#mindsunmerciful

[heartsunholy-a]

mindsunmerciful replied to your post: ❛  fuck you but fuck me first.  ❜ Kaleb to Pheebs

sam, sidling in despite this not even being an au he’s part of: excuseu

sammy, baby, you gotta save me from this stubborn ol’ warlock 

[moonbeammuses-a]

“to the well-organised mind, death is but the next great adventure.” {ryker owens, the last agency boy on my list xD}

“And to a mind with logic, death is merely death. There is no adventure, no special plan,” Camden said with a shake of his head. “When you die, you are gone. There is nothing more or less to it than that.” 

[solaciummeae]

So it’s been a while since I did one of these. I haven’t really hit any kind of milestone. I’ve been hovering around 115 followers for like two years. But that’s not really why I do these things. I do them because I’ve met some incredibly special people on indie and I want to recognize those people and tell them just how much they mean to me. So without further ado...

@deadbeatcentral​

I feel like it’s obvious that you would come first. You were the person who brought me into this crazy world of tumblr indie five years ago now. I really don’t even know where to start. First and foremost, I love you. Without question, without hesitation. You’ve been one of the single most important people in my life to date and I’ve been blessed to call you one of my best friends for years now. 

You’re so incredibly special to me. You’re also incredibly special to this world. You’re one of the best people I know. You never cease to amaze me with your compassion and true goodness. I just have never met anyone quite like you. You’ve got this incredible head on your shoulders. Your attitude toward life, your perspective on the world around you. You just have such a uniquely special way of looking at things. 

You’ve been endlessly patient with me. And I’d know because you’ve helped me through the hardest times of my life. I honestly don’t know where I’d be without you today. I really could go on and on about how truly special you are. And rare. So so very rare and precious. 

I could talk about how you’re also endlessly talented and how I know that someday people are going to know your name. But you’ve heard me say all of this numerous times. I could honestly write an entire book about you and what our friendship means to me. 

You make me a better person. But not only that, you make me healthier. And not by anything like pressure, but just by being who you are. You inspire me to no end and my life is forever changed because of you. Thank you for everything. Everything you’ve done and everything you are. You are truly one of a kind. I love you more than words can express.

@axhes​

You were one of the first blogs I followed on here. I was drawn in by your amazing characters and the concept of your blog. You were an OC multimuse which is my favorite flavor. And just from interacting with you the first few times, I knew you were so special. 

You’re like human sunshine and one of the most beautiful people that I know. You’ve got such a gorgeous heart and a brilliant soul. If someone had asked me five years ago if we’d still be friends today I would’ve laughed in their face. Because I’ve always looked on you in wonder. You’re way too good for me and we all know it. And still, you give me love and endless support. You’ve picked my sorry ass up off the ground so many damn times I’ve lost count. With your realness and your infinite wisdom. 

You give this world and the people in yours so much of yourself. I’m so amazed by you and everything you do. You’ve got to be one of the strongest women I know, you’re just so much more powerful than I think you even know. 

I love you so much. You’re just the most incredible person. I know your future is going to be so damn bright we’ll all need protective eyewear. Never ever forget your worth. You too, are one of a kind. The best kind.

@exxxquisites​ @deathtake​ @pescaprincipessa​

My Ami. My goodness. Going through my list of OG partners in crime. Exxxquisites was followed immediately after I followed Ash. I saw your blog and instantly fell in love with everything you did. It was close to my heart because a long time ago I’d had Emma as a stripper in a far off distant world. And so the whole concept of your blog just spoke to me right away. Your characters are absolutely incredible, your writing is infectious. 

You are so insanely talented, and so ridiculously modest about it. You are truly a treasure. For the longest time I looked to you as this untouchable god tier blog. I only dreamed about writing with you and being one of your friends. Likewise, if someone had asked me back then if I would be friends with you today? I would’ve been like naw Ami’s way too good for me. There’s no way in hell. 

But here we are. And you’re one of my closest friends. You too have helped me through so much. Whenever I’m struggling or going through something. It’s like somehow you have this innate ability to know that and you never fail to reach out and dust me off and help me find my way to being okay again. 

