#middle school me is ROLLING in her grave rn

[thedealersfiance]

guys…listen…he hasn’t replaced the dealer yet but…i’m cooking up something BIG in my mind palace…

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #166

“you are my slave, my little fucking disaster.”

Are your eyes the same color as your mom’s or your dad’s? Neither's. Are you afraid of elevators? YEP. When was the last time you pulled an all-nighter? What was the reason behind it? How did you feel the next day? No less than a month ago when I was binging someone on YouTube...  Maybe Shane? Which of the following areas is going best for you right now: finances, work, love life, social life or education? Why do you say this? Lol only my love life is going well. All the other categories are on fire rn. :^) Have you ever heard of somebody doing something disrespectful to somebody’s grave? Or seen vandalism on a grave/gravestone? No, thank goodness. What is something you do differently, depending on your mood, environment, etc. (could be anything from what kind of outfit you choose to how you react when somebody irritates you)? Well, dress, for one. I'm at home, I'm permanently in pjs. I try not to swear around kids. Lots of other stuff... This question is pretty broad. What was the last song to bring out strong emotions in you? I'm not sure. Metaphorically speaking, what was the last thing to crush you? Finding out my cousin can die at the snap of a finger. You are about to die; what do you do with your worldly possessions? Give 'em to family and charities. Do you take vitamins daily? No. Do you know anyone that’s handicapped? Probably. Do you know any illegal immigrants? I did, but he got deported after he fucked up with getting involved in crime. Do you own any formal gowns/tuxes? I have one black dress I'd wear to certain occasions if I could actually fit in it, which I definitely could not currently. Can you sit for long periods of time? NO. Pretty sure my surgery caused a sensitive nerve, because afterwards, I couldn't and still can't sit very long without getting up being horrendous and slow. Do you have any cavities? Just one I'm scheduled to get fixed next month. What’s the most attractive thing on the opposite sex?
 Why do I like shoulder blades so much like why Do you regularly experience pain in any part of your body? My knees constantly hurt. Wish I knew why. Last place you flew to on a plane? Chicago, and I'm going again real soon. :') Does Europe or Asia sound more appealing to you for a vacation? Ugh both. But it's more likely I'll see Europe. Who was the last person to give you a hickey? If ever. He Who Shall Not Be Named. What is your lover's middle name? Jane. Who was the last person to flirt with you, other than your lover? I don't think anyone. What’s your favorite type of sushi? Never tried it, not interested. What’s your favorite patriotic song? All that's coming to mind is "Courtesy of the Red, White, And Blue" by Toby Kieth. It's pretty catchy. Have you ever read a book about a character in a psych ward? No, but that'd actually be really interesting and maybe relatable to me... though that could also prove dangerous and triggering, too. Have you ever been in a mental hospital as a patient? Five or six times, I stopped paying attention at four. Whose place did you last chill at and with who? Colleen's. Have you ever been lead on? I don't think so. Have you ever slept with a member of the opposite sex without having sex? Well yeah, we were in a long-term relationship, we were just about an old married couple just like "nah son we going to bed." Sleeping with each other was enough. What would you say if someone asked you to get high right now? Peasant, I won the D.A.R.E. writing contest in the 5th grade, I say hugs not drugs. Has someone close to you died of a murder? No. How often do you brush your hair? Every time after a shower and before I go out. Short hair makes caring for it so much easier. Did you ever listen to Avril Lavigne when you were younger? Fuck yeah I did. What are three things you refuse to ever do? Prostitute, abuse someone, do drugs. Do you have any medication that you keep with you at all times? Yes, anxiety attack med. What’s something that’s much more difficult than a lot of people realize? Putting on and maintaining a happy face with depression. Have you ever began a relationship with someone you knew for less than a week? No. Do you typically do your make up the same each time? Or do you like to change it up often? It's pretty much the same. What is your favorite breakfast food? Cinnamon rolls. Do you plan on having both your parents at your wedding? Yeah. When you help someone do you ever think, “What’s in it for me?” Check your heart if you actually ask yourself this. Have you ever carried a concealed weapon? No. Have you ever blocked someone on Facebook before? Yeah. Tattoos on your lower back - cute or trashy? Neither, reliant on just placement. I couldn't care less where you get tatted, the location doesn't *automatically* make something (un)attractive. Also, try to convince me how the placement of a tat is "trashy." What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever cried about? There's no telling. Ever faked an orgasm? No. Done something illegal to your car? N/A What scars on your body do you have? Oh, boy... I scar so easily. My worst ones are on my shins from scratching the fuck out of them after shaving, I have two scars from stitches, various cat scratches, a scar from bumping into the side of Venus' cage, one from accidentally scratching my hand pretty bad while washing my feet in the shower (don't even ask how I accomplished that), faint self-harm ones.  I have way too many. Ever date anybody in middle school? One guy. Puppylove. Ever written your number in a public bathroom or a school text book? If so, did anyone actually call you? No. Ever had an infection of any kind? Yeah. Ears, a piercing, a cyst... probably more. Oh, and I have inactive MRSA, if that counts. Would you prefer cherry Cola or vanilla Cola? Omggggggg, gimme cherry. Vanilla Coke is gross. Have you ever tried to draw an anime version of yourself? No. How do you feel when you are ignored? I handle this worse than the average person. No one likes it, but it makes me feel especially unimportant, annoying, and unworthy of any attention, because something must be "wrong" with me. I guess it's maybe an AvPD thing, like I interpret it as rejection. Name a site that you visit everyday. KM. I'm like an overprotective mom of it that has to ensure everything is fine. Have you ever led the prayer at dinnertime? If not, do you want to? I have on Thanksgiving. Would you rather play an instrument or be the singer? If I was actually confident in my voice, sing. Turkey or ham for Thanksgiving? Turkey is too dry, so I was all about spiral ham. Do you celebrate Black Friday? I just shop online if there's a good deal I come across. What song are you listening to right now? "Army Of The Night" by Powerwolf. Have you ever been bitten by an animal? Nipped, sure. Then occasionally a cat would play too rough. Colons or equal signs for your smiley face’s eyes? Colons. At what point