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karoochui · 1 year ago
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Five Nights at Freddy's Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sun (Five Nights at Freddy's)/Reader, Moon (Five Nights at Freddy's)/Reader, Daycare Attendant (Five Nights at Freddy's)/Reader Characters: Sun (Five Nights at Freddy's), Moon (Five Nights at Freddy's) Additional Tags: First ever work posted lets fuckin go, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Love Confessions, hoe you are smitten, No use of y/n, Potty Mouth Reader, playful bickering, kisses mwah mwah, not cannon to my au/just a stand alone, there's references but that's it, Reader-Insert, Insults as a Love Language, One Shot, Sun and Moon are the Same Animatronic (Five Nights At Freddy's), gender neutral reader, post fire au Summary:
Years after the fire that destroyed everything, you've regained a sense of normality in your life with Sun and Moon in tow, comfortably living with you in your apartment. Everything is great, perfect, just the way it should be.
So what do you do, then, when platonic "I love you"'s and common affection aren't enough to satiate your longing desire for more? What do you do when you can't stop yourself? Are you truly willing to risk your idyllic life with them over a heart that can't put one foot in front of the other without falling?
It might be easier than you think.
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miksy63 · 9 months ago
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Supportive Boyfriend Oikawa
Word count: 370
Warnings: none
A/N: I've had this in my docs for MONTHS and just finished dit today lol.
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Oikawa, who loves how bad at volleyball you are, he thinks it’s adorable. The way you can barely get one serve over the net and struggle to bump the ball to him, wincing and rubbing your wrists afterwards. He loves watching your cute little pout after seeing him give a perfect serve effortlessly with a teasing smirk. “Tooru…you’re showing off on purpose” he closes the distance between you two gently, taking your hands and flipping them to leave kisses on  your sore wrists.
Oikawa who loves that no matter how many times you just can’t get it, you never stop trying to learn “I can’t be dating Oikawa Tooru and NOT know how to serve a volleyball” you told him with a tiny grin. Oikawa matches your grin with a mischievous one of his own, scooping you up by your thighs as you gasp and cling to him “Tooru!! What’re you-” he cuts you off with a kiss to your nose. “I can’t be dating a cutie like you and NOT sweep you of your feet”
Oikawa, who loves taking care of you, spoiling you rotten, ditching the team and taking you to get dinner after his games. Ignoring the cheering fans to race over to you and kiss you softly, pulling back to grin at you after you tell him how proud you are. The grin turns devious before he pulls you into a sweaty hug, making you groan and squirm. “Tooru, you’re soo sweaty right now baby” you whine and the brunette only beams because he’s your sweaty baby.
Oikawa, who surprises you at your apartment with dinner and your favourite snacks when you’re stressed. He sits with you and listens silently, pushing food in front of you and reminding you to eat as you tell him how stressed you are and how much work you have to do. Tooru reads quietly by your side, stopping to rub your shoulders from time to time while you finish assignments and study. “I’m proud of you [Y/N]” the brunette stood behind your desk chair and kissed the top of your head.
Just Oikawa, who’s so supportive and loving, but definitely not above being a little shit when he wants to. 
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-miksy63 <3
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mikazureart · 5 months ago
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A Fool's Errand
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Read on AO3
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mikajunie · 9 months ago
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"every day i feel like i want to go home." ivy muttered. her navy hair flowed as the small breeze from her back kept trying to pass through her.
closing her eyes, the smell of saltwater overwhelmed her.
she missed home. she missed living in the mountains, where her home would be colder and everything smelled like trees who'd just gotten over rain. she missed food; fishes were something she'd enjoyed, but the taste of her father's steamed chicken broth was a dish no one could replicate. not even herself.
in this big city, there was no quiet. the pedestrians were loud, the lights were loud, the car honks were painfully loud. ivy wondered how she did not die from overstimulation 3 years ago.
"enjoying the sunset?" seung-gi's voice greeted her with warmth. he took a sit next to her as they both looked at the sunset by the beach.
"not really," ivy sighed, finger playing with her hair strands, "i miss home."
"...me too."
