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I like how the Spider-Man 2 game's new take on the symbiote corruption isn't just "it makes him strong" or "it makes him angry", it's "it cures Peter's chronic burnout".
#peter 'i feel so energized and alive!' me '.....yeah okay i get it'#peter please do not self-medicate with the thing#like the symbiote has always had a bit of an addiction angle to it but this really gets that the first part of addiction#is being in a vulnerable mental state to begin with#spiderman#spiderman the symbiote#spiderman 2 ps5
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Hi! i just wanted to ask, i do remember you used to basically answer every ask in your inbox but i feel lie you haven't? Not that you should, but i'm just curious. I know i sent some asks weeks ago which haven't been answered so i wanted to know if you didn't feel like answering all the asks anymore or if you just didn't get to them yet.
Yeah I’ve been super fucking busy 😭 like I try to get in a few asks a day but like I can’t get to them all in a timely manner as I used to
Also depends on the ask, if I get asks that need a reaction I usually try to do them on my free time (which is less and less these days) or if they are asks I’ve answered before I have to go on the laptop
If they’re music asks I kind of don’t answer them directly that much anymore but if they show up in the playlists you’ll know I saw it
Like I do see every ask I get I just sometimes either can’t get to them yet or I don’t know what to say like for example I get asks like literally consist of “Crowny pretty” which cool but like I can’t really add much right? That’s not to say I don’t appreciate silly simple asks I do I read them and smile so my nonnies shouldn’t stop sending those.
So endpoint, it all depends on the type of ask and my university schedule cause like I have schoolwork, I have game work and Patreon work 😭😭 it’s a lot so like send in asks all you want just try to be patient with me
But you could tell me which ones you sent so I can get to them now, I’ll answer an ask I wouldn’t if my nonnies would like an answer however silly or not
#also I am getting better at not answering all asks especially those that I feel will just make people uncomfortable#cough incest thirst asks cough#or I don’t want to restart a debate like the Nia stuff#I’m not mentally energized for that#jude.txt#blog stuff
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how many talents do you have?? damn. save some for the rest of us slackers, pls 😂😂😂 and also, how you got the time - because i can barely get out the bed.
PLEASE. I should not be cackling this hard 🤣🤣
If it makes you feel better, I suck at drawing, can't twerk, and can't carry a tune in a bucket 🤣🤣
I taught myself during covid chuz I thought i was gonna have me a little side business 😮💨 never took off, but I still do it from time to time. I haven't sewn in months. Probably like 6 mos or so 🤔
And please, everybody is different. There's times i don't get out the bed neither 😗 also my brain juss doesn't shut up 🙃
#megaminds asks#sweet anon#you are witnessing the blog of the mentally ill#my brain is worse than the energizer bunny#behind the megadome#mega behind the blog
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I know that I need to stop impulse buying plushies as a coping mechanism against stress but I had 2 doctors appointments today, and one yesterday, culminating in 3 (three) doctors appointments in 2 (two) days and this here demon frog speaks to me on a spiritual level
#if a single person enables me this frog will be on my doorstep and in my hands#i have medical trauma and while the appointments went well it's still stressful af#i can't concentrate for crap eithet#i feel like my brain is full of angry wasps#I'm so tired and so energized at the same time#mental health ref#one appointment was over the phone but this does NOT reduce the stress ok
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Fellas, I’m being mentally I’ll about mianite again
#Mianite.jpeg#I’ve been mentally I’ll about mianite for 7 years and counting#no I don’t wanna fix that#the hyperfixation station needs the energ#points at TR: those guys are so fucked up. good for them#should I rewatch s1#does anyone have that project/website someone was making to match up episodes or should I go ahead and do that myself#I am incapable of watching this series in a normal fashion
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thinking about how the other day I felt happiness for the first time in a long time (like happiness about where I am at in life and joy for my future plans. Like I was working 8-4:30 and I was thinking about how I was going to do a few ubereats runs until 6ish after and then come home and get to write and crack open my kung fu binder again that I've been working with to prove to myself I'm ready to go back)
usually I just feel content at like a 5 sometimes if I go to a concert or whatever it can get up to 6,7,8. but that's it
and I have that persistent depression disorder. that i never remember how to spell.
So you can imagine my surprise when i genuinely just felt happy and at peace? And i had mania by fob album stuck in my head. life was good.
I then got sucker punched by my physical health symptoms that were really bad and almost collapsed and could not hold myself up so I was leaning on a cart not moving when it hit 4:30. And did not do anything that I planned to after work because of it.
BUT
the key is i felt happiness for the first time in forever.