were your parents most disappointed in you? I don't know. Have you ever had a tarot reading or palm reading? No, I don't believe they're in any way factual. If you’re no longer in school, what is something you miss about it? If you’re still in school, what’s something you think you’re going to miss about it? I miss at least somewhat of a social life. What is the greatest amount of money you’ve spent on a concert ticket? How much would you be willing to spend to see your favorite band/artist? Idk how much the Alice Cooper tickets were. To see my absolute favorite... maybe $300? Do you use your turn signals when you’re driving? I'll judge you the moment I find out you don't. When you play Monopoly, what game piece do you choose to use for going around the board? The dog. What books (if any) have you read more than once? Meerkat Manor: Flower of the Kalahari and Because of Winn-Dixie off the top of my head. What is something you like to think about while you fall asleep? Happy thoughts. Focus on something good that happened and stuff like that. How long do you think you could tolerate going without showering? There's absolutely no way I could go beyond three. Even after two days, I feel pretty yucky. If you had the power to instantly transform someone’s life (for the better), who would you choose to use this on? My mom. She's never happy and probably doesn't remember what it's like to not be a stressed mess. Does it bother you when surveys ask about political or cultural topics that could possibly be controversial? No. Does someone’s view on homosexuality affect how you feel about them in any way? Yup. How about someone’s view on religion? It depends on which and how hardcore you are about it. Do you wear Crocs? Set them aflame. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed? Sara. Don't even mean that sexually, it just means I get to cuddle with her lmao. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say? Certainly something saved from Sara. Who was your last missed call? Vocational rehab. The person you have feelings for says he/she wants to have sex, you say? Well first if she was absolutely certain about wanting to. Then I'd be all for it. Do you know how many people your best friend has had sex with? None. KFC or Popeye’s? I don't like fried chicken, like at all. If you could have a neon light sign that said anything you wanted, or looked like anything you wanted, what would it be? I deadass want a retro-style, blue one that reads "but be very Jim" to confuse the unenlightened. What was the last thing to malfunction/break in your house? Was it fixed? Something was wrong with the washer. I think it's been fixed? Or Mom's doing laundry elsewhere. What was the last uncomfortable situation you were in? I was getting my knees x-rayed and of course they needed a billion angles, and I couldn't totally understand what the woman was telling me (very echoey), so I just totally ragdolled and let her do whatever with my legs, but she needed me to readjust a lot and just ugh it was awkward and I felt very annoying. Do you think it is awkward for people over sixteen to have sleepovers? No????? Are you good about sharing your belongings? Are there certain items [aside from obvious things like your underwear] that you wouldn’t be willing to share with anyone? It depends on what it is and who you are. Something I'd share with no one... idk. Will you cry at your wedding? I will get raccoon eyes the moment I see her. What was the last thing you sang? "Where The Wild Wolves Have Gone" by Powerwolf. Gummy bears or Gummy worms? Worms. What’s your middle name(s)? Marie Catherine. If your last ex said they hate you, you say? I wouldn't know what to say; I'd be pretty damn hurt. We've been friends since high school and he's the last "real" friend I have irl. Only one I ever occasionally see, only one who checks up on me. What do you struggle with the most? Anxiety. It affects so many areas of my life. Are you good at giving advice? I don't think I'm bad. Especially if you give me a moment to think on the topic. What do you want to change about your looks? W E I G H T Do any of your pajama pants have holes in them? There's quite a lot in my Batman pair. Old. What do you get cravings for the most? Soda, probably. Do you enjoy watching vlogs? Depends on the person and what I feel up to watching. What is your favorite Halloween candy? Nothing really exclusive to the holiday. Where was your senior prom held? The local community college. What was the theme of your senior prom? Don't remember, actually. Do you know what you want the theme of your wedding to be? If so, what would it be? Sara babe can we do gothic please I'll marry you harder. Did you have low self-esteem growing up? No, it became an actual problem in high school. If you’ve ever had your hair highlighted, what color highlights did you get? Purple and red are the only highlights I've gotten, I think. What color Christmas lights do you like best on your tree? ALL THE COLORS. What do you put on top of your Christmas tree? We tend to alternate between a star and angel. How many proms did you go to? Two. How many boyfriends have you had in your life? Meh, answered this in enough surveys, so I'll just say only one was serious. How many girlfriends have you had in your life? One. Have you ever had a “friend crush” on someone? OH YEAH, I've learned that I have more than once. Think I like someone like that, then nope. Were you ever homeschooled? I was homebound at the end of 8th grade. At what age did you start puberty? Idk. I just know I was normal. Have you ever made a wreath? No. Who was your first roommate? My then-boyfriend, his friend, and his then-girlfriend. What color hair did your first crush have? Brown. Do you know how to change a tire? No. Have you ever passed out? Once, came very close on I think two or three other occasions. Do you prefer notepad or wordpad? Wordpad. Do you eat raw cookie dough? I will risk salmonella for that shit. How old is the last person you kissed? 20. Where does your best friend live? Illinois. How many people have you truly fallen IN love with? Two. Has anybody ever called you a tease? Oh boy. I fucking live off teasing. What about kinky? I was too much of a shy sub for him to ever see that side ha. Where was your mom born? Queens, NY. Have you ever seen your siblings naked? My two immediate sisters, anyway. What do people call you? Brittany, Britt, or Ozz, mostly. What are you doing this weekend? BITCH I'M GETTING MY MARK TATTOO. I made $365 + $20 sitting fee for the wedding shoot so guess what I'm treating myself to. Do you owe anyone money? Who? What for? My old college. Do you like people? Eh. Hard question for me to answer. I think I'm neutral towards the morality of humanity in general, but what's for sure is I don't trust the majority. Do you think you look better with a tan or without? Without. It's all I really know lmao. Would you ever share your most embarrassing moment in a YouTube video? That'd be flagged fast lmao. Regardless, n o p e. What’s your favorite hair color for girls? PASTEL COLORS!!!!! I like dyed hair on anyone okay. What color is your recliner? Don't have one. Do you wear makeup every day, or only on special occasions? Whenever I feel like it, regardless of occasion. What helps you take your mind off your problems? Talk to Sara, RP, watch YouTube... Does your first crush know you liked him/her? Definitely not. Did you ever think your house was haunted? I think my most recent might have been? But idk. Do you have any supernatural gifts or abilities? No. What does your trick-or-treat bag or bucket look like? N/A sadly. :c Do you celebrate Christmas? Yeah. What season would you want to have engagement photos taken in? As much as I hate the season, spring, with l o t s of flowers and sunshine!! You’re in line at Taco Bell, what’s your order? I only ever get a cheese quesadilla and fiesta potatoes. Has anyone ever taken your clothes off of you before? Yeah. Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back? Maybe? Have you ever touched a dead body? Dead pets, yes. I might've touched my old babysitter's face or something at her open-casket wake, idr. Have you ever had a real tea party? Or been to one? No. Just the make-believe ones Nicole would want to do as a kid with her Disney set. How do you feel when a mostly unheard of band (or tv show, movie, etc.) that you love suddenly starts to gain popularity? Happy for 'em! Just don't change your style for the sake of appeasing the masses. *coughmaroon5cough* When was the last time you listened to new music? Recently. Gotten into Spotify a bit. Do you think it is strange when a couple says “we are pregnant” rather than “I am pregnant” or “my girlfriend is pregnant”? No, I actually think it's sweet. You're in it together. What word spelled out looks weird to you? "Acquaintance." I can't spell it either; fucked it up first time. Do you require “closure” after things like break-ups or do you move on easily? I need closure. Is there a genre of movie that you just can’t watch? I'm not that into action. Have you ever been on a hot air balloon? No. What was the last seriously painful thing that happened to you? Getting my tragus re-pierced was actually pretty rough since apparently I have thick cartilage and it went through scar tissue. What’s the last rude thing someone said to you? Idk. What does your class ring look like? I didn't buy one. List ten careers you think you’d find interesting. Oh, jeez. Ten? Particularly interesting? I'll try: Paleontologist, biologist, cryptozoologist, zoologist, musician, YouTuber, dancer, taxidermist, snake morph breeder, and uhhhh. Idk. Do you know what you want to do with your life? Yeah. Do you believe in Judgment Day? No. What is the name of your YouTube channel? My current one is 0zzkat. What was the first social media site you joined? MySpace. Where would you most like to do a 24-hour challenge in? List five places. Bitch tbh I don't think I could do any alone lmao. But I'd probably find an old asylum scariest/most interesting. What’s your favorite part of Chinatown? Never been. What are some jobs people in your family have had? List five. Disney World employee, professional cake decorator, mammographer, special ed assistant teacher, and dance instructor. Which Power Ranger was your favorite? Wasn't into that. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? Whale sharks oof. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Buy me that Reese's Blast thing from Sonic and I'll be your slave for a day. Do you believe in aliens? I actually do by now. If you were ever sent to prison what crime would you have committed? I've legitimately worried about me killing someone in self-defense but it being ruled as murder or something. @_@ Do you have a picture of you kissing someone? Yeah. Do you have a favorite pillow you always sleep with? No. When was the last time you slept in someone else’s bed? When I was at Sara's. Out of all of your friends who have you gotten in the worst fight with? That I still associate with, Sara. We were lil shits. :'D Who was the last person to have to deal with you having an attitude? Mom. If you had $100 dollars, how would you spend it? Save it to get my laptop fixed. You were given the opportunity to get a new cellular device, what do you choose? Some older iPhone. I don't need something needlessly expensive, just one that isn't actual garbage. Which of your classes in school is most capable of killing a good mood for you? Math was. How nice of a person are you, honestly? Tbfh I think I'm typically too nice. I'm getting better at taking less b.s. now tho. Ever physically fought with member of the opposite sex? No. Ever kissed a friend’s crush? No. Do you swallow gum when you’re finished? Only if I really want it gone but I don't have access to a trashcan. Very rarely does that happen because I feel funny trying to swallow it. Ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? Well when I was dating Jason I considered him my best friend of course, but if you don't count s/os, no. Have you ever kissed in the snow? Probably. Is there someone that you believe you will always be attracted to? Yeah. Do you have something in your room that you never want to get ruined? I would legitimately break down if something happened to my shiny pebble from Holly Hill. I got it on my "graduation;" it symbolized how something beautiful came from harsh conditions or something like that. It was passed around by my teachers and "classmates" for each person to wish me well and just in general say all they wanted to about me while holding it. With how that place truly became my messiah, I couldn't lose that thing, ever. Have you ever made a difference in someone’s life? I'd think so. My parents especially, obviously. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? OCTOBER 3RD APPROACHES. Do you think dances (prom, homecoming, etc.) are fun or lame? They're overrated. You pay a lot to look nice just to stand around with shit music blaring and being totally unable to hear each other. I truly don't know why I went to two. What was the last thing you tried for the first time? Ummm blue cheese? What was the last thing you learned? Oh jeez, this should be easy with the videos I've been binging lately. Nothing impressive. How often do you visit your relatives? Like, never ever. When was the last time someone admitted to having somewhat of an attraction to you? Sara. What was the last wedding you went to like? Any pictures you’d like to post? It was beautiful and intimate, and it was an absolute honor to be the photographer. I don't feel like fetching pictures, but they're on my photography site and FB page. Has anyone slapped you across the face before? If so, why? No. Do you prefer to have more or less in common with your significant other? More. Would you take a shot of heroin for a million dollars? No, not worth it. Why don’t you talk to your ex anymore? Aaron: Drifted apart. Juan: He's a reckless fool I didn't want to associate with, partly out of fear of his rep, too. Jason: He wanted nothing to do with me.  He claimed it was for my own sake as he didn't want me to develop false hope, but who knows if that was the sole reason. Tyler: He was way too obsessive and wouldn't leave me alone. I still talk to Girt.

