#messier 67

[quiltofstars]

The King Cobra Cluster, M67 // LittleGhost

This is one of the oldest open clusters known, and the oldest in Messier's catalog. It has an estimated age of around 3.2 billion years. This is striking since most open clusters are typically much younger and their stars should have dispersed by this time. Despite that, the King Cobra Cluster still has around 500 stars, and five stars have found to host planetary systems.

[ricky-yaps]

Light pollution is so unfair because everyone acts like it’s so normal

The night sky has been so extremely intricate for eons. You used to be able to see the Milky Way and millions of stars. Our water world ancestors saw Messier 67 at its birth and the first hominids grew up alongside it. Giovanni Battista Hodierna recorded M33 in 1654, 229 years before electronic telescopes were invented.

The Big Dipper being the lone constellation is a new development, only within the past 200, 300 years. It should feel terrifying, to look up at the sky and be alone, with only the haze of billboards and streetlights closing in.

What was once a commodity, people have to travel to the extremities of the world to see with the naked eye— there are less than 100 class 1 Bortle locations on the planet now. Dark sites are a visitation of our past.

Or something like that, I don’t know, I’m not an astrophysicist

[anothercloudynight]

Messier 67, NGC 2682 and sometimes called the King Cobra cluster or the Golden Eye cluster

Distance to Earth: 2.700 ly

Constellation of Cancer.

January 17,2023 -Montcada i Reixac-

[celestial-music]

Open cluster Messier 67, one of the oldest known nearby stellar families. The reddish color of most of the stars indicates the cluster’s age, just a few hundred million years younger than our own sun. Roughly 2800 light years away from us, the stars in Messier 67 are four times more tightly grouped than the stars in our own stellar neighborhood.

This picture of Messier 67 is the product of nine science images in three different color filters corrected with a total of forty calibration images and subsequently mapped into RGB color channels. Images taken with the 24-inch Perkin telescope by two of my colleagues and myself at Van Vleck Observatory while designing a lab for an intro astronomy course. I did all the calibration and processing. :)

[xipteras]

A night sky full of stars. Messier 67 image by @xipteras

[luvbugs-blog]

brother's best friend - e. kirishima

warnings: none! maybe the fact that half of this was written on my phone should be counted as a warning.

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Being Bakugo's sister wasn't easy at all. He was way too overprotective, a dick 67% of the time he interacts with you, and you hate the way he treats your classmates. But he had some pros too. One, he's an amazing cook, and he always makes your favorite food whenever you are feeling down. Two, he has really hot friends. Sero? Dayum. Denki. Cute. Todoroki? You are convinced you will marry him one day. But Kirishima? You couldn't stop thinking about him. Kiri. Eijiro. His name echoes in your mind 24/7.

But he would never like you back, right? It wouldn't be manly to date your best friend's sister.

Small smiles, and innocent touches soon turned into something a lot messier.

And before the two of you know it, you had a secret relationship. Not because you too were ashamed of each other, but Kirishima was terrified of Bakugo finding out. You could care less. But anything for your faux red-head.

Although, out of everyone, Sero knew. So when Bakugo walked in and was suspicious, Sero helped scrape together an excuse after laughing at Kirishima's face.

One of those times happened last week. You and Kirishima met up in the kitchen after he came back from the gym. He was incredibly sweaty, but was still as handsome as ever. He gave you a big toothy smile, before giving you a small kiss. A few kisses later, you were seated on the kitchen counter with Kirishima seated in between your legs. Thank God for Bakugo's explosive temperament, or you wouldn't have heard him stomping and bitching to the kitchen over the sound of smacking lips.

Kirishima gave you a frightened look, and you slide off the island counter, hiding behind it.

"Shitty Hair? What the hell are you doing in here at this hour?

"Oh you know, I needed a drink after working out." You almost laughed at his expression. He looked like he was about the shit himself.

"Yeah, well, I need one too." He starts around the island before Kirishima runs to cut him off. You start slipping around the side of the island before stopping when you hear Bakugo yelling at your boyfriend.

He pushed past Kirishima, and when he turned the corner, you held your breath. Luckly, Sero came from your other side and started distracting your brother by asking him about his opinion of the cabinet colors long enough for you to slip away.

Kirishima grabbed your hand when you got close enough and you both ran as fast as you could toward his dorm. Collapsing on the bed, he looked at you, before laughing.

"I don't know if I'll be able to keep this up much longer, princess."

"Yeah that was too close." You start giggling. "You should have seen your face, babe. You looked constipated."

He gives you a sad puppy dog face, while whining, "Heyyyy. Not fair, babe."

You snuggle into him, and he kisses your hairline.

"Hey, gorgeous?"

"Hmm?"

"Wanna finish what we started earlier?"

Safe to say, you didn't get much sleep that night.