"i hate my hometown. everything was too quiet, too boring, but now i wish i can have all that to myself." she stared at the sunset.
seung-gi paused for a moment.
"i think," he pursed his lips before continuing his sentence, "you should go home."
"be serious. you know i can't."
"i'm serious, i'll take care of your work for a bit here. just go home." seung-gi shrugged, putting his hand on top of hers and then squeezing them.
he'd hoped she would take the offer, but knowing his girlfriend of two years, it'd be easier for him to climb a mountain rather than convince her to leave her work behind.
ivy stared at him, hesitating to say her answer. in the end, she just sighed and looked down.
"i don't know if i want to, though."
"hmm? why?" he asked.
"i'm afraid that if i went back then i would not want to leave." she answered.
he's afraid she's right, so they sat in silence, enjoying as the night arrived in their sky.
he also wanted to go home.
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give-grian-rights · 11 months ago
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my friend made me realize that i haven't widely shared my Grian headcanon in AGES. HoH/Tinnitus Grian. Dealer's choice; from the shoot-outs in YHS or from explosions in EVO. he's an exploding little guy okay. He has hearing-aids.
the thing is. that batteries drain faster in high altitudes and obviously he FLIES. A LOT. so he just puts the batteries everywhere around the servers. including on people
he just grabs Mumbo by the shoulders, and then gets out two little dot batteries from Mumbo's shirt collar. he just starts DIVE BOMBING people eventually. it's beautiful
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esthermika · 2 months ago
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Hey y'all! A wrote a little Handler/Hound mech thing. It's just 1 chapter for now, and I have no idea when I'll post more, but it's out there now! This little idea has been bouncing around my head for a while and I'd love to know what y'all think.
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maaneskin · 11 months ago
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I FOUND HEAVEN IN YOU. jack hughes x f!reader
jack doesn’t post his girlfriend often but when he does everybody loses their mind
note, this is for me and me only!! but i’m feeling generous so i’ll share it . i have this whole thing about like ‘everybody loves jacks girlfriend’ but idk if i’ll go anywhere with that
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jackhughes happy birthday baby 🩷 hope you had a lovely day
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short and somewhat cute also first thing like it i’ve ever done lol posting this then closing tumblr for the next 24 hours me thinks
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kujousaramybeloved · 1 year ago
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in honor of mondstadt and liyue meeting up to maximize their joint slay
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puddii-ng · 6 months ago
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fairy whimsy… ♡︎
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waterlinkedgirl · 2 months ago
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Musical Touken Ranbu: Michinooku ~ Hitotsu Hachisu (Michinooku ~ A Single Lotus)
Here we go! Only a few days after the archive release and toumyu's ninth anniversary (congratulations!)
Michioku, or Michihasu, is a myu I have many conflicting feelings about, both positive and negative. However, I do believe that with the right amount of care in the next Mika-related story myu, the negative can still be cleared. Plus, I'm glad about a lot of things being re-established. The writer does need to step up her game a little on the plot-writing side of things, as well as the understanding-and-respecting-past-myu side of things, but as long as she does, this can still be given a proper place within what was already established.
Keep in mind that these are only the subtitle files, timed and tled to the DMM senshuuraku and the bluray respectively. The archive version will have a talk at the start, so the starting times of the subs will have to be delayed accordingly.
You can find the subtitles and my TL notes document here!