[nolouisprotested]

I really caved in and made an aesthetic/vibes/whatever the fuck blog… middle school me is rolling in her grave rn

[lady-strange-i-dont-want-youu]

Oh nooo I'm so sorry to hear your job's been sucky too 😔 for us, we have this new girl now (she's been working maybe two months I think? and I've been working at this place longer than any of the other employees - over a year and a half) anyway she came in and started bossing us around and in the process became manager. She's beyond controlling, even over little things that aren't hurting anybody y'know. I used to enjoy my job somewhat but I cannot stand it now that she's around micromanaging everything. But I'll leave it at that, I don't mean to dump my problems on anyone lol! If you're Canadian then I suppose that makes me one of the noisy downstairs neighbors 😂American here ✋pacific time. I love those albums you picked!! That Ratt album is SO GOOD. I totally get being mistaken for grunge too - I was never really into grunge but I wore a lot of flannel and eyeliner back in high school and people always assumed from that I guess. My aesthetic now is really like, 70s and hippieish for lack of a better word 😂 I like flower crowns and heart shaped sunglasses, my hair is usually just down and natural and I don't wear much makeup (just eyeliner, I can't live without eyeliner). I like colorful clothes with loud patterns, lots of jewelry (I always say I'm Ringo Starr in disguise as a joke because I wear at least two rings on each hand, plus my mantra✌peace and love). Eventually I'm gonna buy myself some bell bottoms and platform shoes to complete my 70s look 😂 My favorite albums are always changing! But at this moment they would be: 1. Hypnotic Eye (Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers) 2. The Traveling Wilburys Collection 3. Let It Roll - Songs of George Harrison 4. Rubber Soul (The Beatles) and 5. Full Moon Fever (Tom Petty) I have SO MANY favorites but those are pretty much the ones I have on repeat lately. For musicians I'd say Stevie Nicks will always be a favorite of mine, I just adore her. And Myles Kennedy is also a favorite of mine that I'm getting into again recently, have you heard of him? I love that you listed Sav, I used to have the biggest crush on him in high school 😂 my favorites were bass players so much of the time, like Nikki Sixx, Duff McKagan, and Jeff Pilson as well. I look up to Slash as a guitar player, I also love George Lynch and Chris DeGarmo as guitar players too. As far as my current interests go, Tom Petty has absolutely stolen my heart and George Harrison isn't far behind 😂 that's probably obvious by now. And Mike Campbell (of the Heartbreakers) is an AMAZING guitar player who I really think deserves more recognition than he gets. Now speaking of favorite musicians, if you were to take five of your favorites to put in a band together who would you pick? It doesn't even have to be realistic, it's just fun imagining it! -❄