[thinkingimages]

Object: M57 (Ring Nebula) Distance: 2,300 LY Constellation: Lyra Link: Messier Object 57 Date: July 28, 2007 (West Bloomfield, MI) Conditions: Clear, Temp- 67 F, RH- 68%, DP- 56 F Moon: Full moon Seeing: 2.0 - 2.5 arc-sec Telescope: RCOS 12.5" Ritchey-Chretien @ f9 CCD camera: SBIG ST10XME Luminance: 60 min 1 x 1 Red: 60 min 2 x 2 Green: 60 min 2 x 2 Blue: 60 min 2 x 2 HANA

[revacholianpizzaagenda]

(ask game) encyclopedia, perception 👀

Niche lore again :D what ISN'T niche lore in this game after all... let's go with Paul Messier! One Paul Messier, whom I would assume to be related to Joyce Messier, will be crowned "Enemy of the press" of the year twice by the end of the '60s and "Worst person of the year" in '67. And I think that's beautiful.

perception: what (quote, character, moment) made you feel most Seen?

Motorway South...

[halfusek]

I really want to try and make my own comic, but I’m a little nervous. You’re definitely a huge inspiration to me and I was wondering if you have any tips or things you wish you would have known before starting your comic

1. Finished better than perfect. Especially if it’s your first comic and you expect it to get a big long. Sooooo many people get caught up in drawing their first pages perfectly, they take so much time making them, their style evolves and the pages don’t look that good to them anymore, so they remake them; finally they have a few pages done, a few remade and give up because they’ve spent so much time and effort just on the start. How much effort you should put depends on you really but I’ve seen way too many comics that started out too ambitious and then discontinued soon. So pick a level that you think you will be able to keep up with in the long run and maybe later on you can raise it if you want: for example Abomination’s first panels used to be so much messier and the shading was pretty simple, usually just one shade of grey - now I try to make panels more clean and the shading is more complex

Comparison

Old (parts 4 and 10):

More recent (parts 67 and 61)

It obviously has a lot to do with my skills improving but before I didn’t even try to bother attempting trying to make the lines cleaner or shading more complex, it just started appearing in the comic as I myself got better at both, so it’s not that big of a challenge for me to put better quality stuff in

For example, before I would draw like 20 lines in one place and not bother correcting them into one but as my lines got more confident, I try to drawing just 1, maybe 2 per whatever I’m trying to portray

2. Motivation and planning. This one is even more depending on a person because I know some people don’t like to plan - and honestly I’m one of the people who doesn’t like to plan - however with a comic as long as Abomination it seemed necessary and turned out helpful later. I wasn’t doing it since the start but I wish I did because it helped me with keeping consistency, pulling foreshadowing and postshadowing better, just all the symbolism

And I plan in a way that keeps me motivated too so this is something you want: have a good well constructed plan

First of all: break the whole thing to smaller steps. I’ve broken Abomination into all these parts, each of them touches some topic, sometimes a topic needs two parts or more if it gets too long. At first for each part I wrote what I want to include in it, depending on my writing mood, it can look more like a fanfiction or more chaotic rambling. But after I have the plot of the part down, I plan out the panels: I make a numbered list and describe what each panel is going to show from the plot I wrote down. It makes me see how long this part is going to be and helps organise it (and helps not forget what I’ve wanted to include lol). This is extremely helpful as Abomination is long as hell and has recently went past 4000 panels, so it’s just good to have it written down somewhere.

How it motivates me: whenever I get a panel done, as in actually draw it and save in my files, I get to delete a part from my planning document that was about it. So, as I draw more panels, I see the list for the part I’m doing shrink - I see the number of the last panel become smaller, I have a good visual of how much work I have yet to do for the part.

It makes brain go brrrr because it sees you achieving goals

I think that’s the most important tips I can think of :)

[whentherewerebicycles]

okay so I finished making a new streamlined outline for this fic project last night before bed and I’m feeling sooo much better about it oh my god. condensing the scene list (from 97 to 67 scenes) means I now have drafts of every scene, although some drafts are significantly messier/less complete than others. I leave town for this bachelorette party one week from today. my extremely ambitious goal is to have a complete draft—every scene has a messy beginning, middle, and end—to send back to my sister by the time I leave.

today:

get up now and move to my big monitor. move draft material into new doc using the new scene list. integrate new scene sketches from the outline. cut everything that no longer fits + grab the best parts to put in the new draft. integrate images, details from list.

move four scenes to green (sprints)

friday:

move four scenes to green

type up full seminar schedule

create google drive folders

keep updating program handbook

saturday:

campus day, I think

move five scenes to green

spend 30 min on ceremony script

sunday:

campus day for sure

move five scenes to green

spend 30 min on ceremony script

[quiltofstars]

The King Cobra Cluster, M67 // Giorgio Albertini

[baeklooming-day]

Carmin 2 | Chanyeol

Parts 1 | 2 | 3

Summary: When in the middle of your messy student life you end up becoming the right hand of a powerful mafia leader, it gets even messier when it puts you in an arranged marriage with one of the family’s sons.

