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bingobongobonko · 1 year

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guy who needs to get medicated badly after having a particularly bad episode a day ago but also looked at a funny dog picture and got my ID back in the mail and also just finished a comm -> things are looking up for me!

#i cant keep tricking myself into not going #but also unsure i can afford it #but also i can find a way probably #mfs gotta stop hopin and go fix my shit probably #will meds help. probably not but im willin to try again #right now im okay though genuinely #just kinda daamn im tired huh #didnt realize just how tense and high alert ive been these past few days. shit got me draggin my feet #but good news check came in. able to pay bills ippe!!! and with id back i can get the meds i DO have #in all im chill atm. exhausted though #of what. you tell me man idk #i still have hope! i have hope!! life gets better it just keeps getting worse before it gets better but it will have been worth it maybe #what optimism does to a mf

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