Heya! I'm sorry I practically died but rose from the grave!😅 i've just been under alot of stress with christmas and work but i'm hoping by the new year i'll be out of that shithole (lol they prob wont give winter bonuses and they didnt throw a staff party :p) Literally that's horrible that she got promoted to being a shitty manager i hope she gets fired or you find a better job with people and enjoy it better than where you're at rn :( but pacific time lets goooo grunge 70's bestie😂🥳 people just assume everyone be grunge💀😂😭 but flower crowns are so cute! Even though i dont know you (yet) YOU ROCK THEM🤩 i feel you on eyeliner though i cant live without my gel and smoked out eye brush to smoke out the eyeliner but i used to wear wings but i think i'd mess them up since it's been like 5 months i havent done them😳 YES THE LOUD PATTERNS WITH COLOURFUL CLOTHES PLEASE TELL ME YOU SHOP AT URBAN OUTFITTERS AND THRIFT STORES🥺 you're now officially Ringo Starr to me now so I'll basically call you that sorry not sorry😂 i wear rings and a couple necklaces but i have have rings for both thumbs, pointer, middle, one on my ring finger but not the left one (symbolism im not married😂💀) la moda has AMAZING platform heels, shein has platforms and bell bottom quality is good for the price, i sadly never heard of Miles Kennedy but what are some albums to check out? (Imma leave it to you to recommend me!) Nikki Sixx and his bass omg i love (my mom might take me guitar shopping for christmas because she was hinting at me and im like👀🥺) but she might not and that's fine! Steve Clark is my adored guitar player may he rest in peace because him and slash are pure talent what are some Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers albums do you recommend? Like the top tier best ones you'd recommend to a beginner listener? Omg so definitely Tommy Lee for drums, Rick Savage for Bass, Joey Tempest lead singer, and Robbin Crosby as the guitarist LIKE THEY WOULD SOUND SO GOOD how about you?! Which musicians would you put together to form a band?!

[haikyuu-imagines-and-others]

Hello there! Because I'm deep into my exam phase rn and stressed af, can I request scenarios with Iwaizumi and Akaashi (separately) where their s/o is studying their ass of and is really stressed out so they tell them to take a little break and buy them snack and cuddle afterwards? Just so me fluff to relax to, that'd be awesome! Thank you

Oh man, I’m sorry you’re so stressed, lovely! Keep moving forward tho! You’ll make it out just fine! Remember that degrees don’t have grades, so you don’t have to be the best of the best! Lol (I am a terrible motivator) Thanks for requesting! - Admin Satori

Iwaizumi Hajime:

“Oi! You’re going to run yourself ragged!” You didn’t pull your eyes from your textbook, your eyebrows furrowing as you tried to focus on the words before you. Though it was a futile attempt, since your boyfriend was not having you ignore his presence. “Did you hear me, ______? You’re digging an early grave.” Iwaizumi pulled the book from under your nose and tossed it somewhere behind him without a care.

“Hajime!” You chastised, moving to get up and retrieve your book, “That’s a rental! If there’s any damage to it, then I owe the school big money!” Just the idea of owing so much money already, and still adding onto it as it was only your second year of college…. It filled your stomach with a tight knot, the anxiety eating at your heart as it panicked for escape!

Large hands rested on your shoulders, pushing you back down into the chair, “_______, stop…. Just relax for a second..” Iwaizumi let out a deep sigh before kneeling in front of you sitting in the chair, his dark green eyes not only showing his worry but his frustration in your neglect. “You’re doing fine, ______. You’ve been studying nonstop for the past three days… it’s time to take a deep breath and step back for a while.” But he could see you were still stubborn, still looking a little over his shoulder at where you’d thought the book had fallen. “You’re wasting away, and I refuse to be at fault for it.”

A mouthwatering smell of your favorite food snuck into the forefront of your mind, triggering your stomach to growl in need - you were starving! When was the last time you’d eaten? You blinked a few times before looking down at where Iwaizumi had scooted a plate to replace the book that had been there moments before. Steam still coming off the hot food, everything cooked to perfection, glistening in your favorite glazes. The dish looked straight out of a goddamn cooking show! “Wha…. When did you learn to make this?” That really shouldn’t have been your first question, or response, but you were genuinely surprised. The last you heard of Iwaizumi’s cooking skills -

A scoff, “Yeah, I know I accidentally burnt cupcakes that one time…”

“It was three batches, Hajime-“

“But! I’ve been watching some tv shows while my girlfriend was dating her books, so I learned a few things….”

His voice was almost a huff, and it almost seemed that as soon as you looked back at your boyfriend’s face, that he’d been pouting just the tiniest bit. But at the meeting of your eyes, Iwaizumi inhaled suddenly and pushed himself up off the floor, his right hand pulling your chair closer to the table, his body blocking where he’d thrown the book. His tactics were working, though, you’d almost completely forgotten about your studies - distracted by the romanticism of his learning to cook, as well as the highly successful end result. “I… Th-Thank you, Hajime!”

Just as you were about to dig in, Iwaizumi tutted at you, “Oi! That’s rude!” You jumped in your seat, leaning back from the plate as if there was a force field around it. Your eyes glanced up at your boyfriends playfully irritated face just as he reached down and grabbed your plate, “Come on.” Curious, and very hungry, you got up from your chair, feeling a pain in your legs as they were put to work to move you after so long in stasis. His dark green eyes watched you cautiously, making sure all your limbs were working fine before leading you into the living room. He’d set up the kotatsu in the living room, his plate and drink on one of the four sides, your drink and utensils waiting for the placement of your own plate to be complete.

