#merrick Maakestad

[master-adam-sir]

Merrick Maakestad

I will always love you. I will always be here for you.

[merrick-temprace-maakestad]

Merrick Maakestad

I love you and miss you

[feuerschadel-haus]

Phillabuster and Merrick

[adamsarette]

Growing Joy and New Outlook on Life

 I can't believe that I had recently actively taken steps tonend my life or that I had future plans to do so. Yes, I still love Dylan Sarette and wish that he and I could make peace with each other. I still hope that one day he can forgive me for my failures as I forgive him.  But Witchcraft has given me a new purpose in life. As I reject both extremes. the restrictive White Witchcraft  and the wild untamed Dark Witchcraft and embrace Grey Witchcraft.  I also need to find where I will dedicate my practice. I have chosed the diety Aphroditus.  The mythology is not clear. Some scholars say that Aphroditus is the Transgender manifestation of Aphrodites (which I believe) while others say that Aphroditus is Hermophroditos the offspring of Aphrodites and Hermes, which I do not believe. I believe that by dedicating myself to Aphroditus, who I believento be a FTM diety I can move forward in my craft while honoring my relationship and marriage to Dylan(Ukai) even while it has ended and my relationship with Merrick(Temprace) even though that too has ended. 

Both Dylan and Merrick taught me a lot. I am in love with Dylan and I loved Merrick and while both are no longer part of my life. I can still honor the happiness they brought into my life when they were part of it.

I am so happy that one witch took the time to talk to a stranger who she felt was in depression and possibly in crisis. I have has no thoughts of self harm since that evenings meeting and cleansing and have just found more joy and more purpose in the development of my craft and growth in my journey.

[love-temprace-love]

I love you Merrick Maakestad

Temprace my love for you is eternal.

[merrick-temprace-maakesstad-az]

Merrick Maakestad.

I love you Temprace.

[merrick-tempracebb8-maakestad]

Merrick Maakestad. I love you!

I love you Temprace.

[cherished-beloved]

Merrick Maakestad

I love you Temprace

[merrick-bigbanan-maakestad]

Temprace

I love you Merrick

[adam-kratt]

Merrick Maakestad

I love you

[adam-173]

Merrick Maakestad

I love you Merrick Maakestad

[merrick-temprace-maakestad]

Merrick Maakestad!I Love you!

I love you Temprace!

[merrick-tempracecon-maakestad]

Merrick Maakestad

I love you!

[adam-arizona]

Merrick Maakestad

I love you Merrick. I will always be here for you when you need me.

[love-temprace-love]

I love you Merrick Maakestad.

Temprace my love for you is eternal.

[merrick-temprace-maakesstad-az]

Merrick Maakestad.

I love you Temprace.