#touken ranbu#toumyu#water's translations#michioku#michihasu#how do I put this#seeing as myu's director Kayano has said in an interview right before Michioku that Kogi and Mika have a special bond#different from other swords-- and then they try to speedrun *Tsuru* and Mika having a what feels like it was intended to be#even greater relationship using a song called Kage Futatsu where KOGI'S signature song from Utaawase was Futatsu no Kage???#I SINCERELY want to believe it's incompetence rather than the writer deliberately pulling the rug from under Kogi's feet#bc the alternative is just cruel#I don't particularly mind the relationship Mika and Tsuru have in this play but I feel that not for a moment Kogi and kara respectively#were considered in the writing#anyway my final verdict is that this myu is what too many people think tsuwa is: the divorce myu (between Mika and Tsuru this time)#in all cases I hope myu can bring Shirakawa Yuki in again like with Datemyu just to offload myu's already deathly busy writer (she's done#5 myus in a month before which is just insane) because I feel this just isn't sustainable with the amount of carefulness a long-running#franchise like myu demands and the *writing* quality (not the production quality AT ALL Michioku's is great) is suffering for it.#like sure Michioku is loaded with references but they're references that either don't serve *Michioku's own* plot or their treatment shows#a lack of understanding of the work it's referencing-- for example Kashuu calling upon atsu's “This is how the shinsengumi fights!” actuall#goes completely contrary to the lesson he's supposed to have learned from atsuibun: that swords aren't disposable and that he has duties as#both soldier (captain in atsu) and as COMRADE and he makes the (already highlighted in Michioku!) dumb decision of butting in without#thinking-- and with that framed against manba's breaking trauma as well! He's supposed to have learned to stay rational and consider both#duties yet here he is ---BECAUSE of the reference--- completely leaning on the pre-atsu-development side of the scale#as if Ishi's words went one ear in one ear out. And yes the scene by itself could've worked as a subversion to show Kashuu makes the#'irrational' decision against what Ishi taught him to consider precisely because he cares for the people he's protecting but there is NO#groundwork laid at all for that in the rest of Michioku! This is what I mean with the carelessness of the references and the lack of#consideration for what prior myus were trying to SAY and ACHIEVE which is insane because she was the lyricist for those#it's more a collage of feelings provided through a set of characters calling back to the scripts of prior myu rather than#a story that evokes feelings bc the humans in it walk forward and act upon-- interact with-- the scenery on the road as left by prior human
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lovesitcomsandgaystuffs · 11 months ago
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Demon Mika
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solarisfortuneia · 1 year ago
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his fingers have always been nimble. gentle. graceful, even. it is precisely this trait that assists him in his mastery of multiple instruments.
and his hands have always been steady, never twitching nor wavering. this aids every stroke of his pen, every swing of his sword and every tune he plays.
he’s perfectly aware of this, too. he is no stranger to intricate work; delicate actions come naturally to him.
so why on earth is something like applying your makeup so difficult? perhaps it’s the pressure of putting things on someone else’s face, or perhaps it’s the fact that it’s your face he’s working on? either way, he’s hoping with all his heart he doesn’t mess up.
kazuha’s always grateful for his blessings, but at this particular moment in time, he thanks every force of nature for granting him his stable hands, for he couldn’t possibly imagine taking up this task without it.
he picks up a brush and swirls it in a pot of pressed pigment, then delicately taps the apples of your cheeks. light floods into the room, birds chirp somewhere beyond, but he pays them no mind, the entirety of his focus occupied by the tint of rouge on your face. it makes your skin glow beautifully, reminiscent of a bright, cheerful blossom in summer, and for a moment, he’s so in awe that he forgets what he’s supposed to be doing.
“kazuha?” you call out to him, shaking him out of his captivated trance. “are you alright?”
he hums, acknowledging you. “just admiring.” he sets down the brush in his hands on the dark surface of the table and picks up another, a much smaller one with a sharper tip. he dips it into dark, inky liquid and brings it up to your eyes, the side of his palm resting on your cheekbones.
“stop blinking so much, dearest,” he taps your cheek softly with his other hand. “i’ll mess up the eyeliner otherwise.”
“i’m trying, i promise.” you say, attempting to keep your eyes still.
he grips your jaw firmly, tilting it upward for a better angle. his face scrunches in concentration as he carefully glides the brush on your eyelids, taking great care to not poke your eye out in the process. he steps back every so often, checking to see if the lines are even.
he sets the brush down, breathing a sigh of relief. “i think we’re done.” he holds up a mirror. “what do you think? have i done a decent job?”
you look at yourself for a few beats, examining every plane, every bloom of color, every painstakingly drawn line. “this is perfect,” you take the mirror from his hands and turn your face from side to side. “you’re really good at this. thanks, love.” you give him a bright grin.
“it’s nothing, really.” he smiles back at you, in his usual, serene way. “you look divine,” he means it.