It was simple, but breathtaking, and melted your heart. He’d gone completely out of his way to make you feel comfortable, to have you relax and not stress so much. You felt a little guilty. You’d been lost in your stress, not seeing the repercussions, but it was your boyfriend, your very thoughtful and loving boyfriend, to have to witness the consequences of stress to you and your body. “Hajime….” You sniffled, a large tear rolling down your cheek at his consideration of your predicament, “Hajime…. I…. I don’t…. I’m so sorry…” You reached up and wiped away your tears roughly.

“For what?” Iwaizumi was confused, placing your plate on the tabletop before turning to face you. At the immediate sight of your tears, he took only a few strides before standing before you, wrapping you in his arms and resting his head on yours, “Why are you crying? Do you need a nap? You have to eat before you sleep, I didn’t see if you ate your breakfast this morning or not.” You hadn’t, you realized. You had’t eaten all day. You wrapped your arms around his torso, not wanting to move from his warm embrace, “You’re pushing yourself too hard, _______. If you don’t take it easy, and you don’t take a step back now and then, you’re setting yourself up for failure in the future.” He grumbled, his tone taking on a ‘you should know this already, dork’ kind of tone.

But it wasn’t as easy as he was making it to be. It was, but you didn’t see it that way. “I have to succeed, Hajime. I don’t want to be average like everyone else. I want to be the best of the best and get the highest grades.”

Iwaizumi rolled his eyes with a heavy sigh that sounded more like a huff, “Well…. Let’s get you fed, rested, and then I’ll help you study for your next text, okay?” It was a resigned deal, as if he didn’t really want to help you stress even more. “But the second I see you getting worried over something as dumb as grades, I’m throwing your book into the snow outside.”

The threat was real, you knew this, but you couldn’t stop the smile that came to your face as you pressed into his chest a little more, “So then you’re going to pay for the book then?”

“If it gets you to fucking relax, then yeah. I’ll pay the whatever the hell amount gladly.” A kiss to your forehead, then he was leading you to sit at the kotatsu and practically feeding you.

Akaashi Keiji:

It was eerie… The silence of the apartment. No TV background noise. No outside traffic. Not the padding of your boyfriend walking around, catching up on his chores.

Not that these sounds were expected. It was nearly 3AM… Your boyfriend, Akaashi, was sleeping in the next room over, the dim light of your lamp giving your study guide an odd yellowish look, the only sound coming from your study session being the soft inhale and exhale of your breathing.

Your eyes kept drooping close. Head falling forward, only to jerk back up as the sensation of falling registered to your tired brain. You’d been studying all day. Everyday… For the past week. It was called Study Week for a reason, right? You were studying for your first exam come that coming Monday. It was worth a good portion of the class grade, and while you were top of the class now, and while you knew the material by heart… You couldn’t help but worry about any curveballs the teacher may throw. It was unlikely, but still worried you.

Suddenly, you became aware of a strange prickling at the nape of your neck, your back straightening in response to the odd feeling. As if you were being watched. Closely. Swallowing the curl of fear at the back of your throat, you tried to focus again on your homework, the jolt of unease waking you from your routine of constantly falling in and out of sleep.

“Why are you still up?”

It was real. A real voice. But it was so soft, so quiet, that it blended with the darkness around you and your dim light. It almost didn’t sound real, as if it were a being from a different plane wondering why you’d suffer so willingly for something so mundane. For a few seconds after the finality of the voice, you’d wondered if you’d really heard it! Had you imagined it? It wasn’t far from the reality of possibility as you were very tired and had been hallucinating the vision of something standing at the corner of the room around you. Maybe your hallucination had finally broken that wall separating it from reality and was now terrorizing you into feeling guilty and wanting to go to bed.

“_________.” You inhaled sharply as you felt soft hands rest on your shoulders from behind, “Come back to bed with me��” Akaashi whispered quietly, matching the voice you’d heard just a few moments before. Your paranoia settled, finally debunking the suspicious activity around you as just your boyfriend checking in on you. Now he wanted you to go back with him, and while that did sound heavenly, you shook your head.

“I have to study this, Keiji…. The test is Monday,I have to make sure I know what I’m doing.”

His hands squeezed your shoulders before he was lowering his head and pressing his lips against the space just under your ear, chills erupting across your skin at just how warm he felt. You hadn’t realized it before, but you were freezing! Maybe that’s why you’d been sniffling earlier, shivering now and then and disrupting your studying for a split second. “Come lay down with me, ________. Please….” Akaashi leaned his head against yours, and you could feel the sleepy pout on his lips.

If you knew your boyfriend at all, you knew he wasn’t one to wake up in the middle of the night - not unless he’d found out you weren’t beside him. You also knew that it took him incredibly long to wake up in the morning, and that he never really felt rested no matter how many hours he’d been sleeping. And while you couldn’t see his face, except from the corner of your eye, you knew he probably hadn’t opened his eyes since waking up. And that he was currently nudging your head with his while his eyes were closed, his eyebrows furrowed, and a tired frown pulling his lips. “Keiji… Just go back to sleep… I’ll be in in a little bit… I promise.”

But he didn’t move, instead resting his forehead on your shoulder and letting out a yawn, “I’ll wait…” His hands moved from your shoulders and now slid across the front of your chest, his forearms right under your chin. You rolled your eyes and tilted your head back, pressing against his own shoulder, “Getting tired?”

