#millionskniveskin

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He would die for them. But not for me.

He wants us to live in harmony how can he not understand we can’t! All I wanted was to be with him. All I wanted was my brother. We didn’t need humanity. How can he say he doesn’t know me anymore. We are mirrors we are only for each other. I love him I need to create eden with him. How can he not understand that they will never love him like I do. We do not fucking need them. We need each other. I need him I need him I need him at my side. I hate his pathetic awful humans for taking him from me yet again. I deserve him. I will let him kill me if only he can see that. He killed whatever love I could have developed for them when he chose them over me. I just want him. I just want my brother. I just want him in our perfect world I just want our home for the two of us.

- Millions Knives 🪻

(Can tag as incest if need be.)

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Millions Knives, here. In canon I loved violence and my brother. Now I love knitting, and my brother.

(don't tag this as anything but platonic.)

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Kin jobs:

Hi. I'm millions knives. I'm a wedding planner. I tutor small neurodivergent children on the side.

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Kin jobs. So the fandom loves putting me in situations! (aka, having me work at literally every job known to man, but mostly fast food) little do they know that Millions Knives ACTUALLY works in a department store- and yes, I do hate almost every day of it.

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I still stand by what I did. I think I was doing the right thing to protect those I care for. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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I hate having to let him go.

I hate having to let him go because even now I can't let him go.

I hope my Vash never finds me, as bitter and cruel as it would be. To me, to him. My head and heart still swim when I think of him. Beautiful, like an angel, no matter how he let them mar his skin. I dream of his face in my hands, sharing a wordless conversation with our eyes to make up for a century of lost time. I dream of him walking into my arms, instead of me having to drag him, kicking and screaming (metaphor). I wish I could have loved you without hurting you.

Which is why I hope you never find me here. You don't deserve to suffer at the hands of my love ever again. Never would I cross that boundary again, but the form of my love has not changed. It would poison you, choke your garden to death.

You deserve to flourish this time. You deserve your love, and your peace.

— Millions Knives (Trigun Stampede)

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To every Legato Bluesummers out there - I want you to know you have the strength in you to achieve anything. You fought against all odds in the past, and that will to live, it stays with you through everything. It makes you rise above your kind. It's the reason I care for you.

- Million Knives 💫🪽

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I hate how narrowly I missed our birthday. If I had seen that image of us just a week sooner.

It's been eating me for the entire month, and if there's any time to get it off my chest before I sulk for the entire rest of the year, I suppose today would be fitting enough.

Happy late birthday, my Vash.

I miss you, more than words can describe. I hope writing this somehow lets you know, wherever you are, that I am thinking of you.

— Millions Knives (Trigun Stampede) (sorry it's last minute, but if you could post today (Aug. 21st) mpc, I'd be eternally grateful)

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Watching Trigun Stampede with my brother (Vash, '98) tonight (Aug. 13th). I'm mortified of the thought of the things he's going see me do while I'm sitting right there with him. I'm scared that he won't look at me the same anymore. I know I probably shouldn't be, but my first watch was painful, if anything happens I don't know what I'll do.

— Millions Knives (Trigun Stampede) (please tag with both Millions Knives and just Knives, thank you)

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It really bothers me when people call me evil. I mean, I get it, I guess- but... I wasn't? I did some shitty things to Vash, I can admit that. I wasn't right about a lot of things. But to say I was evil for wanting to protect him, and our sisters? Shut up. Just shut up. I wasn't evil for that. Stop saying I'm cold-hearted when everything I did was because I cared. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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Legato's like a stress ball to me. No I will not elaborate. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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Rem, I'm sorry for how things turned out. You truly were a good mother to me and Vash in our youth. In spite of everything that happened, happy mother's day. I hope you're well. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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Ahg why not do this I'm bored anyway-

Canon Tunes!

Millions Knives: Baby Boy - Mother Mother

Legato Bluesummers: the fruits - Paris Paloma

Will Graham: Strange Birds - Birdy

Rhys Strongfork: Carnivore - Bear Attack!

RK900: Someone to You - Banners

Viktor (Arcane): No Time To Die - Billie Eilish

Wei Wuxian: Falling - Florence + The Machine

Vax'ildan: I Lived - One Republic

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I haven't had much of an appetite lately. Which is weird for me, usually. I honestly think it might partially be because of this shift because I didn't need to eat or anything- and now I have to force myself to. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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I feel so fucking lonely, and I hate that the feeling of it carried over. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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I've been thinking about Tesla a lot today. I was a kid before we found her, and afterwards it felt like I wasn't anymore. It made me angry beyond belief, resentful, and fearful at the same time. Rem's protection could only go so far. I had to do what I did in order to protect us from the same fate, Vash. I didn't mean for Rem to die in the process. - Millions Knives (Trigun)

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