Genre: mafia!au, arranged marriage!au, fluffish

Word count: 1.5k

36. They’re monsters., 67. You’re bleeding all over my carpet., 75. Quit beating me up!, 84. Show me what’s behind your back.

A/N: Part two! frankly, if you know my other writings you know that practically every each of them takes place in Japan. well, in Tokyo. Tokyo is just my home. And this is my backyard. Credit to Tokyo for being my everything and giving me so much inspiration for everything I do.

“You can’t just show up whenever you want.”

You and Sohlhee were just leaving after your lectures in the afternoon, when you saw Chanyeol casually leaning on the wall, waiting.

Waiting for you.

A whole week passed already since you learned that you were about to be wedded to the ridiculously tall, clumsy boy you’ve known way too long than you would like to.

Ever since that day, he’s been frequently coming to pick you up wherever you were, whether it was because of some family business or just to take you somewhere.

Not to mention, that this ‘taking you somewhere’ was obviously against your will.

His non stop presence was starting to seriously get on your last nerves.

Apparently, Mr. Ishikawa decided that the two of you should be spending more time together, since you were about to become wife and husband.

You really wanted to throw up whenever someone said those two words.

The whole thing was annoying you even more because it didn’t go unnoticed by your friends from Waseda, particularly Sohlhee.

“I would have texted or called you, but you never ever read my texts or answer my calls.” Chanyeol crossed his arms, looking at you with his big eyes.

“What?” Sohlhee sounded surprised. “Why do you ignore him like that, Y/N? That’s mean!”

You rolled your eyes. If only she knew.

“You know, what’s the freaking point of you showing up so often out of nowhere? Me and Sohlhee already have plans.” You said, quietly hoping that maybe, finally, you would get him to leave.

You could always dream, right?

Chanyeol lightly squinted his eyes at you. “Oh yeah? What do you actually usually do, if I may ask?”

Before you could tell him off again, Sohlhee was quicker to answer. “We usually hang out in Akihabara or Shibuya. Shinjuku is so boring. And to be honest, I don’t like it around here at night, in particular anywhere near to Kabukicho.” She told him.

You couldn’t fail to notice the weird sparkle in Chanyeol’s eye. And you already knew what he was about to say.

“Why, are you afraid of mafia or something?” He asked with a laugh.

You sent him a glare, but he ignored it. You could’ve imagined.

“I don’t feel comfortable at all around there. And actually everyone knows that everything happens there behind the closed door! Who knows what illegal stuff they might be doing.”

Chanyeol finally looked your way, but continued talking to Sohlhee. “You know, yakuza is actually an admitted organisation...”

Sohlhee looked at him with disbelief at his overly calm tone. “I don’t believe it that they’re clean. Look at all the crime happening in that district. I heard that lately someone was murdered somewhere around the Golden Gai. They’re monsters.” She concluded.

Your eyes immediately dropped to the ground.

Murder in the Golden Gai? Sounded way too familiar, and unfortunately you knew exactly who was the murderer.

God, it already sounded horrible enough in your thoughts alone.

“Well, you wouldn’t want to run into any of them, right.” You said slowly, blankly looking at the ground in front of you.

“No, I wouldn’t.”

Funny that she was technically being around one every single day, because given your position, you could be counted as one of those shady mafia members, no matter how stupid it sounded to you.

“So” Chanyeol’s deep voice vibrated through the air between you once again. “You coming?”

“I already told you.” You answered him through your gritted teeth.

To your utter surprise, you felt Chanyeol’s arm falling on your both shoulders, pulling you closer to him.

You looked at him with complete disbelief.

“Come on Y/N, you know this is super important. We have to be there.” He said ‘be’ as if signaling that it must be some family business where the two of you were immediately needed without any discussion.

Nothing out of the ordinary.

“What a life” You mumbled to yourself, mad that again you couldn’t do anything about it, you just had to be obedient to family’s orders.

You angrily pushed Chanyeol’s arm away, turning to Sohlhee with an apologetic expression already plastered to your face. Lately you had to use that expression way too often for everyone’s liking.

“Forgive me, Sohlhee” You started. “It looks like I really have to go. But I promise you the whole day on Sunday, okay? I won’t go anywhere.”

You pretended that you didn’t hear Chanyeol mumbling a very quiet ‘we’ll see about that’, looking at your friend.

You were more than sure that there will come one day when she would frankly have enough of you always cancelling your plans.

“Well, okay. What a waste.” She was clearly sad, and that made you feel sad as well, just as much as suddenly super disappointed in yourself.

If there was one thing which you absolutely, wholly hated, it would be cancelling on your friends.