You couldn’t stop the small amused snort, “Not exactly… I can’t seem to study when I’m in a choke hold.” Akaashi seemed to realize how his arms were around your neck and removed them, instead resting them on the back of your chair.

“Come to bed with me.” He tried again, his voice still deep with sleep, a little raspy from not using it for more than a couple hours. You let out a loud sigh and leaned forward, trying to focus on your work in front of you, forcing Akaashi to lift his head off your shoulder as you moved. He inhaled slowly before moving to grab a chair.

“Keiji, just go to sleep, baby… I’ll be in soon.” You knew it was a lie, but you didn’t want him to be staying around. It pulled your heart tight to know he’d suffer being awake for you - just to spend time with you, to be your company even if it wasn’t considered good.

Akaashi shook his head, “No.”

That was it. Just a simple no. An easy rejection of your fake promise. Just before he sat down, you pushed your book away and stood from your seat, “Okay, okay… Come on…. You need to rest.” You took his hand in yours and quietly led him back to the bedroom, feeling rather than hearing when his other hand reached up to rub at his sleepy face.

“Thank you… I’ll make breakfast tomorrow to make it up to you.” And while the idea was very appealing, you already knew he wouldn’t be getting up any sooner than 10AM, and if he had anything to do with it, neither would you.

[imhereformysciencefriends]

for the asky thing you posted real recent,, gamzee, dave, equius and aradia. bonus if you throw in one i didnt ask for just because no one tells you what to do

Gamzee!

1: sexuality headcanon: boys-only gay homosexual2: otp: Gam♥Tav, Equi♠ Gam, Gam♦ Kar, Eri♣ Gam♣ Sol3: brotp: I really like Gamzee being friends with Feferi, Aradia, Terezi, Dave, John, and Jake!!! 4: notp: Gam//rezi bigtime. They’re not romantic. 5: first headcanon that pops into my head: big spindly noodle boy. What are bones6: favorite line from this character: TC: YoU jUsT gOt To Be GoInG wItH wHaT fEeLs RiGhT aT wHeRe YoUr HeArT’s Up In, YoU kNoW? 7: one way in which I relate to this character: doesn’t know SHIT8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: Equius is FLIRTING WITH YOU, DUMBASS.9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? CINNAMON ROLL

Dave

1: sexuality headcanon: pan!2: otp: Dave♥ Kat, Dave ♦ Rose  3: brotp: Jade and Dave are such good friends I love them so much4: notp: Daverezi, davejade, davejadekat5: first headcanon that pops into my head: tries to suppress his Texan accent, but it comes out when he’s flustered or excited6: favorite line from this character: TG: sir are you familiar with jupiter TG: you mean like the planet? TG: yeah TG: well its that big sir TG: hmm that sounds pretty big TG: i have a question TG: is it jupiter? TG: yes sir, earth is literally under seige by planet fucking jupiter TG: OH SHIT 7: one way in which I relate to this character: why confront your problems when you can just avoid them and let them simmer for years before you finally come to terms, sideways-like, with the fact that shit was fucked up8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: idk Dave isn’t really EMBARRASSING he’s just a kid9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? cinnamon fave

Equius

1: sexuality headcanon: pansexual!2: otp: Equi♥ Hal (EquiFef and JanEq are so… so very close tho), Equi ♠ Gam, Equi♦ Nep, Equius ♣ Tavros ♣ Aradia3: brotp: I really like to think Equius would get along really well with Jane and Roxy, plus I like toying around with his relationships with Sollux, Terezi, Kanaya (Hussie robbed us of Kanaya Equius interactions, he was her server player for gosh sake!!!), and Eridan! And Dirk! And Jake! So many possibilities!!!4: notp: I ship Equius with everyone that isn’t like. A villain. So uh, there’s that. I guess Equius x Rufioh or Cronus would count?5: first headcanon that pops into my head: Autistic6: favorite line from this character: CT: D –> Careful CT: D –> About succumbing to these sorts of destructive CT: D –> Urges CT: D –> Addi%ion is a powerful thing 7: one way in which I relate to this character: trying my best8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: oh god everything9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave?  big problematic. big fave.

Aradia

1: sexuality headcanon: pansexual!2: otp: Ara♥Jade, Kan♠Ara, Ara♦Fef, Equi ♣ Tav ♣ Ara  3: brotp: Team Charge is such a good friendship and I know I have them in ash but also TEAM CHARGE. Also: Aradia and Sollux have a good friendship!4: notp: I don’t like flush Team Charge. I just don’t. I don’t get a really bad reaction to it but I don’t like it much. 5: first headcanon that pops into my head: Big soft and warm6: favorite line from this character: AA: i am very much alive AA: and i intend to stay that way :)7: one way in which I relate to this character: depressed in middle school and made a wildly joyous comeback8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: nothing she’s without flaw9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? cinnamon roll

Iida, because I am on one hell of a BNHA kick rn and I love my boy

1: sexuality headcanon: bisexual!2: otp: Todoiidkeu3: brotp: Kiriida4: notp: Tsuiida, MomoIida5: first headcanon that pops into my head: autistic and Good6: favorite line from this character: The entire speech he gives Todoroki and Deku in chapter 84, like, I can’t choose just one line from that it’s all too good. 7: one way in which I relate to this character: loves so much…. so much love, not enough body to hold it in….8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: my good boy is a little intense sometimes9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? perfect cinnamon roll who I will defend to my grave