You’re such an incredible woman. And so so strong. I know you’ve been through your fair share of hell and you’re honestly just this warrior. I’m so incredibly blessed to consider you family. You light up my world in the darkest of times. You’re a wonderful friend and ally no matter what the case. I always know you’re in my corner and I can’t thank you enough. You’re just so special. Not only to me, but in general. I love you so so much babygirl. If it weren’t for you, I might not still be here.

@desecratedvalor​

Beautiful soulmate of mine. You know, I haven’t randomly sent you an inbox about how much I love and adore you in a long time. So strap in and get ready because I’m going to take full advantage. 

God, where do I start? You’re such a beautiful woman, inside and out. And there’s not a doubt in my mind that you can take on any challenge and come out on top. You’re such a fighter and so so strong. We met and instantly clicked. I knew you were special because of our effortless chemistry and that of our characters. That was back when you only had Caroline and to this day she’s my favorite of your muses. You know, the real Caroline Forbes. You should have that shit trademarked to be honest.

You’re my family in a way that most people can’t comprehend. You just get it. You get me. You know me better than most people do. You’re the kind of friend that everyone wants but doesn’t realize that they actually need. Your realness. Your fiery spirit. You just have such a beautiful mind and your heart is so precious. 

I love you more than I can adequately express to you. I’m so effing grateful to you for all you’ve ever done for me. For all that you are. You just have this way and it’s honestly addictive. We’ve done so many great things together as writers and I know we’re only going to continue to do that. You’re one of the easiest people to write with, you and your characters inspire me and mine. 

There’s just never gonna be another you that comes into my life which is why I’m so intent on holding onto you for the rest of it. You’re absolutely perfect. Please don’t ever change.

This is beginning to get incredibly long so for the sake of not making a post a mile long, I’m going to try to condense.

@theimpalpable​ @thewillfulones​ @elenaloveablekotsala​ @bloodbulletsandbytes​ @soulsunforgiven​ @mindsunmerciful​ @heartsunholy​ @cfneglect​ @arexyouxafraidxofxthexdark​ @warxpaiint​ @teaganbennett-irp @ariahmontero @samarariley @asheraxxx @sinfulhymns @theharpieoftroy

Those of you listed above fall into your very own category. You guys make tumblr such a joy. Having you on my dash makes this experience everything that it is. To each and every one of you. You’re so special to me. Whether we’ve been friends for a few years or a few months. You guys make this worthwhile. 

You’ve all got such incredible blogs with an abundance of fantastic characters. It’s been such an honor to write with you and interact with you out of character. You are such blessings to me and gifts to this community. You guys are the reason I still have threads to work on, on the regular. Without you, my life would be so boring and my writing experience on here wouldn’t be the same. 

You’re all special in different ways but the same in one respect. And that is, that I couldn’t ask for better friends or partners. Every single person listed above has been so supportive of me, not only in my creative endeavors with this massive blog that is constantly under construction that you continue to follow-- but also in general. I’ve had some shitty stuff happen during my time on indie and each and every one of you have come out for me on numerous occasions. 

Each and every one of your blogs is a must follow. You guys have no idea what you mean to me. I love all of you so much more than I can say. I admire each and everyone of you and am blessed to have you in my family on here. 

Thank you so much for sticking with me. Through the ups and the downs you guys have been nothing short of stellar. My God, I just love you so much. Keep shining like the very stars in the sky because that’s what you guys are. Beautiful lights that remind me why I do this.

And finally, to those of you who I either haven’t interacted with or don’t as much, but am dying to.

@bluclights @ofhexxedclaws​ @writteninthestcrs @darkestbeforedxwn @frombrokenplaces @powerlesstwin @advrn @camillelafaye @londonmob @fcrinas @hostilitics @telegion @daayaan @unrcvelme @cxrleonis @down-in-dixie

Know that I admire all of you from a far. I’m always impressed by what I see from all of you and if we haven’t spoken. It’s honestly because I’m too intimidated by your quality to approach you. But believe me when I say, I follow you because I want to interact with you and do every last damn thing. I’m just a baby bird who doesn’t know how to approach you. 