But then again, in moments like this one you remembered when Mr. Ishikawa told you at the very beginning that real friends are a luxury that you can’t allow yourself to have in your world. That sooner or later those relationships were bound to fail, to simply end. People from your world were staying in their circle, as simple as that. But clearly, none could prevent you from making some friends whilst you were studying always surrounded by many people everyday.

You started to lose yourself in your thoughts again, not even noticing when Chanyeol already pulled you away by your wrist, straight to the big black car which was waiting for you a couple of meters away.

You were sitting on a chair inside a big, luminous Starbucks in Ginza with a venti size peach tea with extra ice cubes standing on the table in front of you. Chanyeol was lying about some important family business where you two were urgently needed, instead lurking you on some stupid ‘date’, how he liked to call it, again.

“I hate you.” You said, your voice filled with venom.

“Come on Y/N, I even got you the biggest peach tea. You love peaches.” He continued to sip on his own cold matcha, looking at you from the other side of the table.

“I also love the sound you make when you shut the freak up.”

Chanyeol leaned a little forward, holding the cup with both hands and still sipping on the tea. “Don’t be so cold.” He frowned a little. “Don’t you think we should actually try to make this work and get along? Remember, you are my fiancée.” He pronounced the last word making the ‘e’ in it way too long, adding a puppy look sent your way.

Lord help, that you just ended up dealing with something like that.

You knew that it would eventually lead to that.

Some super unnecessary and annoying ‘dates’ and actual family affairs later, you finally lost it.

You never considered yourself an actual violent person, but you knew yourself well enough to know that if someone pushed your limits, you would be able to literally throw tables.

Or different things that were near you in that moment.

You didn’t even know anymore what he did or said that made you literally explode.

It started building up little by little, only to finally explode like a volcano.

“Chanyeol, don’t talk to me, just leave finally. Yeah, leave, this is my freaking room.” You said, leaning on a dark wooden desk with beautiful porcelain cups and matching plates behind you.

“You are probably the most difficult person to talk to, you know?” He replied, completely ignoring your already flamed up cheeks, a sign that you were about to explode any moment.

He continued talking, but you already weren’t listening. You just wanted to be left alone, but visibly it was too much to ask.

Your hand made its way behind your back, taking one of the porcelain cups and holding it very tightly.

“...and more than that... Wait.” Chanyeol stopped, looking at you and your arm. Then he rolled his eyes. “Y/N. Show me what’s behind your back.”

You didn’t even give him an answer. With your free hand you took another cup and using your full strength that you could find in that moment, you smashed them both right on him, not caring too much where the blow landed, you were too mad to care.

It was a long way to actually bring you to a complete furious state like that, so without really thinking you just continued throwing all the expensive cups at him, obviously breaking all of them.

“Holy-” You finally heard Chanyeol’s voice in your ears. “You’re impossible! Quit beating me up! Oh my god, my nose...”

You finally properly looked at him, starting to calm down a little.

Your blow must have been really strong, because next to the red scratch on Chanyeol’s otherwise flawless cheek, his nose was completely red, carmin blood dripping down covering his lips and finally dripping from his chin everywhere.

Before the guilt could take over you, you simply fired: “Well, look. Will you finally leave now? You’re bleeding all over my carpet.” And with that, with his nose all in blood, you just threw him out, making sure to shut your door behind him extra loudly.

Right after you shut the door, you slowly leaned your forehead on the cold wood. Your life was already so difficult before, now you didn’t even know if there was a word to describe its present state.

A/N: one more part to go! i hope you like it, feel free to reblog as always, i forgot to add it in the first part! leave me your thoughts, opinions and stuff ;-; one of you asked me to be tagged in the following parts, idk why but i can’t tag you because your name just doesn’t show up as an option to tag when i type it ;________;

[overplannedbutunnamednpc]

for ask meme mtuesday, all for ecstasy and who ever else may be interesting (i am looking for pirate-spiration for No Particular Reason): 18 (do means justify ends), 35 (most prized possession and i am excluding the sexy gun from this), 67 (meanest thing they've ever said), 71 (describe their bedroom but do it as the captain's quarters bc :3)

18. Does your character believe the ends justify the means? No matter who they have to step on to reach their goals? ecstasy says: yes! I am Thinkaing about that little drabble of ecstasy on the ship as the abeast closes in. she’s very pragmatic, morals or not, and sometimes you have to do shitty and fucked up things for the greater good or the good of yourself and/or select others. it’s great if there’s other options! but sometimes, well, you have to crack eggs to make an omelette. that said, I think she does have a point where she’d at least hesitate to do something fucked up, especially now that she’s grown Morals in exchange for Pussy. I think she would have always hesitated giving up any of her crew or harming her parents. I think now she’d hesitate giving up the motherfuckers, and one motherfucker in particular. but I genuinely don’t think ecstasy would like. sacrifice herself for anything. not someone else, not the greater good. she’s just not That good, you know?