[suchaflurryflurry]

all the questions for the patrick stump ask game

fall out boy: do you prefer working in groups or on your own?usually on my own, unless i know the people i’m working with really well.

public display of affection: are you comfortable with hugging/kissing people in public?idk, i mean i’ve never been in a relationship and i think it would all depend on the circumstances, like how safe i felt it was to engage in pda with my partner.

xgrinding processx: do you like your url?yeah, that’s why i chose it.

patterson: do you want to join a band?not really. like i’d rather work with a band rather than in a band.

truant wave: do you have a project that you’re working on?i’m working on a novel. and by working on i mean not working on at all.

porcelain: have you ever met a celebrity?not that i know of.

spotlight (oh nostalgia): what do you miss about your childhood?things not being so complicated and not having the overwhelming fear that i’ll never amount to anything constantly hovering over me.

cute girls: what are three turn ons for you?people with their sleeves rolled up, winter beard patrick, laura jane grace (just her in general)

love, selfish love: are you selfish?i mean i can be, but i try not to.

as long as i know i’m getting paid: what’s something you wouldn’t do for $1,000,000?anything that goes against my morals.

big hype: when was the last time you were let down by someone?i’m usually the one letting people down.

soul punk: what is something that you’re proud of?finally accepting my gender and sexuality and realizing that just because i didn’t always know it doesn’t mean that my identities are any less valid.

explode: are you good at controlling your anger?it really all depends on what made me angry as well as the kind of day/night/week/month/ i’ve been having. but generally, not very well. it’s something i need to work on.

this city: name three things you love about the city you currently live in.all 3 things are my best friend. like honestly i can’t wait to get out of this town.

dance miserable: do you enjoy dancing?i can’t stand crowds and since most dancing involves crowds, no. also i’m often extremely dysphoric so even dancing alone is a no go because it makes me super aware of my body.

spotlight (new regrets): what is something you regret?not dropping classes in college because it fucked up my gpa

the “i” in lie: are you a bad liar?the opposite actually

run dry (x heart x fingers): what is your favorite beverage?henry’s hard orange soda

greed: which of the seven deadly sins are you most guilty of?sloth and envy

everybody wants somebody: are you in love?i don’t think so. i do have a crush on somebody tho

allie: have you ever been betrayed?yeah, a few times

coast (it’s gonna get better): name three things that make you feel at ease.thunderstorms, my cat and music

bad side of 25: what age has been the best for you so far?the 9 months i was in my mother’s womb

people never done a good thing: are you very cynical?i alternate between being the most cynical bastard and the most idealistic on a daily basis.

when i made you cry: have you ever made someone cry? if so, what did you do?being a complete piece of shit.

mad at nothing: do you get irritated easily?yeah.

saturday night again: would you rather have dignity or love?love

evening out with your girlfriend: what would you tell your 11-year old self?“hey you’re actually a guy. also do your fuckin work in high school and college. hell do your fuckin work now. also your autistic, here’s what that means. like i know you got diagnosed a few years ago but nobody explained shit to you”

take this to your grave: what’s the fist song you heard by your favorite band?because of the shame

from under the cork three: what’s your favorite book?wicked by gregory maguire

infinity on high: do you draw?very rarely and very badly

folie a deux: how do you react to criticism?depends on what it is. like if it’s “hey this thing you did could be improved here are some suggestions” then i’m all for that, please tell me how i can be a better writer/character creator/world developer. but if you’re like “kys bc u suck” then...no...

believers never die: do you believe in an afterlife?no, but i’m also not gonna say that i’m 100% certain there isn’t one.

pax am days: have you ever been drunk?not really.

save rock and roll: what’s your favorite genre?pop punk

american beauty/american psycho: what’s your favorite movie?the devil wears prada

m a n i a: are you looking forward to anything?seeing fob with my best friend. it’ll be her first fob show so i’m super excited for her.

adhd: do you have any mental disorders?i have depression and anxiety and i’m also autistic. there’s also a chance that i have bpd but i’m not 100% on that.

prince: who do you look up to the most?laura jane grace

elisa: are you single or taken?single not sure how to mingle but i kind of want to.

glenbrook south: do you go to school? if so, do you like the school?i just graduated from university and i liked it, but i wish i would have been more involved in the gsa.

evanston: where were you born?houston tx (or at least near there)

glenview: where did you grow up?this small town in texas

chicago: where do you go to calm down?my room

stump-o-matic: do you play any instruments?i have a bass that i can play like one thing on. i really need to practice but i get discouraged super easily.

martin: do you have a middle name?lewis

vaughn: would you like to change your name?holy shit would i. unfortunately i have to spend $$$ on hormones to prove i’m really a man and then get a probably cishet judge to say it’s ok

stumph: does your name get misspelled a lot?buddy, i’m trans. my name doesn’t just get misspelled it’s the entirely wrong damn name.

declan: do you want kids?human kids? no. but baby goats sounds like a great idea.

cobra starship: do you have a squad?can a squad be 2 people? bc rn the only person i ever hang out with is my best friend.

april 27: when’s your birthday?jan 5