“oh?” you bat your eyelashes at him playfully. “so you think i’m pretty?”
“i do,” he leans in, tenderly bringing your wrist up to his lips for a fleeting kiss. “i think you’re absolutely stunning, my dear.”
he falls silent, attentive crimson roaming your face. he takes his time and looks over each and every feature with pure adoration in his gaze. one can see it in his expression alone; it clearly betrays how much he wants to trail the tips of his fingers across the bridge of your nose, under your eyes, over the expanse of your cheek, and how badly they itch to bury themselves in your neatly done hair. though, he knows he shouldn’t— lest he ruin his hard work— and his hands anchor themselves on your shoulders.
looking through pale strands, he notices a shift in your demeanor, as soon as he does, he knows you’re aware of how deep his desire to touch you extends.
“y’know,” you take his face into your hands, gazing back with the same intensity. “i’d say you’re pretty too, but i can’t see a damn thing with all this hair over your face.”
“my…hair?” your statement comes as a surprise. he sees you take full advantage of his momentary confusion, gently batting away his hand from pushing back his hair.
“yes, your hair.” you make a show of twirling the hair, then slip it quickly behind his ear, never breaking eye contact. “there, much better.”
his eyes widen fractionally, as if in a daze, and his train of thought grinds to nearly a halt. then, he blinks. once, twice, thrice. “thank you, dear.” he recovers soon enough though, eyes closing to give you a bashful smile. “i wasn’t aware that my hair was obstructing your view,”
you smile back at him. “now that that’s out of the way,” you trace your thumbs over the tip of his nose, “goodness me, kazuha, you are gorgeous,” you murmur, moving your fingers to his lips. they part involuntarily, and he looks away, unable to meet your amused eyes. “someone’s flustered, cat got your tongue?” the teasing lilt in your voice is hard to miss. you hold his face in your hands and scarlet begins to dust his cheeks.
he clears his throat, composing himself. “thank you for the compliment, starlight.” his voice is affectionate when he finally speaks, and a fond smile returns to his face.
“you’re very welcome, love.”
kazuha’s always grateful for his blessings. and right now, when he looks at the adoration in your gaze, he thanks every force of nature for giving him the best one of all.
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miksy63 · 8 months ago
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Slow and Steady 
18+ MDNI
Warnings: fingering, oral sex (fem receiving), sub reader, dom Kirishima, unprotected sex.
A/N: FINALLY finished this now that finals are done!
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When you and Eijirou first start dating, you see him as this adorably shy man who treats you like a princess. 
You’re walking together in the mall and the large redhead turns to you with a shy grin and an outstretched hand “Do you mind if I…hold your hand” he asks you sweetly as you giggle and interlace your fingers with his. 
In the changing room you stepped out from behind the curtain asking “what do you think, Eijirou?”, you were a little nervous to see his reaction. Kirishima looked up from his phone with the biggest smile and tentatively reached out for you, giving you time to pull back if you wanted to. When you only stepped closer to him with a bright smile, he placed his hands respectfully at your waist, taking in the soft silk baby blue dress you wore with heated cheeks. “[Y/N]...look at you…you’re gorgeous” the redhead speaks so genuinely, completely unafraid to express his true feelings…the perfect gentleman. You smirk and reach up to plant a soft kiss on his cheek.
When you get the the checkout and smile at the cashier before searching in your purse for your card, Eijirou smoothly pulls out his wallet and taps his card, grinning at you goofily when you turn to him and pout “Eijirou…you didn't have to…”. Kirishima only continues to look down at you grinning and boops you on the nose “You’re too pretty to pout Angel”. It was the first time he called you that, and with the way it made your face heat up and had you unable to look him in the eyes…it just kind of stuck.
