#might rb this tomorrow too coz as usual its a weird time 🙄

[babycracker]

awright it's no longer too early for me to be sappy so here it comes bitches. gonna straight up put it under a cut bc this shit's gonna get long.

first of all i'm blown away by how many of you dm'd me and/or sent asks wishing me a happy birthday!! thank you guys all so much, it means a lot and its had me in my feels all day ❤

i hate doing like appreciation posts so thats not what this is, and besides i know that if you've helped me out over the last 12 months, with anything from my personal irl stuff to fandom drama, you know who you are bc i've alr shown my appreciation directly to you.

so to you guys. for all the times i've been in a complete downer abt my family or my ex or whatever else and you've been there to listen to me rant and complain. for all the times you've gone out of your way to let me know that you're there for me when things have been shit. for all the times you had my back when fandom bs got stirred up, or when i was being taken advantage of. for all the hours of your lives i've wasted detailing plots and oc's out loud to you and you put up with it and even ENCOURAGED it. for all the support you've shown me, not just with my fanfic writing but with my og fic stuff, and with my return to school. seriously, thank you so so much. like i know i've thanked you before but i don't know if you realise how much it's meant to me, and i honestly don't know where i'd be at rn if i didn't have so many of you amazing ppl behind me. i'm so, so grateful to have met you and to be able to call you my friends ❤❤

also, i kinda still consider myself a twc newbie, i only really dived right in and got going for real at the start of the year, and it's unbelievable how welcome i've felt. SUCH a massive contrast to some other fandoms and i know i was kinda shy and inactive for a while there but i'm really trying to get better with that so if you've ever wanted to say hi, or send me an ask (on or off anon idc), please do it! pls don't ever think you're gonna be bothering me or anything, i probably wanna talk to you as much, if not more than you wanna talk to me. and for everyone i've alr interacted with, thank you so much for making me feel so welcome and being so supportive! ❤❤