35. Speaking of items, what is their most prized possession? If they have one that is. when not considering her gun.............. hm. i’m assuming you’re excluding BOTH sexy guns because she has two actually. but barring those: she has a collection of shitty touristy tschotskes from new places she visits on the ship. I think if she really had to choose, she’d want to keep her first one, from when she wasn’t doing much more than ropework and deck swabbing and she wanted to see the whole entire world. she loves the stupid thing more than she’ll admit to.

67. What was the most acidic remark your character’s ever given to someone? And their reaction? ecstasy’s a bitch so this one is harder than glade. I think she’s said plenty of mean things, of course! but I’ll only consider bad things she said and later like. maybe-regretted. and like.... idk exactly what it might’ve been? ecstasy isn’t really a creature of regret but I am imagining like. something happened to raini, scaring the Shit out of ecstasy, and revivify wasn’t an option so they had to go for a rez ritual, and ecstasy was shaken up and bitchy and raini was bitchy right back because she’s raini and she has a -4 to everything and feels like shit, and ecstasy said something she regretted Immensely about like. I think it was an implication that basically if raini was gonna continue being stupid and dying or whatever, then ecstasy wouldn’t care the next time she did, and certainly wouldn’t go out of her way to be there like she did this time. and I think like. probably raini got mad about being called stupid but I also imagine hearing “next time I’m not going to be there if you die because you’re a bitch” maybe Hurt some. @bekahdoesnerdshit feel free to give Thots on this one.

71. How is your character’s bedroom? Is it small, big, colourful, simple, messy, organised, filled with their things, shared…? ecstasy has a fairly messy space that only got messier when she started sharing it with raini. she just has a large collection and a small cabin, and she lives On the ship so she doesn’t really have space for other stuff. she has the following: a bed (feat. a mattress and sheets and pillows nice enough to impress A Certain Wizard), a footlocker (mostly full of tight pants, billowy low cut shirts, a thigh holster or two, and nice underwear), her hot sexy very sensual and sexual and hot pirate coat hanging from a bedpost, a desk chair (sometimes feat. a hastily discarded but loathe to be left on the floor set of dove gray robes inset with tiny embroidered magical runes), a desk (usually stacked with some measure of the following: shipping manifests, forgery kit(s), tinkering kit(s), drying licenses of sale, a couple of bullet casings stacked three to four high, scrap metal, a letter or two, a magnifying glass, the magical equivalent of a hot plate and crucible, etc.), a box under the desk of scrap metal and a small box of gunpowder, a bedside table with a few books and baubles stacked on it, and a vanity (which has had most of its mirror covered by just. Assorted Stuff.)

[lovemesomesurveys]

girl talk

GENERAL WOMANHOOD:

1. Do you like the color pink? Yeah, various shades of it.

2. How easily do you cry? I’m a crybaby.

3. What food do you eat the most of when you’re sad? Lately I’ve been eating a lot of Wingstop. That’s been my thing. I also like my bowl of ramen every night.

4. How often do you experience boob sweat? That has literally never happened to me as I have small boobs. <<< lol same.

5. What time of month is your time? I don’t have that anymore.

6. How moody are you when you are on your period? I got really bad PMS/PMDD and was extra sensitive and moody. I’m like that all the time now even without that.

7. Have you ever thought you were pregnant because your period was late? Nope. That was never a possibility.  8. Have you ever been on the pill? No. 9. Have you ever thought about having children someday? What is your current opinion? I don’t want to have kids. 10. Have you ever given birth? If not, would you ever want to? No. 11. How much do you like decorating for holidays? Christmas is the only one I really decorate for anymore and I go all out.  12. How good of a cook do you consider yourself? I can’t cook at all besides ramen.  13. What is your favorite thing to cook? ^^^ 14. Do you prefer cooking, baking, or both equally? I like making ramen. lol. That’s literally all I cook if you even want to count that cause it’s so easy. Besides that, anything I else I make is oven or microwavable. or a sandwich. 15. Can you sew? Nope. 16. How feminine do you consider yourself? How do you determine that? I mean, if it means makeup and dresses, then not very cause I haven’t worn makeup in over a year and it’s been a few years since I’ve worn a dress. I’m all about comfy casual. That doesn’t make me masculine, though. I’m curious what you think makes someone feminine or not. 17. Have you ever been told that you are too girly or feminine? No. 18. Do you consider yourself a feminist? I mean, I care about women’s rights and believe we should have equal opportunities and such as men and all that.  19. How do you define “girl power”? Uhh, I don’t know. A strong, confident woman.  20. How much of a neat freak are you? I used to be more of a neat freak, but I don’t have the energy or motivation anymore. My room isn’t a disaster, but it’s messier than I ever used to let it get. It’s just cluttered. I need to go through and get rid stuff, but blah. 21. How you ever wished you were born a male? No. 22. Breastfeeding or formula? Mothers should do what they feel is best and works for them and the baby. 23. What is your opinion of equal pay? I think payment should be individual but obviously not based on sex. <<< Yeah, like everyone can’t be paid the exact same. There’s other factors. But people doing the same job and putting in the same work should be paid the same. 24. What is one profession you think needs more women? I don’t care, I think everyone should just do what they’re interested in. <<< 25. Are you pro-life or pro-choice? 26. Have you ever experienced any sexism? If so, please explain. Not that I can think of. 27. Have you ever been called a blabbermouth or a chatterbox? I have my chatty moods now and then. 