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“So have you and Kiri had sex yet?” Mina asks, eyeing the redhead in question from her spot on the lounge chair. Feeling your face heat up, you raise your sunglasses to sit on top of your head, turning to eye Kirishima as well, watching him sipping on a beer, standing in the pool laughing with Sero and Kaminari. Crimson eyes meet your own and you quickly look back to Mina “No…we haven’t…” the pink haired girl raises a brow and you continue “Eiji’s just so…good and the most patient man…we’re taking it slow”. You turn back to Kirishima “Besides…I’m kind of shy about the whole thing and we’ve been together for 8 months now…I don’t know if he wants me that way…”.  Mina gives you a sly look “Trust me…if that man’s sex drive is anything like it used to be…he wants you” you gawk at her and swat her arm, laughing “Mina…please!!”. Although it makes you think…will you have to make the first move on him? Is he shy?
Eijirou is definitely not shy.
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When he finally lets your relationship get to the next level, Kirishima pleasures you so intently, with so much purpose that it’s almost too much. And his eyes… that crimson gaze, locking eyes with you, watching to make sure you’re okay as his hands slide down from your waist to grip your ass. He kisses you deeply, your tongues swiping against each other, battling for dominance, a battle you quickly lost. Kirishima kisses you breathless until you pull away, panting and dizzy. He cups your cheek, making you look up at him “you’re not tapping out on me already are you Angel?” All you can focus on is his smirk and his sharp teeth.
You’re so shocked because this is NOT what you thought Kiri would be like. You’d expected the man to be much more…shy…that you’d be the one to take the lead. So seeing how eager Kirishima was, you were pleasantly surprised that you were able to ease into his touch and let him take care of you.
Kirishima is such an attentive lover, cradling you in his lap, leaving soft kisses on your temple and watching your reactions, even as he has two fingers knuckle deep inside you. Kiri’s made you cum 3 times before he’s even taken his cock out, you’re sprawled out beneath him and panting, while he rests his head on your thigh, lapping at your clit until you start to whine. “Eiji…stop teasing…I-I wan’ you…” your fingers grip onto his red locks drawn back into a loose bun. The large man looks up at you with a sharp smile, his face glistening with the taste of you “Hmm? what’s wrong baby?” he squeezes and rubs your spread thighs “you gotta use your words Angel”. The redhead noses at your neck and you can feel his breath “tell me what you want baby…”. 
When you finally bring yourself to look into his crimson gaze, Kirishima thinks you look so cute, your eyes glazed over and struggling to look him in the eye, you shyly beg to feel him “wanna feel you inside…want your cock…please Eiji…”. The way your bottom lip pushes out in a pout, there’s no way he can say no to you.
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Kirishima pulls himself out of his boxers and rubs his length over your wetness, grinding against your clit, groaning and making you squirm “mmm…Eij don’t tease” . He looks down at you with a flushed face and smiles, guiding his length to your entrance before looking up at you “sure you’re okay Angel” he pants. You reach up to cup his cheek and nod softly “I want this Eiji…”. That’s all it takes before he sinks into your pussy, agonizingly slow, making you feel so full, to the point you wonder if he’ll even fit, gasping at the feeling. Kirishima groans at how tightly you squeeze him in, rubbing your thighs and spreading them wider to fit him inside. You rest your head back against the bed, your eyes beginning to water as you feel Eijirou’s cock push deeper into you “mmf…E-Eijirou…m’ so full” you whine so sweetly, making the redhead smile. “S’okay baby…you’re almost there…” you were not almost there… but Kirishima just wants to comfort you.
By the time Kiri gets himself fully inside you, there are tears running down your face as you whimper needily up to the large redhead on top of you “you…you can move” you pant breathlessly, the pain you were feeling giving way to an intense pleasure. Kirishima slowly starts thrusting himself in and out of your walls, the desire to give his Angel absolutely anything she wants consuming him as his red eyes looked more like black to you. Taking a hand to his head and gripping softly onto the red strands, you look your boyfriend in the eye “Eiji- wan’ you to make me feel good…please” you beg desperately for your release. 
Kirishima huffs amusedly at your begging “Is my baby getting greedy? Too greedy for your own orgasm that you forget all about me?” the large man pouts teasingly down at you as he makes his thrusts sharper, each one reaching deeper into you. “Don’t I get to feel good too, Angel?” Kirishima continues to tease, speeding up his pace, loving the sound your pussy makes each time his hips slam down against your own. “I-I-ahhh” you’re cut off by a high pitched squeal when Kirishima shifts your hips, bringing your legs higher up and his tip nudges that special spot inside you repeatedly. “Wan’ you to feel good to Eij…” you slur, it’s getting hard to form words, let alone thoughts with the intense pleasure your boyfriend is giving you.
