothing,” he looked down while nervously laugh.

“something happened right?”

“no, no, don’t worry,” he held both of her arms, “i’m just... adoring you okay?”

she laughed then said, “that was so bad! i thought there’s something happening with you.”

he is so bad at words when he’s with her, but he knows,  there’s the world love in everything that he does for her. she knows it right. in the dead of the freezing air, they’re so warm and in love.

Bangchan never felt so lucky.