28. What is one thing about women you think most men don’t know? I don’t know. 29. Is there anything you dislike about being a woman? Menstrual cycles sucked, but I don’t have those anymore. 30. Complete this phrase: I’m so glad I am a woman because ______. I just am. 

LIFE EXPERIENCES:

31. Did you ever play with Barbie dolls as a child? Yes. I was obsessed with Barbies, I played for hoursss.

32. Have you ever dotted lowercase Js and Is with hearts or smiley faces? Yeah, when I was younger I did sometimes.

33. Have you ever been a Girl Scout? Yes.

34. Have you ever been a ballerina? No.

35. Have you ever been a cheerleader? No.

36. Were you ever voted as homecoming or prom queen? Nope.

37. Have you ever hosted a sleepover? Yeah, with my cousins all the time as kids.

38. Do you belong to a sorority? Nope.

39. Have you ever kept a diary or a journal? Yeah. I had a physical one in middle school up to my sophomore year in high school and then I moved on to online journals. This is my journal now.

40. At what age did you get your first period? 13.

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE:

41. What is the longest your hair has ever been? Would you ever grow it that long again? Down to my butt, which is how long it was until I cut a couple inches off recently. It was like that when I was a kid, too. Perhaps even a little longer.

42. Have you had a hairstyle above the eyebrows? Uhh, do you mean bangs? If so, yes. I had them until college and then I did the side swept thing for awhile.

43. What hairstyle do you wear the most? Pony tail, bun, or braid.

44. Have you ever died your hair? If so, how often? Countless times now. I first got highlights in middle school and did that for awhile before dyeing it black my sophomore year. I then went back to highlights until dyeing it red in 2015. I’ve been doing that ever since.

45. What is the heaviest you remember ever weighing? I think 90lbs.

46. How muscular are you? I’m not anymore. :/ I used to have toned arms, but I lost my muscle mass over these past few years due to health stuff and just not being active like I used to be.

47. Do you have any piercings anywhere besides your earlobes? Nope.

48. Do you have any tattoos? If you, where are they and what are they of? Nope.

49. Do you like wearing lipstick or lip gloss? If so, how often do you wear them? I haven’t in a long time.

50. How often do you paint your nails? It’s been a few years since the last time I painted them.

51. Have you ever worn any fake nails? Once. I got them done for my 8th grade promotion. 

52. Have you ever worn fake eyelashes? Yeah.

53. How often do you shave or wax your legs? I don’t have to shave my legs often. It’s never been an issue, like hair doesn’t really grow there.

54. How white are your teeth? I could use a Crest white strip or something.

55. Have you ever been told that you look like a certain celebrity? No.

56. How much do you look like your mother? I have a lot of her features, but a lot of my dad’s, too.

57. How much do you look like your father? ^^^^

58. What do you think is your best physical feature? I like dyeing my hair red. 

59. What do you think is your worst physical feature? Everything.

60. How good are you at communicating through facial expressions? I think my facial expressions give it away. It’s obvious when I’m annoyed or in discomfort.