As your walls clench tightly around him, Kirishima rests your legs on his shoulders, moving his hands up your belly to squeeze your breasts, brushing his thumbs over your nipples as you let out high-pitched moans “Babe…I’m-!” your boyfriend cuts you off, with a thrust that was much deeper and harder. “It’s okay Pretty… let it out” the man coos at you, his breaths starting to come quicker and his groans becoming louder. Like the diligent boyfriend he is, Kirishima thrusts into you without pause, bringing you into your bliss as ecstasy runs through your veins “Ohhh…Eijirouuu!” you cum with a loud cry of his name. The redhead continues his thrusts, panting sharply, but allowing his Angel to ride out her orgasm, only stopping when you twitch in sensitivity. Kirishima slowly pulls his flushed cock out of your heat that grips him tightly in the aftershocks of your climax. Removing his hands from your breasts, your boyfriend gives himself one…two….three pumps before cumming right above your pussy, bracing himself afterward with a firm grip on your hips.
“Fuckk” Kirishima lets out a satisfied curse, trying to gather himself. Your panting form is splayed out before the large hero, messy with his cum on your stomach and Kirishima smiles, a wide toothy grin. A grin that looks way too innocent for the way this man just handled you. Tilting your head up tiredly, you give Kiri a look of pure confusion, not having expected him to be so…thorough…. When it came to sex. Seemingly reading your thoughts, the redhead chuckled softly, a happy sound that was purely Eijirou. 
“Weren’t expecting that from me huh, Angel?” he cages you in, putting his arms on either side of your head, bringing his face close to yours, from this angle, his ‘innocent’ toothy grin looking a lot more sinful than it did hours before. You look up at your boyfriend with heated cheeks “Not really…” you pant. Kirishima tilts his head “wanted to wait until it was right…didn’t want to show you that side of me right away” he leans in, kissing you deeply and swiping his tongue into your mouth. As you moan, he pulls away, chuckling as you chase after his lips “What can I say? I like to take things slow and steady” the redhead smirks before getting off of you to grab you a towel. He returns to give you thorough aftercare.
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mikazureart · 4 months ago
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recklessly drawn to your destiny
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(works perfectly fine as a standalone oneshot, so no need to read the whole series, unless you'd like to ofc~)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/58729042
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mikajunie · 9 months ago
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"my love was perfect." tae-min sighed, "but i guess it wasn't what she wanted."
"i understand. are you okay tho?"
"nope. not at all," he shook his head and sipped his wine again, "but it's going to be fine. it's going to be fine."
"how do you know?"
"because it has to, otherwise it was 7 years wasted for me."
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dr3amscap3 · 7 months ago
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𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐄 ┊ 𝐀𝐙𝐔𝐋 𝐀.
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┊Azul Ashengrotto x GN! Reader ┊Angst  ┊In which Azul asks (Name) for a dance... for old times sake. ┊CW : Angst, Argument, & Breakup. ┊Note : For any flashback to occur there will be an indicator marked before it. ┊Word Count: 1016
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You always found the saying “For old times sake” somewhat poetic. Perhaps it was the way the words carried such yearning for the love that once was there, or perhaps it was the way those words held so much anguish that the feeling burned through the soul.
The meaning behind those words always fascinated you, and in all honesty, Azul never understood your fascination, he never understood the true depth those words held, he never understood the anguish he would feel uttering those wretched words to you.
He never understood until he had to say those words to you to simply buy more time. To steal your gaze one last time. To hold you in his arms before you left for your world.
Truth be told Azul never expected that he would need to say those words to you, for he always thought he could call you, his.
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—FLASHBACK—
“Azul, you and I know damn well I can’t leave my whole fucking life behind for you.” You argued with him, as much as you loved him you can’t give up your life back in your world, after all, it was your entire life.