You guys have some serious skills and the things I see from you on my dash are pure magic. I’m blessed to be mutuals with most of you and I hope that someday extremely soon we will break the ice and start interacting with each other. 

Each of you bring something completely different to the table and I just love it. Know that even if we have never spoken I’m sending you every bit of love and light and positive energy that I can. You guys are absolutely wonderful. Take this an as open invitation to hit me up to do things. I’m so so down.

[soulsunforgiven]

okay kids

i’m gonna go to work now but i’m gonna try and be productive when i get home. yesterday’s birthday went super well, then horribly downhill, then a lil bit better to a stable place and i’ll prolly go more into detail later but for now: work. bc money.

see you all tonight! give my OCs @mindsunmerciful a follow!

[heartsunsung]

@mindsunmerciful / @mindsunmatched

          She was trying. She really was. But she was way more focused on the record Raph was playing, pen tapping against her notebook in rhythm. The words of her textbook were starting to swim and she could already hear Raphael’s chiding but right now, Allegra didn’t care. Swinging her leg over in order to nudge him on the shoulder with her foot, the blonde waited until she had Raph’s attention before grinning mischievously.

          “Wanna see a movie tonight?”

[heartsunholy-a]

Connections Opening Credits 2 / ?: F.riends style

I’LL BE THERE FOR YOOOOOOOU WHEN THE RAIN STARTS TO POUR I’LL BE THERE FOR YOOOOOOOU LIKE I’VE BEEN THERE BEFORE I’LL BE THERE FOR YOOOOOOOU CAUSE YOU’RE THERE FOR ME TOOOOO

I just binged all ten seasons of F.riends in a week and it’s kind of all I care about right now. So, in line with my P.arks and R.ec graphic, have mine and Gabe’s OCs all F.riends-ified. Maybe one of these days I’ll make it into a gifset but have this for now.

@soulsunforgiven / @mindsunmerciful

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful

          “Do you think they’d notice if we went back for rations? I think we’re running low.” She speaks low, the Infernal tongue rolling somewhat clumsily off her lips. It’s a habit she’s developed, speaking to Eldritch in his mother tongue to make him more comfortable with their ramshackle party. “I don’t think they would,” Megaera goes on, though her tone is kept light and observational, not bitter. “I don’t think they notice us much.”

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful / @soulsunforgiven  ♥’d for My Dumb OCs

          “So yer tellin’ me...that those creatures...they’re aliens?” It wasn’t SO hard to believe, having fought literal apocalypses herself. It was just...something she hadn’t thought of before. Feeling alone in the universe, to Phoebe, had nothing to do with life on other planets, just her ever wavering disillusionment with Heaven. “That’s...t’ be honest, I ain’t really sure how to process all this.”

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful / @soulsunforgiven  ♥’d for My Dumb OCs

          “You can be honest if you don’t like it, Felix. You’re not obligated to like it, just because we’re friends.” For the first time in a long time, Aurora Beaumont was nervous about a finished project. Well, not a finished project, she was still workshopping it and needed Felix’s input. It had almost been a surprise when the author had first come to her, explaining his new book idea and asking if Aurora would be up to creating the cover art. Admittedly, her design skills were mostly utilized with website creation and signs and logos...but for a friend? She’d venture into the world of book covers.

          “Just tell me what you’re thinking.” The silence, normally a comfort to the designer, was almost stifling, even though the rest of her sister-in-law’s coffee shop was bustling.

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful / @soulsunforgiven

          “You’re not allergic to cats, right?” Luna paused, head peeking back into the living room. She probably should’ve asked this back at the bar but they were here now and she was already gathered up blankets and pillows for Mitch to use for his makeshift couch bed.

          Luna grinned over at her bouncer, maneuvering a little closer into the living room to better talk to him. “Cause I don’t really wanna kick you out buuuuut Bandit was here first,” she teased.