FASHION STYLE: 61. What type of clothing do you own the most of? Leggings and graphic tees. 62. How big is your closet? Not big at all. 63. Have you ever looked through your closet and though “I have nothing to wear”? Ha, yeah. 64. What is your favorite fashion brand? The only brand I really care about and have a lot of is Adidas.  65. Do you wear skirts and dresses at all? If so, how often? I haven’t in years. 66. What is your dress size? Small. 67. What is the shortest length of skirts and dresses you are comfortable wearing? I like the length to go to my knees and I wear pantyhose/tights underneath. I’m very self-conscious about my legs.  68. How expensive was your prom dress? I think it was like $80. 69. What is the most expensive piece of clothing you currently own? My Adidas clothes. 70. Do you wear high heels or stilettos at all? If so, how often? No. 71. Have you ever worn high heels casually? Nope. 72. How often do you take an OOTD (outfit of the day) selfie? I only take a picture if I really like the shirt I’m wearing.  73. Have you ever worn the exact same outfit from head to toe more than once? Yeah, while at home. 74. How often do you wear a bra when out in public? I wear one whenever I go somewhere. 75. How often do you wear a bra when bumming it at home? I don’t.  76. When you get home from work, how soon does your bra typically come off? I don’t work, but when I get home from wherever I’ll likely just wait until bedtime. 77. Have you ever carried a spare bra with you in your purse? Nope. 78. Which are you more likely to go without: A bra or panties? Bra. 79. Does it matter to you if your bra and panties match or not? Nah. 80. What type of underwear do you typically wear? Hipster/hip huggers whatever you wanna call ‘em. 81. How much of your underwear is white? I don’t have any plain white pairs. 82. Have you ever carried a spare pair of underwear with you in your purse? No. 83. Do you like eyeshadow? I used to wear it sometimes back when I wore makeup regularly.  84. Do you like mascara? That’s a must when I wear makeup. 85. How much makeup do you typically wear? I haven’t worn any in over a year. 86. Have you every gone out in public without any makeup on? I do all the time. A few years ago I never would have done that. 87. How much jewelry do you typically wear? I was wearing earrings I got for Christmas for awhile, but I took them out a couple weeks ago cause my ears were irritated. 88. Is there any kind of jewelry you pretty much always wear? Just those earrings for awhile. Before that, it had been a few years. I used to have 3 rings I wore literally 24/7 for a long time until one day I took them off for some reason and never put them back on.  89. Do you carry a purse at all? I’ve been using a mini backpack. 90. Do you like tube and halter tops? No. 91. Do you like crop tops? No. 92. Are you comfortable showing off a little cleavage? This girl does not have cleavage lol.  <<<  93. One-piece swimsuits or bikinis? I don’t do swim suits. 94. Does it matter to you if your bikini top matches the bottom? I don’t wear them, but if I did yeah I would want them to match.

WEDDING CRAZE:

95. Have you ever been a bridesmaid? If so, how often? Nope.

96. Do you have any desires to get married? No.

97. For how long have you thought about your wedding? It’s not something I put much thought into at all. I’m not the type of person who has dreamt of their wedding day since they were a kid or anything. I honestly don’t see myself ever getting married.

98. How much of your wedding do you have planned out already?

99. Would you rather have a big or a small wedding?

100. Would you rather have a lot of bridesmaids or just a couple?

101. Would you rather have an indoor or an outdoor wedding? Does the same go for the reception?

DATING & RELATIONSHIPS:

102. What is your current relationship status? Single.

103. What is the longest relationship you’ve ever had? 3 years if you count the Joseph situation.

104. Do you consider yourself a hopeless romantic at all? No. I think I’ve just been hardened by life ha.

105. Are you a virgin? If not, which gender did you lose your virginity to? Yes.

106. What personality trait are you most attracted to? Just nice, caring, genuine, patient, understanding guys with a sense of humor. 

107. Have you ever been on a blind date? No. I have no interest in that.

108. Has anyone you know ever tried to set you up on a date? I had a friend who always wanted to do that.

109. Do you use any dating apps? If so, have they ever worked out for you? Nope.

110. Do you kiss on the first date? If it felt right.

111. How often do guys hit on you? It’s been years since that has happened and even when it did, it wasn’t often. 

112. Have women ever hit on you? A friend I had always got flirty when she was drunk. 

114. Have you ever kissed another woman while sober? If so, did you like it? No. I’ve done that while drunk either.

115. Have you ever dated another woman? No.

116. After how long of dating do you typically consider a relationship to be serious? There’s more factors than that.

117. Would you rather your lover give you chocolate, flowers, both, or something else? Something else, honestly. Like coffee.

118. Are you friends with any of your exes? Not anymore.

119. Is sex before marriage wrong? That’s a personal choice. Do what feels right to you.

ENTERTAINMENT: 120. What celebrity do you most admire and why? There aren’t any I admire specifically, I just like keeping up with the celebrity gossip and entertainment. It’s entertaining and a distraction from my own life. 121. Do you like romantic comedies? Do you have any favorites? I’m a sucker for romantic comedies. 122. Do you have a favorite romantic movie? I have several. 123. Who is your favorite Disney princess? Ariel.

124. What is your favorite Disney song? “In a World of My Own” from Alice in Wonderland, “Part of Your World” from Little Mermaid, “You’ve Got a Friend in Me”  from Toy Story, “Hakuna Matata” from Lion King, “Bare Necessities”  from The Jungle Book, “Winnie the Pooh” from Winnie the Pooh... that’s just to name a few, there’s several others. Disney songs are catchy. 125. Do you watch The Bachelor or The Bachelorette? Nah, I never got into that. I can’t believe they’re on their 16th season now. 126. Have you ever watched Sex & The City? I’ve seen parts of it here and there. I never got into it.  127. Have you ever watched any shows such as Project Runway or America’s Next Top Model? I used to watch America’s Next Top Model. Even the last 2 recent seasons. I’d watch it again if they brought it back. 128. Do you like watching any beauty pageants such as Miss America? No. 129. Do you like watching the red carpet arrivals before award ceremonies? Not usually. Sometimes I will. 130. Beyonce or Taylor Swift? Beyonce. 131. Oprah Winfrey or Ellen DeGeneres? I like both.