#and the thing is I think it was because I finally decided it might be time for me to go back to kung fu after taking a year and a half off#because I quit because I couldn't get myself to go to lessons and then I also couldn't get myself to practice outside of class#PLUS at the time I had just started medication for my panic attacks had recently developed a tic disorder#and was working at a job that was slowly killing me#and I was really just trying to figure my shit out#(the last day I was really able to meaningfully attend was for my belt test that I passed but I had a massive panic midway through because#I had also started zoloft that day and it didn't occur to me taking a kung fu test designed to mimic a fight and breed endurance in a fight#aka get my heartrate up would be a bad idea with starting zoloft designed to slow my heart rate)#but the thing about kung fu is it was always something that brought so much joy and happiness#if I was struggling to get there I'd come home and be so energized and excited and happy#and I think I'm finally in a place where I can have it back? (idk juries still out on the health issues)#because I spent all of 2023 working on myself and my mental health and I quit my old job this past september#and I have a new job#plus a direction in life??? like I'm stage managering for some bands at a fest#and then later stage managering for a renn faire#while I'm working part time at target#and finally retail isn't my main gig (i used to be full time) but the side gig to take me where I want to go#And like recently I ran into someone from kung fu while I was working and they were so excited to see me#and I want to go back so bad because it's nice to know that she and a couple other people (she mentioned I was brought up recently) still#remember me and wonder where I went even a year and a half later
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i aint got no juice in me. sorr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y
#i j. mental. loke. talking to people Period is getting harder to2 do. whhich SUCKS because i love talking with you guys!!!!! waa cries sob#s#jj rocker is the only thing keeping. me from explodi /hj#anf i cangt draw!!! i have the ideas 2 drwa but i have NO ENERGY!!!!! no energ#cries sobs. screams😭😢☹️💧💧☹️😢💧😭😢☹️☹️😢💧💧😭☹️☹️💧💧💧😭☹️😢☹️🥺
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#oooooo#vent#feeling inadequate in my drawings rn#and sooo demotivated#i recently changed style in the hope that it becomes easier but it ended up being not difficult but... tiresome#even though i adapted this because i want to make things easy#this happens every month so i dont want to worry#but i still havent started my 2nd batch of comm#half of the art i wanna do are still untouched#i probably should take a break but with how slow and demotivated i am at drawing#on top of playing bg3 every time I'm demotivated#aka almost every night#i already passed that point#like unknowingly i already took my break and should be motivated and energized to draw#but somehow it doesn't#probably my mental illness#oh well
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#magic school bus#out of context#ms frizzle#keesha#mikey#you think you're depressed#think about our customers#black friday#capitalists be like#commercialism#social media ads trying to market stuff to people with mental health issues like#energy#ferris wheel#Getting Energized
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i’m allowed to make the occasional cringe comment about famous athletes because if we were stranded in the wilderness together i would not hesitate to kill and eat them 👍
#rich people aren’t real to me doesn’t matter if they’re more in shape than i am i have the mental strength#+ my stores of fat would keep me energized for longer 👍👍👍#‘what about federer’ i’d shed a single tear of regret then steel myself for the task by thinking about all the private jets. easy
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Monke
#lmk oc#lmk#lego monkie kid#jttw oc#horse monkey#my take on horse monkey based on rp stuff#they just might be the most mentally stable of the bunch#maybe#i haven't drawn in so long#i hope diving into this fandom energizes me to do so again
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i’ve been sick at home all week, feeling guilty for calling out of work, but literally unable to get out of bed all week, and here i am, 11:30pm friday night and suddenly i’ve got all the energy in the world. i’m relieved i’m feeling better but god damn it, where was this energy a couple days ago?
#and i know the answer#the answer is both my job and i were pushing myself too hard#work has been so fucking much lately#and i was trying so hard to still go and do things on my weekend#my body just gave in on me#so shocker three days rest and now i’m feeling myself again#i don’t think im upset i didn’t have this energy a few days ago#i think im relieved it’s back#im relieved it didn’t last longer#im relieved it was physical and not mental#i mean i wish i could just keep going i wish i had unending energy#i wish i even had the same energy i had five years ago or three years ago#but i don’t and that’s not my fault#work the last two weeks has been so goddamn hard#i’ve never been so exhausted at the end of the last week#im so glad im so eager to go back now#im glad im ready to go back and work hard but also fight for us too#im ready to go back and do everything i can for my coworkers#this week’s been a fucking doozy but im finally fired up and energized and everything#im finally ready to push back and not just stay in bed#and im ready because i stayed in bed#somehow that’s still hard for me to swallow#but i know i was useless all week and i know im ready now#sorry for the random ramblings#i wanted to vent this somewhere#madeleine parle
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back at it again with sentences that take up half the paragraph
#chatter#writing#mental health#got a lot of words out today and I feel like I'm going insane with this deeply energized dissatisfaction driving me forward#this solves nothing! but still it is a thing that will be done
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Having one of those days where I'm super low energy and hypersensitive to noise, it's making work unbearable.
#3 months of overtime almost every day has left my internal battery at a constant 26%#no amount of sleep re-energizes me#also pretty sure my meds arent as effective as they used to be#(and dont get me wrong i like my job but it's so mentally draining)#i just feel like a zombie#tbd
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When you don’t particularly like parties but still want to be invited to them so you can have the chance to refuse or accept and not feel excluded
#I don’t know if it’s because everyone thought I was Amish in school or what but no one ever invited me to anything#and my coworkers don’t typically invite me to anything either#Like yeah I’m quiet but I don’t think I’m unapproachable or a prude??? I’m nice and like drinking alcohol and stuff#Maybe it’s the age gap. Most of the people I work with are 30+#And when I have been invited to things; no one wanted to actually talk to me judging by how much I was stepped on in group conversations#I’d wait for a good opportunity where there was positively no doubt about whose turn it was#because it was silent for a good five seconds#I’d consistently get four coherent words of a sentence out and someone would cut me off and start talking right over me#and I’d keep talking but then they’d also keep talking and I have focus issues so I always lost the word battle#Then I’d shut up for the rest of the night and stare at a wall wanting to leave#This is why I chug two cups of coffee very rapidly at any social gathering#Instead of energizing me; coffee relaxes me and drinking two or three cups in a row makes me feel stoned#So it gets rid of my social anxiety and ensures I am mentally checked out for the entirety of the party#Takes the edge off the noise
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Tonight was nice :)
#we ended up watching nightmare before christmas plus the first evil dead and a musical called ride the cyclone#it's so nice to be able to watch a movie with someone as a natural version of myself#like we can talk to each other and to the characters and everything and just#it's really nice#i new that i was suppressing myself a lot w my ex but with how long we were together and how long I'd been doing it i didn't realize how#much it was hurting me#and much mental and emotional energy that it took out of me#like I feel energized after hanging around w Laci#i really really want my ex to be gone so I can finally move on from this shitty normal of mine
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