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful // raph and vera bonding is Very Important

          ...Autumn? Vera had never really considered Autumn a FEELING but she still somehow understood where Raphael was going with his assessment before he even explained himself. Though his explanation did help put her mind at ease. She grinned, finally setting down her paintbrush and stepping back to admire their handiwork. “Homey, I think,” she agreed, head tilted to observe the new colors from all angles. “Inviting. At least I hope.”

          She turned her smile on her friend at his praise, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear and streaking paint across her cheek in the process. “Thanks, Raphael. I really appreciate an actual artist’s input. I’m...definitely NOT an artist. Luna will tell you, I repaint the bookstore a few times a year because I’m just never quite satisfied with it.” Hands on her hips she turned to glance at the wall once more. “...I think this color’s gonna stick around for a bit though.”

[moonbeammuses-a]

“I’m terrified looking up at the sky. It reminds me of how small I am.” {cian moss, another agency boy}

Camden nodded, glancing at the stars. “Yes, we are all very small individuals,” he agreed. “But we are also not alone, and that gives me hope.” 

[moonbeammuses-a]

❝ I’m paid to make men believe what they want to believe. ❞ {emrys collins, one of my other alien agency boys}

Camden watched the human warily, chargers vibrating slightly, on high alert for movement from the being before him. “What is it they want to believe about me?” he asked. “How do you intend to deal with the evidence of my presence?” That is to say, how was this human planning to deal with him? Camden walked to the side, talons scraping and tapping the ground with each step. “I am not easily forgotten,” he warned. 

[moonbeammuses-a]

"The point is you’re welcome, I guess." {from one of my alien exploration agency boys, Roman Harker}

Muse specified in IM - Camden

“….I am grateful,” Camden said after a long moment, looking at the wreckage. The pod was entirely useless now, but this one, this human, had helped get him free of the crash. Taloned feet kneaded the ground beneath them as Camden looked back at the human. “What now?” he asked, curious about the human’s intentions. 

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful / @soulsunforgiven from [X]

         She had, admittedly, been too lost in the conversation and the music on the radio to pay attention to where Kenneth was driving. When the idea of a redo of their first date had initially been agreed upon, Aurora had assumed it’d be a COMPLETE redo - locale included. So the sight of the hole in the wall diner, with its warm and inviting lights and visible jukebox by the front door - a vast difference from the fancy Italian place Carina had suggested for Aurora and Kenneth’s initial blind date - had set the graphic designer back for a moment.

         She allowed Kenneth to open her door for her - as difficult as it was to get used to at first, the chivalry WAS genuinely sweet - before stepping out of the car, gaze shifting from the dinner to her date and back. Oh no, he was doing that nervous thing he always did, like he was deconstructing his last action in his mind, stuttering in the process. It was sweet, really; the fact that Aurora had managed to find someone MORE awkward than her.

         Reaching a hand out to gingerly grasp for Kenneth’s, Rora gave the rougher, larger hand a gentle squeeze, a reassuring smile on her lips. “It’s okay, Kenneth. I trust your taste.”

[heartsunholy-a]

@mindsunmerciful / @soulsunforgiven  

          She was supposed to close up shop at 4…and it was almost a quarter past. Last call was…over two hours ago, by the old, cracked analog clock in the corner. The other customers had eventually trickled out, Ace had left Luna the keys… even Kiegan had left, though only after Luna’s insistence that she was fine. She had some things to clean up, anyway…but even after everything was taken care of, David still hadn’t awoken from his drunken sleep. It was almost endearing…if it weren’t mostly pitiful.

         Luna knew that the professor had a rough life. He spoke to her a little, when he was drunk enough or when Luna was nosy enough. So she had cut him off but she had also elected to stay with him until he woke up…except he hadn’t yet. Gathering her own belongings as well as the keys to the bar, Luna shut off the lights before stepping around to where David sat at the bar. Thankfully the moon and cityscape through the windows offered ample light for them to see by.

         “Davey,” Luna murmured, reaching a hand out to stroke the professor’s head gently. “Davey, I gotta close up. Wakey wakey, eggs and bakey…C’mon Davey, you can’t stay here all night. But I can call you a cab or something and wait with you till it gets here. Unless you want ME to drive you back home.”