A PILE OF RANDOMNESS: 132. Are you named after anyone? Nope. 133. How many male friends do you have? I don’t have any friends. 134. Have you ever been considered the mother of your group of friends? Yes. 135. Have you ever called your friend friends your ‘girlfriends’? No. 136. Have you ever called a non-lover a term such as honey, babe, dear, or darling? Jokingly, yeah. 137. How many items do you own that are of a floral print design? I think I only have a few. 138. Have you ever scoffed at something because you thought it wasn’t feminine enough? No? 139. How healthy do you eat? I don’t. 140. What is your preferred way to carry a purse: Clutched in your hand, on your elbow, or on your shoulder? On my shoulder. 141. Besides you phone, money, wallet, and keys, name five things you always have with you in your purse. Hand sanitizer, mini hair brush, chapstick, medicine, and maybe a water bottle.

142. Have you ever lost anything inside your purse? It seemed that way a lot in my bigger purses. I always had to dig around for everything. 143. Have you ever used your bra or your cleavage as a purse or a pocket? No. 144. Do you consider shopping a sport No lol. Especially not when you do it from home in bed like I do. There’s nothing active about that, ha. 145. Do you shop more in physical walk-in stores or online? Online. 146. What is the most amount of money you remember ever spending in one single shopping trip? The most was when I got my first MacBook.  147. How often do you have a girls’ night out? I don’t anymore. I used to sometimes when I had friends and social life.

148. Do you prefer coffee or tea? Coffee, always. 149. How polite do you consider yourself? I think I’m pretty polite. 150. Can you do the splits? Nope. 151. Do you like doing any yoga? No. 152. Have you ever been told that you have cute handwriting? No. My handwriting is shit. 153. How well can you write in cursive? My cursive is awful. 154. Have you ever successfully been on a diet? No. 155. Do you currently or have you ever belonged to a book club? Well, I’ve done a few online Bible study groups.  156. Have you ever talked yourself out of a driving ticked by using your looks? I don’t drive so I’ve never been pulled over. That wouldn’t work, though. I’m ugly and I don’t have the personality or confidence either. 157. Have you ever drunk a non-alcoholic beverage from a wine glass? Yeah, like apple cider. Especially when I was a kid to be “cool” haha. 158. Do you prefer showers or baths? Showers. I haven’t taken a bath since I was a kid. 159. Have you ever snorted while laughing? Yeah. 160. How strict are you about manners? I think they’re important.

[self-aware-comic]

45, 63, 67, 82, and 88 :)

45) How would I describe my own appearance Well, to be honest.... I’m not sure. In terms of character design I feel like I’m pretty plain. Everything “unique” about me takes place on a very small level. My eyes, my missing finger, a single tuft of hair that sticks out of a silhouette  I’d say I’m just average, to be honest. No shame in it, I don’t think

I just don’t like my eyes very much

63 ) What is always guaranteed to make them smile?

Two answers for this one! First and Foremost, Elliot. He’s my best friend and he means the world to me, of course I’m guaranteed to smile now, for the uh... more concerning answer: Fighting I just, really really like to fight

67) Is their bedroom messy? What about their bathroom? Kitchen? Living room?

I live in a fairly neat environment, I think. Sure I get lazy and throw my clothes on the floor from time to time, but I think that’s it? Now, for the White Space, I kinda use it as a storage locker sometimes with the mindset of “No one else will see it, it doesn’t matter”

82. What is their handwriting like?

It’s been messier in the last few years. I’m left handed and missing the middle finger... which I really need to write how I used to. I’ve adjusted to it for the most part, but my handwriting suffers

88. Do they have an accent? Well uh.... yes and no and sometimes It’s complicated. Different fonts can be considered different accents, but if I were a real person, I’d speak like I’m from Connecticut. Seeing you know.... I’m from Crowsville, Connecticut So it’s always a yeah, accent, but like, never a heavy one

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Also 67 please (for all)

67. Is their bedroom messy? What about their bathroom? Kitchen? Living room?

Francis and Charlise are a bit too much of neat freaks to let anything get too messy. Rumlow's a bit messier than I, but I try to keep my stuff organized, at least. - Bernard

Leah and I keep to our own spaces at home, so I can't speak for her, but I keep my room, bathroom, and the kitchen clean. - Leo

My studio is... organized chaos. I know where everything I need is, and everything has it's place. My bathroom and bedroom are a bit cleaner, and our living room is hardly used. - Leah