“What do you mean you can’t?! You promised me (Name)!” Azul fought back, anger and sorrow lacing his words.
“Azul—“
“NO, YOU PROMISED ME YOU’D STAY AND YOU WOULDN’T LEAVE ME LIKE THE REST—“
“WELL, THEN I LIED! I lied, okay Azul? That promise was only feasible at the time because it was before Crowley even knew it was possible to send me back home. It was when we weren’t sure I would even be able to go back!” You cried out, your chest heaving up and down as the adrenaline flowed through your veins.
“So what, you get a chance to go back to that damned world of yours and you immediately go and leave me?” Azul asks, his voice getting weaker.
“YES! Azul… I have friends and family back in my world, I have a whole life back in my world! Everything that practically ever raised me is back there!”
“And what about me (Name)? What about me?” Azul retorts, his voice cracking in the process.
“What about you Azul?! This is my life! If you think you have a say in whether I go back home or not then you’remistaken. I won’t let you dictate whether or not I stay in this twisted wonderland with you, Azul!” You spat out, your voice laced with hurt and venom.
Azul scoffed “So all that talk of you saying you loved me and that you wouldn’t dare abandon me like the rest was a lie, wasn’t it?”
“Yeah, I suppose it was. Sevens I can’t believe I loved someone like you. Sometimes I yearn that our worlds never collided and that we were simply stars never to align.” You cursed, covering your face with your hands.
Oh. Oh.
Azul froze when you said that, you looked so cold and unforgiving as you uttered those words at him, you didn’t even look sorry as his eyes started to well up with tears. 
“You don’t mean that (Name)—“
“I think it’s time for you to go Azul.”
“(Name) please—“
“Get out Azul.”
“(Name) don’t do this please I—“
“GET OUT!”
—FLASHBACK END—
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The day before you left he took his chance for a one last time, he appeared outside your dorm, a shell of what used to be a smug man.
“Care for a dance? For old times' sake?” He utters, his lips tremble in fear of rejection, in fear of not getting his one last time.
In all his life nothing has ever hurt him more than uttering those words to you and seeing the reluctance in your gaze. Seeing the way you’re about to say ‘no’ and shut the door on him. So like the pathetic man he is, he begs, he begs for a one last time.
“Please… I’ll beg if I must please I-, just one last dance (Name) that’s all I ask.”
You sigh, nodding as you give in to his sorrowful request, “For old times sake, Azul.”
He takes your hand and guides you to what used to be your spot, a place hidden along the coast of the Isle of Sages, a place he often took you to watch the sunset.
The hues of oranges started to illuminate the sky as you two swayed to the sounds of the ocean waves.
“…You know… I’m not going to get better without you…” Azul whispered, his voice shaky and teary.
“I know.” You whispered back, holding him softly to at least give him this solace.
“Is there anything I can do to change your mind?” He asks, pleading for a way to make you stay with him.
You shake your head, you’ve made up your mind, you were leaving him… you were going home.
Azul sighs as he looks at you, tears cascading down his face as his lips tremble “I love you (Name)…”
You look at him with pity in your eyes “I loved you too Azul…”
As you look over at the horizon you notice that the sun has almost set “Continue to admire the sunset for me Azul… after all the sunset is beautiful, isn’t it?” You say, pulling away from him, giving him one last apologetic smile. “I’m sorry…” You whisper, letting a single tear fall down your face.
And with that, he finally shatters and falls to his knees as the distance between you both grows farther, his continuous sobs grow more pitiful as he watches you walk away.
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The day came when you finally left, and yet as the days after that passed he read your love letters every single night and prayed to the sevens that you’ll come back to him. Yet deep down he knew you were happy back home, your home.
Yet still, even so, his love for you would always be timeless, even if yours wasn’t.
It simply wasn’t meant to be, after all his tale with you was a story of a romance torn apart by fate.
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The creation of this fanfic was souly based on one of @taruruchi ‘s reblogs *hearts and kisses*.
Also funfact! The phrase “the sunset is beautiful isn’t it?” is a way of saying that even though the relationship is ending, there as still good memories ( Quoting Google ).
- Mika
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